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harryfeatgaga · 2 years

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best friend drunkrry<3 it’s like 2 in the morning and you’re in bed when you hear your doorbell ring when your you look at the ring camera you see Harry making faces into the camera like😛 So when you open the door he’s very obviously drunk shouting your name and pulling you into a big hug. You lead him inside and say “Harry what are you doing it’s 2 in the morning?” and he plops on to your couch saying “missed you” 🙁 You ask him how he even got there and he says that he had his car send him here instead of home but he’s all slurry and giggly🤧 he’s kicking his shoes off and taking off his shirt obviously making himself comfortable so you say, “alright go get some water in the kitchen I’ll be right back” and when you come back down you bring him a pair of shorts and a hoodie and see hes already sprawled on the couch. You throw him the clothes and he doesn’t even care to be stripping down completely in front of you🤧 He’s back on the couch and you fold his clothes and put a blanket on him and the whole time he’s just staring so intently at you. You notice and say “why are you looking at me” and he just says “I’ve always wanted to kiss you”😭 You freeze for a minute because that was completely out of the blue but you also know he’s off his ass, so you say “Harry you don’t mean that you’re drunk” and he’s like “No it’s true. I’ve always wanted to kiss you” and at this point you’re just laughing because he’s kind of just talking so you say “Alright bud if you still want that when you’re sober then we’ll rehash this conversation” and with that you brush your fingers through his hair and make sure he’s got water and go back upstairs to bed. In the morning when you come downstairs you see him shirtless sitting at the kitchen island, he’s made himself and you some coffee. He doesn’t look too hungover which is surprising and when you ask how he’s feeling he says “great actually”🤧 you sit with him and start drinking your coffee in silence, and then he’s speaking up and says “I still want to kiss you.” You practically choke on your coffee just saying “what” because you were 100% sure he would’ve forgotten about that conversation. He takes your cup out of your hands and spins your chair towards him saying, “I know what I said last night. And you said if I still wanted to kiss you when I’m sober we can rehash the conversation….I’m sober and I still want to kiss you”🤧 at this point you don’t even know what to say because he’s been your best friend for so long, but in that moment you want nothing more than his lips on yours😭 The only thing you can manage to get out is an “Ok” and he says “ok? ok what?” And you say “ok….you can kiss me” so he does and it turns into a heavy makeout and he’s finally pulling apart telling you you’ve always been more than just a friend to him and that there’s a reason the only place he wanted to be when he was drunk at 2am was at your house😭😭

OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDDDD I AM OBSESSED WITH THIS WHAT THE FUCK DRUNK BEST FRIEND HARRY IS MY FUCKING DREAM I WILL CRY RIGHT NOW THIS WAS A WHOLE FIC THANK YOU FOR SHARING OH MY GOD IM SADDDDDDD 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

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thegreymoon · 2 years

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KinnPorsche

What a depressing morning after 🙁 I’m afraid to keep watching.

Kinn, this is why you don’t have sex with someone high out of their mind on who knows what, even if they enthusiastically initiate it.

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Ha, can you say it, Kinn?

Liar!! 😂😂

You know very well they are targeting you, and where it hurts the most.

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Depressing.

Kids, this is why you only have sex with people who are sober, unless enthusiastic consent was negotiated beforehand.

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Oh, baby 🙁

He’s heartbroken.

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Daddy Korn, I’m disappointed in you. I thought you were going to be supportive!

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He bores and annoys me.

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This episode is the actual worst.

Kinn, baby, why would you do something like this? I’m finding it hard to root for you now 😭

Also, I hate Big. We all hate Big, don’t we?

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I’m suing this episode for emotional damage.

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Smh. And I liked him so much too!

Porsche, baby, don’t leave with him!

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I am crawling out of my skin here 😫

I’d be shipping this so hard if Vegas wasn’t, you know, a fucking rapist 😠

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Jesus Christ, Kinn!

