#i shouldn't let it get to me

[angeart]

i know i asked for advice on how to feel less stressed about writing. but. no, i do not need to be told that it's not for me and i need a different hobby.

#i shouldn't let it get to me #it's silly #but just. #“maybe you should get another hobby” #no #i love writing #i have so many ideas #so many things to write #my mental health is just shit #sometimes i expect too much from myself #but let me have this #let me have this thing #without feeling like i'm doing something wrong #without making me feel like it's not for me #please

[sketchy-tour]

HELLO HI HELLO I AM!!! RECOVERING CURRENTLY!!!!

So I haven't posted in a small moment and planned to get myself going again soon but right now I am recovering from an accident (I won't get into the nitty gritty) that has left me quite shaken. FIRST OFF I AM OKAY! Minor injuries so nothing alarming I am physically fine besides being sore for a bit and some scrapes and bruises that are still healing, including my arms which is making drawing a bit difficult. I'm slowly getting better but cant really draw for long periods and honestly I might not draw much for a bit till I feel better both physically and mentally. its the mentally part that might take some time. But I'm resting, rest assured!

ANYWAY this is more just an update cause I know i've been a lil absent. ESPECIALLY after this accident. I'm not abandoning the blog by any means, def still check on tumblr but couldn't seem to muster the energy to interact with much at the moment as my brain is a little rattled up.

I hope yall are all okay! I hope your days are bright and yall are taking care of yourselves!

I promise I'm doing what I can to take care of me!

#update #just rambling #my art #dont wanna really add this to the welcome home tags? #feels inappropriate? even with the doodle but the post itself is just to let anyone wondering about me know I'm alright #anyway #I probably shouldn't have pushed through drawing this but I mostly drew it for my own comfort if anything #and felt fitting to use for an update post #art looks so sloppy lol but thats okay.... #Repeating that I am very much okay though! But I'm def needing some time. For my mind's sake. Too much noise around me gets overwhelming #so energy is low and I am taking my time #dandy leon #I dont mind adding my oc tag lmao #tw stitches

[movie-robotnik-positivity]

This may sound dumb, but I really hope Sonic Prime's reputation improves over the years. It's a good show and I don't want it to be remembered as a mistake.

People are allowed to have their opinions, but it's sad seeing that so many people (especially on twitter) seem happy it's over and want to ignore its existence.

#sonic prime #yeah yeah I know I shouldn't let the fandom get to me #I guess people hated the Boom TV show too so we'll see

[genericpuff]

In which Persephone is told she can't game the system- (TEXT EDIT)

no art was edited here, just text to make this more realistic to how this scene WOULD have gone if it was an actual courtroom with real rules LOL I find it a little weird that Rachel wrote a courtroom drama arc like this and then twisted it this much to benefit Persephone because like... clearly she was inspired by courtroom drama shows, and I can't help but wonder if she got all of her basic courtroom knowledge from like, Spongebob or some shit LOL

#it literally could have been a forum or something a little more #idk #GREEK ??? #get tf outta here persephone #choosing your own boyfriend as your attorney #he shouldn't even be a judge on this case let alone an attorney #wtf was zeus thinking #where the FUCK is athena #athena would never let this happen #this edit means a lot to me because the trial arc was basically my canon event where I started to doubt LO and Rachel #like i had had so much suspension of disbelief up until persephone chose hades to be her attorney LOL #and then the eris twist was the last straw #lo critical #anti lore olympus #lore olympus critical #antiloreolympus

[killerandhealerqueen]

Can I bitch for a second? Like, I just want to understand why, in the past few years, comments and reblogs on fics have gone the fuck down. Like why? What fucking changed?

In 2020 and 2021, I used to get comments all the time on almost all my fics and now it's like...I'm lucky to get any. I also know that I write for small fandoms so like, that's a contributing factor, but still. Even with my latest multichapter fic, there are no subscriptions. Like, everything has just gone down.

And while I realize that the pandemic happened in 2020-2021, the decline has been happening for a while, especially here on tumblr. Comments and reblogs and asks about fics are just...not really a thing anymore.

