#i ramble but idk how else to explain this

[honeyymistt]

i’ve heard a lot of people say “don’t reach out to your friends first and see how many people will remain in your life. those are your true friends” and i get it. it sucks and it’s tiring constantly being the one to message first, to initiate hang outs but don’t take this so literally. some friendships require initiation. i have lost touch with so many people who genuinely cared about me and wanted me in their life because i stopped reaching out. it’s a hard pill to swallow but honestly some people just suck at it and it doesn’t mean they don’t love and value you. i’ve reconnected with some people over the past few months and it’s crazy how genuinely happy they are to see me and how engaged they are in the conversation. i just think sometimes we’re too harsh on each other & too quick to emphasize other peoples flaws and remove them from our lives but then we’ll all be alone and what’s the point of life then!!!!

#i ramble but idk how else to explain this #some ppl are just shitty at reaching out but they still love with their entire being #these belong to honeyy #reminders #gentle reminders #positivity #relationships #friendships #self care #5k #10k #15k #20k #25k #30k

[astral-schools]

you are the most important person in this story.

you are dead.

this story is your own drawn out funeral. you are not the main character, and yet your ghost lives in the shadow of every step they take. you have been consumed, body and mind, and words spill from your voice without your direction. your actions are judged in your absence; you are on trial and you cannot defend yourself. you have no defense.

you are not the main character. you are not a character. you are a foundation. you are an idea. you are a lesson. (you are a villain, in every story but your own.)

there are two ghosts in this story. one is at the center of it all. the other is you. the first one is also you. he decided to be. (and then he decided not to be.)

(he killed you and decided you weren't good enough.)

you didn't have a voice. you didn't get a say. you weren't even there.

no one knows how you felt about dying. they didn't need to. you are not a main character in this story. (this story is not about you.) you are the most important piece of this story. (this story could not happen without you.) you do not have the power to change anything.

you have the power to change nothing. (whether you want to or not.)

you are in checkmate.

(you've never been very good at chess. what an infuriating game.)

#wizard101 #wizard101 fandom #w101 #w101 fandom #the old one #dasein #sal art #w101 spoilers #uh just in case #like its vague on purpose but ???? technically yeah theres spoilers here #anyway this is my love letter to the old one and how he haunts the entirety of arc 4's narrative #i did that art piece and then proceeded to NOT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT ALL NIGHT #also including chess symbolism because im insane #cherry had to listen to me ramble abt how everyone involved is a chess piece and now im making it everyone elses problem #and i will run out of tags if i get into it here #the little art thing is just bc i feel weird making a text-only post thats meant to be an art piece idk #i need Images #in the img i made the wizard the white queen and dasein the king bc hes meant to parallel the old one here but in my heart of hearts i know #that the old one is the king piece and dasein is the queen piece and the wizard is a pawn #AND DAMN MAYBE I WILL MAKE A SEPARATE POST AT SOME POINT BECAUSE I NEED TO EXPLAIN IT #this is the Old One's Endgame.

[grossgeck]

Character whos been trapped into some sort of prison/realm where they physically cant do anything for a looong time

And once they’re finally released one of the first things they do is break wind

Being all like “Geez, been holding that in for what felt like centuries!”

#eproctophilia #gassy #farting #eprocto #gross ramblings from a geck #idk how else to properly explain this so I hope this makes sense lmao

[sskk-manifesto]

Atsushi's back in the game!!! ۶( ˆ o ˆ )

