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laladellakang · 2 years

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Fanmade Video: Della Kang and Her ✨Seven Boyfriends✨

enhypen 8th female member masterlist

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2022.01.05 (italics dialogue = english) (bold + [] = video captions)

requested!

(some of (only two actually lol)) della's tiktoks

niki praising della's good looks in let me in's bts

interview that made the boys uncomfortable

della slipping on stage

lmao this was just me trying to do multiple requests within one chapter

The video's intro started with a roll-call of the members, accompanied by a freeze cut of their embarrassing/chaotic moments.

[della kang and her ✨seven boyfriends✨]

[this video is just for fun] [obviously della is not dating any/all of them]

[or is she?-]

[what inspired this video]

#1 (v-live)

"You guys do realise that at the end of the day, the one who has the boys' heart is me, right? Go ahead and try to steal it from me, I can fight."

[della honey, try to be less obvious, will you?]

[della being the winner of this trend]

#2 (tiktok)

"My boys won't hesitate to run up on your boys," the first clip is Enhypen's (one of Kpop's, actually) most famous TikTok video. Della was lip-syncing with a smirk on her face.

'엉덩이 빵빵빵,' the camera was now showing Jungwon doing his flying kick, then quickly looking at the lens with a smile and a finger heart.

'남자들은 탐탐탐,' Heeseung was just leaning back against a couch with his arms crossed and a smirk on his face.

'내 입술은 냠냠냠," with his back against the wall was Jay. His hands were in his pockets while his face held his signature smirk.

'어딜가도 당당당,' Jake just sitting on the couch, crouching down to rest his chin on his hand with a fierce expression.

'등장은 짠짠짠,' cue Sunghoon's axel and finger heart ending.

'뛰자뛰자 방방방,' Sunoo's head was resting on his crossed arms before tilting upright and switching to rest his chin instead. His expression was fierce the whole time.

'디스코 팡팡팡,' Niki walked into the frame with his moonwalk and finger hearted with a cool expression.

'Hello, *beep*,' finally, everyone gathered into Niki's frame with Della crouched down in the middle, as she always does. All the boys had a cool expression and posed differently from one another.

#3 (introduction?)

[the types]

"Guys! Make sure you watch over Della as she handles that knife, yeah?"

"Be careful, okay? I don't want you falling over and hurting yourself."

"Della-ya! Be careful, okay?! Take your time!"

Jay sneakily giving Della one Ferrero Rocher.

"Hey, hey. It's okay. Here, I'll help you."

Della: "Before joining Enhypen, I think I only had ten pairs of shoes? Now I have so much more thanks to Jay-oppa."

"Had your fun?" while Jake puts his arms around Della.

Sped up clip of Della having fun with other members and ended with her cuddling Jake in normal speed.

Della sleeping in the bus while cuddling Jake.

"I'll do it if you do it." "I don't think I can, honestly." "Okay, we'll just stick together."

"We're the ice royals. This is my princess."

Sunghoon hugging and comforting Della as she cries.

Della pulling Sunoo onto her lap.

Sunoo pouting and opening his arms out for a hug.

Della: "You have to eat loads, okay? Good boy."

Jungwon and Della staring at each other with love in their eyes.

Della: "Yeah! We did it!" hugging each other while spinning around.

Della playing with Jungwon's hair until he nearly sleeps.

"You also want more? It's okay, I'll cook for you. Just relax."

"I can protect you, Lala!"

Niki staring at Della when he sings his part in 10 Months.

[now let's look at their moments]

#4 (en-core)

"Wahh," the seven boys were gathered in one spot, monitoring something in an iPad. It was during their last promotions for Fever in Inkigayo.

The caption of the video read 'what are the members doing?' The audio hinted that it was something Fever related.

"What are you guys doing?" Della, who had just entered the room again, asked. She peaked at the screen and immediately looked away. "Aish."

The camera changed angles to show what they were watching.

It was Della's Fever fancam. The one that they had just shot earlier.

"Hehehe," Niki and Heeseung looked at the camera with sheepish looks.

[they're all so whipped for her omg]

#5 (en-ter key)

"Wah, Della is so pretty," Sunoo said as six of the boys watched Niki take pictures of Della.

"Her outfit is so cute," Heeseung giggled. Her oversized hoodie probably reminds him of her wearing their clothes.

"Nice," Niki muttered as he takes another shot. "Oh! Go back to that position! Wah! I like it!"

There was a moment where Della had a really nice shot that surprised Niki so much that he forgot to click on the camera and was staring at her instead.

Thankfully, Jay's sneeze brought him back so he didn't miss the great photo opportunity.

[dw niki, me too]

"Do you guys wanna see?" he called out to the other members. "How does a human look like that? Honestly.." he muttered to Della before everyone gathered to look at the results.

"Wahh, Niki's so good!" "It looks great!" "It's so nice?!"

#6 (compilation)

It was basically (some of) the times when Della compliments and hypes the boys.

"Woah! Who's members are these?!" "Ayee you guys look goodd!" "Ey ey ey, look at these seven!" "Woah! My friends are so handsome, 어떻게?! [eotteohke]" "Woah calm down, why are you lot so cool?!" "Woo! Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?!"

#7 (v-live)

"Our group video call barely turned off," Jay revealed in their anniversary V-Live. He was referring to the time when they were all separated and in quarantine.

"I was so worried! Della hates being alone and I just kept thinking 'oh my God, how will she do this?' That's all I kept thinking!" Sunoo was really enthusiastic about the story.

"The only time we turned it off was when we wanted to shower or call other people or go to the bathroom," Jay added.

"We would just leave it on and do our own thing," Heeseung leaned back in his seat.

"We didn't even turn it off to go to sleep," Della said with a smile as she played with Jungwon's hands.

"We actually did! But only after you fell asleep," Jake said. "We were all so worried for you, seriously."

"Thanks guys. If you hadn't done that, I might've cried so much."

[bby 🥺🥺] [they're so lucky to have eo]

[we always see della getting babied, right?]

#8 (compilation)

It's a small collection of all the boys babying Della, whether it is individually or with another member.

[but what about della babying the boys?]

It soon changed to clips of Della taking care of the boys and being the more dominant one.

#9 (interview/variety show)

"So boys, how do you feel about having a girl in your group? It must be hard to.. you know.." now the members know that the host probably didn't mean to make any of the members uneasy, but still- it made them really uncomfortable.

It's clear that they were trying hard to contain it but Engenes know them well.

Questions like that shouldn't be allowed. Every interviewer should know that. The staff should've checked the questions beforehand.

It must've been an ad-lib.

The only one who didn't look uncomfortable was Della, who looked really angry. It was as if she was trying really hard not to say anything bad.

But everyone knows that she just had to answer this one.

"Honestly, everyone barely treats me like a girl and we have a very special bond so- while this isn't directed to me and I'm not one to speak for the boys, I feel like it's a question that shouldn't be applied to us when everyone can see that we're perfectly fine."

"Everyone could see our interactions through I-Land, a survival show that had cameras on almost twenty four-seven. There you will identify any tension we might have but I don't think you'll find any. Hope that answers it," Della smiled brightly to conceal the slight shade in her tone.

[y'all remind me to never get on della's bad side, she's so scary 😟] [no one messes w her men ig]

#10 (mama drunk-dazed performance / calladella)

Niki and Della were in charge of Enhypen's opening. A really important job.

Rehearsal and everything went smoothly but during the actual execution, Della accidentally slipped.

It's clear that it wasn't her fault. Her footing was correct so it definitely must be because of the slippery floor.

Thankfully, she managed to make it look intentional, and Engenes only noticed the slip after they posted the dance practice.

It's no wonder. An Engene who attended the event recorded the boys immediately rushing to Della afterwards, when the lights turned off.

Since their mics were still on and can't talk, Heeseung and Sunghoon lifted her up off her feet to help her leave the stage.

[a couple of days later, della went on v live for calladella]

"'You slipped in your MAMA performance?' Yeah-" Della chuckled a bit. "The stage was a bit slippery and I hurt the back off my thigh and butt a lot- but I'm okay! I could still perform!" she smiled widely.

"I'm glad that it wasn't too prominent, was it? It still looked good, right? I was really worried that the boys will slip too but I guess my clothes dried off the slippery bit?" she giggled a little before continuing reading the comments.

"'How did the boys react?' they were really worried. Poor guys. They wouldn't let me walk for the rest of the night. They're so cute, so sweet," she smiled with a small lip bite.

[can y'all imagine how mad the boys were?]

[presenting: one of my favourite enha moments]

#11 (IDDP interview)

"What?!" Della exclaimed. "'Della's ideal type is Stray Kids' Bang Chan' what?!" she leaned back against her chair, looking at the PDs in shock.

"Why, what's wrong?" one of the staff asked from behind the camera.

"Only one person knows about this! I've never even told the members!" she had a large grin on her face.

"Only one person knew?" Heeseung mumbled. The boys were all sneaking glances behind the camera.

"Yeah, so I know who gave out this information," Della made eye contact with the camera with a serious expression and an 'I'm watching you' motion, causing the staff to laugh.

"'The reason is because they had the same personality type, ENFJ. He's a leader and the eldest of the group, so he will be able to take care of her well. He's very kind, caring and respectful. He is fit so they could be gym buddies. He speaks English and his Australian accent is attractive' wah, they even remember the reasoning," she was so impressed at the website's accuracy.

"I have an Australian accent, too," Jake mumbled with slight aggression.

"ENFJ? Aren't you an INFJ?" Jay pointed out.

"Guys-" Della spoke up but was cut off.

"All of us work out, too. Most of us were athletes," Heeseung pointed towards the members. "Jungwon is a leader and I'm the oldest in the group, too."

"Gu-" she started again but was also cut off.

