#i went INSANE when this happened

[marshmelonlover]

The Resident writers really made Randolph Bell say "you fell in love with the man I wanted to be. And I became him because of you" to the love of his life and expected me to be okay.

#the resident #randolph bell #kit voss #kit x randolph #kitbell #isla talks #i went INSANE when this happened #i did think that kit was the main reason why randolph changed and i was RIGHT #this quote is going to live in my head rent free for the rest of my life #i will never be over it #he grew because of kit 🥺 #yes he put the work in but she was the reason WHY he chose to do it and i love that so much 🥺

[pinkd3mon]

Dedede at the end of revenge of the king

Day 4 of drawing random kirby shitpost for every day of October

#kirby #kots #kirby of the stars #kirby fanart #hoshi no kirby #king dedede #waddle dee #not my proudest work but also one of my proudest works somehow #i just has the vision and dedede truly is gru #and the adopted children is just Kirby idk #and instead of stealing the moon he's just stealing all the food #that cute agent from the second one is just meta knight #i started thinking about it as a joke it's almost scary how accurate it is #going back to filling up character blanks in star allies #I like to think everyone was horrified when they start realizing Kirby is a void #and dedede is the only one who's relieved #like holy fuck thank god that baby is actually an ancient god o just thought i SUCKED #I'm actually really fucking great you mean to tell me i went one on one with GOD?! that's nuts #before that Dedede just kept losing to a random child who happens to be weirdly strong #he was probably going insane #the void revelation gave Kirby existencial crisis but it gave dedede some peace of mind #out of topic but i need another dedede tour #if we get another meta knightmare before we get another dedede tour i think I'll go insane #forgotten land was the perfect opportunity for another one but hal is a COWARD #I'm also waiting for a waddle parade with bandana

[lemonadeslice]

🩸 🩸 🩸 // ❄️❄️❄️

i watched a scary boat show. i have been thinking about it for weeks.

#like. neither of them wanted the responsibility they got. and both of them did everything they could and it wasn't enough. hoo girl. #the terror #lady silence #francis crozier #doubt anyone's hanging around in those tags but lady silence is Such a good moniker that i have to tag it anyway #genuinely so frustrated that i can't capture the insane feeling of isolation and dread this show had........i think i will try again....... #cause the scariest part of the whole show was the conspicuous Silence. after all that fighting to get through the ice. #and then seeing the Ocean. frozen Solid. i went into the show completely blind so when that happened i was like AAAAAAAAAAAAA #but i have learned so much also!! like that they had rudimentary diving suits in the 1840s!! and that scurvy Dissolves Scar Tissue 👁️ 👁️

[andro-dino]

I don’t know how they did it but they gave a troll tguy swag,,,, godbless

+ closeup of just the human version bc I like how he came out a lot <3

#trolls #trolls band together #trolls floyd #this design has me frothing at the mouth I am so in love with him #simply just a little guy #thinking about what he was doing during his solo career is fun #HIM BEING EMO MEANS SO MUCH TO ME YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #also. saw someone on twt point out how his ears are downturned #and the only other troll with downturned ears is branch #which only happened when he went gray #which means that Floyd could’ve potentially gone grey at some point #and that thought has me going crazy insane currently

[thranduel]

NEIL JUST SIGNED MY PRINT!! 😭😭😭😭😭

i asked if he could write something comforting and he wrote “you’re not alone in this. none of us are, darling” and he said it in astarion’s voice and my name as well and i just

#my heart is beating so fast i cannot believe that just happened #I LOVE HIM #he’s the sweetest!! #that’s one of my favourite lines too i’m a mess #i love how he threw darling in too even though that’s not in the original line #because i wasn’t sure if i wanted him to write darling or words of comfort but he ended up doing both #😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🫶🏼 #he actually said MY darling when he first read it out loud and i almost went insane hahaha #neil newbon #astarion #baldur’s gate 3 #bg3

[reiverreturns]

a rough draft wip? on wednesday? groundbreaking.

said another way - we're fully on the mota train now girls buckle up

#after a week of churning out drabbles like a woman possessed i'm now fully committed and in wip mode YAY #sorry i saw gale stare at that horse while he was running and went insane about it it will happen again #i am having SO MUCH FUN writing this and i haven't even gotten into the curt and marge of it all #(i'm also being such a brave soldier and writing parts in past tense when it's been uh two years since i tried a mixed tense work #time will tell if i keep at it or just present tense that bitch all over) #anyway. vibrating out my skin. please enjoy an ever-slightly janky first draft as always <3 #clegan #gale buck cleven #john bucky egan #masters of the air #mota #buck x bucky #bucky x buck #reiverwrites

