#i feel drained <3

[jflxwr]

we're gonna pretend like i didn't fall off the face of the earth for a whole month haha...

#if anyone cares i literally just got busy with school and vacation nothing serious or bad lol #i feel my wof fixation draining from my body but we ball #if it does leave it'll be back in 3 months dw LOL #wings of fire #wings of fire memes #wof #wof memes #winter wof #wof winter #jflxwr #jflxwr memes

[buglaur]

simself

#cus i got my hair cut #went to a new hairdresser and she gave me a fade #the back of my head is so COLD #this is queued i'll be on a plane when this goes up #i'll be in london for the weekend wahoo #soooo excited to see my family i haven't seen them since last june #my dads coming with me and we're going to a punk festival all day today #and i'm going to my fav vinyl shop #the owner has a one-eyed pomeranian called bob that just sits on the countertop #i'm gonna buy him a treat before i go in #been feeling really drained lately #this trip'll rejuvenate me #bye for now <3

[oakiyo]

I can’t wait to get back into custom content and have creativity and ideas for new releases! Hopefully summer brings lots of cool themed collections some collaborations 🫶🏻☀️🍉

#feeling a bit drained of ideas at the moment #just not had time to think about sims really #I have literally 3 ish weeks left of uni then I’m DONE!

[l0ganberry]

@violeta-2098 Here you go.

The one on the left is him without legs.

And the one on the right is with him having legs.

I thought it would be fun to do both since I believe both would be different.

#hope you like them! #And then I'll post one more request and that will be it for all dogday requests I have #Today I felt so drained but I just decided to finish this tonight #to make it feel like I did something today #despite all that sleep #i still feel tired #why? #who knows #this is just rambling #anyways #rambles #artists on tumblr #traditional art #dogday #poppy playtime chapter 3 #poppy playtime player #sunnyangel #Because I can tag that as I please #dogday fanart

[gracebethartacc]

soooo I had a lore idea earlier that ties into the rewrite really well,,,,,,

Poor unfortunate souls am I right :)

#The plothole of the citizens questioning him about the wishes and said questions never actually getting answered by the plot drives me nuts #And I was thinking about it and this idea hit me like a truck— #1: It explains why he makes them forget about their wishes 2: it explains why there’s only one per person 3: explains the emotional drain #And 4: helps play into the dark magic/lying stuff further #Plus is just a cool idea/twist I think :3€ #Literally just had the idea today tho so I’d love any ideas #I def think it’ll tie into the dark magic stuff like they give him power or something? Idk #I do know he can only do magic with his staff and not directly so maybe something to do with that ? Like the staff gets it’s magical energy #Or whatever from the energy of the souls? I’m not sure.. #like I said I’d love anyone to help brainstorm further with this concept :) #rewrite the stars au #Wish au #Excuse the book looking shitty lol I didn’t feel like writing out the text myself 😭

[bruciemilf]

brain go brrrrRRR buuut... BRUCE being forgotten on the day of his birth <33

Bruce tired from patrol, sore and aching forgetting HIS own day because he has been used to never celebrating it until his children show up.

Granted, Alfred has tried before. Greeting him on the occassion but never pushing, too scared that one day the flighty bat would break once again and he is left with oueces he can't fix.

But anyway, the kids celebrate for him in little ways when they were young. Maybe treats with dick, reading with jason, info dump with tim, art with damian (dami says he sucks btw but is glad for the activity), steph conjures a waffle contest (she wins), just yea spending time as a birthday present is enough just for him and the greetings "Happy Birthday B" or "Your birth old man" even the silent approach of cass's kiss on the cheek. So, he never forgot his day.

Yet lately, everything has been his fault. His relationship with the kids are strained. Everyone else is out of town or offworld or busy for days, weeks or months. Then his day comes, no greeting just a ping on his phone calendar. BIRTHDAY it said, knowing no ither notification will settle on his screen.

So he sits in the cave. Tired and aching, not unusual but the hollow ache of his soul hits him harder than the rough patrol. He finds himself alone, for the first time in a while and he accepts it. Welcomes the dark of his mind telling him what he always secretly believed in growing up from the boy in the alley to a man in a suit.

