#i have been drinking wine

[hydrosspyross]

I'm an affective drunk, i will become a hugger with the right amount or alcohol

#i have been drinking wine #in celebration of finally sending that fucking paper #30 page on nfts and insurance #i am so tired #and i have been drinking on an empty stomach #i am not doing good #i have tge ppt presentation to so still #don't mind me i'm a mess #posts from the idiot corner

[dark-magical-ships]

Honestly the only thing better than being in love is being in love with a fictional character

#fictosexual #fictoromantic #f/o community #selfshipper #self ship #in system relationship #proselfship #proselfship please interact #🐉💙 cocoashipping 💙🐉 #i know sometimes we tend to get hung up on the negatives like not being able to touch them or limited content of them #but honestly I’d choose one of my other/ship-for-fun f/os over an irl partner any day of the week #Seto of course is in a class of his own. #he’s in a weird grey area that half irl (because real person) and half fictional (because fictroject headmate) #but a lot of the same reasons still apply #just… a bit to the left I guess lol #idk I have been drinking wine lol #tw alcohol #tw alcohol mention #<-in the tags but just in case

[satans-knitwear]

Getting ready for my usual friday night in 🥰✨

Treat me ~ Tip me

#Trying out my new foundation and lip gloss ✨ very excited about them ✨ #Figured its been a while since we had a fishnet bodystocking moment so thats on the books for this evening 🥰 #And im gonna play jfo on my xbox while drinking fruity wine in my fishnets ✨ #Looking forward to all that later! #Have a lil gif of my part way through sorting myself out. Gotta few tasks to do before i can settle down yet #Fishnet Friday

[andy-clutterbuck]

Simon Casey | Teachers | requested by Anonymous

#here ya go! 💚 #Andrew Lincoln #Simon Casey #Teachers #* #sc #you're right it had been too long #an absolute mess of a man child that i would have let ghost me past the level of any self respect #*obligatory 'i would have put up with his shit too maggie' tag* #Maggie: *roasts him to death* *still bangs him like a screen door in a hurricane* my aesthetic #if you're an andy fan and you've never seen teachers i don't know what you're doing #i will use any excuse to gif the scene of him drinking wine in bed because that is so much my aesthetic i can't even tell ya #that massive jumper in the last gif 💓💓💓 #one day your lips will not make me want to bust through a wall like the koolaid man #but today is not that day #can't believe tumblr is letting the gif of him adjusting the wedding vegetables post #normally they hate it #fuzzies ✨ #his impression of crabs makes me laugh every time

[thotsfortherapy]

having mommy issues be like I hate that you know me I hate that we’re related I hate that you birthed me I hate that you don’t know how to love me properly I hate that you can’t see how much you hurt me I hate that I’m expected to love you

#cy says stuff #I moved out when I was 17 for a reason #but I do still go back to visit when schools out sometimes and I regret it every single time #every time we talk I’m like damn is it time to call it quits because this is not it #I literally feel like I’m constantly on the brink of being disowned or kicked out of the house when I’m there #but it’s also for things like. bringing a single bottle of wine to a Christmas party that I did not even drink #or like. moving in with my partner of 4 years. because we are going to the 2nd most expensive city in Canada and girl I cannot pay the rent #or being upset when she reads my diary ?? or reads my credit card statements without permission and also just like behind my back?? #like do you think I’m not going to find out when you bring up information you only would’ve known if you had read those things #I can put two and two together… #also I’m literally almost done my university degree. i am fully an adult. these should not be issues ! #ahhhhh!!! #anyways I will speak to my therapist about this lol #also y’all my friends are always like oh I love my mom and it just seems to be a socially accepted thing that you should love your mom #but what if your mom sucks what then #I genuinely cannot relate to them I’m like literally what does that feel like #the first time I felt loved was when I was 15 lol there is 0 love in my family #anyways ! #it’s okay I am out of it and I have been out of it #just #always on the brink of cutting her off forever lol #some ppl just never change as much as you want them to and that is tough to accept. #it is also harder because society is telling my that I need to stay loyal to my family cause they’re blood #but if this were anyone else I would’ve blocked them so long ago 😭

[marimayscarlett]

Rereading Flake's "Heute hat die Welt Geburtstag" ('It's the world's birthday today') and like. They were so chaotic back then.

