#i've been reading a lot of yandere stuff lately so enjoy

[eustassslut]

What type of yandere are they? (polyamorous! AU), | Kid Pirates x gender neutral reader

TW: mentions of kidnapping, drugging, implied stockholm syndrome, brief mention of being hit, threats and so much gaslighting

Heat is the completely delusional and clingy type

He never wants to leave your side and is often spotted trailing behind you like a little puppy

He's always stood right next to you and depending on his mood, is incredibly silent or talks and talks and talks

Your personal space doesn't exist when Heat is around you

Literally could care less about how uncomfortable it makes you when he's so close to you; if you take a step away he'll take a step forward and then an extra one

Always sneaks you extra food and brings you gifts of things he thinks you'll like

Originally was the only one who didn't want to guilt-trip and gaslight you onto the ship, he wanted to continue to glorify you from a distance before he made a move to talk to you

But unfortunately for you, Kid and Wire can be incredibly convincing

Heat will always listen to what Kid says to him, even if he has to put aside his own morals

If Kid says you have to be punished or do a particular thing, you're doing it

Secretly likes when the others are cruel to you because then you're more willing to accept and initiate physical affection with him

If Wire screaming at you and Kid threatening you with locking you alone in your room for a month makes you beg him to hold you whilst crying, then so be it

He's the easiest to guilt trip and manipulate into giving you more freedom and buying you the things you want

Kid is the completely delusional, possessive and aggressive type

Demands you sit with him in his workshop whilst he works and won't let you leave until he's done, even if he's in there all day

Is torn between wanting you to accept that you're his now and wanting you to continue to rebel

Will tell you to do something but means the opposite and then punishes you for not automatically knowing what he wants

Likes to parade you around on islands with the others, boasting to other crews about how perfect you are

Will whisper in your ear about how he'd kill everyone who you even glance at and will go into specifics about every grotesque little detail

The one who spotted you first and made the initial move to talk to you, blinding you so well with tales of his adventures that you would never notice Kid's other motives

Brings you gifts of jewellery that you're convinced come from people he's murdered because sometimes they have blood stains on them

Also buys/steals clothes that he insists you wear for him immediately and refuses to leave whilst you try on each item

Obsessed with you wearing his clothes, especially his coats

Had someone remove all of your warmer clothes so you have to either ask Kid to borrow his coat or cuddle up to him to keep warm

If you ever escaped, he'd insist on tracking you down himself and dealing out whatever punishment he sees fit

Demands you call him Captain or Sir only, but he'd let you get away with calling him Kid during a soft moment or when you're being well-behaved

Kid either will be in your personal space all week or leave you alone for a week

If you tried to kill him or a crew member, Kid would insist on you trying to finish the job and laugh at you whilst you struggle to win against him

Refuses to hit you himself but has no concerns about making a crew member or Wire do it for him

Completely obsessed and in love with you, but will not hold back if you successfully harmed part of his crew

If you were to scratch Killer during a tantrum, you can say goodbye to the sunlight and food for the next few weeks

Killer is the incredibly manipulative and cunning type

He knows exactly what to say to get you doing what he wanted you, all while you think you've outsmarted him

Kid and Wire may agreed on kidnapping you, but Killer is the whole reason you're on the ship in the first place

Every time you're allowed out of your cabin, he's nearby just standing and staring at you

Whilst it seems like Kid and Wire are the ones to watch out for, it's really Killer

Doesn't really like when the others drug your food since he's put so much effort into making

Likes when you eat his food and demands that he feed you himself because you're to weak to do it yourself

Praises you when you've been well behaved and rewards you with your favourite foods, books and art supplies

Let's you get away with arguing and fighting back, but you had better pray Kid doesn't spot you throwing plates at his best friend because then you're screwed

He's incredibly observant and notices every little thing you do, how you treat him is the only thing stopping the others knowing about everything you do when they don't notice

Regularly threatens to expose you because he enjoys the look of pure panic and the way you immediately obey his demands

Gets very upset when you don't stick to the schedule he's made for you

Wants you to fit his hallucinated version of you but never outwardly says what that is

Is incredibly touch starved so if you were to ask to brush his hair or hug him, Killer would give in to whatever demands you have immediately

Wire is the mean and sadistic type

Whenever Heat is following you around, he's usually right behind him and waiting for the perfect moment to harass you when Heat's not looking

Will not hold back when you've broken a rule; he doesn't care how much you beg, scream and cry for him to forgive you

In fact he enjoys when you clutch at his knees and cry about how you'll do anything in exchange for not being locked in a cell alone for the next two weeks

Will just talk at you about how he knows what's best for you and you need to listen to him

Regularly drugs your food and uses the time whilst you're unconscious to watch you sleep and touch you

You'll wake up later to find that you're wearing his clothes, your hair has been brushed and the other side of your bed is warm from where Wire was sat

Demands you thank him and Kid every day for allowing you the right to be on the ship and saving you from your sad attempt at a life

Treats you like a toy who's only there for his entertainment and ignores Heat's requests to be nicer to you

Wire and Killer decide what you wear, what you eat, who you speak to, how much air you're allowed to get and who is allowed to your enter your cabin

Usually the one who's in charge of your punishments and never makes them nice or easy

Embarrasses you in public but if anyone outside of the 4 of them were to laugh at you, he'd see they were executed immediately

ׂׂૢ་༘࿐ ♡ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐

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#ik this isn't my usual type of content BUT #i've been reading a lot of yandere stuff lately so enjoy #i also blame the new melanie martinez album #eustass kid #wire one piece #heat one piece #killer one piece #killer #wire #heat #heat op #wire op #killer op #eustass captain kid #eustass kid x reader #wire x reader #heat x reader #killer x reader #yandere one piece #yandere eustass kid #yandere heat #yandere wire #yandere killer

[love-toxin]

miss ellie i'm realizing now that i never told you now revolutionary your ocs are. like. i've been on this website for literal years and the day i found your blog was with an oc post where you introduced such a dynamic lineup with so much variety, it was the first i had ever seen. maybe i wasn't looking hard enough but you had poc yanderes AND trans yanderes it was the first time i had ever seen any (i know it sounds crazy to say but i'm being so fr rn.) even when i look through your old posts and reread them i just get blown away by how each one is different and has their own personality even though you have so many?? anyway it's late and i just wanted to say that ty <3

will you marry me?? 🥺

LOL to be for real though that makes me sooooo happy you don't even understand, I'm really glad i get to be that way for you and all you lovely people 💕💕 it's a blessing to be able to write & post my work and I'm genuinely happy to see people connecting with it.

tbh, the representation i try to portray accurately is a really long-standing relationship i have with writing & authorship in general. this might not be a terribly interesting bit of lore but back when i was in my teens and consuming a lot of fanfic online in the early forms of it (ff.net my love </3) that was something that hit me a lot in reading self-insert fic, because I'd always been a huge reader and was just then tapping into self-inserts and community fiction posting rather than just books. and i remember distinctly (i think partly bc I've always grown up in multicultural neighborhoods/had mixed family growing up) reading fanfics and having the thought of "huh, i can relate to this description or this experience, but that makes me wonder whether other people can."

funny enough, it was partly when i would read descriptions of the author giving a self-insert long hair or referencing their hair in some way, and I'd start wondering how girls who wore a hijab would read that same piece, cause i went to school with a bunch of girls who wore it or a full niqab. and so i started wondering more like "if i was black, would i relate to this experience in this fic? if i was trans or gender non-conforming, are there characters i can relate to? if i were a mix of these things, could i find somewhere i belong in this setting?" and since then it kind of became a focus in the way i wrote stuff going forward.

i think using inclusive language in fic writing is really integral to a greater horizon of people enjoying it, and thinking on my ocs i always wanted to have characters that people could really relate to. I'd stop a lot in my process of creating my initial sets of characters and try to keep in mind those thoughts that i had in reading fics; "if i were this or that, could someone in that position relate to the stories I'm writing? and if not, what can i change to make that happen?" because if people are going to enjoy my characters or find comfort in them i want everyone possible to have the ability to. it's kind of intimidating at times to write for experiences i haven't had personally but it led me (and still leads me) to do a ton of research, and in doing so I've been able to learn lots of really fascinating things in the process. in doing so, it made it really easy for my characters to develop their personalities through my writing because i think they inherently have identities that are complex, which is always the goal you want for any character in the first place.

sorry that this kinda went off on a ramble LOL, but after so many years of writing and with my degree under my belt i still really think about it a lot. I'm really glad what i wanted to do has come across and i hope you continue to enjoy my ocs!! ❤️❤️

#ellie chats #yandere ocs #i am actually soooo psyched u said this anon u deserve all my kisses <3 #anons

[maleyanderecafe]

hey, do u know any other good yandere recommendation pages? btw love ur page its really nice and u have good taste!! :)

Oh hey! I've seen some of your ratings and it's always great to have more people who rate yandere media. Also, thank you so much!

