#if i think abt it too much ill cry

[gibuckaroo]

maddie helping buck get ready to ride a bicycle and buck and eddie helping chris get ready to ride a skateboard

theyre both ready 🥹

(maddie being the earliest and important parental figure in buck’s life; how he’s now a great and important parental figure in chris’ life)

#if i think abt it too much ill cry #i was rewatching buck begins and i was like hold up! that sounds real familiar #shitumblrtag #911 abc #evan buckley #maddie buckley #eddie diaz #christopher diaz #we need that chris and maddie interaction

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

You can wash off the makeup, but the mascara still runs.

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#Poorly Drawn MDZS #MDZS #wei wuxian #season 1 #This is the scene in every highschool drama where the MC overhears someone talking abt them in the bathroom #I was trying to go for a 'your cringe' -esque crying face but i think ill save that for a cloud recess flashback #Yeah i could have added more context here #yeah im following rule of funny 99% of the time for this project #I love how this is set up without really going into too much detail about the past here. Its a secret torture tool for later angst #by this I mean WWXs guilt #Also; if im planning this correctly-this comic comes out the day of or the day after I have a funeral to attend so...me too buddy...me too. #Onwards to ep 3!

[apotelesmaa]

> looking for a tenma siblings relationship study

> ask the op if the study is actually about the tenmas or just treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

> they don’t understand

> pull out an illustrated diagram explaining the difference

> they laugh and say “it’s a good relationship study sir”

> click the post

> it’s treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

#project sekai #listen I love tsukasa as I love all the wxs members but i also love saki and cannot stand u people #don’t even get me started on when people fridge saki for contrived tsukasa angst. I’ll kill you. #i could also go on a rant abt how saki is so disrespected in general by pjsk fans #& as sm1 with a (less severe) chronic illness I do not appreciate how her illness is only explored in relation to how tsukasa feels abt it #but I think I would get too frustrated #gripping ur shoulders. read the doll story again. #also if ur talking abt tsukasa’s character & don’t mention saki u have automatically failed #before any of his relationships saki is the most important like it’s not subtext it’s literally just text #did we forget the dazzling event where he finally has a breakthrough in his role bc he talked to saki. #or the main story where he’s like yea saki is literally the reason I pursued acting #or the doll event where he’s despondent bc he thinks saki is mad at him & then when honami comes to his school #his first reaction is to sprint over like WHAT HAPPENED 2 SAKI IS SHE OK (sprints home) #or saki canonically being his no.1 fan. smh. u cannot separate them. and why would u want to. they’re so funny. #+ saki saying he made her hospitalizations more bearable. picking up on his mannerisms. crying during the doll festival bc they had a fight. #the dolls being her favorite things bc of how it symbolized their bond. #the complex tenma sibling mental illness web in general makes me crazy. #saki is like I love u but I wish u wouldn’t worry abt me so much and rely on me more & then tries to hide issues to make him not worry #tsukasa is like I’m always worried abt u and I don’t want to burden u because I feel like I need to always be a rock for u #ough. love them.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Guy whose fave character is jiraiya: Jiraiya is the father figure iruka never was

Me, giving aggressive thumbs down: HOW???? WHAT???? WHAT THE FUCK R U TALKING ABOUT?????? JIRAIYA IS THE FUCKING WORST!!!!

Him: Cite your evidence!

Me: WHERE THE FUCK DO I BEGIN???

#to b fair hes been watching since age 10 so like ya kno #but i was fucking explaining y hes awful and a female phd student was like: ok im getting the picture im forming some judgments #and she was on my side. idk do guys just not register how fucked up he is??? i dont understand #and i will not tolerate iruka slander. he thinks boruto is good tho. so like i cant hate too much #god. its been a fucking day. and i forgot to take my meds. but whatever i fucking made it to the party #i was half an hour late bc i had to spend a lot of time hysterically crying but ya kno whatever #unrelated #naruto ramblings #god i kno its inherent to the grouping but what a bunch of fucking nerds. doing crosswords and talking abt Biology and anime. fucking nerds #but i like my phd cohort. i think ill have some friends over these 5 years #the burdon of having watched naruto the 1st time as an adult with a working brain

