#ig i just wanted to see them interacting

[isaacz]

#my art #undertale #undertale yellow #undertale fanart #idk what is the point of this comic #ig i just wanted to see them interacting #i was going to end on some deep shit like #“well ig despite it all we were somewhat friends” but did not knew what the conclusion to that would be so i just ended with a funny #the context for this is after the asriel dreemurr fight #where they find out abt the whole lore of flowey #and clover is just super perplexed that they were interacting with a royal LOl

[oh-gods-its-a-dragon]

Look man I'm tired and lowkey depressed. If a yandere wanted me they can have me as long as I can still see my mom and talk to my friends online. That's it. I have too much love to give and they can have it all. that's all I want.

#yandere x reader #yandere x darling #yandere imagines #this is a joke kinda not really but yes? #dragon.rambles #like seriously tho ik their whole deal is usually like they want all of my attention #but sometimes they just steal y/n bc they're like omg no they won't like me fr i gotta force them #bitch i am DESPERATE and LONELY gou could've literally just asked #and then they jump the gun by making everyone hate u and its just-- #like my guy. if this were me?? i will genuinely do whatever (within reason ig) if u let me see n talk to my mommy. idfc. #and my friends are across the country and sometimes the world just let me text them i will literally sit on your fucking lap as i type #i care abt these ppl and it would make me the big depresso if i can't interact with them every few days so im just sayin-- #i have no self preservation y'all

[afreakingmilkshake]

just know that i take a screenshot of majority of the tags that you leave on my art bc seeing you guys being impacted by what i do and knowing that i make your day better leaves me with a huge goofy smile on my face

#sometimes i see ppl with the most beautiful art and they tell me how much my art impacted them positively and im like 'WHAT' #its just cool to hear that i leave a positive impact on ppl #ppl tell me that i deserve more notes and followers and i understand why they feel this way but im genuinely content with where i am at- #-this moment. #i dont want to have a gigantic following but i cant deny that it would be nice if i got more notes. #i just really like having this tight knit community that i can interact and talk with about the things i love #anyways i love it when you guys interact with me and i genuinely encourage you to ask for stuff or requests cus thats cool !!!!!! #i like knowing about the things you love and drawing them for others is so special to me !! #gah i started rambling #rambles ig #ty again my friend moots and followers

[saaltskies]

i went to bed right after finishing the epilogue but i am now awake and can put my silly little rant here

#pokemon sv dlc spoilers #pokemon scarlet and violet dlc spoilers #sv dlc spoilers #ok first of all NOT PENNY CALLING MY MOM HOT IN FRONT OF ME #EXCUSE ME???? #glad to know penny is into milfs #anyways #it was soooo fun seeing how the three acted as house guests #nemonas the perfect house guest shes super polite and enthusiastic offering to help with stuff fantastic #penny is just vibing and having a good time #and arven is all stressed and anxious about being polite enough bestie calm down its fine #also YES nemona and kieran meeting #ive been wanting them to meet so bad this whole time #wish i could have gotten more nemona and carmine interactions #but ya this event was so silly goofy #oh and i sent out ogerpon in the battle against pecharunt and she reacted that was fun #around the time nemona disappeared i was freaking out bc right before in the remote finding conversation she wasnt saying anything #and i was like NEMONA?? ARE YOU OK?? bro whys she so quiet #i was surprised at first when kieran lost to nemona and by a lot #but ig it makes sense first of all nemonas probably gotten a lot stronger since we last fought her #especially now that she has a rival #and two kierans team is built for double battles #anyways that was fun! #my first class of the day was cancelled so ill be able to do stuff #i havent done anything after beating the story i just went to bed #weeeeee #back to scarleting the violet

[realmariesplatoon]

SPOILERS KINDA FOR MURDER DRONES EP 6!!!!

hhgfhfhhgsgss. okay this definitely isn’t gonna win me any awards with the md fandom, but i hate nuzi so much. (but to those who do ship them which i assume is like. everyone else, i promise i don’t hate you guys and im glad that some of us r winning tonight /gen)

also the fight scenes this ep were fire as always but v’s death did not feel earned at all. im sorry maybe i’m just a hater but pls tell me someone else feels the same

#muder drones #serial designation v #v murder drones #glitch productions #murder drones ep 6 #i tried to force myself to like nuzi or the idea of it i swear #but dude i just can’t #they’re like siblings to me idk #i hate their dynamic as a romantic one ig? #also i feel like they weren’t given enough on-screen interactions before the implied romance starts #maybe that one is just me?? #sorry this is long #also i hate that cyn was merely a vessel for the solver just bc i loved them and wanted to see more of them #just got out of the ep 6 premiere and i have so many thoughts #j wasn’t given enough screentime but i expect that’ll change with later episodes so idc that much #nuzi shippers i am sorry for being a hater and i hope youre all doing well lol #okaybye