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This whole thing 😭😭

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How many times can you fuck up this badly in a single episode, Kinn? Are you out to set a record or something?

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Drama gods, please spare me from these two 💀💀

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The crappiest 💩💩

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“Home” 👀

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Oh, finally, we get to the point!

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NOOOOO, LET THEM TALK!

#kinnporsche #kp spoilers #kp ep05

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aleksa-sims · 2 years

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My RL sims-story (18+)

⚠ !CW! Drugs, Addiction ⚠

Later that night, we all went out as agreed. My little sister managed to distract me from that drama with N.& P. But to be correct, it was rather Daniel, who gave me other thoughts. 😬 And he knew how! With durgs! But I want to stay fair!! Daniel didn’t make me relapse! I was all alone! He was just.... there, with me. He never offered me drugs!! I asked HIM, as you know.

We were at such a..... crazy party 👽 in a club that was actually outside. It was really nice there and we all had so much fun! My sister and this guy, Jacob, her new boyfriend 🤦‍♀️, they were totally high too! I noticed that Ana took something, but she won’t get addicted, I thought? So I didn’t worry about Ana. We just wanted to enjoy our summer holidays. Sandra knew, in a few months, it’s over with ....all THIS! ( S. was sober of course!) She will have a Baby, Ana started college in fall. And I? Well, I had no real plans, I lived in here and now and just wanted to FORGET! As it turns out, this was a pretty dangerous combination of lifestyle that I had, because.......I’m gonna be in a lot of trouble! 💩 🙁

As always when I was in a club, I first just stood around and did not go to the dance floor with the others. As I looked into the crowd, my attention fell on Sandra & Dominick! They kissed! 😲 I wondered, if the two are really together or what is this between them?? They looked so cute together 💜 and I wished them to be a couple. But...let’s see! While I was watching them, Daniel came up to me.

!CW! Drugs!

Daniel: Hey babe! You okay?

Me: Sure. Have you seen Dominick & Sandra? They kissed!... I hope he won’t hurt her! I haven’t seen S. like this for a long time. So....happy! You know? 😕

Daniel: I think he likes S.! And he won’t hurt her! He isn’t like that!

Me: Like you! Huh? 😉

Daniel: What do you mean?... I’m a nice guy! Aren’t I? 🤷‍♂️

Me: YOU!? Haha! 😄 No, but actually you’re right! You’re... really nice, Daniel! But when I first met you, you were pretty.... naughty. 🤨

Daniel: I didn’t hit on you! I just tease you a bit. And I talked about Ana! But your crazy ex, he wanted a fight! Not me!....Anyway, that was over 2 months ago! Meanwhile, a lot has changed!

Me: Yeah, how ture! 😔...... Hey! I want to take this pill like Ana and Jacob, but I don’t dare! I’m afraid to get a panic attack.

Daniel: We’re already high! Why do you want a pill now?

Me: Idk, I’m just so eager & excited! I want to know how it feels.

Daniel: It’s not really a pill. You have to let it melt on your tongue. Just a few secs and after a short while, you will feel it.

Me: But will I get heart palpitations from it? I had this once when I was smoking something, that was similar to that kind of drug.

Daniel: That’s not LSD! But you will feel your heart start beating faster and stronger for a moment! And after that, you’re just in a good mood! That’s all.

Me: I want to! But.....don’t leave me alone.

Daniel: Let’s do it together. Where’s Jacob?

Me: Damn, I’m so crazy! 😩... But....fuck it! Let’s do it! 😈 .... You got it?

Daniel: Here, you see?....Ok, then...open your sweet mouth, A.! 😏 I wanna give it to you.

Me: Want to kiss me? 😏

Daniel: Not just that! But... we’re friends and friends don’t kiss! I remember how pissed you were at me, about that text I texted you. 🤨

Me: Yea, because of Philip! But he broke up with me weeks ago. And now I can do what I want! Nobody can tell me what I have to do! That’s over!