[ahalliance]

qsmp francophone cubitos and their dynamic drive me wild, they all know they’re mutually lying and obscuring the truth to one another, they all know they’re keeping each other at arm’s distance, they all know they’re not as open as they once were when it was just them and the aftermath of a plane crash, but the love is still there. the worry and the concern. they pry information out of one another in supposedly subtle ways that really just convey how much they still care about each other. what’s your stance on the federation. how’s your code arm doing. even if in the end you don’t turn to me, please call out to someone. maybe looking out for yourself is looking out for others as well. i don’t know you anymore but i will protect the unknown anyway

#qsmp #qsmp french #jay rambles #i need to go sleep . said i’d go to sleep ages ago . rotating them in my mind anw . fawk #it’s like. they KNOW they’re not being frank with one another. and it’s almost a game they play #i ask you this question and you know what i mean . but i will not say it outright . #for how long can we dance around the topic until one of us spills the obvious out into the open air #<- etoiles broke first btw lmao . and he and baghera went right back to pretending like neither of them knew any better too #insane of them . fuck #(for context it was about bbh and ron . both him and baghz were prodding at each other trying to gauge how much the other knew #and etoiles at one point just said ‘oh my god i know you know baghera !!! please !!!!’ it was a very validating moment for french cubito #enjoyers . right until they went back to pretending nothing had happened . win) #shoutout to like two months ago when etoiles said smth along the lines of how baghera isn’t telling him everything bc she doesn’t trust him #i will explode and explode and explode #antoine’s whole Thing early on about being distrustful and wary of others and how it hurt that he wasn’t always told everything anymore #a slow unraveling of the status quo that you don’t even realised has happened until you look around you

[13eyond13]

You know even if L and Light were both extremely heterosexual men, I still don't get how either one of them wouldn't find it alarmingly sexy that the other one was secretly trying THAT hard to constantly impress them and read their mind and personally entertain them and trip them specifically and ONLY them up

#like im sorry but #cant get much more romantic than that? #would somebody try that hard simply because they wanted to be your bro or because they did not care for you in any personal way at all? #no #idk why im making so many posts these days btw #i just keep getting hit with lawlight thoughts about the lawlight thots #like the steps of planning light went through to make the entire yotsuba arc happen?? #this is why he is the gone girl / amazing amy of the pair #it's like ok that's definitely scary and very insane of you but also maybe kinda hot hahahaha #and this is exactly what Alessandro Juliani meant when he said he thinks they have a real affinity for each other im sure #like he's probably a straight dude but even he was like dang they r in love #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #p

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

I'm sorry W H A T

#9-1-1 #911 #oasis's 9-1-1 chatter #911 spoilers #911 abc #911 on abc #911abc #UMMM??? #I was looking something up and saw a reddit post talking about tommy in the results so even though it was unrelated I checked it out anyway #and then went to the 9-1-1 subreddit from there just to see what was happening #checked the discussion for this episode etcetera #AND THEN I SAW IT #SOMEONE MENTIONED IT #and I was #HAUGAHUAGHUAHH W H A T #also saw it mentioned a couple of times in the tag when I went through it but it took surprisingly long to see it #I just. sir. what the heck xD #JAIL!! #PR JAIL FOR LOU!! #PR JAIL FOR A THOUSAND EPISODES!!! #xD I'm kidding I'm living lol #also wow that entire interview is insane #go read it I swear #you will die it's wild xD #also is he gonna fly in with chimney or something like slfkjd??? the freak??? xDD #tommy kinard #lou ferrigno jr #wow #gosh #this man is insane xdd love him he'll fit right in lol

[hella1975]

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

#seriously another shout out to my mutuals #id particularly like to say thank you to boom who's always right there for me no matter what's happening or how insane im being #and also everyone in our little discord that wound up having to make a whole new channel for venting #bc i was there so often like 'today's weird ask isssss.... telling me about my cupsize!! rip them to shreds!!!' #hannah and theo especially being there and pushing me to finally turn off anon. war is truly over #and of course rori bc the shamelessness u show when hating on my anon asks has been genuinely really cathartic #sometimes u really do just need a rottweiler mutual to tell random people online to kill themselves 😭 #okay weird oscar acceptance speechcore gratitude over. i do just rlly love my mutuals #like i went three years not telling anyone about the worse side of internet popularity for fear of looking spoiled and ungrateful #so for the first time to open up about it and be met with outrage on my behalf and people saying in fact it's MORE fucked up #than i initially realised bc ive grown desensitised to it is. yeah cathartic i guess #they are singlehandedly reassuring me of the good this cursed app still holds #so everyone thank them and send them flowers NOW #okay im done i think. see you guys soon. i truly do want to come back asap bc like i said i NEVER EVEN WANTED TO FUCKING LEAVE #SOME ASSHOLES JUST HAD TO PUT GRENADES ON WHAT I ASSUMED WERE VERY UNIVERSAL AND OBVIOUS BOUNDARIES #if you're reading this like 'ohhh fuck i defo sent something invasive lately. i thought it was a joke/we were friends' #then 1) we arent friends if you're on anon. it immediately creates a power imbalance where you know me and any necessary context #but i have no idea who you are or how much you know about me. that's already a fucked dynamic #and 2) I HOPE YOU FEEL BAD. LIKE GENUINELY I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL AND HAVE A GOOD LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF #okay i think that's all. ta-ra lads??? how tf do u end something like this #ive queued this to reblog a couple more times throughout the day

