#idk I'm supposed to be asleep

[smilingbuckley]

*power goes out*

Buck: lets do a puzzle

Eddie: Buck, don't you remember when during quarantaine you and Chimney decided to do a puzzle, except you were both too ADHD for it and ended up in a puzzle piece fight after connecting 14 puzzle pieces on the table?

Buck: oh... right

Eddie: Hen and I spent three weeks finding puzzle pieces throughout the loft

Buck: ... oops?

Eddie: I even found one behind your toilet. HOW did you get one behind the toilet?

Buck: yeah you don't wanna know

Eddie: ...

Buck: soooooo..... no puzzle?

Eddie: no

#911 #evan buckley #buddie #eddie diaz #911 abc #911 on abc #text post #911 text posts #incorrect quotes #911 incorrect quotes #idk I'm supposed to be asleep #its midnight #but this popped up #its not even funny #sorry #I'm gonna sleep now

[gregoryeddiesgoldchain]

just once this season i need to see barbara or ava defending janine to melissa cause it's getting on my nerves actually

#those are her main confidants when it comes to making fun of her so obv it would mean the most coming from them #like sure she can be snarky if that's her personality but i feel like the further along we go the more these janine digs are unwarranted #it doesn't even have to be a big moment i just want someone to be like #girl hush and leave janine alone #ya know? #epecially cause her and barbara have come so far in their relationship like stand up for your girl to your girl #idk i don't think it's unrealistic lol #like when melissa was like oh i was ignoring janine i didn't notice she was pregnant? even barb took a step back like girl HUH #just thoughts #anyway i was supposed to be asleep but i'm still up and thinking about this show lol #abbott elementary #abbott elementary spoilers #not really a spoiler but still lol just in case #not tagging melissa tho cause y'all be doing a whole lot #janine teagues #ae s3

[torchickentacos]

SUPRISE ART DROP! May you enjoy this May.

#pokemon may #this was. SUPPOSED to be half of a valentines piece. #but drew was giving me ISSUES #I spent three days messing with his linework before I gave up #BUT NO WORRIES I have other plans #might reblog from myself again tomorrow since i'm posting this when most est timezone friends are asleep OR SHOULD BE #GO TO SLEEP GUYS. #I may finish the other half of this one day when I'm not utterly fed up with drew #probably in an altered art style since he kept getting into uncanny valley territory for whatever reason. idk how #i think it was the softer shading/rendering over just sharp shadows and stuff #but congrats! you guys get two art pieces out of me in the span of a week. #so basically more this week than most months #may #coordinator may #pokeani #taylor's tag #art

[mattodore]

kavi and his business major backpack

#simblr #the sims 4 #sims 4 #ts4 #ts4 cas #river dipping #echthroi #kavi sunder #🦇 #MEANT to post this last night after all those cas posts but i fell asleep.... so instead you're seeing this now <3 #this is kavi he's one of theo's classmates... for now... i'm thinking he's a business major minoring in either a foreign language (german?) #or something lit related for fun....... hm. who knows... #i might add him to the friend group... idk haven't decided i just really wanted to make this sim #he's inspired by adarsh jaikarran who i've had a few pins saved of in my oc board for foreverrrr #i’ll probably change his hair to a shorter one but i still wanted to show how he looks with this hair since it's what i previewed before #its funny i used every single slot i could but i still feel like he needs more detail.......... it's killing me #even all the tattoo sections are full........ *jumps* #anyway i'm supposed to go to an appointment for my ears today so wish me luck with that......... i'm deaf in one ear #and my other ear has been making constant crackling sounds so... hoping i just need my ear cleaned

[da-proti-toku-grem]

why can't anyone understand that everyone is different and not everyone likes the same things and that it's completely okay AND normal for someone not to like going out and preferring to stay at home :/