Daniel: I’m not quite sure yet, if you really finished with that guy? 🤨

Me: Why is this so important to you? You can have fun with me. 🤷‍♀️ I mean, YOU wanted us to be.... friends with benefits.🤨

Daniel: As I just mentioned, a lot has changed! And just a few hours ago, you called me Nico.

Me: No, no! Don’t mention him!.....Agh! I’m sorry! 😞 I was so high, and I saw his pics on my phone & you even smelled like him. You know?...But, that’s over!!.... Anyway, let’s see what that pill will do to me.

After I took this drug, it was exactly as Daniel described it. My heart started pounding, but he hugged me and said it was about to stop. After my pulse was back to normal, I felt.... REALLY good! Relieved of all the grief and pain. And for a short moment, somehow I was able to get rid of my shyness and inhibitions that usually stopped me....I never felt comfortable with so many people around me. But that night all these things didn’t matter to me. I thought this was exactly what I needed atm. Just let go and........ forget.

And then there was Daniel! With him I could experience all these crazy and exciting things that I couldn’t do with anyone else. He was just like me! We both wanted the same! And he had something about him that made me....weak. 😬🙈 But I didn’t want to admit it and I wasn’t sure, if he REALLY liked me. If you know what I mean. 🤨 🤫

I know what you think! 😉 But P. hurt me!! Also that he and Nico met and didn’t tell me, this wasn’t nice! They just let me down! 😞 That’s why I didn’t have a bad conscience when I suddenly found Daniel attractive. 😏 😄

But during the last weeks and days, I got to know Daniel better. I started to like him. We had a lot in common. He also suffered from sleep paralysis and had nightmares. In addition, D. also had stress with his Mom during his childhood. But his Mom wasn’t like my Mom! His Mom was....just INSANE! In any case, he’s not like Sofia!!! 😒 And yeah, even Sof, I’ll see again very, very soon!

Back to that night! Daniel and I were really just friends, but as I said, I was ready for more and I wanted him. So I asked him to go home with me to spend the night together. And I was sure he wanted the same, but he didn’t stay with me. Why? Idk!!! I mean, I didn’t know! It was a bit chaotic when we said goodbye that night. Nevertheless, it will be quite......intense between him & me.....And in a few days Philip will be back home, because of the Baby & Isabella. 😒

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emo4life · 1 year

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very exhausted with everything. i feel like i’m walking on eggshells * 100 with my roommate and i genuinely have no idea like … for what. like what was the reason all of a sudden. idk. atp i don’t even want to “reach out” rn or focus on that just feeling bleh abt the situation. it seems like everything that comes out of my mouth is an issue and it sucks for various reasons. idk i think that happening over again and again i’m tired of it. even if i am trying to just say something bothered /me/ i am the one in the wrong. alsooo im at my second job today until 1am and ugh i just know im gonna be so tired tomorrowww but at least i shouldn’t be working again at the second job until like the 26th. idk if they ever even aproved my time off but i will nawt be in town so… :/ . and i missed free kbbq from sbux today cuz i am working 😭! also idk if i will quit my sbux job and i hate that because the hours suck so bad and the pay is not worth it but it being close to home is all that matters to me rn like i’m just tired of trying and having to commute to a job doesn’t appeal to me at least not for the time being. also im gonna try to read the alchemist as my last book of 2022 since it’s not long i think i can finish it pretty quick. i finally bought some new black shoes!!!! i got the skechers oxfords lol 😭 they remind me of the black filas! i wanna get some lace up boots too but maybe in january hmmm. also i haven’t talked to my old work friend in like a month and i want to reach out but at the same time i’m doing this thing where i feel like i have nothing to say so i’m like why bother … 🙁but that’s not good cuz then that’s why all my friendships fade cuz i don’t try hard enough 🤢 i wish i felt more comfortable smoking weed cuz i like crave hitting a pen 🥸. i don’t like cigarettes much either i rlly do smoke them when i am drinking in a social setting tho but meh i tried once sober and didn’t like itttt

