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frecklystars · 8 months
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i know nobody is online to see it rn but GOD it feels so good to be in love again!!!!!!!!! i reached the tag limit on that last reblog of la la land, there's a tag limit of 30 and i originally wrote almost 60 and then i had to keep revising it over and over until i only had 30. i just kept talking abt how much i love sebastian!!! and that's!!! how i'm supposed to be!!!! it's such a huge goddamn relief to start self shipping again even if it's not with TF, i really hope i can come back to my robots one day, but god. god it's such a fucking relief to have seb and six and ken and barbie and harley etc etc etc etc the list hopefully will just keep growing. this love in my chest, this feeling of overwhelming love that makes me actually physically sigh because there's so much love in me... that's how i am supposed to be and i am so relieved to start feeling this way again. i was numb for so long. i'm so grateful for these characters.
#woof#pretty sure i spent at least 20 minutes typing those tags#and then after i finished i was like 'oh there i am'#there's that star in my heart! she's still burning bright after all! she's just hurting. but she isn't gone. maybe she never was#and maybe one day i can finally finally finally come back to TF#but for now. for now. i am holding ryan and margot's characters' hands. all of these characters all of these pretty ppl#and they are guiding me through hell and telling me things are gonna be ok#bc lord knows i tried to throw myself at ANYTHING and NOTHING would stick#i tried watching different movies/cartoons i never saw before. didnt feel loved#tried to watch old things i used to love like SBTM or MLP. didnt feel loved#maybe the trauma was too fresh for me to be able to focus on anything else#but barbie came at the PERFECT time. the STARS ALIGNED JUST RIGHT#and out of any character that could have saved me it was KEN?#its because he makes me laugh. barbie did help MONUMENTALLY with pink#im still struggling with pink sometimes but its definitely majorly improved#like if i look back on myself 2 months ago i COULD NOT look at pink without having a panic attack. insane#but now??? im going thru pink blogs and associating EVERYTHING with margot's barbie#and any time i feel tense i can easily ground myself bc i am associating it with my self ships#im using it in my art again and its such a relief#im not fully myself without starscream but hey. a part of me is here. a part of me is breathed back to life just a little bit#its as if ive been drowning for over a year and finally someone reached out their hands to save me#pull me to the surface and maybe im not on solid ground yet but the waves arent thrashing or pulling me down as much anymore
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obsessive-ego · 3 years
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Just go with it
Musical beetlejuice x reader
Lewd mentions
Beetlejuice needs you to pretend to be his fiance or he's in trouble
"Babes?"
...
"Babes, wake up"
....?
"Y/n wake up"
What?
Was your first thought as you are shaken awake by the ghost who has made your home his, you mumble out something unintelligible as you grope around for your phone, you cringe as the bright light of the screen blinds you, as your eyes adjust to the light you groan, 4am.
"Beetlejuice, what-"
"Okay, babes, no time to explain but I need you to pretend to be my fiance" despite the odd statement beetlejuice sounded a tad worried.
"What?"
"Long story short I may have said a few things to some guys, and if we dont pull this off I will be dragged back to the netherworld" the ghoul whispered dragging you out if bed.
"Oh" was all you could muster is your drowsy state.
"So theres a suit from the netherworld waiting to meet you, in your living room, now" beetlejuice continued rubbing the back of his neck.
You sigh and shuffle about your room, slipping on slippers and giving your hair a quick once over, as you reach for your housecoat beetlejuice swats away your hand.
"Bee-"
Beetlejuice drops his jacket around your shoulders "this will work much better babes, we need to sell this"
You groan, you were too tired for this, thank god you didnt work in the morning, who knows how long this shit is gonna take, but as tired as you were you couldnt let whoever take your ghost back to the netherworld.
"Okay you're my fiance, I proposed a week ago, and you're head over heels for me, that last part wont be hard to fake huh doll?" The ghoul gives you a wink, you sigh.
"Wait, almost forgot" the ghoul snaps his fingers, you feel a light squeeze on you right handed middle finger.
Upon your finger appears rather tacky, pretty ring, the band was black and white, and resembled a snake, the gem was a brilliant green, you honestly felt your heart squeeze when you saw it, to be honest staring at the ring felt like a dream, maybe because you just woke up? It was beautiful, and the idea of it being for real kinda hurt knowing it was for pretend, but those feelings didnt matter right now, Beej needed you to help him avoid being dragged back to the netherworld, you can think about those depressing emotions later.
The two of you leave the bedroom, beetlejuice takes the lead as you shuffle behind.
As the two of you enter the living room you could help but pause and stare at the 'suit' beej claimed that was waiting for you.
In your little arm chair sat a fairly tall skeleton man, his bones a blueish hue, wearing a lime green suit that looked fresh off the rack, guess not all dead guys wore dirty clothes, in all honesty this was your first time seeing another dead person aside from the maitlands and beetlejuice, they were human, beej was humanish, but this guy looked like he walked out of a cartoon.
"Sorry for the wait, you know breathers, they need to sleep" beetlejuice cackled snapping you from your thoughts "well there's y/n, theres the ring, and theres the door, feel free to use it" beetlejuice snears, wanting to get this whole thing done with, yes he adored messing with you, and with different circumstances this could have been funny, but too much was on the line for him and you were an awful liar, he loved you sure, but theres no way you could pull off lying.
"Y/n I presume?" The skeleton gestures to you, completely ignoring beetlejuice, you nod "its pleasure to put a face to the name, I apologize for the rude awakening, when you've been dead for as long as I have, you tend to lose the meaning of time, my dear this wont take long, we just need to clear up some loose ends then you can get back to your rest" the skeleton gestures you to sit on the couch next to beetlejuice who has already made himself comfortable.
