#idk im probably wrong it might come out and ill be obsessed with it and ill eat my words which would be GREAT i want good things for weird

[awhst-alt]

I HAD THE BEST BYLER DREAM LAST NIGHT AND I REALLY WANNA SHARE IT WITH YOU ALL

it's so long (literally 2k words) so im gonna put it under the cut haha <3

so basically this would take place after mike and will start dating or something, idk exactly the time frame (i picture them being like 18 or something and this is the summer before college) and will goes to this summer arts program for like 2/3 months (i dunno how long american summer is but something like that) and its all the way far from home so there is dorms and stuff and he's "not in hawkins anymore" (no pun intended)

mike and will decide after will finishes his school they'd go to college together (cuz they're gonna be comic book artists together bc thats boyfriend shit) so throughout these months he's practically just waiting for will (<333333)

so one specific scene i remember from my dream involved will and mike getting off the bus to the school and then they hug and then mike grabs wills hand and brings him behind the bus and then he gives will a biggg kiss bc he won't be able to kiss him for 3 months. then they say they love each other and will gives him another quick kiss and is like "two kisses". they agree they'd call each other every day.

so will goes inside and mike goes back on the bus and goes home.

and basically the whole day is a whirl, until the end of it, in which mike is sitting in the kitchen near the phone waiting for like 3 hours for will to call, and will doesn't end up calling.

AND THEN IT GETS SPICYYYYY

so meanwhile at the arts program will asks like the front desk or something if he can call mike and they say phone is offlimits and they don't let him call mike

so then will goes to sleep and he's paranoid that he thinks mike is gonna hate him or something like that

mk than the next day in class there is this girl (they didn't reveal her name in the dream, ill call her stella) so stella is basically looking at will the entire class but will doesn't know it

so when they exit the class stella's like "hi" and will says "hi"

then stella says "i like your painting."

will is like rlly weirded out so he goes "thanks?"

"i um- hope this doesn't sound weird but i have no friends, do you want to be mine?"

"sure"

and then end of scene (this does not sound like a normal conversation but it's my dream so it doesn't have to make sense"

so BACK AT HAWKINS mike is still sleeping even tho it's like 3 pm because yk depressed boyfriend shit but then the PHONE RINGS and mike gets out of bed frantically and goes to the phone and he picks it up and is like "will?" and then it answers "it's el, idiot"

i feel like this is important for context but el speaks english very well now and hoppers back and she lives with hopper and not the byers anymore. ANYWAYS

el says "how's will?"

mike says "idk he didn't call"

"he didn't?"

"no, he didn't"

"okay. well maybe he will call later"

"yeah mb"

"wanna come over"

"ok"

so mike hangs up and gets changed and goes to el's house bc they r a couple o' besties and when he gets there it's like a therapy sessions bc mike usally talks to will every single day and he can't for like 3 months (unless will calls, but he's not going to) so he accepts he's gonna be depressed for 3 months and he's just talking to el about how he's gonna miss him so much and no be able to see his face and that shit

so el's like "well do u wanna do something to take ur mind off of him"

and mike's like "no im not gonna replace will" (I SCREAMED IN MY DREAM SRSLY)

but than el says "okay. guess im gonna go to the mall by myself" (ig starcourt is rebuilt by now)

and than mike bolts up and is like "fine"

"we can by something for will"

"okay yay"

so then they go to starcourt yasss!!

anyways back at the art school will is having lunch and stella is with he friends (even tho she said she doesn't have any friends) and one of her friends is like "omg did you see _____ he's so hot"

and another friend says "YESS! but ____ is cuter"

"what abt u stella? who do u have ur eyes on"

she says "byers" BUT NOOOOOOO WILL IS MIKES MAN

and they say "ew that kid who came back to life"

she says "yea. but he's cute, and shy, and once i wrap them around my finger i can get them to do anything"

so then she goes to sit down next to will at lunch

"hi will"

"hi"

"hru"

"im good"

"okay. good." and she gets upset because will goes ask how she is but she keeps her urging rage inside. and than they have this weird conversation and will is uncomfortable the whole time bc shes all like flirting with him and will is seeing someone obvi

but then she puts a hand on will's shoulder and he's shaking and then says something (idk what it is it wasn't explaining in my dream) then will stands up and runs to the bathroom. so he's just sitting in the stalls crying.

okay back at starcourt this part wasn't shown in my dream but im just gonna make up that mike and el go looking around starcourt for something for will (sort of like the mike/lucas/will montage where they were looking for stuff for el) and then i guess they find something for will and i don't have the slightest idea what they could have got for him BUT THEY GOT HIM SOMETHING GOOD

so mike's all happy but they'res still that depression inside of him lol

so fast forward a week, it really isn't explained but ill just make up that will still hasn't called mike, and he's super sad and all sleeping in but decides to look through his good ol binder full of will's drawings and in the arts school will and stella have a few more interactions im sure which are still very uncomfortable

okay so it's lunch again in the cafeteria and somehow will and stella are talking again but somehow it ends in stella kissing will and will like pulls away immediatley and is like "what is wrong with you!?"

and she says "what?"

"i'm seeing someone!"

"oh i uh- i didn't know."

the whole cafeteria is staring at them

so will's freaking out almost on the verge of a panic attack "idk what to do, he's gonna hate me and-"

"he?"

will has the look on his face like shit shit shit oh fuck no

"you're gay?"

"i-"

and will runs off once again. and everyone in the whole cafeteria knows that he's day and ofc with everybody being homophobic will knows it's not good at all bc everyone's gonna bully him

so then the next day he goes to class and the teacher is like "does anyone care to tell me where ___ is?" (it would be like a math question like 'where x is' but in art idkkk) and then the teacher calls on "will? can you tell me where ___ is?" and they'res a pause and then the teacher says "or perhaps you'd want to find your boyfriend instead?" (giving me anne with an e vibes prolly cuz i did a rewatch last weekend but i won't explain more in case some people haven't watched it but) anyways will stands up from his seat, everyone is looking at him, and he's shaking and so concerned but then he goes "fuck. you" badass will yeaaaa thats my boy

so then he runs out of the classroom and out of the school in a really cool montage way but then he realizes he's like 2 hours away from home but he runs and runs and he goes to a random bustop (it's not even garanteed if it takes him to hawkins but whatever) he gets on and tries to go back to hawkins.

and soon enough, he gets there, and immediatley goes to the wheelers because he needs to see mike and apologize for everything. so he's at the wheelers, and rings the doorbell, realizing he's still in his uniform lol but karen answers and mike is upstairs in his room sulking (i picture it would be 8 pm by now) so will asks for mike and karen calls mike. mike groans obviously because he doesn't know it's his boy, but he comes down, karen gets out of the way and as soon as he sees will they have a really big hug and it's super sweet and my heart UFHEIOSKA

mike says his usual "are you okay?" and mike is still confused as shit but will says "i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry" and mike says "you don't have to be sorry for anyrhing" but will says "ill explain"

so then they go to will's room, side-by-side on his bed and will starts explaining everything

(this is mostly improvised by me but it's still pretty similar to the dream)

"i hated it."

"the school?"

"yeah. there was no you, (mike blushes lmao), everything was terrible, i felt so lonely, they didn't let me call you-"

"what?"

"they said the phone was off limits. i wanted to talk to you so bad and i thought you'd hate me"

"i could never hate you, will, even if i tried." will smiles

"and then there was this girl, and she hit on me and i didn't know what to do bc i'd be the face of the school if i told her i was dating you and was gay and today she kissed me"

"WHAT"

"im sorry im sorry i didn't kiss back and i was so scared bc i never was in a relationship before and i was so scared it was considered cheating-"

and mike LAUGHSS

"what? mike? what's wrong?"

"if you don't do anything back, it's not considerd 'cheating'"

"oh. good. are you mad at me?"

"what? no! no never!" so mike opens his arms and says "come here" so will and mike hug or something like that and then mike says "do you need me to beat her up?"

and will says "you can't even beat eggs. besides, your noodle arms wouldn't be able to do harm to even a fly"

so mike laughs and says "i'm glad your home"

so will blurts "i cursed out a teacher"

"you? cursing?"

"yes."

"might have to start calling you a bad boy now"

will just smiles and says "i love you"

and mike says "i love you too"

AND THEN END AND IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF BC I LOVE THIS DREAM LIKE I CAN'T BELIEVE MY BRAIN THOUGHT OF THIS BUT IM OBSESSED

ALSO ONCE I FINISH WYBMFFAE ILL PROBABLY WRITE THIS INTO A FULL BLOWN FIC BUT AHIHFUSAH

edit: i have no idea what mike did with the present him and el bought for will but i guess they ended up giving it to him lol

#byler

[princesses-and-bitchcraft]

i want to ask you a ship too but 1) im not sure what you ship, and 2) every ship im invested in and would ask about is like,,, garbage fire and definitely not as sweet and fluffy as these prompts

soo i checked your ao3 and you have like 2 missy/clara fics and i'd love to see you try to answer these prompts for them adhsfkjshgkj good luck

(also now that ive seen your ao3 name, i think ive seen you in my kudos? maybe? i might be wrong. NO im not wrong! i checked. you have read at least one of my fics. i didnt know that was you)

Akdjghsjgkfhd yeah ever since I've been trying to be more active on ao3 leaving people comments and stuff I've been running into a lot of cases of like. Not mistaken identity per se but a lot of cases of "oh shit I did not know that was you!!!". I'm a bit of a mess about introducing myself to people, in that I mostly Do Not.

Anyways I am in fact a rampant multishipper in pretty much every fandom I ever Consume, first and foremost. Sure I can have Preferences but I easily put that aside. I do not remotely understand ship wars. What the heck people. Two solutions: start poly shipping (✔️) and start multishipping (✔️).

This should be fun though. I do really really love thinking about these two. I don't know what it was that flipped that particular switch in my head but I'm obsessed.

Who is most affectionate: Missy, but specifically in an annoying way. Affection as a way to get a rise out of someone. Weaponized affection, as it were. Especially in inappropriate situations.

Who initiates hand holding: Clara, but also in a vaguely weaponized manner: if Clara is holding Missy's hand, Missy has one less hand with which to Cause Problems. Or so she says.

Who worries more about the other one: also Clara because hello???? Missy is literally always getting into Something. Clara has to leave class early because unit calls to tell her they've got her definitely NOT girlfriend in a prison cell again and would you come and Deal with her or do we need to get the Doctor involved? Missy shows up out of nowhere covered in blood on more occasions than Clara wants to think about. Etc etc etc.

Who is more likely to ask for help: NEITHER OF THEM OH MY GOD!!!! They both will go to increasingly desperate measure of escalating whatever situation is causing an issue to avoid it. They've probably both almost died at least once because of it. The Doctor shows up unexpectedly and hauls them both into the TARDIS once when straits are particularly dire. None of them want to talk about that.

Who is always losing the keys: Clara, but only because Missy hides them.

Who leaves littles notes: Missy, but again, they are usually somehow inappropriate in either content, presentation, or both.

Who can't sleep without the other one: Missy!!!!! I have strong feelings that I will not elaborate on. (Not for any particular reason, I'm just Bad At Words. Depsite. Being a writer.)

Who is more likely to propose: I think you could have a scenario where they have been cohabitating for like a fucking decade or something and STILL neither of them will admit that the other one means anything to them so. Definitely neither of them.

Who introduced the other to their family first: this question is sort of inapplicable. Missy's only "family" is sort of just. The Doctor. And Clara's probably had enough trouble to last a lifetime from the ill-fated introduction or the Doctor to hers. But the idea of Clara somehow being in a situation where she has to introduce and Explain Missy to her family is definitely kind of hilarious.

Who plays with the other's hair: I don't have any kind of opinion here really. Personally I hate having my hair played with, so I mostly just don't think about it lol

Who makes sure the other eats: I think they're both relatively okay at taking care of themselves generally, at least in this type of sense. (Less so in the sense of like. Not throwing themselves into life threatening situations. They're both very bad at that.) So they probably both take turns when the other one is having a Hard Time for whatever reason.

Who is more likely to stand up for the other: I think Clara probably has a chip on her shoulder about trying to sort of Prove Herself to Missy at least for a while and will throw herself into all kinds of unnecessary situations to stand up for her definitely-not-a-girlfriend-I-barely-even-like-her. Conversely, Missy will stand to the side laughing a Clara's misfortunes, perhaps even Actively Antagonizing her along with whoever else, at least until there's an Actual Threat that needs neutralizing. It will be neutralized swiftly and without prejudice.

Who is more likely to prepare a surprise for the other: again, Missy, but inappropriately.

Who makes the other pinky promise certain things: Clara makes Missy pinky promise not kill her on the reg 🤣🤣🤣

Who puts a blanket over the other when they fall asleep on the couch: idk, either/or? Both? I'll take it or leave it I don't care lol

#thanks for playin fam #i'll probably want to be able to find this again wont i? #midori's word vomit #there we go #i feel like ive used the word inappropriate so much but like i dont necessarily mean DIRTY. only sometimes. #just like. situationally inappropriate. that kinda thing. #anyway this was a lot of fun!!!! thank you!!!!! #writing

[tigerdrop]

okay kind of obsessed with the body swap art tho. idk why i just like benrey getting to bully gordon with his own body, his own voice, and i like gordon trying to navigate whatever weird shit benrey’s got going on. gordon not being able to figure out or control whatever organs in benrey’s throat produce sweet voice so it’s just spewing whatever emotions he’s feeling at random (including Horny? uh oh. can’t hide that as easily as a surprise boner can you gordon?)

this ask kicked me into actually thinking about it and your brain is so huge. massive. i lost control

last night i was struggling to articulate thoughts for the body swap thing but this is kickstarting me. i. really love bodyswap stuff........(sighing) i am yet again having to confront the fact that i latched onto an embarrassing number of Things after having first read about them in [REDACTED]. truly hate being alive

so like......potions. you can get into a whole lot of weird stuff with potions. truly loving that darnolds 5-minute existence gives me an excuse to think of the stupidest horny potions scenarios

and why in the fuck wouldnt he have a bodyswap potion just chillin in his lab. why wouldnt benrey crack that bad boy open and take a sip while darnolds bitching at him "dont you touch any of those goddamn potions. im not gonna tell you which ones which so if you die, you die"

gordon claps benrey on the back afterwards like "well, thats a risk im perfectly happy for him to take" but uh oh you fucking buffoon. the touch is what activates it. and shit just starts spinning and schlorping in his mind and he nearly falls over clutching the lab bench next to him and when he cracks his eyes back open, hes........shorter. and everybodys asking if somebodys okay but that somebody isnt him and hes kind of miffed about that

and then gordons head turns and he sees Himself being steadied on his feet by tommy and darnold and hes like.......guys? guys. hello! and the sound of benreys voice coming out of him with that irritated and loud timbre makes everybody turn to face him........b/c that is so insanely weird coming from him

im like way into the idea of benreys, like, Eye Darkness Thing transferring to gordons face when their bodies are swapped, too. its just his malevolent energies manifesting physically no matter what body hes in

Wait god wait. Like. Benrey in Gordon's body and he gets horny for some reason and has to live Gordon's fucking pained life of the suit edging the hell outta him- Bc now Gordon can actually fucking jerk off for the the first time in days. No edging bullshit from the hev suit

benreys newfound appreciation for why gordons such a bitch all the time

RRRRRRRRRRR gordon able to go wild beating his meat that night finally but right before he does he stops because hes looking down at. 8)!

YES EXACTLY....... gordon freeman humbled by the sight of benreys huge meat. except its his meat now 

at first he only feels mildly weird about jacking it when hes not even in his own body right now but hes been edged for days now and hes just thinking "if i can just get this out of the way now, ill be clear-headed for however fucking long im stuck in black mesa. maybe this is why ive been so goddamn stupid lately. yeah"

but then he gets some time and space to himself at long last and unzips and the shock of seeing benreys huge uncut dick instead of his own brings him back to reality like "?oh my god what the fuck am i doing"

embarrassment! guilt! but also hes still fuckin horny and eventually curiosity wins out. whats the harm, right. its not like he has to say anything about it. and gordon freeman is (mostly) heterosexual and hes never been this up close and personal with a foreskin before and hes just......curious. scientifically

maybe hes even.......locked himself inside one of the company restrooms while hes at it. just to make sure hes got privacy. and there is a mirror right there........  he was gonna just bust one out and leave as fast as he can but now hes curious

starts. thumbing the hem of his shirt under benreys vest. starts lifting it up experimentally just to see where all that hair leads. out of curiosity. and seeing the curve of benreys stomach peek out in the mirror makes him hiccup on sweet voice inadvertently 

weirdly enough theres a part of him thats both relieved and disappointed that hes never seen that color before

he never envisioned that seeing benrey like this would be a turn-on but like......with that vest and that helmet on he just looks like some kind of fuckin roundish rectangle shape. but now gordons intimately familiar with how his body feels to move around in......what hes gotta look like underneath all that armor and ill-fitting work clothes......and the hornier he gets the stupider he gets

takes off the helmet.......just to test the waters. if somebody manages to bust in, thats not so weird to explain. and hes surprised by the shock of black hair he finds under there. he doesnt know what he was expecting....but honestly, benrey looks, like, kind of nice like that. more like a person

im slightly obsessed with the idea of benrey just not even registering as a Real Guy, physically, to gordon, one that he could possibly be attracted to, until hes out of his work uniform.......like hes more of an icon of a person than anything up until that point. pure signifier. no substance

like......you know......the equivalent of how benreys HL model registers to 99% of people watching the series. sure, thats not necessarily anything youd register as "hot", most likely, but then u peel that away and its like........Oh

the model is the icon and the representation of the icon is the real

and gordon runs a hand thru benreys hair and tries out one of those shitty little smirks benrey likes to use on him and the effect is.......dizzying. is that him? is that what benrey really looks like to him?? he feels fuckin salacious doing this

he can even.........get his face up close to the mirror and really look at those teeth

run his tongue over them experimentally.......feel their sharp edges.......and, no, theyre not sharp like a knife, but they are definitely pointy. and surprisingly well-kept......hes never seen benrey brush his teeth before but clearly he must. theyre so smooth and slick under his fingertips

and then he flushes and drops his hand b/c hes getting some weird fucking thoughts right now........but looking back up at himself in the mirror and seeing benreys face all wide-eyed and red makes the issue worse

oh, you really like seeing him look like that, dont you. and gordons pissed b/c this isnt even his fucking brain but its still whispering the exact same neurotic, self-defeating shit at him that hes trying very hard to tamp down

and then he starts getting a little crazier. taking off the vest. he can explain that, no problem. its just kind of hot. heavy. he needed a breather! its normal. just in here to splash some water on his face and cool down, nothing wrong with that. but that just makes benreys shirt all the easier to access.......and he tugs the hem of it just a little higher and looks at himself in the mirror and runs a thumb over the curve of his stomach, where the hair is thickest, and he shivers

gordon freeman is deeply normal and would never get off to the sight of a guy with arms the size of his head tentatively dragging the hem of his shirt up, just for gordon to look at him closer

hands shaking from nerves as he decides to loosen his tie and start unbuttoning and he sees more and more hair-dusted skin and muscle and fat and a thin sheen of sweat reveal itself

> i could see gordon trying to tense and flex the muscles a bit just because hes normal

HE IS, AND HE WOULD

he doesnt know when "being horny b/c hes been pent up and edged for days and he just needs to get his rocks off real quick so he can be normal again" turned into "being horny b/c the way benrey looks under his uniform is scary good to him" but if he thinks about that too hard hes gonna have a panic attack

tells himself that its all just because he hasnt been able to get off. thats why hes thinking this shit. hell stop thinking it once he nuts

> hey this is a quick aside but yknwo how he talks to himself in third person sometimes? what if he does and then kinda does a mental double take at how his name sounds coming out of benreys mouth, with his voice. ok thats it goodbye

oh ym god thats making me go insane. doing it by accident and then.........saying it again. on purpose. just to hear benreys voice doing it

getting one knee hitched up onto the sink and leaning forward with his arm braced against the mirror and his forehead leaning on his arm and tugging benreys dick (no, idiot, thats your dick right now, stop thinking about it) and tentatively groaning out his own name and it comes out so hoarse and desperate that it punches him straight in the gut (too bad, hes thinking about it, he cant not think about it, not with the way he looks and sounds right now)

> remember in the series when benrey called him gordon one (1) time and he noticed immediately and was like..i think thats the first time youve called me by my name.

he looks so fucked out and slutty in that mirror that it almost makes him pass out

eyes darting like hes trying to commit every single detail of how he looks right now to memory (b/c he is. he fucking is. he wants to make benrey look like this so fucking bad. just for him. wreck him and get him flushed and sweaty and panting and moaning gordons name and jesus christ, okay, thats where his brains taking him. okay. cool)

hes dizzying himself thinking about it. he knows benreys hot for him by this point, theoretically. assuming his weird come-ons werent just jokes. benrey would probably let him do this to him. benrey would probably want him to touch his dick. gordon thinks about how good it might feel for his own hand to be on benreys dick and he cant get himself solidly into one headspace or another - hes gordon, hes benrey, he wants to touch, he wants to be touched, he wants to feel his own hand on this dick (and god, maybe he could. maybe he could ask. wouldnt that be crazy.)

benrey in gordons suit and gordons body and gordons face leaning over him, b/c fuck, he really is tall compared to benrey, hes figured that one out awful quick. and gordons (his) hand on his (benreys) dick and stroking him and leering down at him with those dark, dark eyes that dont even really look like his eyes, anymore, not with the way theyre shaded over, and hearing his (benreys) (his) voice moaning out his (gordons) (definitely gordons) name and all the little "pleases" and "thank yous" that he cant stop letting out b/c benreys voice was made for it, made to beg and whine and ask so nicely, and his heads spinning as he comes all over the fucking mirror and sink

> i wonder if this could be combine with the ideas that parts of the self or like mind is still a bit left behind if that makes sense, like with benrey also wanting this that part of the reason gordon wants to say those things

"do you want to fuck him or do you want to be him?" well my good bitch, perhaps you can have a little of both. welcome to my personal hell

hes never come so hard in his fucking life and the noise that rips out of him when he does, finally, after days of being jerked around (ha ha) makes his ears burn with shame

now if you really wanna go crazy. imagine that benreys up and walking around this whole time b/c being edged by his stupid broken suit is making it impossible for him to sleep, and he hears........all of this. stops and presses himself flat agains tthe wall to listen

he cant actually get into the bathroom to scare the shit out of gordon/offer to join in/etc, b/c this stupid flesh body of gordons cant even noclip, but he can press his ear to the door and. listen. and he can flush all the way down to his chest when he hears gordon in there, moaning out his own name with benreys voice

so thats what gordon wants him to do, huh. thats what hes thinking about.

poor benrey, tho. he gets to experience just a lick of the endless fucking suffering that gordon goes thru every single day just by being alive, and "the HEV suit trying and failing to suck him off to completion while his dick twitches against the hard metal of the interior every time gordon groans in there" is just one small part of it

anyway . see ya. my final message

#asky #writin stuff

[thegreenerartist]

Okay okay guys wait

Just I M A G I N E

The Foxhole Court,,, but set in the Philippines (they’ll all still be the same characters but it’ll just take place in the Philippines!)

The Filipino & Filipina Foxes!

Okay so Neil is still on the run, with 5 mil ($) in his pocket, but think about it. There are 7,641 islands. 7,641. His father would have absolute HELL trying to find him and his mother (until she died oop) (probably somewhere where they are trying to sneak into Luzon?) So then Nathan will be stationed, not in Baltimore, but maybe somewhere in Luzon (it being the central island and all)

Neil would know how to speak English (universal language duh), Tagalog (common Filipino language) and maybe Ilongo? Or Ilocano? For Luzon, but then he’ll probably know the common languages too, like Bisaya and Cebuano for Visayas, maybe he’ll know Arabic or Islamic for Mindanao? (I highlighted the ones I think he would most likely know, but most Filipino langauges tbh sound similar. Takes maybe a few months, weeks if you’re good, to learn a language like a native)

So idk how to segúé (how to even spell??) to him meeting the Foxes bUT HE GETS THERE

Soo let’s say the Cousins (yes thats their official tital no I don’t take critisism) know how to speak Arabic while Kevin is the one who speaks Bisaya. Everyone can speak English and Tagalog because Filipinos are taught English and Tagalog early on oop

Okay fine this will still be an Exy universe (but can yall imagine? Street basketball?)

They’ll probably be learning somewhere in Luzon, most likely NCR for plot because it’s probably where Nathan and his men are too

They meet and stuff, cool shenanigans

(Their backstories might be a tad rougher than in canon because,,, yeah. It happens here)

Okay so I just wanna get to the fun stuff, since that’s what I originally planned for this post

Nicky and Allison will deffo be like those ladies who wash clothes and gossip, i.e. spreading chismis

Nicky reminds me of the gays here that go “oH HEY MGA BES!”

Andrew is THAT dude who goes up to an ice cream guy and asks for, “Cornetto. The sweetest one you have”

He wouldnt like dirty ice cream. It’s too bland and milky, not sweet

Neil would fit right in. Everyone here wears shirts and pants/shorts. Some guys dont even bother putting a shirt on

Dan and Neil go bonding to the palengke (wet market) since most of the other foxes have been raised in middle class

Matt buys those birds in the cages so he can set them free like the good boy he is :)

Renee is a BOSS in chinese garter

Allison was the heir to,, idk probably something like SM or something

Aaron is every asian parents’ dream tbh

Also I love the idea of them getting houses since Filipino houses here look basic as heck but look SO authentic, as in yall could go, “wow that looks like a normal house” but then,,, yall would know. That’s a Filipino’s house right there

Everyone get’s THOSE houses where there are literal bars on the windows and the fence is so goddamn tall

Except for Kevin and Allison

Those two would get the classy stuff

Like Allison would probably be living in those houses that were during the Spanish Colonial Period (with Renee because duh)

Kevin will get a private resort or something somewhere in Boracay or Palawan or something (with no one because I fully support aro ace Kevin [ but bi Kevin is awesome too though don’t get me wrong {sorry Thea}])

I would love to propose the idea of Neil calling Andrew ‘mahal’ or ‘love’(THEY ARE MARRIED HERE LET ME LIVE) (ILL JUST SAY THEY GOT MARRIED IN THE US OKAY)

In the morning, when they wake up and Neil goes, “m’hal, pakibukas ung bintana” “love, can you open the blinds?”

(Fun fact, the prefix paki is a polite way of asking someone to do the action, the same way you say ‘may’, ‘can’ and ‘please’)

But then ‘mahal’ ALSO means ‘expensive’ in Tagalog. I find it funny because Andrew is truly, very, absolutely expensive

“My god napakamahal naman yan’ Drew’!”

“Oh my god Drew’, that’s so expensive!”

“mAy stAnDArdS akO excUSE Me!!11!”

“I have standards excuse me!”

“M A H A L ‘W A G”

“L O V E , N O”

I love the idea that they play basketball in their free time with neighbourhood kids, as in street basketball

It starts with Andrew and Neil

They were outside, holding hands (it’s ok Philippines isn’t SUPER homophobic) (and even if someone was stupid enough to talk them down, they have knives :)

And these,,, kids go up and be like, “laro?” “play?”

Because kids right?

And BOOM it becomes a thing (usually on their breaks :)

Renee joins because Peace Corps (actually no. She did it out of the kindness of her own heart)

Then Dan, Matt and Nicky wanted to join

Allison was dragged there by Renee

Katelyn wanted Aaron to come too

Kevin decided to go since it’s the off-season and he has nothing to do, yaba daba da he actually misses his foxes

He keeps mumbling, “buti pa kapag nilaro nila an Exy *grumble grumble*” “it would be better if the played Exy instead *grumble grumble*”

They are happy :D

Okay so yall know how Kevin is a health freak

So one day Andrew will eat one too many goSH DARN AICE AND KEVIN WILL HAVE A F I T

Andrew doesn’t care

Until he does

Kevin can go on and on about how unhealthy some foods are and blah blah blah

But yall cANNOT TELL ME that that boy does NOT eat those streetfoods

Im talking about fishballs, squidballs, siomai, tokneneng, ALL OF THAT JAZZ

(That’s what happens when yall let a person who never played in the neighbourhood try streetfood) (they get OBSESSED) (I can tell from experience lol)

Then Andrew keeps that footage for blackmail

Just imagine. Kevin Day. Eating. The oiliest. The most unhealthy. Goddamn streetfood

I’ll probably make more :P it was fun to write this!

