#i promise i'd be good about it

[ferberus-skull]

another day wishing I could have a second fr account :(

#gremlin blabs #i never will because the thought of being banned and losing all my dragons fucking terrifies me #and i think i would never come back to the site ever again if that happened #it is my worst fear #i have literally had nightmares about it lmfao #but GOD i wish i could so so badly :((( #to just be able to have a lair where i actually have an aesthetic #and i just make pretty dragons #with no worries about lore #to have a lair where i could have fully customized progens with awesome colors #just so many things i wish i could do but will never be able to #like come on fr..... you should give me a pass. let me have a second account....... #i promise i'd be good about it #i'm so awesome and cool i think you should let me have this <3

[front-facing-pokemon]

#poipole #this doesn't look like a pokémon at all. this looks like some alien from a kids' cartoon that's like. trynna take over the world or smth #once again i know NOTHING about this thing and constantly forget that it exists. fake pokémon fan etc etc #side note: if anyone is looking for a super awesome and talented voice actress to voice in your things… well… heh… me #or if you know anyone who happens to need a voice actress. i would love to Have a job and you all have heard my voice. i can voice good #promise. i'm famous too i have 4500 followers on this blog #genuinely i need a fucking job. help. hire me to voice in your shit i'm begging #i'd been suggested to look for voice acting positions by someone else and i figured this would be the easiest place to go #of all places. just. because there's a lot of you here #so!

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

EVERYONE SHUT UP AND LOOK AT HER

okay i know this is a Foul Legacy blog but listen. if anyone wants to ask me questions about Arlecchino and my OC Marine i will be so happy to answer (they are MARRIED and i WILL answer in character if wanted because i'm that obsessed)

#hush n shush wifi #not brainrot #genshin talk #well not brainrot of the moth variety #i have SO much brainrot about HER #ARGUHRHGHHGHGHHHH FATHER IS OFFICIAL SHE'S REAL #AND THEY DIDN'T CHANGE A THING ABOUT HER SUIT IM SO DAMN HAPPY #THE SUIT????? THE PANTS????? THE (you can't see em here sorry) HEELS????? #i need 4.5 to be over IMMEDIATELY #god this is giving me so much brainrot about arlecchino and my oc who is also her wife #listen i know this is not an oc blog by any stretch but PLEASE ask me about arlecchino and marine i will answer ANY QUESTIONS within reason #i must indulge myself sometimes #let me be a little cringe okay #if i was a good artist i'd totally draw marine and arlecchino together #anyways AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i swear i'm normal i promise

[bonkalore]

Look. I just want that good big brother Jayce content so I can cry over it.

#Daniel Spellbound #Jayce Chinda #Shakila Chinda #Bleeding Magic AU #but honestly think this could be canon anyway #I will die on the hill that Jayce at least WAS a good brother before the Dread #there are more context clues about him being a good brother to her and also did raise her for a good chunk of her life as a kid like... #the rest did them really dirty and was inconsistent sorry #Jayce who took his little sister hiking in the mountains #Jayce who promised to teach her to track like him #Jayce who put candles in a pizza bc he accidentally burned the cake he was making for his sister's bday #Jayce who keeps a photo of them together in his hideout where it's JUST for him to see mainly #<- list of actual canon things in the show btw #anyway I'd say they have around a 10 year age gap or so #going off in the tags oops #¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[raveartts]

turt

#raveartts #wings of fire #wof #turtle wof #dragon art #kinda art blocked lately but at least dragons are easy enough to draw #i'd love to draw some warrior cats stuff too but like...cats hard #oh well at least i'm drawing SOMETHING #i promised myself i'd do proper art fundamentals practice this year #but so far it's been absolutely pathetic #i'm barely even drawing in the past month #though i shouldn't be hard on myself about it i suppose #i've been stressed and busy and mentally unwell and dying #and i don't HAVE to draw....i just feel obligated to because it's all i'm good at and don't have other reliable hobbies i enjoy #perhaps once school is finished i can draw more #though by then i might be having to move out and work full time and i think i'll just die when that happens #so i'll just never get better at art i guess and i'll just pretend i'm totallyyyyy okay with being subpar forever and ever #lack of perfection DEFINITELY doesn't bother me :))))) not one bit #anyways i have to go to work soon.... #at least my chores are done. perhaps i'll promise myself i'll do some gestures tonight since i'm not busy

[actual-changeling]

my deep dark fear is that they showed us how good and kind and caring crowley has always been to let the heartbreak turn him evil or bad in s3 before the reconciliation with azi turns him good again

Anon, I can guarantee you with 100% certainty that this will never happen.