#And Kouyou!!!! #Also. I can say Steinbeck is kinda 👀👀👀 #King of the specific category of “I forget I like him until he's on screen” #I'm seriously unlocking memories with this rewatch. Like I haven't thought about it in two years– #but I just know when I was watching the anime for the first time I was being like #“Of COURSE the villains need to spend several minutes each episode explaining in detail how their own superpowers work so that the– #protagonists can get a perfect idea of how to best counter them. Why are villains made so freaking stupid in this show” aljhvwslchvqliyqwb #But. Eh. I guess that's just bsd to you. #Alsoooooo random thought of the day: I don't really favour how Tanizaki's ability was adapted in the anime. #I very well understand they were going for this green Matrix-like illusion effect‚ but every time someone says “... Snow?” #I'm like please explain where do you live that has snow glowing green. #Aamsjgvfaskjhfv sorry this is me being very. Cranky and nitpicky and having terrible audience etiquette in refusing to– #engage in suspension of disbelief. It just bugs me akvakcvqkyb I just feel like... Green is such a non-snow color– #that quite of completely disrupts the Light Snow / Sasame Yuki aesthetic. I would have liked it much better light blue or simply white. #What else. The way the Guild just goes on at stereotypes still troubles me a lot. The “usamericans can't be touched by laws– #because they use money to corrupt anyone” “foreign criminal organization come in our country to corrupt our pure and untouched soil” #Idk. Maybe all of it is true. Can it still be deemed a stereotype when it's objectively something that's happened before– #and will probably keep happening? #I suppose I'm just not a fan of the constant hostility against any foreigner. Idk. #This situation besides is extremely ironical. If you meet me irl it probably won't take long to see me being very outspoken about– #how much I despise usa cultural colonization of all other countries. It's something that really bothers me‚ how rooted and pervasive– #their influence is. So in a lot of ways I can relate to the author's sentiment #I just feel that. If you start treating them as stereotypes and ignore the complexity of a country and the wide spectrum of causes– #that contribute to its attitude in international relations. You end up practicing precisely what you're trying to criticize. #Okay this is the last time I'm getting into the politics of the Guild arc lol #random rambles #This time I took watching the episode slow I feel a little late

[steelthroat]

Fake it till you make it? Yeah, tomorrow I'll pretend to know about the War Poets when asked about them ;D

#i swear i studied them a week ago #i didn't have the time to do it today and it has been such an impossible day that it's 9 pm and I'm already falling asleep #so yeah if the teacher asks something tomorrow I'll just try to remember what i read a week ago #I swear i am a diligent student #but i think i am also burnt out #idk how else to explain this *gestures vaguely* tiredness??? #idk #anyway last few months of sleepless nights and then... #idk it's not like it's gonna be over #I like studying but i swear i feel so miserable these days #steel rambles #I'm tired. #I'm going to sleep

[ariesbilly]

the whole like "cool excuse, still murder" mindset has really rotted peoples brains like obviously there are certain situations that are just inexcusable and cant be reasoned but when you look at the wide spectrum of humanity like.... many things do in fact have not necessarily excuses but certainly explanations. but yall are so focused on everything being definitively right or wrong that you wont even allow yourself to consider the grey areas and the fact yall cant even do this with fictional characters.... appalling behavior quite frankly

#highkey gets on my nerves when people are like 'i dont wanna hear excuses for why you did xyz' #when the person is simply explaining the events/thought processes that led them to doing whatever #like i for one would like to be able to understand people but maybe thats just me! #idk how to convey to you two thoughts can exist at the same time #yes someone can do bad things and yes it can stem from a place of trauma or simply being misguided #and that person doesnt need to be held to fire for the rest of eternity if they show meaningful change in behavior like #what is not clicking i dont understand #or when people act like someone being surrounded by shitty circumstances and never knowing anything else should be expected to be a well #adjusted citizen like you are not being realistic right now #idk man yall just annoy the shit outta me and i needed to ramble lmfao #i actually love my mind and how i interact with the world sorry the rest of you get off on being one giant lynch mob i cant relate to that

[birdietrait]

i am once again being sucked back into an old + slightly embarrassing hyperfixation

#birdie rambles #does anyone else feel hyperfixations in an actual physical way. like i feel it in my chest and my stomach. idk how to explain it #i feel hesitant to call it a hyperfixation bc i'm not diagnosed w autism or adhd but i honestly don't know what else to call it

[sillybouquetoflillies]

i keep thinking i rly didnt go thru that much growing up, but idk, everytime i tell someone abt my life, they say i did and kinda just like sit in shock abt it. am i just internet brained or smth, or am i just dramatic?? i rly dont think ive earned a lot of the symtoms of someone who was traumatized that i have. or maybe i havent been in a safe place for long enough to process things??? i dunno. maybe someday far away in the future ill figure things out