Practicing in a run down basement filled with old beer, which they happily drank even though it was expired for years probably. Threatening each other with having to eat a Kebap from the dingy and shady shop next door as a punishment if someone's late to the rehearsal. Still wondering how they came this far where they are now

#i love them #i loooove them #rammstein #the first punishment if someone's late would have been bringing a bottle of wine but because they loved to drink #and were so happy if someone brought alcohol that didn't really showed any effect #idiots™ #richard kruspe #paul landers #till lindemann #christoph schneider #flake lorenz #oliver riedel

[vamp-a-day]

day 31

Just 8 drinks Maybe I’ve lost count? I can’t remember the night, what I drank, or the amount. I’m fading in and out my very consciousness is crumbling.

#cw alcohol #cw vomit #it's just wine dw #cookie run #vampire cookie #vampire cookie daily #sparkling cookie #juice bar regulars #herb cookie #mint choco cookie #hey i'm tellin a story ova 'ere #i also actually did something tonally appropriate with the colors here #which is big for me bc colors are my mortal enemy #figuring out how to make these bastards look flat while still having dynamic poses has been a journey too #bc like i don't care for the canon proportions but i do still like the idea of them being. y'know. cookies #i realize there are some places i fucked up but shh #i think tmr will be the last one #bc that's technically the last numerical drink and i don't think the idea i had for the day after is really necessary #since tmr will be some kind of closure regardless #but we'll see

[jellypawss]

A not very aesthetic photo set

but today was a good day

#I cleaned and bought a mini tree #I tried to buy a big tree but instacart refunded me and the money won’t be back in my account for a few days 😑 #I’m making some cinnamon rolls to surprise my boyfriend with! #his birthday is in a few days but I’m BROKE so he’ll have to wait for Christmas for his gifts 😭 #I also got a non alcoholic wine like drink and haven’t tried it yet but will report back #I’m feeling happy today #I hope my body continues to let me clean the house and cook like I have been #being productive feels so much better than rotting at my pc #I neeed to get out of this house though 😭 #personal #nonsims

[theygender]

I love being T4T. My gf has been on estrogen for a couple weeks now and she's been having a rough time with her mood so I'm teaching her about the ancient art of soaking in a bubble bath with a little drink to sip while watching shows on your laptop

#pro-tip for any girls newly on E. this is The Cure for PMS #(which accurately describes what youre going through btw) #other great cures include putting on nice smelling lotion and fuzzy socks and wrapping yourself in a blanket burrito/nest #also eating lots of chocolate or other sweets and drinking your favorite caffeinated beverages #my mom used to always put on lotion and fuzzy socks and drink dr pepper and eat chocolate #my cousin likes to watch netflix in the bath with wine and then get in a blanket burrito with her favorite lemonade tea #if youve got someone to take care of you then you dont even have to come out of the burrito. you can just ask them to bring you things #all of these methods help a lot. we're experts on this you can trust me (family of people with endometriosis) #also if youre having headaches and bloating and stomach pain you might try midol (generic works fine) #it has acetaminophen for pain + caffeine for headaches (like excedrin) + antihistamine for bloating #also to clarify: i said girls newly on E only bc i figured girls who have been on it for a while might have already figured this stuff out #but PMS is by no means exclusive to transfems who have newly started on E #many transfems have reported getting PMS symptoms and even cramps on a monthly basis after being on estrogen for a while #this is bc after a while on E your body can start naturally making more estrogen and this can come with its own hormone cycle #and as a result you can essentially get all of the symptoms of a period just without the actual bleeding #(this can include cramps bc even in cis women the signals for the muscle spasms can sometimes get misdirected to nearby organs— #unfortunately causing stomach issues as well) #so if anyone out there happens to not already know this information and youve been feeling like shit periodically for seemingly no reason #now you know 😅 #its your period #rambling

[iamfitzwilliamdarcy]

Death haunts humanity, it is the only inevitable thing in life, since we died in that Garden. But we have a Lord who chose also to die in a Garden and redeem even Death

#😭😭😭 #I may… have been drinking wine #To celebrate the solemnity you see #And thinking about hp and Lockwood and bvs and the nature of man

[sapphicsnzs]

im so grateful for this corner of the internet where i can just get my frustrations out