[patheticpat]

Me playing as Cordie in Sun Haven: idk who you are, however I am not interested. l e a v e Me playing as Morgana: Hi hi hello, hello, bye see ya later sweetheart!~

#Slimer.LIVEBLOGGER: Sun Haven #slimer.post #Cordie does not want bitches. Morgana wants and gets bitches. This is funny to me in ways I cannot explain #I've like. Barely interacted with ppl when playing as Cordie. I just wanted to play the game by just farming and gathering resources #meanwhile w Morgana the second I see one of my fav NPC's I will literally swing towards them at mach speeds to literally just check and- #-see if I can start another conversation w them. This is just difference when playing as a character representing me #vs just one of my oc's ig. #I have a surprising number of hearts w Lynn and Nathaniel considering how much I don't go out of my way to interact w them tho #meanwhile im keeping a constant eye out for Miyeon. Its just funny to me #I didn't even remember giving Morgana a concrete sexuality or anything; I drew her once & vaguely planned out her character #now I actually am thinking about this for her character lmao. Shes so fucking m-spec and polyam now this is funny to me #none of this probably makes any sense though. my brain is stewed rn

[robotpussy]

idk why I haven't deactivated my twitter yet

#just like Tumblr each day that app gets worse #absolute filth is always rising to the top and is thrown on my TL because they paid for checkmarks #and checkmarks guarantee more interactions so it boosts all post and because ppl want their paychecks #they say the most reactionary shit so they get their impressions and interactions and they get their #£45 for the month. twitter was bad before but its atrocious now. #i barely go on it but even the times that i do its so unbearable i only go to see what my mutuals r saying #i need all their IGs so i can see them on another app

[fleshdyke]

absnskaisgbsj

#lost literally one of the best friendships of my life yesterday #i mean it’s been gone for a while i just never had the courage to talk to them about it until yesterday. and that basically confirmed it tbh #they didn’t say i did anything wrong but they also didn’t not say i did anything wrong and i’m v paranoid that i did do smth wrong #like i dont want to talk bad abt any of them bc genuinely i had so much fun with these people and im so glad i got to know them #like when i talked to them they were very dry ig? like not like their usual self at all even when talking to someone they dont know #definitely sounded like they were talking to someone they hated. im trying to tell myself taht its just my anxiety but ummm yeah idk i think #im actually right this time #idk. it just sucks man. im trying to think of what i did wrong bc i just dont know what happened #i think im overanalyzing every interaction i can remember having with these ppl bc i dont even want to entertain the idea that they might #have been bad people all along. i dont want to think that and i dont but idk it feels like an observation about myself that ive made from #the outside in yk. like half of me is feeling the emotional response and the other half is just watching from the outside like im someone #else. and i know this is a normal human thing but its just always weird yk #and then theres the whole awful thing of seeing shit that they would find funny or that reminds me of them. and i also dont know what im #supposed to do when school starts back up again bc we took a lot of the same classes and if i end up in a class with them idk if im supposed #to say hi or just pretend they dont exist or not and i dont want to make the wrong decision so they hate me even more yk #whatever man. it fucking sucks but life goes on. my dog is just chilling in my room rn and i’ll always have her and tia and my brother #rambles #vent

[missionkitty]

sometimes i really wish i could easily respond to tags because you guys really come through with them and just make some rough days a lot better but i don't wanna clog your dms or your notifications (i love you guys but i get petrified to engage with you sometimes 🫠 i am a big anxious weenie)

i put something kind of regarding this in my pinned post but i absolutely am so okay with you guys going deep into my blog for my old art or things or spam liking (and maybe a reblog here and there) things i've previously posted 😭 especially if you're new!

🅱️lease feel free to take a look at my older stuff!!! treat this like a museum and wander to your heart's content 🥰

i try to keep stuff circulating in my reblog side @missionkittyroyal but WAY more people follow me on here than on there and i am kind of trying keep this one more portfolio style

aaaanyway if you're reading this and you've recently reblogged something from a little while ago, your tags have basically saved my morning and you probably know who you are and i love you you

#will probably delete later #but i wanted to put it out there without breaking myself into a cold sweat this morning with a dm #it was a long night last night and i am not totally normal right now lol #also sidenote? i saw a story post from someone i follow on instagram of them #being proud of blocking somone 'in the middle of spam liking' all their stuff #and it made me really sad... #cause spam liking doesn't really affect the account being liked...but there's such a strange almost toxic mindset #especially among the artist community that i've seen that scorns these things #that have so much scorn for people going and looking at older stuff #and instagram is partly to blame too with the prioritization of constantly new content #but like...if i see a string of likes through my stuff i am pleased to know that i have maybe tickled your senses a little #and even better if you reblog things and follow to stick around #so please!! if you see something older that you like don't be afraid to interact with it #i'm from the deviantart era where galleries were meant to be explored over and over again #tumblr is able to kind of encapsulate that feeling still #oof sorry for going off on a huge tangent in the tags #just that ig story still makes me sad to think of

[thatwitchrevan]

I think 'men AND terfs dni' is a weird thing to say actually. Idk.