#honestly i understand that my parents care about me and they don't want me to be feeling bad #and that they ask me bc they just want to make sure i'm okay #but i've explained to them what i feel like and they just don't get and i get mad but i akso know it's not their fault and just... oughhhhh #like yeah i have a weird kind of social anxiety according to my therapist and even she doesn't know exactly how to help me yet #but there are just so many reasons behind why i don't like going out and it's not just bc it gives me anxiety #or why those situations give me anxiety in the forst place #1. i'm just a very introverted person that doesn't like going out #2. crowded places/closed spaces/places where there's not enough ventilation/loud places (be it people talking or just music) overwhelme me #3. all said in 2 + flashing lights give me huge migraines that can linger for over 3 days #4. i am very much a night owl and i'm forced to live in a society where that isn't fucking acceptable apparently and i'm called lazy for - #- not being productive in the morning when the only reason behind it is that i am a lot more productive at night #but no one ket's me do that bc 'why are you doing stuff when you're supposed to be asleep?' #i have been the same since i was little. literally nothing has changed #and people where always like 'oh she's just shy' #but idk wtf changed #maybe it was that i became and 'adult' or maybe the fact that i started therapy and they told my parents that i have social anxiety. idk #but suddenly every single person in my family is worried about it and they're genuinely making me feel like there's smth wrong about me #i mean. i have my problems i'm not gonna go telling you that i'm perfect bc i'm pretty much not #but is there really smth that wrong with me that i need to fix #or is society just a bitch that doesn't understand that there's different kinds of people and everyone is different & IT'S COMPLETELY OKAY #have they ever thought about the fact that maybe these situations cause me anxiety bc i've been forced all my life to do them #even if i don't like them #instead of thinking that i don't like them BC they cause me anxiety?? #i mean. i know i have to go out more and that there's tons of things i can do ofc #but you can't just force me to do things i don't want to and put on a good face while doing it *every.fucking.day* #aaaaand i could add a lot more things but i'm once again reaching the tag limit so i shoukd just shut up #it's just driving me crazy bc i know they're trying to help but it really is not helping at all............. #ranting

[daz4i]

okokok. today i have a big request for spells. if it's too much you can choose one spell to focus on and hopefully someone else will choose another one ok? here we go.

someone please cast a good night's spell + enough rest spell + lots of energy tomorrow spell + no tummy hurt spell + get ready quick spell + remember lecture script spell + give a good lecture spell on me. please

#i am a ball of anxiety rn idk how i'm supposed to fall asleep or do. anything. tomorrow

[imwritesometimes]

I will not have a second cup of coffee. No matter how sleepy I am. Second cup of coffee is the mind killer. The stomach annihilator. The anxiety escalator.

#idk what else I'm supposed to do though tbh I'm uhhhhhh zombified today my friends #really legitimately just. zonked. told my brother I'm imhotep at stage 3 regeneration today like #just NOT feeling it. absolutely done. feel like I haven't slept in 3 days #even though I slept HELLA #I'm falling asleep RN.... #erin explains it all

[shanedoesdoodles]

filled with angry but attempting to stay silly

#Just got ghosted by a friend who I was supposed to pick up today so we could hang out #We had to leave because he didn't answer his door and my family had to prepare for other shit happening today #I have no doubt he was just asleep (he's s very deep sleeper) but like #come on man #We've been discussing this for like four days #Set a alarm or something #Anyway I'm not actually that angry but I am feeling uncharacteristically numb so I'm gonna try to raise my spirits a bit #Not sure how though #Tbh I might just be hungry but it's a bit early for lunch so idk

[stabbystiletto]

💐💐💐🎶🎶🎶💐💐💐

🎵Salice d'amor delizia!

Ombra pietosa appresta,

di mie sciagure immemore🎵

#the phantom of the opera #opera ghost #erik #eris #genderbend #rule 63 #IT FINALLY DONE HELL YEEEEA 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎 #this took #so much longer than it was supposed to lololololol 🤣🤣🤣 #on an unrelated note apparently the copy of the phantom of the opera that i used to read back in high school #is apparently well known for being a shitty translation??? #maybe not so much 'shitty' exactly but apparently it left a bunch of stuff out?? #like this bit #in the copy i had it just said he played the harp and christine fell asleep #but apparently in the original it even says specifically the song he played?? #desdemona's willow song from rossini's otello look it up it's gorgeous I've been listening to it solidly for like 2 months now lolololol 😆 #trying to find the lyrics for it is tricky though so hopefully i got those right lol 😅 #also there's no harp emoji i feel like that should count as a crime idk lol 😐😐😐 #anyways referencing this song in the book was a genius move by leroux lol #i know it might sound a lil lame lol but I'm just so grateful that such a beautiful piece of music is connected to such an amazing story 🙏 #especially in the context lol 😏😏😏 #it's really a dark context if you think about it lol christine is like 'lemme go or I'll hate you forever' and phantom like #'sure sure sure here's how to get back oh by the way--' and then deliberately starts playing this beautiful music knowing full well #that she'll stay to hear it lololol what a manipulation 🤣🤣🤣 #gotta love it lololol~🖤🖤🖤😉😉😉 #woops tags got a lil long lol oh well lololol 🤣🤣🤣😅😅😅 #stabbyscribbles

