#i'm traumatised

[travichughes]

as a travic and surrera fan i am bitterly disappointed by last night's episode and i have many thoughts that aren't nice ones... but at least vic is getting some good screentime. travis should've had less LMFAOOO

#i'm traumatised #travis is not a cheater #station 19 spoilers #station 19 #travis montgomery #travic #vic hughes #surrera

[omgtheregoesthefuckidontgive]

Have we entered bl horror/ thriller era??

#bl series #thai series #shadow the series #the whisperer the series #dead friend forever #I'm considering playyboy as a horror #I'm traumatised

[amorettopedri]

if he’s gonna have to miss the las palmas game after being so excited for it since like june…

.....he might cause I've been seeing reports that it was 2 weeks, then 3 weeks and now they're saying it could ne longer than 3 weeks

#anon #ask #pedri #fuxk this im so tired #i'm traumatised #from his previous injuries #so he could be out for 2 weeks to 2 months

[apricusapollo]

guys. BALD OBI WAN???????

#I'M TRAUMATISED #crys' star wars hours #star wars #tcw

[adamsrcnan]

you know that feeling when you love a character so much like that "love at first sentence" type of love and then the author just goes and violates them so hard. yeah that damage irreparable

#like why? #why must you do this to me #and why must your do this to THEM #i'm hurt #i'm upset #i'm traumatised #jade city

[hxhhasmysoul]

i’ve read most of available jjk. i’ve been thinking a lot about itadori’s (aka the sweetest boy of them all) origins ever since the beginning of the manga, i’ve had many theories and i was kinda on the right track but not exactly.

now that i know: thanx i hate it, my child deserves better.

but also i have conflicting feelings because damn it’s queer.

#yuji deserves the world #jjk is cursed on average #but is super cursed 30% of the time #it hurts me deeply #i'm traumatised #god i love it #it hits just right like hxh or berserk #Off Topic

[rubyredfortsopposite]

I'm gonna make this a series now💀

Yeah. I already complained about how you shouldn't search men up. So, guys, I'm gonna make this a series now and tell you what to never search up if you wanna stay sane. So yeah, here's part 2. Couples. Babes, never search couples on tumblr, y'all will witness people having sex or showing off their naked bodies💀 Like... who films themselves during sex and then looks at that video and says: "Yeah, I'm gonna post that on tumblr." Apparently a lot of people. So, babes, don't search up couples if you wanna stay sane💀

#couple #wtf #don't do this #I'm traumatised

[starryarles]

i'm currently watching i saw the devil and by god i didn't think i'd like it this much because i tend to not like movies from the late 00's and early 10's but this ones actually pretty good

#do not appreciate the nudity but whatever call me a prude #it's one of those things #where #i'm traumatised #so i don't want to look at other women #but they consented to being filmed #but like #idk i should just shut up

[calethescammer]

One of my favourite brain rotting tcf ideas is Cale having some tremor disorder. Basically, he has hands that randomly tremble without any reason.

It may be genetic to him, or he developed it as Cale because of not eating his meals properly and inevitably developing some vitamin deficiency.

Now comes the best part.

Imagine Cale, perhaps in some really gruesome battle, with blood of enemies and allies mixed around him. Imagine his family seeing Cale's stoic face, wondering how a person so young can be so brave, and then they see his hands shaking under his raven coat, even as they're curled tightly into a fist.

Imagine Cale looking at Jour's portrait, admiring her beauty and her alike face with his own. But then his family sees him, his gaze fixated on his mother's image and his hands trembling slightly.

Imagine him, standing at the forefront of some battle with his shields raised, with his hands trembling uncontrollably, even though he is not straining himself. The people protected under him can only tear up at his selflessness.

Imagine Cale after attacking the enemies with a wave of firebolts, but his hands again started shaking badly, even if he has them covered under his sleeves. His family misunderstands that as Cale hiding his pain.

