#i know my cat will judge me for this

[santokostentino]

Life's been craaazy recently

But so am I apparently

#bullet train #art #ladybug bullet train #tangerine bullet train #lemon bullet train #HEY don't judge me about freaking ears and tails #i know I'm cringe like that #and also my first thought was reverse like Lb as a scaredy cat and T as an feral dog #but eh could go another way i guess

[zishuge]

Oooof Tushan Jing being the younger brother who is world-renowned as an elegant and accomplished scholar and musician, who ends up being locked up in a dungeon and tortured for years by a jealous older brother who then throws him out into the street to die, and tells him, "Without your fancy clothes and without your noble status you're nothing".

"Qingqiu-gongzi is just a joke."

God this is 1000000% exactly what Shan Gudao would've done to Li Xiangyi if he had had the chance and now I badly want to read that fic.

#my ramblings #mysterious lotus casebook #like give me a hurt and broken li xiangyi who imprints like a duckling on the person who finally finds and saves him #and obviously let that person be di feisheng #does di feisheng know that this injured man he's picked up like a wet cat from a roadside ditch is actually li xiangyi? #yes #does li xiangyi know that the man who's saved him and is slowly nursing him back to health is actually 大魔头 di feisheng? #no #give me alllllll the identity p*rn shenanigans except this time make it li xiangyi who's the one in the dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #(after hearing some gossip in town about how li xiangyi disappeared but di feisheng has been looking for him ever since) #di feisheng: who did this to you anyway #li xiangyi: ...someone who i thought loved me #li xiangyi: it turns out he hated me most of all #li xiangyi: and the person who i thought hated me most... well i guess i'm not as good a judge of character as i thought i was #di feisheng: 🤐 #mysterious lotus casebook spoilers #just in case

[catastrxblues]

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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage #because oh my god??????? weird #(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it) #basically i was coming home from this chem thing right #i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the #new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭 #i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of #the station entrance right. #and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭 #the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭 #and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m #pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did?? #i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato #leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop #oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help #except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅ #actually had one proper conversation with him ❌ #i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me #but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me #she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it #and i just keep thinking about that #funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal #oh you would’ve laugheddd #like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭 #i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to #write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO #FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW #i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me #and then i whisked off as if to find that someone #i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons

[crowspots]

I’ve had these ideas bouncing around my skull about what if Yagami and kuwana were cats so I sat down and scrapped together a couple of (very rough) refs of the designs. I chose a tuxxy for Yagami for obvious reasons, and a calico for Kuwana because he has the calico attitude. I have a few more pieces cooking with these two, but who knows if I’ll finish them given all the schoolwork I’m dealing with lol 😂

#yagami Takayuki #kuwana jin #lost judgment #judgment #judge eyes #furry #my art #2024 #originally I had top scars included but I decided to tone it down for broader consumption #just know that they are transgender to me #for kuwana it’s still p obv because of the whole calico thing but yagami too #I have cat designs in mind for a lot of the other judgment crew but kuwagami is the only force strong enough to get me to draw

[lionblaze03-2]

people really be out here saying they hate CATS (musical) and that cats is dogshit etc etc and then only show images of or refer to the 2019 movie. GIRL... THAT ISNT CATS... WATCH 98’ P L E A S E. Then you will at least respect it as a ballet show because that’s what it is at it’s core. Fuck

#I don’t even hate cats 2019 for the record. But if you don’t already love cats the musical you will probably not like it. And may not anyway #It’s like 50/50 #It has a few little things I pick and choose and mostly I discard it in favor of 98 and the tour I saw. US tour 6 forever #Anyway if you guys didn’t know cats has a proshot from 1998. It’s amazing. About 2 hours even. Truly the musical #If you watch that and don’t like it. Fine. You just don’t like ballet or musicals I guess. #But most people watch 2019 and then judge cats and it’s fans as a whole on that #When it is NOT EQUIVILANT. #Movies based on musicals are almost always bad. Or at least mid. Theyre never as good as the show a proshot would always be better #cats #cats musical #if ur gonna judge my baby at least judge my actual baby. Please 🥺for me

[elgaladwen]

In case anyone thinks chickens are too different than cats and dogs, I dared open crinkly food packaging while they were nearby again, and they all just lined up at the screen door staring at me, judging me, being horribly disappointed in me. They know their imitation crab meat is in a crinkly package, just like they know their corn is in a can, and their shrimp sometimes comes from the microwave, so if I dare use one of those things in their presence without them getting something, I just lose all kinds of favor with them.

No my chickens aren't spoiled, what are you talking about?