You gently sit down next to BJ who was quick to drape an arm over your shoulders and pull you into his side.
The skeleton pulls out a clipboard from his jacket and flips through the pages
"Lawrence B Shoggoth, y/n m/n l/n, I have requested an audience with you two to clear up some issues with Lawrence's recent updated paper work, not to mention a handful of rumours that need to be put to bed" the ghoul flips through the papers "it says here the y/n you are Lawrence's spouse, is that true?"
You nod
"You see y/n, Lawrence here cant be trusted at face value, so that is why I must converse with you on the matter, so you are his fiance correct?"
"Yes"
"I see, now how long have the two of you known each other?"
"About a year or so" you shrug
"Mmmhmm" the ghoul scribbles down something and continues "now when did he propose to you?"
"Last week" this was so anxiety inducing, for a man with no eyeballs it sure felt like he was staring into your soul.
"Now what drawn you to such a, oh how do I put this, such a man?"
You hear beetlejuice huff out as if he was insulted.
"Well, beetlejuice may be rough around the edges, and can be a dick at times, but he's great company, hes funny, witty, has great taste in movies, and he makes me smile, hes also, well, he's also good looking too" you look away from both parties, as you were clearly embarrassed over what you said, it was the truth, but it still made your face burn.
Beetlejuice leans forward, looking in your direction, eyes wide and mouth a gape, his hair now a bright pink.
"Mr Shoggoth, you look surprised at y/n's words" the ghoul grabs Beetlejuice's attention.
"Heh, you see y/n is the shy type, hearing that type a thing is rare and ALWAYS gets my attention". Beetlejuice slicks his hair back removing the pink and resetting it to its default green.
"Mmmmhmmm" was the ghoul's only response as attention was drawn back to you.
"So y/n you truly are betrothed to Lawrance, you want to be wed to him on purpose?" The skeleton's tone was almost surprised, as if beetlejuice was the most revolting creature in existence and you wanting, out of your own free will to be bound to such a thing, was the most insane thing he has ever herd.
You nod, beetlejuice gives the skeleton a smug toothy grin.
"This isnt a joke, nor is he blackmailing or threatening you?" His tone sounded desperate, as if he needed to prove beetlejuice was lying for his own good.
You only shake your head, while beetlejuice surpresses a laugh
"Ya see bone head? I'm innocent~" he chuckles, squeezing you close to his side.
"Y/n you are aware of what you're doing for Lawrence correct?" The skeleton sounded almost smug, you only stare back, waiting for him to elaborate.
"You see y/n, you are doing Lawrence here a huge favor, when the dead marry the living, they are able to walk the earth like you do, you are granting him life, something he has never had, this is why we must confirm with you, that you understand what he's doing" the skeleton gestures to beetlejuice, the demon only rolls his eyes in response.
"I know"
Attention is drawn to you
"I know all about that life giving thing, beetlejuice told me about it"
"Well you see y/n, this isnt the first time Lawrence has-"
"I know, I was told, by him and the person he tried to marry the first time, small world huh"
The skeleton pauses for a moment then coughs into his fist, as if to regain his composure after being surprised, he continues "I see, Lawrence has been honest with you, I didnt think he had it in him"
Beetlejuice snarls at the comment, tips of his hair turning red.
"Just a few more loose ends y/n then you can return to your rest" the skeleton flips through his papers "ah, Lawrence, y/n may have been couched, and since you seem so eager to speak, I do have a few things I need to clarify with you, if the two of you are in love as you say and this isnt a farce, you would know plenty about your future spouse, when was y/n born?" The skeleton snears as if hes caught you two red handed
Beetlejuice snorts out a laugh "easy *birthday day and year* hell I woke them up with some early morning birthday head"
You cover your face in embarrassment at that comment, yet you were surprised he knew the year.
"Correct, and might I saw congratulations on a LEGAL partner this time"
Beetlejuice rolls his eyes at the low blow before grumbling "it was a green card thing"
The skeleton ignores Beetlejuice's comment and continues "what drew you to this breather? And please keep it out of the gutter"
Beetlejuice huffs "spoil sport, y/n here is one of the kindest, sweetest, softest breather I ever met, they let me do whatever I want, they want me around, no stings attached, they got great taste, just look at the company they keep, and let me tell ya, the first time we met they sucker punched me in the jaw for scaring them, and I've been dreaming of that swing ever since"
You just stare at the ghoul, he remembered that? He remembered how he first met you? When lydia locked you in the basement and he jumped out at you, successfully scaring you but earning himself a fist in the jaw, wow. Your face felt hot remembering that, what a frist impression.
The night droned on and on with dull questions the suit had lined up to prove beetlejuice was lying, but every question had an appropriate answer, and the skeleton knew he could not prove anything as the night went on.
Low on patience and time he decided call it quits.
The skeleton pushes his clipboard back into his jacket and sighs "I appreciate your time y/n, thank you for your cooperation, and Lawrence, I look forward form your departure of death, a short vacation from you is the pick me up I deserve" the skeleton raises up from your chair and walks over to a wall on the other side of the room, you watch him draw a door, and knock 3 times, you're livingroom wall opens up to the netherworld. You freeze at the sight, you always felt uneasy seeing the netherworld portal open up, maybe it was a living thing? As if beetlejuice felt your discomfort he pulls you into a side hug, grounding your anxiety, you give a sigh of what feels like relief.
The skeletontirns to face the two of you "Before my departure, y/n I do have one final thing to ask you, can you kiss Lawrence for me?"