Imagine Cale, resting on a couch after some battle, and when Raon, On and Hong excitedly climb upon his lap, he only smiles slightly and pats them with his trembling hands. The kids then worriedly inform Ron of this and Cale recieves sweet lemon tea for a whole week.

Imagine Cale talking about territory matters with Alberu, and Alberu is once again amazed by his dongsaeng's witty and almost experienced approaches to problems like war. But then he sees Cale's hands shaking while holding the tea cup, and he realises how absolutely not normal it is to not be nervous in such a situation. (Alberu later pledges to himself to give Cale the slacker life he always wished for.)

Just imagine Cale in any situation with trembling hands and it literally creates the most hilarious misunderstandings with some really wonderful angst.

#I'm absolutely gonna write this in whole later #it also helps you realise how much Cale is used to stuff that he shouldn't be used to #and the fact that no one in his family questions it. and just. goes along with it. #its really funny till you realise how traumatised this guy is #genuinely one of my most favourite brainrots to daydream about #trash of the count's family #lout of the count’s family #cale henituse #tcf #lcf #tcf novel #tcf prompt #kim rok soo

[iceman-soup]

amab reader x bot!ghost

It took years for Simon to trust you enough for this. It was a slow process, neither of you rushing, instead taking your time with your relationship: building it up over time, his and your confidence gradually raising with each new thing - small kisses, hugs; then eventually occasionally making out, regular cuddles.

But this? You'd thought about it, sure - but you couldn't quite believe it was actually happening until your lips were on his in your bedroom, hands delicately on his waist as if terrified he would break. Cautiously slipping under his shirt, pulling it over his head slowly to give him time to yank it right back on again if he needed. Eyes open, watching him slump back against the wall as his gaze follows you dumping his shirt on a nearby chair, then taking off your own and chucking it on top. His balaclava crumpled on the floor next to it.

"This alright, love?" you check. One hand moving to cup his cheek, the other hovering in mid air - unsure what to do. Ghost doesn't respond. His eyes are fixed on the carpet; scared. "You wanna stop, Si?" You shove your hands in your pockets.

His head snaps up, stare suddenly on you, laced with curiosity and still, slightly hidden away, fear. "No." His voice is blunt yet whispered, and he tilts his head slightly, "do you? We- we can, if y' want."

Your heart beats in your chest, trying to read his face. You shake your head. "Need you to be comfy, sweetheart," you insist, tentatively moving your arms to wrap around his waist, studying his reaction, "tell me what to do."

He hesitates, leaning into you, chest to chest as he lays his head on your warm, bare shoulder. Your fingers run absentmindedly up and down his back, tracing various scars like you have a million times before. His lips press to your neck, pausing a second more. Simon kisses your flesh, open mouthed and nipping a little, hands in your hair as he leaves a trail of marks up to your jaw, where you turn your head to capture his lips with your own.

"Gonna show me instead, pretty boy?" you murmur against his mouth, and he chuckles quietly; genuine, soft laughter for only your ears to hear. He brings you both together again, tongues in each other's mouths as you stumble towards the bed, clumsily sitting down on it with him straddling you.

Your hands drift to hold his belt, fingers skimming his body so he knows they're there; he breaks away for a bit to look down at you undoing it and his trousers, lifting himself up onto his knees so you can attempt to shimmy them down his hips.

"Stand up, love," you instruct gently, and he does, allowing you to take off his trousers and throw them on the chair - then doing the same with your own again. You'd seen each other in only boxers before, to change or go to bed, but this was different; of course it was.

"You're hard," he comments as if it's normal conversation. Taken slightly aback, you look down at yourself through the fabric then glance over at him.

"So are you," you grin, sitting back down on the bed, "want me to help with tha-"

"Yes."

