#i need his voice

[tobysona]

its important to set realistic transition goals (trent reznor)

#text post #i need his voice

[lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar]

can brian come to my house and read and/or sing a bedtime story to me

#me #like a really long bedtime story #i need that #i need his voice

[quelleworld]

The Day The Man I've Pined Over For 3 Years Said He Loved Me 28/02/2023

The funny thing about this title is that I still don't believe him. The man I've been pining over for 3 years said he loved me. The man that has hurt me emotionally more times than I can count, loved me. What did I do? Why does he feel this way? Is he being genuine? Do I love him?

The answer to these questions lie in this simple fact. He can't be with me. He wants to? I don't know. But he can't. God have mercy! I spent a whole year thinking something was wrong with me. Like I was the dumbest, ugliest, stupidest thing to have ever walked the earth. Unloved and unwanted. 'I can't be with you because...' has become the bane of my existence. Sometimes I want to scream 'YES YOU CAN!' at the top of my lungs but I know deep down its futile. Now he's pushing me into the arms of another man. Why?? Why say you love me but isn't fighting to be with me? I would fight bears bare handed to have just one 24 hours with you. Being truly and fully loved.

What to do when you've been told you're loved by the person you've wanted for so long? If I'm being honest with him my friends have been telling me for years that he does like me. Funny right? Well he likes me and I'd like to run my fingers through his soft hair and scratchy beard again. Smell his spicy scent. Feel him pull me in close and snuggle my neck when we hug. Hold my hand a second longer when we touch. He said he loved me but is it like a friend or a potential lover/partner? I have so many questions! Why make me doubt when my heart wants to soar?

All in all, I want him. I crave him like I crave my next breath. But I'll never tell him that. I'll never tell him how I cry myself to sleep because I can't hold him. How my eyes fill with unshed tears because he always lay out reason by reason why we can't be together. How I want to touch him so badly my fingers itch. How I don't care about his curse that I'd brave any stupid storm if it means I can be near him.

How I believe in us but I'm afraid of losing him to someone else. The day he's with someone else I don't know what I'd do. He said that day we went out for dinner was the happiest he's been in a long time. Does he know how that day I could only see him? My entire vision was him. No one existed in my world but him. I wanted nothing more that day than to be his woman. I would have given him all of me had he asked. He was so beautiful with that stupid hat. God please help him. Help him be happy.

My romance books prepared me for him. But they never prepared me for the visceral feeling of longing. I long to be held and kissed and talked to by him. I want to see his smile and make him laugh. I want to be affectionate with him and show him how I feel through my actions. God please help him! Even if I can't be with him at least I'd know he's better. I don't want to die and not be with him if only once in a lifetime...

Holy shit. I think I love him.

#Love #unrequited feelings #i want him #i need his voice #poetry #writing #feelings #autumn feels #winter #winter blues #my one wish #my love

[alastors-morningstar]

Don't worry, it seems the twitter space is being recorded on twitter's end :D

I need it to be uploaded to YouTube asap. And usually the spaces are and I have no problem finding them. However given certain,,,factors,, I worry the upload may not happen. Idk if those bitches dipped or not. Good riddance if they have btw lol, we don't need that toxicity here

#dreamwastaken #I NEED HIS VOICE #its so addicting #i can only listen to change my clothes so many times yall

[lightpost]

I've been raped laughed at for it. Kidnapped and told it never happened when a pimp wanted to tie me up and sell online at a MacDonalds parking lot at 3 am he took me to a pedophiles house and stayed in bug infested bed with dirty all around and my mom just laughed like it was funny to her that I was never going to be the same and got mad that I don't smile my dad attacked me for sticking up myself when he failed at it. They aren't sorry.

His voice is all I'm after all this

His voice is all I want too hear

His voice is all need to survive

#I need his voice #I need him #his voice #lifetimefitness #i need a miracle #saint louis park #sunday night #2012 #minneapolis #december #grey beanie #i want him #need him

[kasey-writes-stuff]

And now my brothers here apparently our moms in the hospital

#I can not do this #I need someone #I need #I want him #but he’s still asleep #I need him #I need his voice #kasey grumbles #gah feelings round 2?