I would love it if this were liked and reblogged 🥺👉👈 I would appreciate that very much because I spent some time on this and I need validation 🥺🥺

#aftg #tfc #all for the game #the foxhole court #aftg headcanon #tfc headcanon #dan wilds #kevin day #andrew minyard #matt boyd #aaron minyard #allison reynolds #nicky hemmick #renee walker #neil josten #akin #andreil #renison #aftg philippines

[watchyourbluesturngolden]

my annotations for chappy 11 of ysijwa

this is just for drea and leyla to read so if you're not drea or leyla pls keep scrolling :)

ok this is pretty chaotic and like i said earlier i treated this ike a wattpad comment section so... have fun ig :)

SHERLOCK AND WATSON CINEMATIC UNIVERSE SHUT UPPPPP I LOVE YOU SM DREA

NOT MISS SNAP CRACKLE POP

jealous y/n you say???

now i know why you ignored all my tiktok asks lmao

HELPLESS OH MY GOD

truly madly deeply intended :)

damn he's kind of a narcissist yk? like "I have to be serious my entire family depends on it" shut up mr darcy you're not special

devout in his religion hmmmmmm hopefully we see some more religious trauma content bc me too vampy

awww he wants kids but now he cant have them bc hes... dead :(

AWWW his sister taught him to knit :( if he doesn't knit bloodbag a sweater i swear to god

stuffy moron is correct

"IT'S A FUCKING WONDER HE EVER GOT LAID" OIJRIOJWEIOJIEWOJFIOEJOF

"THE ATROCITY THAT IS BEING ACQUAINTED WITH NIALL AND HIS HORRIBLE AFFINITY FOR CHEAP FLANEL" ORJFOIJFEIOWJ YOURE SUCH A POET

he's so dumb she was with him bc he's hot that much should be obvious to him🙄

FOOLISHLY HOPELESSLY UNMEASURABLY IN LOVE HWAT THE FUCK DREA IM SAD

i love that he remembers the spinal cord dislocation and the dead leaves . like yea im dead rn but the leaves in my hair are really what's bothering me the most

what the fuck is a maw

ok i looked it up i get it now

"attachment is for gullible idiots" yup and youre one of them vampy 😌

"the warmest skin his icy fingers had ever had the good fortune to touch" im so soft rn

oh so now she has "a wholesome beauty about her nature" ? i thought she was just cute enough 🤨

HE THINKS HER SMILE COULD RESTART HIS HEART THATS SO CUTE IM OUHOIJFOEWIJFIOEWJ

"the responsibility of keeping her safe, satisfied, and happy" how 🥺 🥺🥺

"as long as he breathes" i thought he didn't breathe lmao BUT I GET THE SENTIMENT

"always when it comes to her" IM SCREAMING RN THIS IS SO SOFT I CANT

ill never forgive him for being so dense either his brain is basically a rock

HE WANTED TO COMMUNICATE THAT HE BELONGED TO HER IM GONNA HAVE A STROKE

couldnt be me i dont want to be percieved

HE ADDED A FUCKING BUTTERFLY AFTER THE DISCO BALLS IM OIWFJIOEWJFIOEJIOEWNOJIWJ(*H(WUIOFJIOEWJFIOWHVIFUEH)U)($UT

HEY a hamilton obsession is not childish😤

'the only person who was allowed to touch him there was y/n' he's like a little kid who's possessive omggggggg

oh this reminds me i rlly hope everything in that chest was new and had never been used on anyone else owijfowiejfioewj

oh please my irish king can control himself let y/n meet the other vamps🙄

"if they knew all along why did it take so long" yk im wondering the same thing dummy

"every day was a battle to earn her love and affection" wtffff how could she hurt him like that he is just a baby

i think he needs therapy tbh

yes he does deserve to be treated with respect and dignity😤

"supporting and tolerating them despite your differences" exactly unless they're a republican

IM SORRY THAT WAS MEAN OIWFJOIWJFEIOw i said what i said tho

they did everything backwards but it's what baby needed🥺

im literally gonna 🔪 bradley how dare he hurt my favorite ribeye like that

PROPER BOYFRIEND-GIRLFRIEND BONDING PLSSSSS im sure he makes sure to say stuff like "as your boyfriend' or 'since youre my girlfriend' all the time now

"everything that has to do with harry has always and will always make her feel safe and secure" ...who's gonna tell her👀

HE BECOMES CLINGY IVE BEEN WAITIN FOR THIS ONE TURN IT UP

awwww my love language is also quality times bestiesssssss

(this is more serious you might want to change the words to nose kisses or something because esk*mo is a slur)

HE wants to be wrapped in HER arms and get forehead kissies like a little baby🥺🥺

i can tell you wrote this chappy bc leyla would never write about ice cream

IF CHRIST CAN GET A DATE MARKER SO CAN HARRY OIFJOEIWJFIOEWJFWI PLSSSSSSSSSS I LOVE HIM

ALWAYS FOR HER WEJFIOJWEIOFJEWIOFJOIEWJFOIEWJF HES SO IN LOOOOOVE

HE DID IT AND IM SO PROUD OF HIM🥺

omg i have a thot imagine if she got a heart murmur or something and obvi he knows bc he can hear it so now he has to find a way to make her get it checked out out without being suspicious 😭

HE ROCKS HER TO CALM HER DOWN WHEN SHES HAVING NIGHTMARES IJFEOWIJFOIWEFJ

“nearly blinds himself for eternity” what a drama queen i love him

maybe learn how to turn your brightness down grandpa

“can women sense emotional distress” why is this so funny oiewfjwieojfioewj

DEHUMANIZING OWEIJOIAJAKLFSDJLKSDJFKLD

not a psychotic episode 😭😭

crippling mommy issues woejfkljdklsjsdf me too king

awwwww he made her a full buffet i would cry

matchy socks im gonna sob

king is a chef 😌

y/n’s head @ harry’s clavicle rn: 💥

“his plush chest” drea its ok you can say titties

“absolutely flawless”? are you sure shes not just cute enough 🤨

he got her oat milk 🥺the sign of true love

hes such a shithead i love him

SPELLING HIS NAM E ON HER TUMMY IM HAVING ANOTHER STROKE

“I DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE YOU ALL ALONE” HES SO WOIFJSJFSDKJKLSDJF

HE DIDNT HAVE TO DO NIALL LIKE THAT 😭😭

RAPUNZEL HAIR OSIDJSKJKLSJF

she traces a tiny heart on him wtfffffffffff im sad

this… is hot

“theres no room on the counter” owifjlksjfslkfjklsj

HE WOULD WALK THROUGH FIRE FOR HER maybe then he’d be a little less cold

im sorry that was wrong of me lisjfskldjfwoiejewiojrei

OH MY GOD OWEIJFKLJSKLFJL SHES SO BOLD “can’t i?” OSIJFKSLJLKJF

oh boy hes gonna kill her

I WONDERED WHEN THE YOURE HOT WHEN YOURE MEAN THING WAS GOING TO COME UP

literally shut the fuck up mr english major

do it bestie kick him in the balls

SPARE BOOBIES MAAM I CNAT BELIEVE YOU aCTUALLY WROTE THAT OWIFEJWIJEKLJFOIEWHOEWIFEHFLKEWJFKLEWJKLJFL

IM WHITE IM ALLERGIC TO SPICE WEJFLKJFKLEJFLKJSKLJKFSJD

“character development at its finest” what a self aware king

y/n stop being mean to him baby just wants to feel close ☹️

“I’m anemic” ok king whatever u say

“ME AND MY CHRONIC ILLNESS IM SENSITIVE” IJFKLSDJFKLJSDKLJ

ahhhhhhh it’s yoga time

“just ask your cervix” jlksdjflksdjflkdsjflk

“if only you knew” ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

yeah y/n isnt like those other girls 🤪 shes different 🤪

yes bestie objectify him

THERE IT IS MY FAVORITE LINE IN THIS ENTRIE BOOK

PERHAPS MY FAVORITE LINE IN ANY BOOK EVER

“He hasn't been this stiff since rigor mortis”

i think about this on a daily basis i truly do

grey shorts? what a slut

“call the lapd im pressing charges” me after walking up the stairs

OH SO THIS IS WHERE THE GREYS ANATOMY CHARACTERS FROM THE SPOILERS WITHOUT CONTEXT COME IN

him using his shirt as a towel im BARKING

“I wasnt jealous” yea ok 😃

AGAIN HIM DRAWING HIS INITIALS ON HER SKIN THATS SO WOIJFSKLDJFLSJ

yeah harold she just wanted a little kiss 😤

yeah 😃 its bc he ran track 😃

no bc thats so fucking cute that she pretended she had never seen the show before bc he was excited to introduce her to it 🥺

I would do the same tbh i feel like it would be fun to wash dishes with harry idk why

“that skank” oisjksldfjklsjfklsdjflkd

YOUR THICK SKULL COULD DAMAGE THE MARBLE LSKFJKLDSJKFLSDJFKLSJFKLSJKLSJLDKFJLSKDJF I WOULD CRY

he gets her a cup of water 🥺

ok but like wouldn't she want to wash her hair after it got all sweaty at yoga

awwwww she got his toothbrush ready for him why am i so soft rn

memory foam mattresses sound nice but actually they kind of suck bc you sink down and feel trapped in them 😃

HE WATCHED THE TIKTOK SHE SENT HIM IM HAVING A THIRD STROKE

niall is probably on the dumbest side of tiktok idek what side but it’s probably annoying and he thinks it’s hilarious

noooo baby youre not a monster🥺 someone give him a hug rn

well actually you are kind of a monster but its ok we still love u bestie

I too run on caffeine and pizza pockets 😌

TONSIL HOCKEY WHAT THE FUCK OIEJFLSDKJFKLSDJFLSJLKFJSDKLFJ

chatsnap hes such an old man 😭

true lmao if you dont have social media i immediately dont trust you

not the i just washed my hands tiktok 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

HE FEELS STRANGELY PERCIEVED RN KJFLSJFLKSDJ IDK WHY THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME BUT IM LIKE LEGIT LAUGHING

DO IT BESTIE BITE HIM CHOMP CHOMP

“my eyes are stinging” hes such a baby 😭

“MY SIGH”TS ALL FUZZY” SJFKDSLJFLKDSJFLKDSJFLK

“are you all right” “I dont know :(’ i cant handle this my face hurts from smiling lksjflkjafklj

he has a kitchenaid stand mixer omg thats so sexy

ok but has anyone ever gotten salmonella from raw cookie dough bc i think thats just a myth

fuck u for that one vampy

wow he could never deal with my chronically ill ass

WAIT IS IT WAP

NOPE ITS BETTER LSDFJSDKLFJDS

I agree body is absolutely an instrumental masterpiece

I KNEW HE KNOWS SOME TIKTOK DANCES I KNEW IT

“I know youre kinda into that (getting smacked in the face)” SHUT UPPPPPPP SKJFSKDLJFDS

NOT HIM TWERKING SLKFJSDKLFJDSKLFJDSKL

YES YN GET THAT VIDEO AND BLACKMAIL HIM

“I think i popped something” ok old man 😭

why is the word wench so funny lkfjslkfjdslkfjsdlkfj

dont hand it over i want to see him snap

OH SHIT HE JUST JUMPED THE TABLE LSDFJSDKLFJLKDNMNXCMNJKHOIUIOEUR

oooooooooooo

OH MY GOD AGAIN SHE REALLY IS BOLD SLKDFJDSKLFJLSKDJFLKJFS

not guerrilla warfare 😭😭😭😭

do it bestie give him a concussion he deserves it

“no piece of art could ever compare to her” 🥺🥺

“remember that time you told me making out was childish” “no” i hate him 😭

THERE IT IS AGAIN “sex isnt the only way he can feel close to someone anymore” SHUT THE FUCK UP IM SOBBING

this reminds me of the dehydrated intercourse with demonrry

“don’t care, relationships are about sharing’ hes so sdjfksldjfklsjf

DO IT BESTIE KICK HIS KNEECAPS IN

suing disney for false advertisement 😭

THIS SCENE IS KILLING ME LKJFKLSJFLDSJ “just pucker your lips over it” “You have actual brain damage, dont you?” DREA I LOVE YOU KSDJFLDSKJFLKSDJ

how do those bubbles taste babe

ok drea wtf i was so happy and now this??????

“everything’s wrong” NO SHUT UP SHUT UP ITS HAPPY HOURS

not the boob privileges 😭

WAIT THIS IS FROM THE BSE MV ISNT IT “dance is just so hot rn” “depressing shades are just so hot rn”

NOT HIM GETTING ALL STUTTERY WHEN HE ASKS HER IF SHE WANTS A DRAWER 🥺

NO ONE HAS EVER BEEN THIS GENTLE WITH HIM BEFORE WTFFFFFFFF IM CRYING

“youre so fucking cute, my baby” me when i see literally any picture of him

JELLO HAS a STRONGER BACKBONE THAN THIS KSFJSDKLFJDSKLFJ

“betrayed. objectified. taken advantage of. used. “ i hate him sm 😭😭

OH MY GOD IS SHE GONNA SHAVE HIS FACE THATS SO CUTE IM

SHE ISsSSSSS IM SQUEALING

stop him worrying she’ll think it's weird and wont want to do it 🥺

“bold of you to assume id ever be convicted” PLS DREA LAKFJDKSLFJ

“the more you talk, the more appealing manslaughter sounds” I CHOKED DLSKFJDSKLFJDKSJFDSKLJ

HIM WHISTLING TO GET HER ATTENTION WHY IS THAT SO CUTE

Im sorry but its really funny to me how you wrote the sentence “wrong metal, he thinks ironically” … get it ? like IRONically lkfjdslkfj im sorry i’ll show myself out

“this boy?” what a fucking cutie i want to kick him

I forgot what a bop helpless is thanks for reminding me im gonna go listen to the entire soundtrack again-

theyre so fucking cute i hate them

so yea bascally this is the best thing ive ever read and i love you so much and my face hurts from smiling :)))

#annotations #ysijwa

[asynca]

pt.1) Dear Asy. I want to break up with my girlfriend. This is kinda a big deal obviously- she's an honestly lovely and wonderful person I've just started to realise more and more that my love for her is platonic and she deserves far more than that. Plus I'm dealing with depression and her huggy positive approach to mental illness really doesnt help me like it would for others, it just overwhelms me. My issue is that we're both in the same friendship group and I am a very quiet shy person

pt.2) I’m worried that if we break up everyone will be forced to pick sides and as she’s the mum friend and im the quiet awkward tag alone girl I’ll be instantly sided against- which I guess is understandable but would just really suck, for all of us I think. I just really want us to still be friends. I love spending time with her but I cant do couple things! and when I’m having a down day and dont want to be touched she just doesnt get it, she’ll keep grabbing at me and hugging me and I’ll

pt.3) feel horrible and fragile by the end of it. Idk, what I’m asking is if you think theres a way to break up without it becoming the worst decision I’ve made in my life, destroying friendships and making her hate me. I’m so scared to do it because I have hardcore anxiety about just about everything and I’m worried I’ll make her feel like I’ve been faking it this whole time or that I’ve been using her idk!!! But I feel like I have to tell her because its wrong not to!? Idk I need some advice!x

Ah, yes: breaking up when you have the same friends. 

Honestly, all of this is something you can discuss with her. I’m not sure how mature she is - hopefully, mature enough to understand that roping other people into you break-up isn’t the best decision for anyone involved. 

If she’s not listening to you about “don’t touch me when I’m not feeling great”, I’m a little worried she won’t listen to you about other things as well, 

Before you break up with her - really consider if now is the best time to make this decision. When you are depressed, sometimes you can’t trust yourself to make decisions in your best interest. Furthermore, it’s some times hard to feel ‘love’ as an emotion and a feeling when you’re depression so you lack of love for her might actually be related to your mental health rather than your capacity to feel love for her at other times. This is especially noteworthy if you’re in the 3-6 month time-period of a relationship, because (to drastically simplify it) the ‘lust/love’ hormone starts to decline during this time and is usually replaced by a hormone that promotes bonding. However, the bonding hormone is a much gentler feeling than lust-love and may not be recognisable if you haven’t felt long term love before, or if you’re not feeling well in general. Most young people (and some older people!) confuse the decline of obsessive, passionate lust as a sign they don’t love the person, without recognising it’s a normal part of starting a new relationship.

Anyway, TL;DR: when you’re depressed and if you don’t have much experience in relationships, you may not really be able to tell if you’re still in love with someone or not. Sometimes - but definitely not all the time! - it can be best to wait it out, give it 1-3 months, give it until you’ve been to therapy/tried new antidepressants, etc - to make the decision so you can be sure it’s just not Sad Brain talking. 

If you have decided that breaking up is the best option, and you want to do it and keep your friendship group, there are a few things you’re going to need to lump. 

You will see her a lot. She may cry, she may be angry with you (whether or not she shows it, you will know it). You will need to manage your reaction to seeing this (ie, your pain/guilt) in yourself. 

You will need to find a friend separate to your joint group of friends to confide in. It’s not fair to be giving your friends all this information about you and how you feel because it will affect their friendship with her. Your ex will need to agree to do the same. 

Your friends will ask you questions about the break up privately and you will, for the sake of both your friendships with them, need to politely explain that it’s between you and your ex. Your ex will need to agree to do the same. 

It is very, very hard to be around someone you’ve broken up with so you’re going to need to put on a very brave face and not let your friends see this. If they do, they will try and ease your (or her) pain and their own discomfort by not inviting you both to be in the same place. This leads to someone being ostracized. 

If things break down between you and your ex, people will probably take sides. You may lose out (especially as you’re the person choosing to end the relationship). Accept that now, so if/when it happens, it’s not a shock. 

Start reinforcing new friendships with different people in the event that your current friendship group breaksdown or moves on without you. Even if they don’t - it’s great having more friends!

If a friend comes to you with something like “I agree with you”/”I’m on your side”, you need to stop them, and say, “there’s no side to be on. we’re both sad this relationship didn’t work but have agreed to stay friends”. 

In terms of how to do this: 

Make a time with your partner to break up with her face-to-face. Flag that it’s going to be a very tough discussion so she has some idea what’s going to happen. 

Tell her everything you told me: you care about her, you love her but you’re not in love with her, and that it’s not going to work. Say that you’d like to ease the difficult with your joint friends by agreeing to both keep them. Promise you won’t make things difficult for her by confiding in your joint friends. 

If she agrees to do this, negotiate together how this will work, what you both will do if friends try to take sides even though you don’t want them to (note: you may need to organise the logistics of this this a couple of days later than breaking up with her because she may not be able to manage this straight away!), and how you will both prevent either person from being ejected from the group. 

The message you need to get across to her is that you love her but can’t be in a relationship with her, you want to be friends with her, and you want the friendship group to be protected from your break-up.

She may not agree to anything and it may all fall to shit. There’s nothing much you can do about this except reassure yourself you tried, cry a lot, and then start to reinforce and spend energy on your friendships with other people. 

If she does agree, the next thing you need to do is sit down with all your friends, and, together, explain that you’re breaking up but that you will go back to being friends. This should also include saying things like, “please don’t take sides”, “please understand we don’t want to spill dirt on each other”, and “please let’s just do things like we use to - if it’s awkward at first, we will manage it and it will get easier”. 

Good luck. This is a really tough time for you: I hope I’ve given you some things to think about

#ask auntie asy #breakups #relationships #anonymous #askauntieasy

[bibbleboo]

Could we get some headcanons/more background on Abbey and Doyle’s kids? 🥺👉👈 I love the premise of this AU

YEEEEE (im just gonna ramble a bunch about the backstory i have so far but ill put it in bullets so its easier to follow lol i apologize for it being long as fuck-)

OKAY SO,,, first of all,,, doyle and abbey timeline,,,, [i am looking respectfully]

in this au, they get back together and have a sort of ‘lovers pretending to be enemies’ chaotic on again/off again hookup thing off to the side just between the two of them thru like Most of the final season, they try to keep it a secret (especially doyle who doubts the saturdays would be hAPPY if he was seeing her again) but in the end, saturdays ofc find out, probably are unsure about it at first, but she gains enough of their trust to be there for the big finale battle in the weird world mansion.

when shit goes down and argost becomes the vessel for the two opposing kurs (regular kur, and the anti kur from zak monday) and they like. explode his matter or w/e, i imagine instead of kur just completely disappearing, the ‘anti kur’ gets shot back to its universe, while original kur gets forced into a new vessel in this universe... the closest of which happens to be the unborn child abbeys unknowingly carrying. basically, what if the two kurs just LOOKED like they evaporated but actually did what happens when you try to like tape two same sides of a magnets together and they YEETED-

So thats how we have Parker, their firstborn daughter! and this... also implies ‘Parker Monday’ exists which. 8^) i havent thought about yet so forgive me on that but hoo, 

they dont know parker is kur, they got no idea and rly just assume kur is gone for good. but after they find out abbeys pregnant (which is a huge emotional trip for both of them in its own right) they do eventually sort of agree they dont want their kid exposed to that whole world of mystery. like, ik its a vital thing to the whole family, and ik these two people were probably voted least likely to ‘settle down’ in high school, but i cant imagine they didnt escape the kur/zak situation without a LOT of trauma, so while the saturdays stay in the cryptozoology field, doyle and abbey slowly pull away from the mystery and mercenary stuff, and also instead of going for big dollar lifestyle settle with ‘independently wealthy’ parenting.

also, neither of them really . grasp the concept that theyve even started a family, and are ‘together’, and that this is REAL, until around when she gets pregnant with their second daughter, Kendall. and then theyre like. oh nooo wait are we actually like boyfriend and girlfriend EWW-

when kendall is born parker is 3, and the next like 10+ years are pretty smooth sailing. as far as what the kids know/see, they probably know the cryptids when theyre little but. (tw animal death sORRY TO BE DARK I JUST??????) idk,, how long komodo dragons live/how old komodo already is and i definitely dont know Anything about giant prehistoric birds and am not even sure if science knows that lifespan, so. im not sure how long they could really be in each others lives??? i almost imagine parker would have memories of them that she assumes she remembers wrong, like “oh yeah they used to have a lizard and a bird... my imaginative little kid brain thought they were a komodo dragon and a dinosaur”, and as for fisk im still working on it but i . actually kind of imagine he might have a much longer lifespan (since lemurians are like ancient or w/e? and also if hes by dna like a gorilla cat or w/e gorillas at least live long af) and also feel like once he got older and settled down a bit he might live somewhere in the woods, maybe even his old tree? and the saturdays see him ALL the time obviously, but hey zaks gotta go to college eventually, a gorilla cats gotta eat bugs in forest, we all have to grow up and leave the nest sometime,

so idk the last time parker has actually seen fisk and she might assume he was an imaginary friend or smth but, 1. if i do write a fic they absolutely have to meet again, 2. overall the vibe is they know the saturdays are cryptozoologists, like, the same way josh gates does destination truth, seeking answers and studying, they dont really. know that theyre REAL. to them its like, a hypothetical science. (this is also part of why they dont realize parker is kur, she isnt around cryptids and therefore whenever her powers would actually show up they wouldnt be recognized) anyways parker isnt embarrassed or put off by it but just thinks its a little wacky, meanwhile kendall is obsessed with the world of mystery/paranormal/cryptic lol

speaking of the girls personalities;;;

parker is like. not really normie/preppy, even if she seems it at first glance, shes nice and has a good head on her shoulders but also is a teenage girl (inherently unhinged) and shes THEIR teenage girl (+5 feral) so despite her success and charm shes also very witty/crass when she wants to be, and deep down shes closer to the kind of person that would on pure inexplicable instinct put something random in your mouth when you’re yawning so you bite down on it afterwards. or like. that video of the girl singing in the bathroom while her friends curl their hair and she grabs the curler to use as a microphone before realizing its burning hot??? shes. the voice of reason, but the voice is usually shrieking in fear, making a cursed joke, or half the time whatever shes saying is actually smart. she kinda wants to go to college and travel, but struggles with indecisiveness and anxiety, so she has no idea where to go, what to major in, etc. and is again kinda just livin thru the typical teen life in that regard

kendall on the other hand is like. weird kid culture, the kind of kid that believes they are secretly a new supernatural creature each year (mermaid phase, werewolf phase, alien phase, etc), probably completely accidentally starts cults or witch covens at school (didnt realize teaching peers how to become ‘blood brothers’ and ‘make potions’ from puddles and stolen school supplies would be taken so seriously by parents) , very into emo/scene/punk/alt culture but not rly in an overtly dark/edgy way, more of a having fun and expressing self way. she wants answers for everything, really loves mysteries and being open minded, and definitely a rebel/adventurer at heart, even if she gets naive or in over her head sometimes.

the girls get along well! parker is not dismissive of kendall she just. isnt really into the same stuff/is more freaked out by it most of the time, but she would tag along on certain adventures, especially if it was to keep her safe. and kendall definitely directs gentle mockery towards parker a lot but does see her as a good role model and guiding figure, their bond is really strong!

other details !

doyle and abbey prob decide to say fuck it and get married after kendall is born, they probably have a few rough patches but nothing is more important to them than the kids now and in the end they understand each other better than anyone else so . canon tension idk her! family ftw! power couple! they intimidate the teacher during parent teacher conferences together hand in shady little hand !

their parenting style is exactly what one would imagine, 70% fun and sass and controlled chaos where theyre the bigger children than their children, 15% ‘this is how you hack the government and dual wield swords-- i was not supposed to teach you that im sorry’, and 15% actual guidance / emotional depth / etc. flaws might be overcoming their own immaturity for the first few years, and then being lowkey overly protective (while claiming they arent, but just bc you semi jokingly tell parker she should join the football team doesnt mean you dont actually hide 60% of ur life from her and check that her bedroom windows are locked every night and have 24 people listed in her school emergency contacts and used to cut up her food till she was 7 and-)

so abouT THE BABY BOY (Phoenix), 1. his middle name is leonidas bc im gay and i love emotional turmoil babes , 2. fully unironically the idea behind such a late pregnancy is abbey would be mid fourties when hes born right. so like. [has two kids] ‘ok birth control time’ [when theyre teens many years later] ‘ok im old enough to stop taking this’ [the hyperfertility curse that plagues many women rears its ugly head with one last hoo-rah]

and finALLY a very quick elevator pitch of what id write an actual fic to focus on;;; kendall sneaks into the attic to look for old shit bc they BOTH know their parents have been hiding stuff over the years, she finds things like a cryptopedia (now offline), the claw, maybe even a piece of the kur stone, and ropes parker into the long haul of figuring out what all this stuff is. and ofc the second they ever find the naga relic and parker comes face to face with it, [rest in rip] time for mom and dad to find out and all this kur shit to start ALL over again-

#long post/ // #tw animal death ment// #GOD THIS IS SO LONG IM SRY-- #idk what to call thsi au forreal yet so ill just tag it as #dabbey baby au #TY FOR ASKING THO HEART HANDS

[haeroniel-doliet]

gah another 5 am post eh fellas

fuck i really wanna do ballet. i really rarely become obsessed (if ever) with anything, but for once i’m so so so so soso wanting to do ballet. so bad. i know i might hate it bc im fucing not musical at all, so not in shape, so not comfortable or etc. but at least im 18,(wait fuck 19 now)  and not 45 trying to get in it all stiff and stuck and i think based on all the sweet positivity to adult ballet starters beginners and sure i wont perform professionally but fuck man i dont think i need that. i just want that grace and flexibility and elegance and gah itd be fabulous. i mean even now im pretending to look for turn out and walk around the house like they do in point shoes and i try fix my posture tothe advice by a ballet dancer youtuber who ive been watching so much of. i just i really wanna do it. 