I actually have a page here for that kind of stuff but it's a bit old and outdated, plus I have some new places I check too. I will still repeat stuff off of that page, but here we go.

Reccommendation Blogs on Tumblr

@ystrike1 - more active lately, she does a lot of reviews based on more darker media and isekai titles amongst other things (like games or even figurines, interestedly.) Again, I don't agree that all of their recommendations are yanderes (usually they have the vibes of yandere, if you get what I mean), but they do have a lot of good stuff to go through.

@thatyanderecritic - inactive, both Julie and Kai run this blog and they do both female and male yandere reviews. Always have something interesting to say. Again, don't always agree with their takes, but it's a good place to look.

@erednayy - does a lot of reviews on yandere content and quite a variety as well, from music, to games, to books and of course webcomics.

@little-psycho-boys - on and off, but they do come on to recommend some yandere or yangire content. Very good for checking through since I used to send asks to that tumblr.

@lovesick-boys-club - has a LOT of good ones, but they're in Russian (...I think it's Russian) and not all of them are translated. Still, really good to look through.

@yandere-expressions - mostly does screencaps of yandere faces BUT does actually source them in the tags (which is a god send) so maybe look into those too.

@fuckyeahmaleyandere - pretty dead, but was a huge blog back a couple years, it's a good place to look through though.

Reccommendation Places off Tumblr

Yandere Males Blog - pretty dead, but one of the first places to look for yandere stuff when I first started. Surprisingly the comments still have recommendations from this year, so try reading through some of those.

r/yandere - mooostly female yanderes (and a lot of characters that are not), but does have occasional male yanderes plus a list that includes both males and female yanderes.

r/MaleYandere - THIS one on the other hand, all male yandere. The recommendations can be fairly unique as well. If you join their discord (you'll have to be 18+ to join) you can also come talk to me and a bunch of other yandere guy lovers.

Yandere^2 Forum -I'm actually rather surprised that this one is still alive since it's been around for years. Again, has both male and female yanderes so you might need to dig.

qiarayounglib - old and pretty dead, but you might find some nice male yandere stuff on there as well.

Yandereboy_Club - on Instagram. Has a couple of recommendations that are pretty good, though again I wouldn’t say all of them are yandere.

You can also look up lists on various manga/webcomic websites like mangagogo or look in the comments on a lot of different places. I like to find it in a variety of places (forums, youtube videos, I get a lot of recommendations from friends like Cherry)

If you find any good places, feel free to tell me, I'd love to find more things for people to enjoy!

#asks #male yandere #yandere #yandere boy #lists

[yandere-sins]

Hello~☆ Here for my thoughts on your blog and it's actually the perfect timing bc I've been thinking on whether or not to tell you smth. That something being...

How grateful I am for you!💜!💜!💜! Like, I think you're one of the first yandere blogs that opened my eyes and really pulled me into this special hell. I like how you...stay in character? Might sound weird since you'd think that's the standard but it's just what I noticed. Like, they way you write characters is very much believable. And the way you write is also just so easy to read, digest and pops like a Nimm 2 candy. It was also kinda surprising to know that you're also German bc of how fluently and well you write but also bc it just feels very smth distinct I can't describe to know that there's smn who's also into this fucked up shit in the same country as me.

Anyways, I love your stuff and I owe you my life 🤗 take responsibility for what you've done to me

Late replies, but thanks everyone who sent something in! I’ll go through it now ^-^

Thank you! I am really glad that I’m still able to keep up making the characters feel believable despite distorting their personalities! I’ve always tried to stay as much in-character as possible with my fanfiction, and I try to grab what I can for yandere and build on it (or wreck it hehe)!

I know that I make a lot of mistakes still, but I’m glad that it seems like non-primary english speakers are still able to read it! I think that’s already an achievement in itself :D You’d be surprised, though, how many Germans I got to know via my blogs, so you’re definitely not alone with whatever your preferences are! And I don’t think there’s anything wrong with enjoying what’s enjoyable for you personally :3 I’m glad that I’m able to give you the immersive experience through yandere in writing that makes you feel a lot of things!

Thank you for sharing and I hope you get to enjoy a lot more stories in the future!! ♥

I can’t take responsibility for your life tho, pls have mercy I can hardly manage my own x’D

It’s never too late, thank you for reaching out ♥

With the concepts, it’s a lot like with the characters, where you set on a completely normal, harmless point and then just drag it down to hell. It’s just practice I’d say! Nevertheless, thank you for your kind words and support! It means a lot to hear you say these things about my stories, especially when I try (even when I’m struggling at times), to present them the way you just described! I hope you’ll enjoy a lot more of my stories in the future :3

Welcome back! I’m glad to hear from you again ^-^

(POV and perspective are both okay to use, no worries! :D) Thank you so much for your insight! I’m sure you noticed I’ve been trying different POVs lately, and from different people, so I’m glad you found them all enjoyable regardless! I definitely want to do more yandere pov in the future, especially with the prison project still running (I think that would put a very different, interesting light on things >:3), but sometimes I get insecure and just hope it’s not too difficult to read as a reader who might not be able to relate. But I’m glad you don’t seem to have a problem with that! :D More power to you!!

Reblogs are definitely the best form of support, even for older works! Oftentimes I see someone reblogging a piece from a while ago and suddenly it gains notes again! Tumblr algorithm is crazy sometimes, but it of course makes me really happy to see that my old writing gets another chance at life ^-^

As for the OC content, I will admit that has slacked a little. Rhys is mostly finished and I think a lot of people don’t really know him since he’s quite old, but I have one more general headcanon request for him which I will do (hopefully soon). I don’t think Atreo will be featured in the upcoming MerMay again but I am still working on plotting out the story, so who knows! However, it’ll feature three new OCs so... that’s something xD As for the Alien Project, which is not only hosting my OC but also other people’s OCs, that’s probably the best bet for OC content! The next time I get to write about it, we’ll get some more Azazel action at least, so that’s something to look forward to!

Otherwise, I hope you’ll enjoy the semi-oc’s I sometimes write about, and who will keep popping up here and there, but I don’t have any more planned aside from the mentioned above yet, sorry >-< Maybe the next time, we’ll switch things up and get a darling OC where we are the yandere? Who knows, but I think that could be fun as well ^-^

Stay safe & healthy as well, and thank you for checking in ♥

#Admin

[elsecrytt]

Omg I swear that you are appearing on all of the blogs I frequent lately with your big brain (just saw you on sinful yandere after catching you on a few other blogs). That being said, since you tend to run in similar circles to me apparently, do you have any good blog suggestions? I need more to follow. ~Naomi

akdsfjghkjgf ALAS I do enjoy tumblr mostly for the discovery through my delicious mutuals reblogging The Good Fic and I don't actually follow that many people. BUT!! i do have reccs!

There's one or two that I follow who aren't super active in the om! scene anymore:

@yandere-daydreams in particular I commissioned once; she's an absolutely amazing writer and writes a TON, too. She goes hard on the horror/dark part of it, and is mostly into genshin rn, but her original works are super enjoyable too!