"Isn't Niki ENFJ?" Sunoo pointed to Riki with his pout and sassy face.

"We have it all," Jungwon mumbled, practically glaring down the laptop screen.

"Guys! Seriously! This was maybe two years ago! I haven't even met any of you yet!" Della defended. "I'm an I now, back then I was an E, this isn't recent!"

"Fair enough."

[jealousy, jealousy]

#12 (compilation)

It's simply all the videos of the 'sus moments' chapter, with a few additions.

Like Della waking up in the boys' bedroom in her En-Log, and..

[SHE PUT HEARTS ON ALL OF THEIR NAMES AND IT'S ALL SO CUTE]

[truuuu]

#13 (solo v-live)

"Why don't I see the boys as relatives-slash-siblings? Umm," Della leaned back in her seat.

"It's not for reasons you think, and some won't agree with me, obviously, but I think that.. relatives or siblings... There will be- There will- Aish okay- excuse my grammar," she facepalmed for a brief moment.

"When it comes to relatives, I think that there will soon come a time when we will separate, you know what I mean? One day they're gonna go and live out their own lives."

"I prefer referring to the members as my soulmates," her eyes sparkled. "I personally believe that soulmates- whether it's romantic or not, will always stick with you. They're never far- and if they are-" she got a bit passionate near the end.

"They'll always find a way back to you."

[brb crying]

#14 (tiktok)

This time, it's Della's solo TikTok. It was her dancing to Meghan Trainor's Me in the HYBE outdoor terrace.

[i think we all wanna be you, babe] [actually no, i wanna be one of the boys more-]

[✨thanks for watching✨]

#kang della #8th member of enhypen #enhypen 8th member #enhypen added member #enhypen eigth member #enhypen female addition #enhypen female member #enhypen ff #enhypen reactions #enhypen scenarios #enhypen imagines #enhypen x oc #enhypen oc #enhypen female oc #enhypen poly fic #enhypen poly #kpop oc #kpop added member

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bee-ackerman · 2 years

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Whats in the AOT Gangs Bag Modern AU Part 2

A/N: This is in my seaside city AU. Marley characters will be in the next part. I tried to keep reader as neutral as possible ~ Connie's part is my fave lol he's so chaotic, PLS why am I so mean to Jean I luv him~ REBLOGS ARE WELCOMED 💕

TW: Implied age gap relationship, mentions of alcohol

Part 1 - Includes the Vets

This part includes the 104 - (Y/N) aka YOU 😌, Eren, Armin, Mikasa, Sasha, Connie, Jean, Ymir, Historia

Eren

Certified gamor gorl 🙈

Broke his 4th phone cause hes a degenerate and now his dad refuses to replace it

Broke bitch but also rich bitch

Vapes

Sketchbook for option art class - plays switch during lectures

Went to university cause his dad made him but really he wants to be a streamer

Majors in finance at seaside city uni

Works part time at Levi's tea shop because of an incident that he'd rather not talk about

Has called Levi dad by accident more than once. Jean will not let him live it down.

Loses his bag a lot

Ends up watching video game streamers in class instead of paying attention

Has actually flown to LA for a meet and greet of his fave streamer just for said streamer to cancel 😔

Gets in a lot of trouble at Levis tea shop cause he's so short tempered, he's so bad at customer service.

Tried to arm wrestle a costumer once so Levi has sent him to work in the back instead

Armin

Handkerchief - never gave it back after getting it from historia

Doesn't like social media so flip phone is the vibe (still has it but it's on his ipad)

Intern for Hange

Studies bio and hopes to become a marine biologist

Lives in the same building as Moblit and Hange so he also has a key to Hange or Moblit's place just in case they pull an all nighter

Has mostly ocean pictures on his camera but also pictures of friends and a certain blonde who hes crushing on... *coughs* Annie

Is clumsy and awkward but gets serious when focusing on what he loves

Accidentally forgot water once while he was out on the boat with Hange and Moblit tryna study whale sounds and he was so parched he thought he was gonna die(dramatic). Hange forgot to bring water then chugged moblits. Lets just say their sea day trip was cut short.

Now religiously brings water in his bag wherever he goes

Mikasa, (Y/N), Jean, Connie, Sasha, Ymir, Historia after the cut off

Mikasa

Over the shoulder bag

Carries a wallet because Eren is always forgetting his so she carries his money too

Sea shells Armin gave her

Lives with Eren

Carries food for after her gym sessions

Make up for that same reason

Takes notes on her laptop

Majors in finance with Eren

Works part time at Levis tea shop as well

Has a scholarship due to her incredible athletic abilities

Is on the tennis team

Calls her parents everyday without fail and even calls Eren's parents so he and her can say hi

Knows that Jean is copying her mint brand but doesn't mind. Asks him for mints so that he doesnt have to eat them cause she knows he actually doesnt like mints.

Always has food for the gym but also for a Sasha emergency.

Has matching handkerchief with Historia because they saw them when they went shopping. They dont use them much but its the memory and thought that counts.

(Y/N)

Whats in my bag sticker given to you by Mikasa

Mikasa, Eren, and Armin are your childhood friends

You got the airpods as a birthday gift from Eren

The keys are Sasha’s cause you’re staying over at her, Connie and Jean’s place while you find a new place to live.

Yes it does get super chaotic and you sometimes have to go to Eren and Mikasa’s apartment to get some quiet time

Usually you go there when they both have a shift at the shop

You and Jean are both pre-law poli-sci students so in first year you meet the rest of the 104 through Jean and become friends quickly

You use a laptop for your notes

Your camera is full of pictures of your friends and candid shots of Levi that he has zero idea about and you will never tell him cause he’s gonna delete them.

He knows about them he just simps so hard he doesn't say anything.

Theres one picture of him climbing a fence like a pro because you both decided to sneak into the universities tennis court so he can drunkenly show you his tennis skills at 3am.

You got treats for Connie’s cat who literally has no name so everyone has different names they call him. Yours is Captain grump.

The dandelion is from Sasha cause she wanted your sandwich and she offered to trade with you. Obviously not a fair trade but you love her so you did it anyways.

Sasha

Cute and weird wallet phone case is really her vibe

Does not use the case as a wallet tho

Collects random rocks she thinks look like candy. The first time she encountered one she ate it... seriously, Jean had to take her to the doctor to make sure she's ok.

Always has food... ALWAYS

Messy make up bag but she always has a hair tie

Has a switch so she can game with the bois during break

When you and her get annoyed at their bickering over the games you just end up playing animal crossing together. Sasha always steals fruit from your island

Pranked you once by stealing ALL the fruit from your trees

Takes notes on her ipad and unexpectedly has really neat well taken aesthetic notes

A game boy for when she sneakily plays while on shift at Levi's shop

Majors in psychology, and wants to become a child therapist

On the University archery team, she's actually a archery prodigy and was offered a scholarship for it like Mikasa

Roommates with Connie and Jean

Connie

Actually rents a locker cause he does not fuck with back packs

If he needs to carry stuff he puts on his cross body fanny pack

What he can carry in his fanny pack: vape, adhd meds, gameboy, snack for his cat, polaroids he cherishes, a pencil and eraser, peice of gum, keys to his apartment and some cash, lastly his ipod and phone.

Keeps his switch in his locker till he goes home

Has a 6 month old drink in his locker he doesnt care to take out

Keeps textbooks and notebooks in his locker also but carries around one notebook while going to classes which is a bad idea cause he keeps losing them.

Thankfully he has permission to record his lectures so he keeps some notebooks in his apartment

Found a four leaf clover and i'm convinced this is why he hasn't accidentally flunked out cause hes so forgetful about everything. *cries* my poor child

Actually has good grades

Majors in psychology with sasha and bertolot and peick

Jean

Has a pink phone cause he likes rose gold

Says he doesnt believe in wallets but really doesnt have one cause the one he truly wants is like more than 1k

Has the same key chain as Mikasa cause they went to buy it together. Awe... SIKE bb is delusional cause it's more like everyone went as a group and he just got the same one she did ahhaha

Also gets the same brand of mints as Mikasa so he can start a conversation.

Keeps seashells armin gave him as well ( not cause mikasa does it but cause he loves armin also )

Keeps cat treats for Connies cat who he calls snuggles 😳. He will NOT say it in front of anyone but snuggles

Got a blue and red switch so he wouldn't match Eren's switch, cause gawd forbid they match like the besties THEY ARE.

Secretly has reading glasses but refuses to wear them near Mikasa cause he is self conscious about how he looks in them

Is a majoring in poli-sci and is hoping to go to law school - thinks of levi as his mentor and asks lots of questions when levi pops by the tea shop.

Jean stops by the shop a lot because he is visiting (stalking 👀) Mikasa and "studying".

Can surprisingly cook well so he cooks dinner most of the time for Sasha and Connie

His mom gave him that hanker chief. Secretly a mamas boy so he treasures anything she gives him 🤧😊

Marco

Got the phone case as a prize at the seaside city festival but has grown to really like it so he refuses to change it. Boi is emotionally attached like don't even touch it or breathe near it.

Unlike jean he actually doesnt believe in wallets - he gave zero reason’s

Has reading glasses and wears them often - they're actually full time glasses but he doesn't realize it. Jeans tried to tell him but Marcos too sweet he doesn't wanna upset him that he needs to wear them always. They hurt Marco's nose.

Journals every detail of his day

Photography major

Carries around polaroids of his closest friends

Only can finish half his food cause hes a really light eater (pls don't come for me cause of this joke)

Sasha gave him those rocks and he claims he forgot to clean them out but really he treasures them

Historia

Does not fuck with air pods or any ear phones cause they hurt her ears, she will blast her music and everyone lets her

Bought another matching hankerchief as Mikasa cause Armin committed theft and stole the other one. She holds a grudge secretly.