saddest fucking thing is guys, that i could’ve had the chance to go to the fucking royal ballets adult absolute beginner classes. in london. i could have. fuck. u wanna know what happened? i found out about it like a month or two ago and was fucking psyched bc its one of those things that just is too good to be true. the best company in uk?? w adult classes? while im in london?? yeah id have to miss a few weeks bc. whoops i gotta go back up to do my exams,but i couldve at least done a few weeks, come back and done a few last so i’d have had the best opportunity to give this a go in the best environment and then have a kindling to go off with to other available ballets. and not start with some barely managing person in a shitty studio thing. idk. sure so i tell my parents so fuckin excited bc look! its possible! but yeah its expensive, wouldve been abt 90 pound w me being a student and id have to miss 3/10 classes. but still! thin of it gah its making me so sad happy. sad bc guess its now sold out. of fuckin course it is. i told my mom and she just was uhmm ohh i dunno i dunno, oh its adults i could do it, and thinking that maybe getting her involved would mean i have a better chance of going, dont care much for her company but if shed take it as a bonding thing hell, i’ll probably do better than her in class and minor confidence boost as well as if they all others are old old i wont be alone. and she could pass over what they learned when im up in scotland. Guess that was a fuckin mistake. she got all nervous and self concious and put it off with a we’ll see we’ll see about it im thinking. and making it a whole thing like instead of me wanting to go so bad and offering for fun that shed join me, as if im trying to pressure her into doing it and would only go along to make her feel better. uh.... fucking wrong! im so mad actually. bc of course, no matter how often i mentioned it she wouldnt take it seriously to even consider booking me in! no no of course not we’ll see. and then i check before im coming back, dreading and being right that yep. theyre fucing sold out. of course they are its such a fanstastic opportunity! my only fucking opportunity! when ever again am i going to live in london with weeks free to go participate in that? when ever again? never. theyre moving out of london this summer and fuck. just doing some research and the scottish ballet is in fucking glasgow. yes i was supposed to get there if i hadnt been so shit with studying for my exams. (sure i wouldnt be doing archery and wouldnt have all the other wonderful things i now enjoy in aberdeen but fuck its frustrating) and ofc. aberdeen seems to have: one shady dance company that offers ballet fusion. not adult ballet classes. another shady school that practices at robert gordons that have no website nothing. no info how to sign up or if they have adult classes or when its so stupid and weird. maybe ill have to contact them directly idk. sure my uni has a what seems to be a thriving dance society that i have a glitched out membership for. (its 50 pound a year and i have cerrainly not paid that) and i guess they do ballet on the side. but again from a glance around, looks its only intermediate. not beginners. dont think theres that many uni age girls who just wanna start ballet now. 

so it looks bleary. even in finland, i cant understand body parts in finnish so that might just be frustrating if i could even find a place that offers it. not that i’ll have long at all in finland. ill be there barely a month before heading back to uni and i come back holidays. if i wanted to take one of these eleven week courses, i think id have to geta fuckin liscence and a car and drive to glasgow 3 hrs both ways for a class once a week and that sjust stupid. im so fucking mad about this missed opportunity. like my muscles are itching and aching to do it. my legs want to work out in ballet positions. they just rly do. yeah maybe ill have to start doing barre at home from videos to try ease that, but its not gonna be the same and ill do it all wrong bc i have no teacher to direct me or anything. correct either. sure if i had done it and loved it i might still be mad that i have no opportunities to continue like i want to, but at least id have that expereince and could keep practicing at home based off of it.  i am genuinely upset okay. upset betrayed disappointed sad twitchy and ugh. sure tickets go on sale today to swan lake after exams. and by fuck will i go see it. and ill get all the background before it and know it inside and out before i see it (already kinda do) and i will love it. ill bemaybe more upset and more twitchy that i cant do it, that i cant be lie them and that rly sucks. i really really wish by some miracle the school would offer summer courses so that i could just, get myself after exams into one. also another frustrating thing not quite so pressing on my mind is how my dad wants me to get summer jobs, maybe even two. one here and one in finland. sure it should theoretically be easier getting it here, esp. since im 19 now and yeah. i could work in a cafe or store just to get money and have smth to put on a cv thats not 2 weeks. but i dunno i dont particularly want to, i was hoping in london i could get the most of it culturaly (considering ive been a pouting and sad whailer whos not done anything for the last two years) then again i have p much no friends here so if i did go work somewhere theres a slight chance thered be someone i get along with and could hang out w. or visit if i needa back in london. i dunno. things are weird. sure i could try get an admin job w nhs like some lady suggested but its one of those too much responsibilty things, consdiering im shit with work i kinda would prefer to do some physical job like stacking shelves in a shop bc im good at that. but thats not gonna help me in the future. money yes, but cv building or careers wise? nah. i should owrk in hospitality or smth i dunno even i can barely get thru my work to pass rn so  i dunno about job searching. im jsut a mess am i not. regardless maybe i should look if theres other ballet schoolsin london. be desperate, get a job and a ballet class going over summer and do art on the free time i guess. 

okay so fer now ive found a course for like fucking 156 pound thats a 2 day full days course that looks mad cool for having different classes to learn vocab and etc and then a bit of fucking swanlake like yooo.. best thing its in like july but thats also possibly bad bc its july 28-29 and july 30 we move out. man it could be cool tho. then they offer there as well a taster session p much every other week and then a full 8 weeks of class p near by to me. sure this is specifically taught by a man and id prefer a woman but, i guess. since its ideal timing and place. and i got wondering why thats 150 and the national ballet wouldve been abt 90 and i guess there i get concession and it wouldve been only 6 classes considering the dates they had off. i should rly ask if they do do concession bc 150 is a bit steep still. for 8 classes thats almost 20 pound for 75 mins. its kinda insane. theres probably more companies i havent looked at but there is one other thats like a drop in thing 10 pound cash each class and thats a 90 mins so it might be better. ofc. obv. fault being that its drop in so being an absolute beginner w likely a lot older adults idk how id fit in or keep up or get hte most of it. i think ill go try it once regardless. then when back in abdn ask around for taster sessions and beginner ballet. worst comes to worst i wait another 4 years till i get to a big enough city that they have a nice ballet company and somewhere i can live like an adult but also get in on adult ballet and enjoy myself. maybe my industrial placement city will have  a ballet company idk. 

all i know is that im a bit obsessed and everyone says to go for your dreams etc. and as much as i enjoy archery (slowly gonna dedicate to it) and aikido (though training can be frustrating and training with old men isnt that fun) and ice skating is another less of a dream but in the same realm as ballet. that im gonan get new skates for and give it a better try. i just think ballet could  be so fucking rad and im sad that its not so easy rn. and that my mom fucked me over. for that one course that couldve been cheap and amazing and mindchanging. to go to the ballet knowing what some of it feels like would be great. sure id love  a chance to do some after as well u know. ofc it sucks it might cost a couple hundred over summer to these hobbies and i feel iffy spending 180 on a quality waterproof jacket. sure. they spend it but, im v concientious and dont wanna spend much of their money esp cus im not making my own. i guess logically, i should put a bunch of effort to getting thru this term rly well without lies and get a sumemr job. that way, i could theoretically take loan from my parents  and pay back with summer job money w some left over to do as i like with (yeah i should save it for sensible shit but idk) also considering how nice i am my dad might not even want me to pay back. look i dunno. thats an idea. be good, be rewarded w ballet classes and an unstrained relationship w my parents, joyously move back to finland and start next term w a clean slate, hopefully more help and new determination into hobbies. maybe i wanna do 4 sports since i never did much as i was younger. tho sure, i did aikidos cousin taekwondo. ive shot a bow and arrow whenever i had a chance. ive skated since literally like 3 yrs old. and i used to take a form of dance a alot younger. sure no musicality but i think the exercises would be great for my knees and legs and butt and torso and posture. htese are fun sports since i dont like to work out. and since im not comfortable enough in myself to go swim. 

#ballet an hobbies and thoughts and lots of things. #honestly noneed to read

[cow3survivor]

Ep. 4: “Trying To Cover Ur Murderous Tracks” - Jones

JENNET 

nash isnt on my tribe but i cant help but feel bad for them :((( the last two days that we were together as old calumma i actually started to connect with them. they will be missed 💔

(a little later)

why am i obsessed with ethan ? *insert meme of that tiktoker just standing there*

(after building a bamboo bed)

super nervous for immunity, if we end up losing i think i might try to push for pennino bc he pissed me off the other night saying he wouldnt be available for the comp and literally SITTING THERE watching us do the comp... i really like sam and ethan (tbh more than i like lindsay and jabari) but thats only bc of how much we communicate with each other idk i do know lindsay wants to push for pennino too bc she was annoyed it too so maybe let her do all the pushing and if it backfires, just push for her to go😳

JESSICA

No song 4 today Last round we voted out Nash. That was not my ideal choice (I wanted Nicole to go) but Pete was paranoid Nicole may have an idol, that Nicole/Mikey/Nash were secretly working together, or just that something might go down. He also trusts Nicole for reasons unknown. I didn't love leaving Mikey in the dark (I think that really only helped Pete, not me) but I was nervous that if I pushed Nicole too hard as the vote, Pete would vote Mikey and then that was really the worst case scenario. If we lose this round, I am voting Nicole no question. She asked me what happened after the vote + if we could talk which I thought was great! I sent her an explanation that basically said I didn't trust Nash because they did not talk to me, I was worried OG Calumma was still a thing, and I didn't trust Nicole because she didn't start talking to me until after we lost + she left me on read a lot. And what does she do right after I sent that? Leave me on read again! I was excited to work with her when we first swapped but I don't see that happening at all now. The nice thing is because Pete lied to her, Mikey and Nicole voted each other, AND Lovelis was already initially down to vote Nicole, I'm hoping if we lose the vote is really easy. I also don't think Nicole has the idol because.... ...I found it! Okay, no I didn't. I did find a ruby though. I think that in each quadrant of the adventure, there is a gem and the four gemstones combined will make an idol. I already have 1, I have a good idea of where it could be in the north, and most importantly I am pretty sure Nicole has no advantages. I think if she had an idol, she might have played it last round, but my guess is that there is only one idol in the game and no one has it yet. However right now I'm not sharing this information with anyone. I hope that if we lose, Pete votes for Mikey out of paranoia (and that Nicole does as well) which means moving forward, Mikey really only has me and that's an alliance I can keep long term. I do also think that we are potentially swapping after this OR we will do a double tribal after this and swap then. I do not want us to lose twice because that's when things get tricky but if we do, I think I will be set up well enough that no one is coming for me.

PETE 

so my og Brookesia alliance of jessica and lovelis (plus me) they want to vote out Nicole but i reeeeaaally don’t wanna do that. Nicole and I had this talk of moving on from our past so if I just vote her out first chance I get that’d just be a huge dick move. They for some reason believe Mikey which I honestly don’t, I think he may be a little weasel. Nash doesn’t talk to me at all, so i’m hoping maybe I can shift the vote onto Nash by scaring them with the thought of Nicole having and idol

(after dropping his rice into the sand)

AAAAAAAAHHHHHH IDIDIT I DID IT IDIDIT literally i have THE biggest fucking knot in my stomach i was SO fUcking NERVOUS this is so fuckignw crazy i cant skdjdbxsjkdb i’ve NEVER been in control of a vote before like everything i told someone to do they did like i’m not gonna get all like egotistical and all that but like sjkdsxkdbsjjdjxjdkdb ive never been in this position before it’s wild i’m usually like the mikey. like i’m just there, hoping people include me but kinda just scraping by until they decide it’s my turn to leave and NOW!!!! I JUST BLINDSIDED SOMEBODYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

JENNET

trying really hard to do this comp and my arthritis is making my hands spasm :(( powering thru and hopefully we dont go to tribal. if we do im afraid that im going to be voted out :((

JABARI

So i scored for the tribe which is great but then we tie and there is tower of hanoi. Lets just say ill never play that game again but I swear im not giving up no sir....they said they wouldnt boot me because of it but ima make sure of it.

JENNET 

in love with ethan hes the best person in the world

(after staring at Ethan)

really sucks going to tribal council and i know i let my team down so now im trying to find a way- SOME WAY to remind them that old calumma wanted to go after pennino next and to hopefully keep ethan out of the fire. sam approached me about an alliance with him and ethan and tbf idc what anybody calls me or what they think but im honestly closer to the too of them than to anybody on the tribe- closer to ethan than i was to jake even😳

LINDSAY

https://drive.google.com/file/d/12YzvXBooOu3lndrE99YopPOcO4VEAYYB/view?usp=drivesdk lmk if this works also fun fact i just tried to open the camera on the computer im borrowing and the computer bluescreened lol i hate it here

SAM

https://youtu.be/M4E00bmBj0A

PETE

The way this game is going Id say that I’m probably closest with Jessica just because we’ve been talking since the start, she’s really nice & enthusiastic, and we’ve agreed so far on the things that need to happen so we share a lot of information with each other. Lovelis is a little bit of a wild card because he never really talks that much so I’m going to try to bond with him more so that he doesn’t feel like just another number.

LOVELIS

Who knew we’d pull out a win with flash games! Maybe we need to stop shitting on then and start praying for more of them to pop up here LMAO. So glad I can just have this day to speak to people a bit more and just relax a little - I feel like me Jess and Pete are in a comfortable position within this tribe so I’m praying for no more funny business with another premerge swap but I’m tryna stay on my toes!

ETHAN

Ok so tribal time: I am in a minority position right now and it is looking sketchy. I feel like I am going because of how Jabari and Jennet have not talked to me at all today and instead have ghosted me. I have something, but not sure if I want to play it. Do I trust people, or do I just full send and blow it up? Time shall tell

JESSICA 

Yay we won immunity! I love getting my Dolphin Olympics redemption arc, it's been 6 years in the making.

PENNINO

Now, it's 4 hours before the first tribal as Furcifer, and I think that us from OG Calumma will go and do a Pagong to Ethan and Sam. Since Ethan was a beast in  the comps, and we want to keep tribal lines, that puts Sam up for the chopping block. As for Nash leaving, no surprise. Honestly, I feel pretty safe and now i'm just waiting for another swap.

MADISON

I don't know how I've survived four rounds but here we are. I think I've legit gotten the lowest score in the past 2 challenges but everyone else is a beast so I get to stay safe for another round. The downside to being safe so long is that there isn't really a lot of gameplay happening over on Planet Brookesia and some of us might be a little bit too comfy so that when swap time comes or we lose the next challenge, it'll be scramble city to figure something out.

JAKE

https://youtu.be/Hz-Ix0ZeQ7E y'all when I tell you i'm manic just thinking about crazy fringe theories related to this game lmaoooooo

JONES

ok bet lets get strategic:tm: i feel like a lot of my confessionals are rlly like ,, , , ,me just talking ab "wow i rlly like this person, not this person so and so and whatnot" and i haven't rlly gotten to bare bones like ,, what i'm thinking ab game wise ? for starters - i think i'm in a rlly good spot surprisingly? LIKE don't get me wrong its fking dangerous being in a 4-2 but i think i'm set up super super well? i'm officially working with all of Daisy, Sammy, Shane, and Jake, and am in an alliance w everyone of those people besides Sammy. but sammy has vouched saying that he does want to work w me and has my back and i don't have like,, any reason to doubt that rn ? unfortunately the only way to rlly like ,, ,, have everyone prove their trust to me is by going to tribal aldksfjasdlfj but i dont rlly see a reason for them to like ,, , lie to me ? esp when we haven't gone to tribal? i don't see the point in marinating someone this isn't among us and ur trying to cover ur murderous tracks,,, but ya ? i'm in a good spot. i think based on my alliances and allies and whatnot, and i've stated this already so this isn't rlly a surprise, but madison would probs be the target if we'd have to go to tribal. and Jake has stated to me too that he hasn't rlly talked to madison that much either so it doesn't seem like an uncommon thought process. after the challenge tiebreaker yesterday , the newly formed ALLEANCHE! kind of came together as the 4 most active people on the tribe so it SEEMS like it would be madison AND sammy getting targetted and , ,, , sammy going for me isn't rlly cash money bc if sammy DOES have my back then that's me losing one of MY allies,, but i don't think we're going to enough tribals before another swap for that to actually be a thing ? so hopefully if we do go to tribal it'd be madison and not sammy, but i think i, if not i then maybe jake LOL, can make a good case for madison to go over sammy. speaking of jake i have a rlly bad gut feeling that i'm gonna have to think ab cutting him soon - or at least before merge. i've kinda been letting him take the reigns since preswap to make him kind of look like a leader ish ? so i'm rlly hoping that like ,, , hypothetically speaking. lets say i'm AGAIN put on another tribe w jake (bc lbr we're swapping again),, and lets say hypothetically they wanna split up the supposed "duo" of myself and jake,,, whos the smarter person to take out - the leader whos kinda been calling the shots and making the alliances since round 1, or the person whos proven themself to be reliable and to keep their team safe and be able to go to bat for their team ? idk IDK that's just me but i definitely think like ,, in terms of a building threat level i think jake is definitely the easier target asldkfjasd which is UNFORTUNATE like i LOVE JAKE but i feel like if it comes to me and jake and jake is putting me in DANGER then , ,, well,, :( i gotta do what i gotta DO i'm pawned as old reliable for a reason :katenails: but ya uhm,,, shane/daisy/jake/i were talking on call after the tiebreaker ab what could happen and we all basically agreed theres no way in hell that there ISN'T another swap on the horizon or at least like,, a twist or something. u can't just swap at 18 on a 20 person cast and just expect us to sit like lil ducks on sunday brunch, if anything we're probs gonna swap at like ,, , , , 15? OR hosts are cracked and swap us NEXT ROUND bc they're sadistic. but ya there's def another swap it rlly just depends on when and whos there to experience it - i.e whether or not i'm gonna have security from my allies or not ya feel? i feel. also there's definitely probs like ,, , ,a double tribal. or smth. or like, smth crazy and dumb and stupid that i don't have the brain capacity to rlly comprehend. but ya hope i win this was a good strategy talk #fruciferandcallumathrowchallenge

NICOLE

Hello!!! Nash went home and I'm sad so I am PROTESTING confessionals! You won't know anything that is happening with me! Nothing! (Just kidding nothing happened this round, everyone ignored me and then we won immunity so they had no need to)

SHANE

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1TxoVh69i2GPA-agNAfyW0G-Bu07weXyZ?usp=sharing

SAMMY

so I had to write a paper and I'm rushing to get this in...blinks...whats new anyways I have been so off in like the idol hunting and I have felt so detached from this game since I have only been to tribal once? but I think the people in danger would be like Madison or Jake? they have both been brought up to me by daisy...and in all seriousness I would be fine with that? I honestly really am only prioritizing Jones and Daisy in this tribe. I feel fine with my position in this game and I even got a point from the flash games. Luckily Daisy won for us in the tiebreaker and we were able to barely escape tribal. I really do hope I can continue to avoid tribal so that I can get as far into this to make it to the more individual stage of this game.

DAISY

https://youtu.be/3kCYnxDIdQY

TRIBAL COUNCIL

#cowsurvivor #confessionals

[elliot-orion]

Writeblr Re-Intro

I’ve seen quite a few people do this in the past couple weeks so i figure i probably should too considering how stinking long its been. so. hi there! I’m Elliot, and I use they/them pronouns! I’m a college kid majoring in creative writing and anthropology and regret doing both. I have a 9 year old emotional support cat, Van Gogh, who enjoys snoring, getting fur in my mouth, and chewing on my headphones. In addition to writing, I crochet amigurumis, play flight rising, bake like mad, obsess over dragons and stuffed animals, and spend way too much time thinking about superheroes. 

I mostly write LGBT+ Young Adult/New Adult fiction, and recently published my first novel, “Sparks Fly.” You can see a tumblr summary of it here. “Sparks Fly” and the majority of my stories take place in the expansive Dark Heart Universe full of not so heroic Super Heroes and Super Villains with questionable but not necessarily bad morals. But I like to dabble all over and have WIPs including a horror duology, a scifi roadtrip story, and about 800 other WIPs that are going nowhere because I’m a pantser and that’s how i roll. Expect to see me name drop some characters or a story, tag it in one ask game, and then never mention it again rather frequently. I apologize in advance. The main stories you will actually see me mentioning a bunch are below the cut. 

I technically have a website, and I technically have a twitter, but the former is a mess because I can’t program or remember to regularly blog and the latter i never use because social media scares me. Think there’s like 10 tweets on it and all of them are niche shitposts about my stories so... yea. I do have a Pinterest though, where you can find boards for most of my stories as well as a few of the name dropped once stories. so that’s fun. This intro is a mess.... Anyways, below the cut are some quick summaries of my main WIPs. If you want to learn more about the world that half of these are a part of (the DHU), look through this tag because my only summary series of it is way out of date. 

Woodsmoke

A DHU novel. Woodsmoke is a Hero who 100% should not be going to the worst Villain in town, Stardust, for help, but fuck it he doesnt have any other option. In return for helping Woodsmoke save a whole bunch of school kids, Stardust demands Woodsmoke owes him a favor - he has to help Stardust and his gang get rid of the Director of the city’s Supers Association branch. The only probably is, the Director control everything, and Woodsmoke is utterly terrified of him. But, he owes a favor, and he’s even more afraid of what Stardust could do to civilians than he is of what the Director could do to him. When it all goes wrong, maybe its time for him to give up being a Hero and stop being Woodsmoke. Maybe it’s time to just be Vincent again, and finally heal from the damage the SA has done. This is on its fourth draft and still needs about 2 or so more (guessing here), but will hopefully be the next DHU book released (dont quote me on that im winging this)

Nightmare at the Lily Pad Inn 

A DHU novel. Ben, who’s technically a Villain but really just can’t control their powers for shit and their powers are like, really scary so its bad, is on the run from their sociopathic asshole brother. They wind up at the Lily Pad Inn, a safe haven for Villains no matter what they’ve done, run by the cinnamon roll sweetheart Matty and their husband, Blue. While there, Ben meets Oliver, another not-technically-bad Super who can’t control his powers, and meets up with Morty, their best friend. Shit happens i guess idk i’ve not written a real summary for this one yet leave me alone. It’s on the first draft and its not even finished and i have no idea what the ending is because im a pantser go away.

Novella Collection

A DHU collection i guess. I’m not quite sure what else to call this because it’s made of three or so different novellas that I intend to fit together into a collection of novellas. The three novellas includes: the Empath, about Charlie who may just be the worlds most powerful empath and his partners who are very not happy with their area’s Director wanting Charlie to do something that could 100% kill him; Hell in High Heels, a historical DHU story about the Terra (Kitty), the Earth Elemental of the time, and Fer-De-Lance (Hattie), the Poison Elemental, and how they get married sorta unwillingly (thanks SA), break a shit ton of stereotypes, and help win World War 2.; and finally Wildfire, about the current day Fire Elemental and the Villain he really shouldn’t be so attracted to but 100% is and them chilling and being gay and idk this one needs a lot of work. All of these novellas have only had 1 draft and are still needing a lot of work. 

And now for some not dhu stories... 

The Other Beings / The Doll Maker

This is that horror duology I mentioned earlier. The Other Beings follow Nathan. He got sucked into the terrifying world of the Other Beings (well, 5 worlds actually),  when he was 7 years old because of a brother he’s never quite forgiven for making him and his pseudo-sister Hazel hunt minor Beings for his whole childhood and fucking Nate up massively. He managed to leave the horror of the Other Beings for all of seven years before he was sucked back in by the Doll Maker, an Other Being with a penchant for turning pretty children and people into ball-jointed dolls. Turns out a horde of Other Beings is coming after him because of his dad which is a Bad and now he’s having to run as a human macguffin and trust me - he’s not happy about it. Only the Other Beings draft 1 has been written because it’s a dark story and with covid i have not have the mental energy to work on it more, but it’s super fun and i adore it. The Doll Maker, the second book, is solely about Doll Maker and his shit. 

Paper Stars 

Paper Stars is the scifi I mentioned, and just might be one of my favorite things I’ve ever written, even though its only had one draft because it’s hella depressing (literally, the mc River is seriously suicidal) and with all the shit in my life rn i haven’t had the strength to work on it more. but i adore the story. Basically, River’s life has gone to hell since his Grandpa died and the only thing making him hold on is really his alien best friend, Keio. When his depression gets even worse, he finally asks Keio to take him away from Earth and to space to escape his problems. This works, kinda, i mean he falls in love and shit (yes River falls in love with a seal furry alien, please go through the tag its great), but eventually he knows he has to face his problems and get help because this is a realistic story about depression and love doesnt cure all and you cant run from mental illness. It’s great. 

That’s kinda all the main stories i mention a lot, all the others are little things i start and stop or that i write a self indulgent first draft but never intend to take it any further. all of these i fully intend to publish one day tho. So... yea. Welcome to my blog, its chaos but we have a good time. 

#Intro #intro post #dhu #woodsmoke #nlpi #nightmare at the lily pad inn #wildfire #hell in high heels #paper stars #the doll maker #the empath #writelr #My writing #writeblr #amwriting

[therosettewolf]

Mystic Messenger: ~V~ Good Ending Walkthrough -Updated-

Well looks like I was on the right track, because I finally got the good ending. Here is how I got it, these are indubitably not the only answers you can use to get it, but they worked for me.

Okay so this is a mess, and I'm sorry for that. I have no time to organize this into something nicer (Unfortunately homework is calling me T-T). It was literally typed in notes on my laptop (Lmfao not even Microsoft word *gasp*). It was basically something I was going to use to keep track of the right answers. I feel like someone can at-least use this to make a more proper/organized walkthrough.

The answers are not fully typed out, but there’s enough for you to know which one it is. I placed the name or typed out the color of the heart by the answer so you know who you are getting a heart from

The answers without a name next to them mean you get nothing.

I put a - or * next to the answers I picked.

I tried to pick the answers that would get me hearts for all the RFA members, and of course V ( I think I got most of the right answers for him).

I flirted a bit with Saeran... because... do I really need to explain? you can get away with doing it a little so I’ve heard, but I wouldn't do it a bunch. 

Also careful the burgundy/ red violet hearts are Saeran/Rays, my dumbass did not know so, if I typed out red violet heart next to an answer that’s Saeran’s and um... you should probably not pick it.

Update: So I just found out from @alois-trancys-short-shorts that you actually shouldn’t be mean to Saeran, you can be supportive. To get the good and normal ending you need to rebuff him gently. So I'm assuming you need to not break his heart, which I think I do once, and then tried to fix it by getting another heart for him( because I felt bad). You probably shouldn’t break his heart at all.

@fantasygamer @wonderfuls-worlds Finished it.

Email’s:

https://haengbokaeyo.tumblr.com/post/165193655738/complete-v-route-email-answers-guide

I would use the answer’s that @wonderfuls-worlds has out on her walkthrough before using mine for the rest. Her’s is much nicer ,organized ,and i am clearly missing a huge chunk of the first day.

[First day chat’s]

16:00

First chat: dear party coordinator

People: Yoosung, Mc

1

The weather is nice today-

Really its cloudy

Are you pondering the …

2

Are you sure staring at the sky helps? -

Aren’t you staring at your phone to chat, right now?

3

I already heard enough

Yes, please that would be great- points for yoosung

4.)

Are v’s works famous - heart for V, it was teal colored I think

I’m interested in the networking part

5.)

Is that part of my task to? - I picked this one and got nothing…

Where are those letters now?

6.)

Will I do a good Job for her role?

I’d love to meet her myself.. it’s so sad she’s no longer here. - nothing bad happened but no point

Are you sure that was a good kind of charisma.

7.)

Are you mistaking me and chatting with me for someone else?

Did your friend text you?-

8.)

I think I smell fried wings

He has a School assignment to share? -

9.)

See you, yoosung!- I got nothing

Bye bye

Two hearts out of this conversation. Just remember getting the teal one for asking about V’s photos.

18:00

I need healing time

People: 707, MC, Cumin

1.)

You,707- no point xD

An ant…?

Ex-boyfriend?

2.)

Ewww!- he understands how I feel

oh yummy

Ugh I almost unfriended you.

I see.

3.)

My one and only love

Zombies

Hackers - its this one but my dumbass picked zombies XD

4.)

So can I start my reports with u?  noted wrong answer no points for this one

Its not 9….

Do I have to press all of those numbers?

5.)

Nope. None of my business

0.007

You must have tons of work T-T - hearts for seven

Lucky 7%

6.)

Meow- he loves it heart

Hehe…

…

7.)

I’d love to see your cat! - put this one no points

Pssssh…. (Sound effect)

8.)

Why not summon me instead of Elly?

I think it wouldn’t be good to the cat if her environment changes- heart for Jumin, I wonder if we should become good friends with Jumin because V is his bestfriend?

9.)

That can’t be true! He’s so Nice and persistent!

You shouldn’t torment animals! : no points so maybe the other answer would give something

10.)

No wonder the cat hated is so much- point for cumin

Lolololol

Ill be your laser beam playmate.

11.)

What about zen- nothing

You’re gonna shut out your own member….? That’s sad.

12.)

You’re really obsessive about Elizabeth the 3rd

Sounds like a fair deal- got nothing

13.)

Thats a bunny emoji

I think he wants to play yes or no

It’s an emoji that shows your lips are zip locked - no points but guessed right

14.)

Mmmphgg

I don’t think he’s going to tell you- no points

15.)

If both of you trust v, you can just accept me for who I am, just like how V decided. - no points, nothing bad happened

You seem to trust V a lot…

16.)

Can I unzip them?

I’m not sure either why V accepted me so easily. - no points

17.)

Come on there no way Jumin’s interested in cosplaying….