Simon steps over to you, leaning down to kiss you again - slightly desperately, you note - and tugs a little at your hair. You hold his thighs, breaking away from his face to press small, loving kisses to his stomach and hips, your lips against the soft fabric of his boxers as you kiss his thighs. He doesn't make a sound other than slightly heavy breathing, but his hands massage your head, holding you close to him as if you're the sun on a cold, dark day.

You run a thumb between his skin and the waistline of his boxers, looking up at him. "Can I?" Waiting til he nods, then taking them off; noticing how he doesn't look down as he crawls properly onto the bed.

"Yours," he whispers simply, gesturing with a glance. You nod once, taking yours off too, shuffling to sit nearer to him, a hand on his chest as you lean in, kissing him deeply.

"Gonna prep you, okay?" you kiss his cheek, reaching for the lube on the side table and putting some on two fingers. "One at a time, and you say if I'm going too fast or anything, yeah?"

He lies down a little, tentatively spreading his legs; your heart skipping a beat realising how how vulnerable he feels right now. You open your mouth to reassure him, but he shuts you up by taking your clean hand in his own and giving it a light squeeze. "Ready," he murmurs, face turning red as you gradually push a finger into his hole.

"Relax, Simon," you coax, your index halfway in him as he holds your hand a little too tight for you to know he's comfortable. "You're okay, baby, promise."

Ghost cracks open one eye, staring at you. Relaxing - just a tiny, tiny amount. His voice is husky and shy. "Hurts."

"It'll feel better in just a minute, sweetheart." Reassure him. Kiss the scar on his ribs. Wait until he calms down then ever so gently pushing the finger in all the way; thumb stroking his knuckles when he groans quietly.

You're endlessly patient, letting him take as long as he needs to to adjust before topping up the lube on a second finger and carefully easing it in, pressing delicate kisses to his jaw and muttering praises in his ear; "doing so well, baby. Won't go faster than you want me to, love."

He rewards your care with half-held back moans and grunts, eyes opening every few moments just to check it's still you, hips bucking a little when he's ready for a third finger. And you give it to him, hesitating when he lets out one small sob; but then he whines a quiet "please," free hand nudging your arm to let you know it's alright.

Working gently to scissor him more than loose enough, terrified at the idea of hurting him, reassuring him it's okay when he asks if he can touch himself using as few words as possible. Easing him onto his side when he's prepped properly, facing each other cuz you know he'd hate any other position.

You put lube onto your cock; he watches, cuddling his head into your shoulder and his hands now tracing patterns onto the skin of your chest. You kiss his cheek, forming eye contact.

"Are you sure you want this?" You check, making sure he actually thinks for a moment before nodding. Your lips connect with his and you pull your hips together, groaning as he uses his own hand to put your dick into him. Giving him time to adjust before he's kissing your neck impatiently, big arms tenderly wrapped around you and little whimpers leaving his mouth that he needs you to move.

Rocking your hips into him, mixed moans filling the room, making sure to comfort and praise him and remind him to take care of himself as well. When he does, he's quick to cum all over yours and his stomachs, whining and pulling your bodies even closer.

"You want me to pull out when I cum, Si?" you ask, not stopping as you tilt his chin up to face you. He nods, smiling softly at being given the option. You slide out of him, kissing away his half-hearted complaints until you groan and thick white ropes of cum spurt from your cock, mixing with his on both your bodies, leaving the two of you panting and holding each other, sharing kisses every few seconds.

After several moments of just lying there, Simon grumbles and shifts uncomfortably. "'M all sweaty," he huffs, nuzzling his face into your chest even so. You run a hand through his hair, thinking. He pipes up again. "M' legs all shaky." You smirk knowingly.

"Want me to carry y-" he cuts you off with an eager nod. Cheeky bastard didn't even let you finish the sentence. Nevertheless, you haul his large frame into your (thankfully) strong arms, taking him into the bathroom and setting him down on the edge of the tub. "Bath?" He shrinks into himself a little at the exposure, but hums in agreement. Still vulnerable. Still scared.