" YOU make yourself lonely B, WE deserve it but it's okay. Gotham needs the bat more than anyone will ever need YOU."

It aches but it's okay. Everyone forgot, they should eventually. Unable to sleep off the ache of the last minutes of his day he goes back to the grave and it's been so long since he'd done this but-

"Happy birthday" he sings, quiet and low to mama and dad and leaves quiet and empty parting with the words he thought he had long forgotten before-

"just- just another year, so please take me home soon"

*** ANYWAY i needed to brainrot because bruce having thoughts of awe that he lived past the age he thought that it would be the end feels so good, thank ü 😔

When Bruce steps back in the manor, he almost jumps out of his skin.

Jason's much bigger than him now, but he still jumps in Bruce's arms, mirroring his 10 year old self. "Finally! Thought you'd never come back."

Bruce blinks, "Wha..."

Alfred tuts. " Come now, sir. We mustn't let Master Grayson's baking go to waste."

"It's cake mix from Batmart, Baba. I'd rather eat a corpse."

"Come on, Damian! How would you feel if I told B you've been bringing stray cats home for a week?"

"They're my birthday gift. Baba and I will find them good homes, like this one." And bruce just wants to cry. He does. In Jason's shoulder. Even if Jay tells him only suckers cry (he cries in Bruce's shoulder, too)

#them <3 #low effort bc i just feel so drained today. like. just nothing makes me happy today lol everything tastes wrong and feels wrong and my head #feels so heavy oof. but have these dudes be happy <3 #bruce wayne #dc #batfamily

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

That scene towards the end of the S3 trailer

The one where Shadow is running to save Sonic from disappearing

What if by that scene, the main conflict is changed? Nine is no longer actively trying to get ahold of Sonic, to drain the paradox prism energy from him. Just like Shadow and his focus on saving Green Hill over the Shatterverse before, he concedes that *nothing* will exist if they can't fix the paradox prism (assuming that the crew comes to the conclusion that they need to fix the paradox prism to have a chance at fixing the rapid breakdown of the shatterverse).

What if after episodes of fighting Nine and avoiding having his prism energy taken from him, Sonic gives himself over willingly. Nine has just realized how far he took things, how tunnel visioned he became on a goal with the sacrifice of things (and a person) he cared about. What if he feels guilty, resolved to help fix the universe they live in before anything else, and Sonic *asks* him to drain the energy this time?

And no matter what Shadow or Nine or anyone else says, no matter how uncertain doing so would make Sonic's fate uncertain and put it at stake, they can't refute the argument. Doing this could kill him (just like back on Ghost Hill, when Sonic asked for Nine to give him energy to match that of the prismatic titan), but is there any other way to save the shatterverse?

I'm not sure what the answer is myself, but perhaps they hope so. They're running out of time, and if they can't fix it, all of them will die. So, they all form a plan.

What if Nine feels this guilt as he drains the prism energy from Sonic? What if he feels more awful (and a little jealous) when it's up to Shadow to ultimately save him (because Shadow's the only other one who can move quite as fast)?

What if Shadow runs and runs, desperate too to make sure that Sonic won't die? What if he's frustrated at Nine and Sonic (because why did it have to come to this?), but also frustrated at himself (because maybe if he could have been there with Sonic, or maybe if he was the one searching the shatterspaces before, maybe he could have stopped all this before it went too far, maybe he could have kept Sonic safe from this fate)?

What if Shadow enters that shatterspace with Sonic in his arms, hoping so badly he'll pull through, trying not to think about what'll happen if he doesn't?

And what if Nine is the next to enter the shatterspace, arriving before anyone else? What if Nine watches Shadow hold Sonic's barely existing form and feels a pang of jealousy, and a waterfall of guilt. What will he do if Sonic doesn't pull through?