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windwheeler-aster · 3 years

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protecting you

summary: after your parents insisted on your protection while you’re away from home, they hired a bodyguard for you. you don’t mind him too much, but it’s starting to get hard not to fall for him.

masterlist

pairings (separate): diluc, kaeya, childe, zhongli, and xiao x reader

reader info: gender neutral pronouns (they/them) and nicknames (dear/love), reader is not traveler

word count: 2,255 words

genre: romance, fluff

format: small blurbs and headcanons

warnings: one swear, alcohol consumption mention, zhongli spoilers

a/n: i added a song that suited each character so you had something to listen to 💖 i hope you enjoy this!

song recommendation: Treacherous Doctor - Live from Henson Studies by Wallows

truly, he is the best body guard out there

calm under pressure, strong, stoic, and everything your parents payed for

diluc is very quiet, and mostly grunts or hums a response to your questions

he’s constantly frowning 🙁 it kind of worries you to be honest

you try to befriend him, talking to him, making jokes with diluc, and most importantly; “accidently” flustering him

his face goes pink if you compliment him, looking ahead of you to distract himself from you

as you travel, diluc has saved you too many times to count. he is really good at his job (almost like he’s protective of you or something)

because of his knight-like protectiveness, you might or might not have began developing feelings for diluc

and he might or might not have developed the same feelings towards you because of how much he has to protect you

you’re going to have to make the first move, i’m sorry

diluc... he’s kind of hesitant if you began making a move on him, he doesn’t know if he should because he’s overstepping the already thin line of professionalism between you two

but when you look at him one more time with those pretty eyes of your’s... how could he resist?

Camp had been set up and the lights were out. Diluc sat near your sleeping bag, a spare blanket draped over his shoulders. As he stared at the crescent moon, you couldn’t help but think he looked beautiful like this.

“Diluc?”

He looked over his shoulder. He was stunned by how lovely you looked, even if you were cuddled up in a sleeping bag.

“Is something not to your liking?” He asked.

You smiled. “No, can you come here?”

Diluc was cautious. You had a mischievous look on your face, or maybe it was playfulness. But, Diluc obeyed your request.

He leant down to your face. “What is the matter?”

Slowly, your hands emerged from the sleeping bag. They found their place on Diluc’s cheeks, only after asking Diluc if you could. Slowly, you pulled his head down to your level.

“May I kiss you?” You whispered.

Diluc slowly nodded, helping close the distance between you two.

song recommendation: Dirty Imbecile by The Happy Fits

kaeya spends more time drinking at bars than traveling, which is... defiantly not what he’s being payed for

your parents weren’t scammed don’t worry, he does actually do his job... most of the time

kaeya has shown you more danger than you’ve ever faced in your life, in one week

he does his job of protecting you, don’t get me wrong

it’s his wine drinking that has gotten you in trouble

kaeya has started more bar fights than he can remember

you have had to drag him out of the bar or pub or tavern or whatever establishment you two had come across on your travels

and the worst part? he’s usually drunk off his ass flirting with you

drunk kaeya loves flustering you and acting like your knight in shining armor

fyi, his flirting is very gentlemen like and enjoys using “love,” “dear,” and “darling.”

but when he is sober, kaeya is less flirty and more.. professional?? what

it’s really hard to know if he likes you or he’s just being nice and arhg-

and kaeya doesn’t know why it’s becoming harder to contain some compliments and declarations out from his mouth when he looks at you

conversations between you two become awkward, and people within a 2o ft. radius could smell the tension

if one of you made a move on the other, all of the confusing emotions between you two would disappear... just saying

Side by side, you and Kaeya excited the bar. His arm was over your shoulder, and he was really leaning into you. The smell of wine from his breath was strong enough to make you drunk.