#'im definitely pro trans and definitely not a gender essentialist but i still want men to leave me alone always' #??? miss what #(this was just a random person i don't follow and checked to see if they were a terf bf reblogging) #and ig lucky for them i did check cause otherwise I'd be breaking their 'dni' just by being a man #which is like part of the problem yknow? you feel?? #men and women aren't opposites and you don't get to treat them like they are while saying you're not a terf #and people can have boundaries but saying men cant interact w you online has a lot of. implications.

[snekdood]

I think some of yall are just gonna have to accept that vegans have a different philosophy than you.

#YOU might think its respectful to eat animals or whatever the fuck #but like i dont and cant bring myself to. sorry #IM not about to let that get in the way of being friends w non vegans though . #like im never gonna be like 'killing animals is cool' bc to me it isnt and i dont think theres many reasons to unless you specifically have #to eat it for some reason. im not even a pure vegan. i still eat meat. i just dont see the pleasure in it. #ig i cant help but think about factory farming and the horrible ways animals die. i also dont really know if theres a Good way to kill an #animal just for sustenance. #i think itll be bad no matter what but ig theres *better* ways to do it if you have to #i think yall havw to understand that im literally just some person whos come to this conclusion #i dont have systemic power to change how things are so dont bitch that im taking your meat away when clearly its not going anywhere #yall essentially anti vegans are exhausting. #what i hate is how i say i care about animals lives and then in a defensive immediate retort people try to claim that i dont care about #oppressed humans. as if all vegans are actually just eco fascists who couldnt be assed to give a fuck about minorities lmao #im sorry youve interacted with shitty vegans but i promise theres vegans who just like dont want anyone to be killed if it can be helped #maybe i do actually just care about both of these things at once. ik its shocking #and i promise that me generally supporting ntv and other ppls ability to hunt for whatever environmental justification #isnt mutually exclusive from me thinking its generally not good to eat meat #like it IS possible to believe two things at once #also great news for you! i dont have control over you and your life. so whatever i say could fundementally not effect you #and no. thinking an action is bad doesnt mean i think anyone who hunts is a Bad Person. i also cant make them stop either #i just have personal feelings on the matter #sorta like how your friend has a preference for a tv show you find problematic and you've vented your frutrations w it #but they still love the show anyways and you wouldnt take that away from them bc a. you cant and b. it doesnt effect our friendship enough #for me to feel the need to try to encourage them to not watch it...? #the totally wacky and wild and unique unheard of thing abt me is that i dont need to control people who want to live a different life #even if i dont think its entirely cool whatever it is they do #obviously if theyre a racist or something i wont tolerate that but yeah #this is MY path in life. these are MY beliefs. i dont need you to follow in my footsteps. #im not ur guru lol #im not pushing for any policies. i dont have a plan to *make* everyone vegan. im just sharing my thoughts.

[guideaus]

i just think if ur too obsessed with someone else's gender, sexuality, or whatever, or ur even just outright assuming things, u should just mind your own business

#personal #HES DODGING THE QUESTION!?!?! #ig i could be a contrarian and mention identity politics but uh. i also dont think u need to publicly disclose every thing to literal #strangers... #i just remember being on here (where theres more lgbt ppl than i interacted w irl) as a teen and seeing mutuals complain abt women they kne #putting their online relationship status w women even though they allegedly werent gay #and how ppl complain abt women kissing women even though theyre apparently not gay #lesbians needing to defend their sexuality if they casually say a man is attractive or even a fictional one #most of those examples were abt bisexual women lol but yeah. like well gee i wonder why theyre kissing women huh #but theyre soo fake. lying bitches. cant possibly be like you #idk i think its crazy. u want them to make a press statement or smth. mind ur own business #being online is so weird bc some people will still act like u arent enough somehow. while irl cishet ppl want u dead #whats w the mentality of suspecting. is the person acting like this truly for clout huh

[presentfuckingmic]

Think there should be a market for therapists with autism. I need one.