Thats a great idea! - lol no point ,but he’s more willing then it appears

18.)

I’d love to see it lol

But I think V would be embarrassed - teal heart for V

19,)

You’re persistent - jumin

You must really love cat’s

20.)

Send my regards to Elizabeth the 3rd

Good-by Jumin!- no points

21.)

Looks like Jumin doesn’t hate V very much

But why would you have a mint-haired wig, Seven- no points

It be a phenomenon if he really does! Don’t you agree.

22

Make sure you give me a copy of the pic if you take one - nothing

So shall we get on with it? Lol

23;

Good luck 707! The defender of peace- seven

Yes , we we’ll chat again, seven.

7 hearts gained. Phone call from seven

20:00

Chat 3

Subject of interest

People: Zen, mc, Jaehee

1.)

I’ll cosplay

Jumin - again because he’s V’s bestie heart for Jumin

Seven

Zen!

2.)

Welcome Jaehee- no heart

Zen is my bae..

3.

Jaehee are you in charge of the.. -  no hearts

Are you organizing what you found.

4.

I believe some aspects

Cruel is the reality…

Im sure there’s a reason… -

5.)

Please let me know if there’s anything I can do to help.

So all I have to do is invite as many people..

6.)

But that’s the only thing I was told about

Your psychological settings are so complicated.

I understand that you can’t trust me yet. -Jaehee

7.)

I understand you, Jaehee- Jaehee

But why is this place off-limits- to outsiders? seems like an ordinary chat room to me lol

8.)

I’m not a bad person-

I’m a bad person

9.

I’m sorry. I have a good reason, but I can’t tell you what it is.-  not sure if this was a good answer

My game might be over if I tell you. It’s a secret.

10.)

How come?

I’m being exploited?- lol just because

11.)

No one’s exploring me. I’m just here to have fun with you all

Oh save me, my prince! I’ll be waiting.- lol no points

12.)

This initial setting is a bit tricky. But that’ll make the progress

I hope you’d start to trust me more.

13.)

Your looks are already more than enough

Jaehee, I believe we’ll be able to trust each other soon- Jaehee

14.

…..

Time for your preening zen- zen

(Timer)

15.

You do make sure your facial pores are open- lol because sharing beauty tips

I use soaps….

Why

16

Bye sexy- Zen

Byebye

I’m not even sure who to raise points for anymore. Ofcourse v but where is he T-T

21:00

Richness in wine

Members: Mc, Jumin

1.)

Goodnight . The stars are beautiful

Welcome Jumin-

2.

Good day how come

3.)

You do a lot of business

You got your deal! Congrats!-

Do you like wines?

4.

Maybe they want you-

Its not a scandelous

Maybe its paparazzi

5,

Congrats!

Jumin, you’ve already go talents -jumin

I though they would offer something like this to zen

6.)

Tell me about it. Did you tell them where you live, -

But’ aren’t you delighted

7

I think the question

Yes, absolutely- Jumin

(Timer)

8.)

Looks vs business - Jumin

Im, curious too. Could you

I think the model doesn’t matter

9.)

A gift isn’t bad, but what I think V needs right now is a friend not a wine. - V

I see that V likes wine too.

10.)

What were you two like in the past.?- no point

What if both of you model…?

11.

I’m sure those days will come again- no piny

Does Rika like wine>

12.

Jumin…-

Don’t worry. Ill make sure to finish this as a happy ending.

13,

You two are such good friends

I’ll help too-

14.)

Do you have an automatic timer installed in your head or something

Maybe something’s happened to her -

4 hearts and 1 timer

23:00

Intriguing person

In chat: V, MC

1.

Wow! It’s V….! I’m so thrilled to see you!- v

Oh her comes the final boss

2.)

Is that you and Rika…?

You two make a lovely couple? - no points lol, man thought it would get me some. Said it for no reason now…

3.)

I’m not sure, either. I was simply told to host parties.-

Its all a secret, shh!

4.)

You must be curious about my world

i’m just an ordinary person-

5.

Can you see anything different through your finder?- V

I’ll call the police if you violate my portrait rights?

6.)

They all looked so nice- v

They were so wary of me

7.)

Is Rika that someone for you? - V

The purpose of my life…is my bias…

8.)

This advice sounds like the result of your own experience - no point

Are you warning me right now?

9.)

What? Is this a bug?!

V?- no heart , but idk if that means wrong answer

10.)

Goodbye

Lets talk again V-

4 hearts , 1 hourglass

Story mode

I was playing the game- idk

It was fun, felt like I was talking to real people instead of ALs

The black haired man in a suit with a temper

Now that we talked I want to talk about you

2nd day

[1.00] Expectation and Uneasiness

Chat room: Yoosung, Jaehee, Mc

He’s the king of irresponsibility

He said he’ll be back soon. You could ask him then, can’t you -V

I’m sure he’s inside the phone. Lol

///////////////////////////////////////////

Welcome Jaehee *

Aren’t you going to sleep, jaehee?

///////////////

Do you have a hidden background story with you?

Wow, You must be super-competent, Jaehee. *

//////////////////////////////////

Does that mean that you shouldn’t chit-chat during work?

That’s a true businessman there. He makes future rather

So he must have seen potential in you Jaehee- Jaehee

///////////////////////

How do V’s photos feel like- V

A rich man and a celebrity?

///////////////////////////////

How does this association work without v?

He said that he’ll drop by more often.- V

I’m sure he will

You mean you can’t log in from abroad.

////////////////////

I wish I could discuss a lot about parties and the RFA -Purple Heart so I think Yoosung

That’s right! Please trust me! I’m here to have parties with the RFA

////////////////////////

Why don’t you investigate on that on your own? I want to know what happened too.

Isn’t that a sensitive matter to V as well?- V

////////////////

That can’t get anymore suspicious. Do you know by any chance….

Their friendship is so cool,-lol purple heart

/////////////

Did I do something?

What about me? I like hearing about the RFA. - PROBABLY NOT THE BEST ANSWER

////////////////////

You’re mean

hmmm… it does sound like you have a good situation to be wary of me.- heart for v?

////////////////////////

Yoosung , you tend to lose your temper whenever V is related.. *

You must feel so complicated . I doubt you can sleep.

/////////////////

I agree. I doubt you can gain anything from suspecting each other. * heart for V

But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t be suspicious at all.

//////////////////

You must be a grand master in handling yoosung

Yoosung must of been really fond of Rika * V

///////////////

I’m afraid Yoosung’s sorrow will turn into misunderstanding on V. * Heart for v

Don’t you suspect V, Jaehee?

////////////////////////////////////

Did that ever happen to you two, Jaehee? - Picked this but not sure its right

But you can’t tell people to do something about their sorrow, can you??

///////////////////////////

Are you going to bed now?

I should sleep too * not sure.

///////////////////

12 hearts

Story mode

[2;00]  Night of Reminiscence

Cumin, V, MC

Good evening Jumin*

What are you doing up

//////////////

So you’re saying that I’m currently holding info - red violet heart? Jumin?

But I hardly gained any info here

//////////////‘

I think you’d trust V in whatever situation, Jumin * V

What’s so bad about questioning?

///////////////

Ohhhhh busted. I actually came from another dimension * red violet heart

If I don’t look like an extraordinary person, who do you think I am?

/////////

Where is my Prince Charming waiting for me-*

Thats the spell for teleporting

Whats that supposed to mean?

////////

Thats one elegant sense of humor you have, Jumin- Purple Heart

Cheer up, Jaehee…

///////////////

Is that what you think? * lol no pointz

Just where did you get that book?

///////////////

You mean chat about dark magic

I vote for a chat on RFA* Red violet heart

//////////////

What?V alert!

Was that spell for summoning V * got a v emoji idk if it was right

Doesn’t seem to matter

//////////////////

What brings you here at this hour V?

You’re drunk, Jumin…* idk if this was right too

Neither give hearts

/////////////

You too know each other so well* not sure if its right

Aww

either worked

///////

But I’m guessing you managed*

Do you have a drunken habit, V?

/////////

I think he’s fallen asleep *

Perhaps he’s sleeping while chatting

Either work

/////////

Don’t you think

You can actually see that*

Both work

/////////

What was V like when he was young * V heart

I-know-no-such -Purple Heart

/////////

Wow , you two look just like you do now

So you two first met when two were really young. *

Doesn’t matter

//////////

You asked him to be your friend  *

So what did you tell him, Jumin

Either work

///////////

So this is Jumin’s drunken habit

It feels like I’m having a casual chat.

How do you know if he’s drunk.

Either will probably work

/////////////

I think both of you should go to bed

You have to work tomorrow , but you’re are not sleeping yet? *

//////////

Good night, Cumin!

I heard bean sprout is good in getting rid of hangovers!

////////////

You two share a whole lot of memories

Were your families close too

///////////

But its okay to depend on your friends

It looks like Cumin trust you a lot * not sure

///////////

Do you really think there really is something

Could you protect me too *

Not sure which one was right , the other one sounded like a threat to me.

///////

I’m going to be now too.*

I dont feel like…

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7:00 Unexpected visit

Chatroom; V (Ray), MC

///////////////

Uh are you Ray by any chance?

I see you’ve logged in early, V - might be this one

v? Something’s weird about that chat room. * Maybe not right

/////////////////

What? Stupid?*

Kind of… But I’m

They keep suspecting me all the time

/////////////////////

Somethings not right… are you really V?* -  Heart for V

I don’t know

/////////

I already knew who you are. *

You really scared me!

///////////

The game was so fun -  Red violet Heart for unknown maybe

I slept very well.

////////////

I feel a little like a

Thank you, Ray - Purple Heart I’m not sure if I should be nice to unknown

//////////////

I really like the characters * heart for V

Im not sure

Im so excited…

/////////////////

This game is complicated

They’r really Al’s right *

//////////////

How much longer do I have to play this *

I think you’re really warm hearted - probably should of said this

////////////

Yes I want to see characters ending.

///////////

Who is it?

Its not V, is it -  teal heart for V

/////////

I’ll be waiting *

I’m starving. Hurry up.

//////////

******************

Story mode

707

****************

9:00

The act of hacking God

Seven/Jaehee

///////////

Uh-huh

No hogging please *

////////////////

Hit seoul* Purple Heart

Do you have that book titled/

////////

Can you give me a recommendation on real estate.

That’s my username *

///////////////

Welcome, Jaehee*

I wonder what they keep in the Vatican’s server

//////////////////

I’m a popes fan too -Seven

Way to go, Jaehee! Hit him

/////////////////////

Thank god it wasn’t the messn- Jaehee

So you sure the mess

/////////

Can you tell me

Business, personal, and backup-seven

//////////

One choice.

//////////////

You have your old pictures

Can I get a copy - Purple Heart

Give me a kitty picture

///////

You’re a genius- seven

Time to call the police

/////////////

Please don’t be mean

But, first you should - Jaehee

//////////////

Oh? Did you find anything about me? *

Do I get to hear my own characterization now?

///////////////

I wanna know too. Is it this hacker or someone else. *

That hacker goes by the name of this developer.

////////////

Byebyebye *

Good luck on recovering servers

///////

I  hope nothing bad happens * Jaehee

Is that because of me?

////////////

V looks like a very responsible man * V heart

I think everyone’s….

I think that’s because he has fallen for me ^^

///////////////////

If he does

I don’t think* Zen????

But what really matters

//////////////

Are there really

Jumin told you to get a book out of print

Meh idk no points for probable either.

////////////

Becareful

Goodbye Jaehee*.

///////

10 hearts

12:00

Lots I want to of together

Chatroom : Ray/ Saeran

////////////

The user is here-

Is this *

Perfect timing.

////////////

What’s the development room * so I can drop by?

Can I drop by for a bit

Did you have lunch, ray

So hard to be mean to him

//////////////////

You must be really talented

Its okay I like your game *

////////////////

Can I go out now? *

That sounds great!

/////////////

No I like you more than those Albs

Actually you did, kind of.- Ugh broke baby boys heart.

////////////

It did get kind of boring…

I’m not bored. I get to talk to you- feel back so picked this to get a heart backk, he’s too precious

//////////////

But that sounded quite convincing - V heart

Why is this game so full

/////////////////

Ofcourse- probably will get a heart for ray

But they sounded right… *

I thought you were their creator. Do you have to hate them that much- maybe this one

////////////////

Important guest? *

A Meeting?

/////////

Good luck on your work Ray

Goodbye. *

///////

********

Story mode V

************

13:00: V’s decision

/////////////

What? ! It’s V!

Hello, V

//////

That took long

You made a choice* V

////////////

Thats what i’ve been telling you

Don’t tell me

So does that mean*

//////////////

You know

You seem to have a reason * no hearts yet

///////////

So we’ll be holding -* heart V

I hope you’d let me know spa

////////////////

Sure * V

I’ll decide on that eventually.

//////

Can’t I recommend guest too

I’m so excited * V

//////////////

I’d like to know more about you too. * V

Can I call you in the middle of the night?

///////////

I wish you could

Please log in * V

////////////////

Goodbye.

I hope we can talk some more next time * V.

//////////////////////

7 HEARTS FOR V

*********

Story mode V

*********

15:00 Recommendation of Trust

Jumin, Mc

///////////

Hey hey

Jumin, have

Welcome, Jumin! *

////////////

Really what is it * Jumin heart.

I have a bad feeling

///////////

There’s C&R right there! *

Jaehee ordered them for you?

///////////

You collect.. * -Jumin

But Jaehee

/////////////

Sound’s great! We’ll get to hear the secrets behind his long life.

///////////////

Welcome Yoosung*

Thou who are deeper than even blood,

//////////

Really? *

Jumin,

////////

What matters isn’t the background.

That’s so right *

////////////

V looks like a trustworthy person * Jumin

He feels like a dictator or something.

//////////

Recommendations please

///////////////////

There’s also crane*

They can take the cab

///////////

He’s right. * Yoosung

You can find guest

////////

Jumin, *

You two didn’t make a deal of some sort..

/////

Why don’t you try  *

Yoosung is a grown up

///////////

Just follow

Why don’t you try*

Maybe the first answer would be better

///////////

You should

I think its good *

What about studying

/////////////////

Clear your head, then come back

Goodbye Bye-

//////////

Email vampire:

Carry blood packs-

Man hunt!

**********

Story mode

Yoosung

********8

18:00

The universe and the sun

////////

Hello

Hell-o-seven! -seven

///////////

Too bad.*

Is there actually such creation

Ugh I doubt that

///////

One choice

////////

I’ll invite it beep

////

At last

What is it seven? - seven

//////////

Try me

You can scream into your blanket. *

/////////////

What’s that photo

Here he is my secret buddy * v

//////////////////////

Can I get your autograph * got nothin

Cant expect anything else from Jumins friend…

So idk if it was a good answer

///////////////////////

I’m curious for how much your autograph sold

I didn’t know you sell your autographs for. *

Nothing bad happened

/////////////////

Lets just be honest with space * -V

Dont be so mean…

/////

I can see a  *

That halo definitely comes from

Got no hearts.

/////////

Doesn’t matter-  heart for seven

Holy V

Damn would the other have gotten me one for v?

//////////

Are you going to discuss secrets again

Can you count me in*

/////////

Those left behind should carry one

I think that will be even harder on you * V

//////////

But if thats -* V

Yes it is

//////////

Hes gone*

You don’t think he ran away.

///////////

Does V like the sun * v

The picture that was uploaded…

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bECAUSE LIGHT IS

Maybe the sun * V

////////////

I wanna see my zen

Isn’t he busy *

Maybe he’s sick

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You’re such a good boy .* Seven

Go and call him now.

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I don’t think so

Of course *

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Email:

Pluto

No I’m not!

************** Story mode*************

V

*****************

20:00 [ party at Saturn}

///////////

Good evening, Jumin. -jumin

Hello, Jaehee

////

But it’s just a day. He’ll be fine

Neither have I. *

////////////

You too must be *

He won’t hang up

//////////

Pluto will feel lonely *

We’re not

Idk if its correct.

///////

I understand.

When it comes to recommendations *

Not sure

//////////////

Please don’t worry. I can take care of it - probably this one

I think I’d be fun *

Not sure I picked the right one

/////////

That’s a person’s name, right?

You mean… the dish itself? *

//////////

Sounds delicious I mean sounds good - purple

How can we have

////////

Some superior officer? Who could it be?

Are v’s photos that high in quality? * V

////////

Wow! I’ve never seen your selfie * Jaehee

You look tired.

/////////

Good luck, Cumin! * Cumin

Cheer up , Jaehee!

/////////

Really I wanna see *Jumin

So you are saying that your cat jumped.

/////////

You’re actually capable

I wanna see too * jumin

/////////

Oh my.. she’s so cute! * cumin

….

/////

Good night, Cumin! *

Can I have more pictures

Jaehee..

/////

Maybe

Id like to know.*

///////

You can watch zen’s * Jahee

You can.

//////////

Huh? Zen!

What took you so long, Mr Gorgeous - * Zen

///////////

If you were planning…

So did you de *

/////////

You basically

I thought those flowers bloomed from your face. * Zen

////////

Zen did you know we are*

I’m sure you’ll be a musical star.

////////

You just had to hire…

We can talk more tomorrow- zen/

/////////

I thought you had…

I wonder what kind of recommendations *

///////////

Do let me know what you think of the new dvd.

Goodbye, Jaehee! *

//////////////

Your looks will… * zen

Being handsome

/////////

Lets have a nice party *

It was boring

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No choice

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Email: Udon

Yes I want to eat you *

No I wouldn’t dare to

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22:38 [congrats]

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I don’t think you have to know where I go.

I was sight seeing in the other room. I thought I could take a break. *

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They’re beautiful.. * Ray

Thanks, but I don’t like flowers…

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I think the Ads are not very suspicious of me now… -*ray

You mean I’m just getting started?

When will I ever see the ending.

I really shouldn’t be picking the answers that give me hearts for him

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I wish you would focus *

I too wish you

I’m not yours.

The one I picked doesn’t break a heart, or gain one

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If you’re so glad, why not  *

I am hearing that often

I can see how

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I prefer my home*

I want to stay here

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Yeah, I can’t stop caring about V *

No other answer’s because this is the one that gives you a heart for him.

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I’m counting on you… * shit heart for Ray I’m too soft for him :/

This isn’t some sort of illegal pyramid scheme is it?

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You should go now and look at the server *

We didn’t chat much … you’re leaving already?

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3rd day******************

Email Udon

Go 180, stir-fried Udon! * Got the green arrow?

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00:00 (Under the shimmering)

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I wanted to chill out more and then go to sleep

I was waiting to see you , zen * point for zen

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I think your biroythmm will break living like that..

The beautiful are sleepy heads..? * probably point for zen

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God, finally we’ll have some peace..

I actually want to see V’s photos! * V hearts

Wow, you’re even humble ! Such perfection!

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Zen…

Are you in a motorcycle gang? * zen

I wonder how Jumin will look riding a bike - probably not right answer tried to get points for JUmin- didn’t work XD

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Share with me…

That’s the things…

Doesn’t matter

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Its the same thing…

Wow!…

Both are so perfect..* - point for zen/

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You are here to see me !!

I want to chat with everyone together *  point for V

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Zen , you had an accident? *

Aren’t motorcycles dangerous - probably correct

Doesn’t matter actually no points

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When you’re…

What if something dangerous happens… * V

You feel as free as a bird

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How exactly did the crash occur?

Tell me what happened back then.- might not be this one

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V, you’re are quite persistent

It would have been serious if V didn’t  follows you. * V

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V, you should take photos of me someday as well. * V it was right

Trying to deny it by myself..

Ahh I have no idea what to pick, narcassim at its best with the first one.

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Flowers? V, were you Zen’s fan * V points

Zen,….

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Life is about…

Maybe you’re in a slump.

You still look promising *

No points though so perhaps not.

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Do something that brightens your mood *

I lie low for a while

Forget about everything..

No points

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v, do you normally clock in such late hours.

You seem to be coming in late hours, * V

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Have you ever heard off…

Zen I hope you ..

V, you go well with wine * no points T-T

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Don’t drink too much * V POINTS

Good bye

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I’m like that as well- * V points

You have a lot to worry about

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I think is should….

Im going to stay up late *

Not sure if right but he’s staying up so I am

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*******Story *******

V

*************** 2:00 (Paradox of survival of the)

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I was testing.. * Fuck heart for him

Ray, why aren’t you sleeping?

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If you have something to say..

Theres this modern convenience called the phone. *

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Wonder why… *

Then it’ll bloom…

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It could be that one…

Wouldn’t it be because… *

I feel sad

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I want to save the weaker stalk somehow.. * heart for Ray I can’t help it my poor baby

Theres nothing you can do

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Throw it out.

Rescue both *

You’re right..

But..

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Wow…

It’ll be a flower gained from… *

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It was fun…

Yawn. *

Im sorry boo

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Ray, when…

Are you going back to work *

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7:00  : ( Take care of your health )

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Why don’t you

Change your glasses into sunglasses lol *

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I’ll get ready to write it down * seven

Huh. The names even suspicious for a start

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Isn’t that a bunch of powders?

Can I taste it? * Lmfao

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It’s not like stakes are.. *

Reports to police right now …

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Send in an ingredient review doc…

A match of outstanding quality. * Seven

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You don’t….

Seems you have an innocent..* Jumin point.

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You’re suddenly…

Throwing it down the drain.. * Seven points

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In other words..

Catching your breath… * seven

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Tell me more of this cleaning fairy. *

You’re nodding…

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Awesome! Why don’t we learn its secret cleaning methods at the party?

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Huh…

Jaehee, good morning! *

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Too bad… - Seven heart

You were very persistent

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Jaehee.. -*Jaehee

You just came in…

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You…

Isn’t it enough* Jumin heart

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Can someone translate what sevens saying.

101101.. * Seven

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I thought it was funny lol- seven

It wasn’t too far… *

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Don’t forget to bring… *

Stop getting distracted ..

*********************************

Email: Cleaning fairy

Must be a machine *

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9:000 (Back in the day)

Did you.. *

A morning meeting beautiful people

Cat cafe

Jumin’s company?

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I’m actually tired…

I’m ready to hit save… * Zen

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When did you debut?

Oh! I suppose the roads … *

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You must be happy

Oh, celebrity! * Zen

And the story goes that it…

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What photo did V debut with? * v

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Yeah.. * zen

Oh, um, yeah…

Zen, I invite you to

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The one with Pikachoo!? *

I wanna be- most very best- ( This answer would so be me)

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Great! I’ll catch Backpack Monsters by inviting him to the party. - Email

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My eyes are screaming.. *

Wow lol

Oh… sweet Jesus!

No points so probably wrong one?

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Welcome…

Jaehee… * Jaehee points.

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I want to see that performance

And like this…. * Jaehee.

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Jaehee, your Zen…. * Jaehee

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Truth. Is I think I prefer V than Zen * V

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Its a meeting with V’s aquaintance… V

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Its my father-in-law

V’s dad… I wonder what kind of person he is. *

No point so maybe chance the other.

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He would have received some hardcore education… *

Silver spoon family class..

No points maybe it doesn’t matter what you pick

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I like V’s humble attitude - heart for V

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I think they pair well together - V

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You do know that beer.. *

Enjoy your meal-

No points so maybe other one.

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Does V know about this? * V

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I want to be friends with V too * V

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Bye-

Jaehee, have a great day today! * Jaehee

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********

Email bpmonster

Experienced electric shock

***********

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12:00 (My best friend)

Mc, Ray

I did- *

Not yet

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No..

Ofcourse! Friends are really dear. *

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You’re friends with flowers…

Aren’t you working indoors all the time? *

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I like Lilly..

Lisianthus. *

Whats the flower…

Whats the flower language

Maybe it doesn’t matter

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Um.. I think * V HEARTS OKAY IT WAS WORTH IT SORRY SAERAN

You can! Though more time would be needed.

Sorry baby T-T

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I’m jealous

Who is it?*

The other will probably give you a heart for Saeran.

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Um, I don’t know..  *

I don’t feel it at all

I don’t think you are obsessed…

Im trying to remain neutral sorry saran

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The ray,… *

Who is this person?

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When the party is held… * Sorry T-T

I Want to be with you!

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Bye! *

I want to see you today, Ray!

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**********

sTORY MODE Jumin

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14:00 (Small cute adorable)

Is something wrong?

Oh , savior of justice… *

Everyday is a crossroad lol

Idk if its right.

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Whats your real job? *

You’re a person receiving salary

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I secured your portrait of the deceased thanks/ *

What a dangerous mission…

Probably the other one. ‘Cus no points

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I understand her… *

Condolences to Jaehes

Lol probably the jaehee one

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Will a nude…

I pray for your suc.. *

I think I’m already used to it..

Still no points T-T

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Such a delicate..

I am curious of the next theme

Do I need to feed the fairy with compliments. * Seven

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3 days? * probably this one

Is 3 days enough?… - but I’m a biatch and picked this one

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Got it *

… let me hear it out first.

Other one might be right, because no points

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I was about to recommend..

Jaehee.. you want to get…* Jaehee

Oh! Compliment from the bottom of. jaehees..

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Seven! Sell your cars to

Cars are dreams! Don’t sell it *

No points.

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Since its … *

Maybe its duty free…

No points

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Okay…

its inivitable … *

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Only one choice

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Not really. *

I pay a decent amount

I’m a person with a fragile wallet

Maybe it was the last one or the middle ! T-T I don’t know

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V might…

Wouldn’t v’s mother *

The father might have…

Idk

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I wish a dragon would come.. * Seven

You’re the son of a dragon..

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Lets make an equal… * seven

Wouldn’t it be better…

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Whoa

Lolol

It looks like a very strong name *

Maybe wrong

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Okay lets invite it*

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Wow-*

Can the party…

//////

You’ve put your effort..*

How is this person related to you Jaehee

So this person has nothing to do with the pilot you just mentioned.

//////

We cannot decline someone like that- Jaehee

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Whoa… *

What are you talking about…

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I want to try that *

Sounds dangerous

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I’d expect nothing less… * V

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The party might become.. * JUMIN

Didn’t he invite the vampire and Udon.

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I’m worried…

No way- They don’t look like bad people*

You don’t think V told those two…

No points T-T

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I should pick up… *

To rest during the evening…

i’ll start my grand after noon.

Middle one might help get a point idk

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*******

EMAIL: Dark dragon

I think it’s cool! Of course you can!

**************

Email: Normal

Rich enough to fill a swimming pool up with money.

**************

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16:00 ( Precious friend)

Chatroom: V, MC

V! HI!*

Hello

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I think it’ll be fun!*

Do you think…

Not sure

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Jumin, welcome

Two friends gathered in a chatroom ^^ *

Fuck have no idea

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Rich people..

What kind of person is V’s father? *

Did you exchange any secrets?

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Ah, then you two should… * V POINT FINALLY.

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Fathers are said to be close but distant as well.. *

Oh.. you’ve become estranged..

V, you have a lot of secrets.

No points so maybe try the second one.

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It would of been better if you told V, * V

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I think it was Jumins way… * Jumin point

V you seem very uncomfortable…

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You must of…

Feel like your business… * heart for Jumin

Do you have any stories..

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church..

Impressive..

I want to hear memories of you two ^^ *

Maybe impressive, idk.

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Cute-!! * V heart

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I think v would have won * V heart

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Please don’t say that , V. It’s not your fault * V points

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Its going to get better little by little , v. * V heart

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V.. don’t fall * V heart

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I think…

Though he looks very cool on the outside… *

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Is there anything I can do for V? * point for v

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Im going to think of V… Bye * V point

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18:00 [ Explosion of emotions]

Yoosung , Mc

Umm I did see it,

Yes , I did.

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Yoosung, you must be in pain… * Yoosung

Doesn’t it feel like everyone is hiding..

Please calm down

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Hello- *

Welcome, zen,..

///////

We were talking about Jumin * Yoosung

Yoosung is curently..

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Aunt and uncle? *

You should be nice to …

///////

Don’t you think..

Who.. isn’t that harsh… * yoosung

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There seems to be a lot of drama…

Rika was adopted? *

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They’re a family.. *

I didn’t know since Rika had a bright

I’m not sure which is right.

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I think V’s trying hard too… * V

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I think having someone… * Zen

Lolol

///////

I don’t think thats something.. Yoosung needs* Yoosung

Yup…

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Don’t treat…

Zen said that to help you.*

Maybe wrong, yoosung got upset and left probably would of happened anyway.

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Zen… it might reach him later on. * zen

I don think its good to..