#self obs #i will delete this later but i just need to get it out #i told my two best friends about how i got rejected and they both were just like move on lol #like i don’t think they realize how awful i feel right now like literally that was my dream and im scared im never gonna be able to do it #i also somehow have to tell my parents and that’s a whole different problem #my parents are already up my ass about me quitinh my job for no reason #well basically i think they’re trying to get me to move home for the summer which doesn’t make sense to quit my job i’ve been working at #for almost a year to come back and get a job for a month #but like i can’t think of another reason that my parents would randomly want me to quit my job #so i’m stressed about that and now i also have to tell them i got rejected and now i can’t start the part of my degree that i need for my #fucking job and fuck i’m so stressed and don’t know what to do #and im just like so embarrassed and everyone is acting like its not a big deal even tho like if i apply again i probably won’t even get it #because i didn’t even make it past the interview phase and anyways im just so upset with myself and everything #i like actually thought my life was turning around and i was gonna be happy finally but nope #anyways this is just me sobbing and trying to let out my frustrations because no one will actually listen or validate that i’m upset #whatever im gonna go drink some wine and probably pass out on the floor of my room

[hella1975]

so it turns out it was actually never that serious

#the exam literally went fine what the fuck just happened i feel like i just hallucinated that #like im not one of those people that go 'omg i did soooo badly :(' just to come out with top grades if i say it's going to shit #then it's becuase i genuinely wholeheartedly believe it #and my headspace before this exam was the worst it's been in MONTHS like i havent felt that bad for an exam since first year #and i sat down opened the paper and. remembered everything. like i literally just Knew the answers #im not saying ive passed bc am i fuck about to jinx it and i was still riding mainly blind bc i have NO idea where that knowledge came from #but at the very least there was a 35 marker that i KNOW i aced like i could picture the exact lecture slides it wanted me to discuss #and i had all of them memorised so at the very least ive got like. 30 marks. which is enough for me to pass the module #bc this exam is only weighted 75% and with my marks from the other 25% i only needed like 20 marks to pass this exam #which... makes it even more embarrassing that i failed it the first time but whatever!!!! #oh my god im so glad that's done im so happy IM FREE #just been in the kitchen dancing around to my little tunes and texting my friends <3 #im meeting up with one of them when she gets off work at 5 and we're going for drinks #so ive got until then to nap and chill and then ill go to the shop and get us some food and wine #and she's gonna come here for a bit & then we'll go. like actually look at me. im having people over at MY HOUSE im going out to buy us WIN #im literally a functioning adult living independently who IS she a misty memory #alas i do only have £23 in my account so this is gonna be such a slay seeing how i make that stretch for a night out #i acc could budget for england when it comes to alcohol i think like the way i manage to have a good funky time with MINIMAL funds #is downright impressive. it's a skill idc what you say #hella goes to uni

[spaciebabie]

Its so strange watching you muse over how you'll act when drunk, thats such a "never drank before" thing to do 🤣 /lh

Just so you're aware, its a Thing where different alcohols can result in different types of drunk, you're not gonna feel the same from every drink. Like for example, whisky makes us crazy sleepy, its the chill drink, we're gonna end up dozing off on the couch after just one or two drinks, there is no energy or party from that shit. Wine (white) is our drink of choice and we're a mess on it, especially the strong stuff, we're a chatterbox and a weirdo on it and there's a brief window of time between the drink hitting us hard and the exhaustion hitting us hard where we dance a bunch and fall over a lot (the exhaustion isn't caused by the dancing, it'll happen either way and is completely inevitable). And vodka (our second choice in drinks, though still a definite favourite) makes us LOUD, we yell A LOT on that shit, whatever comes to mind, and we get pretty kooky on it, its the funnest drink for sure, if we're down to party (solo party with 30+ people in one body because we have no outside friends) vodka is the drink of choice for sure, the energy lasts the longest and the Vibes are great.

Similarly to this, different drinks get different hangovers. For us whisky has no hangover (mostly because we can't stay awake long enough to drink enough to cause a hangover), wine FUCKS us up and we feel pretty nauseous, and vodka makes us the endless void portal pit to another dimension where the residents demand food sacrifices and if the food stops coming they will start chopping heads, we eat EVERYTHING in our hangover munchie rampage, normally we cant eat unless we're craving the food but those munchies make us tear through everything in sight regardless of what it is, its an expensive disaster

Good luck finding out how you respond to various drinks, its gonna take a bit of experimentation and no it cant be done all in one night, that's a bad idea for sure

oh man! i did not know this. thank yall for the information :>

i definitely dont plan on going too hard on my first time dkjfdkfjdf im probably just gonna have a tasty wine and relax :]

#spacie splains #i mean it does make sense! different concentrations of alcohol and the such affecting people differently #me mah has been saving a wine (?) since i was born and so that'll probably be what i have on my birthday #i took the next day off just in case i accidentally get hammered akjfskjdfskjdf #i only wanna drink tasty drinks theres nooo way im drinking something just ta get drunk skjfhkdjsf #if it tastes gross i will NOT be able to handle it #my food sensory issued would kill me #and id probably end up vomiting >_<

[soldier-poet-king]

Ohhhh we are going to Have A Problem at work tomorrow and it's basically entirely my fault!!!!