Loves green tea in all forms so she's a regular at the shop

Ymir won her the lil plush at the seasode city festival cause she thought it looked like historia

Journals religiously to the point she cant hear anyone else when shes deep in journal heaven

A history major who doesnt really know what shes gonna do after undergrad school

Thinks she might go to law school or grad school and become a professor

If you ask anyone else what she should do the answers would vary from “marry me” to “model or become famous”

Unknowingly she is one of the campus it girls

Sorry boys but shes a BISEXUAL QUEEN in a relationship with a woman - broke many boys hearts when her and Ymir were caught kissing during the university end of year party

The boys are still simping

Takes all her notes on her ipad and at first she tried to be aesthetic like Sasha but got bored and now just takes neat notes.

Has had Erwin as her prof a couple times and at first it was hard to pretend she didn't know him on a deeper level (her friend's boss who they sometimes party with)

Ymir

Not a uni student

She joined a cruise when everyone was in their first year of uni as a singer/performer

Hopes to become a movie director and music producer

For now works at zekes music studio as an intern

Has an old ass carrot 🥕 in her car but cant find it and doesnt know where the smell is coming from

Her and historia have to drive with the windows down because of the smell

Vapes pretty religiously

Her and Eren are surprisingly really close. They love pranking Zeke and Eren takes all the blame when they get caught cause Zeke can never be mad at his precious baby brother 💀

Loves making juice, especially the aesthetically pleasing ones she sees on tik tok when she's on historias phone

Isn't upper middle class unlike most of the 104 so she only has a flip phone and ipod so she can listen to music ~illegally~

Was able to buy a switch off Zeke for a low price cause it wasn't the colour he wanted so he was practically giving it away (rich man tingz 👀🏃‍♀️)

Now she games with the boiiis and WINS 😎

If you read it all I love you have a cookie 🍪 , forehead kiss and a good day!

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tothe8andbeyond · 4 years

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D-8 SVT 5TH ANNIVERSARY: FAVORITE GOING SEVENTEEN EPISODE - MT SVT REALITY, GOSE 2019 EP 3-4 & 7, DEBATE NIGHT, SVT PLAYGROUND, DON'T LIE, BOO SEUNGKWAN'S PAST LIFE DESTINY, INSOMNIA ZERO (#2), AND MORE

Season 1 began in 2017 (another reason 2017 is ironically Seventeen's year) and SVT content was changed forever.

It began as more of a behind the scenes with everything from Don't Wanna Cry, Diamond Edge, Clap promo, and all the fansigns inbetween. This season just made me really sad I wasn't a carat sooner but it was a cool vlog for the boys and they were so excited to be filmed, precious bubs. I don't really have a favorite episode but here are some iconic/favorite moments

"Goiiiiing.. SEVENTEEN!" "goinggoing~~~"

Covering the camera with Hoshi's hand

"What if I die?!" "Then you die!"

SVT Energy Skincare™

Jun leaving people "frozen"

Angry MC Santa Wonwoo

Asking for the unicorn frap at Starbucks and having the order total turn out to be $17 thus triggering the members

Minghao flexing on everyone's life (again) on the trampoline

Hoshi being depressed about not getting bday wishes

Dino's "fanboys"

"Americano, aMEricano, ameRIcano, ameriCANo, americanO"

Make It Shine blooper

The dog from the concert poster photoshoot

Dabhao was thriving

My I behind the scenes 🥰

Any Junhao moment bc I'm whipped

Little 8 practicing his singing 🥺

Trauma (Seungkwan remix)

Spin-Off started introducing us more to GoSe in a variety format

We got variety-esque episodes like with the members cooking, writing letters to themselves, making flower crowns, drawing, and the arcade episode! But it was still mostly vlog-esque where we got to see behind the scenes of Thanks, Ideal Cut Concerts, Japan Arena Tour, 3rd Anniversary, their exhibit, Oh My/YMMD, and BSS promo. Again making me emo I wasn't a carat earlier missing all these iconic moments 🥺

My favorite episode is easily MT SVT REALITY and Hoshi yelling out the window still might be one of the most iconic moments ever, PERIOD. My other fave moments include

DK and Jeonghan fake laughing for like 5 mins straight

Minghao's mullet, period.

Driver Minghao for TTT

Jun abandoning DK to help Wonwoo with his apron instead

The birth of the legendary "T H E to the 8" rap (feat. the return of imma)

Producer Woozi

Episode 20 (yes I have that memorized) when Minghao hosts a cute little hotel date 🥺 he tells fans not to think of him romantically and then pulls this shit pretending to feed us and everything which is why I'm sad lol

Minghao's giggle when he did the bottle flip 🥺

Vernon full on losing it during an arcade game while Hao who's playing with him is dead silent

V8 vs. older bros

"you're over, Yoon Jeonghan"

Junnie winning at the fighting game uwu

The iconic Thinkin About You looks

That pose Jeonghan does that screams "your crush is coming, act natural"

Mingyu getting too excited and spitting on the cake so the members cover it but Mingyu thinks they're doing a team cheer

Hoshi screaming "2 captains!" repeatedly while Woozi regrets his life's decisions

Killing the8 in mafia just for returning from China

GoSe 2019 was the birth of the true variety show. They even made a theme song and everything 🤣😭 SVT are such natural entertainers ohmygod (and the editors really stepped up their game thank u staffs)

There was still some behind the scenes like the 4th Anniversary, Japan concerts, and Minghao instructing for Chinese Ver. of home, but they kind of started transitioning behind the scenes content to a different spot on the channel and honestly carats are so well fed with content #blessed. ALSO THIS WAS AROUND THE TIME I BECAME A FAN IM EMO

My absolute fave eps are the ones when they were brainstorming their own ideas for the show (3-4), the making of the intro/theme (7), debate night, and SVT playground but honestly the whole fucking season has so many iconic moments

Vernon not being able to read red marker bc of his red glasses

Jun's 1+1

Honestly it's so entertaining hearing them talk about their ideas even without them implementing them yet, they're seriously so creative

They do skits/roles so well like Jun pretending he's from the Chinese restaurant next door and Woozi being CEO of Going Entertainment dndkdk I cannot make this shit up

"Jeonghan act tired" Jeonghan: *fully falls to the floor and drags his body to the couch djdkdkdkkdld he's so fucking dramatic I'm still dying at this

Wonhao running around dead S.Coups

Minghao doing the going dance down the stairs (flexing again)

Pabo latte

Enthusiastic Minghao in Japan 🥺

The MBTI hidden camera

Diva Boo being pissed he didn't get Beyonce's MBTI but someone else did

Monsta X saving them at karaoke

Pigeon DK thriving during debate night

Geppetto Minghao looking fine af during debate night "I said so many nonsenses, I hope you liked it"

TTT fun - meerkat line rise, Jeonghan and Hoshi catching bugs but screaming the whole time, network love unit playing except Hao and he just gives them a cute "fighting!" Like they're his kids but he's just trying to relax lol, more mafia, Jun being hilarious during try not to laugh, S.Coups wanting to kill the staff (as usual), THE MEMBERS PLAYING WITH KITTENS

Froghao was thriving during svt playground

Bothering Woozi during secret santa

Hao's face when Jeonghan took the iPad

Dino literally got gifted a brick??

Junnie's light up grills

GoSe 2020 continues the variety so well and each member gets a month! So sad they shortened the theme but they gave us subs! Also the previews for next episode are great! They also stepped up the editing too. They are all working so hard for this and it really pays off

My favorite episodes so far are Don't Lie, Seungkwan's Past Life Destiny, and Insomnia Zero (especially part 2). I'm so damn hyped for Debate Night 2. Again so blessed for this content 😭🙌

It's harder to list moments when the entire episodes are iconic!!

DK failing at his own mystery food game

Minghao literally lucky number 8

The saga of Minghao being amazed at Mingyu's eating continues

Hoshi singlehandedly admitting he's mafia then getting Mingyu killed instead then openly killing the citizens at night without needing to hide and then winning the game ohmygod I cannot at how fucking wild and hilarious this episode was

Sleepy Jun during Seungkwan's Past Life Destiny

Junhao, evil twins, seoksoon, mingyuzi rise

Dino rejecting Mingyu with a moonwalk

The overall betrayal of couples omg

SA DALLA

Jun showing the Made in China tag djdkkd

Limbo was fucking wild

The members are all whipped for Woozi that shit made me soft as hell

Talking shit when other members are trying to sleep

Woozi loves dad jokes so much omg

They are so damn dramatic for the ASMR in Insomnia Zero pt 2 omg

TASTY

Jeonghan purposely not answering Hoshi's call to come back

Hoshi giggling that Woozi lost and Woozi fully having a crisis

Wonwoo identity crisis as one of the chill members

Brain Survival and Escape Room made my brain hurt but they're so smart

Minghao jump scare poor bb

Kicked out members becoming audience reactors

DK and Jeonghan fucking around with the props instead of helping

Their delivery food episode just made me hungry

S.Coups not flinching one bit at arm wrestling Hoshi

Trying to act cool when the move spots on the chess board

Seungkwan's wipe out

Getting debate night 2 really saved my life I can't wait for the rest of 2020

I typed way more than I should have but I just love Going Seventeen and all Seventeen content, being a carat really is a blessed life!

#seventeen #svt #challenge #im behind bc of finals #gose #going seventeen #WATCH IF TOO #IF IS SO FUNNY #i know i wrote way too much #if anything this is for my own record lol

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- GIRL I got there and no one spoke to or acknowledged my presence for like a good 45 minutes

- it got to the point where my ass was like ‘oh God I died on the ride here they can’t See me’ lmao

- and then....the sound guy....started putting mics on the kids.....and didn’t tell me....???