And people wonder why writers don't wanna continue. Yeah, yeah, that whole thing of write for yourself, we all write for ourselves, lets be honest. We do. But we also want to share our creations with you because that's the whole fucking point of art. You want to share it with others and have them appreciate the work and time you put into it. And we'd like to hear feedback! It's literally not a bad thing to want comments. And people need to stop making writers feel bad for saying they want comments. And reblogs. Likes and kudos are great but they don't do anything. They just tell us that you liked the fic/work. But they don't tell us what you thought, what moved you, what rewired your brain, what made your heart thump or flutter or clench. That's what comments tell us. That's why we want comments. We want to see our fics through your eyes.

Writers shouldn't have to beg for interactions, so please. Reblog and leave comments on fics. Please. It's really the least you could do

#sass rants #i'm sure someone's gonna get pissy with me for this but i don't fucking care #i shouldn't have to fucking beg people to reblog and comment on my stories #it's fucking 2024 people #how about we start acting like a fandom again and start reblogging and commenting on EVERYTHING #from gifsets to art to fanfiction #(of course let's have the comments be nice we don't do rude comments here) #but yeah #start commenting on fics that you like #because the writers you love WILL stop writing after a while if they don't feel appreciated #because we all need to remember that this isn't a full-time job for most of us #so show your favorite writers/gif makers/artists some appreciate and reblog/comment on their shit

[akimojo]

i just saw someone call ffxiii overrated like? what?? it's literally one of the most hated games in the franchise wym "overrated" 😭

#they've gotta be butthurt it got 3 games #also saw someone whine about how it shouldn't get a remaster bc ''other ff games deserve a chance'' and i was baffled #xiii and xi are the only mainline ff games that aren't on modern consoles what are you talking about!!!!!!! #i shouldn't be reading random men's comments on ffxiii omg it just makes me peeved lmao #final fantasy xiii #i gotta ramble real quick abt how we don't have a remaster yet actually #it bugs me when people act as if it's because ffxiii was some huge embarrassment for square and that they want to bury it #when it actually sold super well #and lightning became one of the most iconic protags in the whole franchise #not to mention that xiii got TWO SEQUELS that ALSO sold well #AND the combat system has influenced modern ff titles #square doesn't hate xiii omfg get real #but that does make it even more absurd that it doesn't have a remaster yet #some people think it doesn't need one since it still looks so damn good #but it's not really about that lol it's about accessibility and letting it reach a new audience (the pc port is too broken seriously) #something tells me it's because the crystal tools engine was so much of a pain to work with but idk they haven't really explained anything #either way it just annoys me when people claim xiii doesn't deserve a remaster bc ''no one likes it'' when that really isn't true #and calling it overrated is beyond insane

[stars-self-ships]

This imagine goes out to the self-shippers who either choose not to associate with their family, or unfortunately are in a position where they may not have much of a family at all.

The latter half of the year— specifically, the holidays— can be a tough time for many for a myriad of reasons, but just know that throughout it all, your F/Os see you, are here for you, and will remain by your side no matter what.

Think of all of your F/Os not only as one big family, but your true family, whether or not the first paragraph of this post applies to you. If it all becomes too much and you are disillusioned by the notion that you're all alone— you're not.

Your F/Os couldn't be happier to have you in their lives and are so thankful for you. Romantic, platonic, familial or parental, just you being the person that you are makes them even happier than you could possibly fathom.

💞 Remember that. 💞

💖 Proshippers/Comshippers are not welcome to interact with this post. 💖

#Star's F/O Imagines #F/O Imagines #Imagine Your F/O #Imagine Your Fictional Other #F/O Positivity #Romantic F/O #Platonic F/O #Familial F/O #Parental F/O #Yet another instance of me reminding myself of something that I thought several other people needed to hear. 💞 #I tend to not be super into the last few months of the year for reasons this post alludes to (Aside from my birthday lol) #But let me tell you— reminding yourself that your F/Os are your true family will do WONDERS in getting you though this time. #I shouldn't have to remind you just how special you are to them all. How special you are in general. 💖 #No matter what... you are their entire world and so much more. #Remember: You are valid and your F/Os love you for you!!