"What?" You gawk in confusion
Beetlejuice snorts out a laugh "what? You the type of guy who gets off on watching others get hot and heavy, I mean I feel ya, but if you insist, I can help a guy out" beetlejuice is quick to cup your face "give daddy some sugar~" he purrs puckering up to go in for the kiss.
"Lawrence you misunderstand me, I ask y/n, if you two are truly betrothed, shy or not, y/n shouldnt have any issues kissing their lover" the skeleton gestures to you, without eyeballs or eyebrows he sure wore a smug face, as if he found you two out.
Beej snorts out his nose, great, he's fucked, theres no way you could sell this now, the ghoul had to take the lead and try to steer this away from what this bureaucrat wants "Shy or not, my little sex pot here isnt too keen on others watching, believe me, I tired, the only thing they wont do in the bedroom-"
"Bee, it's fine" you interject, gently grabbing the demons sleeve, he looks at you mouth agape, green slowly blossoming into pink in his face and hair.
"You mind leaning down honey?" You ask softly, trying to ignore the butterflies in your stomach, yes beetlejuice has kissed you more times then you could remember, and yes, youd be lying if you didnt enjoy them, but taking the lead? That was new, and to have someone watching? Not to mention if you dont make this look good he's gonna take beetlejuice away.
Beetlejuice on the other was practically glowing pink, and vibrating with excitment, not to mention drooling.
You gently cup the demons face, running your thumbs across his stubble, you swore you could hear the demon purring, you take a deep breath through your nose before closing the gap between the two of you.
Beetlejuice's hands find homes for themselves, on in your hair, the other on the center of your back. Your hands move from the demon's face and bury themselves in his messy hair, gently giving his head a scratch, you squeak with surprise as the ghoul lifts you up from the ground, instinct kicks in nd you wrap you legs around his waist, lips still locked with his, you feel his tongue probing at you mouth, begging for your permission to enter, you oblige, his tongue wasnt new to you, you felt it a handful of times, running up the side of your face when the ghoul was trying to get your attention mostly, but in your mouth?
It was long, and big, and kind of cold, it easily took the lead, exploring your mouth.
You push on Beetlejuice's chest to notify him you needed to breath, the two of pull your lips part from each others, a thin line of saliva still connecting the two of you.
"Oh Lawrence" you sigh
The demon now completely electric pink, still holding you up growls before asking "couch?"
You hum out "yes"
Before the ghoul flops backwards on the couch, having you sit on top of him, you give his tie a quick yank and he groans in response.
"Oh doll, you're lucky you dont work tomorrow, cuz I want you to ride me all night~"
"Ahem!"
The two of you freeze for a moment, beetlejuice snickers at your face, clearly embarrassed, you pause for a moment, swallowing your shame before addressing the ghoul who was still here
"You're still here?" Was all you manged to breath out
"I mean I'm into it, but y/n? Not so much, and they clearly arent into you watching so" beetlejuice snorts, trying to wave the skeleton off so the demon could relax.
"I see, y/n you clearly are attracted to him, and understand all the consequences of marrying the dead, I declare that Lawrence B Shoggoth was, in fact, telling the truth, this should be a holiday, such a rare occasion" the skeleton trailed off as he walked into the netherworld, you only watched as he vanished and the walls of your little apartment rearranged themselves like it never happened.
You sat top beetlejuice for a moment, sighing over dodging the bullet of losing your, very dear friend, you may or may not be head over heels for.
You're reminded of where you were sitting  with a familiar pinch on your butt.
"Hey honey~" the ghoul purrs
You jerk up at recalling the situation you're in, beetlejuice groans at you movement
"Careful sweets, keep moving like that and you'll turn this semi into a boner" he snorts out a chuckle.
You're quick to get off the demon, though he did grunt in protest, before sitting back up and pulling a couch cushion over his lap, despite how crude he was, he did have SOME common courtesy.
As much fun as it would have been for the demon to tease you on your rather hot actions, he noticed how your attention wasnt on him, rather then you were staring at the wall that was once the door to the netherworld.
"So we did it?" Was all you seemed to whisper
"Yup, I got to hand it to you babes, you did quite a good job fooling that stiff"
You turn back to the demon and give him a soft smile feeling completely relieved.
"You know it's funny y/n, you're a terrible liar, and you sure as hell cant act, you got way too many tells, but yet, I didnt see a single twitch nor did I hear a single stutter, why's that?~" you knew that tone oh too well, it was the 'I know something embarrassing about you' tone, it was smug yet made your legs turn to jelly.
"I guess when it comes down to really important stuff i guess i can-" you stammer while fiddling with the hem of your shirt
"I dont think so dolly" beej was quick to interrupt "babes, you've been wearing my jacket the whole time, I've seen you keep glancing down at the ring, and fuck me, the amount of fire in that kiss, someone like you cant fake that" 
You refuse to look his way, this was one hell.of a way to come clean with your feelings, a heavy silence fills the room, though you're pretty sure beetlejuice could hear your heart pounding away.
As if the ghoul could sense your discomfort, he sighs "ya know babes, it's pretty late, and breathers need to sleep, so how bout you head back to bed and I'll finish grilling you in the morning"
Glancing back at beetlejuice you could see the flicks of purple appearing in the pink mess of his hair, you give the ghouls half hearted smile, as you go to take off the jacket he raising his hand motioning you to stop
"Its gonna be cold tonight babes, how bout you keep it warm for me?"
"Oh, alright, night Bee, glad I could help you" you wave off as you head to your bedroom to over think what just happened.
Beetlejuice groans when he hears the familiar sound of your bedroom door closing, he was so close to getting a real confession out of you, but tomorrow morning is gonna be pretty dangerous for you,  he sighs removing the pillow from his lap, he had a more pressing matter to attend too, and with your taste on his tongue and the beautiful imagine of you on top of him yanking at his tie, this 'problem' wont take long to deal with.
