#it has been a shitty shitty week

[trek-tracks]

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#star trek #star trek tos #leonard mccoy #jim kirk #spock #bones mccoy #captain kirk #star trek aos #the empath #among other episodes #lions #bones won this time #does anyone read the tags down here #it has been a shitty shitty week #my mom had a near-fatal heart attack #she is recovering but there's nothing like your parents waiting 13 hours until you've finished teaching for the day #to tell you that your mom went to the hospital and coded three times on the table before being revived #just in case you wondered why i haven't been around for a week #my brain was and is just. screaming. lots of brainscream #are tags on a mcspirk post the healthiest place to mention this? probably not #hug your loved ones who like hugs ok

[robinsversion]

Between the James Somerton saga, Cait Corrain and her review-bombing on alt accounts, and that author who tried to copyright claim the sun, December 2023 is definitely a lesson in “the year’s not over until it’s over, and there’s always more chaos to be had before new years”

#like holy shit #even this past week alone has been buckwild #just #damn #james somerton #cait corrain #reviewgate #hbomberguy #xiran jay zhao #<<the two heroes that exposed shitty people #why are you booing me i’m right

[gunsatthaphan]

I LOVE WINNING 😩😩😭😭

#sailubpon #garfieldbenz #thai bl #bl drama #upcoming bl #SCREAMING #been hoping and praying for a SailubPon show since the finale bc like #theyd be crazy not to give them something #they were insane #also G&B as the sides???? sign me the fuck up #this week has been shitty af so this is my savior lol #cooking crush is shaking #oh and also they need to think of a new title bc wtf is this lmao

[gmaybe666]

HEYYY so im resting and recuperating from my massive burn out and I’ve been doodling a lot in my sketchbook with felt tip pens and i drew a dumb little byler doodle with some digital enhancements……. theyre on a date and mike is infodumping :3

#I finally got to go on holiday for a week #and by accident left my iPad behind which has been crazy intense it’s like im missing a limb #but i really needed to be separated from it! I was heading towards a exhaustion burn out #drawing in my sketchbook with a pen and it being all shitty has been really good for me #I found an app in my phone that I can draw on so this is part pen/paint part digital #I’ll be back in the next few weeks #byler art #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #stranger things art #will byers art #mike wheeler art

[godofidea]

I'm so normal about Him

#Trigun #Trigun Stampede #vash the stampede #hand farts #this took me 3 goddamn hours and made my chronic arm pain so much worse but I HAD TO I LOVE HIM!! #I literally haven't been able to hold a pen for more than 5-10min w/o significant pain for like... 5+ years now. I can't draw anymore reall #this is the first full drawing I've done in well over a year at least #but I've had this picture in my head for weeks and finally had to get it out!! shitty arms be damned!! #sorry for the inaccuracies for his prosthetic arm and bracelet thing. i simply couldn't handle adding more details if I wanted to finish it #all of the hearts are freehanded btw! i just like doing space fillers #this has been a post #i couldn't figure out how to do his crossed fingers in this simpler style either so feel free to stone me or w/e #tristamp

[shinesurge]

can anybody hear me for the love of god

#booktok sure is something isn't it #i've been falling down this rabbit hole for weeks now and let me tell you it has not reassured me about any aspect of life on this planet #is there a booktok critical tag i NEED to see more people pointing out how shitty this phenomenon is or i'll die #wild what an entire generation of teaching creators to pander to algorithms does to that generation's approach to art we are all so fucked #please fucking make genuine shit you don't have to live in this box they invented to sell adspace i am literally begging

[marsalta]

Take the happy Alastor

#scatters off into the abyss of Radioapple brainrot #hope everyone is having a good day :] #hiding in the tags while i talk #ive had a very shitty past couple of weeks ive been stressed non stop #finding comfort in a ship and seeing the support and love ive received on here and twt has been both wonderful and scary #especially an aroace character as on the aroace spec myself it means a lot #one day ill probabily make them kiss and make out but i really like drawing these simple domestic romanatic scenes i hope #people are enjoying them too #thats all :] look after urselfs drink some water eat something 🫵

[faunandfloraas]

It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.

#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too #like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks #the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently #there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again #instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day #even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever #and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle #bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about #so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk #idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through #and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff #for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3 #anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes. #🐶

[itsybitsybatsyspider]

don't you just love it when you find an obscure mediocre media that has such an intriguing concept and storyline that has better potential than whatever Marvel's been putting out for the last two years but then go to see that there's no fandom or fan content for it so you're basically vibrating and going feral by yourself in the corner as it rots your brain??

yeah so anyway, have some Max Steel doodles

#max steel #max mcgrath #digital art #n'baro aksteel #digital illustration #max steel 2016 #listen man this thing has been rotting in my brain for weeks #i NEED to talk about it #the potential it had?? #and it was done so dirty??? #EXCUSE ME??? #fuck the box office and shitty execs for fumbling this great story line #guess i'll have to take care of it myself #and the movie is LITERALLY one of the best adaptations for a tv show ive ever seen??? Helloo???

