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quillisadoll · 27 days
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Guys I'm so emotional rn
I just realized that after I read the manga that means I am gonna have to go through the heartbreak of saying goodbye to the host club AGAIN
AND AFTER THAT THERE'S GONNA BE SO LITTLE CONTENT
Guys I actually can't do it I think I might cry
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cicicolorao · 5 months
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Fun mindless doodling :)))
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I gotta say that the majority of fic ideas that tumble through my brain are fix-it fics for YJ. I'm super not jazzed with where the show went (especially because we've seen it be amazing) and I mourn the loss of the writers room.
(Because truly, the thing that made season 1&2 so much better than the later seasons was a writers room where all the writers got together and workshopped ideas and running jokes and characterization. We don't get that in the later seasons. The only ones who see the big picture are Greg and Brandon and sometimes the first idea isn't the best idea. Sometimes you need a writers room to bounce plotlines off of.)
It's a little bit weird having slim to no hope for another season of Young Justice and not really feeling happy with where the show is and yet being totally obsessed internally with fixing it. It's a really odd war I have going on within myself right now.
You know, say what you want about DC comics but at least they aren't so bad that my brain is yelling at me to fix it 24/7. Like... They totally used to be but now it's pretty chill actually
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taylorswiftcoded99 · 3 days
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There it is again that funny feeling, the feeling of being cripplingly sad and having no idea why to even be able to explain it to my loved ones.
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birlwrites · 5 months
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super depressing thought, but if barty died in ttdl, what would happen? you've said that if barty betrayed regulus he would just, stop. but what if he died? what would that look like?
in theory he'd be able to carry on, but only in some very specific scenarios - like, if barty dies in some sort of fight that regulus is also in, regulus is going to go absolutely fucking nuclear. but just in general? (and post-explosion?) like... there's no way barty's death would do anything other than plunge regulus into a very deep depression. that's the hail mary/give up point, and which way he goes depends entirely on the circumstances, and no matter which way he goes then, it's going to end with him in his room trying and failing to process it and not really wanting to process it in the first place. nothing seems remotely important in the wake of barty's death.
long-term, i think he'd claw his way back to life with substantial assistance, but it really would be like killing a part of regulus. when there's a war going on, he's not going to be able to deal with that in the slightest. (nor will he be able to deal with the war. that's lily's job now thank you.) and afterwards, i think some part of him would still be reeling for the rest of his life - regulus already divides up his life according to 'barty is here/barty isn't here,' and barty dying would be a fracture point between the beginning of regulus's life and the end of it
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Guess what I’ve been reading
There's 29 fucking chapters and I'm only half way through the fucking 6th one
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skhardwarevers1 · 5 months
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sorry for saying I was going to do things and even starting them and then disappearing from this website entirely for three days. It will happen again
#Nothing new. Tbf I’ve done this a lot#I would say I’m focusing more on school and my personal writing but that’s more of a fucking lie than full truth#I genuinely have felt sick to my stomach posting here for whatever reason#Guilt shame anxiety paranoia etc etc you get the point. I feel like shit with no valid reason as to why#So for now I’m going to stop doing the thing that makes me overly emotionally sick to the point I have actual physical reactions????#Yeah that’s the logical course of action. Might post small personal anecdotes and doodles and such to give off the vague energy that Im fin#But beyond that I quite literally can’t. I sat down and thought about writing this post and immediately broke down#I don’t know why I feel guilty over having inconsistent motivation for putting up shitty writing on a website for strangers to see#But I do and k think the only good way to get past that is this. Gotta stop acting Impulsively it’s ruining my fucking life man#There’s only one other thing that I’ll thank Eloise for#and it’s for getting me off of tumblr long enough to realize that I desperately need to get help#This is fucked I fucking hate it. I might be online if k can bare the possibility that people can see this#Namely people I’ve grown attached to in concept#Idfc at this point. it doesn’t change much about how things have been going for the past year#Vent#S.K explains that things never really got better they would just suck less for short periods of time
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ieo-pio · 2 years
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Theyre making cookies
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29121996 · 4 months
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quillisadoll · 17 days
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I just finished I'm assuming the main ark with the twins
If you don't want spoilers skip this post
OH MY GOD I AM SOBBING
HIKARU DIED HIS HAIR KAROU SACRIFICED EVERYTHING FOR HIKARU KAROU KISSED HARUHIS CHEEK?!?! AND THEY WENT ON A DATE?!?!??!