And @sugarfairychan who is not into om! at all, and in fact writes more for bnha; I found them through their REALLY AMAZING original yandere ideas. They're pretty much on the opposite side of the spectrum compared to what daydreams writes sdkfglhfg

Here are the ones who are relatively active that I know of:

@mimi-the-lucifer-stan I haven't gotten around to yelling at, but they have a really amazing yandere!Diavolo/Reader series going on right now! The last three chapters in particular have been absolutely POPPIN.

@undead-merman I cannot for the life of me remember if you know this one already but these guys are absolutely awesome!! Lots of monsterfucking and the yandere is just the right mix of romance and monsters-not-conforming-to-human-values for me,,, <3

@demon-fucking-therapist is an awesome writer and a great friend; they're writing a yandere!demons series with a dom!reader, so on the lighter side, but I super super enjoy it~

@house-of-laminations is another friend who has started to have more time for tumblr recently! Their stuff is more darkfic than yandere, but they're still into the juicy monster headcanons and ideas (this is their sfw blog, though, you can be horny at them on @purgatory-ho where they write DELICIOUS stuff!!!)

For non-yandere works, I can't recommend @demonfamilytherapist enough,,, demon-fucking-therapist is her main blog skdfghflhg.

@obeythebutler you probably already know but they are absolutely fantastic and write some PHEONOMENAL angst, fluff, all sorts of character interactions

@inhuman-obey-me also writes some really great stuff! Particularly in the Demons Being Demons/Horror/Lore of Devildom department!

Those are all the big ones I can think of that I follow, who also post relatively frequently!! I am sorry if I annoyed any of those ppl with tags, I don't interact with tumblr tagging very much at all,,, the links may 100% be broken or whatever anyways XD

I always have fic recs at the reader - and also I have @librarytt which is where I've reblogged works I really like from some blogs that are now inactive (it was mostly to keep an archive of reblogs to myself, so I didn't have to search through my own works to find fics to re-read).

#naomi #asks #elsey rambles #fic reccs!!

[ratherbefangirling]

hi there! i'd like to request a bts ship if you're still doing them! i hope i'm doing all of this right, i haven't really used tumblr in a while 😭

my nickname is m, i'm 23 years old! i'm an ambivert (who acts a bit more like an introvert these days), enfp, enneagram 4. contrary to what people around me think, i'm a slytherin 🙈 i used to be a lot more shy than i am now, but i've somehow naturally overcome that through activities in my school's drama club. i'm both a cat and a dog person and would love to own one of each in the near future! i'm an animal lover in general, i'm especially obsessed with ducks, pandas and penguins for some reason 🙈 regarding my appearance, i'm pretty basic, i have brown eyes and brown wavy hair, i'm around 165 cm tall and i'm a bit on the chubbier side.

i'm currently getting my degree in foreign language teaching, i speak 3 languages fluently and i'm planning to start learning french in the near future. besides languages, i'm really interested in art and art history, astronomy, archaeology and psychology. if i wasn't a teacher, i'd probably be a speech therapist or i'd just live off of drawings/paintings i make or stuff i craft.

i change my hobbies almost every week, right now, i spend most of my time playing video games. i've really been into sims lately (i mostly build stuff because i find the gameplay really repetitive). as soon as i graduate, i'd like to start travelling more often, some of the countries i'd like to visit are italy, france, the uk, japan, switzerland, south korea and new zealand.

my ideal partner is someone who would enjoy spending a lot of their free time with me, someone who would not be afraid of physical affection because i love love LOVE to give and receive cuddles and hugs! i'd also like to have a partner who would respect me and my interests and would always support me in everything i do. an ideal date would either be a picnic with all of our favorite food or going out for hot drinks (hot choco or tea) and then later watching something at the cinema.

my bias is tae, he somehow caught my eye the moment i was introduced to bts, i love how he seems to have a really cold exterior but on the inside he's the cutest fluffball that exists! i don't really have a bias wrecker, or rather, i change my bias wrecker every week because i just love all of the boys and i have a different special connection with each and every one of them.

a no-no for me are yandere and hybrid AUs, everything else is ok!

ship type: regular please 😊

i'm really sorry if this turned out to be too long 💔

Don't be sorry, its lovely to read this!!!

The person I ship you with is Namjoon

Warning : Idol au.

You meet Namjoon in one of the rich people parties

it was an art event

Your dress cost an arm and a leg

But you did look gorgeous

So much so that Namjoon couldn't take his eyes of you... so that was good investment.

You however were engrossed in the paintings, one in particular you felt really connected to

Namjoon decides to approach you and comment on it.

You talk and talk and talk

The nights end up with you drunk on Namjoon's dimples and a message on your phone.

Your life goes to normal and the night seems like a fairytale dream

Except Joon sends you paintings he likes and music he likes and when he thinks the sky is pretty or if he wants to talk about his pokemon collection

It's cute until it isn't because you think you're falling for him and I don't blame you who wouldn't

Namjoon decides to go on a trip and hire you as his official translator

Its because he needs a translator he says and not because you said you dreamt of travelling

So basically you get paid to live your dream, to travel, to explore that too in luxury and to eat and laugh with your bestfriend and the boy you really really like.

The last day of the trip is in Paris and its cliche but its romantic (though with this man going to the convenience store would be romantic too) (next time he'll take you to Taj Mahal, 'it was called Mumtaz Mahal after the emperors wife but more importantly his lover')

Of course he intends to propose but he has lost the ring and you laugh because this is Namjoon.

Once you do agree to be his lover, he can't take his hands of you, he's always all over you

Infact it gets irritating when after coming home from the gym he hugs you and you have to take a bath

He also has a whole wall with your artwork only one work not done by you is put up it's the painting you liked and the room is decorated with your souvenirs and his pokemon collection and your photos

Every winter you both make ductan sonyeondan and every year he manages to break the mold.

In conclusion you have a person who not only supports your life but is glad because it reduces his guilt even if on occasion despite never admitting later he does get jealous

Now you have a person who is going to turn every part of your relationship into songs ... sometimes you wonder if he loves you more or the song writing content you provide him

But who cares sometimes you know love and sometimes you dont but as long as there are snacks with your tea you are willing to learn about it.

Hope you liked it.

[unknownzapy]

Heya I'm new here and I'm very nervous but I really like your writing and I'm hoping I'm not bothering but,,,

If you don't mind, could you give me a matchup with yandere fnf, creepypasta, or eddsworld? Any gender is alright,,,

I'm a 5"8 enby and chubby with dyed pink hair, an infj, libra, and LOVE anything valentines related or pink (not to mention I often collect plushies). I'm into a lot of stuff like tabletop rpgs, theme park rides/history, and horror related things. My favorite artists at the moment are Mitski, Lemon Demon, and Tally Hall! I'm also a theatre kid, so I tend to listen to and sing songs from musicals I enjoy. I don't sing often, mostly for myself.

I draw almost constantly as an outlet and listen to music a lot, and I try to be as kind to others as I can even if they're not kind to me. I'm more often than not the mom friend despite how sensitive I tend to be, and I tend to be a really big people pleaser due to stuff I've been through in the past. I have a difficult time saying no or asking for help, making it unfortunately easy to walk all over me.

Hope this isn't too confusing or convoluted to read, have a nice day/afternoon/night!!! ^-^

Author’s Note: Of course you’re not bothering me! And don’t worry, you wrote all this wonderfully✨. I hope Its all right that I did one fandom, new friend 👍🏼.

For Friday Night Funkin, Your Yandere Matchup Is…Servente!

I believe Sarvente would be a Possessive, Manipulative, Overprotective, Mildly Delusional and Mildly Controlling Yandere.

Sarvente is her usual self, just 100 times worse. She absolutely adores how you enjoy Valentines and Pink Themed items, especially with your plushies and finds it cute and innocent; which makes her quite protective of you that it becomes overbearing, specifically towards anyone she deems “unholy.” Which also brings us to her being mildly delusional, convinced that not everyone is exactly good nor evil, so she has to have a reason for being with you. Sarvente knows this is wrong, but she’s doing this for your safety.

Her Overprotectiveness stems from wanting to get people into a better place, which, in this case, is a corruption of that. Sarvente insists on going out with you whenever you go out or, at the very least, give her a text or a call every once in a while or else she’ll come to you instead. Trust me when I say Sarvente is coming from good intentions, just overbearing, as I said before.