#i let myself sit n accept that i did go thru smth.. maybe that i didnt totally remember or that i blurred out the details of n idk #i keep feeling like an imposter n like i shouldnt be feeling it. i didnt rly like how ive been acting #but like also i let a lot of stuff out of the box in my brain doing that n idk how 2 put it back or deal with it #so now i just feel like a half untangled mess with 0 stability bc in that 'growth n discovery' period i realized almost everyone in my life #wasnt someone i wanted 2 keep around #so now its rly just me n my bestie that r close n i keep everyone else at arms length #how tf did i get on rambling abt this omggg #ugh i am srsly such a mess n i cant find the root n i think thats whats freaking me out the most #i hate not being able 2 explain why im feeling a certain type of way or justify it in anyway #i just wanna feel okay n stable n be a fun person 2 be around again!!!! #i wanna be completely independent but like.... everything is so expensive n i have no interest in anything that would pay well #i wish my sw stuff would take off but i think im too messy 4 ppl 2 wanna stick around n also i dont think im super attractive unfortunately #I DUNNO #i dont have any answers atm n its freaking me out #i either wanna figure out how to be okay with not having answers or to get the answers and solve my problems #n i also dont wanna depend on other ppl 2 solve them for me #i just wanna be a whole.. well rounded person who can take care of themselves n do what i want #while also being a cute puppy thats rly rly rly fun 2 play with n is super helpful n supportive 2 the ppl it cares abt 🥰 #i am so sick of these silly dumb messy fears n emotions that keep me stuck in boring ruts #i wanna go out n have my own fun n be my own person n stop being so scared of everything!!!!! #its okay if things go bad!!!! its just more stories 2 tell ppl!!!! ppl love my stories!!!! ugh i just needa put myself out there #i just needa find smth fun 2 do that keeps me around fun ppl #i just dont know what yet #concerts r fun but idk no one super interesting is touring here rn n i need smth more frequent #ok i think this ramble is ovr #im rly sry if ur reading this!!!! i love u vry much n hope ur having a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

NOT sexual attraction, not romantic attraction, but a secret third thing (blorbo attraction)

#like... aesthetic attraction PLUS. get a lil sprinkling of serotonin whenever you see them yknow?? #idk how else to explain this but i feel it quite a lot about a lot of things. characters people etc. #Lu rambles

[chibishortdeath]

Honestly my ideal Castlevania cartoon would be something akin to Samurai Jack

Maybe with a TV-14 rating at most

I’ve never seen Samurai Jack, but I’ve heard a lot of good things about it :0. The art’s really cool too. And yeah, Castlevania games have mostly been about T rating, maybe M on some (I’ll have to check what CoD and LoI are considered cause I forget), definitely E for a lot of them tho. TV-14 is a pretty good general rating for the series tbh.

Some games’ stories could be done well in more mature ratings, but only really for horror/violence reasons and maybe the inclusion of some of the less clothed enemies. I know a lot of people disagree with this, but I think a Simon based show could be really cool (TwT ). I’ve seen a lot of people say that Simon doesn’t have enough content, characters, whatever, and I get it, but I think he has enough. There’s the plot of the fated hero born into this duty who looks up to his ancestors and doubts his own abilities managing to survive the horrors and defeat the ultimate evil, only to end up cursed in the process and have a terrible downfall both physically and in the eyes of the public and possibly could have a bittersweet, ironic ending of only being seen as a hero after sacrificing himself; that’s a lot on its own and not even all of it for one sentence length’s sake. But there’s also blank spots in his story and vague parts that could be further explored and explained like that years long gap in between CV1 and Simon’s Quest or what actually is going on with the ending implications. Idk I just think it could be really cool, especially if they make it more horror focused and darker as it goes on, if that makes sense.

#castlevania #castlevania games #text post #ask post #simon belmont #never forget what Netflix took from us— #I think a rondo of blood anime very much in that 90s anime style would’ve been banger #I’m so sad that’s never gonna happen but uh #yeah :’( #Castlevania really is a series that could’ve been so so awesome as a show too #especially in a jojo esque kind of way idk how else to explain it #it’s a bunch of stories so incredibly intertwined and important to one another it would’ve worked so well #yeah but no nvm Simon could never work in tv (I am keeping him away from Netflix) #I’m not letting them get any ideas keep believing he has no story thanks— #currently gatekeeping an nes character /hj #incoherent rambling

[wildtornado-o]

I really really love how this part is written. It does such a wonderful job at portraying how Laurence is feeling and I just audghsahja its so prettily stated.