- like the director came up and was like ‘didn’t you wanna help him with mics???? It takes him like 50 years to get them done” I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW WE WERE MIC-ING THEM UP!!! so at least the directors aware that he’s like. not telling me anything

- all the kids in this cast absolutely love telling us every detail about their lives lmao one girl was going on about how she took a dna test to try to track down some bio-relatives and one girl was talking about how her puppy died but she’s getting a new nearly-identical puppy and lots of stories like that lol it’s so cute

- a two-foot tall boy, strutting up to us with a sassy hip sway like he’s on a catwalk: ‘I’ll get my mic now please’ asdfghnjm

- that inhaler we found on the recycling bin last night was still on the lost and found table today yikes

- at intermission I went out to the lobby and overheard someone saying “wow, early 20th century feminist bi-con Marian Paroo” and honestly...…..goodnight

- like they aren’t exactly wrong but GOODNIGHT

- one of these days....I will force the concession stand workers to take my two dollars......but I lost the battle again tonight

- there was a lot of feedback going on with the speakers and apparently we don’t fully know why but as with everything else this production, we’re just going to blame the piano

- a mom specifically asked me to help her with mic changes but when I went backstage at intermission....no one needed help lmao

- every single person in the audience sat down, noticed the seats were very squeaky, and all decided to take advantage of that

- DEFEANING applause for all the songs!!!

- Winthrop continues to steal the show

- but also when it was over I had to hunt him down for his mic and let me tell you....finding a tiny six year old in a crowded theater....even worse than a needle in a hay stack. and then THE MIC WASNT EVEN ON HIM ASDFG

- why does everyone insist on cutting through our backwall area of expensive sound equipment when an entirely empty row of seats is right in front of us

- there was a guy with a camera on a tripod filming the whole show, and then like, five feet away from him, was a tiny grandmother sitting alone, also filming the whole show on her ipad lol

- we ALMOST heard all the pick-a-little ladies tonight!!

- but!! great show overall!!! tomorrows the Finale(tm) so I hope it’ll be their best one yet!!!

#mm vagueblogging 2k18 #musicals #molly mumbles #lol

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She’s sleeping peacefully, and I love the idea of the whole thing. I’m just scared. Can I also point out that this was the first time I had to make a second post because apparently my word document size rambles can’t be handled by tumblr lol. Every since they took the porn off this app it’s gone downhill lol. Sorry these post are kinda all over the place, I’m generally scatter brained when I’m fucked up, which is currently. I mentioned earlier the YouTube stuff, and Google drive, and that’s kinda a story in itself. I went to my best friends wedding in Waterford, Michigan, April 27th, 2021. I’m a YouTuber so I have a pretty balling 4K video camera, LUMIX G7, not the top of the line, but 4K 30fps is quite a bit. Anyways I’m just now doing something with his footage. By something I mean I’m literally just uploading it to Google drive unedited. He’s been asking me to do it for months, and I just never did until now. I want to think it makes me a shitty friend, but he has some mental health stuff too, so I hope he understands. Hopefully one day I’ll be able to sit down and edit it properly. I have enough footage to probably even make it into a nice video for my channel on YouTube. Speaking more about that I haven’t uploaded a video in a month. I’ve managed to keep my weekly live streams going, but unfortunately I haven’t been able to get my shit together enough to edit a video. It’s not like I don’t even have anything recorded, I have videos ready to edit. I just haven’t had to emotional strength to get it done. My brain just gets so focused on anything and everything else in the world. I need a partner in crime that knows the basics of editing. Syncing audio, adding subtitles when needed, and cutting the boring shit out. Doing the fine details of the edit is my absolute favorite part. I just get overwhelmed when I see 65 minutes of footage for a video that’s only going to be 15-20 minutes long. It’s just so much filtering of nothing. I’m also always afraid when I’m deleting big chunks that I’m going to fuck it up and somehow delete something important. Not that I can’t just re-upload that file or something, but I won’t know what one it is and it takes forever to re-find it. It’s just a pain in my ass and I’m honestly not very good at it. Idk maybe I need an agent or something? Someone that can put me on a schedule and force me to do it. I used to have a personal trainer, not because I don’t know how to work out, I was a US Marine, but because if I was paying some dude $400 a month to tell me to work out, I felt obligated. I mean I could probably just hire and editor and not have to even worry about it, but then we get back into the money thing. I have some, I just don’t have a shit ton. Definitely no savings, I have a 401k I think, where I put in 5% of my pay, and my company matches that 5% which is cool, but I had to take a loan out last year to build a new computer so I could edit my videos easier, my iPad doesn’t like the huge files sized. I think there is a low quality image attached to the post. I probably fucked it up tho. Fuck it, I’m done endlessly typing for tonight. Hopefully it’s not two years before I’m back. This actually helps me and I forget how much it does.

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sarapyon · 7 years

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[Translation] Murase Ayumu & Furukawa Makoto: Any similarities with the character you voiced? ‘Shoukoku no Altair’ Special Interview

“Shoukoku no Altair” is based on the battle between the two major countries, the main topic this July that depicts a magnificent view of the world.

“Shoukoku no Altair” Starting from July 7 (Friday) weekly Animation broadcast at 2.25AM ~ MBS · TBS · BS-TBS http://project-altair.com/ Twitter @pj_altair

STAFF Original - Katou Kotono (Kodansha’s “Monthly Shounen” series) Director - Furuhashi Kazuhiro Series configuration - Takagi Noboru Character design · Chief animation director - Kanno Toshiyuki Deputy Director = Igari Takashi Animation production = MAPPA CAST Mahmut - Murase Ayumu Zaganos - Furukawa Makoto Cyrus - KENN Abiriga - Suwabe Junichi Suleyman - Konishi Katsuyuki Louis - Tsuda Kenjiro © Katou Kotono · Kodansha / Shoukoku no Altair Production Committee

Photographer: Fukuoka Ryouhokora Writer: Arakawa Youko

This is what we thought since we’re originally a fan

Since this is the first talk, I think with both of your performance and roles (as your character) appears to have an impression with each other. First of all, Murase-san, what’s your impression of Furukawa-san’s performance as Zaganos?

Murase: When I read the manga, my impression of Zaganos is when I thought how arrogant is he. He’s fearless and handsome, although he’s still young, he’s two or three times better (about skills) than Mahmut. I thought it would be very difficult to make Zaganos convincing. However, it’s a monthly expression (he means how to voice the character for a month or so), Furukawa-kun is perfect! His voice have a persuasive power, there’s a presence of a ‘strong feeling’ coming out with just one word. At the time of the first recording for the PV, I thought "I see, that’s why Furukawa-kun is Zaganos”, and I was convinced. Furukawa: Thank you very much……!

Then how about Furukawa-san, what’s your impression of Murase-san’s performance as Mahmut?

Furukawa: Mahmut will grow, I think that growth is one of his attractions. And the same as me, at the recording for the PV, I thought "It’s perfect for Murase-san!”. Furthermore, as the dubbing begins and carefully drawn it in the story, Mahmut is shaking, but he will gradually mature, together with Murasa-san’s acting, I think that Mahmut will become more attractive. Murase: hehe (bashful) Furukawa: How much will Mahmut bring up his mind level in the future? I am looking forward to that from now on until it ends! Murase: Uwah, the hurdle has risen (lol)! Furukawa: (lol) Murase: …Anyway, saying things like this, isn’t it embarrassing? Furukawa: That’s right (lol).

What’s the impression for playing two scenes?

Murase: Um…… It made me angry! Furukawa: Eeehh!? Murase: Of course with my role. At first, I didn’t understand anything because whatever Mahmut is, he’s still in the same position of a general. There’s a scene where Zaganos really denied me at Zugan. At that time Zaganos, doesn’t see it in his eyes, like you’re not even stupid that there’s a cut feeling for being "zero” to him feels great…… But that got me angry (lol). I’m grateful though, because the emotion born on negotiations, in that sense I threw a very good ball (unexpected surprise). Furukawa: Ever since I was born, I never hear people talk like that in my life (lol). Murase: It feels like a test when you hear someone talk a little story, like you were instructed "Please don’t listen to the production at all”. Furukawa: I got shiver like "Eh, is that okay?” Certainly, the relationship between two people will parallel in a scene, and I guess that’s okay. Because it will be interesting if the distance gradually decreases. Murase: Yeah. Furukawa: Against Mahmut, it’s too straight! Murase: That’s true (lol). Furukawa: There’s a scene to give it straight (opinion) to the smart people, and I even thought "That’s what Mahmut does!!”. Personally, it’s because it’s close to Mahmut. So, in fact, the scene with Mahmut, I also wanted to throw the ball properly. Murase: I see. It may be more frustrating when you play as Zaganos. Furukawa: Because I’m the man on Mahmut’s side. So, I was relieved when you said that "Zaganos has persuasive power” earlier. Murase: I guess it’s more like Zaganos. I will cut it like a slap if I’m not interested. Furukawa: The mind and the role are the opposite! Murase: It’s interesting, huh.

Does it mean that Murase-san feels like Mahmut or Furukawa-san feels like Zaganos?