This leads to her being Mildly Controlling, if you fail to give her a call/text to know where you are, who you’re hanging out with, etc. that it even makes Ruv worried. However, as far as he is concerned, Ruv won’t interject on what’s happening, knowing that if he broke The Vow, both he and Sarv would die. Additionally, he has a hunch that if he does shove himself in between whatever relationship you have with her, he’ll probably have severe consequences from Sarv.

Anyways, Sarvente can and will push you to hang out with her more, positive toxicity if you will. Should you refuse, however, She’ll remove any potential competition from the picture, including family, friends, and as far as to remove pets/animals from your life, if any at all. Don’t think that she enjoys this as this leaves a bitter taste in her mouth, leaving her to kidnap you and keep you close instead, slowly deluding herself that you two are match made in Heaven, ironically speaking.

Sarvente absolutely adores how short you are compared to her, which is 7 feet and 5 inches by the way, but in a way that’s affectionally teasing. But since I see that it’s hard to say “No” for you, she probably doesn’t see that you’re uncomfortable with anything until it’s already too late, immediately wanting to apologize or make it up to you in some way, shape, or form. On the flip slide, she’s more than willing to come to your defense whenever someone bullies you in some way, even if you can’t say “No” as easily as others.

She doesn’t mind you singing or drawing somewhere in the Church, she finds it quite Lovely! She encourages you to sing more openly, so of course she always asks if she could sing with you to help you with that. If not, Sarv would respect your wishes and leave it at that. If you do allow her to, then she’s beyond thrilled! Sarv usually takes the lead or sings for you, in case you don’t feel like singing, or generally just hangs out with you, even though your tastes are quite different from here, but accepting all the same.

Speaking of acceptance, Sarv doesn’t mind you being Enby and Chubby, claiming that she loves you either way. However, as old as she is, Sarv slips up from time to time on your pronouns, but quickly uses your proper pronouns to not make you upset. This also includes making you feel loved for your body, especially when someone makes a negative comment about it.

Sarvente, as a whole, wants the absolute best for you, even though it includes pushing things to its edge and limit, including you, unintentionally speaking. If you’re careful with stepping on these eggshells, then you’re going to have a grand time with holding two sides of life.

#headcanons #headcanon #matchup #yandere #yandere matchups #yandere matchup #FNF Matchup #Yandere FNF #friday night funkin #Friday night Funkin matchup #yandere Friday night Funkin #zapy answers

[hanakoenjoyer]

Hey Amane| Yugi Amane

Please don’t read this I wrote it when I was 12 I’m gonna kms

𝓗𝓮𝔂 𝓐𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮

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Request? no

Angst 🥀

No dates are confirmed except Amane's birthday!

AN; THIS IS OLD AND FROM MY WATTPAD ACC LMAO. ILL MAKE A REQUEST THING IF PPL WANT

Tw! Mentions of su1c1de, S/H, slight yandere implications, and murder.

I'm not encouraging those actions in any way! I've been in a bad mood though so I'm taking it out here.

Enjoy everyone

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[Y/N pov]

8/16/1969

Hey Amane! I'm writing these letters to give you one day when I either finally confess to you, or when we hopefully get married. Well, if that happens that is. Today you were able to calm me down after I was having a breakdown, and that made me realize how caring you are. I think I'm in love with you...

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8/18/1969

Hey Amane! I'm writing again today because your so amazing! Thanks for sitting with me at lunch today and talking. Well, thanks for talking to me. You kinda spent the whole period talking about the half moon tonight, but I don't mind! Watching you get so excited about space and stuff made my heart flutter ♡. Write again soon!

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8/31/1969

Hey Amane! It's been a while sense I wrote hasn't it! I think I can work up my courage to confess to you soon. I hope you like me back! Because I'm madly in love with you~ haha! I exaggerated a bit! When I confess I think I might take you star gazing, sense you love it so much! I think I know everything about you by now. I may know you more than you do yourself! Haha! It's really late so, I'll write again when I confess! Good night my love ♡

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9/23/1969

Hey Amane!! I DID IT! I CONFESSED.

AND WELL. YOU KNOW THIS BUT IT WENT SO WELL! Knowing that you've returned my feelings sense the day we met fills my heart with joy. I have seen some bruises still on your arms though. You told me the that at had stopped. I'll respect your privacy but if this goes on I will be forced to make you answer no matter what it takes. I'd do anything for you. I love you amane!

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9/30/1969

Hey Amane! Our relationship has been going so well and I love you more than myself ♡ hehe- that sounds bad. But I'm updating this journal again because you've been kinda cold recently. Are you still being injured? Are you keeping secrets? Oh well, that's fine. As long as your here, I'm fulfilled. We have a date in a week or two to watch the sunrise, I'll ask you there so I don't do it at school!

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10/10/1969

Hey Amane :) is everything ok? You didn't show up last night. Did I do something? If I did anything to hurt you I'd never be able to forgive myself. I'd do whatever it takes to earn forgiveness, even harm myself or others. We need to talk about this ok? Love you Amane.

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10/20/1969

Hey Amane, I haven't updated this in FOREVER. Well. I haven't updated it sense the day we were meant to go on a date but instead you stabbed your brother and then killed yourself. Hah

I don't think I've left my room in days. I've spent the last 10 days crying. Mourning your death. Why did you do this to me. Did I do something wrong that pushed you off the edge? Or was it them. It must be them. I'll always love you Amane. Through life and death.

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10/29/1969

Hey amane! I had an idea for your birthday! It's a really good one, because I've been READING a lot! And I figured, if fictional characters can get away with it so can I! I won't give any more away in case your here in spirit! I love you Amane. I'll update once I finish your gift ♡

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11/25/1969

Hey Amane! It's done! Your gift is ready :] For your birthday I fixed the issue you had with bullies! They'll never bully again. You want to know why? Well they can't even breathe, so bulling is gonna be kinda hard hehe- That's right! I killed them. It had be punching me every. Single. Day. That I couldn't stop your bullying when you were alive. So I was able to use my detective skills to find themmm~ I even snuck into your old house and found the knife you used to kill yourself. Before killing them I stabbed myself in the arm with it. I wanted to feel your blood enter my bloodstream. I could never let your blood touch their disgusting bodies. Then I stabbed them. Somewhere so that they wouldn't die instantly. The screams of pain and tourment muffled by the tape I put on their mouths. I buried them after. But I did it because of how much I love you ♡ Now there's only one victim left. Myself! Amane I can't live without you. And now I won't have to. May we meet again Amane, I love you.

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The end lmao

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[cinnamonest]

Daily Life - Yandere Childe, Zhongli, Xiao

A continuation of the earlier post about Kaeya and Diluc

Content Warnings: n/s/f//w mentions/themes/stuff (but not like, explicit detail), fem reader, normal yandere stuff

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Childe's a busy guy. He wakes you up every morning, usually pretty sweetly. He'll nuzzle up against your face, mumbling a "good morning" into your ear. He's sweet, but, you gotta get up when he tells you to. And you have to be the one to make food, he likes watching you walk around.

If he's gone, he is again one to give darling a surprising amount of freedom. He has the highest quality of security available and all, so he allows some roaming. That and, in a sorta terrifying thought, he's one hundred percent confident that even if you got away, he could find you, so he's not even too worried about escaping. He's so confident that you'll never truly escape him, which frankly is pretty intimidating for darling to realize. He'll get you things you like and stuff to do, stimulate your mind and all that, probably as time goes on will leave you chore lists and things you're required to do for him or else.

When he gets back, he's very tired usually, will expect you to make him food and be sweet and greet him at the door when he comes back, preferably on your knees. If you're not, he'll get irritated, especially if you're trying to hide. If you're just asleep or something, he might excuse it and find it cute. But he does a lot for you, you know, the least you can do is this one little thing. If he's had a particularly bad day, he'll be extra irritated, so it's wise to follow this command, and be ready to have all of his irritation taken out on you the moment he gets back. You're his favorite little stress ball to stuff and squeeze.