“Goodnight fellas!” Kaeya shouted, waving behind him. “Got to protect this little one now. See ya tomorrow.”

Kaeya’s new drinking bodies yelled their goodbyes from the bar, shutting the door as soon as you two descended the stairs. It wouldn’t have been so hard if Kaeya wasn’t drunk off his rocker.

“Kaeya, can you walk on your own? You’re kind of heavy.”

“Not as heavy as my heart is whenever I look at you, darling.”

Silence captured you. The only sounds that emitted between you was Kaeya’s footsteps. He was now leading you back to where you were staying.

You sighed. “You’re drunk. You don’t really mean it.”

“Oh but I do, my love!” He looked into your eyes. “You have effortlessly captured my heart.”

You looked away, too embarrassed to face him.

“Could you look at me, darling?”

You glanced up at Kaeya. He was staring at you with so much love in his eyes it made you blush.

He glanced at your lips. “May I?”

“Not right now. I want you to confess to me sober first.”

Kaeya pouted, but recovered quickly.

“Of course. Anything for you, dear.”

song recommendation: Daydream In Blue by I Monster

childe is itching for a fight the moment he sees you, and he’s almost always like that when it’s not just the two of you

your parents have defiantly found someone who will always protect you

while kaeya has some class and professionalism with his flirting, childe completely lacks it

shamelessly complimenting everything about you, heavy with the flirts

he does make sure to watch your reactions, 1) to see if you’re okay with it and 2) seeing what makes you the most flustered

he is so protective of you it’s not funny. he’ll glare down someone who might be a threat to you.

not going to lie, you’re in so much danger when you’re with childe

of course he does his job wonderfully, but he’s defiantly not merciful to those who cross your path

while you’re trying to talk your way out of a fight, just trying to travel along the path, childe is glaring at them from behind you

but if you turn your attention to him, he’s all smiles

childe defiantly has a strong charm to him, as he’s been able to make you reciprocate his feelings

if given the chance this motherfuker man will make a move on you

It was cold tonight. You were shivering in your sleeping bag, trying not to chatter your teeth. Childe sat near the fire, looking at the fire. But, his gaze slowly drifted over to you.

“Are you cold?”

“Yeah, just a little.” You reply.

Childe outstretched his arm for you. “You want me to warm you up?”

Your cheeks would have heated up, if you weren’t focused on getting warm.

Emerging from your sleeping bag, and bringing a blanket with you, you made your place next to Childe. His arm settled on your forearm, pressing you into him. You let your head lean on his shoulder.

“Still cold?” He asked.

“Hmm. Yeah.”

Carefully, he moved you onto his lap. He let you lay on his shoulder, Childe’s own cheeks getting pink. From where you laid, you could hear his heart beating fast and aggressive.

“Am I making you this nervous?” You teased. “Big, strong, fatui harbinger-”

He leaned down to shut you up with a kiss. Childe made it quick and pulled away, a sense of guilt hanging over him.

“I’m sorry, I should have asked before hand-”

You pulled him by the collar to shut him up, giving him a longer kiss in return.

song recommendation: Everybody Loves Somebody by Dean Martin

he is so gentle, you can hardly imagine him hurting someone

when your parents hired him, he became incredibly protective over you because they wanted their child safe

zhongli mostly helps protect and rescue you from situations, if he finds that it’s getting too tense

if you go on walks with him, especially in Liyue, he’ll tell you facts and interesting things about each place

by the way, if you remember what he’s saying and discuss it more with him, he’ll be very happy

your mora? More like our mora sorry but he’s kind of broke

very respectful, and kind of oblivious if he makes you flustered it’s usually by accident please bare with him

zhongli knows how quickly you fall asleep when he talks, so he really tries to pick out interesting topics

you will have to tell zhongli that you just like his voice, or else he will not understand

he doesn’t know why his heart tightens and he begins to smile whenever he looks to you. he likes the feeling, but zhongli hasn’t had this feeling for a long time

at least not this type of feeling, before it was gentle and smooth and calming. with you, it’s intense and hard and exciting.

zhongli is very likely to confess to you if he finds out what these feelings are

You looked over at the beautiful landscape, glad that Zhongli pulled you away from the path. Zhongli had always told you about this place, especially it’s historical significance. It was about time that he finally showed you this.