Murase: Yes, he does. Furukawa-kun’s seriousness is passed through the core, that it looks very much as Zaganos. Being skeptical is just a big front. When Furukawa-kun states "Is this okay?” is very Zaganos-like. Furukawa: No, it’s because I was in "Zaganos filter”……! Murase: Eh, really? Then the real person said it himself, it was a filter (lol). Furukawa: That’s how it really is…… But if you look closely, Mahmut is not the type of protagonist will have a lot of friends. I think that sort of thing is similar to Murase-san. With Murase-san, the communication is really smooth, like when I talk about Polo (shirts) he casually picks up (what I’m talking about). It made me really grateful. By deepening our bonds, I think that Mahmut will improve to his works for wearing a charismatic and natural communication skill/ability. Murase: I said this myself, but even though I didn’t do anything from my childhood, my friends have increased randomly. I try not to think about it, but it will make you think. Furukawa: I’m envious to Zaganos!! Murase: Even so, you sure do noticed that. It’s surprising! If it’s like this, I want you to praise me more like this. Hey, are you a manager? ……wait, the manager is not here! At a time like this (lol)! Furukawa: Let’s read this interview and praise it. Murase: It will be cut roughly. "Murase isn’t like that” (lol).

I hope I won’t cut it (lol). Well, what kind of story you two talk about in dubbing?

Murase: Recently, we were together at the stage for "THE IDOLM@STER Side M”. I sent a one-sided love call, "That was good!”, because I love Furukawa-kun’s performance. Furukawa: It's not one-sided! I also like Murase-san’s performance, I love it! Murase: Thanks! The distance has shrunk because of the relationship where we can talk comfortably, that’s why I’m very thankful to have this role. Furukawa: That’s true. Also, since both of us are originally a fan, we will talk about the story as well. Like I’ll talk passionately about "This directing of the original is really cool” or "my hand won’t stop turning the pages” and Murase-san will agree with me. Although it’s fun to talk to Murase-san, once the "AT field’ is fully open, I have to put out an aura to talk with him……. It’s frustrating when I switch (means they need to focus on their work mode).

Although as an original fan, what do you think about the charm of the work that you feel again when you act?

Murase: I read the original and received the theme of "How can a boy become an adult?”. Some people said there’s a message that the boy gets intelligent and smart through various experiences. It made me wonder how to make it by voice, but since MAPPA-san’s visuals is so beautiful that I can get on with the world view. Then, the generation between Ogata (Kenichi)-san and other veteran people is very human. Even though it’s a fantasy, it’s fresh. There are a lot of newly discovered charms through dubbing. Furukawa: Although I got a word that it’s fresh, I think that it’s a work that secretly shows the charm that can be shown like a historical fact that was really fiction even though it is fiction. From the international situation to the enemy’s setting, it was a tremendously thought-out original. In the animation, for example, using the original language of the story named Araba, we’re setting out an atmosphere of exchanges and devising it. Also as a fan, I’m very happy that I can do different ways of enjoying "Altair” by visualizing it!

By the way, Mahmut has a golden eagle called Iskandar, what about the two of you?

Murase: It’s iPad mini 4. The image quality of the camera is good, LINE can also do research with eating logs, and also playing app games! Furukawa: It looks comfortable on a big screen. Murase: I have a smartphone too, but I just use it to receive calls from work. Furukawa: As for me, I’m still into smartphone after all. You can check the script data first, because it’s convenient. I also bought the original of "Altair” at Kindle and I’m reading it on a smartphone. Ah, I’d like to emphasize this, but when I’m on the worksite where you see me with a smartphone, I’m checking the original (the series), I’m not playing a game, I wanted to make it clear…… I’m so relieved to say that (lol). Murase: You don’t need to worry about that, it’s okay (lol).

Anyway, please tell us the last highlight of your role.

Murase: Mahmut has a strong expression of anguish. I’m also gaining power when I play as him, like when everyone draws a painting with a brush is exciting. I’m conscious of my acting so I try not to feel ashamed with a beautiful movement for a beautiful Mahmut, so please look forward to it! Furukawa: Zaganos is really a hard character to understand in one word. It’s difficult to read from the original, so when Katou (Kotono)-sensei, the original author, was at the recording site, when I heard "How do you feel about Zaganos?”, I thought that he’s delicate and difficult. Therefore, it’s nothing different to Zaganos from the manga, rather, it’s what do we think of Zaganos from the manga can be easier to understand by voice. Also, please pay attention to the relationship with Mahmut!

★YAY!! I translated Ayumu and Makonyan’s special interview from kiki-voice since I’m really looking forward to shoukoku no altair anime m(_ _)m I hope you guys enjoy it and if you did, I hope you guys could leave a donation as I try my best to translate seiyuu interviews from now on 〆(・∀・＠)

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J2 Main Panel SeaCon 2017

Boys joke around with Rob and Rich.

Talking about their kids. Jensen jokes that three is the magic number apparently lol.

Jared talks about being daddy to a daughter. Jensen points and laughs :P

They wrap on Wednesday the 26th for s12. Some cool stuff coming up, they read the last couple episodes. Jared didn’t expect it to go where it went. “Writers are surprising me still.”

Fan to Jared: What conditioner do you use? Jensen gets up and acts like he’s paying the fan for asking that lol.

Jensen: Inquiring minds want to know. Jared laughs: I spent many years just kind of using whatever is available. Jensen mocks him. Jared: I see you on the TV! Jensen: Good!

Jared does bunny ears to Jensen so it appears on screen. Jared: Beanie conditioner. That’s my secret trick.

Jensen won’t let it go lol. Jensen: Answer her question. Do you use conditioner? Jared: Yeah if it’s there. Jensen: Every time you shampoo? Audience: Ohh! Jared: Ooh, shit just got real! Jensen: Do you shampoo then conditioner? Jared: I’m thinking! Says he used the hotel shampoo and conditioner. Jensen: Ahh there it is!!

Jared squeezes Jensen’s chest. After touching him: There’s Jensen on me.

Advice for people that constantly fuck up. Jensen jokes: Stop. Jared: You can’t stop. I mean it, y’all are gonna make a mistake. Jared talked with his psychiatrist about being concerned he’s gonna mess up his kids. The doctor told him he would. Jared: That’s not reassuring! The doctor said the point is you have a mindset that you’ll look at whatever the mistake was and figure out the why and where it came from and forgive yourself.

Jensen: However, don’t just forgive yourself and then continue, learn from your mistakes. Jared nods in agreement.

Favorite season finale to film? Jared says finale are very hard because they’re exhausting and then it’s the biggest ep of the year.

Jensen talks about the end of s1 when Baby gets hit with them inside. The three Winchester men and the car in peril.

At that time they didn’t know they were coming back, so it was weird saying goodbye to the crew and the characters, not knowing. Instead of recent seasons, where they know they are getting ready (thanks for s13).

Jensen asks Jared hardest finale to film for him. Jared says s8. Jensen: I’m gonna speak for both of us and say we haven’t filmed it yet. That’s gonna be a tough one.

Jared: Do any of y’all want to visit during the series finale?

Jared wants to raise money for charity and all watch it together somewhere.

(At some point): Fan: I’m a really big Jensen fan. Jared: I am, too.

A fan said they had heard that during a scene where Jared died in his arms, when they called cut Jensen continued holding Jared and crying; fan wants to know if that’s true? Jensen admits that it’s true, tries to say he just had something in his eye, though, lol <3

Jared: We care about Sam and Dean just as much as you guys do. We want to make sure to give them the gravity they deserve.

Jensen talks about how in your mind you know it’s not real, but your body doesn’t know. Says that Jared brought up an interesting point about how it feels where you go through something traumatic and emotional and how it has an effect on you. It impacts the viewer; it also impacts J2 when they read it in the script. They use that to portray it during the scene. There is real emotion that lives inside of them and it’s not just the character’s emotion. Sometimes it’s hard to turn off. Can’t just tell your body to stop.

Jared to Jensen: When do you feel like in performing Dean’s lines it took over you the most? Jared says he has an idea which scene, but wants to know what Jensen’s answer is. Jensen says it was when Dean talks to Sam about hell and Jared says yeah, that’s what he was thinking. Jensen had to walk it off. Jared’s was Croatoan, when he couldn’t shut off the tears.

Jared gives an emotional fan some love, reminds her that everyone in the room is her family and has her back.

How do they feel about JDM as Negan on The Walking Dead? They are very proud. Jensen: We both know Jeff very well and he’s a sincerely kind and beautiful man. To play that much of a badass, I was proud because he killed it. He’s that talented. That made his two sons very proud. Jared: Yeah. Similar but slightly different reaction: Man, I am such a better hunter than dad. He’s having trouble with zombies??

The boys perform a scene from The Walking Dead, making fun of how easy it would be to deal with the walkers. Jared plays the zombie. Jensen plays “anyone take your pick” Jensen just walks away while zombie!Jared stumbles around.

Jared: Very proud of him, love Jeff!

Jensen talks about a scene where Negan is shooting at people. Jared teases him about spoilers. Jensen: Have you seen Titanic? It sinks. Jared: Three hours of my life. Jensen: Wish someone would have told me that.

Regarding the SPNFamily, they felt it was a family after doing some of the conventions. Jensen says years ago he realized it wasn’t just about the actors or people onstage, that there were people coming together because of a common theme or thing that they all had in common. Their love for this show and characters.

Jared agrees. Says it’s his favorite part about coming to cons. You’re here hanging out with your friend, it’s not just about us. When he sees people that met because of the show or conventions it warms his heart. He thinks about friends he’s made going to Pearl Jams concerts and music festivals. Loves to see those connections.

Even little, sweet moments, like earlier in Jared’s m&g when a mother and daughter were sitting three seats apart and one of the other fans moved just so they could sit together. Jared loves that: we’re all here ‘cause we love each other.

Jensen talks about fans meeting on the internet, “chatrooms and blog spaces...” The boys didn’t know about Richard Speight’s #DickChat he’s being doing on Creation Entertainments Snapchat all weekend. When the fans yell Dickchat at them, their faces are priceless. Jensen: I’m not sure we’re talking about the same thing anymore. Jared: Oh, Richard!

Asked about favorite Disney movies? Jared says Jensen’s is The Little Mermaid. Jensen: Don’t knock Ariel.