For days off, as I've said before he's one of the few that will willingly take you outside, and unlike Kaeya from the last routine post he's not in a bad mood about it either. He likes to show you off, likes walking in public holding hands or with his arm around you so that people can see, it gives him a sort of pride, and honestly he likes mimicking a "normal" relationship. But just know you're on a tight leash. Not literally of course... yet. He lays it out very clearly exactly how you are to behave when going outside, not speaking to others and not going out of his sight. Any attempts to make a scene, try to get a stranger to help etc will be dealt with fairly harshly. And don't think about pulling some covert, sneaky shit like trying to look at a stranger with the "help me" facial expression or trying to silently mouth something, slip a written message to a waitress etc -- he'll be watching you closely enough to pick up on any of that, and honestly that will set him off more than blatantly trying to make a scene. You will be immediately headed home to get an attitude adjustment since you can't behave.

Later on, he'll want you to accompany him to his work sometimes, on those days that whatever he has to do involved more sitting down than fighting - paperwork, important meetings, etc. He likes your presence, of course, you make the time pass more quickly. But really this is, more than anything, because he's an arrogant show-off. He'll give you something to fiddle with but will just sit you on his lap throughout the whole time, gently stroking your thigh or resting his head on your shoulder, making you wear embarrassingly revealing things and making sure everyone sees, be it the entire group in a wide meeting hall or some subordinate come to have a one-on-one talk, or even his superiors, thanking them for them letting him bring his pet to work. It even allows him to get in some good de-stressing during the middle of the day when no one else is around. Expect lots of bring-your-fucktoy-to-work days like that.

Of course, not every day is spent out, though. He also has days he'd rather just stay at home. These days are usually after a long period of difficult work and late nights, so he's exhausted. Expect lots of naps, just cuddles and an arm wrapped around your waist (with a solid iron grip, of course). May or may not progress to slow cuddlefucking, who knows (yes it always does). He gets all whiny and demanding because he's soooo tired, so he'll make you get on top after a few rounds.

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Honestly we all envy my Zhongli's darling already, but God he's the best to wake up to. He just softly kisses the side of your face, running his hands down your sides. He can't let you sleep in too much, it's bad for your health! You can probably beg for a few minutes extra. And God, is it the best to wake up to. He's already got someone (probably one of the other adepti, a person, who knows) to make you food, and it's never skimping out either, it's always tons of food and your favorite things, too. Within limits, of course, can't have you eating nothing but things that are bad for you. He's also one that will get you tons of things to do throughout the day, virtually anything you ask for, he'll pay for (well... someone will, but you'll think he did, at least). He actually might also give you a list of very simple tasks to do, just to give you some motivation, since even if you have a lot to do, having no tasks and only play can get depressing without the sense of accomplishment. But he's much more lenient on your completion of all of them.

He's always reluctant to leave and gives you a lot of headpats and kisses before finally heading out for  the day, always taking time to contemplate whether or not he can just take the day off. During the day you'll stay in the confinements of your cage, be that an abode or a building somewhere, making sure you stand zero chance of ever getting out. If you force his hand (read: multiple escape attempts), he'll reluctantly have to limit your roaming abilities, but once you're confined to a smaller cage and have some privileges taken away, he's certain you'll be on your best behavior to get out again, and maybe be a little more grateful and understanding in the future. Once he gets back, it's generally a very nice time, he likes to lead a quiet life and will want to hear all about your day, what you did, see the progress on all those little projects you've been working on for art or music or whatever hobby you've taken up to pass the time. If he's had a bad day, he'll probably tell you about it, but you know, put it in terms simple enough for you to understand, since you wouldn't normally get such complicated matters.

On very very rare occasions, not nearly as often as Childe, he might take you to on his day with him, probably not during normal workdays, but for some kind of special day -- a large meeting, or the opposite, a day where he has nothing to do but slow paperwork alone in an office. The sunlight is good for you, and he'll bring stuff for you to do too. To be honest, it's not as obvious nor as obnoxiously vocal about it as Childe, but he also does enjoy having your presence in front of others, letting them see you. The things you'll have to wear aren't nearly as obscenely lewd as Childe's either, but they're not entirely wholesome either.

He really likes having off days. On those days, he'll probably want to take you somewhere, generally will do whatever you want to do. He's incredibly knowledgeable on everything in the area, and would probably also really like going out somewhere secluded in nature, rather than in the city, like a nice view from the nearby mountains or the like, and just spend a day there. It's nice, and far away from prying eyes that can't recognize your face off the missing person posters or witness the obscene things that may or may not take place up there.

 Spending time home is always nice too, though, just quietly going about the day and doing whatever you want, although inevitably taking breaks for much-needed... displays of physical affection. And he tries so hard to be gentle, but he also has a lot of stress pent up that may just come out and result in being a bit rougher than usual, but he's always apologetic afterward, making sure you're alright. He's also pretty strict about the time you go to bed. Making sure you get enough sleep and all that.

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Xiao's poor, poor darling. You always wake up to him shaking you awake. He's impatient. Once he feels you've had enough sleep, he'll get you up like that. Don't try to get more sleep-in time, he's not very gracious on that, will simply huff and yank you up. Otherwise, the mornings can be... Sweet. It's not like he's trying to be so cold all the time; if you're well behaved he can be pretty loving, even if he doesn't quite know how to be gentle. He just has... Low tolerance.

Xiao is very quiet for the most part, and the mornings have a sort of silent peacefulness provided it's one of your days that you don't choose to be difficult. He likes to watch you go about the morning. It's a little creepy to be honest? He just sits there nearby and watches you move around, make food, brush your hair or teeth or whatever. He'll eat whatever you make him, even if it's not one of his extremely limited liked items. He might complain, though.

During the times he IS gone, well, it's extremely boring for poor darling. Early on, or if you've done something to warrant it (read: literally the slightest word of disagreement, a tone of voice he doesn't like, even a facial expression he deems defiant) you'll be bound to the bed, hand and foot. Nothing to do whatsoever but stare at the ceiling. It's your own fault, if you were good maybe it wouldn't be like this, he says. When you are good, and have a nice long-time record of being extremely pleasant and sweet to him - and I mean a LONG time - he might - might - finally let you be unbound aside from a long anklet chain connecting you to the bed. Not like you have much else to do, though. Maybe he'll get you books if you ask nicely and grovel at his feet. But that's it. He doesn't like the thought of giving you too much entertainment. If being alone is mind-numbingly boring, well, you'll enjoy time with him that much more. Eventually you'll reach a point where you're begging him not to leave, he hopes, even if he would never admit to that. So what he'll do is balance it, give you just enough to keep your whining down, but keep making sure you're miserable when alone. He only allows you "activities" (read: a book) on certain days of the week, or every other day, every third day, something like that. And you can only get a new book once a month or so. And it's whatever he finds, not just what you want, so he'll start dropping you with encyclopedias and textbooks and other dull things. You can't complain, after all he IS giving you something to do. If you're gonna complain, well, how would you like to have the reading privilege revoked entirely? And that shuts you up. So, really, poor darling's days are very very bleak, dull, and empty, when alone.

He doesn't really have a "end of the day." His "job" is more or less a 24/7 thing, he goes when he's needed and when he's not needed he'll be with you. Usually it's a semi normal schedule but it can lead to odd intervals - you may have times he's gone for a full day or so, and then times where he's there for a whole day, etc. Spending time together is quiet, but he's surprisingly fond of physical affection. He spends a lot of time just... alone with his thoughts. Spacing out and thinking, looking up at the sky, except, well, now it's him, his thoughts, and you. You'll spend it with him too, iron grip locked around your waist so you can't pull away from his lap. He's also one to need to get out the... frustrations of life through physical activity at night.