[notherpuppet]

How the old timey prick got his pet

#FREE HUSK #i need to see the psychopathic freak go down for trapping husk #their dynamic is soooo fascinating to me #hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin hotel fanart #husk is singing when you’re smiling the whole world smiles with you #headcanon that his voice saved his life but locked his fate #husk #husker #husker hazbin hotel #radiohusk #hc; alastor was hunting overlords and husk was next but then alastor saw his show #my doods #alastor…when i catch you alastor 👊🏽💥

[kittykalliarts]

For decades, the blank vision that Iudex Neuvillette wears near his heart has been subject to much discussion in Fontaine. Nobody remembers who it had once belonged to or why the ancient dragon protected it so jealously. It is said that if the Chief Justice would to stare at it for a long while, it would be sure to rain right after. Oh, how beloved that person must've been.

#genshin impact #genshin fanart #neuvillette #visions #wriolette #wriollette #neuvithesley #myart #sorry for the short drabble? #kasndkansd i have emotions over a simple thought i had #the tragedy for someone eternal to fall for someone who's here for only a brief moment eats away at me hhhh #it started with a funny thought of IF neuvillette needs to carry a fake vision for some reason after laughing at the archons for it #and then i remembered how people like kazuha would hold onto their loved one's masterless vision after they died #one thing led to another and now we have some wriolette angst with neuvillette cherishing wrio's masterless vision #after his inevitable passing #and idk if its just the traveller or if its even canon #but i like to think that neuv being a sovereign he would be able to hear the ambition of one's vision and maybe just maybe #he can use wrio's masterless vision to listen to his voice albeit ever so softly

[ryanthel0ser]

Alright so I'll never play gacha games, I actively dislike them.

But...lord have mercy in heaven above

#on top of the fact he's got multiple checkmarks for my type as a country girl myself this is appealing to me in ways i didnt think it would #robot aspects mixed in with some goth aspects mixed in with western LORDY #AND he's a gunslinger with long mostly white hair #in the chaps too...catch me at the saloon later #*loops She Keeps Me Up by Nickleback* #i need his voice lines like yesterday #they cooked him up just for me #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr boothill #boothill

[vampiresfromxenon]

Astarion as silly Tumblr posts :) pt. 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

#astarion #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 astarion #bg3 memes #I’m so in love with him #need me a vampire bf #i love these silly little posts too #i can hear the last post in his voice too skjfkf

[crengarrion]

edit: please read my additions at the bottom before reblogging this post. please do not reblog this post without also reblogging the others i've linked!

if you saw my reblog(s) of ahmed's donation posts in which he includes his crypto wallets (and my links to those posts), anyone else's posts explaining how to donate to him using those wallets, or any aid post that mentions his ability to accept cryptocurrency and decided to villianise him and accuse him of being hamas for it... you are repulsive. you are not welcome here.

people are dying. paypal and ko-fi take percentages. paypal has a monthly withdrawal limit. i'm the first to admit i know nothing about cryptocurrencies, but ahmed has said it goes directly to him without a service taking a cut. i assume there are fewer or no withdrawal limits. it is harder to track and less regulated, which, in this case, provides an additional layer of security for people being precision targeted. get over it.

anyway. donate to ahmed's ko-fi. donate to ahmed's paypal. follow ahmed @90-ghost for updates on how to help him, and check his ko-fi and tumblr posts for updates. send him a nice ask. reblog his posts depicting he and his family's life in gaza. read tumblr user neaeach (naoual sahe)'s interview with ahmed. bring hope. listen to palestinians, don't speak over them.

ahmed's reblog of his interview, with a link to it:

direct link to the interview:

edit: i don't need reblogs, but palestinians, muslims, arabs, and other people suffering directly due to zionism and islamophobia do! please reblog their posts!! @el-shab-hussein has also made a post about these accusations against ahmed, which @fairuzfan added onto. and please reblog this post with ahmed's latest ko-fi update and all the ways you can DIRECTLY donate to him! thank you

#[ whispers ] #i swear. people will do anything to derail. people need victims to fit into their perfect little box or else they deserve to suffer. #sickness. repulsive. help or get out. #ahmed is a man. a human being. his family are human. people. they want to live. they deserve to live. #how dire does it have to get for people to just. help. or at least stop trying to prevent help. #reiterating in tags: Please. please reblog ahmed's posts! please reblog palestinians' posts! elevate them directly! their voices and their #words are valuable and must be amplified. i'm just a native guy in new york. i'm just angry and scared and fighting. that is all i am.