#deadass I told my therapist that in order to be able to properly interact with my mom again I’ll have to accept that I’ll always be #misunderstood by most other ppl and most of them will see it as a challenge and something wrong with me and that in retrospect my mom isn’t #that bad compared to others but she still hurt me in ways I can’t describe and that’s because she sees me the same way all ‘normal’ people #see me and I’ll have to deal with that the rest of my life #and learn to be okay with that #but. I don’t want to be okay with that #bc it’s being ok with that not just for me but for everyone like me #and it’s not a therapist for my autism it’s just. the complex parts of therapy allistic ppl don’t get I get innately and the basic shit #I don’t get at all #and my current therapist doesn’t know how to work with that. cause she can see something’s wrong but it’s something that doesn’t make sense #to her #anyway I’m rambling and putting off sleep but. idk ig I’m just tired of it. I just wanna feel normal. #personal #autistic #autism

[surreal-duck]

letting me live alone was a bad idea i think

#duck rants about something #i mean its not like i particularly mind most of the time. sure chores are a hassle and i am the Worst at keeping myself alive but #im getting better! probably #<- they forgot to eat dinner #putting this on here because like hell am i risking my sister see this #strangely enough i was fine at first at having to move here by myself for school #sure i did miss my family but i could call them anytime and stuff so i wasnt too affected on that end at the time #but wow after like nearly a year of this. i really do miss them #i miss my parents' food. i want to watch cartoons with my little siblings again. i want to throw hands with my sister #ive tried to make my room feel more like home bit by bit and ig it works most of the time #dunno something a little depressing about coming home to a mostly empty room void of other humans to interact with #as embarrassing as it is to admit. im really looking forward to seeing them again in december #i dont really like the town my family's moved to but honestly. ill stomach it if it means ill get to see them again #damn i am just going through a whole range of emotions today arent i #does anyone read these. i hope not is there anything more pathetic than venting in the tags of a tumblr post whwjskdgkjksdgh #my mental health has been on the decline for a while now. was very aware of that but Wow this year was absolutely horrific #i wonder if ive ever really put myself or the things i wanted first without having to be overly considerate of everyone else #so being thrown into a situation to fend for myself and only myself was. kind of jarring #i Know i have a problem w opening up i Know that i tend to make sure others are feeling better and disregard my own feelings in the process #and i have so much trouble asking for help that i end up bottling everything up and reaping the consequences of my actions #damn it. #wheres that post about never trusting your thoughts past 9 pm (it is 8 pm)

[morzowo]

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#it's so fucking heartbreaking to go through my dash and it's just post about CN taking down their animated shows 20 times in the row #I would say it feels unreal to read about lost media in 2022 and it's not about 80s animes but cartoons that were still in production #but animators and studios specialising in animation were always fucked over #there are so many shows that are lost media #bc network never literally NEVER cared about them as something more than money machines #there are countless cases of creators wanting to share projects they and their teams worked so fucking hard #but didn't see the light of day bc of fuckery that are copyrights laws focused on avoiding taxes rather than profiting artists #and nowadays artists aren't so anonymous anymore they share their joy of creating on twt or ig or tumblr #and are so so happy to interact with fans #and it is so fucking heartbreaking and soulcrashing to see them real time lost their spirit and passion bc of cruel capitalistic industry #and there are kickstartes and patreons and people going indie on youtube #but it isn't sustainable #they shouldn't be forced to think about new options of getting their art out there every other month #it's sad and sickening and infuriating and terrifying #keeping this ramble in tags bc it isn't well written but I had to get it out #especially with what was happening in recent years #ehhhhh

[truethes]

sometimes i sit there and ask myself why i usually put my drafts before my asks and then i sit there, writing an ask thats already 400+ words in but my muse is not yet finished with it and realise ah, that’s why.

#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜. #FYGVUYFDGVUYDVGDU ive reached my 'unapologetically long replies' stage of writing and i have to admit ... im rlly enjoying it #knowing my writing partners are enjoying that sort of thing too ... makes me immensley happy idek how to put it into words #i do my best not to overwhelm people: aka if you send me more of a greeter ask. i keep them pretty small for the sake of interaction and #wanting to go at someone elses pace #but ive found a lot of partners in the past few months who love writing the long. slow burnish kinda dynamics with me and its meant .... #more than i can put into words actually. i feel so much more comfortable in the lengths i write compared to when #i used to in like 2018(?) and felt tht no one wanted to write too much with me bc i dont shut up ig YUFDVGUYGY #theres no pressure for anyone to reply tht long or like #feel they have to keep up with lengths for me im literally just a dumb human behind a tiny computer screen wanting to give our muses the #novels i think they deserve </3 #u never have to write like. loads for me in return bc #its not about the quality. just the knowledge that you're happy with writing with me in return #i preordered serv.amp vol 16 today bc its coming out next week only to find i might have to wait a month for it .... #but then. THEN. i will have some of the greatest chapters in physical form #( which means a lot bc strike has a habit of changing things to explain the story better in the volume ) #so im sure everyones excited to see me ramble on about chaps 96-100 all over again