Days he's there, again, it's pretty quiet, he's not much one for extensive conversation, of course. If you talk, he'll listen, but don't expect him to say much back. He likes the sound of your voice, one of the only people he doesn't prefer silence to, so long as you're not whining about wanting to leave. He doesn't really have a lot of sitting-down type of work to do, so if he's spending a whole day time with you, it means he's specifically worked it out so that he's able to do so for that purpose. He'll probably prompt you to speak, it's super awkward really. An awkward comment about this or that that he clearly wants you to start talking about, and he'll talk back just a little bit, with his own brand of harsh pessimism -- but that's just the only way he really knows how to communicate, he's not actually trying to shut you down when he responds to everything negatively. It's the most bizarre bonding time, but bonding nonetheless. He also likes to watch you do tasks -- to make food, even if it's just for yourself, to clean and walk around doing your little tasks. He may or may not eventually discover a fondness for forcing you to walk around naked, poor darling.

I've mentioned before that his drive is reactive - it gets heavier when he's with you. So really, your day will be filled with little fun intervals of very spontaneous fucking. Like, he has no sense of mood or timing. It's completely random, very forceful, will just loop his hands under your arms and scoop you up and carry you over to bed at any random moment, interrupting your speech even. Or, sometimes the bed is too far, and just bending you over is easier. And then, he'll just carry on like nothing happened.

He's not one to rant and rave about his day by default, and especially not early on. In the later stages, though, once he's comfortable with you, you might find him slipping out a frustration here or there, a passing comment about something upsetting that happened, and if you pry at it, he'll end up talking, much more than usual. He kind of doesn't even realize he's starting to ramble a bit, and if he catches himself he'll stop and mutter something about it being unimportant anyway.

Bonus little hc: He asks you how your day was. Every day that he's not with you. It's a routine - he started doing it because from his limited knowledge of human relationships, it's the "normal," so he tries to emulate what he feels like is normal in a relationship. It's kind of funny, well, not for poor darling, it feels mocking. Like, how do you think my day was, Xiao? All tied up and left only to stare at the ceiling? If you get all sarcastic with him like that, though, he might see it as grounds for punishment, so, be snarky at your own risk.

#yandere genshin impact #lena's asks

[agustdiv1ne]

thank you + milestone!!

damn, never thought we'd get here, did we?

in all honesty, it's been a pretty shit year. march 'til now has felt like the same month on repeat with tiny tweaks to make it all so much worse. but i'm not here to complain about the worst parts of this year, i'm here to celebrate the best ones.

this was the year that i finally started writing, that i was finally spurred to open a google doc and just type away until a tiny work of fiction stared back at me. my first one was 1k words, a rant to get all of my emotions off of my chest with an idol as my muse. it felt...great, though it also felt a bit odd writing after being an avid reader for years. i always did prefer essays to creative writing, but this year definitely changed that perspective.

i wrote that first blurb along with another fic in late july, and in early august, i asked my friends if i should post them. om august 3rd, i changed this blog from a fic rec to a fic writing blog just like that. i regret none of it.

it's been nearly five months since i revamped this blog and i couldn't be more grateful for the support i have gotten from all of you, whether it be a kind comment, a like, a reblog, all of it. i never thought anyone would like my content, but i've been proven severely wrong by this community. from my irls that are on here, to my lovely mutuals and followers, to those i've talked to a lil bit on this hellsite, to the writers whose fics i absolutely adore, to those who have left a like or a comment on one of my fics, i want to say thank you from the very bottom of my heart ♡

have a happy and healthy new year! i love and appreciate every single one of you!!

though i'm painfully bad at writing letters and getting all sappy, i wanted to write them anyways hahaha let's goooo

to @hwaddict:

my irl best friend!! my partner in crime!!!! i love you sm carly, and there are not enough words in this world for me to describe the extent of my love. you have been there for me during my lowest moments, you've seen me cry, and i don't cry in front of many ppl. i trust you with my life and i'm so glad that we became friends back in middle school bc you are one reasons that spur me to keep going. i can't wait to see where life takes us and know that while i might not always be able to be there physically (especially with college right around the corner), i will always be there for you in any way i can be. again i love you and i can't wait to conquer next year with you ♡♡

to @hopejanaee:

hope!! hobi!!! one of my irls! though we just became friends earlier this year, it feels like we've been friends for ages. it's crazy how close we grew so quickly but i am so grateful to have you in my life. you never fail to make me laugh whenever we're together and you're so chaotic but in such a good way hahaha. you were the one who got me into writing with your own wonderful fics so thank yoi for that. i'm so happy that we became friends because you're so kind and caring and ahhhhhh i love u sm ♡

to @oikawasmilkbread:

we talked for like 0.2 seconds but you are so kind and hella cool!! it was nice having random conversations with you and i'm so glad you randomly dmed me bc i am shy and i have 0 idea how to start conversations with anyone lmao. i always smile when i see you in my notifs! i hope you have a happy new year!!! ♡

to @luthenia:

i know you're on hiatus but seeing you in my notifs always excites me hahaha. we never talk but you are so supportive of everyone in this community and i just wanted to shout you out for that! your memes are top tier LMAO and i can't wait for when you come back, happy new year ♡

to @starsforten:

we also talked for approximately 1 second but it was so fun talking to you about astrology stuff (virgo sun libra rising gang hahahaha) and those teuta matoshi dresses! you are so nice and easy to talk to and i hope your new year is happy and fruitful! ♡

i recommend every single one of these blogs for their amazing content!! i added some of my favorite fics as i'm a whore for great writing hahaaaa

@kinktae

waterloo — a masterpiece! taehyung is so bitter at the beginning and it's adorable seeing how y/n breaks his tough shell. loved this from beginning to the end ♡

hot rod — the 50s slang, the dynamic between hoseok and y/n...*chef's kiss*

@untaemedqueen

welcome to seoul land — werewolf!namjoon really got me going, 100/10 would recommend

graceful gods — this is one of my all-time favorites, greek god!jungkook has my brain going brrrr

@shadowsremedy + @therealmintedmango

support system — adorable!! this is a hybrid!yoongi fic i really enjoy, and the series isn't over yet! check it out~

@bratkook

tear you apart — demon!taehyung...holy shit. i was speechless

@tatertotthethot

the doms next door — THIS SERIES OMG, i've read each part at least five times already. taekook got me acting UP

scream (posted to @yandere-society) — a really cool take on the movie scream with jungkook, yandere fics don't always appeal to me but this one absolutely did

@ateezmakemeweep

broken — the immense ache i felt in my chest while reading this, but i loved both parts with a burning passion. san is so sweet in this :')

@atinybrew

dirty free for all — the ULTIMATE demon!san fic. the writing is absolutely immaculate and this is the first fic that had me blushing down my mf ARMS

rice milk lattes and bryophytes roads — another san fic admittedly because i'm whipped for san lol. anyways, this was cute and hot at the same time and best friend!yunho made my double biasing ass that much happier

@seacottons

pan — an adorable peter pan!hongjoong fic, it had my heart going achhfhsjfjsjf

sir kiss me — circus au with san holy hell i loved every twist and turn of this

@actuallythatwaspromise

bad romance — one of my favorite yunho fics ever, punk rock!yunho x nerd!reader has my entire heart

aurora garden center and desire ink — florist!mingi had me uwuing for the entire fic, this was adorable and i loved it sm

@yeonjuncore

every single fic on this blog is an absolute masterpiece, i swear

the devil's little angel — THIS IS ONE OF MY ULTIMATE FAVORITES, demon!yeonjun had me screaming and it was just so fun to read and i loved every single second of it so much that i've read it nearly ten times now. so go read it, you won't regret it!

the boy with the horns — another of my ultimate favorites (i told you, their writing is just that amazing), woodland fey!soobin just had me going so soft :(( i literally sobbed at one point, that's how invested i was

bleeding heart — the tension between vampire!yeonjun and vampire slayer!reader had me screeching

curtain call — i have a sad crush vampire!soobin

i love you, always — this felt so..bittersweet? taehyun loves y/n so much, i lowkey cried while reading this

@angelfic

the art of (mis)communication — i am a whore for both reconciliation and yeonjun, 100000/10 pls read this i beg of you

@angelictaehyun

growing pains — ahhh once again a yeonjun fic, my chest hurt a lil bit at some points but it was so sweet!!