#I mean just for real though #my cat Taliesin and Shane's dog Eggy would judge me in the exact same way #you know what I mean if you have had any pet who gets anything from the kitchen #I love them so much #but I am not sharing my salmon jerky with them #chickens #raising chickens #Now I am off to go visit the chickens at my brother's house to give them Christmas Eve treats!

[the-cat-at-the-theatre-door]

This is a rarity for me, but thinking about tuggoffelees in the context of Misto being this immortal *something* who's been around for literally thousands of years, flitting from place to place (a wanderer, if you will), leaving cats behind - both willingly and unwillingly - getting to a point with Tugger where it’s a reluctance to leave him, even though he knows someday he must. 

And it’s the bittersweet feeling of the horrifying ideal of knowing and being *known*, being relieved that someone does even as he dissuades him from doing so, and paying the price that comes along with that (both in his case, and knowing that, eventually, he’s going to break Tugger’s heart and he...doesn’t want to do that).

#Mr. Mistoffelees #The Rum Tum Tugger #tuggoffelees #my headcanons #it's the 'you don't know what you're asking of me' - maybe i know exactly what i'm asking #it's the 'you ask these things - you may not like the answer' 'well let me be the judge of that' #it's the i see you - i *see* you #please don't do this i won't be able to let you go #it's the misto is serious af when he's not fucking about in standard trickster style #being seen right through like a piece of cellophane by a cat he'd massively underestimated #and being like ah...okay that one - i like that one #tugger seeming - on the surface - massively immature but proving himself sharp and emotionally complex #playing an equal game of mischief chess #also it's a flip on the usual old paradigm where misto was younger but it's like no not only is he older and more mature than tugger #he's like *hundreds of years older* than him and they're on equal playing ground #listen i very very rarely talk about tuggoffelees but when i *do* it's like this #which just means angst #hozier's it will come back but tuggoffelees

[crippled-peeper]

SLAP FIGHT!!!!!!

#cat #hank #Patty #video #undescribed #yeah I know my carpet is dirty don’t judge me pls

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know. #at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow? #it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker. #i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time. #but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him. #im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more? #just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him. #she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on. #she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him? #so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea. #but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

[forbodium]

i'm going to petsit at my aunt's house tonight and i'm so sad they declawed the youngest cat

#the latest in a disturbing pattern. #1. their old dogs pass away. they want new pets #2. they adopt two kittens. the kittens are quiet and shy and play mostly on their own. they want more affectionate pets #3. they get a puppy. the puppy is crazy ofc. i think he's awesome and i think they're probably satisfied. #4. nope my cousin wants her own cuddly cat bc the ones she has aren't affectionate enough. they get a shelter kitty. #the new cat is agressive toward the others so they keep him shut in her room 24/7 instead of letting them get used to each other. #he has no one to play with most of the time so he gets bitey and scratchy when played with. they don't have the time to train him #(for the same reason i'm watching them so often) so what do you do. take its freaking claws off. alter its body forever for your convenienc #the animal you adopted is an animal with its own personality and that's not good enough #people who are this busy should not have four animals. i know i shouldn't judge bc i don't get invited over while they're home very often #so i don't see how they interact. but what i do see makes me cry sometimes #also wouldn't declawing a cat make it more likely to bite?? which is way more dangerous??? like cat bites can kill you right

[lullybaju]

i guess i experienced in person the emotion towards the japanese lucky cat history some days ago when my cat showed me the way to find my glasses after looking for them everywhere all day and failing miserably

#i was ready to sit down and cry while thinking about how i would tell mama that i lost my glasses somewhere at downtown #when one of my cats - that elegant siamese lady - asked me for some wet cat food and didn't stop begging for it till i serve her #Sooo here we go to the point where i find my glasses on the wet cat food pouches place! #like right after i got home i just the put them away but surprise! not only them but my glasses too and in the same place! #so dumb #anyway got through this whole odyssey under her mystical bright blue eyes that i don't know if they are judging or conjecturing #or just making i won't do anything wrong #she ate gratefully for the food and i ended up feeling a sense of deja vu