Jared: I wrote a paper on this in high school. The Lion King. Says it was more than a guilty pleasure. Jensen is smiling and shaking his head. Jared wanted to be JTT (Jonathan Taylor Thomas). He wrote a paper how on Star Wars, The Lion King and the movie The Natural and the archetypes in all those stories. Jared: And now I get to play a character that gets to play similar archetypes.

Jared to Jensen: Sing? Or Elsa? Jensen: At this point it is whatever my daughter’s favorite movie is. The good thing is that it changes weekly. Right now it’s Sing. Out of all the songs she only wants to hear the rock song the character Ash sings. Jensen just has to tap his foot and JJ busts out into song.

Jensen: If I have to pick one of the classics, maybe Aladdin. You know why? ‘Cause I can show you the world. Jared facepalms. Jensen: In shining shimmery splendor. Jared: Tell me- Jensen: Princess, now when did you last let your heart decide? BOOM!

Jared says that if his three-year-old is having a tantrum, he plays the

Jared my three year old if he’s having a tantrum I’ll play the Pineapple Pen song and it calms him down lol.

Jensen: Don’t look it up. Save yourself. So disturbing.

Fan asks if they or Sam and Dean would consider giving up humanity for powers, like angel or demon? Jared: No. Jensen shakes head in agreement. Jared says one of the themes Jared really enjoys is what it’s like to be ultimately powerful or flawed. Loves the humanity on the show and struggling with what it is to be human. Wouldn’t trade imperfection for perfection.

Jared notices that Jensen is smiling to himself about something. Jared: What are you thinking about because you have a weird look on your face? Jensen was thinking about a reference to Young Frankenstein he made while Jared was answering the question.

They start whispering and laughing to each other.

Jensen says he wants to do the Young Frankenstein “Puttin’ on the Ritz” where Dr. Frankenstein and the Creature are singing together (YouTube clip from the movie). Jensen set its up impersonating Frankenstein and Jared finishes impersonating the Creature. Jensen: Yes!! Dear diary, it finally happened

Jared would bring Ruby back from the dead. Jensen: Dad.

Asked about favorite dance moves. Jared does one and starts giggling. J2 start dancing on stage togehter!! Cracking up.

Fan: Best day of my life!

Jensen: Ahh cramp, cramp! Jared: Pulled a hammy!

Jared did “fancy feat” and Jensen did the Running Man into the Roger Rabbit.

Fan asks J2 about the s1 UK “Scary Just Got Sexy” promo they did. Jared holds up the fan’s iPad to the camera so everyone can watch it onscreen (link to promo).

J2 start dancing on stage again.

Jared: That was scary and sexy. Jensen I remember that ad. J2: together: Scary. Just. Got. Sexy.

For that ad they brought the woman in white back and it was shot in Vancouver. Jensen remembers because the budget was small and it wasn’t visual effects of the blood coming down the wall. It was real. When it comes down the wall Jensen didn’t move away quickly enough the first time and they had to clean up his leather jacket. He had to hurry away so it wouldn’t happen again lol. Jared: Thanks for the trip down memory lane.

Jensen talks about how it’s not difficult for them to include changes in their characters because they have experienced what the characters have gone through from performing them on camera. Makes it easier to add those things into the character. Jensen says that the characters never really change; they grow in wisdom and experiences but their core has always been solid and the foundation of who they are and the show.

Jared agrees, says they aren’t method actors but, for example, in a couple hours they’re gonna head back to Vancouver so they can be up at 6 the next day and they will spend 12-14 hours filming maybe two minutes of screen time. So during shooting they are living in the moment. They also encourage each other while filming, like saying hey, do that again, etc. Says that most of the writers are new; a good, talented writer will look at Jensen and Jared and write the characters based on the sensibilities J2 bring to them.

Acting advice: Jared: Just act. Go to a local theater, do it with your buddies, put it on YouTube, do it to perform. You can tell a story, entertain, enlighten; don’t forget why you’re acting. Jensen brings up Steven Spielberg and how he started out with his dad’s 8mm camera just making stories he loved. We can do that with phones. Put stuff out there. Work begets work.

Jared: Whoever you are, you have a story to tell. Figure that out and tell it. Like with he and Jensen with Sam and Dean Winchester.

Favorite part about being parents? Jensen: Many things. One that comes to mind immediately, something as simple as taking my asleep three and a half year old and carrying her up the stairs to bed. That does it for me.

Jensen: Recently they were in Dallas visiting his family. Staying downtown went to the aquarium, and halfway through JJ fell asleep in his arms. It was about a mile back to the hotel. Uphill. Carried her the entire way. She’s like 40 pounds but dead weight and wrapped him. His dad asked if he wanted him to take over. Jensen said, Nope, I got this. Really cool moment.

Jared says he loves the little things, too. He and Jensen have had some really cool life experiences. Meet all sorts of people, lots of travelling. Jared says in his 34 years he’s been very blessed, and it’s human nature to get jaded and turn it into “well, that’s just life.” However, with his kids, he gets to re-experience things for the first time. Like a butterfly flying. The kids love it and it’s exciting again. Living life over again and re-experiencing how wonderful it really can be. The wonder that his kids have is infectious. He learns from them as much as he hopes they learn from him.

Jared mentions the weird crazy room and the ball lights. Jensen laughs. Jared grabs Jensen’s shoulder and shakes him a little while laughing.

During the last question, “Kmart” (aka Kreespa) offers to film the girl onstage. Jared asks Kmart if she knows her; she doesn’t. Jared brings back what he was saying about how the fandom has that connection with each other and offers to do things like that and how cool it is.

Last question: How does it feel to be a part of this the family? Jared: for me it’s humbling. To feel a connection to somebody and how it reminds him to see the best in people and in himself. Small random acts of kindness. It’s a neat blessing.

Jensen: Yeah, humbling is certainly a great word to describe it. Also, accountability. I could be selfish and live my life for me. I know that I can’t do that because I have children. My life just isn’t mine anymore. I get to share it with so many more people. He is fueled by that inspiration.

Richard tells them about Dickchat. Jensen: I thought we moved on from that. Rob: You never move on. Richard records them for Snapchat. Jared gives a thumbs up in front of the audience and cracks up when Jensen yells “Dickchat!” into Richard’s phone lol.