@neovisioned

bed of spiderwebs — spiderman!mark has my heart screeching, i loved every second of it ♡

eddie ate dynamite — johnny suh coming for my throat yet again

cupid victorious — cupid!jaehyun :'))) definitely one of my favorites!!

@domjaehyun

quarantine chronicles — ok if you haven't read this or the part two yet then you're missing out big time!! the tension, the buildup, every single part of this fic was just *chef's kiss* but multiply thay by a million

all these years — every single moment of this felt so nostalgic and the ending was so sweet :')

@caiuscassiuss

muse — i keep going back to this one constantly, the angst in this phenomenal and i love artist!taeyong sm here

@neoct-zen

loverboy — HOT, AMAZING, I SCREAMED. the blurbs that accompany this are also top-tier i recommend reading each and every one!!

@moondustis

pink + white — i'm so soft for mark i stg, this was the cutest thing ever

@loviejaehyun

can't avoid this feeling — hockey player!mark is the best thing ever

all tied up — i just- screamed as i read this bc professor!jaehyun is too hot goodbye

@hopejanaee

incapable — this is one of the best yoongi fics i've ever read ngl, it's not completed quite yet but the parts that have been posted are top tier!!

breathless — THIS. I LOVED THIS. yuta is just so hfjshhfhshfnsn and i love this sm

@hwaddict

melting point — big boy mingiiii, 100/10 would recommend

@okayau

house next to mine — frat boy!yeonjun rly got me going, cute and hot at the same time ahhhhbfnsnnf

youth — ADORABLE, yeonjun's confession is peak i love it here

run away — how many yeonjun fics can i fit in this post? (answer: a lot) definitely one of my favorite harry potter aus!! it was awesome seeing how their relationship changed throughout the years and perhaps i teared up a little at the end :'))

@starrychannies

baby steps — ONE OF ALL-TIME MY FAVORITE FICS ON THIS SITE, every single part is so well-written and ahhhhhfhdhhf chan makes me feel some type of way

my stupid — another yeonjun fic! angsty but v cute at the end :')

@baekhvuns

this youth of craziness — 40k words of pure gold, this fic is absolutely one of my favorite san fics ever!!

replacement — prince!ten makes my brain go brrrr, i love how the y/n just speaks her mind here

@masterninjacow

untitled project — i saw soulmate au with mark and i knew would already love it, and i did! pizza boy!mark at that, amazing and i adored it

more amazing blogs!!: @galaxteez, @poutybinz, @lustjoong, @bloominghigh

these are just a few of the fics and blogs i found this year, find more on my fic rec blog @agustdiv1ne-recs!! (my thumbs are starting to hurt i'm so sorry bfjshfhsh)

wrapping up each month since august since that's when i actually started posting LMAO

☆ august

03: good enough — chan

03: bloodsucker — seonghwa

04: cutie — san

09: veloxrotaphobia — mingi

19: want — changbin

21: numb — yunho

100 follower special — i reached 100 followers towards the end of august, my first ever milestone :') also my first ever time taking requests, 'twas very fun ♡

☆ september

03: on camera — jungkook

☆ october

27: oh, worm? — namjoon

31: demon days — san

☆ november

10: a letter to my love — xiaojun

23: bad for u — jaehyun

27: home sweet home — yeonjun

☆ december

christmas bash 2020 — my brain went hey what if you did this- and i listened so here's 17 holiday fics hahahaa (not all of them are out yet but i'm working on it!!)

things i plan to release in 2021!!

☆ sunflower — jimin

☆ cross — yeonjun

☆ landslide — seonghwa

☆ nice save — san

☆ red — hyunjin

☆ a secret series (that will be revealed once i plan everything) — ateez

☆ 4 unrelated secret fics oOoOoo — will i reveal them? you'll just have to wait and see ;)

there will definitely be more posted! these are the ones that are going to be my priority at first, but my imagination is always churning so expect a lot more :)) check out all of non-secret wips here!

i hit 500 followers a couple days ago! i nearly screamed when i saw that LMAO. thank you so much for liking my content because i work hella hard on it :') sometimes i feel like i don't deserve y'all really, but @hwaddict will yell at me if i say that so ig i take it back hfhshhdhg

a post for celebrating this milestone will come as soon as i finish up the rest of my christmas fics!! sorry that i'm so slow :( (hint: my requests will be open, so look out for it!)

so yeah!! that's it, sorry for the painfully long post (i'm sorry to my thumbs for typing this whole thing out </3). thank you to everyone who read this far!! i hope everyone has a happy and healthy new year, and in the words of txt's cover, fuck 2020. may 2021 be a much better year for all of us!!!

much love,

ashlee ♡

#i'm sorry if i missed anyone :(( #j know i love and appreciate u a lot #it's j my thumbs are literally cramping up as i type this :( #2021 celebration! #happy new year y'all #lmk if any of links are wrong bc i will fix them asap

[chocolatte-and-despair]

Hallo hallo! ^^

i was curious about the match up thingys and I kinda wanna ask for one as well! if it's still open and if that's ok with you? (A yandere Dsmp/ resident evil village match up and I'm ok with romantic or platonic btw!)

(I think I already sent this before but it's probably gone and I hope I'm not being a bother and if you already seen this before and decided not to do mine im so so sorry-!)

If it is well-

A description of what I look like!

(I apologise if it gets way to long!)

I'm 4'11/5'

(it's been a long time since I last checked my height ^^;;)

I have kinda long brown hair

it's sometimes straight and there are times that my hair is all poofed up like a cloud

I have light brown skin/tan-ish and I have dark brown eyes

I am very ticklish and my weak spot is the back of my neck cuz it's the part where I'm very very ticklish and as soon as someone grabs me by the back of my neck it's game over for me-

Oh! And I'm pansexual!

I've been told I'm oblivious af and I can be an air head sometimes

And I tend to overshare stuff and I also tend to kinda over give? Like i can't say no when someone asks me stuff and I will spend money on friends to show how much I really appreciate and care for them and I'm a bit of a hopeless romantic

I get kinda angry easily which is something I need to fix more but it's not as bad as when i was younger and I'm kinda insecure about my weight and I'm touch starved af and I'm a sensitive cry baby lol-

I enjoy any kind of music but lately ive been listening to random heavy metal and ballet music for some reason ^^;;

I love reading mythology and fairy tales and I believe in supernatural stuff, I'm addicted to coffee, I wanna travel the world

and I May have used to get into fist fights at school when i was younger lol- 👀

Im also interested in the Cottagecore aesthetic and in goth/alt clothing style and I've always wanted to dress up in gothic lolita/pastel lolita clothes-!

Also if you do decide to do mine thank you so much! And srry if this got wayyyyyw too long!(I hope I can support you and your work in anyway but sadly I am poor af 😔✌🏼) (also again i apologize if I already sent this twice cuz i don't exactly remember when i sent the first one ^^;;)

After thinking for a little bit, I decided to give you ... Ranboo (AGED UP)! I do believe that you two hopeless romantics would get along more than anyone else I could think of!

A . How would they show their love and affection? How intense would it get? - Ranboo is very shy when it comes showing love and affection, but when he does, he tries to be as cheesy as possible, preparing things like they are right out of a movie.

B. What type of future are they planning with their lover? - Ranboo wants to show you all around the dream smp one day and then settle down where you like the most. Whatever you want, he will make sure that it will happen.

C. What is the scariest moment with them? - Ranboo is so obedient and takes everything you say literally, that he can be even a danger to himself. If you will tell him to disappear, he will. If you tell him to never talk again, he will never talk again. So be careful with your words!

D. How do they usually act with their lover? - Ranboo is very shy but he tries to show affection to you by giving you gifts and by making your life as easy as possible.

E. How would they court their lover before? - Ranboo would probably start following you around and doing stuff for you to try and gain your approval.

F. What's their favorite memory/thing in the relationship? - Ranboo has a very hard time remembering anything of this relationship, but he knows that he loves you a lot and would never do anything to hurt you.