You turn on the taps, getting the right temperature before sitting on the bathmat on the floor. Si slides down to curl up in your lap, clinging to you and scattering kisses along your jaw. When the bath is full enough, you let him get in after you. Keep him feeling secure. You hold his hand to steady him as he steps into the water and lays down. Cradle him in your arms, palming water through his hair and washing the half-dried cum off both your bodies.

Towelling yourself off afterwards as he does the same with his own; looking away when he asks you to. Changing into soft pyjamas that make him look as if he was never military at all, just your sweet, pretty Simon who loves you so, so much. He leads you by the hand back to bed, helping you quickly change the sheets before crawling under the duvet, cuddling up, his head snuggled into your chest.

#this took. a very long time. #but i'm done and i LOVE it #wdym this seems really specific? nuh uh #ideal first time for me. yeah thanks #simon ghost riley #cw smut #cod smut #simon riley x reader #ghost x reader #x amab reader #x male reader #cod men x male reader #ghost x gn!reader #ghost x male reader #simon riley x top male reader #bottom cod men #simon riley x male reader #traumatised simon riley #<- because he IS and needs to be treated carefully. let him be vulnerable let him trust you properly

[peanutseagle]

Could u plz draw part 2 of Damian asking Anya 's hand from Loid ?

Your wish is my command, anon 🥖

(part one)

#y'all notice how all of my comics end with a tiny damian being mentally overwhelmed??? #i think that says a lot about me #anyway it took loidy some good 13 years to deal with his fatherly dread after finding out about dami's crush #don't get him wrong #he knows sy-on boy is a very good boy #maybe a bit traumatised #but he genuinely likes him #and he knows anya reciprocates his feelings #but its just too much for him. Anya was a tiny baby only a few days ago and suddendly she's in college???? #he's going to be VERY emotional at the ceremony #and i'm here for it #“Dang... Plan B was a success. Too good of a success” #damianya #spy x family #damian desmond #anya forger #loid forger #sxf fanart #sxf fancomic #spy x family comic #my art #request

[pharawee]

I want to be with you like this for as long as I can, Master Yoh.

#1000 years old #1000 years old the series #opal kritsapatorn #shane nutchapol #pun x yoh #1000yearsoldedit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #bl series #my edits. #istg if this has a bad ending i'll cry for the rest of the year #i'm still traumatised from kissable lips

[amorettopedri]

missing pedrigavi ☹️

#pedri #gavi #pedri/gavi #pedrigavi #need them back together #lomls <3 #the first gif - that day haunts me cause thats when everything went south #i'm traumatised #pedri was supposed to be out for like 3-4 weeks max #now its nearing 2 months

[pterodach]

Make him feel alright

#jean vicquemare #disco elysium #pteroart #wip #I love Jean but i draw him every time i feel awful #It's weird to reflex your own emotions through the character #I need sincere support #but I'm traumatised and don't believe in it. #despair art again

[aimbutmiss]

I write a lot of shuggy angst but whenever I run into this pic I am filled with so much joy!! They look so carefree and happy to just spend time with each other 😭😭 I really need to write more happy stuff about them...

#I'm sorry my babies but im obsessed with traumatising you two #especially shanks tho #because at least buggy gets to taste some happiness in my cross guild posts #one piece #buggy the clown #red haired shanks #shuggy

[warren-keplers-funk-band]

i'm trying to function like a normal person but it keeps hitting me at inopportune moments that buck kissed a man last episode and i fully stumble and bluescreen for a few seconds each time

#like i'm still in disbelief #THEY DID THAT #i'm so traumatised by the shows i grew up with #i'm scared to acknowledge that it's real #FUCK #i keep wanting to CRY #i was just reading a scene in an older fic where buck comes out as bisexual to the team #and i was like haha nice OH WAIT #THIS IS OUR REALITY NOW #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #buddie #911 #bucktommy #911 spoilers