#it kills me every time

[my-destiny-my-chicken]

I think the most heartbreaking thing about any of the events in Merlin is that every choice that Merlin is forced to make to keep his mouth shut or say what he is supposed to just works to doom the narrative of the show. He could have changed so many of the outcomes of the story if he would have only said one thing different.

Merlin telling Morgana “You’re not alone in Camelot, and I can help you discover the beauty in this power that you were taught to hate and fear.”

Merlin telling Arthur “Your heart is right about the goodness in magic and we should create the kingdom that I was born to help you build.”

Merlin telling Mordred “You and I are both part of prophecies that are out of our hands but we can work to forge our own destinies within them.”

Over and over Merlin dooms himself to his fate of watching Arthur die. He does exactly what he is told and it ruins him. Every time he is forced to make an impossible decision against his own judgement it ends up burying the knife deeper.

#watching merlin create his own demise #it kills me every time #merlin #bbc merlin #bbc #merthur #arthur #bradley james #arthur pendragon #merlin bbc #colin morgan

[beanghostprincess]

i love using lusan/sanlu for my fics about sanji going through internalized homophobia bc it's not only the fact that luffy is a man, he's also sanji's captain. and he can try to hide it all he wants saying it's normal to feel the way he does towards his captain, but it's not. and even if sanji accepts that, it's not that luffy is his captain, it's also the fact that he's so magnetic everyone wants a bit of him. and sanji is never willing to be that selfish and he might just drown in jealousy and heartbreak before confessing anything.

#it kills me every time #they make me go insane actually #one piece #black leg sanji #monkey d luffy #lusan #sanlu

[sleepdeprivedlilbean]

Siggghhhhh I blame @dreemurr-skelememer for this 😒

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Idk what higher power convinced me from 11pm - 5am to just HAVE to draw Dream and Nightmare as horses from mlp (god dammit I’ve never even watched mlp) but HERE WE ARE

I put waaay to much time into these drawings not to color them so once I line them I’ll do that

Hopefully-

Anyway I wasn’t sure how to incorporate Nightmare’s tentacles in this design, buuut here were a couple of things I wanted to do/design choices and why:

I wanted to make them both alicorns with Nightmare having webbed wings (with hints of feathers and trauma)

I decided Nightmare was going to have armor and a royal vibe/aesthetic (like the king he is)

He also has horseshoes with pointed tips and ankle armor and neck armor cause yes.

I wanted to give him even more armor but I thought it would be too much

The cutie marks are their respective apples, but I wanted Nightmare to have, well, a Nightmare Moon thing going on where there was discoloration around the mark (excess of slime in this case)

I did want to incorporate sun and moon elements into the curie marks as well, but I figured I could do it in clothing instead to not overcrowd the cutie mark design and have it lose its meaning.

The slime around Nightmare’s cutie mark is constantly flowing and dripping off of him and if you looked closely his apple may appear purple instead of black through the drips

Ok while I’ve never really watched mlp I don’t live under a rock and I’m aware of how similar Luna and Celestia are to Nightmare and Dream, plus I looked up different designs and species and if you couldn’t tell Nightmare’s HEAVILY Nightmare Moon coded (she also slays btw I love her).

As for ideas about Nightmare’s tentacles I figured maybe he could have a sort of shadow magic maybe??? That acted like his tentacles in a way? Idk I’m workshopping it.

Or he could pull a Rapunzel and have his mane and tail act as his tentacles (which is kinda why his hair looks like that, as I wanted it to look slimy and thick, and for the “tentacles” a bunch of the chords would wrap together to create the tentacle like shape).

Idk mannnn I’m trying but horses and tentacles just don’t really go together juuuust sayin

I actually wasn’t gonna give Dream his cape/shawl thing cause I forgot he had it but I looked at Dream’s ref again and thought it was fitting enough.

Dream’s circlet got turned into a helmet cause I thought it would match Nightmare’s vibe a little more and I wanted to do more than just put it on his head ya know?

I’ve also been seeing designs with Dream having his hair braided and I thought it was fitting so while u can’t really see it, Dreams mane consists of a bunch of thick braids and the nape of his neck he just cut his hair cause otherwise his braids would get tangled in his wings so he said be gone lol. (Nightmare’s tail is also partially braided and I like to think he also braids his mane too into one large braid I just didn’t draw it that way :().