Bonus
The next morning was quite awkward, beetlejuice wasnt kidding about grilling you in the morning, but at least what felt like an interrogation last night, now felt like childish teasing
"Bee, can I ask you something about last night?"
The ghoul beams with excitement at your question "anything you want babes"
"If we would have failed, what would have happened to you, you said you would have been dragged back to the netherworld and" you pause hoping the ghoul would fill in
"Oh, yeah, if we would have got caught I would have had to spend a week in the netherworld with my mother fixing this paperwork and just being chewed out, a nightmare babes, we dodged a bullet" he raises his hand for a high five as if to congratulate you on helping him out
"What, I'm sorry what"
Beetlejuice lowers his hand and frowns at your response
"Beetlejuice I was worried sick, I thought they were gonna take you away forever, i was terrified if i fuck up I'd never see you again, like what am i supposed to do without you?! I dont want you to leave me" you practically screamed
Beetlejuice only started at you, slowly soaking in what you said
'I dont want you to leave me'
His blank stare slowly shifts to a smile, flicks of pink appearing in his hair "dont worry sugar, you're stuck with me"
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rogueninja · 4 years
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Okay so we all know who your top ships are... who are your unpopular ships? Or obscure ships? What characters from what series do you think about often in either good or bad ways? Who is a character that you hate that others love? If you could rewrite a story or part of a book, what would it be and what would you do differently?
Ok I am digging through my brain right now bc if I’m not able to hyperfixate on something then I tend to forget I even liked it. Ok buckle in bc this is gonna be long af. YOU ASKED FOR THIS, REG.
I’m putting a readmore so as not to torture my followers lol
Thinking about Veronica Mars. About Veronica/Logan. Do they have a ship name?? But I love that show and i was THERE for them. They were kind of a surprise ship for me, in that when they got together I was like, wait, WHAT? Like I was totally caught off guard. But there first kiss is, like, sooo romantic to me haha. It’s my fave scene in the show. But Logan is suck a prick sometimes. And they break up like every five minutes. And every season Logan gets accused of murder which of course he ends up not being the murderer. And they get back together eventually and I’m like really? But deep down I am rooting for them lol. I really enjoyed the new season of Veronica Mars that came out last year, actually. The ending made me SO SAD THO.
I also used to watch Supergirl and I thought Kara and Mon-El were adorable. He was very Carswell Thorne-esque, RH, I *think* you would like him. I never watched past season 3(?) though, and he shoots off into space and I never caught up so a few months ago I actually googled what happens and [spoiler] he ends up marrying someone else in the future or something so I was like, ok I’m not investing any more time in this show lol. (Also I had to google Mon-El’s name just now bc i forgot which is a bad look BUT I WAS REALLY RIDE OR DIE FOR THEM FOR A WHILE lol). Also I loved Martian Manhunter in this show, he was my favorite character. But the CGI for him was awful, omg. He had practical makeup at first, they should have just stuck with that.
Speaking of Martian Manhunter, I also used to watch Young Justice and loved Miss Martian/Superboy. Am I basic??? lol oop. But I love basic love stories. Anyway, I thought they were super cute. In season 3 though they’re kind of on the rocks. I haven’t watched season 4. I also loved Artemis/Wally West, but of course that had to end tragically.
Also, let’s talk about Nightcrawler. Allow me to set the scene. Little Kat is 13 and just rediscovered the cartoon she saw a few times as a kid called X-Men: Evolution. And thus, a weird obsession with the German, blue demon boy began. I loved Kurt Wagner. In the cartoon he starts a relationship with Amanda Sefton and I thought they were a-dor-a-ble. She accepted him for who he was, and they had a really nice healthy relationship. A lot of ppl shipped him with Kitty too which i am honestly all for idec I JUST WANT THE BLUE BOI TO BE HAPPY.
Can we talk about A:TLA too??? Like, obviously Zutara, amiright? Power couple. Like, Kataang is.. fine, but its probably my least favorite part about the ending, haha. Also, consider: Tokka. Toph is bae and can get anyone she wants, and she clearly had kind of a crush on Sokka and I think they could have been awesome. It actually kills me that they never say who Lin and Suyin’s father is in LoK. I had a whole theory that it was that kid The Duke from Jet’s band based on like 2 scenes from the series. There’s a tumblr post I made about it somewhere in the ether lol.
I also just remembered Tahnorra (Tahno/Korra) from Legend of Korra. It’s hard for me to explain this one. It’s a weird combination of being hyperfixated on the first season of the show when it came out, and I think I stumbled upon some fic or something???? And I thought Tahno was hot or something??? And FUN FACT, he was voice by Rami Malek BEFORE HE WAS COOL. So like before Rami really got big I knew who he was. He also basically played the Avatar in Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part 2 and I thought that connection was hilarious. It was kind of a problematic crack pairing but there was one author in particular whom i follow to this day hoping she’ll update her Tahnorra fics…. *sigh*
Okay one last ship…. I used to be ride or die for Outlaw Queen in Once Upon a Time (aka Regina/Robin Hood). Like, before TLC, I had a personal tumblr renaissance for that ship alone. My only existing published fanfic is for that ship. Taylor Swift’s 1989 came out that year and I related every dang song to that ship. I loved Regina so much and I just wanted her to be happy. That show is a dumpster fire, though, and spat all over my hopes and dreams. *sigh*
Also, lightning round for obscure pairings I ship and/or never talk about:
Frank Castle/Karen Page (The Punisher) ok this one isnt that obscure but I never talk about it… but the pining, oh god the pining
Jaime Lannister/Brienne of Tarth (GoT) THEIR 5 SECONDS TOGETHER ARE THE ONLY WORTHY PART OF SEASON 8. everything after that never happened
I already listed Roy Mustang/Riza Hawkeye (FMAB) as a top pairing previously but I feel the need to mention it again bc it was for real my OG OTP… LIKE U WANNA TALK ABOUT PINING…. *sobs*
Percy/Annabeth (Percy Jackson and the Olympians) This used to be my fave book series and i loved how their relationship developed over the course of the books
Neville Longbottom/Luna Lovegood (Harry Potter) ok can we TALK ABOUT THIS??? They were both badass misfits and they were perfect for each other. But noooo JKR has to announce they marry some nobodies…. this is the only change the last movie did right
Midna/Link (Zelda: Twilight Princess) I honestly have no explanation for this lol
Qui-gon Jinn and Shmi (Star Wars) CAN U IMAGINE if anakin had a proper father figure and didnt have to abandon his mother to slavery
Obi-wan/Satine…. (Star Wars: The clone Wars) we know whats up
OK, to answer some of your other questions: character I hate that others love. HMMMM…….