[nosygay]

cat obsession rotting my brain

#my cat my kitty kitty cat #im obsessed with her i love her so much already i think its fair #but i love how my sister and friends also love her so much?? #i cant shut up about sara im like sara sara sara cant wait for sara thinking im annoying #and everyones just like hell yeah cant wait yo meet her #she spent a year on the streets and another year in the foster home and nobody wanted to adopt her #and now shes surrounded with love all over town #dhe doesnt even know!!!!! #my bff said tell me as soon as you get her i need to come over #my babyyyyy my sweet little babyyy #she has triangle cat eaaaars #(not really bc one has the tip missing but anyway) #a cute little kitty black nose #paw beans!! #so many cool things abt a cat! shell say meow and ill say meow meow and well be best friends forever & i feel like im 5 when i talk lke this #we'll hang out on the balcony and judge everyone and she'll have a sweet cat bed chilling spot on the window sill #theres always a cat in the next window over but he doesnt go out on the balcony i think #i can't wait its honestly frying my brain

[benevolenterrancy]

i saw Jesus Christ Superstar for the first time the other day and while I had a bit of a hard time following the plot i do have to say i really relate to jesus having a full on panic attack about being crowded and grabbed by random peoples like yeah buddy same

#i find it hilarious the mary magdalene has like. full on two songs that amount to ''hey buddy let's get you into a quiet corner #so you can have a calm down and a bit of a nap mkay?'' #i think the temple is my favourite song has a phenomenal energy #but man.... VERY hard to follow if you don't already know the general story #maybe it's easier if you're not seeing it live and have lyrics to help #like the songs were banger after banger... strung together with the barest plot #but i probably shouldn't have expected anything different from the man who create cats #also really enjoyed the song about the judge basically saying ''IF YOU WANT ME TO KILL HIM YOU GOTTA ACTUALLY GIVE ME A CRIME GUYS'' #the production i saw did it very well they captured a really interesting energy #anyway i'm glad i finally saw it so you guys get to hear my ramblings about it while i relisten to the sound track #and try to figure out what the words are actually saying #jesus christ superstar #musicals #andrew lloyd webber #doodles

[pepprs]

ok mutuals i know this is cringe i am so aware and i am so sorry. but this is my…………………… warrior cat oc who represents me (i am so so so so sorry. i am so sorry.) and im doing some tweaks to her design rn and i can’t decide whether she looks better with or without this like spiky cheek fluff that’s supposed to make her face look more starlike. so what do u think. vote now on ur phones (without fluff on the left, with fluff on the right)

#my art #i have been doodling this silly little cat all over the place for almost 10 yrs btw. and i VERY much suffer from same face syndrome with #both cats and ppl and ive been trying to add like unique variations and stuff when i draw but it’s rly hard. (also ive been getting back in #into drawing if u couldn’t tell. i straight up stopped when i was in college bc i just couldn’t function and this was not the thing i #thought i would come back to once i got out of school but here i am swimming in warrior cats stuff again at age 23 💀💀💀) BUT ANYWAYS. i am #adding butterfly and star motifs to this character who is also me. like u can see her ears are kinda wobbly bc they’re supposed to be shape #like butterfly wings! but the star thing isn’t as evident so I thought maybe the cheek fluff would be nice but then it’s like.. the ear #wobble is already a change and im just worried i will forget the cheek fluff when i doodle her and stuff. ive been rly lenient w how i draw #fluff on cats and stuff and i want to get better at it but i feel like i’ll annoy myself if i mess around w it. but it looks good and is #symbolic so idk 😭 ofc like i would be the best judge of this bc I know what my comfort level is and stuff but … do u like the fluff is what #im asking i guess. and do u think i should carry it forward and make it a thing even if it takes a while to get used to #purrs #i feel so cringe posting my warrior cats characters but idk. it’s my blog i get to post whatever i want so this is what im posting 🤸🏻‍♀️ #ALSO plus when i doodle i already majorly simplify her markings so it’s just the freckles. and the markings im whatever about but i feel #like the physicality is really important smth i would always capture no matter how intense the drawing is and smth i kinda want to #challenge myself to get better / more consistent at a little bit. so yeah. idk #pepe

[comfychomps]

do you guys think meowscles passes the harkness test? i know he canonically has a human wife and biological child but i still can’t see it. he’s just a kitten to me. the fact that he has abs and is 6 feet tall does nothing to change this

#i don’t really judge or care if people ship him with human characters like midas but i won’t lie it still makes me go 😬 #i think it’s just because he only makes cat noises in cinematics though. like i know him as an npc speaks english to you but until he has a #proper voice actor/proper speaking role i’m probably going to always see him as more cat than human lol #my post #meowscles #fortnite

[anxietyfrappuccino]

how do i embody both jade west and cat valentine at the same time

#how #my post #jade west #cat valentine #i'm more of a cat but #jade #ya know #cute and angry #thinking thinking thinking #they're my two halves #anytime i act like jade ppl get mad at me but if they weren't annoying and judging my inner cat then it wouldn't fucking happen so #victorious