Not only would it be disrespectful and offensive on like ten different levels, it also goes against everything Neil (and Terry) have written so far.

Crowley is in a bad place as of now, yes, but he knows himself, he has been refining the person he wants to be and the life he wants to have ever since he fell; that progress will not be erased by Aziraphale breaking the trust he had in him.

Meanwhile Aziraphale—he is not kind to people, most of the time. Nice, sure, but he is self-centred, egoistical, incapable of accepting anyone else's opinion, and was an absolute asshole to Crowley for the majority of those six thousand years. (He was, btw. He really was, which is incredibly obvious if you actually watch the shows with both eyes open and your brain turned on.)

Aziraphale is the one who needs to change and grow, not Crowley, he's done all that morality work already. If anything, it will be the other way around, although Aziraphale needs to have that realization on his own or he will never get it.

It makes sense why you would hate it—it would go against everything we have seen, which is why I know Neil will never write it.

#alex answers asks #alex talks good omens #good omens #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #crowley #aziraphale #go2 #i cannot believe this fandom has taken the evil crowley idea and turned it into a fucking trope #not talking about you anon btw with all the shit i see floating around i'd also get scared #but i promise you the people that understand the story and characters know this is rubbish and neil is right there with us

[detectivehole]

the strange and perplexing duality of having throughly grown up with smartphones and knowing both that the free, unlimited, and semi-personal access to the internet they provided was, while also a curse, probably vital to your and others free positive development during otherwise hostile situations and times, and probably still is today... and also that it is a poison box of misery that you'd probably be better off without. or at least with way way less of. and then for fun, trying to imagine how you'd regulate your own kids time with it, if you were to have one

#even if you don't want a kid i think it's important to think about right? how'd you handle it #personally it's a family pc till you're 10 then you get a flip phone and at 13 you get your own pc #and we can talk about an iphone at 16 young....spawn....? #if you could promise a kid would grow up with kind and supportive guardians then i'd say chuck them out your nearest window. no kid needs #an iphone. hell i'm mostly convinced i don't have a good excuse to own one. but unfortunately no one can promise that #so i suppose better safe than sorry

[serialgirlposter]

BLOODSTAINED LINEAGE

#got dizzy'd during a drawing and the colour slooked good so i thought i'd post it #guilty gear #dizzy #dizzy guilty gear #dizzy kiske #guilty gear xrd #gg #the formatting makes it seem serious i promise i'm not very pretentious about my art #anyway i know the hand looks weird just ignore it #title is from testaments x2 theme it's a banger go listen to it RIGHT NOW #my art #messing around with the tumblr filters woohooo #i thought they got rid of then #blood cw #might make an alternate ver where the blood looks like a tree from the hand bc in dutch the word for lineage is stamboom which roughly mean #s origin tree. i think that would be cool

[lenievi]

Stargate SG-1 is so good. I love it so much 🥺

#might spam you over the week. i think i'll use it to get a distance from snw for a while #i mean i'll watch the kirk-uhura episode on friday but maybe kirk will disappoint me and since the episode after is the xover #i might just... wait until the season is finished or something #(i mean i don't think kirk will disappoint me since the bits in the trailers sounded good... but you never know lol) #it's not that season 2 is bad but i want less spock and i don't think that's happening any time soon #hopefully he won't really have a big role in uhura's episode but then again they might finally introduce him and uhura and the lute who even #knows #which is obviously what i have wanted ever since the announcement but me and spock have a complicated relationship atm lol #i should forget about spock #i hope the transporter scene with kirk and la'an is happening #i hope that kirk's smile when he beams aboard is aimed at la'an #even if that was the only scene they'd share in that episode i'd be content #but the trailer could lie to me #even though so far the trailers actually delivered what was 'promised' #in s1 they felt more misleading but this time what i thought was happening in the trailers happened in the show so far #anyway #stargate is good :D #leni's nonsense

[ferronickel]

So what's up with kris being non-existent?