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I wonder what V’s thinking * V

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Seven…

His way of grieving may be out of this world! * Seven

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If you ride the motorcycle , V will get worried. * V

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I hope you’re not *

Zen, you’ll …

The other will probably get you points for zen

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************Story mode************

Yoosung

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20:00 ( Reason behind the Curiosity)

Ray , mc

Why does the background.. *

You’re on your way…

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I’m not in my room yet..

I was resting doing this and that.*

I was about to have dinner.

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BZZ. *

You’ve got a few right…

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How much…

Um…. *

I like you too

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I feel … *

I actually feel good,

UMMM MUST BE A glitch because that shit gave me a heart for Saeran.

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It was fun today as well, V turned a bit more active * V point

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YesI

Give me a second…*

Im sorry baby let me get the door for Chu!

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**********story mode**********

Saeran

I’ve been waiting for you! Its great to see you…

Aren’t you busy? *

*********************************

You said you needed caffiene

You talked about a garden.*

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I’m not an idiot-.*

I want to go to that garden fast.

***************************

They’re beautiful!*

Its a little chilly

******************************

When will this game end?

Just what do you do…

But, just what is this place? *

*********************************

Lets wait…

I want to go back…

Already?…*

***************

21:00 (powder of the coordinator)

Chatroom: Seven, mc

Hi-ho

Cleaning fairy!… * Seven

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Yes, it was great talking to V and alll

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I don’t know*

Yes!

Should of probably said yes

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When can i..

This time its an insurance…

Heartwarming…*

/////////////

yes^^ * V

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I’m embarrassed ^^; *

What else…

Wow i’m so glad…

Probably I’m so glad would of been better

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Wow..! *

You really didn’t..

And what other kinds…

Ugh idk which one

///////////

In a tad bit..

Sure-*

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Feels great that he’s looking out for me * V

//////

V said to not advertise.* V

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I want to buy one for V * V hearts

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Good luck…* Seven

Bye, Mr. Advertiser.

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23:00 (Another level of salvation)

Chatroom: Jaehee, mc

Jaehee, you should…

Hello, Jaehee! You’re up late! *

////////////

Troubled times, these times.

I believe Seven… * Seven

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I have a bad feeling… *

Why don’t you go……

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Yes.. * V

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Yoosung…*

Welcome…

//////

No we must stop him * V

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Did you fall into the world of gaming.. * Yoosung

Are you ordering …

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Isn’t that a virus..? *

Seems like a sign.- probably this

Probably the sign…

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sob.

Sniff.. I smell.. * Seven

Weren’t there any hidden..

//////

Start binge..

Im thankful that he’s … * Jaehee

//////

I believe its … * v

/////

Sounds like good words… *

She’s right.- probably this one

I think I should of put she’s right.

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I can see how dangerous.. * V

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I might not be fancy like salvation, but… * V

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Yoosung.. -might need to say this

Eating might help… *

Dont gain or lose a point here

/////////

Whoa interesting.. *

I’m a bit suspicious lol

///////

Lets invite him… *

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Yoosung… *

Vent out your stress…- probably should say this

Maybe should of said vent out your stress

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I think he… *Jaehee

He needs a true salvation…

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If you find it…* V

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***********************

Email; Neuropsychiatry

Freud

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**************Story mode********

******************************

4th day

00:00 (I keep thinking of you)

Ray, Mc

What brings you here at this hour?*

You are back?

/////

Thats the one we saw in the corridor

Thats the one we saw in the garden* heart for saran

//////

I think you…*

I would’ve…

Sorry baby

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That sounds like a dream..

That sounds a bit creepy *

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I think all the members.. *V

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I’m sure V will tell me his plan… * V

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I think its good…* V

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But.. *this one

No, money can’t solve- picked this and got a heart for saran

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But don’t you think its natural… * V

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I think the period …* V

///////

I thought…

Can I save everyone*

///////

That is a happy ending right? * V

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Not really..*

Actually yeah, sometimes..

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Whats the enrollment*

Sure, ill think about it

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I’m gonne

Now.*

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2:00 (whats wrong)

Seven, mc

Hello, seven,*

What are you doing at this hour…?

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Please calm down..! *

Another hacking?

Probably the other one

/////////

If it happened..

What about it?

Past midnight…? Oh..*

Idk am I an idiot for letting him know

/////////

You don’t wanna know-

//////////

Hey

Welcome zen…*

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Hehe its not a bug..

I think there’s a bug..*

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The only..

Im sorry that I crashed in*

i’m sure its not big deal..

Sorry seven but I’m laughing now

////////////

Please make sure.. * zen

Who’s your watcher?

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I think other pictures… *V

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What about me?*

If I give..

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The oh-so…

Seven… you’re going to use that..

I think Jaehee should be in charge of accounting.* Jaehee

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Did you…

Who shall… * Seven

///////

It suits you *

Thats lit

Ugh my head.

Wanted to put thats lit

//////

You should of…* zen

Did you make it yourself.

//////

I’ll check my

I should wear what I should for a party* why did I get a heart for JUMIN?

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Is he an actor

Theres actually someone…*

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I want some fried wings

Really?…*

/////

He’s from a rich family..- this is probably the right one

Hes actually a girl!*

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Don’t you think…  * Jumin

Is he the kind of guy…

//////

But he sounded nice..* Bam V AND JUMIN HEARTS!

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ME TOO lets invite him! *

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I will.. *

Now, I guess

/////

To whom?

Are you…*

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Good night.

Goodnight , zen *

/////

Im sure..

You have a lot to work on T-T*

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Bye bye.- probably this XD

Tell your house maid..*

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*************

Email: Chickendelivery

1200 won~ 1400~

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*********story mode*******

Seven

**********

Email:Bpmonster

Part 2

You shouldn’t miss this chance

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8:00: (All-nighter)

Chatroom: Jaehee, mc

Jaehee, I wanna see… * Zen

Jaehee, have you seen Seven’s..

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I wanna see V’s picture  * V

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Tell me about…*

I can’t sleep either

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Welcome ^^ * Yoosung

Hello

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What did you *

You didn’t…

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I’m am also…

Good for you..

You need a limit… * Um zen heart for some reason?

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My definitions of friends..

Congrats.*- yoosung

Umm picking the first one is like saying your aren’t friends with everyone..

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You took a nap…*

Napping on a bus?

Did your mind slip from…

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What kind of friends

Didn’t Jumin say.. * Jumin

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Umm..

Yes.. you gotta.. * Jaehee

I’m jealous..

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How did you deal with your stress… Yoosung.

How did you deal with your stress… Jaehee?*

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Hiking.. * She hiked - no point either so it doesn’t matter

Were you into musicals? * I put this though, hiking might be better answer, although I’m not sure you get a point for guessing right

Did you play go?

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Hehehe…

Oh yes, please! * What the heck need more photos in my gall.

///////

But I gotta finish  * Yoosung

Playing games…

Cutting baby boy some slack.

/////////

Lets all meet nice and happy at the…. * V

//////////

Shouldn’t we trust V and wait for him? * V

///////////

Umm… - oh shit don’t put this one heart for Ray!

I think there’s…*

I think you’re...

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You should..* Either work

But you should hang on..*

From now one..

///////

Sleep tight!

Hope you dream… *

Either work

///////

I’m not sure..* V

The one about applauding him gives you a heart for ray. I know because this the third damn time I’m doing this chat

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Sure, I’ll see you later.*

Goodbye…

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************story mode*******

V

**********************

10:000 (Understanding and Respect)

V, mc

Welcome, V! * V

////////////

Is there anything..* V

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Of course!… * V

//////

I don’t think its too late.. * V

/////////

We are getting to * v

///////////

Just let him do what he want.. * V

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I already..

I can’t tell *

Im not sure which one is right… didn’t a get a point so maybe the other one.

///////

But why would… * V

///////

Is there something wrong…*

Anything suspicious…

///////

If thats the case.. * V

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Its okay.. * V

/////////

I don’t think… * Jumin?

I wish I had a stable..

But you’re…

/////////

I think you’re also.. * V

////////////

I think you will be friends … * V

////////////

I hope.. * V

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But I think you… * v

///////

Ciao!*

Goodbye

//////

Its a privilege of a friend* V

///////

Why..

I agree.. * Jumin..

Idk if the other would give you a heart for V.

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Even though* V

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Thank you v.. *

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12:00 (I really want to see you)

Chatroom : Ray

Ray…

huh… *

///////

Does it hurt..

You should..*

//////

Yes, I’ll make sure tell you

I can take care of myself *

/////

yes..*

I think they’ve

/////

I don’t think V is a bad person* V

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Looks like…*

Who do you…

//////

us..* V

/////

I wonder..

I can start all over again*

/////

I want to be with you…

What benifits *

///////

Jaehee…*

You mean yoosung..

707!

Lol sorry Jaehee

/////////

Did you screw up..

Then..

programmed…*

/////////

Doesn’t it mean..

What kind..*

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But I’ll..*

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Take your pills…*

Bye now

Gotta throw baby boy a bone..

///////

Ii’l try…*

Don’t worry

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**************story mode*********

Jumin Han

**************

Email: Bp monster part 2

What’s wrong with that

**************

14:00 [portrait of youthful Days]

Chatroom: Yoosung

Hey!- nothing

Are you awake now, Yoosung? * - no point

Sure it doesn’t matter which you pick

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Did you do well? Lol

You poor dear…* -nothing >-<

///////////

But it’s barely a year… * V

////////////

Holding the party.. * V

///////////

I think the purpose of your application…

You don’t have to get into a big company for that dream.. * Nothing

////////

(I feel you, Yoosung T-T)

That’s not a simple problem it’s difficult to fix that T-T -nothing

Unemployment is a serious issue.. * nothing

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You’ve been whining a lot.. *

Listening to you makes me wanna lie..

Wtf these both sound harsh , what the hell am I supposed to say??? I took the fall, he doesn’t get hurt with the whining one so idk which one gives points. Probably neither because, wtf does the second one mean?

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..I think you will be fine with a part-time at.. -nothing

Maybe Jumin will hire you..- nothing

///////////

Whoa! That’s one knack…- nothing

Welcome Jumin! -nothing

///////

Whoa that was brave * yoosung

Couldn’t you ask asked more subtly..?

////////////

Jumin is right! * Jumin

Could you give…

But some people get jobs..

Hearts for him because he’s V’s bestie.

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I hope social… -nothing

Jumin, a single card you give can save a single life here.*yoosung

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I’m 16 year old

I’m a genius. My IQ’s like..299? * no points lmfao feel bad for lying XD

I think it’s somewhere around average.  - no points

She’s clearly- not a genius, homegirl let a stranger blindfold her , and take her up into the mountains to play a game…

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It’s a group of people who don’t believe…

It’s a group of people with super-high-IQ. * I was right though… nothing

////////

Why do you want to use… * yoosung

I wanna be an intern too lol - well fuck that gives you a heart for Ray :/

//////////////////

Yep I think I get what you mean * Jumin

So you want someone obedient…

//////////

The smiley face of horror

Jaehee is so professional. She’s so impressive. * Jaehee

Because I’m trying to rack in those points >:D

///////////

So you guys have a complicated.. * - nothing

So yoosung, you hate your cousin…

Wow that second answer… think I’m going to play it safe for that one

/////////////

But bill gates is a drop out lol- works too

Right he is. * - man nothing, so I could of picked bill gates? XD

///////

I’m sure this is a bit * V

Sorry yoosung.

//////////////

Yep you can’t choose what family… *- nothing

Sounds like an indirect way…

//////////////

And he’s a good Man ^^ * V

////////////

Who could it be? * nothing

This is your chance- nothing but Jumin-bae gets a bit salty

/////////////

What

Is it time for your class? * nothing

//////////

I don’t think he ever mentioned Erika…

It's all thanks to the game* nothing

///////////

Don’t you think V.. * V

///////////////

Good luck on your work Jumin! *

Goodbye-

************

Email: Chicken delivery

Press the stop button

***********

**********Story mode************

707

*********************************

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17:00 [An afternoon of Anxiety]

Chatroom: MC , V 

Me? No, nothing. Why? * Heart for V

Is there something wrong with you , V? : not this one you get Saeran heart

///////////////

But it looks like the messenger is working fine. * Nothing

Where are you right now?

//////////////////

You’re popular , V- * V

///////////

Is this that surprise?

What emails?* nothing

////////

Umm. Maybe it will work… * V

/////////////

Could you send it to me?

I hope it’s nothing bad..*

//////////

I hope nothing bad… * V

/////////////

I don’t think you’d..

I shouldn’t have come here…* - nothing

Hopefully someone can test the other answer

////////////

Him?* - nothing

I smell a secret

///////

no. *

yes. : heart for Ray so I’m guessing no

I think you’ve…

////////

I’m feeling guilty * V

/////////////

That must be quite a burden… * V

//////////

i’m sure the other members.

Alright please take care of Seven. * Seven

////////////

I’m not to sure if I’m right, how do you tell with story mode?

**************story mode*************

Ray

Come on in

****************

I saw it!..

You mean this email incident with 707*

*************************************

They feel like actual…

I didn’t really feel so good seeing them so anxious*

*****************************************

Actually , I’d prefer…. *

Yes, it was a surprise….

**************************************

Okay.

I’m not sure about that….*

*************************************

18:00 [ Mask made of Glass]

Chatroom: Jaehee, Mc

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Will seven be okay? * V

////////////

I think V’s burden… * V

//////////////

Did you call V? * V

//////////////

What happened…

Feeling ok now? * nothing

/////////////

Don’t pretend you’re…- nothing

I think you’re trying to… * Nothing

You’re not playing delusional

//////////////////

I’m worried about you.. * V

//////////////

I’m dying to know your past…-nothing

I didn’t think you’d be like this - nothing but he sounds like he suspects us so maybe the other answer is better.

/////////////

You sound a bit uneasy * -nothing

You act like you …

////////////

I think you should rest * V

////////////

Please calm down… *- nothing

C language..?- nothing

Should I ask someone…

///////////

If inviting this language can help you calm down

///////////////////

Cotton candy?- nothing

Ice-cream? *- nothing

A kiss?

/////////////

Haagen- dash 31- nothing

Juicy- melon bar * nothing

Mellon bar

/////////

bye!

Have a good one and refresh your mind! * seven

/////////

v, seven…. * V

////////////

He said he’s fine…- nothing

I guess time is the answer- nothing

//////////

Do you report…

Sure, have a good one…*

//////////////

Timer

20:00 [Zen’s Worrisome Looks]

Welcome, Zen!

Welcome, Zen the Beautiful. * Zen XD

/////////////////

I think V took care of it * V

/////////////

Go to be early…

I recommend SEVENSTAR DRINK. * Seaven

//////////////////

You should exercise…

Yes me too! * nothing

I can fall asleep in 3 seconds lol

//////////////////

How was school? - nothing, but probably should of just said hey because Yoosung is regressing.

Hey*

///////////

For now, I’m cheering for V… * V

///////////

Yoosung is still young..-Yoosung

Yeah, thats right. You…. -Zen

I surmise the first one would give a point to Yoosung.

//////////////

It’s annoying..

Only basics * Nothing

Yes, sort of

Started questioning my skincare routine o.o

//////////////////

Thats so sweet * nothing

What kind of mask..- nothing

////////

Lets not discuss age^^

I think you are nagging again Zen

I think you’d better take Zen’s… * Zen

The middle one probably gives you point for Yoosung

////////////////

You’re so diligent when it comes to…

Hindow10 update T-T… * Yoosung

/////////

Let’s invite him! … *

I decline. I think he’ll play only LOLO at the party.

////////////////

I’ve been …

I’m all ears. * Zen

//////////////////

Byebye*

You’re off to play..

////////////

But I think yoosung.. * V

////////////////

You should make a contract..* nothing

I can knock you out…

/////////////

I remember what Jumin said… * Jumin

Sleep tight…

///////////

Goodbye.

See-you- good night * nothing

////////////

Huh? I see a mole!

The chat room’s dazzling! Thank you!* Zen

/////////

I want to see V’s picture too* V

//////////

He’s a secret maker….

You’re sweet Zen..

Goodbye! *

//////////

21:00 :[Nice]

Chatroom: V ,mc

V…! Does your phone work now? * V

////////////////

How did you know!… * V

/////////

I think I got a lot… * V

////////////

I can see how much you value.. * V

//////////

It hurt so much…* v

/////////

Thank you… * - nothing

You sound like..

///////////

Yes, I like the RFA * V

Do I really…

///////////

Umm… I’ll look around… * V

/////////

Wow, finally !

When is it? * nothing

Ugh was the first one meant to be mean, I can’t tell

///////////////

What? Thats too fast.

Will I manage to make * nothing

/////////////

It was nice talking to you. * V

/////////////////////

************story mode***********

*********************************

I would probably save on a second file

22:00 [What I want to say}

Chatroom: Ray ,mc

Am I going to make the contract… - Ray

You’re here….- nothing

I put ray because I’m trying not to be too mean to him/ but not sure if thats the right decision

//////////////////

I decided to stay here with you…

I haven’t made my choice yet.. *

/////////

Whose face is it? *

That must be horrible

//////////////

This so sudden…*

Me too… I like you too…

Ugh I do like him..

///////////

Those Ads they’re the programs you made …right?

I won’t betray you. I promise. * Ray

Ugh my heart, I just wanted to reassure him probably can get away

/////////////

I think you should… * V

/////////////////

Of course ….

You sound a bit-sad. * V

///////////////

I’ll think about it… * nothing

I’ll be waiting.

/////////

Does a Timer mean we are doing good… because we got one

~Game branches so save here in another saving spot.~

V’S ROUTE 5TH DAY

************Story mode*************

Yes! I’ll be with you…

No, thanks. I’ll return as soon as the … *

**************************************

This is a bit…

okay….*

*********************

Where are we going?

*****************

There are a lot of computers….*

Is this where I have to make the contract?

*********************************

Special elixir

***************

Close eyes

**********

What is this?

************

It looks very suspicious*

Is this a medical….

*********************

You’re not telling me to drink this… *

This is a good elixir right…….

*********************

(Drink the elixir)

(Hestitate)*

******************

I agree…..

This isn’t the time…*

*****************

Who are you? Whats going on!?

*************************

You weren’t an al…

************

Ray… whats going on here…?

The Rfa wasn’t Als… *

***************

So you’re the one…*

Ray, are you crying…

*****************

Who is this savior?

*********************

If thats what you tell me…

None of your words…*

******************************

5th day

00:00 [Truth Revealed]

Saeran

Ray, explain…- nothing

Did you catch V? * Nothing

Thought we would get a heart for being concerned about V

/////////////////

I don’t believe you….* V

////////////////////

So this was no game… * V

//////////////

Promise me you won’t do anything.. * V

//////////////

Alright. Ill do as you say… - ray

Are you threatening me…* nothing

///////////

Thats easier said than done..- nothing

I think I need a moment..* nothing

/////////////////

********story mode**********

********************

2:00 [data filled with Riddles]

Oh… looks like the hacker who sent me.. * V & Timer

////////

Is V safe? * V

/////////////

What.. * nothing

Do you think…

There’s data even…

/////////

The connection… * V

////////////

That man… * v

/////////////////

May I, v? * nothing

I dont..

////////////

I thought…

Why would you… * nothing

/////////////

Alright… * V

////////////

Seven..

Dont you give… * nothing..

/////////

You’ve encrypted them… * V

//////////

Hmm,…

Did he forget.. * nothing

////////////

Can’t you tell him…

Can’t you tell him..

Why for a week.. * nothing

//////////

It feels like… -  Ray

v shouldn’t you get help… * V

//////////////

So what.. * nothing

I think you’re…

////////////

Why do we… * Seven

V…I really want to know.. - Ray

/////////////

I dont…

I understand that you’re trying to do this alone… *

////////////

Seven thank you… * V

Loos like you..

//////////

Uh.. did..

I’m fine… * nothing

The other one might be right… not sure

/////////

Okay.. please call me.. * nothing

Though there are a couple of things..

///////

***********sTORY MODE***********

********************************

7:00 [trust]

Good morning…

Good morning, Zen! * V

//////////

I’ll feel so safe..

Welcome.. * Jumin

//////////////

Don’t you think hiding..

I’m safe right now.. * v

/////////////

I’ll have to wait..

V sent seven… * nothing

//////////

Then did he ..

He also told me..

I’m sure there’s a complicated… * V

///////////

I’ll do the best.. * V

You’re incredible, Jumin.

//////////////

Is it okay..

Who is this candidate? * nothing

////////

Sounds interesting *

////////

So you want us to … * V

I don’t think..

/////////

Umm…

I see! Now.. * Jumin

///////

Looks like you understand v to his dept* jumin

But even if we…

//////////

Im not sure about..

Yes, I know very well…* V

////////////////

I’m sorry I can’t … * nothing

It’s up to you…

///////

You’re so thorough.. * nothing

What are you..

//////////

They’re very special.. * V and Jumin

They’re not going…

////////

For now…

Yes, I’m going to wait too * nothing.

///////

Goodbye

I will. Thanks for your. * nothing

/////////

‘

**********Story mode************

**********************

10:00 [V’s insecurity}

I’m seeing you alot…

V, does your phone work now? * nothing.

///////////

Do you know..

I’m fine! Are you okay? * V

///////

I’m fine.. * nothing

i’m scared…

///////

I don’t think its..

You had not choice.. * V

//////

Yes, I’ll be waiting * V

How can I …

no. Thank you…

////////////

You’re telling me… *V

alright…

////////

I need more..

Don’t blame yourself too much.. *  V

/////////

You have…

I’ll trust you… * V

/////////

**************Story mode******************

******************************************

12:00 { lies and two people]

My goodnesss. * nothing

Yoosung.. I know you hate V..

/////////

There’s no denying..

First of all…. * V

////////

Maybe..

I’m not sure.. *  nothing

///////

Welcome , Zen… * nothing

You should…

/////////

Thats right.. *nothing

Hold on…

////////

So this person… * nothing

Is it from a ghost…

////////

Like blackmailing letter.. * nothing

Like broken pieces..

////////

Lets not suspect… * zen and v

Im suspecting v.

You’re not suspecting me..

///////

It’s written … * nothing

Don’t you..

//////

Their relationship..

I agree… * V

//////

Thats a great idea! *V

I think it’d be safer..

I’d like to go to your place..

/////////////////

See you..

What out on your way… * yoosung

/////////

Maybe… * V

perhaps…

////////

My heart is breaking.. * V

Will V really come to save me?

////////////////

We’re not going..

Please take care of yoosung.* yoosung

//////

You should…

Gotcha.. * V

///////

15:00 [malice and hypocrisy]

Did something.. * V

You didn’t…

Did Zen’s musical get…

///////

Seems like.. * V

Just what has v..

There is a suspect.

/////////

I’m sure…

I’m more worried…. * V

////////

Jumin, Jaehee.. * nothing

Jumin , don’t you think…

////////

Wait could it be.. * nothing

You should of given it to him..

///////

Hey, you’re..

That was..an important task * nothing

////////

Jumin , so is your work…

Thats so smooth go you, Jumin.. * Jumin

//////

Thats big!!.. * jumin

Jaehee…

I wish I could sleep too…

//////

You avoided that picture.. * Jumin

Maybe the RFA..

////////

I do have a highly…

Why does no one know.. * nothing

/////////

He seems very talented… - Ray

Shouldn’t we get outside… * nothing

//////////////////

A cat project…* nothing

The eminence of a holiday..

The eminence of the over time.

////////

Great idea.. * nothing

Wow

//////////

Jaehee… * Jaehee

Congrats..

/////////

… I can only see… * jaehee

I’m counting on you…

///////

Jaehee… * Jaehee

But if you…

///////

You’re brave…

Is it okay… * V

///////////

You’re very talented.. * cumin

But is it okay..

///////

Good please tell him to contact me *

///////

I hope V will.. * V

I’ll see you again…

///////

Jaehee..

But its a relief… * Jaehee

I’m so excited..

/////

I think nothing..

I believe the RFA.. * V

//////

I’ll see you again

Good luck,.. * Jaehee

/////

*********story mode*********

*************************

17:00 [ Sevens plea}

Seven did you

Hey seven* nothing

//////

Ugh.. looks like.. * V

Just what in the world…

////////

Don’t you think…

….Are you suspecting… * V

//////////

There’s not way V… * v

I think maybe the answer…

////////

But we can’t…

If he did.. then…  * V

////////

We’ve trusted him… * V

Maybe…

///////////

Looks like..

I’m sure its because… * V

//////

Maybe… * V

I wanna hear no…

///////

He said he’ll…

I’m not sure if its.. * nothing

But, is we say something isn’t that giving ray the chance to find where he is? That’s why I didn’t pick the first answer but maybe it is right.

///////////

You sound…

At least we should..* Jumin

//////////

So you want v…

You can leave it to fate… * nothing.

//////////

I hope you can decrypt.. * nothing

Bye.

//////

***********story mode***********

***************************

19:00: [Zen’s view]

Hows yoosung… * yoosung

It looks like seven..

./////

No ones…

I’m worried… * V

/////

Don’t you think V…

What are we going to of… * V

/////

Heavy.. * nothing

Rather,  

////////

So you two…

But are you feeling better now?* nothing

/////

That’s impossible… * nothing

Maybe he’s right.

//////

I’d say that man.. * Jumin

Are you going..

///////

There you…

V! Thank god..* nothing

/////

Umm…

Yes! * V

////

Are you really… * V

Whats taking…

///////

Did you see..

I think it’s reckless… * nothing..

Probably the other one

/////

I’m frustrated…

V…  I hope the time..* V

/////////

Don’t change…

Thats right! * nothing

//////

If you’re not going..

I’d like to trust you…* V

//////

You’re finally talking…

What is this truth* nothing

////////

Hello, yoosung..

Please answer him..

Yoosung.. please calm down* V

///////

Yoosung.. you should… * V

Yoosung, what’s 78+544

Good question, Yoosung

////////

A human relationship… * V

What did you have for..

///////

He even reached…

Yoosung, I think…* V

//////

But we could hear..

You’re taking great care.. * zen

///////

V… I hope… * V

You’ve been hiding too many things, V

///////

It’d depend… * V

He’s right!

///////

Tell him to..

I think you should…* nothing

//////

Actually, I’m having a great time * V

//////

You’re still grieving.. * V

What did you think of when..

/////

Can you swear..

Getting what you want..* V

/////

V, Rika’s choice..* V

What kind of person was..

/////

You’re saying the deceased…

////

Do you think you did?

Right now’ you say…* Nothing

////////

V, Please hang in there!* V

////

*******Story mode*********

v

……………………………………….

21:00 [How we take in Sadness]

Thanks for showing..

Hehehe are you sober now..* nothing..

///////

It’d be fun if…

Are you okay now..* V

/////

I wish I could.. * V

When’s he gonna show…

////

Hello, Jaehee* nothing

Welcome, head of the intelligence…

///

The power of youth- * nothing

Are you awake to play games by any chance?

///

Don’t drink too much * Nothing

Zen T-T…

////

She’s right…* V

/////

May I ask you why? * nothing

Yoosung, are you ill…

/////////////

That’s not what I was expecting* V

/////////

So V was so sad… * V

Do you think…

//////

Thats called… * nothing

I don’t think I’ve …

////////

I hope that’d be the case * V

Do you think we can finalize..

///////

No one knows if he really loves her.

I see… V still loves.. Rika.. * V

///////

Yes, do think about it.. * nothing

Don’t forget to deal..

//////

I’m not sure if Yoosung

No, you’ve done well * Jaehee

/////

I agree.. let there be peace! * V

Shouldn’t we wait and see…

////////////////

Oh dear… Good luck, Jaehee. *V

Please make it…

/////////

************ Story mode************

************************************

22:22: Secrets Revealed

V, you do realize..

I wanted to talk too! * V

///////////

I trust you *V

///////

You will tell us everything soon,…* v

That’s so not like a leader..

///////

You mean that the person who sent the images… * nothing

That you’ve done something bad that hacker in..

/////

But why would you try..

What are you investigating? * nothing

/////

So is this hacker.. * nothing

But Erika is no longer…

/////

But this is related to Rika…

But why would you..* nothing

///

You can work this out..

So you’re here to tell us not.. * V

///

You’re saying this is something.. * V

This is as far..

////

Yes, I promise* V

/////

I’m counting on you.. * V

You’re not going to waste time and fall..

////

************story mode************

**********************************

23:00 Finishing up on a stormy

Welcome , Jumin. *nothing

I happen to be going through one in my …nothing

/////

So V was not uninterested.. * V

I think there’s a .. nothing

/////

I understand that.. - nothing

You’re caring for me,… * nothing

////////

What I found..

Same here… * nothing

////

This mystery..