#LIKE idk how else to explain it i just love it a lot #need to draw this scene #like. hes so shaken at seeing the king after what he did and its so clearly expressed in his reaction IDKKKK i love it #sorry im rambling a lot but i just!! really like this end to the chapter and part 2!! #birds-chirps

[skitskatdacat63]

I just saw a tiktok that was like "can somebody explain to me the 'absolute batshit' formula one lore there must be to incite 21k fanfictions of the sport" uhhhhhhhhhh yeah lemme pull out my powerpoint with 1k+ slides

#im not coming at this person obv bcs i do think theres like a huge learning curve w f1 #BUT that being said there is an absolutely insane amnt of lore in f1 one cant even begin to explain easily #(ik this firsthand bcs im trying to make a guide for some friends and its impossible to condense) #first you must realize the baffling amnt of shared history they all have #then you realize there's prob fics posted for every single race wknd #and then also theres fics abt the past 30+ seasons(i say that bcs the amnt of fic lessens the further back it is) #not to mention all the different media(news articles videos compilations etc) #but like yeah...theres a lot of lore #i think i prob learn at least one new thing a day #but even if youre learning abt one specifc driver or pairing theres still like an endless amnt of info #i just thought it was funny bcs they were like 'what amnt of lore does f1 even have' #and its like god you cant even begin to imagine the depths #(me whos constantly stuck in motorsport and gettyimages hell LMAO) #im just thinking abt the amnt of lore that happens at even just one race wknd #(i mean thru watching full races ive learned so much info that I never even wouldve though to research into) #whoops sorry that was a lot of rambling #(as i said not going after that person but when people say things like this it kinda annoys me 😒) #(like its someone elses passion why does there need to be a reason for it you get me?) #(but that being said f1 does in fact have a crazy amnt of history and lore behind it that people underestimate) #(but yeah idk how to feel abt the phrasing 'absolute batshit' like bro its a yr long sport w 70+ seasons one would wonder) #(i think this person made a vid abt everything changes as well? so i feel a lil defensive like hey dont talk abt things you dont get :/) #catie.rambling.txt #f1 #formula 1

[socks-wizard-money-gang]

You ever see something that make you just

#random #rambling #idk how else do i explain

[coulrology]

So what's the lore with Juniper n their relationship with Vitimir n Hettie?

WELL for both, their relationships go back to their school days! Although the difference being that Juniper and Hettie went to St. Epiderm together, while Vitimir went to a different school (Glandus at the time he met Juniper).

I’ve briefly touched on how Juniper and Vitimir met here, so that explains their first meeting. To reiterate, Vitimir was a shy kid that didn’t really have any friends growing up (aside from bugs/whatever little creatures they spent their time around) and was bullied frequently, so that single positive interaction with Juniper, though small, really stuck with him and he never forgot it. Juniper didn’t forget it either, but being the sociable type meeting and talking to lots of different people, that moment sorta blended in with the rest of their memories. So fast forward to them both working as Coven Heads at the same time, Vitimir immediately recognizes Juniper. Despite Juniper changing a lot since his child self, that one good memory left such a big impact on Vitimir as a kid that he still held that soft spot for them. So of course, when Juniper eventually approached him on their own time, Vitimir already had this layer of vulnerability. Even though they might not have recognized him, from Vitimir’s perspective, there was that sense of familiarity and comfort; Juniper might have changed, but that kind kid was still in him. Now that they have the chance, Vitimir wants to actually get to know this one person who had plagued so many of their thoughts as a kid. And the rest is history!!