“It’s very beautiful, Zhongli.” You looked to him. “Thank you for bringing me here.”

Zhongli smiled. “There’s something I wanted to talk to you about. I need your help figuring something out.”

“Of course. You’ve taught me so much as we traveled, ” You said. “What is it?”

“My heart has been beating faster around... someone. Whenever they look at me I can’t help but smile, their pure being making me content. And when I get close to them, my breath is tight. And... every time I leave them, I feel strangely empty.”

What Zhongli was describing to you was love. Or at least what you felt for him. You felt a little jealousy poke your heart, but you pushed it away. Zhongli needed your help first. Your feelings can be looked at later.

“It sounds like you like that person.”

“Oh. That makes more sense now.” Zhongli turned to you. “Then...I like you.”

You blushed, finding your mouth go dry.

“I’ve really enjoyed traveling with you. I... understand if you don’t feel the same way, but I would really appreciate it if...” Zhongli glanced at your lips. “What I’m saying is that I would love to-”

Slowly, you connected your lips with his.

When the kiss broke, he resumed his sentence with less breath. “I would love to go out with you, sometime.”

“Okay, but you’re going to pay for it.”

“...Okay.”

song recommendation: People Watching by Conan Gray

who better to be your bodyguard than an adeptus?

your parents want you to never worry about safety, so that is where xiao comes into place

xiao has a sixth sense for your comfort. if he feels that you’re uncomfortable, or feeling unsafe, he’ll get you out there right away

he doesn’t really say much besides an insult about mortals, unless you give some almond tofu

xiao claims that his insults are to toughen you up, but he secretly does it out of affection

when you two are alone, he does become nicer and has a soft spot for you

very protective of you, and insists on being by your side all the time

being this close to him all the time will end up with some feelings between you two

if he sees other couples, he’ll be a little jealous and want what they have with you

he’s secretly really cheesy, and enjoys romance when it’s done right

but he’s a little too stubborn to confess or make a move, so...

Xiao stared at Moli and Holderlin talking, occasionally breaking out in laughter. Their conversations were long, but never going this far in the evening. Moli was clutching her stomach and Holderlin giggled behind his hand. What Xiao would give to make you laugh like that.

He looked over to where you two sat. You were busy hunched over some documents you needed to read, too busy to noticed him staring. He insisted on bringing you outside to get away from work, but you took your work with you.

“Do you have to do that, right now?”

“No, but I want to get it done-”

He grabbed the paper from you and stashed it in his pocket. “Great, let’s go.” Xiao grabbed your hand and pulled you from your seat.

“I wasn’t done reading that, Xiao.” You said. “Xiao? Where are we going?”

He led you away from the Wangshu Inn, towards the bridge. When you two did come to the bridge, he turned to face you.

“Working all day isn’t healthy.” He said. “Let’s take a break, for now.”

“Okay, but... okay, yeah. Let’s take a break.” You agreed.

You both leaned on the bridge’s edge, looking at the water. Occasionally you two would look at each other and smile. But this moment of peace was good for the both of you. It certainty allowed you to think about some things you had been putting off.

Xiao looked so beautiful. Your heart was beating so loud you could hear it in your ears. Your face felt warm, but you decided to always ignore these feelings when you were around him. Until now.

“Xiao, um,” You murmur. “I’m sorry if I am making you uncomfortable, but could I kiss you?”

The Adeptus looked at you with such adoration that it was overwhelming. “Yes.”

Gently, you two connect, holding each other’s cheek as you did.

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