[steddieas-shegoes]

I’ve had three full days of ✨d e p r e s s i o n✨ but i just started crunching some numbers on my handy dandy budgeting notebook (my phone calculator) whilst scrolling through that dreaded website (Zillow) and it does appear

That if either 1) student loans get cancelled for real in the next year (unlikely but the hope remains) or 2) i get another decent raise (very likely according to my boss)

I could actually for real afford a two bedroom apartment in Colorado for me and Liam

And i have been crying for 30 minutes because I’ve never been THIS close before and it’s never felt THIS real before and there’s still a lot of things that have to fall just right but sometimes i do like to think that things will fall right eventually for me

#personal #sorry but like this has just been an overall shitty week #the only positive has been an unexpected raise which was very positive!!!! #but surrounded by so much shit #and i do this budget thing every month #and i have since i first visited Colorado in 2022 #and this is the first time i did a mock budget where I wasn’t in the negative by the end of the month #so excuse me while i cry so fucking hard

[https-hunter]

he says i’m so american 💕

#take my shitty edit #this idea has been in my head for WEEKS #I have a lot of feelings about this #cbs ghosts #ghosts cbs #ghosts #nisaac #isaac x nigel #isaac higgintoot #nigel chessum #edit #my edit #olivia rodrigo

[godblooded]

just an fyi, and it feels like it needs to be said here: your blog is your own space and you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want. if you’re sad? vent. get sad. maybe put it under a cut, definitely tag it, but get sad. if you feel like you need someone to talk to? drop a freaking message about how you’re feeling like you could use a buddy, or anything randomly engaging. if you’re having a hard time, you should feel safe and okay to talk about it in your own space. we’re writers and we’re people and while there’s a lot to be said for how engagement outside of oneself is necessary in rp (and really really needs to improve), i think there’s a lot that must be said about people reaching out to others. it’s become so solitary here — the whole ‘reblog from source’ thing when it comes to shit like about and musings is absurd. the whole refusing to like things is ridiculous. yes, curate your space, that’s important, but curating your space into a studio apartment only you live in doesn’t make this a community anymore, it makes it a studio apartment you live in.

just be yourself here. do whatever you want. but i’m always saying: remember you’re not alone, and don’t let yourself feel that way.

#ooc. o kaptain. #[this is illogically worded and after an argument I’m already upset but I just felt like this has to be put here. it’s been sitting on my #brain for so long and it’s something i just wanted to discuss. the way the rpc has become not even an echo chamber just… a shitty ny #apartment only one person lives in that can fit your fridge and your bedroom in the same room. the way literal fandoms have divided each #other through nothing but massive senses of entitlement and so much gatekeepy fucking language. it’s exhausting to watch this happen #literally all because i have no idea where interaction went and yes I’ve been virtually inactive for months now but. it absolutely isn’t for #lack of trying to come back. it’s hugely due to a lack of interaction whenever I reach out and then the feeling like I’m being either #entertained or dismissed. this is a social space and we’re people and everybody just needs to recognize that. like. last week my introverted #broski started discussing how as he’s older he feels loneliness more tangibly but he hates people and i looked right at him and said …yeah #dude. that’s natural. we’re humans. we need each other to live. we need spaces we create and communities we make. but like. there need to be #interactive people in those spaces. we’re social creatures. i love you guys and this is a ramble but… it’s been on my mind awhile. and #frankly? feels kinda good to finally speak my mind.]

[ouatsqincorrect]

ok so i figured out a complete timeline of present events in s1. i went through the transcripts and the episodes themselves figured it out by what the characters say and when they change clothes. this season lasted a lot longer than i thought it did

this shouldn’t be taken 100% literally but it’s the best i could come up with considering what the show provides us with which is not very much

#life has been real shitty this past week and this is how my neurodivergent brain has decided to cope #if anyone sees something that’s clearly wrong lmk and i’ll fix it #trying to do s2 now but it’s a lot more confusing #once upon a time #ouat #ouat rambles

[theo-avery]

Me every morning when I have to go to work 😭

#rc vying for versailles #romance club #can you tell last week has been shitty?

[trans-axolotl]

just got the confirmation that the order for the wheelchair was processed!!! now just waiting for it to be built and shipped :) i'm assuming that will take several weeks so trying not to get too impatient but i'm just so so so excited. it's going to be purple!!!!!

ended up getting the 3 degrees of camber which i think will be a good idea.

just. so fucking happy and starting to feel a Little bit more hope about the possibility of actually adapting my life and still being active to the extent that i want to be.

#personal #chronic illness tag #wheelchair user #just really hoping it's here by graduation so that I can actually cross the stage at graduation. #and at my thesis presentation #i've been having such a shitty time lately but this has been such good news that it's just made my entire week. so grateful and happy and #hopeful rn

[nongnaos]

#kinnporsche #i bring you my shitty edits for the lols #kinnporsche the series #kimchay #kinn theerapanyakul #kim theerapanyakul #porchay kittisawasd #liomsa #kinn has big 'wait why did MY little brother know about PORSCHES little brother and immediately save him and leave porsche???' energy #bless his soul #he's figuring it out and hes been otherwise occupied #anyway im so here for the unsettling horror of kinns 'i feel like im forgetting something' line bc thats gonna haunt me til next week!!! #hold me pls friends