This one seems too easy/obvious but Professor Snape? Like obviously there’s already a ton of discourse surrounding this but he was gross, mistreated his students for years, committed atrocities, couldn’t get over his high school crush, and we’re supposed to believe he’s a hero in the end and HARRY WOULD NAME HIS SON AFTER HIM….. uh no. “Always” is gross.
I’ve literally been wracking my brain for days and I can’t think of any more characters for this. OK I did some googling and I remembered some LOL.
Ross from friends…. I literally can’t stand him. He’s so entitled and just the worst. He tries to act like he’s the nice, sensitive guy, but really he is so full of himself. Joey on the other hand is portrayed as a womanizer but is actually super sweet and I love him
Archie from Riverdale… I have only seen the first 1.5 seasons ish but he is the worst…. we’re supposed to believe he’s some easygoing musically gifted football player but instead he manages to pull off being bland as heck and actually kind of a terrible garbage person
Nick from chilling adventures of Sabrina. I hate characters that are like hitting on the main character even though she has a bf and are like dark and broody and sexy blah blah blah…. I liked Harvey way better. I never finished season 2 tho
Emma Swan from Once Upon a Time? Idk she was fine she just got old after a while
If you could rewrite a story or part of a book, what would it be and what would you do differently?
HM. First, Harry would name his son Remus Rebeus Potter LOL. Ok but real talk there was a headcanon floating around forever ago that Harry should have become a professor at Hogwarts instead of an auror and I am 100% on board
Ok, ok….. what abouuuttt…… OK, is star wars when Han and Leia get together. I like them as a couple, but the entire first half of the movie Han is being such an ass. And when they kiss the first time, he’s being SOOO creepy. It’s like so quintessentially 80s romance. and HERE’S THE THING. They actually filmed (or maybe just wrote?) a version of that scene that WASNT CREEPY. And i’m like WHY DIDNT YOU USE THAT?!? So I like to pretend that’s the version that actually happened.
This part is way harder than the shipping portion. If I think of anything else i’l dm you. I HOPE YOU ENJOY READING THIS NOVEL LENGTH POST OF ME RAMBLING ABOUT MY FIXATIONS OVER THE LAST 10 YEARS. If anyone actually read this far, you deserve a cup of hot chocolate and a blanket
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kz-i-co · 6 years
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» Request: "Hi I was wondering is you could maybe make like "the babysitter" but a jungkook version. I would really like that. Thanks."
» Pairing: Jeon Jeong-guk (Jungkook) / Reader
» Genre: smut
» Words: 2.5k
» A/N: It’s basically “babysitter” but the opposite, you're the babysitter this time ;) and I hope you don’t mind my title change @jungkook2121, I wanted a title to fit the story a little more and thanks for your request, I enjoyed writing this one :)
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You walked through the front door of your well lit home. You tried to sneak up the stairs but you never had such luck.
"(Y/N)." Your mother appeared around the corner.
"Hey mom." You smiled nervously.
"Didn't I say 11 o'clock curfew?"
"Yes, it's only-" You looked at your phone, reading 12:06. "Wow, where does the time go?"
"You're grounded." She drowned you with her disappointment.
"Mom come on, it's spring break." You complained.
"I don't care." She put her hands on her hips.
"If you live under my roof, you live by-" "-live under my roof, you live by my rules."
You repeated what she said.
"(Y/N)."
"Mom I'm graduating in 3 months, I think I'm old enough to stay out past midnight, on school break."
"No."
"Hey, I'm only hanging out with my friends, I could be way worse, drugs, sex, you should be proud." That was almost the truth.
"She's right you know." You heard your dad.
"Thanks dad."
"Okay, fine, it you want your freedom then show me more responsibility."
You looked at her confused.
"Get a job."
"What? But I told you I'm graduating, wouldn't it look bad if I get a job but then have to leave soon?" You questioned your mother.
"Not if it is for a friend of the family."
More confusion.
"Nami needs a babysitter and I mentioned your name."
"Babysitting?" You asked.
"Yeah, you're always good with your cousins so I figured you would be good."
"Mom, I want to spend my last few times I have with my friends." You whined.
"It's only a few times a week and she pays very well."
"I don't ca- how much?" You grew curious.
"She'll probably give you $100 a night."
"Really?" You suddenly came interested.
Your mother nodded.
"How many kids does she have?"
"She has a 6 year old, the one you will be babysitting, but she also has a 12 year old and a 17 year old, I think....but he's never home." Your mother didn't know every detail.