I tried searching your blog a little but couldn't find anything related to it, so I thought it would be easier to ask.

I wouldn't say they're exactly non-existent in Looking Glasses, I'd say they're more... haunting the narrative.

I wanted the setup of the comic to mirror the setup for Deltarune. Kris and Noelle are in their first semester of college, and the Looking Glasses gang are waiting for them to come back home for winter break. The comic is also set up to take place over a week, much the same as the game.

One of the things I'm most interested in examining in this comic is how relationships evolve and grow when some of your friends move away for college. So when Kris left, they broke up with Ralsei, whereas Noelle and Susie stayed together. Everyone is still friends, but those friendships have become more complicated as the characters move into adulthood.

I have plans for Kris, don't worry! It's just going to be a bit before they have a significant appearance in the comic proper.

But as a preview, I've drawn them a few times, a few times in the comic even!

#also there are tons of deltarune comics where kris is the main character or at least a significant protagonist #and they're really good! #I don't know if I'd really have anything to say about Kris that those comics aren't already doing better #Plus I just wanted to write a comic where Ralsei Susie and Lancer got to be the protagonists #But I am sorry that I haven't done more with Kris #I like them a lot! #It was mean of me to promise a Kralsei date in Everyone Deserves a Leather Jacket and then have them interact in two panels #I've got some plans for Kris and Ralsei that I hope might make up for that... #(also. a secret for those of you who've made it this far: I'm bad at drawing humans. People are hard!) #ferrousasks

[anaalnathrakhs]

i feel it's so fucking stupid and ungrateful but it still hurts a little when someone gifts me something i just don't like. i don't know. i know it's dumb and inaccurate to astrain that much meaning to a simple gift, but it feels kinda like they don't know me. i guess it feels like people don't see me, like a reminder that the person i reflect and the person i feel like are incredibly different.

#two fairly recent examples jump to mind #last year my class did a secret santa #the guy who got my name barely knew me so instead he asked our litterature teacher for tips #i was doing an effort to participate a lot in her classes and discuss stuff and i felt like she was an adult i could really trust #and adult who Gets It #and she picked just. the wrong gift. a classical philosophy essay. #stuff i hate reading. stuff i hate thinking about. #i said thank you to both of them and tried to read it during christmas break still. but i was right. i hated it. #and this year's christmas #recently i tried patching things up with my parents and we are a lot more communicative now #so they've opened up that my demand not to receive any gifts was painful to them #so we had an agreement: we write open-hearted letters to each other on christmas. #and they can gift me something if they'd like but no pressure if they don't find anything they feel would be a good gift #bc i myself opened up about the whole ''inaccurate gift'' thing being one of the reasons i dislike receiving stuff #and guess what. christmas comes. they got me a printed card from an artist whose work we saw at a local art thing earlier that year. #that artist does mainly either plants or nice architecture. stuff i love. #they picked the ONE work of hers that doesn't look like that. some reinterpretation of the great wave of kanagawa #a piece which i dislike with a passion for aesthetic reasons #i had promised i'd be honest if their gift missed the mark but tbh i couldn't. it's just an aesthetic thing it's completely begnin. #it's not like they spent lots or tried to pick something that was USEFUL #so i smiled and the picture is hanging with other stuff in my room #and i thanked them and i can't express how genuinely glad i am we have a better relationship #but man i felt my heart break a little under the tree in that moment #idk #i know it's silly but it makes me feel weird. and cold. #broadcasting my misery #vent

[ardentfervour]

Rating: M Word count: 10206 Summary: Aziraphale was feeling the melancholy and loneliness that came along the thought of ringing in the new year alone, as opposed to all the times he had done it with Crowley as of late. Consumed by emotions he cannot quite make sense of, nor control, he heads back down to Earth to talk to Crowley. Only to find the demon haven’t been there for months, dragged down to Hell as soon as the angel had left. The only thing left to do was to head down there and rescue him, but first, he needed a disguise worthy of Hell. But was it truly all but an act?