[tommarvoloriddlesdiary]

Ron, nodding sagely: If it excites you and scares you at the same time, you should probably just do it.

Harry: Really?

Ron: Yeah!

Harry, taking a deep breath: Alright. I’ll do it. I’ll fuck Tom Riddle.

Ron: What.

Harry, waving goodbye: Thanks for the advice, Ron.

Ron: What.

#tomarry #harrymort #tomarrymort #ron to hermione later: i was just talking about quidditch #what ron doesn't realise is that he needs to take his own advice and apply it to hermione like harry is really on to something #these posts are getting lazier #i shouldn't be allowed near the post maker button #i get my heart monitor strapped on today so let me have this

[writterings]

not a question of if they do or if your father does, just an opinion on whether you think they should

#my dad just said something wild and i'm like tom since when do you not get my mom gifts on mother's day??? does she not get you gifts on #father's day??? #i shouldn't be surprised tho like this is the same man who tried to claim the ipad i got for my mom was from him when it was from me and i #spent my own money on it #he was upset bc i let my 16y/o brother with no job put his name on it

[fisheito]

my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled

OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY

#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it #rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf #you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something #he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing #i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience #like [i can help you if you've never done it before?] #honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that #SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY #anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels #would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it? #rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes #but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party... #maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance #at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down #rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety #because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL #yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is #i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden #eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so #but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too #eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰 #i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights? #or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol #yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels #yes. yes this is the vision #yakumo #rei #yakurei #replies

[hopeswriting]

i love you characters who know exactly who they are, monstrous parts and all. monstrous parts and nothing else. i love you characters who embrace it fully and wholly, who are happy and at peace with who they are and have no intention to ever change their ways or interest in becoming a better version of themselves. i love you characters who've painstakingly perfected being monsters, and so they'd know they're already the best version of themselves. characters who've weaponized their monstrous parts to get every single thing they want out of life, and who are unashamed and unapologetic and proud and bold about it.

i love you characters perfectly self-aware of their monstrous parts who gleefully look straight back at the rightfully deserved and earned scorn, judgment and condemnation thrown their ways with wide grins that's all teeth. characters who say "you're right, i am a monster. and you should try to stop me. but can you?" and it's a threat. i love you characters who won't stand for anyone telling them they don't get to have love and happiness because of their monstrous parts. characters who'll stop at nothing to take hold of love and happiness of their own in spite of the world telling them they don't get to have those things, and who don't care to become even more irredeemable than they already are along the way. i love you monstrous characters who hold tightly onto the broken and bleeding forms of the love and happiness they took for themselves with no intention to ever let go of them even if it means they shatter in their hands. characters who'd rather they shatter in their hands before ever letting go of them, and who made sure to first break them and make them bleed so they could fit within their hands to begin with. i love you characters who don't think it makes it any less meaningful or worthy, and who would do it all over again and even worse if need be because how else can a monster even love anyway but with sharp teeth and claws and your blood and tears warm on their lips and tongue?

i love you characters whose monstrous parts are their oldest and most loyal and trustworthy companions. characters who find comfort in their monstrous parts and are ruthlessly and mercilessly protective of them. i love you characters who can't even fathom who they could possibly be other than monsters, and yet have this gaping, bottomless pit of loneliness and yearning for something they couldn't possibly know the name of. i love you characters who've been monsters for as long as they've had that gaping and bottomless pit inside them as far as they can remember.

i love you monstrous characters who've never imagined they could ever be loved back for the monsters they are, but then they are. monstrous characters who've never imagined the broken and bleeding forms of the love and happiness within their hands could choose and want to stay right there anyway, but then they do. i love you characters who suddenly have to confront and grapple with the idea that maybe they can be something else other than monsters once they're loved. i love you monstrous characters who're loved anyway, monstrous parts and all. monstrous parts and nothing else. i love you monstrous characters loved for being monsters first and foremost, monstrous characters loved because they're monsters, and not in spite of it.

