#i feel like im in middle school again

[courtney-deserved-better]

i will say again and again how DELIGHTED i am that priya won. but i am also delighted that she and bowie made it to the finale together. about halfway through my initial watch of the season i just kinda went “oh it has to be them in the final two. it HAS to be” and for once in my life total drama agreed!! because it couldn’t be anyone else it HAD to be them!! and it was!!

#td spoilers #idek if this makes sense #im just overly emotional about the fact that priya won #because she was like the new courtney to me (and we all know how i feel about courtney) #and the WHOLE TIME i wanted her to win so badly while believing based on their past seasons fresh would never let her #and then they did!!! #ive never had a fav of mine win before!! never!! and the fact that the fav who trained her whole life for this won... #makes me emotional!! #god its unreal having a new season in 2023 #i feel like im in middle school again #oh!! but also like bowie was such a strong competitor that he had to make it too!! #like i was SO worried that his fight with emma would get him eliminated which would have been AWFUL #but its such a fucking total drama thing to pull that it wouldnt have surprised me #but he didnt get out bc of emmas shitty relationship!! he stayed in!! #he stayed and he slayed lmao #no but yeah i just. really really appreciate how the final two were actually two of the strongest smartest and hardest working competitors #it felt FAIR in a way a lot of the td finales havent felt to me #like neither of them really relied on plot armor to get there #td bowie #td priya #im writing a whole essay in these tags

[unholywilde]

nothing like writing bucky fanfic on the way back from a trip to see mcr

#im even listening to the Cab #i feel like im in middle school again #maybe if i like it ill even post the fanfic #bucky barnes #mcr #bucky

[blakyoo]

if i boop u back it means i love u

#i feel like im in middle school again #facebook emoji react chain type shit

[robertseanleonardthinker]

my mom is feeling self concious again and apparently it has to be everybody's problem

#i feel like im in middle school again #shut the fuck up like actually #idgaf if YOU want to lose weight. all power to you!!!! #stop trying to get the rest of your family to get as self concious as you #stop policing everything i eat #shut up shut the fuck up #i am trying so hard to undo the damage you caused me from my childhood #i'm trying so hard to accept my weight #accept my body #shut up #stop talking about my body #about the things i eat #i am reverting back to my ed habits i swear

[anarchyloser]

Discovering the joys of writing for fun again

#i feel like im in middle school again #my new oc got me kicking me feet and shit

[fatenumberfor]

the Jonas Brothers really got the pop rock sound down pat cos the way their new music slaps just as much as their Disney era music did 😩

#i feel like im in middle school again #JOE JONAS im on my knees.

[ridragon]

Mmm gonna pass out into a "I literally used all my energy in all categories" nap again...

Maybe I'll wake up and it'll all be fake and I'll forget it all and this was a dream huh? Not so lucky I think.

Or it'll be all solved but also not that lucky? Hm I forgot how to talk again. Not a good sign.

#think need sleep just #wow that asshole really scrambled my brain huh? im just a fucking lolcow to them huh. #this sucks. #people are awful. #i feel like im in middle school again

[latenightsandfistfights]

this is a tim riggins defense blog

#me #friday night lights #tim riggins #why am watching this 10 year old show about football #i feel like im in middle school again

[wizardclown]

radio playing absolute hits today

#mcr and red jumpsuit apparatus? #i feel like im in middle school again #my.txt

[god-of-this-new-blog]

What if the two worst guys in the whole world were madly in love with each other?

#ANOTHER ONE #(in that annoying meme voice) #hold on real tags ugh #death note #lawlight #light yagami #l lawliet #my art #l x light #light x l #anyway drew this while listening to my Halsey playlist from middle school #I love turning 13 again it feels great #ALSO colors by Halsey is so lawlight and NONE OF YOU are talking about it #like come onnnnn its soooo red and blue #AND NOW YOURE TEARING THROUGH THE PAGES AND THE INK? guys. its so good #also L smokes. soooooo that is ALSO in the song #get on my pre teen Halsey wave length please #I WAS RED AND YOU WERE BLUE COMEONNNNNN #okay sorry im listening to it while tagging whoops #also I literally did this sketch and rendered it from scratch THREE TIMES #it just wasn’t doing what I wanted. #even now im honestly not thrilled with soooo many parts I could write an essay #but I am giving up. #this is what giving up looks like xoxo

[starry-bi-sky]

I'm in A Mood™ (stressed) so im going back to my roots of melting two character together into one person. So bruce wayne!danny fenton. Danny Fenton who, for eight years, grew up in a beautiful gothic manor with his mom and dad under the name "Bruce Wayne". Playing piano with his mother, running around the manor with his father.

Then when he's eight it's ripped away from him. There's blood on his hands and pearls pooling at his feet, and both his parents are dead in front of him.

And he gets shipped off to distant relatives "the Fentons" shortly after, Alfred close on his heels because someone needs to take care of him, someone that knows him. Bruce goes to the Fentons for the safety of anonymity. Gotham's press wants to sink its teeth into him.

