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dustyy-angel · 1 year

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Personal life update <3 (pos rant)

Today is the 14 month anniversary since I got dumped by both my boyfriend and friend group on the same day (two events not related just really unfortunate timing) so I celebrated by going through every single camera roll, social media and notebook and deleting/ripping out any photos related to them.

Should I have done this a year ago? Yeah probably

Is this still major personal growth and proves I am not only capable of moving on but also moving past my trauma and growing as a person? Fuck yes

I'm proud of myself and I've been happier than ever recently (even if i still dream about him sometimes) BUT WE'RE FOCUSSING ON THE GOOD STUFF SO WOOOOOOOOOO PERSONAL GROWTH!!!!!!!!!!!

#im really proud of myself for finally doing this #dustyy posts stuff

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lovelyheartclover · 3 months

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My lesbian ass FINALLY drew Vuzi and Juzi (as madohomu/Madoka x Homura) 💜💛 I hope the Vuzi/Juzi cult accepts me smh 😔😔/J

References I used:

Tagging 💌: @m0n1q @ringo-ro @absolute-solver @spinnydraws @notkoshka @zombytommy @lilywily143 @uzibrainrot @mozzyspurt @idunaflo @electronix-arts @bigpinkbaguette @jazzyblusnowflake

#🎨 Clover's art 🎨#I drew both of these last night and im kinda proud of how they came out???#like...especially the Juzi drawing im kinda ehhh?? about #theres so many errors and mistakes I made when doing the lineart on these two drawings that it honestly bothers me alot 💔💔💔#I love the concept of the drawings but I dont really like how I executed them....🙃🙃#idk what do you guys think?#reminder that im a beginner artist so please...please be nice 😭😭#I notice and see the mistakes and errors already 😭💔#idk maybe im being too hard on myself??#whatever im still glad I finally drew the lesbians 😁😁😁😁✨✨#vuzi #juzi #madohomu #madoka x homura #murder drones #uzi doorman #serial designation v #serial designation j #lesbian #sapphic #bisexual #artist on tumblr #tumblr artists #traditional art #jesus christ this has alot of tags !!!!

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yanderespamton78 · 9 days

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ive already shown this to anyone who actually cares pretty much loll (anyone following the addison arg) but i might as well post it on here

this is actually the first proper animation ive done :'D like other than this ive animated a ball bouncing but that was more to test the software than anything,, lucky for me i consume animation memes more than i consume water so i know the basics B)

#i need to drink hmm #ok im gonna ramble in the tags about the process because i like rambling #that frame where hes looking down and saying “we're coming” was actually the first frame i did #this was gonna be a stupid meme wtf happened #i can show you the first image it was just joking about how quickly everything had escalated lmao #then i drew that and was like #“woag;;;;; ook so like what if i animated this”#twas GRUELING #it may not have seemed like it bc i didnt mention it when i was wokring on it but i wanted to keep it a surprise lol #anyways im finally free from this stupid animation I CAN DRAW PIN!!!#i ended up redrawing the first frame once or twice because it looked really really bad #then the last ones im still kinda unsatisfied with but i couldnt be arsed to change them #im still unhappy with the way he jolts his head back it feels weird #thing is because of my insistence to keep that one really cool frame in there i had to do it #basically i needed a way to get him from hunched over to back straight looking down with his face hidden at one point #and it ideally had to look very unnatural that was the general goal #but idk i thought that line where Slick called Addon blue bell was really FUCKING COOL #also in a voice message Turnip acknowledged the static #SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR THAT URUAHGH GURAH GH GHH #YES!!! THE STATIC!!!! I DID DO STATICCC!!!!!#also i know thats probably not what Slick possessing Turnon looked like but thats how i visualised it lol #I was binging tawog while watching this B)#OK actual tag time woag #animation #beginner animator #addison oc #turn off the lights arg #not my oc #addisons deltarune #my eyes hurt

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snazzi-strawberri-artz · 3 months

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MARSHALS MORNING ROUTINE!!!! :DDD I really liked the drawing i made of him tying his hair so i colored it!! >:]

#im really proud of this you have no idea #especially the final illustartion where hes all dressed up!!#like my linework is SMOOTH and YUMMY and GLIDINGGG #Augh had to look up so much references for this HHHH BUT ITS WORTH IT #but yes i think my story is gonna be around the early 1900s? like specifcally in 1920s but i dont want to limit myself to only that period #But its been really fun researching for this!!#i know. too much about 1920s men garments now #another favorite sketch of mine is where hes laying on the couch just having woken up surrounded by wine bottles and shit #hes so loserfail <3 my wife #but yeah even if his house is a fucking mess he puts more effort into appearing proffessional to hide how much of a miserable mess #he is inside <3 #i love doing this i love it so much #i may do this for other characters? lets see!!#but for now. i shall rest. it is 3 am. as i had lost track of time😁

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rosysins · 2 months

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OOC.

in class right now and i haven't eaten anything yet all day and it's 14:00pm cause i was rushing this morning to not be late :''D

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years

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Drawing req: something inspired by the album cover for ZABA by Glass Animals? I love that cover and the colors in it, wld love to see what you can do with it

Welp I gave it a go

#why tf did i not take a pic of thr lines before i ruined it with colors 😭#this ask was sent abt a year ago. which is when i drew it. but i didnt wanna color it #so i finally forced myself to do the colors today #this is probably my favorite of all the requests ive every had. so thank u #i wish was less terrible with colors but it was really fun to draw and im proud of the lines at least #how tf do i tag this tho #animals #art #plants #i guess thats fine idk #fish #i drew this after going to a conservatory and i lov arapima lol #the curse of traditional art is that u cant erase colors #snakes

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sovaharbor · 2 months

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i contacted my local synagogue about converting and got an email back already :] i'm really excited...