"Okay." Not like you had a choice anyway, your mother was making you do it no matter what.
"You'll have fun, don't worry."
"What now?" Your friend asked you.
"My mom is making me get a job." You took a sip of your water.
"You want a hit?" Your other friend from the back seat gave you the flask.
"Not tonight, I have to pick up my sister and she will tell my mom I was drinking, unless I do something for her.
"Your sister is a blackmailing genius."
"No she's the the spawn of satan." You laughed.
"Thank God, we are graduating soon." You said after a long silence.
"I know, we'll be real college students this time when we crash their parties." Your friends laughed as they were feeling the drinks.
"I'll see you guys later." You laughed and got out of the car.
You were lying to yourself when you said you weren't trouble. At least it was only with your friends and not some strangers.
You did what you said and picked up your sister. She was waiting outside on the sidewalk annoyed.
"You're worst then mom, you know that." She got in your car.
"Sorry I'm late."
"Ugh, were you drinking again?" She plugged her nose.
"I wasn't, I promise, Jen and Cas were, me and Jae weren't."
Your sister just shook her head more annoyed. "You reek."
"I promise, I didnt maybe they spilled some on me." You looked down at your shirt.
"Okay, can you just drive already." Your sister interfered your investigating.
You just sarcastically smiled as a response.
Once you got home, your mother greeted you. "Perfect timing, I have lunch ready." She smiled until she started sniffing the air.
"Where you drinking again?" She looked at you angry.
You watched as your sister smirked and made her way towards the kitchen.
"I wasn't." You whined. "Smell my breath." You leaned forward opening your mouth.
"When are you going to show me some responsibility." Your mother turned around. "Please go take a shower before you babysit tonight."
"That's tonight?" Your mother looked at you once again annoyed. "Yes, I forgot." You put on a fake smile and ran upstairs.
"(Y/N) please promise me you'll be very responsible and don't cause any problems for Mrs. Jeon."
You held up your hand. "I promise to highly-"
"And stop with the sarcastic attitude."
Your mom wasn't known for her sense of humor.
"I'm sorry." You meant it. Then you turned around and headed out the door.
They only lived a few houses over so you just walked to your location.
You knocked on the door and the sweet Mrs. Jeon answered with a bright smile. "Thank you so much for doing this."
You smiled and let her show you in.
"I've been through so many babysitters, you have no idea."
The little 6 year old was jumping on the couch watching some cartoon ponies.
"Yuna, stop jumping on the couch." She ignored her mother. "She might listen to you, since you're a stranger."
"Anyway, you remember Mina, she's best friends with Ara." Your sisters best friend, you had no idea this was her family. Her mother was combing through her hair as she was drawing. "She will most likely be upstairs in her room, when I leave....she loves videogames."
"And Jungkook is always out with his friends so he probably won't be home until 12 when I get back." He was 17? And his mother allowed him to be out that late.
"You allow him to be out so late?" You couldn't help your curiosity.
"Only on breaks, he works hard in school so he deserves it." What a good mother. You wished your mom was understanding. We'll maybe she would if you did better in school.
"I best be off to work, thank you so much dear, I'll see you at midnight." She said her goodbyes and left.
"Hey Mina, do you want to play a bored game?" You asked the 12 year old.
"No thanks, I'll be in my room." Like her mother predicted.
"What about you? What do you want to do?" You asked the 6 year old.
"Trolls." She yelled.
"The movie?"
"I want to watch it." She soften her voice.
"Okay." You did what she asked and played the movie.
Then had to repeat it, again and again that by the time you looked up she was past out and it was 9:45 already.
This was easy.
You picked up the sleeping beauty and carried her upstairs and gently placed her in her bed.
You quietly tapped Mina's door and saw she was still playing some game with her headphones on. You moved out of the room and went back downstairs and watched tv for the next hour, until you got up and made your way to the kitchen for a drink.
You turned on the light and your heart practically jumped out of your chest seeing a figure come through the back door.
You held your hand over your heart, trying to steady your breath and the boy in front couldn't stop laughing.
"Did I scare you that bad?"
You didn't answer but just groaned in frustration.
"You the baby sitter?" He asked.
"Are the juvenile teenager, your mother kept going on about?" You lied.
"She didn't say that." He walked past you to get to the fridge.
"How do you know, your parents always talk different around you." You teased.
He just rolled his eyes. "Do you go to Sunrise?" He asked.
"I do occasionally." He smiled at your statement.
"Thought I recognized you." He moved to lean on the counter. "I'm Jungkook, I'm a junior, you're a senior right?"
Holy cow, he was too good looking to only be a junior. No wonder you didn't recognize him, because you knew you wouldn't forget someone like him. You never paid attention to the underclassmen.
"Yeah, I'm (Y/N)"
He nodded and walked away and grabbed the remote changing your channel. You followed and sat down next to him.
"I was watching that." You made your voice as sweet as ever.
"This is my house." He smiled.
"But I'm older and the babysitter, you have to listen to me." He turned his head to look at you but you couldn't read what he was thinking.
He tilted his head thinking. "You can go home if you want."
"And missing another two hours of pay? No thank you." You smiled deviously.
"Are you the reason so many babysitters quit?" You bit your lip, thinking back what his mother said.
He bit his lip back followed by a chuckle. "No that's my sisters fault."
"Why?"
"Because Yuna is hard to handle and Mina hates everyone."
"Yuna was good for me."
"You're a first." He continued to hold the remote and put on Game of Thrones.
You were going to argue about changing your show but this was good enough in your opinion. You just sat back and let the show play.
"You like Game of thrones? Isn't it too mature for a 17 year old?"
"No and I just turned 18 so I think I'll be okay." He said sarcastically.