[insert-neologism]

spiracle by flower face

#jackieshauna #yellowjackets #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #i love them sm #also it took 3 days to make that. #but I actually like it which is amazing for me but alps not bc if I like it ill watch it #and if I see them ill cry #anyways. I think it's rlly philosophical how even in their shipname jackie comes first #unless there's another shipname that im. Not aware of #shaunajackie #tagging to be sure bc for once i actually want ppl to see this #and im bored #but I have SO MANY ideas for edits #can it ah this flower face? #flower face #tw cannibalism #almost forgot damn #shauna sadecki #tbh bc she's there too #anyways that song is so them for me. bad astrology too (mainly the first verse) #there's so much love in me and not enough body to keep it in bro #there a parts which im really not sure of (think theyre gonna be easy to detect)(seen it for many times now though soo Idk) but others im #tw self harm #i have one more version probably gonna post that one too soon #anyways i hope somebody likes that bc i cant talk to ANY of my friends abt it. sad. #still bored but im really running out of things to say here. soo by #jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water #mine art tag

[monsterbisexual]

feeling like im being driven to my execution (its a drs appointment)

#p #also thats a little dramatic but i do hate them so much #i was feelin like well ill be uncomfortable n miserable but its not the end of the world #buuuut then i remembered (TMI AHEAD U HAVE BEEN WARNED) #that last month ish when i was here for an actual concern (n agreed to this physical bleh) #i was told im overdue for another pap smear n like they cant force me into it ofc but i know its smart to do it #cuz i already have lots of anxieties abt what if i secretly have some disease or condition n im gonna die blah blah blahh #but last time it was so awful n i was like crying thru it cuz of the pain which. isnt normal #googling it afterwards i found ppl saying stuff like 'it might be weird n uncomfortable but not too bad' #so i was like well ok thats just me then i guess :/ #n anyway i def think i have that condition called w/e cuz ive never been able to do any kind of like. anything in there #not like day to day its a huge deal but for this its not too fortunate :/ #so long story short i remembered ill have to decide if ill let them do it again at this appt #n i was reading abt the process again n then uh oh crying -_- #omw now n idk what ill do tbh. def wanna say no but also idk i shld be responsible or smth #dies instead. #n anyway even if its just the super basic physical theyre gonna do ill still wanna become an incorporeal entity thing #hate it hereeeee (body) #its a PA im seeing who i remember being nice some other time i saw her so theres that at least #theyre gonna wanna weigh me tho i forgot that too jeez #i said no last time but idk. kms

[harbingersglory]

Silently shaking your hand in butch who loves a pretty femme.

SHAKING IT VIGOROUSLY i love femmes sm femmes are literally so gorgeous sorry i hear someone mention them and i do Not stop talking. everyone please act shocked i went down the ningguang main to miko main pipeline.

#asks #Anonymous #for all the sub!reader i write i am. a stone butch. crying #g-d put me on this earth to please pretty femmes and by g-d i will do just that #im so sad about having to skip navia & chiori they r both so pretty and i am a weak butch but im gunning for arle rn #xianyun too ohhh lord it was testing me #but arle is so stone butch core i HAD to pull for him like. projection!!! but im right!!!!! i know a butch when i see one #arle holding the fatui together bc all the other women r femme and hes the only masc woman lord #anyway a pretty femme tells me what 2 do and i just listen like yes ma'am #i think abt femmes and then explode i literally love them so much is it too obvious.. /s :[ #acting like i didnt write a novel abt ningguang bc someone said her name erm #anyway ill shut up now or ill never stop lord help me #love 2 see fellow butches in the fandom though where r they.. #not a fic #for ppl who dont want 2 see me rambling abt femmes instead of actually writing um