#sonic prime #sonic prime season 3 spoilers #putting that tag cause of trailer talk #sonic the hedgehog #nine sonic prime #miles nine prower #nine the fox #shadow the hedgehog #Sonadow #Sonine #i just be ramblin #This is more a prediction than anything (and also a method of hurting myself with feelings) #How convinced am I this prediction is correct? Ehhhhh 30% maybe #I have no way of knowing what's going to come next. My only predictions for that scene are this‚ or Nine (tunnel visioned) does manage #to drain the energy from Sonic during his campaign‚ and Shadow puts everything else aside to rush him to make everything okay. #So basically I either think Shadow's role was in a plan to extract the energy to save the shatterverse AND save Sonic #or that Sonic gets his energy extracted and Shadow has to save him on the fly #With how warped his goals may be becoming‚ I kind of hope Nine goes down a kh1 Riku route‚ where consequences force him to step back and #realize all he'd done and hurt in the sake of fulfilling a goal that wasn't necessarily his original one. I want him to feel so guilty for #hurting the hedgehog who was kindest to him back then #I love when feelings guys #I love when regret #I love the idea of Nine and Shadow putting aside their differences to save Sonic AND the shatterverse #sonic prime spoilers

[technicolourtelevision]

SUCCESSION || 4x03 || Connor's Wedding

#oh god oh god oh god #you guys i feel DRAINED #ken's face when con says he didnt like him #oh my sweet angel you GUYS IM BROKEN #succession #succession spoilers #connor roy #shiv roy #kendall roy #my gif #gif #succession season 4 spoilers #4x03 #season 4 #episode 3 #connors wedding

[silenthillbunni]

🐇💭

#i've decided that after i've recovered from surgery i want a glow up!!! #i want to make an effort to try to feel better nd not be so miserable all the time. it's so draining nd soul sucking :< #nd some things i wanna do is start better habits such as journaling nd reading a chapter every morning #meditate/do mindfulness every evening. do a full body stretch routine once a day. go to the gym 3-5 times a week. #ofc daily walks in nature (i've missed that sm). spending time w my cat nd dog. getting better at studying a little bit every day #i might even bleach my hair nd dye it... i just wanna dye it one last time then im done T-T #smth im unsure of is my diet. i have no idea what i can eat nd atm im so hungry but im scared of eating. so i'll have to figure that out #nd then try to meet up w my old high school friend every now nd again #try to keep asking for help from the personality disorder psychiatric clinic... or try to get online therapy maybe??? #i just wanna feel better nd *do* smth so these r some of the thinngs i wanna try to do to feel better :3 #hopefully i'll feel better soon nd recover as swiftly as possible so i can start wanting to do these things #oh and also!! wanna try to revive my interests. such as writing more nd taking photos nd such

[velvetpantylines]

For those who might often experience an emotional crash after orgasm… your f/os love you, and will do anything to help you. They’ll go extra heavy on the aftercare and cuddles, help you shower, make or order you food. If you need a distraction they’ll sit and watch a movie with you… arm around you. Even if you’re not too worried yourself, they don’t want to see you down. It’s not a burden to them, or an annoyance, you’re their partner, and they always want you to feel safe and happy and loved .

#it speaks #im. feeling down </3 #like a reassurance 4 myself because I feel like absolute shit #physically I’m alright but I do have some physical symptoms of anxiety #and I’m trying not to have an anxiety attack #mentally exhausted very drained. opposite of what I wanted to feel #self shipping #minors dni

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

I don’t usually like making posts like this, but I’d appreciate prayers! There’s nothing Bad going on in my life, but the past day has been very emotionally heavy and I have a pretty important thing I’ll be doing tonight/tomorrow, and I’m a bit worried that it’s gonna be too much for me to handle. So prayers would be very much appreciated, just that God can lead me through all this and give me strength <3

#aaaaaah #my post #the thing I’ll be doing tonight/tomorrow involves a LOT of socializing #which is a little AAAAAAA because I feel like I just recovered from the socializing/busyness of two weeks ago #I wasn’t expecting to be that drained and I wasn’t expecting it to take so long to mentally recover #but I did recover annnnnd now I’m just gonna be doing more socializing XD #(for those who aren’t aware I am a Major introvert and social situations take so hekkin much out of me) #so… yeah #I’d really really appreciate prayers that I can Make It lol #like I said there’s nothing bad going on! #just a few things I’m nervous about #thanks for reading this <3

