Will we still hang out and talk
When I'm no longer in charge?
Oh, dear Luna, I hope you like your name
I hope you let me take a shot with you on your 21st
But shit, you gotta ask your mom first
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ANTHONY BURCH WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU
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ok. giving myself 4 minutes to make this post and then i finish my homework. i just am so deeply miserable. i really think i made a mistake. i should not be in grad school. i only took a year between this and undergrad and i am still so burned out and mentally ill. im working full time. im only taking one class and this program is supposed to be so good and aligned with what i want and all of that. but i just cant stand having homework. i just cant stand it. i think i am not cut out for academia even though i work in academia. i think i will never get better as long as im still living at home but i have to get better before i can no longer be living at home but i cant get better until im not living at home and every day i still live at home saps away at my will to live quite literally. i should not have started doing grad school without regaining my will to live. without restoring my love for reading and writing that i used to have voraciously when i was younger and less deeply miserable. without recovering from the burnout. i think i made a mistake. i need a masters degree so bad so that i can be safe but i need to not have fucking homework when i already struggle to get through my days without school. i feel so stuck in my life and hopeless and helpless. i dont know what to do
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I just keep thinking about it. How zexal is just such a kind show. That you can understand anyone if you try, that if you don't look away from your wrongs and accept them you can move on, that you make your own life and future and destiny, that as you grow up you shouldn't lose sight of what makes you 'you', that yourself is your most important possession, that even after hurting each other you can still believe in a shared future, that parents should never force their thoughts and actions upon their children, that you can always keep trying and trying and trying to do your very best. I'll never forget it. The show that is filled with love
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it is so funny that i am not mentally stable or well atm and just trying to survive each day bc i have a horrible anxious feeling that something very bad will happen in the next month but ik its irrational so i try not to let it grt me down or like manifest it into something and have it come true. i am trying to accept ive been crazy and not well lately and it feels hard to do anything besides lay in bed and be on my phone bc im lazy and unmotivated to continue and be a functional normal person and i get triggered from the smallest things and become very unwell and im not doing well lately at all but its like about the small things like i didnt feel like dogshit after therapy or as much as i usually do and i didnt have a freak out or get super anxious on campus i went to class i didnt do shit when i got home bc i have so many excuses and am generally a abbad dysfunctional person and then took a nap bc i was tired from having therapy in the morning and then coordinated plans w my mom which im positive about but have some anxieties about but im looking forward to cleanjng my apartment tmrw and i did most of my readings and even though i have a lot of bad thoughts toward myself toward my life and who i am and i dont even feel like i am a real person i am trying to take things slow and just do tasks each day and try not to fall off and thats the best im doing rn and its barely anything but its something i guess
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good evening!! home alone this weekend, i wanted to go up north with my family but i didnt get it off -_- pretty sad BUT i finally bought some new clothes from old navy and now im STYLISH i got new jeans for $15 bucks each AND a beetlejuice t shirt which is EPIC!!!! also i just ate a spicy chicken sandwich so im feelin good :^) essentially i want to make this a good weekend for me so im thinking of organizing my room and making new earrings hee hoo
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"ok i know its gonna happen im not gonna cry" and then the camera cuts to the WoL's broken little smile and there i went !! i am crying now !!
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coming back on tumblr bc i am getting cancelled on twitter
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