[luciuscodedswedeboy]

#taika would and you know it #at the very least I need him to have to pretend to be a gentleman at one point and use his Viago voice #jim jimenez #oluwande boodhari #archie ofmd #viago wwdits #viago von dorna schmarten scheden heimburg #ofmd s2 trailer #ofmd s2 #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 spoilers #our flag means death #ofmd #wwdits meme #ofmd meme #dorian’s memes #1K

[halcyon-autumn]

Happy "Kristen Applebees gets kicked out of school" Eve to all who celebrate

Cassandra willing, we will all be celebrating "Bobby Dawn gets murdered" Eve this time next week

#I need him to die because his voice kicks me into a fight or flight response #you know how it is #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high spoilers #dimension 20 #fhjy #kristen applebees #bobby dawn

[princip1914]

That feeling when, after 33 years of Heavily Implied Situationship, a canon romance is established and then imploded in 3 minutes flat as a plot device to set up the final act of a trilogy for which there is as of yet no confirmed third part. 

#I want to hate the ending of s2 #but I can't because of the way david tennant's voice breaks on the word spend #because of the way michael sheen presses his trembling hand to his mouth after the kiss #but none of that matters if there is no season 3 #in the soup #amazon had better meet the striking actors and writers demands #because its important #but also because everyone involved in this needs to answer for their crimes #and confirm s3 #gos2 spoilers #gos2 #ineffable husbands

[ruporas]

all I wanted was to save them... (ID in alt)

#nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #tw blood #let me know if there's any other tags i need to use!!! not sure if it counts as gore #ruporas art #*vash voice* YOU ARE NOT WRONG/LOST WOLFWOOD!!!!!! #i think very often about ch 49 where wolfwood thought it was fr over for him for that brief moment. he was already bearing with so much #fatigue that it wasn't going to be enough for him to fight back properly.. and ough... augh..... for the first time after bearing that cros #someone saved him. someone saved himmmm AUGHHHH <-- guy who can't be normal about it even though its been 7 months since i read it #but he's suffered alone for so long and continued to do so because it's all he ever knew in those short years #and its devastating. his one and only desire was simple and it was still difficult for him to reach T_T #anyway... i love him... holds him tenderly in my palms

[lightpost]

I'm angry at my past sad over my future and at peace with my present

You fit perfectly into my life is what I want to say to you, I'm starting to see myself and for what I am when I am alone peace I take care of me I clean up after me I watch every shadow now and have seen what horrors of thoughts can become nightmares can come true too not just nightmares but what other people wish on you. I've been with men who have done nothing but harm me, hurt me, cheat on me, lie to me, beat me, drain me and rape me, every hand ever laid on me all because I wanted love, someone there, eventually lust turns dark, cold, unwanted, down right even deadly. Some of it is my fault I take full consequences of what has been done yep I do I'm living proof to it yes. It's me sometimes I know I am the problem I get no help when it comes to it too I can't even get out of bed let alone walk

I've given up on most of things now, I felt like a prisoner with him around me he kept me in small spaces forced me to the ground, screamed at me for crying in pain on the bathroom floor, the table even folded in half when he pushed back the 4th time. he always had rage he was always angry he stomped around the house and mopped he made me feel like shit on valentines so I wore a dress he probably burned it by now.

I'm sure he destroyed all my things because that's what he did to me.

#lifetimefitness #abuse needs to stop #his voice #i need a miracle #i need to breathe #i need a hug #i need you #I need him #I need his voice #I need it #10 years apart