[piplupod]

i am going to be soooo fucked for this therapy appt _(:_」∠)_

#going to just play sudoku i guess. fuck me fuck this fuck sleep #doesnt help that im also an insomniac dhdjdmsl so. weh. #I've ran through five whole scenes for my story writing and usually i only get thru one at most before sleep hits #the issue is every time I think mother is done moving around upstairs she starts up again #and then i get upset and then my heart starts pounding and then i Definitely cannot sleep #and then by the time i settle down and am just abt to drift off she starts moving around again and it repeats over and over and over #i feel so ill dnfkdl i wish i was sick rn too so that I'd be allowed to be outwardly miserable and she might care that she's keeping me up #but alas dndksl i havent caught whatever it is that both parents have had now (not covid apparently) so i just have to keep being nicey nice #i hate this so much djfkdl she is sick and that sucks so bad and she is miserable and thats awful but also. i would like to sleep. #but i should not be upset bc she is suffering and if i wanted to sleep so bad i just Would i guess. i must not need sleep if i cant sleep #like if i rly needed it I'd probably be able to sleep through any amount of noise ? idk #hello 3am my most despised frenemy. i love you for being a good number but i hate seeing you bc it means im Awake #if i cry in my therapy appt maybe something good will happen !! maybe i will be taken away and put somewhere safe where i can sleep #eeuggfhhhh. weh. whiny whiny sorry fjfkdl i will go play sudoku and pretend that I've already slept several hours and the day will come #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[sunflowerseraph]

Having such complicated emotions about jesus rn

#having horrific religious trauma vs those recent posts and fanarts about jesus #the one with tiny jesus helping joseph carry the beam. the post about him smelling wood and thinking of home #idk ill get sick if i think abt it too much but theres a jesus who lives in my brain who has the soul wrenching human experiwnce #that one verse . 'my soul is so overwhelmed with sorrow it feels like death' #pr.ying and crying so hard he was sweatjng blood. man #idk :// #been thinking alot about these things but its such a complicated subject for us. its ugly and bloody and it aches #wah wahhh idk its almost 1am #religion tw #religion ment #religion #this post is not exclusive to chrstianity ig #ughhh idk idk #idk who id even talk 2 abt this whod get it 😭 and if i even could stomach that #but we r seriously crying in bed thinking about jesus having hobbies and earthly experiences. wahgever #seraph.txt #edit. verse. i meant passage??? idk i cant temember im high and emptional

[harcheongai]

the applebee siblings relationship is somethin that is so precious to me

#i fear if i think abt it too much ill be like wahh wahh crying cat ed sheeran #dimension 20 #anw.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#theres this feeling i get sometimes. i find it very hard to articulate. its part despair and part awe. dispair at how beautiful the world is #all those intricate little process coming together to organize the chaos. i dont kno y i feel it so deeply or y it hurts so much #because its just. no matters what horrible things r going on in the world. ur body is this miraculous collection of chemicals and reactions #mobile containers of water with a history that spirals back billions of years. and you can hear and see and experience and reflect #and when you die the world goes on spinning without you. if we as humans destroyed this planet past the part of our ability to inhabit it #it wouldnt even matter. there would be continued life past humanity. cosmically we r tiny and insignificant and we dont matter #but were beautiful and wonderful and infinity complex and knowing that leaves me in agony. because i want to kno everything right now but #mind is too small and i walk around with the disorientation of someone whos just been hit in thr face ans i cant focus enough to read #cant make the words make sense and i cant justify the time it would take to try. so i sit on my deck. in the sun. crying as i think about #how the light hit the grass in my front yard the last time i was home. how the cliffs in the backyard are ringed with red lines of iron #separated out as the water leached through the sandstone. how every avaliable surface is stained green as organisms reach upward toward #the sun. and its beautiful and i dont kno y im crying. maybe its bc i cant just throw everything aside and chase that feeling. im not #allowed to feel it. im not allowed to talk abt it in the way i want. bc im afraid no one cares as much as me in the same way. bc when i #talk abt what i study its obscure and academic and so far from what most ppl think abt that they get intimidated and dont try to understand #so i just try not to talk abt it. or maybe im just afraid. bc i have my 1st TA meeting tomorrow and i meet with my new advisor friday #and im worried and im afraid i wont b able to do this in a way that doesnt make me feel like im dying. bc i like to b busy and i like having #a strict schedule but if u throw me that knife im going to stab myself with it bc i dont kno how wield it as a tool without hurting myself #sure ill get the job done. but at what cost? whatever. ill try to b better this time. try to hold tight to the wonder. but that feels like #reaching out into forever. knowing ill never make contact. not knowing what im reaching for. #the closest approximation to the feeling i can find is that scene in the terror. where go0dsir is asking if god is there. any god. and it #doesnt matter bc he can see god in the landscape. in an environment that's so harsh and barren that its killing him slowly in the worst of #ways and its beautiful. its still beautiful to him. there is wonder here. and im wasting my time laying in a dark room crying bc i put #myself into a container so constrictive that the surface snaps and i come spilling out as an angry liquid. smearing away into nothing #unrelated