Ok I still have more to say but THIS IS LONG ENOUGH NAHSVAGACA

#nightmare sans #dream sans #dreamtale #kinda??? #i mean they’re horses here sooo #eh i don’t care it’s fine #i wanted to make nightmare have armor and be elegant and royal #then i realized i could make their helmet/face armor stuff their crowns :) #nightmare was a pain but it was worth it #also wasn’t sure about the wings but eh could change later #eh dream looks too plain but idk what else to add before it’s too much #nightmare might be too much :/ #nah he’s slaying 💅 #i also have a habit of drawing nightmare first and then realize his good eye isn’t facing meeee 😩 #it kills me every time

[deeskip]

the boys quickly learn that kate's entrances are nothing less than explosive

#the mysterious benedict society #mbs #reynie muldoon #sticky washington #kate wetherall #i absolutely love how the first time the boys meet kate she's sprinting into the room at top speed #it kills me every time #doodles

[ragingadhd]

Every now and then my brain starts going on about how Halt is such good bi representation bc of how he doesn’t fit bi stereotypes but is still clearly bisexual. Like it’s just a part of him the same way sexuality is for any real person. But then I always inevitably remember that he is not canonically bisexual (as far as we know)

#it kills me every time #Flanagan you were so close to doing something great #rangers apprentice #halt o'carrick

[getgonebyfionaapple]

I'm exactly the audience of that @ on tiktok who makes phan edits with boygenius songs

#it kills me every time #phan #dan and phil #d&p #I legit cried to one

[ofswordsandpens]

and would it be an over-exaggeration for me to say that the crowning scene in Miss Congeniality (2000) is the funniest 2 minutes in cinema history

#the movies a hot mess and parts of it have aged so so horribly but I love it so much #but god that crowning scene... #I think its Stan never breaking his speech that just elevates it to another level #and that one cut away shot to Cheryl open mouth wailing #It kills me every time #miss congeniality

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

Favorite Tony + Angela Moments Per Episode - 1x10

#tonyangela moments #the most married #mom and dad #parents #love them #who's the boss #tony x angela #angela x tony #ANGELA THIS IS FROM THE FIREPLACE!!! #it kills me every time #cute things #tony micelli #angela bower #tony danza #judith light #love #1x10

[beeceit]

the turtles at home or with Splinter: dad, daddy, pops, papa, father, daddio

the turtles the second they're away or insulting him: Splinter.

#it kills me every time #like the DISRESPECT #as a southerner I could never #you call your parents by their government name and you immediately die #splinter may be a shitty dad sometimes but tbh the turtles are shitty sons sometimes

[pfenniged]

Okay I know Tolkien famously hated allegory but the fact he also acknowledged Frodo returning to the Shire and it being "saved," but "not for me," was basically directly taken from the experiences of friends in the war returning from the front in World War One, and essentially not being able to adjust, is something I will never get over no matter how many times I watch these movies or read these books ugh

#personal #it kills me every time #lotr #lord of the rings

[nelsonandspringforever]

one thing i will never be over is that we’ll never know what nick was about to say when charlie asked if he was okay after they kissed for the first time because they got interrupted. every time i read it or watch it i go nuts because i neeeeeeed to know

#heartstopper #nick nelson #it kills me every time #i know it kind of doesn’t matter #but it matters to me

[baronessblixen]

The post about Scully and junk food got me thinking: the only? emphasis placed on her "healthy" food was in All Things where she grabbed a salad as an in-between meal until she got home to take a shower and relax, and Tofutti rice dreamsicle. I think one of two things about the ice cream: 1. She was more controlling of her diet as a reaction to being under Kersh's thumb, like how Mulder shaved his hair down early S6; but she ended up really liking that particular dessert and kept eating it. Or 2. She bought it because Mulder would hate it, and-- therefore-- she wouldn't have to share it, though she COULD have fun teasing him with it while baiting him out of the basement to get one he'd like instead of rifling through old newspapers.

I think there were other salads before that. We didn't get to see them eat often enough, unfortunately. Mulder also mentioned the bee pollen in Dreamland, so she probably tried a few "healthy" things. I think the Tofutti rice dreamsicle just fits into that vein. I love the idea she got it so she wouldn't have to share with Mulder 😂

By the way, the worst "salad" Scully ate was in season 1 when she had lunch with Colton. What even is this?! It's random vegetables without anything else.

#lovely asks #it kills me every time #look at that poor excuse of a meal!

[leonardoeatscarrots]

based moment

#felix yusupov #dmitri pavlovich #irina alexandrovna #polyam #irina was so real ong #for some reason my brain keeps wanting to spell dmitri with a y?? idk #is that technically wrong? #obscure history #queer history #russian history #oh my god felix loves his wife so much i just #augh #it kills me every time

[feeling-asterously-whelmed]

I’m watching Lockwood & co for the fourth time now and I genuinely think my favorite line out of everything is “He’s a little shit, sir.”

#kelsey speaks randomness #lockwood and co #it kills me every time

[raepritewrites]

My greatest agony with sdv is my original savefile will never reach perfection - I accidentally cancelled the casino quest and therefore can't ever buy the alien rarecrow

7 in game years and 300+ hours wasted

#stardew valley #it kills me every time #i think about it all the time #stardew valley perfection

[sidetongue]

can i direct your attention to the teeth please 

#it kills me every time #so so cute #dogs #budgie