#yandere dream smp imagines #yandere imagines #dream smp imagines #yandere dream smp headcanons #yandere headcanons #dream smp headcanons #yandere dream smp #yandere

[alicemitch09writes]

hi omg so lately i've been thinking about ulma again (it's jus that good that i still think about it even tho it ended long ago already ok 😭)

i've been thinking a lot about how neat it'd be if y/n ended up with one of the third years (specifically ojiro) post-ulma because of the bond she shared with them. i just really appreciate that they kept her going and still stayed in touch with her after they graduated? i just loved their dynamic, and it made me all soft thinking about the what-ifs had they ever crossed paths with each other in their careers.

so i visited your blog with the intention of re-binging ulma only to find outsider looking in and now i feel stupid because i don't know why i never considered that she'd end up with suna 😭 the story was everything i'd been craving

my heart felt for suna so much as i read oli! i really enjoyed the prospect of the two and how their lives continue to be entangled. suna being the bystander to her and atsumu's story, only wishing he could do more, be better for her, and to take atsumu's place. suna and y/n finding each other again after graduation, and even the high of realizing that he has a shot with her.

his insecurities catching up to him, and y/n standing her ground by saying no; my heart doesn't lie with atsumu, and it hasn't for a long time. you don't get to decided that for me, i love you 😭 where atsumu was her twin flame, suna is her soulmate. fawk 😭 i'm in my feelings now!

suna didn't want to be a selfish person when it came to y/n, and now she's practically asking him to allow himself the right to be selfish this once when it comes to his chance at love.

i have so many thoughts about oli. suna viewing him and y/n as something that could never happen, until it does. after all those years of silently pining. kaoru's protectiveness (bless his soul). how natural it is for reiki to just be there as part of the l/n family. and then there's atsumu 😭

i think it's true that atsumu was never in love with y/n as she said, at least maybe not in the way she was with him. it isn't until over the years after she decides to let go that i think atsumu truly falls in love with her romantically. it breaks my heart to know that y/n remains to be the one that got a way for him 😭 the atsumu at the end of ulma who, in a flurry of desperation and guilt, claimed that he wanted to try to not only love her as he already did, but to love her the same way she did him; and he did so on his own— all the while y/n was becoming smitten with suna 😭

suna went from hopelessly watching y/n from the sidelines, to becoming part of her life and treating her the way she deserved. never in his wildest dreams. when you think about it, the roles are reversed with suna and atsumu now.

also, yandere suna vibes /hj

you know what's funny? originally, i just wanted to write atsumu's story (when it was a one-shot idea at the time) but a thought/idea just nagged at me so hard. the idea was of suna having a crush on reader. i really didn't want to entertain it, but i ended up doing so -_-

also, i was inspired by a story called '16 chapels' that delved on a vulnerable suna that seemed like an interesting angle to take. considering that in almost all the fics i've read of him, he's either detached, uncaring, some fuckboy or druggie. i was also reminded of a few college friends who were pining on someone but never made a move out of fear of losing their friendship. in a way, i was a bit inspired by my younger sister, too. because they have a best friend with a guy that lasted for 7 years and they were really scared on making a move because they didn't want to lose their friendship with him, but eventually, they gave it a try and 3 years later, here they are: happy and in love.

as for the third years? i can't really see that happening, because all three of them just saw reader as a little sister, nothing more.

and as of writing 'outsider looking in', i felt really proud of myself with the progression of the fic. also, i was really excited to blindside y'all with who reader actually ended up with.

the way i look at it, atsumu had the idea of love in his head for mika, but that was just it: an idea. but with reader? it was something else, only he found out too late when she was ready to move on to the next phase of her life.

btw!

there's a smut version (again: I BLAME YOU WHORE READERS!) that tackles reader and suna's first time titled 'too much of a good thing' and a few fun stuff under the #outsiderlookingdrabble

thank you so much for the read sweetpea! stay safe now and please get yourself vaccinated!

honestly, i also entertained the idea of yandere atsumu /loljk

#alicemitch09 answers #fic reviews #now if y'all will excuse me imma go back to playing fire emblem #and suffering under the sweltering summer heat #i've retold the story of how OLI came to be #but i just really loved writing OLI and am happy with its turnout :D

[kerikaaria]

hello keri !! this is your secret valentine here~ for convenience let's just call me "dumpling" haha !

really looking forward to writing for you but FIRST what are your favourite genres or aus hmm 👀

Hello, dumpling! Sorry my asks were turned off for some reason before! I honestly have no idea how that happened ><

Well I like a lot of stuff! Some aus I thoroughly enjoy are hybrid and soulmate, but lately I've been especially into supernatural ones 👀 as for genres, well, what don't I like, really? Lol.

I love fluff, hurt/comfort, pining, angst with a happy ending, friends to lovers, and basically anything else along those lines. I also love my heart being torn out and put back together again haha 😄

I also enjoy both MxR and MxM, as well as poly!

While these are my favorites, basically the only things I won't read are MCD and things with unhappy endings (and super dark or taboo fics. Yandere is a big 🤢 no for me).

So feel free to have fun with it! I'm excited!

#secret valentine #dumpling anon #i love secret fic exchanges. this is exciting!

[chocolatte-and-despair]

Hallo hallo! ^^

i was curious about the match up thingys and I kinda wanna ask for one as well! if it's still open and if that's ok with you? (A yandere Dsmp match up and I'm ok with romantic or platonic btw!)

If it is well-

A description of what I look like!

(I apologise if it gets way to long!)

I'm 4'11/5'

(it's been a long time since I last checked my height ^^;;)

I have kinda long brown hair

it's sometimes straight and there are times that my hair is all poofed up like a cloud

I have light brown skin/tan-ish and I have dark brown eyes

Oh! And I'm pansexual!

I've been told I'm oblivious af and I can be an air head sometimes

And I tend to overshare stuff and I also tend to kinda over give? Like i can't say no when someone asks me stuff and I will spend money on friends to show how much I really appreciate and care for them

I get kinda angry easily which is something I need to fix more but it's not as bad as when i was younger and I'm kinda insecure about my weight and I'm touch starved af and I'm a sensitive cry baby and I'm clumsy and clueless at times lol- and I sometimes apologize for a lot of things cuz i usually get blamed for Stuff-

I tend to ramble on about stuff to ppl if I'm really comfortable with them

and when I'm comfortable with someone I tend to be really clingy and I will instinctively hold their hand or just randomly out of the blue will bite them- yes bite- it's a bad habit ^^;;

I enjoy any kind of music but lately ive been listening to random heavy metal and ballet music for some reason ^^;;

I love reading mythology and fairy tales and I believe in supernatural stuff and I'm addicted to coffee and I love singing and Drawing!

and I May have used to get into fist fights at school when i was younger lol-

Also if you do decide to do mine thank you so much! And again i apologize if this is really long (I hope I can support you and your work in anyway but sadly I am poor af 😔✌🏼)

After thinking for a little bit, I decided to give you ... Slimecicle! You said that you are an airhead, and well, Slimecicle is absolutely the same, so he would never get angry with you about stuff! He is also slime, so he wouldn't get hurt if you ever hit him in anger! And he would never get angry back, so the arguments would never last long.

A . How would they show their love and affection? How intense would it get? - Charlie has absolutely no control over how he is with affection. He kisses you randomly, tries to dap you up randomly, and loves to cuddle up to you at night. He also doesn't understand the concept of boundaries so even if you would tell him to stop, he would do the same again later on.

B. What type of future are they planning with their lover? - Charlie doesn't really have the ability to think about the future, but he knows that he loves you a lot and he would hate it if you left, so don't leave! Ever!

C. What is the scariest moment with them? - Slimecicle isn't really that scary, but he once ate a human who tried to talk to you when you and slimecicle where eating, so that is probably a scary thing.

D. How do they usually act with their lover? - Charlie would be the sweetest and gentlest person. He would also love to play with you and would ask you all sorts of questions whenever he doesn't know something as he sees you as his teacher, alongside quackity.

E. How would they court their lover before? - Charlie doesn't really have a concept of a lover. He just knows that a lover is a very very special friend, even more, special than a best friend.

F. What's their favorite memory/thing in the relationship? - Charlie loves it whenever you would teach him new things! Sometimes your face would become red at his questions and he loved how mortal bodies worked!

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