Aziraphale excused himself and exited the bookshop, Muriel looked as broken as Aziraphale felt. He couldn’t possible go back to heaven, not after learning what he had. This was just supposed to have been a quick pop down, in and out before anyone noticed his desk gaping empty as they inevitable dropped off more mindless paperwork. How could he even consider signing paper after paper, pretending as if nothing had changed even after everything had shifted after learning Crowley was stuck in Hell for God knows which terrible made up reasoning, and it was nothing short of his own damned fault. No, he had to fix this, set things right. It was his responsibility to do so. How many times hadn’t Crowley come to his rescue? Perhaps it was about time the roles were reversed. The perfect Plan had already started to form in his mind. His lips turned assertively, imagining the surprise on Crowley’s face as he came busting down into Hell for him. That is, if he could pull it off. Although he had sat with Crowley along plenty of those unnecessarily violence filled films Crowley seemed to enjoy so much. That combined with the endless knowledge books had provided him with, in particular the classic settings of saving people in distress from hungry dragons or other monstrous creatures, he felt the most assuredly prepared for the task at hand. How hard could it be? He had a history of being exceedingly witty, when he put effort into it, after all.

(...continue reading Teardrop on the fire by horrorriz on ao3)

#good omens #good omens fic #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #aziraphale #good omens fic rec #riz spam #riz fic #this one was entirely self indulgent but I'd like to think it's fun #wrote this in three days whoops #I blame my spouse as always #please comment it sustains me to keep writing #please and thank you #also I'm sorry about the pain #it gets fluffy I promise

[tblsomedoodles]

Me *whenever i'm planning a video*: oh boy, i should apologize now for giving people emotions in anywhere between 2-6 month when this is finally complete.

#you can ignore this #nothing to worry about i promise lol #it will be good #once it's done #It's for MIF btw #and isn't as sad as the other idea i had #(which was me trying out that very sad canon-clara idea that i've decided not to go with after all) #(it's just too sad and changes the apocalypse seer twins dynamic a bit too much at the end) #but this one does have a lot of feels #(maybe more depending on how far i go with it) #(i might just cut it off at two minutes or so) #(since it's a 4 minute song and i'm not sure i want to go on that long) #(i don't think i can illustrate what i'd need to tell in those last two minutes)

[mustarddoods]

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting for you~

#illustration #fanart #neil gaiman #ineffable husbands #good omens spoilers #angel crowley #i promise its gonna be the last one #i cant stop thinking about those tragic little gay man the consume my every waking though #yes it is a taylor swift song #no i haven't listened to taylor swift since highschool #what of it #i seriously wanna thank this series for destroying my art block #no joke i thought I'd never have the motivation to draw ever again #mustardoods

[whetstonefires]

I really enjoyed Witch King and think it's Good but need to announce the ludicrous brass balls involved in the title.

Because it's named after the main character, who is known by that title, we establish that right out the gate.

Fairly soon after, we establish that he, like Dorothy, is not a witch at all. Although he is on good terms with them and uses some of their techniques.

Bit after that we learn that witches don't hold with kings, or indeed with governance. Kai says eventually that they don't have enough communal norms to even rebel against if you wanted to. Fascinating.

The flashback-to-origin-story half of the narrative terminates before we reach the point where people started calling Kai the Witch King.

We never find out how that happened! We never even really see anyone using the title except when he's being introduced to one major supporting character by another in the first or second chapter! It's wild. Witch King without Witch King. Garfield without Garfield.