You only seen a few episodes and completely forgot how vile it was. Between the violence, sex, it was becoming very intense. Especially at the moment as a sex scene was going on. It was pretty awkward to watch as you were near an attractive guy you haven't met prior to this but you still felt butterflies and a little sensitive downstairs as the scene continued.
You were squeezing your legs together and couldn't stay still. Jungkook noticed and smirked not facing you.
"Are you uncomfortable?" He teased.
"No, I've seen porn way worse then this." You laughed.
"Then why are you clenching?"
"I'm not." You argued.
"You are." He placed his hand on your thigh to stop you from moving.
You were wearing shorts, so his touch was giving you tingles.
You felt like the whole situation was affecting you more, so you grab his hand and threw it off causing him to smirk even more.
"Have you seen this show before?" He asked, still not looking at you.
"Yeah, I have a few times?" You shrugged.
"Do you always get turned on when you watch it?" He asked causing you to clench even more.
"Not as turned on as you." You teased back by you didn't actually look.
"I'm not turned on." He raised his eyebrows.
"Are to." You leaned over touching him in his private area with out even thinking.
You heard him clearly gulp, from you touching him. He was right, he wasn't turned on, until you touched him. As soon as you felt him twitch under your hand you moved your hand back as quick as possible.
"You're right, it's just me." You mentally hit yourself. "Fuck I mean, I'm not."
Jungkook looked down, feeling nervous all of a sudden. He felt something as you touched him. He was tempted to grab your hand placing it back so that's what he did.
You were confused at first as he grab your hand and placed it back on his private area. "Now I'm turned on." He softly spoke, no cockiness once so ever, because if he did you would of felt disgusted but it was almost like he admit defeat.
You looked up seeing the softness of his voice and then all of a sudden he leaned forward and closed the tight space. His lips were a little chapped but you figured it was from him being nervous. He deepened the kiss as you responded and was leaning more that you eventually felt the couch cushions underneath you.
You couldn't believe you were making out with someone you just met, and was sober.
You felt his one hand travel down your thigh, under your knee to wrap around his waist as the other hand traveled up your shirt, feeling your warm torso.
You felt him turned on before but now you could feel he was full erect and it was giving you butterflies.
Your hips were gyrating against him causing him to moan against your lips. He moved down along your neck, not leaving your skin untouched.
Since you were experienced, you weren't shy to this kind of thing. You moved your wandering hands down his torso until you reached the waist line of his jeans. You moved your hand inside his boxers, feeling up his erect member. He froze as you stroked him. He looked at you nervous. You were quite confused because he seemed to be more confident when he was just teasing you but now he was nervous. It was cute.
"What's wrong?" You asked but didn't stop your hands.
He laughed nervously. You blushed from how cute he was. "You want me to stop?" You bit your lip as you finally pulled him out and started pumping him.
He looked down at your hand and looked back at you nervously. "N-no."
You took your free hand and pulled him by his collar to bring his lips towards yours. You were moving your hand faster, that his breathing was becoming unsteady.
You felt like in any moment he was gonna spill, until you heard someone unlocking the front door.
"Fuck." He got off you quickly. As the door opened he placed a pillow over his lap from him not having enough time to put himself together.
You were smiling at Mrs. Jeon at the door and continued getting up. "Hi, Mrs. Jeon how was work?" You asked. You wanted to get the attention off of Jungkook.
"Good.....You're home before me, thats a shock." She said talking to her son.
"Yeah." He laughed nervously.
"How were the girls?" She asked.
"They were great...you look thirsty Mrs. Jeon, let's get you some water." You pulled her into the kitchen.
"Thank you so much hun." You looked over into the living room, seeing Jungkook gone. "I can't believe you got them to bed."
"They were good." You said again.
"Are you free tomorrow?"
"Yes, my mom told me of your schedule." You smiled.
"Thank you dear." She handed you an envelope.
"Thank you ma'am." You gathered your things and made your way to the door.
"Goodnight." You said your goodbyes.
Half way down the sidewalk, you heard someone running after you. "(Y/N)...I just wanted to say goodnight and thank you for you know." He was referring to you distracting your mom.
"No problem, too bad we didn't have more time." You smirked.
"Yeah." He rubbed the back of his neck.
"Goodnight, Jungkook." You smiled and he pulled you to him. He kissed you passionately, taking your breath away.
It was crazy, how you just met him and you were already having some kind of feeling.
"Goodnight." He pulled away blushing and turned around and headed home.
The walk to your house was peaceful. You couldn't stop smiling. Guys never had this much of an affect on you. You never really been in relationships with anyone, only occasionally went on dates and occasionally hooked up but never felt like you really liked someone. It felt different.
You opened the door to your home and saw your parents watching some movie. "Hey how'd it go?" They asked.
"Good." You finally opened your envelope and counted $100, like your mom said. "I think babysitting will be easy money." You smiled.
"I'm glad hun." Your mom smiled.
You never thought you would like babysitting this much.