#ive been literally looking at their website since middle school fkshdfks like i was always too scared to contact them #i wish i did when my grandma was still alive.... i wish she got to see me reconnecting with judaism in a positive way. but #idk i would like to think she will still know somehow. i hope shes proud of me for finally doing this..#summer's text tag #i think it will be a nice way to get myself out of the house. they said i can go to services and attend the judaism/torah classes even rn #like before i set up stuff with the rabbi. but. idk yea im just really happy and excited..... the thought of going to service/classes has #me kinda like aaaaaa but i bet i can talk stuff thru with the rabbi anyway to explain my neet-isms. we can go slow. it will all be ok

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lunar-years · 3 months

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Sending you hugs from the absolutely terrible to be in "parents dying from cancer club" that I wish no one was joining.

yeah. yeah. thank you and right back at you. ❤️ sending you lots of love.

#i graduated college couldn't get myself employed finally got employed only for covid to forlough me #only for my sole remaining grandparent to pass from cancer only for mom to get diagnosed with terminal cancer 2 months after #only for mom to now be on hospice 2 years later like its just been a whirlwind #and then the whole world is such shit and people are dying in much ~worse~ ways that it makes me feel bad for even feeling like shit #anyway #sorry to trauma dump in the tags #i really am doing surprisingly well despite all that and im proud of myself for that. its just also #the horrors #asks #ktp #tw cancer #FUCK cancer!!!#tw grief

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fragiledate · 6 months

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cringetober day 31: HALLOOWEEEEENNN!!!!

#halloween #micah #samael #first time trick or treating. guess who insisted on going and decided to be funny about it...#and guess who's an anxious nervous mess literally stress levels like he's about to get mauled to death my literal wolves ?#I TJINK YOU CAN GUESSSSS #micah is such a little asshole literally hes insane #he soo would dress up as a DEMON what a FREAK #cringetober #im finally fucking done #only prompts i didnt do wasss i think definitely old art redraw #and maybe something else unsure...#hot villain and all edge no point #i didn't really get all edge no point no ideas for that one #and didn't feel like drawing the villains i found sexy too much mond searching #anyways. Soo proud of myself.#28/31 prompts is literally so so so much more than ive ever done before oh my god !? ive probs done max 5 during the month. crazy!#this drawings colors r rlly dark but . its ok.#bath soup

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popop-maru · 5 months

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#dont read this shit lmao it sucks #that christmas feeling when you realize that one or two good days doesnr break you out of the suicidal funk youve been in for months.#and you realize you really have no accomplishments and nothing in life to be proud of or look forward to.#and you realize you are really a fundamentally unlovable person who has wasted over 20 years of life that others have used to build familied #and you realize it will always be this way because something inside you is just fundamentally broken and undesirable and just.#just useless and completely unneeded by people and by the world at large and that youll never have the life you wanted #you just dont have the tools or the mental fortitude to start over and create the life you wanted for yourself and you never will #and all you have are temporary comforts that have no lasting impact on the world or even on your own life as a whole #and that you are basically just a parasite wasting space and wasting time until you finally die because nobody will ever truly want/need you #even if I got a job today thats really all im doing with my life. just waiting and wasting time and trying to make it more comfortable.#until i finally die and look back and realize thats all I ever did and i didnt even deserve that.#sorry but I feel like I just need to scream into the void even tho I hate being like this online.#but everyone i know has other bigger problems and they dont need to hear this so im just yelling at computer #i just want to be happy and feel fulfilled!! i just want to be loved!! but i am born incapable of these feelings bc i was just.#made wrong #or i made myself this way idk #but something went deeply wrong with my life and Im just stalling until its finally over #bc Im too scared to just end it myself no matter how much i fantasize about it.#this isnt a cry for help or anything I just feel like I need to say it and feel seen before I explode.#anyway I really deeply hate myself and I feel I am fundamentally not human and not deserving of my life #but i still hope maybe you wont unfollow bc maybe this stupid blog made uou smile once #and that maybe that makes you feel a connection idk. thats all i can do. thats all im capable of.#suicidal tw

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maraeffect · 1 year

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sunday night pre infusion thoughts: constantly proud of myself for my accomplishments, no matter how big or small....especially when i feel like i'll never achieve a goal. and instead of being defeated and never trying; i just take the smallest steps i can toward the goal, to see what happens. you get a little closer each day!!!

#i was beating myself up recently about not having done anything creative for a while #and feeling like I'd never be able to practice tattooing #but instead i just finally picked up my tablet and started SLOWLY chipping away at a drawing #its small and tattooish in design. most tattooers could knock out the drawing in like a day or two #but its been a week for me to do the lineart (im a perfectionist). but it looks SO GOOD #and friday i walked out into the forest w my prosthetic!!! on uneven ground!!!#it was only a couple blocks but it was my first time on uneven ground since my amputation!!#so yeah this weekend was really good for me and my self esteem. im so proud of me 🥹🥹#chatter

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yugocar · 1 year

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