[apollo-just-ice]

Finished replaying the main story of explorers of time,,, it still hits hard. Top ten emotional moments etc etc

One of the games of ever for me personally

#pmd #pokemon mystery dungeon #pokemon #lol sorry everyone who is following me for fire emblem #I think I will replay the post game story too since I have only played it once #then I swear I shall play gti!! #just so ill abt the ending of the story tho. #gosh. #I had sm conflicting feelings each time I attempted the final battle again like I want to succeed but also I don’t want this to be over… #n yeah. like yeah it’s just. so true #not much content makes me feel sm emotions there is only a few things that have made me cry and the game did it to me this time #love it sososososo dearly it is aching my heart it is just #yeah #I will gush abt it in the tags sm and my apologies for that. #unless you are reading the tags and enjoying this in which case thank you very much!! ur very cool if so

[theloveinc]

would it weird if i like. LMAO. ...

#would it be weird if i just randomly opened up commissions (match-ups/caks/relationship analysis) #even tho i literally cannot think of a dam word to post here #i mean i can i just hate all my writing right now #all of it #is that unfair tho? to u guys? to stick u with my Bad State stuff #im okay at matchups and money and free time would motivate me but #i feel like thats cheating somehow #to do that but not This (which i really want to be doing but . kindof hate myself too much to rn) #im jus struggling and panicking right now u know? #w/ my roommate and my mom and the holidays and bills #LOL im gonna make myself cry #honestly ill be fine but #i will have time so im wondering #anywayyyyyy i thought i wrote up a commissions sheet a while back but i can't find it #ANNOYING #anyway #sorry ig i just needed to rant #i hate ranting i hate talking abt myself i hate everything right now truly but like #everyone else posts all their random thoughts 24/7 all the time so #i should just let myself scream #and take the fat L #this is /srs tho would it be weird LOOOL #caitie blabs #caitie rants

[szczylpierdolony]

wish i had the type of depression where you party and do drugs and look sad in cinematic settings rather than the one where i never leave the house barely shower and lose any remnants of a personality ive left

#also thinking abt that post about how you live your life the way you spend your time #and all i do is be in bed and think abt how much i hate myself #and ig i just wish i were anyone else huh #either someone who smart or interesting or at least desirable #and instead im just really anoying and pathetic and not in a way thatd make ppl think im cool if i were a character #just weird and sad and too depressed to do anything #but at the same time it just feels like an excuse #bc everyone around is mentally ill too but they somehow manage school adn work and relationships and hobbies #and all i do is cry and have my best friend tell me she doesnt have the time to see me #which ik is true but at some point it just feels pathetic to ask again knowing she'll say shes busy #so its being surrounded by ppl who constantly talk abt mental illness and trauma and still feeling like the odd one out like ig i dont have #a good reason to be like this #im just lazy and i dont have much to offer #and im off of any social media except this and ig youtube but i just watch sims and jacob geller there #so i minimized ppl to compare myself to #but it still hurts that im at this age when i should be going out and partying and dating and being incapable of it #sorry if youre reading this btw

[nethermite]

literally engaged to be wed

#good morning #if i think abt dteam christmas and dnf too much ill cry #☆