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Yeah it's the same anon 💜 dude my apologies for the amount of crap I've spewed in your ask box but in my defense no one I know gives a shit about batfam or gotham rogues or Alfred (I've gushed here about alfreds fabulousness too opps) anndd I partly blame you for me falling back into the titans trap cuz s1 was meh I forgot I even watched s2 😅 then I seen some titans stuff on your blog and boom my brain latched onto it and now here I am experiencing maternal fear for my son jason 😢you are 1000% right this jason is PERFECTION as robin like actual perfection I dunno why but I thought this robin was like 16? So I was thinkin how tf is 16/17 yo supposed to be redhood!? It work in comics/cartoon but live action 16 y/o redhood seems meh I kinda want the lazarus pit just I freakin want TALIA but I don't think that's gonna happen I dunno
Tbh (this may be biased) but I think the Gotham tv show is literally the best dc comics adaptation of anything ever! it is superior to all thier shows movies animations and the arrowverse at least in my books lol
Tumblr is my only form of 'social media' and I don't keep up with updates or anything about shows cuz I like to pretend the fiction is real and I don't want reality wrecking that for me like hahahaa so I had no clue about timmy or babs but I'm so happy
DUDE YES this is literally the only time I can see bruce ever killing the joker on screen aww please I want it so bad I mean they probably won't but they should cuz this is the only capacity in which batman can kill the joker live action like if down the line somewhere on another show/movie bruce killed joker he prob wouldn't be dead dead or they'd bring him back some way so the kill wouldn't even matter but old bruce killing the joker because he's finally had enough he's old now, jasons death finished him and he's not gonna be batman anymore it's a nice end for batman and the joker, it's the only way we'll ever get this end cuz like you said they'll never have the balls to permanently kill joker any other way in live action everything is aligning perfectly for this to happen so dang dc just freakin let it happen c'mon
Yo whose your first fav rogue? Is it riddler? I feel like mines riddler haven't really thought much about whose my fav gotham rogue but I'd probably say riddler, I prefer the central city rogues but the Gotham rogues are just pure chaos and I'm living for that hahaa
I'd rather superheros/vigilantes/villians in live action not have relationship drama just put them in a relationship or dont like I came for the action and weird super shit not the ordinary relationship drama thankfully titans seem to be doing okay in this aspect I do quite like dickkory a lot but I mean in the supergirl show ughhh I was like I came here for the flying and the dope laser eyes I don't give a shit about her getting a boyfriend like seriously whyyy
My brain decides to jump about obsessing over characters like one week Kory is my wife next week detective grayson is my husband and I AM NIGHTWING then my brain is like no Barbara kean is wifey just basically fictionally I'm married to everyone 😅
Yikes this was so long sorry girl
Omg, pls don't apologize! I get so dang excited whenever i get an ask, yours always make my day, you don't even know! Like same about no one i know caring about dc/batfam! And talking to someone about it is so much better than yelling into the wind here on a text post that no one reads xD Don't stop sending your asks whenever you wanna dump your feels/talk about dc/batfam omg.
And Im so proud I got you into this Titans spiral xD My work here is done hahahaha. But yes, I feel like his looking so young for red hood over shadows how great his jason robin performance was! Love seeing him get that recognition! But yeah, the age is def off, like I cant remember how old they said he was in the show, maybe 16? but too young for red hood in live action form. Like its hard cause in reality 16 year olds and 19 year old boys typically don't look too different, for the most part, while comics you can get get away with it more. Huh, yeah, it doesn't seem like Talia is gonna happen, maybe just maybe a cameo or something? Cause we also weren't expecting joker but here we are(tho it almost looks like he wont be a big plot point/even see him much, it almost looks like it is just showing how brutal gotham is? But like its just the trailer and doesnt always give the full picture so who knows!)
Omg YES about Gotham! I 1000% agree! Im also biased cause its what got me into batman, again like exactly a year ago! It got me into the world like no other media of dc had before!(well, Shazam did, i guess tech thats the start of my interest in dc/first time i read the comics, but gotham is what really got me into this spiral). I hate how much hate it gets, like yeah its not perfect and they took creative liberties obviously, but i 100% agree that its the best adoption of DC yet! 100%! Its so nice to see the characters and rogues fleshed out more. I feel like it successfully did what Nolan tried to do in terms of making it dark and realistic, but in a way that was more accurate and true to the comics! I wish it wasn’t canceled so early and thus the last season had to be so rushed :(
thats smart, i typically dont look for spoilers and stuff anymore but I just got so hyper focused that I had to look at least what the stars were putting out on social media, but yeah, i use to get so caught up in all that that it took the fun out of seeing it live.
Oh my gosh, that would seriously be the PERFECT end to batman and joker story in this universe omg. Amen about all that! And like it would hopefully show Jason how much he cares? So maybe Bruce would kill him after red hood emerges? It will be interesting to see hat causes Jason to be so dang pissed in this version.
ahaha yes riddler is my fav! (my header gave it away didn’t it xD) I love most Riddlers but ESPECIALLY gotham riddler, Ed is like one of my fav character of all time. Oooh, I don’t know central city rogues all that well(well, way more than Metropolis rogues, I know so little about superman world), like I know some from the first 3 and a half seasons of the flash (I watched a couple years ago but got busy with school and couldn’t keep up and just never caught up/didnt have motivation to finish(plus i forgot so much id have to rewatch everything again), but I saw they finally just introduced Bart Allen, so I have have to randomly jump back in for a bit cause Bart is one of my favsss), and the ones in the cartoons and stuff
Ha! true, i dont mind it when its for character development or if I happen to be super into the ship(like Nygmakins in Gotham omg, I know they are super unpopular but they are like one of my OTPs omg), I feel like it has to be balanced right/not too much focus on the drama of the relationship over everything else. Like a minor subplot is good but don’t make it the focus of the show. And yeah , supergirl never appealed to me cause of that reason! i like drama and not JUST action (I like psychological drama, as long as there is comfort to follow xD) but yea i get what u mean by too much relationship focus . I think, for the most part, Gotham did that pretty well.
omg i love the disaster bi vibes you are giving off xD But omg I feel the jumping around thing so much ahaha. Like right now the 4 robins are constantly on rotation on who I’m obsessing over at the moment tbh xD
Omg mine responses are just as long, don’t apologize!!!! <333333333333333
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