This is so funny to me I can forgive the letdown, because to be quite honest by the middle of the book I was counting on the origin of the title as a sort of tying-together moment for the whole narrative, linking the end of the earlier timeslice to the beginning of the later one, and was astonished that it didn't come. It makes the novel feel weirdly unfinished to me, like Wells accidentally left off the last few chapters somehow.

I have been denied catharsis about the title of the book. 🤣

#hoc est meum #like to an extent this is a matter of taste #wells NEVER has as much structure as i expect a novel to #and she only does close zoom and super wide pans #no mid-scale information ever #which is a very clever way to make sure her settings hold shape and feel concrete without getting bogged down in the infinite complexity #of reality #but witch king minus witch king is Slightly Egregious #witch king #martha wells #i enjoyed the heck out of it! #but it's hanging in my head in a somewhat unpleasant way #because my brain doesn't think i finished reading it #confess to a mild sense that this book while there's nothing WRONG with it needed a bit longer in the oven #to marinate in its own juices as it were #spoilers #i also felt i'd been promised more information about the precursor race to the fell and raksura #than was actually provided #so again matter of taste #wells is so good at tightly-paced action sequences with emotional punch that with the right framing they substitute #for narrative resolution #but i don't think she quiiiiiite stuck the landing here #hellboy voice: king of the witches! me! #i got so mad i thought #why NOT fight a whole army of skeletons? #honestly i think he and kai would vibe #despite being wildly different sorts of demon

[stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage]

Me, when Sebastian joins my party for the first time: Okay, this time I'm not going to forget about you, Sebastian. I'm going to make an effort to use you a lot this playthrough so I can better understand you.

Also me, immediately forgetting about Sebastian while finishing Act 2 and making it halfway through Act 3 before I finally notice his Faith quest: ......................Oh. Right. My bad.

#da2 #dragon age 2 #sebastian vael #listen in my defense..........i don't like bringing sebastian anywhere sksksks #okay look i seriously tried but every time i bring him somewhere i always think man i wish i had brought someone else #and also i do just forget about him! i finally added him to my party at one point and he had 24 points to spend... #that's how long i neglected him after i promised myself i was gonna use him more and then i didn't #it's not that i don't like sebastian as a character though i do tend to side eye him A LOT... it's just that i like everyone else more #even aveline like i'd take aveline over sebastian any day and that's saying something... or is it? i have a lot of feelings about aveline #whereas my feelings about sebastian could maybe fill a thimble...it doesn't help that in my canon run as a mage hawke #i romance anders and well... sebastian wants me to kill anders and my hawke is like 'do i approve of blowing up the chantry? complicated.' #'am i breaking up with anders for this? absolutely. do i still love him? mmhmmm. am i going to kill him sebby? i'd sooner set varric aflame #then sebastian threatens to bring an army to kirkwall and leaves so i can't say i have the greatest opinion on him #even the time where i did kill anders and he stayed in my party he was just... there #and then he glitched out and started t posing while asking if ed ever found out what anders wanted to do in the chantry so..... yeah #but even this playthrough where i'm playing as a lady warrior with a different personality and everything... i'd just rather use anyone els #also keep him away from bethany i do not approve sksksks she's too good for him #i want to understand and see the different angles of him like with the other companions but i've yet to convince myself to do it #also sebastian romancers out there can you like... explain? genuinely can you explain the appeal? i'm curious #because of all the love interests in da2 i look at sebastian and you'd think i'd maybe be more interested? but it's like... #i know about the chaste marriage and everything like that's fine i don't need sex to be a thing in the relationship but it feels less like #an asexual romance and more like... y'know... being with a priest and i guess that's just not one of my kinks? sksksks #i guess there's also the prince angle but i romanced alistair in dao and kept him a grey warden i don't really care about royalty power #and i don't have issues with him being a part of the chantry [well i do but yknow what i mean] since i romanced cullen in dai #and his whole deal with the chantry and magic and shit makes his romance interesting to me but sebastian is just.... a bit too much i think #i don't know i'd like to understand because i really don't but i also keep forgetting about him