I can’t give you detail..* V

/////

Friend shield on!* nothing

Bird of a feather..

//////

For example- nothing

You are not thinking.. * nothing

////////////

Huh? Maybe… * V

Aw, come on…

////////

..

Ahaha..* Jumin

//////

Caught in a tree.. * zen

But if she’s alive…

//////

Tell me about it.. -zen

So jumin, you also… * Jumin

/////

Jumin..

Do you think..

I’d like to meet her myself.. * nothing

///////

Didn’t you say that Rika..-nothing

I think their lives are completely different… * nothing

/////////

I’d like to see him..- nothing

How’s yoosung..* nothing

/////

Jumin, when will…

I think you’re not getting enough.. * Jumin

////

A model* nothing

Head of the strategy..

A security guard..

//////

Hahahahahaha….* Jumin

….. Jumin , Thats enough…

/////

I feel sorry for Jaehee… * Jumin

///////////

Good luck,Jaehee!

I like Jumin’s… * V an Jumin

I just imagined Jumin’s…

////////

The members would be so happy * V

I’m sure we have to wait and see..

///////

I’m feeling nervous..

I’m a bit ignored right now, so… * V

////////

************story mode**************

*********************************

Day: 6

1:00 [707 cyber News]

Hello^^;  * nothing

You didn’t…

/////////

My head spins…

yes.. *nothing

///////

You’re getting.. * Seven

Ummm….

//////

I know you’ll win.. * Seven

This hacker won’t give up

/////

Looks like you

You need a right * nothing

///////

Wow , no kidding,, * nothing

Who made them

//////

Blank puzzles

Daffodils *nothing

707Bunnygirl…

/////////

Should I start…

Jaehee… * jaehee

/////

You work.. * jaehee

Why don’t…

/////

Coffee

The sun * V

Cats

//////

Don’t you think… * nothing

Aren’t you…

//////

Mint color? * nothing

Rainbow color

Cobalt color

//////

It kind of sounds..

V has mint-colored eyes * V

/////

Hmmm… that sounds * nothing

My eyes are provocative…

I don’t think Rika…

//////

Do you think…

So how long does it… * nothing.

///////

Don’t you think.. * V

What will happen..

//////////

Byebye

I’ll see you again * nothing

//////

Who is it?

That’s nice of him T-T * jaehee

//////

Ok… Could you ask him… *

///////

You two…

He seems. * nothing

//////////

It will.. * Jaehee

Its an order…

//////

2:00 [ V’s concern]

There was.. * nothing

I’m lonely..

I can’t sleep.. - nothing

/////////

I think she’s really busy..

I think he’s trying to decrypt.. * V

////////

Do the mint-colored.. * V

You sound like…

//////

I don’t think… * V

What is it…

/////

V, you shouldn’t…

So there’s something… * V

//////

Yes * nothing

Hm…- nothing

///////

I’m already.. * V

I’m alright.. -nothing

Actually, I’m…

///////

Thanks,..

You turned a little… * V

//////

Do think… * V

I don’t think..

/////////

I’m going..- nothing

yes.. I should. * nothing..

///////

**************story mode ****************

******************************************

7:00 :[changes Jumin See’s]

It’s a beautiful… * nothing

It’s an energetic…

/////

Pictures!.. * Cumin

I hear…

So simple put…

//////

Maybe it doesn’t mean.. * nothing

V is still looking for…

/////

Jaehee!.. * nothing

When do you…

/////

She right..

So how’s the intelligence.. * cumin

///////

I think you..

And don’t forget V! ….* V

////////

In a not-so-good way?

In a bad way?

In a good way? * nothing

////

I think V… * V

V is so stubborn.

////

To be honest…

I hope V will take courage and break… * V

////

Why don’t you ..

What? Why? * nothing

//////

Jaehee, please.. * V

Don’t you think..

//////

Bye.. * nothing

Aren’t you going to work.

/////

You should..

But you can’t send… * V

/////

Let’s take care of them… * Jaehee

He’ll give a new task…

////

That’s the time ..

Why don’t you have a … * Jaehee

///////

Good luck today, Jaehee * Jaehee

Long is the way of the head…

/////

10:00 ( Don’t want to be hated)

Ray, please let me out of here.

Ray, are you still attacking.. * nothing

//////

Are you the one… * V

Why do you keep doing this..

////

It looks like nothing.. * V

So you’re saying V…

/////

Actually, I think..

Right now I am hostage.. * V

//////

They’ll come to save.. *V

Wouldn’t it help you…

/////

I’ll trust V. * V

Now that I listen..

///////

Show me..

Don’t touch… * V

I’ll think about

///////

Where did you learn..

Please don’t torment.. * Seven

/////

I hope..

Are you going.. * V

//////

I like you too

I… like someone too * V

My heart( We need Saeran route)

/////

Are you.. *V

How?

////

I don’t believe you.. *V

Why do you hate V so much?

////

I think… * V

Who is this savior… - Ray

///////

What does she.. * nothing

What preparation

//////

When will you let me out..* V

You will come to seem me … right..

/////

12:00 : ( Need some Fresh air)

About time to gaze.. * V

About time to get..

About time to play..

////

What should.. * Seven

Your body..

/////

You’re gonna work.. *

Is something wrong? -nothing

////////

I wanna get some..

Welcome, Yoosung.. * nothing

/////

You should..

I think you should.. * Zen

//////

Yoosung.. * V

Me, me! Me too!

/////////

He can take..

….Good for you, Jaehee. * Seven

//////

I think I’m ..

Stop suspecting V, Yoosung T-T * V

/////////

What about Zen? * Zen

Play LOLOL loL

/////

Whoa… nostalgia..

What is that? Lolol * Seven

I wonder what zen….

///

He should..

Why won’t he get * Zen

/////

I think I know now…

I wish I could help Zen some how.. * Zen

/////

Ok… there’s no other choice. * Seven & Email

/////////

I also..

We are going to have the party!.. *nothing

/////

Walkingman…

What’s that?

I think Zen… * Zen

//////

Zen must be so… * zen

I think we should..

All are for zen. Wtf?

////////

Home- sweet-home-

I think this would be good time for a don… * Zen

////

I think you should.. * nothing

What kind of nagging…

////

I wish LOLOL… * nothing

You should go to an Internet cafe … * this is probably better

//

You said you’re too scared to go out …

Bye!

Please be carful of kidnappers * V

////////

*******************STORY MODE**************

Jaehee

*****************************************

14:00 Passion RED

Jaehee, is the intelligence..

Jaehee, are you on your way? * Nothing

/////////////

I think Jumin…

But I think V will be… * V

///////

He sad he’s going..

He’s not going to.. * V

Hmm.. he seems to be up to

///////

What is his car like.. * nothing

Ask him..

//////

I wonder what.. * V

Seven… he’s so cool…

/////

I’d like to go on a drive with V… * V

I think Seven would make a better..

///////

Hi , Zen. * nothing

Here comes…

/////

Lucky you, Jaehee T-T * Jaehee

Zen do you know how to drive…

//////

I thought of V! * V

Jaehee said you’ll…

///////

It would feel like..

It’s the graceful stability.. * Zen

/////

I wanna try..

I don’t really like..

Then I’d like to try Jumin’s car lol * Jumin

///////

No no you… * nothing

Just do it..

Didn’t anyone..

///////

I think you should…

What? It looked pretty…  * Zen

//////

You should try installing.. * yoosung

What can you possibly..

//////

Oh no.. not the blue screen… * nothing

What’s your os?  Probably this would work too

////

Yep….

If you have a smartphone.. * nothing

Sniffle… I should’ve…

//////

You do have TV, don’t you?

So you have a wakingman? * nothing

////

I wonder what.. * V

Zen, you didn’t get one..

///////

Seven is quite..

I wonder what V’s * V

///////

I’m sure he does..

I don’t think he does lol * nothing

//////

I’m sure your more..

Rough is the life.. * Seven

/////

Don’t be so stressed out.. * zen

See you soon

/////

Do you think V… * V

Agreed!…

//////

Goodbye.

Have a safe trip! Please watch… *nothing

/////

I never know what the hell to put for these T^T

**************Story mode*********************

Who is it?

*************

How were you doing… *

….What brings you here?

********

I don’t want to see her..

Are we going to meet her? *

***************

What is this? *

Ray?

**************

Hello. *

A mask…?

***********

You won’t stop me.. *

But I don’t want to.

**************

Who are you?

Whats your name? *

***************

16:00: Yoosung’s Heaven

Yoosung, how are…

Yoosung, did you have.. * Zen

//////////

Not yet!

Yep I dId. * nothing

/////////

Cup noodle..

You’re at an internet… * Yoosung

////

Arobot? Wow, that’s you future..

You’ve found peace.. * Yoosung

///////

Welcome, Jumin. * Nothing

Jumin, have you ever had..

//////

She still hasn’t reported,,,

Is it because.. * Jaehee

////////

Where did she place… * Jumin

You talked about work even in..

///

Jaehee.. * nothing

It sounds like..

////////

Yoosung, your suspicion.. * V

I’m not sure..

/////

I don’t think there’s anything..

Oh… Thank you for compliment! * Yoosung and V it think ( it was V)

///////

Yes.. V will come to save me. * V

But he’s still….

///

I hope you’d take more action instead… * Jumin & V

Yoosung is suspicious…

////

Good idea… * yoosung

Umm… you mean those..

//////

Good luck! * nothing

Make sure you keep your voice..

////

I think this…

Get black bean.. * nothing

//////

A vending machine…

A person who’s been staying there for  *nothing

////

Let’s invite him!…

/////////

Good luck! *nothing

Bye!

////////

How’s the intelligence.. * nothing

Tell me about..

///////

Are you leaving?

What’s the menu? * nothing

//////

**************Story mode ************

707

**************************************

18:00 [ Heading towards 2020]

Zen, how was your.. * Zen

Are you back…

//////

Yes, there’s nothing.. * Zen

I wish I could take wings too…

/////

I want to lie..

If I see your silhouette

You’re such a hard worker.. * nothing

///

We’ll get to hear lots of helpful tips on a diet! Great! - Email

/////////////

Yeah Yeah!

Welcome! * nothing

//////

Zen..

She said.. *nothing

/////

Is V fit too?..*V

So you get to go outside..

////

I think.. * Seven

No!..

////

Looks awesome… * Seven

Is that for Zen?

////

The latest model runs..

So how much.. * nothing

///

I don’t think its..

Don’t you think… * nothing

///

You’re not giving him..

Do you have a 36… * Seven

///

Wow! * Seven

Sniff sniff..

/////

…May * Seven

When?

/////

Nothing is..

I think this time.. * Seven

///

By the way.. *seVEN

Zen, You should…

////

Why not…

He said… * Seven

////

Back up! .. *nothing

You can…

////

We are having…

Oh , two in a row?.. *

////

Same here! I hate..

Hmm.. * V

////

Though.. - Email

///////

So long… 386. * nothing

Ok see ya!

////////

************Story mode**********

V

*********************

20:00 [Doubtful family}

Nothin in particular. What about you?

I moved to somewhere else.. But I’m fine. * V

/////////

No , I would of.. * nothing

I wouldn’t mind..- nothing

/////

Was there something… * V

Does it look like V…

///////

Welcome !  * nothing

Did you call your aunt?- nothing

/////////

Why would the… - ray

What was in it? * V

///////////

… Do you think V will love.. * V

Do you think he missed Rika?

/////////

You’re not suspecting V again, are you? * V

Did you talk to your aunt?

//////

Why would she .. * nothing

Does Rika have lots of belongings?

/////

And why would…* nothing

Don’t you think…

//////

Maybe Rika….

It’s so sad, but… * V

////////

Do you think..

And you’ve been… * V

/////////

They’re basically.. * V

But I think…

/////

It looks like Rika’s parents dont.. * nothing

But they’re still her parents…

////

This isn’t your fault.. * Yoosung

I wonder what..

/////

V didn’t ..

Perhaps… * V

/////

I think..

You shouldn’t.. * V

/////

From now on.. * V

But whether..

///////

If you’re.. * Yoosung

But its good that…

/////

I met some new..

I’m fine… * V

////

I hope you take a break!.. * nothing

See you again, Yoosung.

///////

Yes,.. * V

Grief..

Sometimes..

/////

Rika… * V

I think things.

/////

Alright..

i’m going to wait for V to… * V

/////

*************story mode************

I’ve..

Im thinking.. *

*************

You look like a weird…

You look like a scary person..

You look like a nice person*

*******************************

Are you jealous..

Do you like me… meh I was curious

Do you hate me…

Why do you keep asking me questions.. -  *this one would of probably have been better

***********************

So why…

What do you mean *

*************

But I like..

I can feel my heart fluttering - Rika route ????

V will come… *

**************

Yes, I’d like to,..

… will I?

I don’t believe you- *

********

22:00  : [his idea of family]

I think something’s gonna happen tonight… * Nothing

Welcome, Jumin.

////////

But that’s the … * Jaehee

Jumin,…

//////

Rika..

I’m sure he did… * V

/////

Well,.. * V

Maybe everything…

/////

What’s…

Yep! * V

//////

How did Seven..

Umm, lets not * V

//////

How’s your… * Jumin

Since when..

/////

So you were…

Did Rika…. * V

/////

But marriage.. * V

Ugh..

You mean…

//////

I think…

So you loved her just… * V

///////////

Why don’t… * V

Perhaps…

///////

What’s the matter..

But maybe it would’ve… * V

/////

Is your security tight? *nothing

soon..?

//////////

Have a good time… * Jumin

Bye, Jumin..

//////////

So seven…

Did you just call him… * nothing

///////

Yes,… * V

So exactly..

/////

******************Story mode************

707

**************

How old is this..

Why are you so nice to me? *

******************

Does Ray… *

Do you have lots of wounds?

********************

I’m worried about Ray.

Do you also … *

**************************

I want to know your real name..

What’s your relation..*

*******

I see.

You’re…*

/////

v!. *

You are…

////

You called her..

I knew it. You are Rika… *

/////////

Good..

V! *

Rika…

///////

23:00: What happened to V!?!

v!… * nothing

Yoosung…

////

****************STORY Mode********* Rika…

This place… *

***********

What will..*

Why do you…

*******

A little

**********

Couldn’t you.. *

Is this…

******* He’ll…

What… *

***********

What is it?

************

7th day

1:00: Shocking truth

I’m with..

V has been kidnapped.. * nothing

///////

Seven…

Rika is alive… * V

/////

Rika…

A few hours.. * V

///////

I’m alright.. * V

Yes… I’m fine!

/////

Now I can’t..

Rika and V… * nothing.

///////

Let’s just calm down!… * V

Yoosung…

/////

But its no,, * V

I think things…

///////

Yes.. * V

I think V was the bad person

/////

I think Zika…

Rika isn’t… *V

/////

Yes…

I’m alright! * V

///////

I think he’s * V

Lets leave…

/////

Yes… * V

He’s here…

///////

No, she’s not. * Nothing

It’s someone..

/////

But Rika..

Yoosung… * V

////////

You mean.. * V

Do you think…

////////

Maybe V… * V

I think she…

//////

I think… * V

It’S v…

////

I think…- Ray

No, thats not the case..*

//////

I bet..

Let’s not hide anything… * V

//////

Ok…

I’m fine… *V

//////

V…

Zen… * V

/////

At least I’m fine…

I think everyone… * nothing

/////

That’s alright…. * V

Okay..

////////

2:00 Cumin helplessness and..

jumin.. *

jUMIN, don’t you

/////

Zika now.. * V

V…

//////

Rika’s doing.. * V

I think she..

//////

V is..

It seemed to me… * V

//////

V..

I felt… * V

//////

This all..

V was just trying… * V

/////

Is this..

What is it* nothing

//////

Isn’t…

Rika.. * V

//////

Then why.. * V

V is such

/////

You’ll.. * V

Its all V’s

/////

I should..

I don’t think.. * V

I’m going..

///////

*****************Story mode**************

Jumin

****************************************

6:00 C&R Intelligence Unit

Yes…

I’m fine.. *V

//////

I think…

V could..* V

/////

I hope.. * V and Cumin

How’s..

////

I thought you’ll..- nothing

They are working…

////////

I think V…

I think Both * V

///////

So thats..

Great.. * Seven

I don’t think…

////

I hope so.. * V

I’m sure..

//////

Good luck.. *

Ok.. see you soon

//////

********story mode*******

V

***********

8:00 Staying calm

I’m fine…

I’m well…  * nothing

///

Yes..

I’m fine.. * V

/////

Yoosung..

Welcome… * Nothing

/////

Maybe Zen…

It’s a secret.. * Zen

////////

Does he look..

Whoa… * Yoosung

///

Well,… * nothing

Umm.. I don’t think so. -nothing

////

I heard..- Ray

She does.. *

//////

She’s not well..

I think she’s Very well * V

///

We should be worrying about her..

We should be worrying about v! * V

/////////

But it’s kind..

I think as of.. * V

/////

Rika could…

That was before I actually.. -nothing

/////

Aren’t you.. * Yoosung

Zen, how…

/////

I’m sure..

Please , just be… * V

////

…

Oh.. I should… * Zen

//////

Maybe it’s time..

That’s because .. * nothing

////

Yes, lets do that -Email

/////

You can.. * yoosung

Yoosung…

////

Good luck with that..*

See you!

/////

But ..

I think.. * yoosung

//////

Yes, I will.. * yoosung

Umm…

////

See you..

Cheer up! *

/////

***************Story mode**********

Is he safe right now *

What are you…

******************** Why did you leave V? *

I want to know about..

*******************

Are you afraid.. *

What is your.

*******

Are you crying right now? *

Did you show your tears..

I think… you’ll be lovely…

********************

Rika..

***************

11:00 provocation

Hello, Jumin. *

You didn’t know..

////////

I’m just..

When will we go.. * V

/////

What  is it? * nothing

You’re…

////

A cult.. * V

illegal…

////

If this… * V

Don’t get us

/////

Do we really… * v

It’s ray,,

/////

I’m telling.. * V

I want to..

/////

Did you.

Does something change.. * nothing

/////

What..

yes.  *nothing

/////

He could’ve..

You mean.. * V

//////

Armed.

Can’t we.. * V

//////

Let’s do as he says, * V

Don’t touch RIka!!!

/////

I don’t think you..

Yes, please hurry! * V

///////

I’lll be waiting! * V

Bye..

////

I don’t know..

I hope everything.. * V

/////

… But can’t we..

Okay!.. * V

/////

Yes,… * nothing

Goodbye…

//////

******Story-mode *****

**********************

13:00 :[ One’s own reasons]

Jaehee…

I’m so worried…* V

///////

How are your.. * nothing

Maybe Rika..

///////

Okay… though.. - Email

////

Because I’m with rika..* nothing

Of what?

////

Yoosung, are you.. * yoosung

Do you thinks..

/////

I see.. * yoosung

You could…

//////

Rika was so..

It’s dangerous here… * V

/////

Yoosung..

Seven.. * Seven

/////

But do you..

I think I know.. * yoosung

/////

Looks like yoosung.. * yoosung

I think Rika…

//////

I think… * V

Whatever…

//////

Don’t worry…

Don’t worry. Right now.. * V

//////

************** STORY mode**************

v

*****************************************

15:00 [Miss you, I feel lonely]

Ray!..

Is V safe? * V

////

Yes, I like..

I’m worried that she’ll… * V

//////

I miss that place.. * Ray

Ray.. you should stop..

///////

Ok…

Yes.. * V and seven

//////

You’re right..

What are you… *V

/////

Yes, lets..

Is V safe?.. * V

//////

Welcome..

Yoosung…  * V

///////

Did you try. * seven

If it works…

///////

Why not.. * yoosung

I wonder..

/////

Ok..

Sure.. * nothing

///////

Timer

************stORY MODE************

V

*************************************

17:00 [ his heart]

You shouldn’t..

Yes,… * Yoosung

//////

How much..

Do you have to get… * nothing

/////

What did you.. * nothing

You’re not..

/////

Welcome..

How’s.. * yoosung

/////

Are you a playboy?

Jealous… Can I have one too? * nothing

/////

Whoa… * Zen

Now I’m ….

/////

Be careful.. * nothing

See you soon

/////

I don’t know..

I really wish.. * V

////

It does.. * Zen

Yes, you should..

/////

I hope…

Please take care of… * Yoosung

////

A lotus..

A statue of Buddha.. * nothing

////

I’ll try talking to him…-email

/////

you…

Massage? * nothing

//////

Got it.. * Zen

Bye..

//////

Timer

19:00 [How to cope with Risk]

What are you.. * Jumin

I think hes..

///////

I would’ve used.. * nothing

I think…

///////

I want.. * JUMIN

Ummm…

/////

They’re..* nothing

Give me..

////////

Jumin…

I think..* V

///////////

You…

You’ve been friends… * V

//////

Welcome..

Yoosung.. * nothing

//////

Yoosung,… * Yoosung

Zen,..

////

Hahah..

Zen,… * zen

/////

Nice going ,Jumin… * Jumin

Have a good…

/////

Zen,..

I hope… * Yoosung

/////

Hahahahhaha.. * V

I’ll say

//////

We should..

Wow… let’s try inviting… *

//////

Ok… * nothing

You’re actually…

/////

Make sure you save.

***************Story mode**************

I’m thinking about you

Im thinking about v*

//////////

Didn’t V do that , too?

I’m worried about V*

/////

(Reject Rika.) *

(Embrace Rika)- Get a cg…, does it really matter whether you hug her to not?

*****************************************

21:00 : [Coming this way]

What’s racing..

Ray , I’m seeing you often * nothing

/////////

So ray… * Seven

Aren’t you…

///////

Treatment? Are you ill? * ray

I think you’re…

/////

But..

What.. * V

//////

So soon..

Mine.. * nothing

///////

I … will make.. * V

Of course. Don’t worry..

////

See..

Bye.. * nothing

///////

***********story mode**************

************************************

     23:00:  [Before charging in]

How far did.. * Seven

Jaehee, what’s new?

/////

I don’t think..

I’m sure.. * V

//////

Are you here.. * nothing

There’s a signal interruption for you?

////

The hacker..

Seven… * v

/////

But it won’t..

Oh you’re professional.. * Seven

////

What does blue..

What should I.. * V

///////

I’ll looks forward to it * Seven

I’ll be waiting..

/////

I’m nervous..

The fate..

I feel a bit. * Jaehee

////////

You are already.. *Jaehee

But this place has a hacker just

//////

Oh, it’s alright ! Please go ahead.

////////////

Ok,.. *

I’ll see..

///////

*************Story mode**********

****************************

Day 8

No, nothing last forever.

The depends on you.

I do *

**********************

Choice

****************

V are you.. * V

Are you here.

*************

What drug..

Is this what you do.. *

***********

V! Its me! Mc!

***********

Rika please..

**********

Rika… you’re not.. * choosing v

I understand..-

*********

Rika…

***********

Raise V behind Rika’s back

********

V, please wake up! *

Where are we going

Seven!..

******************

00:00 [ Seven’s status Report]

We saved V!.. * V

But no one’s here

///////////

I feel so bad for V.. * V

Let’s hurry

//////

Yoosung, V is sick. * V

Yoosung! Rika..

////////

What should…

I think V was…. * V

////////

I think..

I don’t think  she’s… * V

///////

All V ever did.. * V

Yoosung..

///////

Yes, Seven.. * v & Seven

I’m just glad..

/////

Yoosung… * nothing

Seven, are you going

////////

Yoosung…

You can talk to me,… *nothing

//////

Shouldn’t you… * V

No more repetitions.

/////

You can count.. * nothing

Seven…

/////

Perhaps.. * v

I’m glad…

///////

We should keep her.. * V

I don’t think she’ll..

/////

Good luck.. * V

You’re not…

///////

************ story mode********

V ! Can you hear me? *

Oh, thank…

*********

I’m fine..

You should…

********

Seven, I know…

***

You….

I’m fine.. *

*******

1:00 [ Emergency in RFA]

He’s resting.. * V

He’s having..

///////

No…

////

I don’t think we can afford.. * ( I feel so bad putting this but it gets us an email)

I don’t think I’d be safe.

////////

You’re.. * Zen

When..

///////

What..

Do you… * nothing

/////

I think..

I don’t think.. * V

/////

To be honest..

V is trying.. * V

I think Zika..

///////

She is the Zika.. * nothing

I think…

////

I think… * Zen

Yes,…

/////

You’re working..

Yes, how’s the unit going..

///////

You’re… * Jaehee

Hows the unit..

//////////

Then what…

It’s ray. * nothing

//////

I think.. * seven

What happens if..  

//////////

I don’t want.. * V

This is…

///////

I think..

//////

You’re working..

I’ll do my best.. * V

////////

Good luck, Jaehee! *

Please..

//////

Could you.. * nothing oh well, probably should complement him XD

Could you distract..

//////

Seven, we have. * nothing

SEVEN ,I think..

//////////

When will we.. * nothing

So you mean..

//////

How long will.. * V

This is sad..

///////

Ok..

////

********story mode**********

V, I’m here

********

I’m fine*

V, your hands

*********

Leave it to me

************

Please don’t push..

*******

Let me hold…

I’ll hold *

***************************

7:00 [Suspicious Chat Room]

Tell me about it.. * nothing

Maybe this is a bug.

**********

no, let me.. * V ///////

Ray…!..

I hope this.. * V

Stop tormenting..

Rika… I miss..

/////

Whats. * nothing

Ray,..

/////////

What’s wrong.

/////

So rika… * V

So can..

////

I’m looking.. * V

I’m trying..

///////

Agressive..

////////

Isn’t there.. * V

I don’t want..

////

I don’t think * nothing

I am..

////

… Maybe

So is that.. * nothing

/////

I don’t…

..For now, ….(lmfao I’m dying XD , work is work I guess) * ray

//////////

Is that.. * nothing

No, I like…

//////

Ok..

….. * V

///////

The Rfa..

Could you please… * V

////////

9:00 [conciliation toward’s Seven]

pardon?

/////

Wow!..

/////

its..

//////

T-T

Seven.. it’s dizzy. * nothing

/////

That’s enougg, Seven..

Ummm…. I think Ray.. * nothing

/////

So ..

No… * nothing

/////

Rika..

Did Ray stop… * nothing

/////

Rika… * V

Saeyoung…

/////

Rika.. * V

Rika, we will win this.

/////

...

But seven.. * V

/////

Seven is it… * V

Seven… don’t..

///

Who’s Saeran? * nothing

It sounds..

////

Rika,..

Seven, .. * V

/////

Saeran must.. * V

Stop talking to her..

/////

v suffered..

Don’t you.. * V

////

Rika… * V

You brought…

///

I think.. * V

Look…

/////

Is it wrong that I kind of want a Rika route, and also really really want a Saeran one.

******Story mode*******

This time i’ll protect v.

**********************

I want a vanderwood route too XD

11:00 [how did we end up like this?]

V,..

You’re .. * V

/////

What.. * V

Rika…

///

so..

what.. * V

////

Yes, why.. * V

Do you think..

///

So.. * V

Why are..

/////

So it was.. * V

But I don’t..

////

So you wanted..

Rika must of bee.. * v

////

… So denying…

I’d like to experience.. * V

/////////

I would’ve been.. * V

I understand…

///

I feel such.. * V

I… I think…

////////

I’ll forgive..

But you.. * V

/////

I understand.. * V

You don’t …

/////

Don’t forget..

I will be with you.. * V

/////

Please.. * V

I think…

/////

Why is that? * V

All you need to do…

//////

That is not.. * V

Please…

///////

*********Story mode*************8

V

*****************************

13:00 [The demon you created]

I think V is looking back… * V

He’s completely done..

///

I’m sure… * V

I don’t think…

////

You didn’t..

What did it feel… *V

///

Perhaps… *V

He wants..

/////

I’m sure..

I think V… * V

///////

Yes…

Rika… * V

/////

Rika,,, * V

V..

///

He..

Rika.. *v

////

V and I..

Right now.. * V

/////

Please stop.. * v

The way..

////

I don’t..

V doesn’t mask himself. * V

/////

I don’t need..

That is not.. * V

////

I don’t care..

Rika.. *nothing

And please stop…

//////

Trying.. * V

If V really..

////

15:00 [ I’m worried of you]

I’m..

Ray.. * V

/////

It’s not V* V

Ray…

/////

You shouldn’t.. * V

Then go ahead..

///

I hope.. * V

Stop worship..

/////

Ray… * V

I’m with V…

////

I don’t…

You asked.. * Ray

/////

Ray, You..

I think you… * V

/////

I don’t think.. * V

The RFA..

