Just to break out of the hbomber chain of reblogs I'm making here (I wasted my entire day watching his video and the Tommy Tallarico one) I'm showing this quick doodle I did in the morning before getting sucked into the rabbit hole
Ahhh such simpler times....
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I find it just hilarious how my mother will go all like "how can parents of disabled people not care to understand other disabled people". While she has a child with ADHD who she payed to get formally diagnosed (by that I mean she knows), and never ever bothered to search the symptoms.
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Can i be honest with u guys im abt to regress back to only being able to eat mickey shaped foods/round foods i can make mickey shaped
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man i dont know why (i have theories but hold on) but the fandoms Ive been in on the internet have been a little meaner these last few years. like i dont get nice comments on my fics anymore. i get ones with no reading comprehension or i get angry ones or i get ones that are enthusiastic and delighted but instead of any decorum they are like. aggressive in their delight. usually just a demand for more content. something has definitely changed in how people in fandoms interact with one another. my theories are just like. younger generations more comfortable with the internet not being as polite as older people on the internet are combined with quarantine kinda ruining a lot of peoples ability to interact socially (mine was ruined too to be fair). but like lately ive been in search of a fandom thats not the markiplier fandom that is nice to me and not aggressively-enthusiastic-weird (but i might take this too) and its kinda hard to find one. i dont know if i just dont have interests that align with happy communities, or what.
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i have this starvation To Belong and recently it keeps peaking and peaking i didn't know it could become this strong. i'm afraid to live and experience what actual peak of this starvation will look like. it's all i can think about, can't focus on any work, keep impulsively watching youtube and tiktok just to see people similar to me at least on my screen, keep watching series and live through them to feel like i'm Part of Something... i just need someone to See Me for who i am so bad it's so scary how this feeling makes me rely on anyone who just looks at me like i exist.
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send me "💡" and i’ll tell you a something about my muse that I had considered, but ended up not using for their story - For N!
Less so "consider" and moreso "I've swapped back and forth like....4 times", but the default version I have for N constantly changes. He was depicted with Reshiram a lot more frequently for a while, but I always felt like his goals aligned more closely with "ideals", which is Black version, so I guess I've landed on that again? But really, I think it just made me realize that I guess I can't bother to care about that anymore.
There was some small part of me that really, REALLY wanted to ignore Black and White 2 entirely or write out some alternative in between, or at least cop-out Nate/Rosa. I've grown out of this, but I'm still very, VERY salty over a lot of simpler plot directions Black and White 2 took after Black and White blew me out of the water. I get it. I want to be over it. But honestly, I still can't find the will to bring myself to play it over at any consistent rate again.
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the irony in "you have to drink water when youre sick!" is that often time it is harder for me to drink water than literally any other liquid (case of i have really bad liquid sensory issues + my throat often hurts in a way where water is painful or uncomfortable to drink while sick) so im basicallu just torturing myself every time i get a cold and start decomposing live
literally drinking coke rn n my throat feels like 10000000 times better. i feel like the irritation was the water actually /hj
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