[deancoded-deangirl]

hello can nick and i get married yet just asking for a friend

#he's the weirdest dude but he's so fucking patient with me #i need someone patient and stable to ride the emotional waves with me until i get better at self regulating #so far i'm getting really good at telling him that i need a minute or i'm going to be mean and passive aggressive #so then he gives me a minute and i regroup and then can speak rationally #which is GREAT for me who was once so brutally cruel instinctively #anyway by patient and stable i didn't mean he's my punching bag #i just meant that he doesn't match my extreme emotions (he will match excitement and happiness) and thus provides a baseline #like he stays steady so when i'm upset or mad he'll ask why and i break it down and by the time it's broken down i'm like... okay #so there was no reason to be upset #and we talk about impact vs intent all the time like sometimes he a lil weird in talking so it comes off bad #but yeah he's just really stable and so it's easy to bring myself back if no one is hyping me up #and whenever i'm irritated with him i'll still call his ass and put myself on mute and fall asleep with him on the phone #he's very good at calling me out too (he's also great at taking accountability if he does something) #like one time he showed me a video and i only watched a sec before jumping down his throat #and he called me out and i apologized and redirected and all #one time he had an attitude (when I was upset) and i was like dude what's with the tone #he's also good at like... idk what to call it #but he told me during one of those times when i was upset that it wasn't fair to him to say no but then expect him to do it anyway #because how was he supposed to know when to listen to me and when to not? it was a no win for him and it wasn't fair #and you know what? he was so correct and true for it #i apologized for that too #anyway. when can i marry him. #nick

[sir-yeehaw-paws]

This is totally random but does anyone else find relaxation music mostly anxiety inducing or am I just broken.

#like not ALWAYS but I feel like i'm forced to focus on it more? #i dont mind harp too much #or nature sounds sometimes #but some of the supposed "fall asleep to this' music makes me wanna jump outta my skin #so i fall asleep to gaming vids instead or vids i've listened to 11010 it's easier to fall asleep to tv than music #idk why that is

[mattodore]

good afternoon everyone <3 i totally meant to pop back in before i went to bed last night but i ended up staying up all night editing photos so

#river dipping #love using this photo with like. zero correlation to what i'm saying. kendall babygirl i miss you every day #but anyway................. this edit i made before i fell asleep................ :3c #it was ORIGINALLY just supposed to be the screenshot i'd use for that ask i got about mattodore's morning/night routines #but what started out as me being like oh let me fix the coloring turned into like. trying to edit light for the second time ever #and now the image is the background on my laptop so :3c i like it a lot #actually like it so much that i kind of just want to post this on it's own? #AND i was thinking maybe i can FINALLY make an actual pinned navigation post using it #idk... #also . #when i show you what this pose i made weeks ago is . lmao #i forgot what it was and i had trouble even finding it in pose player bc i didn't really label it properly #it literally just said ''AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA dog'' #if you want to take a guess on what this could have POSSIBLY have been #i was just going to share them without really doing any editing but ykw... let me fix the clipping first and then i'll share #you will definitely know what i'm talking about when i post it #matthias........................ seek help . #urgently

[the-furies]

B I R T H

#🎉🎉🎉❗❗❗❗ #24 BABEYYYYYY #. I'm scheduling this 2 post at the (supposed) Exact time we were born (according 2 mom). so! #rn we r probably actually asleep! Probably! Who's to say! HDHDJDJF -Electrochem #idk what we'll have planned 2morrow actually rn wjile writing this it's almost 11 pm on the 23th #hopefully a haircut though???!! we want our hair G O N E we want another buzzcut HSHDHDJCDJ

[daz4i]

good morning. i am a dumbass

#set an alarm so I'll be able to fall asleep easier tonight #but just. went back to sleep. #god damnit idk how I'm supposed to get enough sleep tonight even with my sleeping pill #i'm also still like half asleep i'm so mad at me and my body ughhhhh

[kingfakey]

G and nelson are a package deal, but the trouble is they don't really realize it. they're not a couple on their own, they just end up third-wheeling so hard it starts to get weird-- unless it's a sex thing, then it's a fun time. thank god ivan loves to be the center of attention on account of he's a narcissist

#idk why i'm not asleep im having poly thoughts #G and nelson are high school sweethearts at this point like... ok guys #idc if ur aro or whatever ur married and in love in a not-normal way #yes they explored each others bodies thats how they know theyre not compatible #what are 2 tops supposed to do??? #/b

[mira151]

I'm bored so here's an info dump on my oc

Francis Mendoza

Very much full bred Filipino

17-22

They have a younger brother named Anthony or ant for short

So they're an orphan, mom died from an illness dad drank too much and fkng drove drunk then crashed

#i hate school #im supposed to be asleep #art #idk lol #help lol #oc lore #oc art #digital doodle #info dump #art dumb #i'm dying #kill me #i love mitski #someone stop me #thwre will be angst #oc artwork #oc #Spotify