Danny misses his city even if it took everything from him. There are shadows in his eyes and he's pale as a sheet even beside his distant cousins, and they change his name to "Danny Fenton' because nobody should know that their newest child was illustrious orphan Bruce Wayne.

They call him Bruce behind closed doors. Danny prefers it that way, he clings onto the name -- the one his parents gave him -- like a lifeline. He makes friends with Sam and Tucker. Tucker takes one look at the willowy, morbid little boy standing in the corner like a shade, ghosts in his eyes, and drags him out into the sunlight, and takes him over to Sam.

When Danny is twelve, he's still not over it -- and he's a little obsessed with the Fentons' research, with the morbid. He has books upon books on death, murder, detective work. Anything he can get his hands on. And stars. He loves stars.

Alfred owns the apartment next to them and comes over regularly. Danny clings to him.

When Danny is twelve, he's still quiet, meek, a shy little thing prone to being bullied. Freaky little Fenton with the night in his eyes and too-cold skin even before he put one foot in the grave. in a sleepover in his room with Sam and Tucker, he tells them the truth. They're his friends, he trusts them.

"My name is Bruce." he murmurs, voice quiet as the breeze, always quiet. he's staring at his star-covered sheets.

"Like Bruce Wayne?" Tucker asks, a joking tone in his voice.

Danny smiles a little, lamb-like with insecurity. "I am Bruce Wayne." And he takes them down to the lab, disrupting Maddie and Jack, to prove it. Sam tells them of her own wealth then shortly after. They start calling Danny "Bruce" in private too -- its trust. Thats what it is. It's trust.

Sam goes to media functions and comes back with aching feet and complaints on her tongue -- and Danny soaks it up all like a sponge, splayed across a beanbag chair with Tucker in her room. He's not envious of her, he used to go to events with his parents and they kept him safe from the ugly of Gotham's Elite. For the most part. He's had comments made at him, he doesn't miss them.

Alfred returns to the manor semi-regularly, Danny goes with him. he wanders the hallways and helps Alfred clean, the last thing either of them want is for their home to fall into disrepair. He brings Jazz with him next time, then Tucker, then Sam. They all help him clean, and he shows them his room. The one across from his parents', it feels strange.

When Danny dies when he's fourteen, the first adult he tells is Alfred. He and Jazz go over to his house more often than they stay in the Fentonworks building. At least at Alfred's, the food doesn't come to life. Alfred sits at the kitchen table and weeps when Danny tells him, Jazz is upstairs, and its just the two of them.

Danny's ghost form wears pearls around his wrist and the gloves look stained with some kind of black substance. He looks like a child who died in a lab accident, but he also looks like a child who has shadows dripping off his shoulders, curling at his feet, hanging from his eyes.

because amorphous blob batman has my heart always and danny/bruce will not escape it even in death even if that IS the only reason im giving him Mild BatBlob Vibes...so far

when they go to the manor, alfred helps danny make a pile of stones between Martha and Thomas' graves, nobody but the two of them (and sam and tucker) will know what it means. (not even bruce's children later down the line, not for a long, long time)

danny dives into ghost fighting on shaky feet and not half as witty as he once was in one world. he's skittish, skittering between blasts from shadow to shadow and clumsily making his way through each battle. but helping people lights a fire in him. he still has shadows dripping off his feet but there's a purpose in his eyes.

and god help him, he's going to help people.

#dpxdc #dp x dc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc crossover #dpdc #dpxdc prompt #this is just me torturing danny for a little bit because im stressed and i cried for an hour while i was driving so im taking it out on B #thanks for being my little stress ball danny #aha my old middle school habit of frankensteining two characters together is resurfacing again :) yall should've seen my wattpad drafts #in middle school. i had 50 of them and most of them were me combining two characters together to make one person and putting them in one au #my most memorable being skydoesminecraft and harry potter. THAT was a fun worldbuilding experience #do i think that growing up with the fentons would fix bruce/danny completely?? hurm. no. dont kid yallselves jazz is not a licensed #therapist not even at like. nine when she meets danny. she's not helping him through his trauma in the slightest. she's nagging. #she's his sister or sister-like figure before she's his therapist. would he be #*entirely* like canon bruce tho?? no. dannybruce is a mix of the both of them. but this is still the first post of the au and is more so #just me doing the equivalent of popping a stress ball so nothing is smoothed over. mostly im just trying to keep bruce's trauma prominent i #danny's character because he IS Bruce. i dont want him to just be 'danny with bruce's backstory but without any of the ugly bits'. #danny and bruce is used interchangeably because they're the same person but sorry if his personality feels imbalanced i came up with this o #the spot. was going to type more but the stress has left me. for now. watch ur back danny 👀

[otrtbs]

i'm a better 1D fan than you.

oh yeah? what's harry's blood type, cat's name, and first word????

#asks #i feel like im back in middle school again..