i love you characters who know no amount of love given to them will ever change the fact they're monsters. i love you characters being loved anyway with a love that doesn't ask or want or expect them to become any less monstrous for it, but they want to try to change for it anyway. i love you monstrous characters who are loved and whose nature won't change for it, but maybe their ways can. i love you characters who try to make their monstrous parts a little less sharp and jagged and deadly, a little less often bloody and a little more merciful and kind out of being loved as they are anyway. i love you monstrous characters learning to let go of the broken and bleeding forms of the love and happiness within their hands, and having their whole world turned upside down when they choose to stay anyway. i love you monstrous characters being made completely undone not by the forgiveness for the broken and bleeding parts, but by the acceptance of them.

i love you characters who are monsters and loved anyway and who don't become any less of monsters for it, but so what of it? after all when is a monster not a monster? when there's no changing of their nature, and yet they try to not give in to it anyway just because they were born with sharp teeth and claws and a craving for blood that'd make it so easy to.

i love you monstrous characters who are loved and don't become any less of monsters for it, but who still keep being loved anyway.

i love you monstrous characters resolving to try to become more human even knowing they'll never really succeed at it because they still keep being loved anyway.

#is this anything #idk but i saw a post about sherlock and watson about how the reason watson stays with sherlock #is because he has a cruel streak in him he can only let out in the open with sherlock #and i was like 'oh. OH. /this/ is what i love so much about 56r specifically from nello's pov' #and then my brain just went brrrr you know how it is #so yeah this is about #khr reborn #and moth if you see this it's also about #khr byakuran #and now i think about it it's lowkey also about #rokudo mukuro #(and yes of course it's also about tsuna. because this somehow ended up being the r27 version of this post instead of the 56r version lol) #katekyo hitman reborn #khr #khr text post #ramblings a/w #anyway #i do want to emphasize that this post ISNT about fixing the character with the power of love #do you get it? do you get it's not the point being made here? because it's extremely important to me you do actually #this post is about loving what cannot be loved and shouldn't be deserving of love #/so/ wholly and earnestly and without reserve or judgment or expectations and with full acceptance anyway #it makes you want to do the impossibe by trying to go against your nature all on your own even knowing you'll never be able to do so #and both of you recognizing and being aware it's the strongest and most vulnerable and devoted love language you're able to speak through #and that being enough and the point in and of itself and worth fighting and trying for

[emptysunshine]

i think these three should have a tea party somewhere in the woods

#Tumblr FINALLY lets me post pictures #anyway i was rewatching camp camp sometime ago #and boy do i think Daniel and Kevin would get along #(i do) #also funny thing that both Kevin and Elijah call themselves «prophets» #and they both eat stuff they shouldn't be eating ..... #welcome to nightvale #wtnv #KEVIN #wtnvkevin #camp camp #cc daniel #camp here and there #chnt #chnt elijah #elijah volkov #I forgot that we sometimes call this dude the elephant Man #the elephant Man #pluto’s thoughts

[papyrus-in-places-he-shouldnt-be]

Papyrus shouldn't be in... Wait.

#We're no strangers to loveYou know the rules and so do IA full commitment's what I'm thinking ofYou wouldn't get this from any other guy #I just wanna tell you how I'm feelingGotta make you understand #Never gonna give you upNever gonna let you downNever gonna turn around and desert youNever gonna make you cryNever gonna say goodbye #Never gonna tell a lie and hurt youWe've known each other for so longYour heart's been achingBut you're too shy to say it #Inside we both know what's been going onWe know the game and we're gonna play it #And if you ask me how I'm feelingDon't tell me you're too blind to see #Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you #papyrus in places he shouldn't be #papyrus #papyrus undertale #undertale #cool dude #rickroll #rick astley #april fools #never gonna give you up

[lucienarcheron]

you seem like one of the calmest eluciens about the ship war 😂

*gently holds your hand* I say this in the sweetest most comforting way possible but...it's because I don't care 🤣🤣

I appreciate people's passion for the series and the characters but...SJM will do what she wants in the end. I'm 99% confident Elucien is happening because logically with the story she's been telling, it's what makes sense to me but you know what - she might do a 360 and change everything in the next book so that 1% doubt will always be there because I'm not her and I don't know what's in her brain lol.