////

I trust.. * V

You..

////

You did.. * Ray

I’m sure

/////

I wish… * V

I’m..

///

I’m ready…

My heart.. * v

////

Why is that? *Ray

I don’t want to see you..

////

I’m sorry. But I don’t think that’ll happen * v

No thanks.

//////

Ugh..

Leave… * V

/////

Now..

Stop it… * V

/////

…Huh?

////

Seven!

////

Could it be what..?

///

17:00 : It’s all my fault

Where are you…

You scared me! * nothing

////

I don’t care.. * V

It’s alright..

/////////

That’s not true.. *V

////////

No, you can do.. * V

I’m nothing..

/////

You can..

I understand..    * V

////

Were you..

Seven,… * nothing

////

Don’t you think..

I wish.. * V

//////

Whats.. * V

I knew it..

//////

Oh, no.. * V

So when..

////

He seemed.. * nothing

He hates..

////

V looks..

Why did.. *V

/////

He did..

Is this…  *nothing

///

Seven..

V… come.. * V

V, you’d..

/////

I hope..

Cheer up!… * V

////

What are you saying..

I don’t .. * v

//////

I’ll bring V with me * nothing

thanks..- should probably say this for seven

///

For now.. * V

You…

////

Are you..

I think… * nothing

////

Yes,… * V

If there..

/////

I hope.. * V

How..

///

Instead… * V

I think you..

//////

It’s okay.. * V

Don’t…

////

I’m sure.. *V

please..

/////

I’m heading..

Ok… * nothing

/////

*******storymode*********

707

*************************

19:02 [Failure]

Rika… * V

You surely…

//////

That’s enough..

Oh dear..

I know how… * V

////////

Please.. * V

I’m honestly.

////

Don’t you think… * V

That’s no happiness..

/////

Then…

Don’t you… * v

///

He’s accepted.. * V

So stay away...

////

That’s be..

He’s not running.. * V

/////

Perhaps V.. * v

Whatever…

////

Don’t..

V has had… * V

/////

20:00 [ I don’t want to be Abandoned]

Thats..

Not, well, because… * V

/////

You mean… * V

Yeah, but I didn’t…

/////

V is deeply… * V

She’ll leave..

////

You used,,

You are very talented *V

//////

Ray.. I hope.. * Ray

You’re..

/////

I don’t think… * v

Rika..

/////

You’re no fun..

You’ve done nothing… * V

///////

Ray, don’t you.. * V

You’re full…

////

Ray… isn’t. * ray

Ray, you’re falling..

////

V’s effect.. * v

RIka…

///

You mean.. * Ray

How could..

/////

Ray.. *

I heard..

///////

Ray,,,

I’m sorry, but that won’t happen * nothing

/////

How…

I feel bad… * nothing

//////

22:00 [ opposition and Debacle]

V & Rika

V, how are you feeling.. *

//////

What are the side… * nothing

I think…

////

Can we..

Rika.. * V

//////

You’re the…

V is now.. * v

////

Now.. * v

There you…

///

Right now.. * V

///

V..

everyone.. * V

////

Honestly.. * V

We don’t..

////

Can’t you,,,

Ok, there goes.. * V

////

Rika… *V

He said not anymore

////

If that’s true.. * V

Im…

/////////

V, are you…

V, you can’t… * v

//////

I think…

V, * V

//

But..

You’re not… * V

/////

V… don’t comply… * V

////////

Whatever… * V

Lets stop,..

//////

I really…

I’m fine… * V

/////

You… * V

Please…

//////

I respect… * V

/////

Then…

Of course… * nothing

////

******story mode v*********

*********************

23:00 [pass the baton]

Ray..* ray either way?

Did you eat… - ray

////////////

I’m looking…

I’m fine… * ray

////

He’s not.. * v

//////

Yes..

Ray… * V

//////

I’m sure.. * V

//////

Are you…

/////

hUH.. *nothing

Am I talking…

////////

Is there..

I think you need * nothing

///////

This is the.. * nothing

Who are you

///////

Seven, hurry!..

Seven , we have a… * seven

/////

Seven…

What,,, * V

/////

Maybe…

I think this..* ray

/////

Is V alright *V

/////

You know seven…? * nothing

Are you..?

////

What are you… * nothing

What happened to ray>

/////

You can’t take me.. * V

You…

///////

9th day

00:00 [Seduction of the moon]

Feels very afar… * V

I don’t…

/////

What are you up to> *V

Something..

////

I think… * V

///////

I’m not on any side * nothing

//////

I am… * V

////

I want to prove… * V

//////////

It seems.. * V

//////

I’ll choose the RFA. * V

///////

I’ll wait for the sun… * V

///

********Story mode

707

*******************

2:00 [I can make you have more fun]

You’re new… * nothing

ray…

////

sleeping… * nothing

Is ray okay…

/////

Do you…

Why did you.. *nothing

///////

Get rid of him? * ray

I don’t like his…

/////

How are…

You�� seem… * V

////////

No, thank’s * V

Give me back

///////

I’m curious..

I’m not going back.! * V

//////

Will we

Please… *V

////

…

There’s no way.. * V

/////

**********story mode***********

707

***********************

6:00 [stop it]

How are you… * V

/////

I’m okay….  * V

//////

The harder the..

Im sure the other… * nothing

/////

It must… * V

///////

wouldn’t… * V

I think…

/////

Are you..

stop… * V

////

I want you… * V

//////

The what about… * V

///

V….

v, please… * nothing

////

V, is there.. * V

/////

Thinking… * V

/////

*******8Story mode ******

V?..

v , how are you feeling *

/////

It’s alright..

/////

There goes…

////

There’s nothing..

///

You’re not a monster..

///

You can.. *

If its complicated..

////

I’ll come..

Please… *

////

*******************

9:00 [third person persepective]

Seven?? * nothing

///

Are you fiddling with.. * nothing

Seven!! Vänder..

/////

Oh… * V

//

It is…

No. Not a test… * V

/////

Does the camera work.. * vanderwood cg XD

Say…

////

It’s reeking..

In truth.. I think.. * nothing

//

Who’s the call from.. * nothing

Why isn’t he answering…

//////

He propbably..

Isn’t there. * nothing

/////

It seems.. * v

Now I have no…

///

he was..

He’s sacrificing … *V.

////

maybe.. * nothing

He codes..

///

Hereditary, maybe… * nothing

Why…

//////

Allow me.. * v

you’re…

//////

I thought…

Don’t you want… * nothing

/////

.. it might.. * v

I think our…

////

Is there… * nothing

////

But this * v

////

I think… * nothing

What kind of photos..

////

Seven.. * seven

////

He wouldn’t.. * nothing

Run run…

//////

*******8story mode********

Seven

*********************

12:00 [Rika’s feelings]

He want’s to protect * V

/////

Don’t belittle… * nothing

That’s not..

////

The idea..

Do you… * nothing

////

I may be love.. * V

rika…

///

You two..

Then you should… * V

/////

Then… *nothing

You’re only..

/////

Rika.. * nothing

That’s …

/////

They willl… * nothing

Rika,…

////

Rika..

Even.. * nothing

/////

Are you’re..

At least.. * nothing

///

Rika..

If it slips… * nothing..

/////

**********story mode ********

V. please…

‘’’’’’’’’’’

v, you’re so stubborn

////

You tried..

Are you sure.. *

/////

v… can’t you

//////

Enough… *

/////

You don’t hav…

////

Choose.. ****************

14:00 [reason trying to stop her]

He just..

Yes.. * nothing

////////

Yes..

Isn’t… * nothing

//

Who..

Then you’re saying.. * V

////

I can’t imagine… * V

/////

since… * nothing

The only…

/////

Yoosung.. * nothing

////

yes of-course .. * V

v seems..

//////

She might.. * nothing

You were..

//////

Would…

You can.. * nothing

/////

That’s… * nothing

Is there no way…

////

See you..

Alright.. * nothing

///

*********story mode********

****************************

16:00 [you change me]

Why.. * nothing

I’ll..

///

We should..

If you know.. * V

////

No .. she’ll.. * V

She might stop..

///////

Stop..

I don’t mind… * v

/////

Then.. - nothing

You know..- nothing

/////

I’m different..

We can.. * V

/////

you’re.. *V

What are you..

//////

If you… *

…so

/////

You can start again..* v

///////

So..

V,… * V

/////

**********story mode*************

707

**************

18:00 [ Seven’s persuasion]

Return.. * Jumin

What are you..

///

Did.. * nothing

Ray…

/////

Ray, calm.. * ray

Seven,…

////

Ray..

He’s right Ray… * seven

/////

Why are you.. * nothing

Ray…

///

Don’t trust..

You have a brother… * nothing

////

Did you eat.. * nothing

Are you in pain…

//////

Do.. *nothiinh

Seven,…

/////

I hope v.. * V

Good luck…

//

******story mode*******

707

**********************

20:00 : [Winner Seven]

Heart.. * nothing

Can we now get…

///

Hmm… * nothing

Hmm?

////

Wow!! *

///////

Are we safe.. * nothing

Why aren’t…

.////

Would v…

YesI I can… * V

/////

Will ray.. *

I wonder what Ray’s… - ray

////

Wouldn’t it be more transparent..

Take him to… * nothing

/////

Lets..

I want.. * V

/////

I want to see… *  v and SEVEN

Can the RFA members…- NOTHING

/////

Wasn’t it all recovered.. 8 nothing

Then make them…

////

Good luck… *

This will…

////

21:00 [ I missed all of you]

Zika, soon…

The messenger’s security *

///

Are you planning.. * nothing

What do you want…

‘/////

I’d be better for them not…

We did…  *

///////

What kind of text…*

Quit..

///

Thats a lie… *

I hope everyone..

////

For being…

For making v.. * V /////

You don’t…

You do know that.. * nothing

/////

Are you… *

You know..

//////

Rika, your attitude.. *V

Rika… what is it that you really want..

….

///////

Yes..

I don’t plan.. * V

/////

If it were possible.. * V

Keep away…

/////

The RFA won’t be able to.. * nothing

It’s not getting..

///

Branches out, save

***********story mode *******

707

Are you sure… *

Okay here lean on me

*****

( Embrace V)

**************************

no… * V

have…

///////

regardless..

******

I’m sure you can

**************

But, it’s night.. * nothing

Are you sure

*********

23:00 [V has been stabbed]

I have.. * nothing

ray…

///////////

….

Ray?* nothing

/////////

Then…

Wouldn’t… *

.//////////

Lets take V..

///////////

Thats.. * V

yes…

////

V’s here…

Zen,… * V

//////////

Yes… * v

/////

I’m fine..

I don’t feel.. *

/////////

I have..

////////

Did you..

Yoosung… * nothing

////

Of course.. * V

It was a fight..

/////

Yes’s seven.. * seven

Everything…

//////

Do.. * nothing

Yoosung…

////

Make.. * v

It’s frustrating..

////

Yoosung… - yoosung

Having a party..

//////

Leave V to me

Don’t worry.. * V

/////

I’m okay.. -* nothing..

I’m relieved…

///////

********story mode********

***************************

00:00[ I want to talk to you]

Seem’s like you..

I’m worried about.. * V

////

We’ll be.. *

I’n not sure

///

I’m sure it.. *

I think its

////

I think its… * V

/////

Wouldn’t Cumin.. * jumin

I just hope ..

///////

Yoosung.. * yoosung

Then..

////

yoosung… * V

/////

Maybe..* V

V was stabbed…

/////

She’ll try… * V

/////

Still..

Tommorow * nothing

///

Yoosung.. * V

Rika…

/////

I’m alright… * V

///////

*********story mode*******]

707

Its not your fault…

alright..

***********************

2:00 [see you soon]

Jumin, where are.. * nothing

Jumin, when are you…

////

This is all…

Yes…. * nothing

//////

I hope V.. * V

Thank you… - nothing

//////

Rika couldn’t accept… * V

It’s because..

/////

About…

…Let’s ask… * nothing

////

So are you..

If something… * v

/////

Can’t we.. * V

What are you…

//////

V will wake up… * V

When are you coming..

///////

I think V.. * nothing

Really..

//////

There’d …

Don’t worry,Jumin.. * V

///

Okay!

See you *

*******storymode ********

I’ve heard a lot.. *

Hello, Cumin

***************

Thank you for coming…

I’ll be here…

*******

He cared for me..

*************

I also wish…

********

I don’t think Zika..

***************

6:00 [Triangle?]

He’s.. *V

I don’t know

//////

Suprisingly..

But we don’t… * Zen

/////

Yoosung..

i’m glad the party… * nothing

/////

Seven how… *

///

It’s all because..

It seems… * jumin and V

////

Yes.. * nothin

We were…

//////

I think…

….. * V

In truth….

//////

I think… * V

We were…

/////

I don’t… * V

///////

Wouldn’t..

Didn’t… * nothing

//////

This association..

Tell us…

I don’t know.. *nothing

//////

It’s dangerous…

Lol just say you are going.. * nothing

///////

Rika…. * V

/////

But.. *nothing

Rika…

/////////////

Seven… * seven

If mint eye…

////////

Can’t you… *  V

This is unacceptable

//////

Seven,…

Yoosung… * yoosung

////

It wasn’t that bad…

Thank you,… * V

/////

I’d like…

I think you…

No.. you shouldn’t… * nothing

/////

… Yoosung…

Alright… *V

///////

*********Story mode*********

******************************

8:00 [her thoughts]

What have you… * nothing

You’re…

/////

Of course..

Now everyone… * V

///////////////

What are you hiding… *V

What do you…

//////

No,…

Rika,… * nothing

////

Can’t you see.. * nothing

It feels like you…

/////

Don’t try… * nothing

…. Rika..

/////

Jaehee, can’t you…

Jaehee… try not… * jaehee

///////

Shouldn’t we ..

I don’t think… * nothing

//////

You make…

You mean… * nothing

/////

That help… * V

Don’t try..

/////

Don’t try..

Rika… stop… * V

/////

Jaehee…

Rika… * V

//////

I don’t think..

I think talking… * nothing

////

Rika,… *V

Jaehee,….

/////

Jaehee.. * nothing

Not anymore…

//////

Rika,…

…..why do you ask * V

//////

********story mode********

Jumin Han’

Doesn’t Rika need some kind of help

*************

11:00 [ Zen worrying over Yoosung]

Did you…

Zen…. * zen

/////

Why..

I’m worried Yoosung… * yoosung

/////

Did he…

It must… * yoosung

/////

Yoosung!.. * nothing

You’re here- nothing

/////

Yoosung, why did.. *nothing

yoosung…- nothing

////

Did you…

You should… * nothing

////

Yoosung!…

Zen…

Yoosung… it must… * yoosung

////

Everything.. -Nothing

Take care!- *might be a bit better

/////

Do you think… * nothing

Yes, I think you….- nothing

//////

Look…

You should..  * nothing

///

Yes.. *

He went..

///////

Got it…

yes.. * V

////

14:00 [Yoosung’s true feelings]

Yoosung..

Yoosung , stop obssessing… * V

//////

Are you.. *

there’s…

//

Maybe.. * nothing

She probably..

Maybe seven’s…

///

A mess..

Weren’t you… * nothing

//////

Huh? Rika..

Rika…*

////

This is all…

Zika, please don’t… * yoosung..

////

Rika,… *nothing

Don’t trust…

////

Rika… what.. *

Don’t trust her..- nothing

////

Rika, your dual side..

I know what it is… * yoosung

/////

Yoosung.. * V

Someone like her…

///

Yoosung,.. * yoosung

I don’t think…

////

Even if…

Yoosung…. * V

/////

Yoosung,… * nothing

Rika’s right…

/////

Yoosung… * nothing

That’s enough….

/////

It seems.. * Yoosung

V was also..

/////

Rika…

Yoosung.. * nothing

//////

That’s enough!

… * nothing

///

Yoosung.. * Nothing

If you keep…

////

********Story mode********

Yoosung

*********************

16:00 [Tattered]

I feel…

Zen…  * yoosung

////

I think Zika.. * nothing

You should..

//////

I hope… * yoosung

You just made..

//////

Seven! * nothing

How’s it going..

////

I’m also..- nothing

Seven, what of you think… * nothing

//

Every one… * nothing

Do you know..

/////

sEVEN!…

Is there.. * nothing

/

Seven.. * seven

Isn’t there any ..

////

Plan b..* nothing

Then let’s get on…- nothing

////

You want.. * nothing

Seven…

////

I believe.. * V

How long…

/////

I’m angry..

He’ll come around very… * v

///

I hate..

He will wake up… * V

////

Can you use.. * nothing

Seven..- nothing

////

You could block..

They just won’t… * nothing.

///

I agree..- nothing

I’m sure yoosung… * nothing

/////

Try to cheer up with Yoosung! *

You should get going..

///

We’re going to win..

Is there a peaceful… * V

/////

I hope both.. * nothing

Good luck..

////

******Story mode*********

v

***********

18:00 [I want you to be happy]

You keep… * v

Why..

///

You don’t… * V

It’s because…

/////

Rik…

It’s noW evident. That RFA… * V

///

The problem.. * V

Does that mean..

I’m sick…

/////

Its..

Rika…* nothing

///

At first..- I feel bad maybe this one

Your past… * nothing

////

So you..

Is there.. * V

/////

Stop..

Leave V… * V

///

I don’t..

… thank you. * V

////

19:00 [save me]

You did.. *nothing

When do..

////

Thank you..- nothing

V is my..- nothing

/////

hows..* nothing

Hows mint..

///

Rika, did you hear..

Rika… you’re here…* nothing

////

Rika… you… * nothing

Why say..

////

There’s no meaning.. * V

You know there is..

////

Cumin, I think…

Now that’s …. * nothing

////

You’re …

But Rika,… * V

////

That isn’t something… * V

Rika…

/////

Happiness.. * V

That’s not an endless…

//////

If you going.. * nothing

But you wounded…

//

Rika…. If you.. *nothing

How could you…

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So you’re saying.. * V

Rica, your words are…

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… Bye

Alright, don’t worry, Cumin… * nothing

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Rika… what..

Are you going… * nothing

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Aren’t you..

Take care of what? * nothing

Could you just leave…

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21:00 [ My defeat ]

Status..

Jaehee, you must be… * nothing

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What’s plan b * nothing

Are you…

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It looks… * nothing

So he really…

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Then what will…

Then will all of this.. * jumin

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Jaehee,.. * jaehee

Luciel…

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Seven,..

I’m okay…. * V

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Is Ray..

Foe of your.. * nothing

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So ray.. * nothing

He might…

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So it’s all going.. * nothing

Hurry up…

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Ray * nothing

So you have..

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Ray, you’re…

Ray, it’s all over now.. * ray

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**********story mode************

We are at the hospital..

You were hurt…

No, she’s not…

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23:00  [ Goodbye]

We should find out.. * nothing

Did something happen to Ray?

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…- nothing

It’s all over…

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It’s so sad..- nothing

Goodbye, Rika…

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Everyone… * nothing

Wait a bit more..

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… now the end…

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That won’t happen.

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Seven… did.. * nothing

I’ll leave….

***********story mode *********

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Final Day:

Honestly feel like it doesn’t matter what you put ,but here you go the last chat.

Think it was 8:00 [ The ruins]

Heard what - nothing

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Then is rika… *

Or maybe you can put

Then is ray..

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Why do things…

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So Rika…

There might be a possibility *

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Yoosung *

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I feel…

You should… *

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Is there really no hope..

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Did it…*

maybe…

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We cannot…

What should… *

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Okay …*

…. I’ll give it a try…

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Make sure you have comepleted all the emails, its one of the most important parts to getting the good ending.

#mystic messenger #v #jyhyun #v walkthrough #walkthrough

[lady-booboo]

Bpd

I suffer from Bipolar II. severe depression and hypomania, social anxiety, stress disorder. . Bipolar is not being mad one minute then Happy the next.....it's so much more than that, and if you don't have this disorder or any kind of mental illness, you are never going to understand, but you can try to be supportive just listen while I'm posting and bitching about this in hopes that you will read on about it and educate yourself like I have to try and understand myself more. I feel emotions to the extreme. And the anxiety and mind racing that comes with this makes it even harder to live with. It sucks.. being in your head 24/7 hearing this constant negative voice. I can never make an appropriate decision, it's impulsive, I act too quickly on it and I don't think ahead (anxiety) and this negative mean voice is there with every decision I make. I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm not capable of doing anything for myself (the voice pounds these thoughts in my mind until I begin to believe its true). That's where my low self esteem and insecurities come from. I literally couldn't see myself graduating high school. I thought it was impossible. I'm not smart,(what the voice Continues to tell me) I'm a piece of shit, I don't amount to anything, I have no purpose, I'm not meant to have a purpose.(idk where this voice comes from, but it's purpose is to make me hate myself.) This whole book I am typing is the perfect example of how this illness affects me. How can I succeed in life when I hate myself so much, how can I do this and make my family proud, when I would never be proud of myself. This is what I deal with everyday. Heartbreaks are the worse, whether when it is choosing to be with someone,or having someone you knew your whoIe life just vanish. gave them all the love you had inside that you don't allow to give yourself, it resulted in abandonment. I literally obsess over what I could've done differently or why these certain people didn't want to be in my life anymore and why the fuck it was so easy for them to leave without a word..(cowards) and the shittiest part is NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOU TALK OR VENT ABOUT IT, so you have no choice but to keep it yourself and deal with it alone. My mind(my illness) controls everything. Telling me to "get over it" makes me want to rip my fucking hair out and makes me want to rip your throat out for not even trying to be empathic to my feelings. Why the fuck would I still be this upset about something if it was so simple FOR ME(not you) to just get over.(being bipolar doesn't allow these things to be simple) Then I have to remind myself that you don't feel what I feel, you're incapable of feeling these extreme thoughts and emotions that I have and that's where it becomes irritable .. How about being in public, I'm a mind reader, I am constantly trying to guess what you're thinking of me when I catch you staring at me. Why are you staring, Do I look okay or do I look like shit? *Looks in mirror* oh it's because I look like fucking shit. I look so fat and I have no ass. You're making fun of me in your head, judging me based off how I look(anxiety, fear of public, fear of being judged) I know that doesn't mean that is what the actual person is thinking, but I can't fucking help it as I have said before. I wish I could be someone else just for one day. I am always asking myself why am I like this. Why am I the different one(black sheep of the family) Why do I make life so hard for myself and why can't I figure out how to make it easier. And do you know what I do about it? Nothing, because of this stupid depression, because of this stupid voice in my head, it never goes away,, it lasts for months, and for months I have no motivation, no drive, no wants of anything good in this world.i become so careless to myself I just lay there wasting away the time I could be using to build a structure for my life You think I don't care, you're right, I don't. idc if I lose everything, and I cry about this because i think to myself why do I not care, how can I not? I try to make myself care, and do good, and it only last for a little bit, then I fall right back down the ladder. I don't understand how anyone could be okay with feeling this way, but I am..it's because I have always felt this way since I can remember. It's all I'm used to. Happiness doesn't feel right at all, it means something bad is about to happen because being happy does not last for me, but I see people who love themselves take care of themselves. And are extremely happy and stay happy. Im not in touch with reality, at all. I put myself in these ridiculous situations over and over and over and over again. It's obviously because I need help, but do i care enough to get it? I really don't know, all I hear in my head is no, there's no point This isn't a pity story, this is a real life situation, bipolar disorder I or II, it's a curse, a dark cloud following you everywhere you go. A dark mindset. I'm still here though, fighting, trying, but I can only try so hard and fight so much, everyone gets exhausted and has limits they reach. All I ever want is to understand, and for everyone else to understand in their own way that this isn't a choice, to feel like this.. If you're done with me cause of this post, fine, that just means I was already alone in the first place. These aren't excuses, this is my reality, this how life is for me, yours is different, so you can't force your ways of life upon me and expect me to turn off all these emotions and feelings and worthlessness that I feel. It doesn't fucking work like that! Hopefully this opens up your minds just a little bit as to how serious mental illnesses are and how you should not be so judgemental and careless towards people like us, be thankful you don't have this issue, be glad you function properly, because these mental illnesses literally affect everything about you and how you function in this so called "life". Suicidal thoughts are a daily thing, I however choose not to act upon them, I may not care about myself, but I do care about the ones I love and have in my life. But that's as far it goes for now.. This is just a glimpse of what goes on in my head. If you think I'm weak for feeling this way, you're wrong, everyone has their own demons and deals with them in their own way. If you hated yourself and felt this way for as long as I have, probably since I was about 12-13 years old, would you still be here? I'm not weak. This is MY problem, I'm not worried about anyone else and who might have it worse. Everyone handles things differently, some worse than others. Fuck you for trying to make me feel bad for someone else's problems when I can't even handle my own. You don't say that to people who are struggling to want to live.

[tayegi]

Equilibrium is blowing my mind 😮😮😮 I never expected jungkook to suddenly turn into some possessive psycho jerk 😨😨 I really hope he gets his shit together. What the flying f*ck 😱😱😱 In fact It'd be cool if Jin suddenly showed up with food and The OC leaves that chaotic relationship for food 😂😂😂😂 EVRYONE WOULD PICK FOOD OVER RELATIONSHIPS. right ? Am i the only one lol *cries*

AHHHH THANK YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE FOR THEIR LOVELY ASKS!!! IT’S GOOD TO KNOW THAT PEOPLE CAN HAVE HEALTHY, NON-PROBLEMATIC REACTIONS TO GROSS, CONTROLLING MEN! 

Anonymous said:Sorry for being late to the party lol, but I just read the new update of Equilibrium and I felt so fucking anxious and scared for the oc. I don't know how in the hell, some ppl find jungkook's actions hot when he is literally being psychotic and obsessive. Especially the part when he told her 'You'll regret it', he's basically threatening her there. It's obvious the whole relationship they have is toxic af and it only seems to be getting worse as time passes. Apart from that, have a nice day!

Anonymous said:OMG EQUILIBRIUM 11 Omg I still have goosebumps, like Jungkook was being so fucking possessive it scared the shit out of me. Even tho It was a shitty move for the oc to not attend his graduation, she still could had attended but that phone call... I don't want this to turn into some creepy murdering fanfic LOL. Ughhh Jungkook what is even going in your mind? I'll be looking forward to the next chapter! xx :)

Anonymous said:Dude, you did such a great job at writing o/c's anxiety in this chapter. I try not to be bias toward her, but it's really hard since the story us in her pov. I got seriously grossed out by JK, man. I was so uncomfortable with the whole morning ordeal. 😩 And his threat at the end?? I know it's a story, but I had my friend-instincts kick in and I just wanted to shake her and be like "PLEASE LEAVE THIS RN PLEASE" (1)

Anonymous said:(2) And I'm curious about how Jimin would react if he knew how JK was acting. He has this idea that JK is a perfect boy, but if only he knew...But, at the same time, they all have this distorted view of one another, huh? We see Jimin as Mr. Perfect cause that's how o/c sees him. I guess it goes into that whole "unreliable narrator" thing? I'm just writing what thoughts the chapter has provoked. I absolutely love how u pay attention to detail in this story!! Awesome job as usual, mane 😊🙆

Anonymous said:Jungkook needs to take a moment to realize how miserable and uncomfortable the OC is like my goodness. Things have gone waaaaaay downhill. Especially for the OC. Also Jungkook actions are just kind of creepy??? And just like so unhealthy. I know it can be really hard to get out of a relationship, and she still loves Jimin and all, but the OC needs to just get out of there.

Anonymous said:omg jk is becoming such a possessive creep like reading the last part gave me chills tbh. they all need to realize that this relationship is v toxic and dip out of it. i kind of expected this to become what it is from the beginning but you still added twists to it that caught me off guard, thanks for being a great writer lu

Anonymous said:oh man that last chapter. just really fucking scary.... i went back and reread the end of ch.10 to recap and it makes me wonder how far y/n's willing to go for what's "worth it" in exchange for her own personal well being. because fuck, what jungkook is exhibiting is extremely concerning. as always your writing is amazing! thank you for using your free time this way, i'm sorry people are being gross and rude. you don't deserve that kinda shit, lu :(

Anonymous said:I genuinely love how you describe the OC as a trapped bird, and seeing how Jungkook reacted to everything is actually causing me to fear for the OC's well-being. I just want her to exist the whole relationship and just hook up with sunshine, can do no wrong hobi instead of the possessive junglecock and the passive Jimin :/ just my thoughts. But you're an extremely talented writer and your PhD is more important than smutty fanfic, so take all the time you need

Anonymous said:Ok first of all what the hell at ppl asking u for quick updates cuz ive lived with phd students they literally have a never ending to do list and im so amazed at ur ability to find time to write unbelievable. U go girl. And 2ndly, the claustraphobia u mentioned that oc was feeling. That was so detailed and even i felt like i was in her place. And jk..uve characterized his possessiveness so well and i got so mad forgetting this was a fictional character i was ready to throw a chair

Anonymous said:eek jungkook is making the equilibrium relationship so unhealthy somebody punch him

Anonymous said:Jungkook makes me so uncomfortable and I can actually feel the claustrophobia that OC feels .-. Overall, really excited for the next parts and can't wait to reread to see if I can find more theories. Thanks for the new chapter!