[funsizedcrow]

Nothing but respect for my annabeth chase (watercolor + colored pencils)

#my art #pjo #pjo tv show #annabeth chase #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo fanart #pjo art #fun story so a few months ago i won a local art contest and they gave me so many art supplies. for free #including prismacolor pencils and ive been having fun playing around w traditional art more :) #i love digital art and all but it simply cannot capture the tactile feel of working with traditional mediums. #although often i do wish i had a transform tool in real life....i had to erase and redraw that hand so many times.. #anyways i am sooo excited for the percy jackson tv show !!!! i have a feeling its gonna be good <3 #tsats really. threw me back into percy jackson thinking im reading pjo fanfic i feel like im in middle school again lmao

[karinyosa]

listen i can’t prove that asp bloggers by and large seem to know brinker was based on gore vidal now because of me but brother i will say it was not like that back when there were like 4 asp blogs and all the fanart was anime

#you may be thinking. well there are basically 4 asp blogs now #THINK AGAIN!!!! it used to be so much worse. #it feels like there are more people consistently posting about it now #and a lot more art (MUTUALS!!! <33) #like there was an art DROUGHT #it used to be that every time you looked at the tag the same posts would be up at the top and like #it’s still sorta like that but allllll the posts i could never escape have been buried into obscurity #because there’s so much new stuff #i used to be like haha there are 5 people in this fandom or whatever #BUT THAT NO LONGER FEELS TRUE #i used to tell everyone who would listen about the gore vidal thing kehskwhskwhdjwhs #it was such a novelty to me at the time i read asp that queercoding could be so like. complete or comprehensive and also supported by #like authors and academic institutions and most importantly a tumblr fandom sksjsk #so an openly queer man being associated w my fav book whose gayness i was mentally going to bat for was craaaazzzyyy to my #middle school brain #even though i didn’t really know anything about him except for a few anecdotes at the time. brother. how things have changed #oh my god and the fact that there is/was an asp gimmick blog??? asp-quotes??? my god middle school me would’ve died #im still writing the same fucking fanfic that ms me daydreamed about finishing though. god #anyway hopefully this post isn’t. ANNNOYIINNGGG but it’s crazy to see things change like that from so close a perspective #like the smallness of the asp online community makes it easy to tell for some of these things #i draw a line directly between my younger asp mutuals constantly posting art to the influx of other asp content #in my memory one followed the other #fucking anyway. write a memoir dipshit #me.txt #a separate peace #if it is because of me that’s very funnyynbgncb #OH AND IT’S IN POLLS NOW TOO #crazy

[bernard-the-rabbit]

“People move on quicker than I can comprehend. People forget you within days, they take new pictures to put on Facebook and they don't read your messages. They keep on moving forward and shove you to the side because you make more mistakes than you should.”

#im once again insane about the fact that people in your life come and go #and you can't do anything about it #SHUT UP IM EMO I SAW MY MIDDLE SCHOOL BEST FRIEND #I SAW MY EX BOYFRIEND #I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THE PASSAGE OF TIME #BITCHES BE LYING LIKE EEEEEH YOU'LL BE FINE #I STILL HAVE DREAMS ABOUT THEM??!?!!!!!!!! #bern feels

[cowboy-robooty]

okay. calling all yandereheads. does anyone know any stories that has a yandere but like they have a sidekick (that doesnt really want to be their sidekick but is forced into it and decides to make the most of their situation and ends up acting like a silly friend to them) and at first they hate their sidekick and want their ass dead but keep em around bc their sidekick helps them stalk their crush but then the story does a switcharoo where the yandere realizes sidekick is their #truelove and goes yandere for sidekick

#THIS CONCEPT HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL IDK WHY NOBODY DOING IT #LIKE THIS WOULD WORK REALLY FUCKING WELL AS A COMEDY SLICE OF LIFE MANGA I KNOW IT (except in execution the yandere probs never falls in #love with sidekick 🙄) #BUT I NEED TO SEE IF ANYBODY HAS MADE THIS EXCEPT THEY GO ALL IN WITH THE YAOI #im sorry im asking because the demons are taking over again #since this trope has had a gorilla grip on my brain ever since my depressive episode got really bad that one time so i was on wattpad right? #and i was lookin at yandere x readers because i needed to feel middle school joy again but then i found one that was Unironically Good. #i kept reading it bc the yanderes name is the name of my fucking dead grandfather and i thought that was really funny and it was well #written but kinda shitty at the same time bc it wasnt aids to read but it was japanese setting that Was Very American #and (y/n) [that i named yosuke] is actually such a good charactee bc he doesnt give a fuck about anything hes like shang qinghua HES SO #LIKABLE AND FUNNY HES EATING SHIT EVERYDAY AND FEELS LIKE A COMIC RELIEF ITS SO GOOD #oh also for this fanfic i checked the authors acc and saw they had disappeared for months and i was like lol i guess they got hit by a car #and then i found out they actually did #but anyways yeah that fanfic is my enemy though bc its so good but still so fucking shameful and i refuse to get anybody into it #SO THATS WHY I NEED SOME MEDIA TO TAKE THAT PREMISE AND USE IT TO ITS FULL POTENTIAL AGAIN #BC SOMEONE HAS TO TOP THE FUCKING YANDERE X READER WATTPAD FANFICTION #PLEASE #AUWGJSJDKSKSKS THAT FUCKING FANFICCCCC...... So GOOD.... <-(demons are winning)