I just I just
This ark was beautiful I am so happy the twins are trying to be their own people now, well they still have a lot to learn but it's so :( I'm so happy for them.
And yes I knowww Tamaki gets with Haruhi in the end but I'm really hoping hikaru at least tries to get with Haruhi.
I am very attached to these characters and seeing them finally have character development is so nice. In the anime we had very little to go off of we had the Halloween episode and the summer eps AND THAT'S PRETTY MUCH ALL WE GOT IN CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT
I am very excited to write a essay and or make a YouTube video discussing these boys
(guys read my tags I'm funny in my tags)
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satorus-leftarm · 1 year
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joel called ellie babygirl joel called ellie babygirl joel called ellie babygirl joel called ellie babygirl joel called ellie babygirl joek called ellie babygirl
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anakirui · 2 years
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look ik they have never talked before but what if... what if mafukasa qpr
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veloriium · 9 months
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as much as i love the sonic adventure series i dont think any remake could ever top it
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the-grimm-writer · 1 year
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Hori's just coming in and hitting us with todoroki angst who tf does he think he is
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i just finished twst book 6 and idk what to do w my life anymore
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yutadori · 2 years
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it's been about a year since i last saw my ex friend, who i had known for EIGHT years... and it's still so crazy to me that our friendship is over. i Really truly believed we were going to be friends for much much longer, and i wonder if she thought the same as i did or was i just really naive
ive also done a Lot of reflecting on our friendship over the past year...... the last time we saw each other she did something awful that i couldnt keep quiet about and i sort of sifted through the memories of the past years to see if she had done anything that was similar to that and it was seriously so astonishing to remember instances where she was very blatantly rude to me, but i Never bothered to confront her about it, or i simply justified / rationalized her behavior until it just made sense to me. i completely stripped away any negativity or awfulness from her actions because i was a. scared to confront her and i didnt want to believe that she had any ill intent towards me. i didnt want to / couldnt handle believing the possibility that a friend would say something to hurt me. and even worse, i was afraid to face the possibility that if i were to bring this problem up to her, she would simply not care
and it sucks because that's what happened when i decided to talk about how she made me v uncomfortable on the last day that i saw her... we had a phone call about it and she was mostly dismissive and it was clear that she didnt care about my feelings, it was all about her pride and ego 😐 and this was the first time id ever brought up an issue to her in our eight years of friendship, so it makes me wonder what would have happened if i just kept that to myself like i did with every problem before it. would we have gone into 10? 12? years of friendship before things ended because she refused to acknowledge how she negatively impacted my feelings with her words / actions??
so while it sucks that i lost a friend of... almost a whole Decade, i guess im glad that it happened when it did, rather than happening five years later or something 0: and im glad that instead of ignoring the problem like ive done in the past, i decided to talk to her about it... even if it ended like This, it was truly for the best and i think it's. good that i saw my feelings as important enough to not be ignored 😵‍💫
#its insane that its been a YEAR since i last saw her....#some time after i saw her mom in the parking lot of a market near my house and i was just like holy shit#she saw me but i hadnt seen her since pre covid so she didnt recognize me because of how different my hair is#but i do wonder how our convo would have gone if she did recognize me#but yeah... its just sooo weird whenever i think about it#im just so ?!?!? that i justified so many of her actions that hurt me . i always found a reason to excuse or explain her behavior#its a bit sad looking back at those moments now because its like... oh#i didnt value myself / my feelings enough where i decided it was okay to speak up#i felt like in speaking up / i / would be the one messing things up#by disturbing the peace in our friendship#which . if the friendship is solid + if the other person cares about me#then that wouldnt be the case#if the other person truly cares about you then they wouldnt feel so defensive or dismissive if you bring up a problem#i cant believe i supressed so much of my hurt ! of my feelings !#like holy crap#i think thats one of the most surprising aspects of this all#i thought that i was somewhat okay at spotting unfairness and speaking up for myself#but i let that all go on for so long...#looking back at it is just . so crazy . so so crazy#its so interesting how much my perspective has changed now that ive stepped out of the friendship and that im no longer emotionally attache#to it like.... whoa...#sun texts#also talking to my friends about it was so ?!?!#there was a moment post our phone call where i was like wait a minute . AM i overreacting????#and my friends were all like . no you literally are not . wtf#and i know my friends would tell me the truth even if it wasnt in my favor#so it was . very nice to be able to talk about it and to not keep my feelings to myself#im feeling too chatty and rambly right now i had way too much caffiene 😐
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