We are in the process of transferring to redacted software which I pushed for because it's the best option and our current one is as old as I am. I was under the impression that it did this one specific thing (in addition to all its core functions), turns out, it ONLY does that specific thing if 1) you pay a lot of extra money or 2) host it locally and not thru the manufacturer/company (not happening in this workplace given v limited IT resources). There is no other alternative program that maintains this level of functionality, at this price, with relatively little staff maintenance (aside from my position) (so really it's not ENTIRELY my fault, even had I not been mistaken, there isn't any feasible alternatives out there given the limitations put on budget and manpower)

So now it's like. Well. The core functionality is certainly there still, and tbh I don't think we even NEED this function, imo. It's not standard for literally ANYONE in the field, not the govt, not big unis, no one. There are work arounds, just less convenient and more time consuming. And REALLY it's not crucial, my boss only thinks it's crucial because she's very attached to this 20+ yr old system, and things here are done in a very, imo, slapdash manner, and not according to current best practice and strict procedure adherence. If we functioned like a proper archive and not Like This, doing touchy feely bullshit instead of like. Actual archival work. This wouldn't even be a problem.

AND ofc bc I'm computer literate and she is mostly not, I am going to be trying to explain all this in a way that is going to be difficult to get the bare concepts across, let alone what the actual issue is

Tomorrow morning is going to be. Interesting

#franposting #anyway it has been a very long day #i am going to go home and cry in the shower a bit #play bg3 maybe. read more grief of stones #theres so many little tasks i should do but im just. #maybe i do one thing. order frames for my prints. so i can hang them. thatll make me happy #or clear out all my old flats i cant wear anymore bc joint problems #one short task #iughhh i also probs have to cook tonight too which is fine #were i not also fighting for use of the kitchen with the rest of the my family #WAILING AND WAILING AND WAILING in DESPAIR #maybr i deserve a glass of wine after dinner #i try not to drink weeknights or more than 2x a week (holidays and special occassions excepted) #but i wont be drinking this weekend bc tattoo #so a lil...red wine...for me tonight #🥺👉👈

[precalamity]

entitled: can y’all stop being gay for 5 seconds I’m having a fucking panic attack

#I like to imagine kris having their little green sweater on below the armor. its symbolic but also they deserve to be toasty #kris is sooo special to me. I want them to be so okay #kris’s relationships with both these characters fascinates me. the kris noelle parallels I have spoken of. #the kris protecting susie in chap 1 gets to me #I truly believe they want to connect w susie on their own terms and that they are following susie as much as susie is following them #and the noelle hand in unloveable hand stuff obv #and then noelle and susie and their whole hay thing going on that is so lovely but that kris is so outside of #love comes in so many forms but mostly kris is worried about their lack of basic autonomy in a world that was turned upside down #1) by their brother leaving 2) by all this dark world shit #and can’t they just be a teenager? can’t they just be young and emotional and listen to green day and sleep through class? #and make or remake tentative friendships? #I’ve been drinking wine in my dorm room can you tell #anyway #I’m ship tagging this Bc i can. ships are more than kissing it’s about an attentive detail to peoples relationships #deltarune #deltarune fanart #kris dreemurr #noelle deltarune #susie deltarune #kriselle #krusie #krusielle #j.art

[juniperhillpatient]

my toxic trait is that if I make good decisions for enough days in a row I just assume that justifies making atrocious decisions after enough days have passed like it somehow cancels out & despite knowing that’s not how it works on a logical level my brain continues to function this way. I probably won’t change

#rose.txt #this isn’t a depression post or something #I mean yes my life is low key falling apart but in a way I can stressfully laugh about #it’s just that I’m on anti biotics & have been so health conscious & careful & drinking so much water & taking probiotics #but certain stresses have been really getting to me & I decided that justifies a few daytime glasses of wine lmao #my stomach will regret this choice & it will not help anything #however. it’s a choice I have made 😅😅