[baeshijima]

it is now officially the 25th which means...

merry christmas everyone !!! regardless of whether u celebrate or not, i hope u all have a lovely day with whoever u spend it with or with urself <33

#sophie's idle chatter #this is scheduled so im HOPING it posts at 12 am.... prays.... #i havent been super active in the past month or two bc life is kicking my ass (<- has said this countless times already but its still true) #also !! i see asks and ill try and answer them when i actually have the time and energy 😭 ik i say this a lot but ive been drained good god #(not so) mini life updates : #the new lovebrush chronicles main story update has made me weep so much... ive done both clarence and ayns routes and.... #my god.... this story is darker and honestly im loving it AND i love how they did the chara roles in this world (alkaid... ourgh...) #my tear glands arent tho bc ayn ending 3.... what the fuck was that i couldnt sleep after doing that ending??? ITS WAS SO SAD AND FOR WHATF #currently having to wait until the 27th so i can do lars route 😔 #the recent ep of apothecary diaries.... ourgh my heart.... jinshi and maomao beloveds :(( #oh !! and ive gotten back into my ace of diamonds/daiya no ace phase and have been rewatching the series... #sobbing chris and yuki and miyuki my beloveds.... kissing ur foreheads and holding u gently..... #the way i got back into it bc im catching up on s2 of a clean sweep (a korean baseball variety show that i love with all my heart ;w;) #my mum is a traitor tho bc she watched every new ep that came out on tuesdays while i was in uni 🧍‍♀️ so now im catching up on the 30 eps #on my own 🧍‍♀️ #OMG AND ALSO DR STONE S3??? WHY WAS I NOT NOTIFIED THAT PART 1 CAME OUT MONTHS AGO AND PART 2 WAS MORE RECENT??? #i havent been doing that much writing recently tho bc the fingers wont type but the brain is exploding with ideas i cannot handle this #i do want to get back to the haitham sxf series tho.... and also my oc various x reader series....... #tbh ive been contemplating abt publishing the haitham series on ao3 once i write more chapters before publishing them #idk i feel like the series would be nice to have on ao3 as well as tumblr JHDG #thats abt it i think? #anywho if u read this far then know i am giving u a warm cookie as a condolence prize for getting through this life dump <33 #ill leave it off here but i hope u all have a lovely day !! mwah mwah merry chrysler everyone 🎄🫶 #queue... ueueue

[somaticmilk]

Good fucking morning you absolute god of a person I hope you had a good sleep

Good morning Vexy B)

AND I DID KINDA-

Ngl the dreams have been getting more weird lately because of the sinus medicine 🫠

#soma says #soma yap #idk you ever have that feeling where you sleep but you still feel tired after #that #I think I still drained from my roommate <//3 #I WANT MILK. #did you know when I was 13 #I had my first live #love #fuck #I fucked it up

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

Hmmmm wondering I should change my upload schedule when it comes to AMM….

#mostly just knock it down from 6 updates to like #3 or 4 #I dunno been thinking about it #I can keep up with the 6 days a week but it CAN be draining #I’d feel bad about it but idk it’s sounding kinda nice and less demanding on me mentally #hmmm #text

[garoujo]

hanma secretly loves the way you wail on him when he sneaks into your bed after disappearing for work for a few days without a single word. he likes the way you worry about him, beating at his chest with pretty tears in your eyes despite the way your punches hold no real weight, because his touch is soothing and he’s okay and you know he’ll fuck you into the mattress as a real apology when he kisses you with the hunger he’s held through the days he’s been without you.

#ʚ・◞📎 — em entry. #･ . ˚◞♡ shuji! #i’m sorry i’ve been so inactive on here i feel! i’m not ignoring u guys in my asks i swear :< #i have just been v drained + my interview is tomorrow i’m conserving energy :3 #wish me good luck!