As for Hettie! Again, she and Juniper attended St. Epiderm together. Hettie was just as terrifying as a kid as she is now. She was everything- a jock, a princess, a bully, a weird girl, whatever you can think of. Though she’s very open about who she is, everyone around her was always so intimidated by the fact that she was unpredictable (and the fact that she’s both the smartest AND strongest person you’d ever meet is terrifying enough on its own). Most everyone- except for Juniper. To Juniper, Hettie was always such a character. She’s always been so confident and unapologetic, able to command people’s attention without even saying a word. Her unpredictability made everything she did so interesting. Juniper so deeply admired this about Hettie. And the fact that she’s 100% his type only drew them closer to her. Hettie was Juniper’s first ever crush, and that love Juniper had for her never faded. Though as kids, they weren’t in the same social circles, they did cross paths a lot, whether it was through Sonia (Scooter Crane’s daughter and childhood best friend to Juniper, who was also in the Healing Track), or Juniper getting injured for whatever ridiculous reasons. At this age, Hettie didn’t reciprocate her feelings (yet), but she had a fondness for Juniper because he was so different from the other kids for the fact alone that they had a (very obvious) crush on her. And while their crush may have caused them to do embarrassing things, and foolishly being used as her own guinea pig from time to time to practice her magic on, Hettie had cared about Juniper. To her, he always made life more fun and interesting. Fast forward to them as Coven Heads- Hettie has grown a stronger affection for Juniper. He’s changed over the years, but he still makes life so much more fun and interesting. Perhaps now, Hettie admires Juniper for the same exact reasons they always have her. They’re still a bit pathetic around her, but Hettie finds it endearing. Not to mention, Juniper still makes for a good doll to experiment on, and she takes good care of her favorite dolls ;-)

#ask #juniper jazz #vitimir #hettie cutburn #junimir #medical mirror #I HOPE THIS ANSWERS YOUR QUESTION I tried my best to make it sound coherent and not ramble on about certain things 🙏 #tried to talk about hettie more bc i don’t think I’ve explained much of the medical mirror stuff publicly yet #or. anything tbh 😭😭 #BUT I MEAN I GOTTA GET EVERYONE ON THE SAME PAGE EVENTUALLY SO THIS IS A START 🙏🙏 #I can always expand on anything else if anyone wants me to and is curious :3c #you KNOW how much I love yapping about my stupid peacock I didn’t put all my blood sweat and tears into him for nothin 🫰 #ALSO!! FUN LIL THING I WAS GOING TO MENTION BUT DECIDED NOT TO IN THE END BC IT WOULDVE BEEN TOO MUCH- #long story short lets just say hettie chose to hang out w juniper during the night of a school dance 🤭 #THAT’S ALL I’LL SAY FOR NOW ABOUT THAT i have Art Ideas for that i -really- want to get to one day #okay i gotta stfu now i told myself i was gonna hold back on the yapping 😭😭😭 #OKAY WAIT ONE LAST THING- #idk if anyone actually cares but reminder that I’ve got both junimir and med. mirror playlists if you wanna get a better idea of them!! #theyre not perfect but theyre still fun Okay I’ll shut up for real fr now ✌️

[dragmiire]

is anyone gonna comment on how tf rauru is the ultimate secret stone man supposedly but ganondorf's title is 'master of the secret stone' or am i just gonna go slowly insane inside my own head over it.

#cue tag ramble #LIKE #rauru is literally the one who introduces the secret stones #the only other person who could reasonably be on par with him is his own ding dang sister #then some random gerudo dude steps up #goes 'oh sick i want that' #steals it from SOMEONE ELSE so it was never his to claim to begin with #and instead of it backfiring spectacularly from him idk taking it from a dead person #he's suddenly a master #man slaps a stone onto his forehead and Boom he's the first and only Master(TM) #how #rauru has presumably had his for YEARS if not the entirety of his life #i believe in ganondorf supremacy but i am still amazed by how nintendo just #decided to set him up as this god-tier man with no reason beyond needing a hard boss #like PLS give me a CRUMB of lore that explains how this random desert dude became a mini god #why does he have evil in his heart?? why is the demon king?? where tf did the demon-y energy come from?? #he's a master of all weapons and he's evil but u give me no backstory as to How or Why?? #i explode

[starbornsoulrider]

Hhh

#community spaces here r like very overwhelming... either negatively or positively if. that makes sense? #idk how to explain it i am just #Content to sit here in my little corner #i've gradually become a more. casual player? i don't play as much or participate in the fandom as much as i used to #i only rlly ever long on 2 check out updates or refill my stable care #or train if i have nothing else 2 do #maybe play w/ my cousin if she comes over #my sso ocs still live rent free in my brain tho btw. they're not going anywhere #oh and i still update my photography and roleplay accounts but thats abt it #i've made some awesome friends in this community tho :) #anyways idk where this post is going. guess these tags r more like a status update about me and sso rn #idk im tiredly rambling i need 2 sleep goodnight