I love Lucien, I love Elain and I very obviously love them together. I will ship elucien until the end regardless of what happens because to me, they will always make more sense than any other ship. But I also don't want to spend time arguing with people or trying to convince them about whether I'm right or not when in the end, we could all be wrong anyway haha.

There's a lot of nastiness that comes with this ship war and it's just not worth it. It takes away from the joy the series gives to people and there are real people behind these screens. Ultimately, I'm here for a good time not to deal with people being mean. I've also been in the fandom for a long time and had my fair share of arguments/pettiness so yo girl is TIRED and has seen it all lol. My policy always comes back to ship and let ship but don't be an asshole about it.

#asks #Anonymous #elucien #I understand how frustrating it can be to want to enjoy stuff when people on the opposite sides of it will get nasty #I know and I see it and it's gross but that's always a reflection of them and tells me all I need to know lmao #it's just not that deep to me anymore #also this shouldn't make anyone that DOES enjoy arguing about ships feel bad lol #you do do babes! just don't let it burn you out #these are fictional characters I want to read about them falling in love and fucking in an endless loop lmao #and you'll find many many many others who feel the same way lol

[sskk-manifesto]

Well, that is only if Fitzgerald has an endless stockpile of Q-specific dolls

#Look‚ Q's ability doesn't make ANY sense. Why would Dazai's ability work on the doll? It's an object. #The object supposedly can't be a vassal of the ability itself‚ only a person can. #Logically speaking Dazai's ability should only work directly on people. #But let's say the doll can be a vehicle for their person. Even then‚ how would that work? #Because the doll specifically gets torn every time Q's ability is used. #And you can't make a new one just like that‚ like‚ it needs to be /Q's doll/‚ the one that specifically uses as a vassal for their ability #Where are they taking all those dolls from? Or do they just sew the same one again? #(The last one sounds more unlikely‚ since then Dazai supposedly would have just took care of destroying it?) #(Unless there would be other consequences to it like perhaps hurting Q???) #Idk. I KNOW I'M A TERRIBLE WATCHER and this is all. Suspention of disbelief and I shouldn't be thinking about the logics too deeply #(because when you do. There's just no logic to it) #But this IS something that's bothered me since the first time I watched the anime #q #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd s2 #bsdrewatch2023

[worstloki]

sigyn that married loki like ages ago so when it comes out he's jotun she's like. 'well it's a bit late to do anything about that'

#''bit sad to find out about this after his death but i suppose i can't blame him for that :/'' #''tell me if he ends up not being dead i think we should sit down and talk about this'' #''totally not cool so hide something like this. im going to dye my hair black as charcoal and not even tell him'' #''lets see how he likes it'' #''the royal family sucks btw. it succ real good.'' #''how does someone find out they are secretly from a different realm. how wouldn't they know. couldn't he tell?'' #''im not saying it's loki's fault but i think it would be less his fault if he was less dramatic about this kind of thing'' #''aaannnndd of course he threw himself off the bifrost by the end of it. do you people know nothing about him?'' #sigyn just decides loki isn't dead to cope btw #it's like thor except she doesn't get depressed about it #''shouldn't she move out of the palace since her husband died?'' nah sorry no one can stand bringing up the topic #she roasts them about it #like have you no shame #there is not even a body #are you trying to kick her out? don't you know who she married? #''he's dead'' alright believe what you want but odin and frigga haven't said anything so she's sticking around #sigyn like i have more important things to do than worry about this kind of thing. like managing the vanaheim exports #she needs to make her money