ed telling stede that them having sex was a mistake was such a bullshit move - stede's been trying SO fucking hard for ed for SO LONG (HE STILL HASNT GOTTEN A CHANCE TO TELL ED WHAT *ACTUALLY* HAPPENED THAT NIGHT HE NEVER SHOWED UP) and even izzy told ed to leave stede alone so he could calm down because he knew stede might lash out/react in an unpredictable way!!! and ed does what he always does which is act impulsively and stede was reacting out of trauma because he just killed a man in defense of the people (THE PERSON) he loves and he wasnt acting rationally and ed's basically like "well it's your fault that i fucked you when i asked to take it slow" like yeah stede shouldnt have jumped him like that but ed couldve said no!!! and chose not to!!! rather he chose to use it against stede!!! like omfg stede has been making him be accountable for his actions for the first time in his life but he still isnt doing it UGH it makes me mad!!! then he fucks off to be a fisherman which will last 5min because his impulsive nature makes it impossible for him to stick to anything but the most fucked part of it all is that even if ed apologizes stede gets to live with the fact that his first time not only having sex with a man but having sex with someone he actually LOVES has been viewed as another of eds impulsive mistakes!!!
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it’s already been another week and it’s just monday
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I do love the concept of "in every universe and every lifetime, I will find you and I will love you" but I'm also such a sucker for "if soulmates do exist, they're not found. they're made" but then there is also "love isn't random, we are chosen" but also it's all "we weren't written in the stars, then? - the stars don't have a clue" and in the end all of it boils down to loving someone with your whole heart no matter if you believe in fate, soulmates or destiny. it's all just love
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