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1:Full name?I don’t feel comfortable putting my full name on the Internet, sorry!2:Age?21.3:3 Fears?Dying young/alone, insects, and heights. 😣4:3 things I love?Video games, Christmas, and antique stores! 5:4 turn ons?A bright mind, a kind heart, a good sense of humor, and beautiful blue eyes.6:4 turn offs?Rudeness/disrespect, no communication, lack of affection, and caring only about sex. 7:My best friend?Jeremy and my bf Stephen :’)8:Sexual orientation?Pansexual!9:My best first date?I honestly don’t even know? 10:How tall am I?About 5'2", I think.11:What do I miss?Stephen while he’s at work!12:What time was I born?I’m actually not 100% sure? I wanna say sometime around 6-7 am but I’m not positive.13:Favorite color?Blue! 💙14:Do I have a crush?Yes, on my boyfriend 😎15:Favorite quote?I’m never good at answering this question, I can never really think of any quotes 😅🙈16:Favorite place?Antique stores are guaranteed to be a favorite place of mine, no matter what. 17:Favorite food?Anything involving chicken and cheese, tbh. But my favorite treat is always brownies. 😍18:Do I use sarcasm?Quite heavily, yes 😂19:What am I listening to right now?Don’t Fear The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult20:First thing I notice in new person?I tend to notice everything at once. I’m a quick judge of character and I’m very good at taking things in.21:Shoe size?6.22:Eye color?Brown.23:Hair color?Also brown!24:Favorite style of clothing?Anything that looks like it came directly from Stevie Nicks or Marc Bolan. 😎 I love ‘60s and '70s-esque clothing. It’s the best!25:Kiss someone that starts with the letter “R”?Nope. 27:Meaning behind my URL?I’m John Entwistle’s wife 😘28:Kiss someone that starts with the letter “M”?Nope again.29:Favorite song?That’s waaaaaay too hard of a question, my dude. 😂 Anything by The Who, I’ll just say that.30:Favorite band?The Who, for sure 🤗❤️31:How I feel right now?Very nice! I’m super cozy and content and quite happy. :’) 32:Someone I love?Stephen 😊33:My current relationship status?In a relationship 🌈💕34:My relationship with my parentsMy relationship with my mom is great, we’re as close as can be- but I essentially have no relationship at all with my dad. 35:Favorite holiday?Halloween and Christmas are tied, I can’t pick between them. 😎🎃🎄36:Tattoos and piercing I have?None at all.37:Tattoos and piercing I want?I want a little crescent moon tattoo for sure, and maybe a tiny feather as well.38:The reason I joined Tumblr?It was in 2012 when I was going through an extremely tough time and I had started homeschooling due to an unfortunate decline in my health. I lost all my friends at school and was looking for a way to meet new people with similar interests and occupy my time. 39:Do I and my last ex hate each other?Hate is a strong word. I don’t think he hates me, and I don’t hate him. But I don’t have anything good to say about him though; I’m pretty bitter about how things ended. 40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?Whenever I’m not physically with my bf, he always sends me those and vice versa. :’)41:Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?Noooo, lmao.42:When did I last hold hands?Yesterday. 43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?Lmaoooo oh boy. It tends to take me at least an hour and a half to two hours. 😅😂🙈44:Have you shaved your legs in the past three days?Yeah.45:Where am I right now?On Stephen’s couch with one of his sisters while she helps assist me on a difficult part of BOTW 😂46:If I were drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?Probably Stephen m and his family, honestly.47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?Depends on how I’m feeling, but usually I prefer it loud. B)48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad?I live with my mom. But as of lately, more than half of the time I’ve been staying with Stephen and his family. 😌💕49:Am I excited for anything?My future. :’) 50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?Yes! A couple people.51:How often do I wear a fake smile?I try not to, but I do sometimes.52:When was the last time I hugged someone?Early this morning. 53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?I would be more than devastated. But I don’t need to worry about that because that would never happen.54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?Probably… 55:What is something I disliked about today?My day has just begun, so nothing yet!56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?John Entwistle, even though he isn’t alive anymore. 57:What do I think about most?Stephen and our future. 58:What’s my strangest talent?My excellent impressions. 59:Do I have any strange phobias?I have a phobia of ants that most people think is strange and “funny”.60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?I am fine with either, actually. I love being the subject and also the photographer. I don’t have a preference. 😁61:What was the last lie I told?Probably that I’m fine. 62:Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?Depends on the person! Probably talking on the phone, though. 63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?I 100% believe in ghosts. And I love to ponder the idea of aliens, but I’m not 100% sold on the idea. I love reading about the concept of them though. 64:Do I believe in magic?Nah. 65:Do I believe in luck?Sort of!66:What’s the weather like right now?Sunny as FUCK I hate Florida lmao67:What was the last book I’ve read?Gyo by Junji Ito 68:Do I like the smell of gasoline?Yessss, it’s gr8 👌🏼69:Do I have any nicknames?Everybody calls me Kait. And Stephen has a bunch of personal nicknames for me 😊70:What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?A fractured ankle, I’d say.71:Do I spend money or save it?I definitely spend it….. 😅72:Can I touch my nose with a tongue?Nope, I can’t.73:Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? I don’t think so :o74:Favorite animal?Cats and bats and red pandas 😎75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM?Cuddling with Stephen.76:What do I think is Satan’s last name is?Trump LOL77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?Kokomo by The Beach Boys78:How can you win my heart?You can’t, it’s already won 😘79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone?“She has returned to the cosmos from whence she came” 80:What is my favorite word?Groovy.81:My top 5 blogs on Tumblr?I don’t wanna list just 5 because I love so many blogs, and I don’t like playing favorites 😭82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?Something rambly about peace, I’m sure.83:Do I have any relatives in jail?Not that I know of!84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?Probably invisibility.85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?I’m actually not sure? I’m openly honest about most things but I would probably be afraid to discuss my sexual ventures with my family if they were to ask, for example… 😅86:What is my current desktop picture?I don’t have an actual computer but my background on my iPad is a picture of John Entwistle smiling, and my background on my phone is a photo of me and Stephen at the beach that my mom took of us.87:Had sex?Yes.88:Bought condoms?Also yes.89:Gotten pregnant?Definitely not!90:Failed a class?Yes lmao 😅91:Kissed a boy?Yessss.92:Kissed a girl?Nope.93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?Not yet!94:Had job?Yes. 95:Left the house without my wallet?Many times, lmao.96:Bullied someone on the internet?When I was very young; it’s not something I’m proud of. 97:Had sex in public?Nooooo, lmao.98:Played on a sports team?When I was in school, yes- the basketball team 😎99:Smoked weed?Nope.100:Did drugs?Also nope.101:Smoked cigarettes?Yeah.102:Drank alcohol?Mhm. 103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan?No I’m not. 104:Been overweight?Not really? Maybe a little when I was a preteen.105:Been underweight?Nah.106:Been to a wedding?Yes!107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?Most likely LOL.108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight?Also definitely a yes, especially in the past when I’ve been sick.109:Been outside my home country?Not yet!110:Gotten my heart broken?Many times.111:Been to a professional sports game?I think so?112:Broken a bone?Nah.113:Cut myself?Yes.114:Been to prom?No.115:Been in airplane?Not yet, I’m kinda scared to. 😅116:Fly by helicopter?Also no 😅117:What concerts have I been to?Art Garfunkel twice, Paul McCartney three times, The Who, The Beach Boys two or three times, Brian Wilson twice, Air Supply, Joan Jett (she opened for The Who), Ringo Starr twice, The Monkees, a Led Zeppelin tribute band, a Beatles tribute band a few times, Stevie Nicks, and I’m seeing Paul Simon in a few months 😎118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex?Yes lmao119:Learned another language?Yes!120:Wore make up?Also yes.121:Lost my virginity before I was 18?Nope. 122:Had oral sex?Yesss 👌🏼123:Dyed my hair?I used to dye it black for a few years. 124:Voted in a presidential election? No, actually.125:Rode in an ambulance?Yes :(126:Had a surgery?Thankfully not.127:Met someone famous?Yes, Ringo Starr 😎🌟128:Stalked someone on a social network?I think everyone has at some point to some extent 😅129:Peed outside?Lmao no 😂130:Been fishing?Actually, I have not!131:Helped with charity?Yes.132:Been rejected by a crush?So many times lmao 133:Broken a mirror?Accidentally! 134:What do I want for my birthday?I actually am not sure tbh? I haven’t really thought about it…as long as I get to spend it with the people I love, I’m happy :’) 135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names?At least one or two, but I haven’t thought of names, really 😌136:Was I named after anyone?My middle name is in honor of my great grandma.137:Do I like my handwriting?Yes, it’s decent sometimes! 138:What was my favorite toy as a child? Nintendo 64 LMAO I have always loved it 😎139:Favorite TV show?That '70s Show and Always Sunny.140:Where do I want to live when older?I dunno, wherever my life takes me! It would be rad to live in England though 😎141:Play any musical instrument?Sadly not, lmao.142:One of my scars, how did I get it?I fell down onto the driveway when I was little and scraped my elbow and the scar is still visible. 143:Favorite pizza toping?Pineapple ;;;;;;)144:Am I afraid of the dark?Nah.145:Am I afraid of heights?Oh yes, absolutely 😅146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?Lmaooooo kinda? 😂147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Yup, happens all the time.148:What I’m really bad at?Living 😅149:What my greatest achievments are?Getting my art to Pete Townshend and Roger Daltrey tbh 150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me?People say mean shit to me often, I don’t know what the worst thing has been though honestly 😅🙈151:What I’d do if I won the lottery?I would grab Stephen and my family and go shoppin 💃🏻152:What do I like about myself? I like my artistic talents and capabilities and I especially like my fashion sense and music taste 😎153:My closest Tumblr friend?Jeremy 😁154:Something I fantasise about?My future, yo! ✨

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Let’s just talk about poon.

It all started back in korea where people could tell he had interest in me, I couldn’t tell at all. This was how block headed I am. Even Ashley could tell which surprises me because I don’t really talk to him in class. Jiawen was the first one to tell me, I shrugged it off by saying ‘how could it be possible? I am so much older, not feminine, not pretty, not nice figure, so quiet.’ I thought it was because I happened to know xingxi and I went out with the guys in room 423 because jiawen was injured. That’s why we all became friends. I was awkward af then, cos all guys. The only person I ain’t awkward with was xingxi. I got to know poon from here. I didn’t talk much to him initially, I don’t normally talk to people unless orientation because I am anti-social and don’t know how to initiate conversation. Hahaha, I always remember the subtle and small things, my memory isn’t that bad afterall. I am surprised by myself too.

There was once, we were all at the supermarket buying stuff, the guys didn’t take the basket, I took the basket, everyone put their stuff with me, end up the basket was a little too heavy for me to carry. Then poon offered to help. I don’t remember how many times he offered to help and carry it, but I clearly remember he did, that move, I plainly thought he was being nice and gentleman.

Then as the time passes in korea, I started talking to him more as I was more comfortable speaking to him now. He always pat my head, it was the first time someone actually asked for my permission to pat my head, I am surprised lol. Everyone just loves to pat my head because I am short. Regardless, I always like it when people pat my head so nothing surprising. It makes me feel I am being taken care of. As the only child, I always yearns for that. One thing that shocked me was I knew he took photos of me without me knowing in Korea, because his roommate, my close friend took a snap of the photos he uploading on this computer to me. I knew long ago, I had my suspicions when I saw those photo taken, I didn’t trust that someone would actually take photo of me, cos I ain’t pretty. But I didn’t think about it after that.

Then, we started texting abit in korea, which I find it pretty weird, I don’t normally text or call people whom I just know, which explains my replies were either short or late reply to him then. Oops sorry. I just feel that he is friendly so I just reply out of courtesy. I just feel that he is another sean then, pretty touchy. I did tried to avoid abit then. I am still very scared of physical contact due to 2 harassment and 1 uncomfortable encounter with my uncle. I tend to avoid touchy people, especially those that I just met.

Then somehow somewhat, we end up at the rooftop and swing alone, it was then I get to talk more to you, get to know more about you. Normally in a group, I seldom talk because I don’t want to overpower voices so I tend to just listen. I also don’t like to cut conversations, and I don’t know how to enter conversations too. I tend to make more connections with people when I am alone with them. Honestly, I thought poon is an extrovert based on how he carries himself in front of me so I was surprised when he told me he is an introvert. In my opinion, he don’t look like an introvert, I thought he always put on his earpiece because he loves to listen to music/ watch videos.

On the last night, jiawen, poon and me mainly stayed on the rooftop almost the entire night, to play with his camera and to slack. Then jiawen was telling me, why would someone keep trying to write my name.

The last day, we were packing our stuff, jiawen and me finished packing already, we wanted to catch some sleep after packing because I only slept for 3h plus before I started roaming around in school on my own when jiawen is sleeping. When I was about to sleep, poon suddenly appear in our room, I thought he wanted to grab something or borrow something, but he just came to slack lol. I wanted to sleep but he was there, I was randomly meddling with my ipad because he was there I can’t really sleep in his presence, it took me some days to get used to jiawen being in my room, needless to say him whom is a just a friend then and he is a guy. I was sitting on the table in the room, he decided to piggy back me, it was the first time I was piggy back by a guy. I think I almost choked him, Cos my arms are strangling him in a way as I avoided my chest touching his back. I am still aware of the physical contact with him.