Anonymous said:ch 11... HOLY FUCK SHE NEED TO GET OUT JK IS LOONEY!! you really know how to make a story really good dude. super excited for updates!! i'm really curious about jimin's thought process about all of this. you've given a really good insight on kook and oc but jimin is still a little hard for me to figure out, i assume that's coming soon? i feel for oc, i want to protect her and tell her she's stronger and smarter than all of this. she's worth more than all of this craziness!!! GIRL POWER!! lol

Anonymous said:Holy fucking shit everything is so messed up in equilibrium like !! I love it and at the same time i cry because of the way you describe the oc's feelings I SWEAR I CAN FEEL IT TOO HOW DO YOU DO THAT? I can feel everything, my heart is pounding so fast now. Im so into it and i just want her to run away from this toxic relationship and take care of herself first like i know she loves jimin to the core but she is more important my heart clenches at every exquisite word you writE THANK YOU SO MUCH

Anonymous said:The story is really great I love how original your writing is I don't even see the characters as Jm an jk Which allows me to see how disgusting they all let themselves be treated in the relationship, a lot of the times I feel like readers are blinded by the image of an idol it changes their perspective honestly even if it was just one person who was lying about loving the other it would still be just as horrible I'm really curious as to what's even going on and how you are going to continue it❤️

ahmie-cat said:I feel so sad for the oc in equilibrium. Jungkook don't own nobody! How dare he claim ownership on the oc! I will fight him any day! I'll fight for the oc's freedom rights. Lols, just kidding... But really all of the characters are so sad...

Anonymous said:Honestly in the earlier chapters i really liked Jungkook but now hes just scaring me. The way the OC reacts to all his actions is so relatable thats exaclty how I would feel in her situation. This is crazy I dont even know how this fic would end I love it so much

Anonymous said:I was the anon who recommended you watch wfkbj and I'm so glad you like it!! :) ALSO the latest chapter of equilibrium was so good oh my god;; it's just ramping up like tenfold and while I was reading it sometimes I just had to stop and take a breather bc of all the tension lol. Honestly I don't even know how the oc is dealing with jungkook rn bc his behavior would chill me to the very bone I would have to get out !!! Anyways as always thank you for updating

Anonymous said:ah goodness, it was autocorrect that changed jungkook to jongkook! maybe next time i'll just use jinglebook to refer to him instead thens ahahahah. "goodness gracious, jinglebook is hella possessive that i'm actually really scared for y/n :s"

Anonymous said:GIRL THANK YOU FOR UPDATING OMG IM SHAKING IN MY CHANKLAS JUNGKOOK IS SO DELUSIONAL AND I WISHED OC WOULDVE BEEN STRAIGHT UP WITH HIM AND LIKE IDK NOT MILK ON HIS CRAZYNESS IM JUST SO ANXIOUS TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT SORRY FOR TYPING IN CAPS

Anonymous said:So, uh. Equilibrium Jungkook is fucking terrifying....

Anonymous said:I hope the oc in equilibrium leaves the relationship. It's so unhealthy and I feel like she might develop some type of mental illness or just be very stressed and anxious if she continues the relationship.... It's just a fanfic, but man, i'd hate to be in her position... I feel like crying Lols. Is this what you intended?? Haha.... It's really good so far I'm looking forward to what happens next. I feel like there'll be a good moral to the story. *Fingers crossing.

Anonymous said:Damn wtf jungkook behavior is freaking me out 😳 "you'll regret it" like wtf crazy people say shit like that

Anonymous said:jkzldlzlldz TF IS HAPPENING I'M SO CONFUSED JK IS CRAZY WTF OMG

Anonymous said:the characters in equilibrium seem to have never been in an actual proper relationship so the fact that they seem to have lasted this long is by sheer miracle. It's also probably why their worst aspects are even more apparent like jk's obsessiveness (which btw yikes boy yikesss) they literally all need to walk far far away from each other cause they a mess but I do wonder who's gonna be the first to do it cause it's all so complicated now, sorry for rambling I just love this fic so much!!

Anonymous said:What the ever loving monkey fuck is wrong with Jungkook. See, i was okay with him being jealous of Jimin because that's normal. I was moderately okay with OC agreeing to Jungkook's terms because she wants to stay with Jimin. I AM NOT OKAY with his sociopathic tendencies and how obsessive he's become. I think he's mistaken OCs genuine kindness for romantic interest at one point. And the thing that scares me the most is how Jimin seems to have no idea what's going on right under his nose as well

Anonymous said:Bruhhhh jungkook is legit fucking scary but the story itself is amazing and complex im gonna reread it right now

Anonymous said:Equilibrium is getting really interesting!! I'm kinda worried tht ppl read sentences like "Even a domesticated pet needs a taste of freedom" in context with her just /looking/ at jimin and think 'oh how romantic' tho. In every scene between her and jk u can practically feel her discomfort and fear and his possessiveness and how he's abusing her. I would normally stop reading a fic like tht bc I don't like it when the ppl are written like that bc they are real after all but I'm super hooked (1/2)

Anonymous said:(2/2)now and I am also really curious as to if and how they all are gonna get out of that situation or if jk kills her before they can just bc she takes care of a literally puking-everywhere-bedridden jimin. I'm also curious how Jimin is gonna act towards y/n now that they're alone and if he even noticed the toxic stuff that's happening between her and jk or if he didn't even notice bc jk kept him "happy" (idk how else to put it) so yeah. Keep up the great work!! Have a nice day xx

Anonymous said:GURL YOU NEED TO RUN FAST AND YOU NEED TO RUN FAR. It sucks that Jimin doesn't like OC romantically, but he's just using you to stay with JK. But JK... that shit is gonna hit the roof soon soon and it ain't gonna be pretty @.@

Anonymous said:Hey Lu, thanks for taking the time to update again~ Regarding the story...Jungkook is incredibly terrifying, like I had to step away a few times as I read because I just want the reader to leave so badly. I wish she would just be like "peace out". Everyone should just leave this situation and say "peace out". Even though I know the feelings are so complicated between all of them, it's just such a shit show on fire :( . Well done on setting everything up though. The tension is insane!

Anonymous said:Ugh I honestly want to slap Jungkook so hard. Possessive little shit.. As always your writing is amazing. Thank you for the update.

Anonymous said:OC, JIMINS DICK ISNT WORTH AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP GTFO THAT SITUATION GIRL IM SCREAMING

Anonymous said:JEONS FUCKED IN THE HEAD. HE WAS CUTE AND ALL AT FIRST BUT THEN IDK GIRL, I FEEL SORRY FOR JIMIN AND OC. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS HAPPENING ALL I KNOW IS I LOVE THIS AND I CERTAINLY LOVE YOU! IS HE PSYCHOTIC THO? FEELS LIKE JEON WOULD KILL ANYONE WHO DARE TO TOUCH OC..

mirajoey said:MY GAWDD!! Jeon Jungkook has gone mad😱 i pray for oc's safety

Anonymous said:i am terrified by jungkook's actions and NOTHING in this whole damn world is going to excuse what he is saying and doing in equilibrium. WHERE IS YOONGI DITCH THEM ALL Y/N AND GO FOR YOONGI. and today, i have been going through some really misogynic shit today and it felt so freaking uncomfortable and i was so angry and kind of frightened...i do not know how y/n is able to act like a normal person with jungkook around who is being very possessive and psycho-like

Anonymous said:When I first saw you updated Equilibrium I almost yelled "IMMA BUST MY LEFT NUT" (I was really excited lol) and now I'm lying here in a puddle of emotion really scared for the OC lol. I adore your writing so much, thank you for writing these xx

Anonymous said:JEON YOU CREEP. Man this is all such a disaster BUT I LOVE TO WATCH THE DRAMA UNFOLD. Anyways it was a great chapter and I am so e x c i t e for the next part to start. You da best 😆

Anonymous said:This is what your writing does to people, this is literally the only time I've ever dislike Jungkook that much in a fic. I wanted the OC and Jungkook together, but now I really thing all 3 should go their separate ways. Jungkook's possessiveness is getting too much, it's too obsessive. I feel sorry for her, but at the same time her own fault as well. As for Jimin who knows he may not be as oblivious as we think ?! He is using the OC to get with Jungkook in the first place.

Anonymous said:Equilibrium OC should just pack her fckin' bags there is no happy way out of this one

Anonymous said:(1/3) Right before I read this I watched this British PSA music video about abusive relationships, where a pregnant woman was choked to death by her boyfriend as she was trying to leave him and I feel like these people who romanticize these types of relationships forgot that this actually happens IRL. This happens to real women and men and some of them don't make it out alive. And when they try to defend it by saying "it's just a story, it's not real" it's very real for some people.

Anonymous said:(2/3) And the fact that the OC is having trouble sleeping and feeling this anxiety. And the that Jungkook didn't fell any sympathy/empathy for Jimin while he was ill, it just doesn't sit well with me. And the OC isn't innocent either. So afraid to shatter what's left of the already crumbling illusion she's built up. The need to keep the fantasy of this relationship with Jimin that I'm not sure existed outside of her mind. I really do enjoy this story and how you portray the characters.

Anonymous said:(3/3) The isolated relationships between the three of them is very realistic. I've seen some of my close friends go through similar situations. And it's hard to get out once you're in.Anonymous said:I cant believe anyone in their right mind is sympathizing with Jungkook in Equilibrium?! The way he is with Y/N makes me so uncomfortable, esp with his “You’re all mine” crap and being so “in love” with her when all he wants is to have her under his control even tho he thinks it’s love. Jimin too, the way he’s down to have Y/N in the relationship since JK wants her but she wants Jimin.. also I’m glad ur fanfics exist since they can give some girls a perspective on what’s NOT okay and NOT love

Anonymous said:' And if I find out you let someone else touch what's mine... you'll regret it' - I kept on reading this over and over but each time it makes me cringe more, the fact that he constantly calls her 'mine' is so fucking off, like as a kookier Stan in rl , I felt really bad for jungkook but now I find it so hard, this relationship is taking a big twist that I did not see coming and it's getting abusive real quick.

Anonymous said:(Cont last) I stood firm in my decision. On the last day that we talked, he finally understood why. It was only then he realized his mistakes, only then did he cry & apologize for everything. He tried to convince me to give him a chance but the time for that has already passed. We are officially over. I loved the guy, you know? and deep down, I know there's good in there. But I can't risk my heart and soul anymore. I'm sorry this has gone out of topic, I just needed to get it off my chest.

Anonymous said:(Cont.) When he got mad at me for one minor thing, he will accuse me of cheating and call me demeaning words. Our relationship was always on his terms. I was always the one apologizing & making an effort to make him happy. I paid for all our dates. Just wow, I'm stupid. After a fight early Feb, I got tired of it all. I broke up with him and that process took 7 fucking days in which he tried to convince that my reasoning was wrong and that he was right. My gut feeling was telling me to leave.

Anonymous said:just finished reading ch 11... yikes. like YIKES. oh my, I'm honestly very worried and scared for the oc. reading it actually made me anxious and nervous lol. that relationship is a nightmare oh sweetie no, she needs to leave asap

Anonymous said:(Cont. Part 3) I felt caged. I always had to inform where I was, who I'm with, are there guys going to be at the event I'm going to. If there were guys, he didn't want me to go. I couldn't even get a regular update from him where he was and couldn't check on his phone. As I said, I was being stupid. I tolerated all of his bullshit. When you're in an abusive relationship, you won't realize it immediately. He'll come off sweet and only wanting to protect you and your relationship.

Anonymous said:(Cont. Part 2) to the red flags he showed early in the relationship. He didn't want to me talk to any guy who wasn't a family and asked me to delete all the guys in my Facebook account. Stupid me did so because I believed him when he said that "It's not because I don't trust you, it's because I don't trust the people around you." I stayed loyal to him but he was always paranoid that I was cheating on him. When we broke up, I learned he was talking to lots of girls that's why he was so paranoid.

Anonymous said:I got curious and read Equilibrium. All I can say is whoa! The anxiety and fear that I felt was so visceral; it made me fill ill. I've recently broken up with my ex, who was like that - subtly emotionally and mentally abusive. I am fairly young, naive, and inexperienced in relationships. I had a low self-esteem. Growing up I felt that I was unattractive and no one would like me. He was the first guy to really pursue me and I guess I was so hungry for love and affection that I turned a blind eye

Anonymous said:oc's anxiety is getting worst in equal... 😞 i hope she gets out soon. i agree, SEND IN MAMA JIN! lol kook is getting crazier each chapter i'm getting scared for her well being 😟☹️😦. SHES WORTH MORE THAN THIS CRAZINESS!! 💔 side note, thank you for sticking to it, i know it's not easy. and thank you for updating. i always look forward to your work ❤

withlove-sydney said:Tbh I was worried that this story was gonna take a disturbing turn after jk revealed that he was purposely trying to keep jimin away in chpt 10 and this chapter just confirmed how toxic he is. I agree with that other person tho I'm glad that you're the one writing this because I trust that you won't try to romanticize this at all. My ex was really possessive like jk and its not cute or sexy at all. I ended up so scared of him and when I see similar things in fics it gives me chills...

btsninetyfiveline said:I just want to say thank you, thank you, THANK YOU for the relationship you're portraying in Equilibrium! It's soooooooo important to have stories that show abuse and possessiveness in an unhealthy light! I'm so tired of these "you looked at another guy for 5 seconds in the club so now I'm gonna take you home and show you who you 'belong' to" narratives. It's so important to address and educate young girls on signs of an emotionally manipulative relationship! 💕

Anonymous said:Hi Lu :) how are you? I love how you put out your stories unexpectedly, its always a pleasant surprise. Chapter 11 is so well-written (like all your work ofc).You set up the suffocating atmosphere perfectly with images and metaphors, like Oc's suffer is so real. I am really concerned about oc's mental health... in this chapter we see that she isn't in a good place and I am scared of what is yet to come. Thank you for your hard work. xo

Anonymous said:After reading chap 11, i feel so bad for the oc. Even reading about jk's possessiveness/threats makes me feel suffocated ;-; Though I'm excited for what's going to happen after he leaves for his trip hmm.... once again thank you for the update, Lu! :-) I'm really loving the pace of the story so far.

anonymouspseudonymous said:There's this anon that said "this ain't your ordinary fic where they all compromise and be happy" and i cannot agree more. Although, even if I get it that people hate JK for being cray, you have to punch Jimin as well hahaha idk man this is fucked

Anonymous said:I'm reading ch11 of equilibrium and the part where she wants to touch jimins face but jungkook has a tight grip on her wrist restricting her from doing so is so symbolic of their relationship and how she wants jimin so badly but jungkook is holding her back from him almost keeping her hostage in a way. Anyways I really enjoyed this part it gave me goosebumps so thank you for sharing your work with us even though you don't have to! You owe us nothing so I appreciate everything you give us💓💞💖💕

Anonymous said:I'm glad you don't tolerate the bullshit that jungkook isnt as bad as the protagnonist. People need to hear that that shit is toxic and manipulative. People are brainwashed into thinking it's romantic and okay. When it's absolutely not. No the protagonist isn't free of fault but she isn't being obsessively creepy.

Anonymous said:I think people tend to gloss over the fact that it IS an obsession (unhealthy and actually rather terrifying) and not actual "love" because they like the idea of someone doing anything to stay with them. But even in wanting to stay with someone, there have to be limits. You shouldn't end up losing yourself to someone if they want you as a person, not as just an object or a way to get what they want. There is a line between devotion and obsession, and people seem to ignore that all too often.

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1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up. dont use itunes anymore so spotify but same thing...santeria by sublime. she likes girls by metro station. different people by no doubt. we can make love by SoMo. when the end comes by andrew belle. my humps by tbep XD

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Gwen Stefani, no doubt ;) :D

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. "yeah" he said. The light turned green. I braced myself.

4) What do you think about most? um well it depends on the day and time and what not but I guess lately just a certain person. and also about traveling and where I wanna go.

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you? yes both

6) Do you have any strange phobias? eh not really strange..theyre all pretty common

7) What's your religion? Christian/non-denom

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? walking to the car or inside XD

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? No Doubt

10) What was the last lie you told? hmm honestly i'm not sure. I'm not really the lying type

11) Do you believe in karma? ehh... in a sense but idk

12) What does your URL mean? um well its part of my middle name... play on the word daydreams...cause i daydream alot lol

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? i hate that question lol

14) Who is your celebrity crush? it changes alot but currently Anna Kendrick

15) How do you vent your anger? depends. lately I workout. but sometimes I draw or paint or listen to music or just sleep really. sometimes i just reblog things on tumblr or write something

16) Do you have a collection of anything? um kinda... vans, i used to have a lot more cause I worked there but i guess i dont really anymore. books and dvds. um hmm...i feel like i used to collect something else but cant think of it

17) Are you happy with the person you've become? for the most part, yes. theres always room for improvement :)

18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? hate-utensils scratching on a plate. love-my cats purring

19) What's your biggest "what if"? ugh, stop.

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yes to both...but probably in different sorts of ways than most people believe in them.

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. right-beanbag chair. left-box of cheezits

22) Smell the air. What do you smell? the macncheese i just ate

23) What's the worst place you have ever been to? hmm good question... idk really. i've enjoyed pretty much all the places ive traveled to

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender? uh hmm no one comes to mind atm haha. im too gay i suppose XD but i guess ill say zayn

25) To you, what is the meaning of life? please dont get me started. i could write an essay

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? well yes i drive but dont have my license... never crashed.

27) What was the last movie you saw? Pitch Perfect 3!!!! so amazing

28) What's the worst injury you've ever had? when I broke both arms at once

29) Do you have any obsessions right now? its something new all the time really im always obsessing haha i guess anna kendrick

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you? ugh yes

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? not usually..it depends. a lot of times its not even a grudge..i forgive easy but bitter feelings stay a while in certain instances

32) What is your astrological sign? aquarius

33) What's the last thing you purchased? a movie ticket

34) Love or lust? L.O.V.E.

35) In a relationship? nope

36) How many relationships have you had? 4...and a 1/2 XD long story

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? um just be myself..not really a weapon lol

38) Where is your best friend? i dont even know who that is anymore :/

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? sleeping

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? yes i think so..id probably annoy myself at somepoint. hell i already do lol but im alright XD

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? stop, help the dog. animals are just as important as people. if someone cant understand that oh well. i cant always find another job. but animals are life.

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? probably those most important to me b) What do you do with your remaining days? quit work. go traveling. spend time with my favorite people and my animals and eat a whole hell of a lot lol c) Would you be afraid? maybe a tad at first but i'm not too afraid of dying, I know i'd be with God and away from the pain of this world. i'd moreso be a little afraid of the pain i might possibly have while still alive

43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? hollback girl :D

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? so many things but just... two people that love each other that click and mesh and would do anything for each other and just make each other happy and take care of each other... alot of things i suppose though.

45) How can I win your heart? hmm. just be yourself. be respectful. be sweet. be funny..even if in your own dorky awkward way. be kind and thoughtful. put me first just as much as i put you first. just be genuine and real and true and never lie to me. just, be real.

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity? oh yes

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? hmm damn what a question. honestly.... I really don't know the answer to that. not that i havent made good decisions. but... idk what was the best. gotta think on that.

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? hmm ive never thought about it lol honestly when i'm gone...do whatever the hell you want haha but i guess if i had to choose..something about my kindness or uniqueness ? idk i try to be kind and different lol

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart." cant say right now

50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? purple, black, silver, blue

51) What is your current desktop picture? its just black no picture not sure why i havent changed it

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? thats horrible. honestly i wouldnt do that to anyone..even the people i dislike most. well actually, maybe donald trump XD but no still even then i dont think i could do it even though i'm sure itd make america great again XD

53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? hmm honestly idk im a very honest person

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? those are too many words you couldnt just ask me what superpower i want?? XD so now i'm gonna be a bitch and not answer

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? um. its between two. both of which involve time with someone important..cant choose which

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? losing people that were important to me

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? hmm i guess if i had to choose right this second... anna kendrick.. pretty sure ive mentioned her like a hundred times in this survey

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? right now ummm...boston

59) Ever been on a plane? many times

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities. Anna Kendrick. Channing Tatum. Jennifer Lawrence. Nicole da Silva. michelle rodriguez

#surveys #survey questions #random survey #random surveys

[fourteenacross]

2016 in writing

2016 in fic! This looks SO empty compared to past years, even if it's roughly the same amount of words! Hamilton: i saw the whole story unwind (132,888) Opening Break (3,531) Remote Capture (3,483) Not Your Average Bear! (1,835) Ghost Included (we hope) (2,941) but i won't go far away (12,577) the constellations aligned (10,004) the air grows cold around me and you (27,268) a way to hang the sun up in the sky (9,510) we'll have to muddle through somehow (8,513) Ficlets: Lazy Day (924) Cryptids (1,904) John's Instagram (1,443) Skeptic Refuted Fan Speculation (???)* Apocrypha (aka shit I wrote that takes place after the stuff in the main stories that may be disregarded/discarded as the next three stories develop): For Hire: Ghost Hunter (551) Three Wishes (2,446) Ouija Boards are NOT ALLOWED (1,139) Reality Show (1,538) Star Wars (2,441) X-Men Alternate Timeline Movies: Who Needs Sleep? (2,535) Fifty Dollars and First Impressions (3,574) Ficlets: Alex/Darwin Bookstore AU (343) Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries: Phryne/Jack Fake Married (588) Grand Total Fandoms: 3 Grand Total Stories: 23 Grand Total Word Count: 231,976* * I haven't written the transcription of this ficlet yet and I'm too lazy to do it right now, so it's not included in the total. Overall Thoughts: Well, this is a very different list than it's been for the past five years or so. The fandom switch aside, I didn't post any full stories until September, just a handful of tumblr ficlets. I also posted two things chapter-by-chapter, one as a WiP, which--wow, reminder that I NEVER WANT TO DO THAT AGAIN, it's far too stressful! The bulk of the words are all in the same verse, and I'm not even counting the words that I wrote and haven't posted yet, jeez. This stupid universe. I simultaneously hate and love it. Writing an epic WiP in a new fandom was really rough. I'm ultimately thrilled with the finished product--waiting until it was all finished made me redraft over and over again until things fit together the way I wanted. It left me space to go back and seed things that I wanted to develop as I went...I really think the finished product is way better than it would have been if I'd rushed and posted it before it was done. That all being said, gosh, it was lonely. It was so, so lonely, when writing epics usually involves a lot of bouncing ideas off of people and letting them read and suggest as I draft and really digging into the process, etc. There were a couple of people who popped in and out, but life and other interests got in the way (which makes sense considering this went on for NINE MONTHS), and, man, I missed being able to text and IM people will story ideas at all hours and feel confident that they'd be interested in what I had to say. (For all the texting I do, I am actually super shy about it? I'm super nervous about initiating unless I'm 100% positive I won't be bothering the other person, which limits my texting confidence to like, my back-up bunnies and Erica.) Anyway, that's all to say that this year was a very different experience, fandom writing-wise, but I think I learned a lot in the process so...hooray?

Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or about what you'd predicted? This year I think my main goal was "FINISH PART ONE OF THE GHOSTHUNTERS" without a specific word count attached, so I succeeded in that part? Knowing me, I probably wanted to crack 300k at least, and while I'm sure I WROTE over 300k this year, what I actually published is about on par with the last couple years, so. NUMBER wise, I think I imagined I'd have a greater output vis-a-vis completed stories, but a lot of the shit I wrote was on the longer side, so. What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted in January? Hm. Well, there's a lot more porn in the ghosthunters than is in most of the fic I've written, traditionally, but nothing really shocking. Most of it was ghosthunters words, so...yeah. I guess the Angel/Raven was sliiiightly a surprise because I figured if I had to step in and write some SM pinch-hits it would be all Charles/Erik stuff, but I really liked that story and I have shipped that pairing for many years so....not super a surprise. What's your own favorite story of the year? Not the most popular, but the one that makes you happiest? I loved a lot of the stories I wrote this year, because I'm super obsessed with myself. [[< -- I think I've kept that sentence in for the past few years because it remains true]] I really love most of the ghosthunters shit, but if I had to pick a favorite....idk, I'm torn between i saw the whole story unwind because it's so epic and took so long and I put so much into it and the constellations aligned, because it came so easily and I'm a total sap and it's a totally sappy story. Did you take any writing risks this year? What did you learn from them? Sitting on the ghosthunters until the first part was complete was new. Like I said above, that kind of patience and planning was difficult, but I think the end product was much better for it. So what I learned is probably "sit on a story for a couple days after you finish." I've always tried to employ at least cursory beta readers and done read-throughs after finishing, but the slower approach does actually lead to a better product. IMAGINE THAT. My best story of this year: Best? Hm. It's hard to compare i saw the whole story unwind to anything else, given it's length and the breadth of subjects it covers, so I'd say probably that or but i won't go far away, which deals with a lot of intricate emotions and explanations. My most popular story of this year: Okay, see, I wrote two chaptered stories this year and chaptered stories totally throw off your stats. Hit counts, kudos count, comment count...all of that is inflated by repeatedly pushing those fics to the top of the tags and having people come back for each chapter and all of that. Still, I'm p sure that i saw the whole story unwind was the most popular story? And I think a lot of that can be attributed to the above facts and also to the fact that it's the oldest and the longest and the first in the series, but...I'm gonna go with it anyway. Story of mine most under-appreciated by the universe, in my opinion: I don't know that any of them are! Again, probably because most of them are in the same series, but...yeah, I'm pretty happy with the response to everything. I remember thinking at the time that there was something weird going on with the hit count for but i won't go far away because the hits-to-kudos ratio was WAY off. There were way too many hits accumulating in the first couple days it was up, like, way more than usual, even though kudos were accumulating at the correct rate? It was strange. And I did feel like that one got slightly less attention than some of the others, but that might be a mind trick based on that weirdly inflated hit count. Most fun story to write: Hm, I got a kick out of doing the twitter ficlet, and I wrote the constellations aligned in basically one sitting, so. Story with the single sexiest moment: This is one of the few years I have a lot to choose from. I think John's slow, intoxicated seduction in the constellations aligned probably wins that award. Definitely sexier than the sweet and kind of goofy sex scene in i saw the whole story unwind or the contemplative one in but i won't go far away. Story with the single sweetest moment: Hmmmmmmmm. "Sweet" is kind of my whole deal, and I like to think there's a lot of sweetness in my stories overall. I'm going to choose i saw the whole story unwind for this one and pin the sweetest moment in question as either Alex and John driving up to Peekskill or the two of them talking after Alex's nightmare. Most "Holy crap, that's wrong, even for you" story: Nothing really. Nothing cracky for me this year. Story that shifted my own perceptions of the characters: I mean, this whole series has been a lesson in picking apart these characters and seeing how they tick. So. Hardest story to write: i saw the whole story unwind, for sure. Jesus, it took me forever to finish and I was entirely despairing during parts of it. Biggest Disappointment: Just that I didn't finish more, I think. Biggest Surprise: People actually getting so into the ghosthunters. I honestly didn't expect anyone to read any of these stories and to have a tiny group of people who seem to eagerly await each new part...it really warms my heart and makes me so happy. I can't overstate who wonderfully surprising that has been. Most Unintentionally Telling Story: I think there are a lot of places where I project pretty hard on John, or maybe it's that I use a lot of my own experiences to color some of his? We don't actually have much in common besides being gay and being depressed, and I'm older and (I hope) wiser, but, you know, mental illness is a deep well to mine for content. I'd also say I mine a lot of my Jersey shit for Herc and that Molly is the closest thing this series has to a Mary Sue. I'm not into science or math, but I am a cheerfully sarcastic fat brunette lesbian who spends a lot of time whining "why don't girls like me?" and as Opinions about pizza. Plans for the next year: I'm gonna say 300k published words next year. I'd like to post at least the next three ghosthunters anchor stories, maybe venture outside ghosthunters for Hamilton related shit? Pick up my MG novel again. Set a writing schedule and try to stick to it. Leave more comments. Try to put some more good in the world, because it's gonna be a shitty, shitty year.

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