[anotherdragon]

ooohhhh this is so fucked. A whole argument over peace versus bloodshed. charlie telling them not to kill him, to go for peace, only for cellbi to give into violence. all of them so caught up in winning they lose sight of the larger picture. so focused on running the rat race and getting to that cheese they didnt even think to look for the cracks. doing exactly what they were told to instead of going for the second option. I get in the end it was all fucked and elquackity probably wouldnt have held his promise and they had already terrorized him but God focusing on that one scene by itself is peak cinema like.,,,,

#qsmp #sorry I saw someone compare the event to mr cycles monologue #that I kind of went insane when that whole thing just happened

[staries]

#sasara nurude #rosho tsutsujimori #hypnosis mic #hypmic edit #sasaro #咸鱼.gif #sorry i went insane when this happened. surely i can be normal about the IMPLICATIONS OF THIS

[mixelation]

maybe i should just FULLY lean into deidara's roll in reborn au as "the girl one"

"the girl one" being how women tend to be treated in media like naruto where there's usually only one girl per team so they're forced into specific roles, not as like a comment on Deidara's gender

someone going through Emotional Turmoil? somehow it gets made deidara's responsibility

minato gets a bunch of complaints about team 4 being Horrible and Mean and he's like "i don't think i could convince itachi there's anything wrong with his behavior" and "kushina banned me from telling tori how to behave because it's sexist or something*" so he calls deidara in and tells him, and ONLY him, that he needs to be nicer

deidara, every time: what the fuck is happening

*what really happened:

minato, debating out loud what to do about team 4's poor social skills: i could give them some guidelines. suggest smiling more or something

kushina: if you tell tori to smile more, she will kill you and i will help her

#if you missed the joke it's that women get singled out for being Not Nice Enough when they're just as 'nice' as their male peers #both in real life and in media :) #(which is what kushina was trying to prevent and kind of went over minato's head lolol) #which obviously is insane but i think having it happen to DEIDARA really highlights how insane it is lmao #reborn au

[ooze-and-goo-and-bone-shards]

Dragons Fucking Car I (Relief), 2016, Jon Rafman (ref: John Martello) White Carrara Marble 152 x 126 x 20 cm 59 7/8 x 49 5/8 x 7 7/8 in

#jon rafman #driving me insane that i cant find the john martello image to compare to this but the man went out of his way to take down #any of his art freely available online and then also deleted his sites afterward and so its just not really happening #dragons #cars #Ummmmmm. I like when dragons and cars fuck. its not a joke for me. Teehee

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

finally caved and started reading all for the game. two chapters into the foxhole court and what kind of gay fucking shit is this! also did not know there were sports in here

#idk whats going on i thought it was like the raven cycle with magic and shit its called the foxhole court??? no fae???? what the fuck!!! #and i cant understand whats happening with the sports. i didnt get it. i hope i dont need to i just know kevin is top dog of the bad dogs #neil is mid mid except hes got a death wish so they want him carnally??? #ill be reading it super slowly bc im busy but i can feel it slowly turning up the heat on my brain cells as i read. they are burning. #ive got naught but ten #and neil's not neil but he is and he has a bag of secrets he's hiding in someone else's closet like okayyyy go off author fuck whats the #authors name.... nora sakavic FUCK I SHOULDVE KNOWN NEVER TO TRUST A WOMAN NAMED NORA #i dont know...i dont know.... but also the only gay neil i know is the one from dead poets society and its hard to separate the two rn #is the rest of the book going to be like this what did i get myself into. am i mentally prepared #bc i wasnt for trc and it FUCKED! ME! UP! im STILL insane #ugh. ugh. anyway. way gayer than expected. also at one point someone asks ''how safe is safe'' and MY DISAPPOINTMENT #when the answer wasnt safe as life? immeasurable. in fact i had to close the book. went to study accounting. #ACCOUNTING. HELLO?? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME IN HERE??? #the tree speaks #all for the game #aftg #what are yalls tags? #neil josten #the raven cycle #trc

[helpmyinterestsareverywhere]

I need to take a bite out of Lloyd - i think it would fix me

#im so normal about this lego dont worry about me #went on a rabbit hole of lloyd garmadon fanart #(also hi berryblu you made fall down that rabbit hole) #im going insane but then when am I ever normal about him #NEVER AHAHAHAHA (help me) #i think the new dragons rising trailer is also getting to me #I NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING TO HIM RIGHT NOW #anyway yeah i need to eat him <3 #hmiae rambles #lloyd garmadon #ninjago lloyd #ninjago #lego ninjago #lloyd montgomery garmadon