Then in airport, we went to eat as a group, people started teasing him and me together. I plainly thought it was for fun so I didn’t say much. I was so tired when we were at the airport Cos I didn’t have much sleep the previous night. I literally lost my energy to be enthu and joke around, I just nua on the chair while waiting to board the plane. He offered to lend me his cap to cover the light off Cos I wanted to sleep. I borrowed his cap till I reached Singapore. Sitting beside him was purely coincidental and a bit of on purpose. Lol. I rather sit with someone I close with than a school mate, so I decided to sit beside him on a plane. I was shocked when the hand rest was pulled up, but then I realised he wanted to put his camera there so hahaha. Then after a while, he decided to offer me his shoulder. I am very scared of take off and take down, so I tend to keep chewing sweets, I have no idea how many packs of sweets I chewed before take off. If I am a frequent plane taker, I prolly would be suffering from diabetes. But anyways, I shrugged off his offer by saying we eat first. I was so awkward, Cos in my opinion, I thought only Boyfriend’s or husband’s or mum’s does that. So I was a little reluctant because of the high degree of awkwardness. Then I was fidgeting so much, then he asked again, Cos I usually sit inside, I always lean to the window but I am sitting outside, I can’t lean. So I gave up and lie on his shoulder awkwardly. It was nice for my neck, I didn’t know it was so comfortable. But my back is breaking Cos I was avoiding as much physical contact with him. There was a pillow between us on off. Towards the end, I felt that his head was on my head, I can’t confirm it until jiawen told me. But then, I pretend I didn’t know to avoid more awkwardness. To be honest, I managed to rest, I didn’t sleep at all that night. I was still scarred by the harassment, so I tend to be awake in front of others and it is near impossible for me to fall asleep in front of others unless I didn’t sleep for 2/3 days.

After we returned to Singapore, I am surprised we are still texting each other cos I thought, the texting would probably stop but it went on, and texting each other more. I totally forgotten to take my portable from him at the airport. He wanted to meet a day after we arrived in Singapore, but I am too tired and lazy to get out of my house. I felt bad to reject, so I said the next day, and I normally don’t want people to specially deliver my stuff from elsewhere to near my house, so I suggested accompany me to watch a movie, I thought as a close friend mah, no other hidden meanings. It was indeed awkward but the awkwardness slowly diminished. As the movie was ‘cringe’ to him, he kept leaning towards my shoulder on and off. Then dinner, I obviously heard what he said but I wasn’t sure. I said sth friend he said girlfriend then I just told him don’t anyhow say ah.

I have no idea how we end up meeting each other frequently also. Meeting in clubroom to watch anime and do a bit of report. I shouldn’t be allowing outsiders into clubroom but who cares. Then we both went for a walk in a ‘forest’ near school, it was damn dark, I was super scared. It was the first time I held on to a guy’s hand, cos I am too scared. I didn’t really dare to grab it as much cos holding hands are for couples, we are just close friends, i was awkward but then I was scared so I rather feel a bit less scared than care about the awkwardness in the dark forest. After we came out of the forest and there’s light, we still continued to hold hands lol. That was when the real awkward came hahaha. Got once he fling my hand off, I was a bit sad then but who am I to hold his hand also.

Certain texts are cringe, initially I thought it was for fun, after a while, I don’t think so already. That’s why I decided to ask him. I don’t know why I kept asking him to accompany me out ever since we touch down in Singapore. Just instinct bah. All these things I’ve shared with my besties cos being a blockhead like me, I don’t get it de, I might feel it but always deny it because of my low self-esteem.

I just randomly asked him to accompany me to the beach to dig out a can I buried. I honestly did buried a can but I couldn’t find it. I also don’t know why I asked him then. I just felt like it. Lol. We drank a can of cider and was just chilling and chit chatting on the beach. Tbh, I totally forgotten what I said then, I only rmb what I did, I rmb holding his hand, and I know I didn’t want to let go also. Cos he usually put his arms around me, but he didn’t put as much this time, I was a little sad. Hahaha.

The way we got together was also very cute lol. I am already sober now. I was randomly sharing with him how much physical contact I dislike cos he said ‘why did he bring me here’. It seems like it was not a happy memory for him cos he found out a girl actually had a boyfriend there. Then I want him to be happy so I decided to ask him the question I had been so curious about. I wouldn’t have asked that question if I not really sure about it. I just wanna confirmed it. Then somehow somewhat it became getting together. Was quite sad he didn’t explicitly say ‘do you want to be my girlfriend?’ Cannot blame him as it was his first time also and prolly came in unexpected. As it was my first time also, I am so scared I accepted him based on infatuation, but then I asked my besties before I asked him whether or not I like him. They all said yes. But I wasn’t sure myself, I only knew I was comfortable with him, I can say whatever that is on my mind, like those normal ones, cos sometimes normal stuff I also don’t say it out to friends. Then after a few weeks, I finally realised and confirmed I really like him. That’s when I finally told him after he constantly asked me to say what I wanted to say, ‘I like him’ to him after the camp. Cos the camp made me extremely stressed, my mood became better when he appear and we hug, instantly became better. The warmth and support and the listening ear he provided really helps a lot. Then before that, jiawen and me spoke almost the entire night, and confirmed I like him.

Then I still didn’t dare to say ‘I love you’. To me, love is a big and ambiguous word. So I wouldn’t say it unless he’s the one. And yes, I said it, which also means I am admitting he is the one. Although he is very far from my ideal type of partner in life, but ideal and reality is different ah. As long as I am comfortable with him, and the feeling is right, these are all that matters to me.

Initially I didn’t dare to say a lot cringe stuff, or be crazy, I filter out a lot of things as I scared he would misunderstand certain meanings like sex. After telling him, I didn’t want, I became more daring to say whatever I want. After telling him what I really wanted and don’t want, I was so scared then, it was like my real thoughts exposed, never had I like my thoughts and true feelings exposed like that, now I am daring and filtering less and less of my words and my actions, at most it is just me being embarrassed and shy.

Although he is younger than me, there are certain things that he seems to be more mature than me, like relationship with things and people. He guided me when I was lost as to what to do, he listened to my rants, showered me with warmth and support whenever I am not happy. I ain’t a person who easily cries in front of others, it is very hard, I have many layers of personality within me. To me, crying is a weakness. I don’t like to show my weakness out. I think he reached the inner layer, cos for me to cry in front of people is extremely hard, given how well I hide myself. His existence is a huge relief to me, whenever i am feeling down, meeting him and either him hugging me or me hugging him is a huge comfort to me, little did i know I would rely so much on a person, it is the first time i actually rely so much. I always have trust issues with people, i never actually let people know about how i feel about them, cos to me, they don’t have to know what i feel, it is not important and doesn’t matter anyways.

After i sent him a long essay about what i felt, i am extremely comfortable with him. He is very handsome and looks smart when he is doing his work, hehe. I always remembered the time he was unhappy when I self-harm, I didn’t know i am so important to someone. I always felt i am not important due to my family. He was the one who gave me the power to stop self harming, each time i almost do it, i think of him, then i stopped. He is very important in my life. I am so used to him now. I love to cuddle, I always like to hug things, now i am slowly hugging him on my own accord cos i am comfortable now. I am also daring to say more and more stuff on my mind although i am still very shy. Hugging him or him hugging me instantly changes my mood, provides me with security, warmth and comfort. Him asking about my day makes me feel there’s always someone there for me. I can find him anytime, i can go to him anytime. It’s like there’s never enough time to spend with him.

However, i still have trouble trying to fall asleep totally in front of him. Well, i have issues sleeping anywhere apart from my own bed so hahaha. I managed to fall into short stint of light sleep already very good le. I like it when he cuddles me regardless of how was it done. I like it when i am being treated like a kid when i am obviously older than him. I like it when he says i am cute, this is really thick-skinned. I like it when he calls me ‘dear’ or ‘darling’, but i still feel it is selfish of me still being extremely shy to call him ‘poon’, i already tried my best. I am a very shy girl. I actually like it when he says cringe stuff, hehe. He prolly don’t know. I don’t mind him being possessive with me at all, I like it anyways. There are times I wanted to let the whole world knows he is my boyfriend, but for the interest of us, I stopped and resisted. I like whenever he says ‘anything for you’, awww, heart melted. I like it when he gives me stuff, whichever the gift is, as long as it is from him, i like it all and I would treasure it. Before i said to stop all those sexual stuff, i am actually surprised he could control himself, that’s what make me trust him so much. I like the fact he respected me. He is literally my pillar now. I listen to him a lot. I never thought i would get so close with someone, including Boyfriend. I like his straightforwardness cos I don’t really have to guess certain stuff.

I am always afraid he got scolded by his parents because of me, i dont want that to happen. So there are certain times, I didn’t dare to ask a lot from him, i tend to try to handle things on my own, also I didn’t want him to be overwhelmed by my problems. I don’t want him to be burdened by me. There are times I wanna just spam him but I resisted it cos I scared I annoy him.

Through these 2 months plus, i really felt a lot of love from him, especially after telling him what i wanted in a relationship. I understand how horny he can get so i only allowed him to touch my boobs, that’s the leeway i gave him. Really hope we can last, i love you truckloads, poon poon darling. Thank you for appearing in my life and become my Boyfriend, i never regretted the stuff we did also. I really hope he would be my one and only Boyfriend.

He prolly didn’t know, the place we got tgt is the my favourite place now. He prolly not the most romantic guy but he is definitely the most caring person for me, for a person who is so wounded.

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