#i guess...?

[fourleafisland]

i become an angel

#fursona #body horror #i guess...? #furry #original

[spacerockband]

sorry for making this but i have to speak the truth

#brba #breaking bad #jesse pinkman #walter white #breaking bad memes #breaking bad fanart #obviously not my original work but an edit/drawn over #comic #comics #meme #fanart #art tag #i guess...? #kangaman

[clawcakes]

starlo caramelldansen. free to use for whatever youd like. enjoy.

#my art #i guess...? #pixel animation #undertale yellow #uty #uty starlo #cypressposting

[grimalkinmessor]

Light's end has always bothered me for multiple reasons (the biggest of which is it not actually being his fault that he lost therefore robbing me of a greater poetic justice but you can't win 'em all), but I think one nobody really talks about is that,,,Light wasn't afraid to die.

Well—he WAS, at the beginning, but part of the reason I'm so obsessed with his relationship with Ryuk is because Ryuk's existence was a constant threat to Light's life. And yet Light never once seemed afraid of him, or tried to cozy up to him, or even attempted manipulate Ryuk into doing things for him. Sure, he bribed him sometimes into going along with his plans, but he was friends with Ryuk. Or—as close to friends as I assume a Light Yagami and a Shinigami can get.

But before Light meets Ryuk, he 100% believes that he's going to die. His frenzy those first few days can be attributed not to any moral righteousness, but to a desperate sort of resignation. Light thinks that he's sold his soul after killing those first two men, so instead of destroying the Death Note, he immediately sets out to make as big of an impact as possible. He wants to go out with a bang! He wants to be remembered! Light is afraid of death in those first days—but he also comes to terms with it somewhere between killing Otoharada and Ryuk showing up. He was ready to go with Ryuk quietly if he was there to take his life or his soul.

But then—he learns that he's not going to die.

The face of a boy excited and relieved.

Light learns that there are no consequences to using the Death Note.

THIS is when he starts getting cocky, when he starts to actually convince himself of all that moral stuff he spouts.

But he's still not afraid of death.

Oh he's afraid of being caught, for sure, and after L humiliated him on live television, he might've even been afraid of execution. Because he'd seen firsthand just how quickly L could turn the tables on him, how he could make Kira look foolish. And Light definitely does not want to be remembered as foolish.

I don't think Light was afraid of actually DYING though, because when Ryuk says "You know I could just kill you", Light laughs. Literally laughing in the face of death. Light KNOWS that Ryuk will eventually kill him, but as long as he goes down the way he wants—on HIS terms—it's fine. Ryuk claiming that he'd be the one to finally end Light might've even been a relief, considering how Light's mind works. A god can only be killed by another god, etc. etc. 'Killed By A Real-life Shinigami' sounds metal as FUCK. Top-tier way to die if you're as much of a gloryhound as Light.

And one thing that irks me is that—the five year gap kind of,,,,takes that, from Light. Light spends so long on top of the world with no real challenge that by the time that Near and Mello show up, he's far more arrogant than he was when he was up against L. Light is, once more, afraid of death. He's lost that tolerance he built up in those pivotal first few days, and he goes out, not in a blaze of glory like he wanted, but clawing and pleading to live like a dog.

Light lost his recklessness, his impatience, his acceptance of the inevitable because he believed that he could now change the inevitable—all somewhere in that five year time skip.

This makes him less likely to get caught, yes, but it also takes away that—that teenage dauntlessness that he had at the beginning. Pre-skip Light feared L and L alone. Only the idea of being caught by someone who could truly tear him down frightened him. Not even death compared.

And I suppose that Light's spiralling at the end is a sort of poetic justice in this case?? But it's not the one I wanted.

I wanted Light's recklessness to blow up in his face. I wanted his carefully curated plans ruined by his own impatient hand. I wanted him to go down much as he probably first intended—in a blaze of glory. I wanted his fall to be explosive and terrifying to the audience. A moral of the story that shoots you right in the chest and really makes you think.

Instead he was reduced to just,,,,another criminal, begging for his life.

Which, yes, I suppose, is also a message in and of itself (all evil figures throughout history have only ever been human, have only ever been men that bleed red at the end of the day, and nothing they've ever done or said will change that), but I also find that....exceedingly boring.

#death note #grim rants #yagami light #light yagami #death note meta #i guess...? #im just venting my frustrations with the ending #again #i know the five year skip was supposed to show us how fast kira consumed the world and how quickly corruption spreads #but also yOU COULDVE BROUGHT NEAR AND MELLO IN WAY EARLIER #WHEN LIGHT WAS STILL THE DUMBASS THAT BUILDS FLASHBOMBS IN HIS DESKS #it wouldve so much funnier plzzzz #and more interesting in my opinion #23 yo light was kinda more of a bitch not gonna lie #like wheres the man that orchestrated a bus jacking to get one man's name?? #and then met that man in person again and made him kill his own comrades???? #WHERE'D MY ARROGANT/DESPERATE LITTLE HASTY BOY GO #he went from a zim to a mr burns and i disliked it greatly thank you

[turtletoria]

inspired by sparkerinparadise/ @sexymandescendants ‘s brilliant idea!!! im not really sure if dr two brains counts as a sexyman but he is one in my heart <3

#turtlearts #wordgirl #wg #dr two brains #sexyman descendants #my ocs #i guess...? #tried to give her some monster high charm but i am right shit at it so sorry </3

[alalaoiii]

#gender fluid #i guess...? #shiver #Splatoon #gay #lesbian

[fictofaggot]

do mew think mew could draw a human nepeta but she's a strider,,, like sunglasses and red and stuff beclaws i think that would be cool

👍 here ya go

#i actuallr didnr read human ar firsr that would've been embarrassing #nepeta strider #nepeta leijon #leijon #strider #kidswap #i guess...? #homestuck #the beast draws

[susartwork]

Happy Birthday @nyxus-nyx !!!

Fjdkd best boy with a bouquet of flowers. Who could have given him this? 👀

Thanks for all your kindness, you're so sweet! Get a well deserved fanart (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

#my art #nyxus-nyx #lovely people <3 #gift for a friend #Happy birthday Nyx! #undertale #undertale au #utmv #I guess...? #nyxy #nyxy halfbreed #Funfact: My mom came in and called Nyxy cute. #Yes yes he's cute I agree. #She was probably surprised I wasn't drawing skeletons or lizards.

[sheep-turtles-and-pizza]

Oh naw I meant as in HAIR the way u color her skin is fine just a bit darker

I truly believe you have the best intention at heart dear anon, and you certainly want me to improve in my color skills (cuz let's be honest, I'm lacking XD).

But this is umm.... unnecessary.

#this is why I hate words #english is not my first language anyway #lol #fee ask #I'll try to make some improvement #I guess...? #XDD

[qqchurch]

new creature spotted

#honkai star rail #spoilers #i guess...? #i mean the trailer is literally there so

[leovaldezdefender]

will has to be the co-protagonist of the sun and the star because so far he's literally just been Some Guy riding the coattails of nico's popularity without putting in any effort into being an actually interesting character. watch him turn out to be better written and more well developed than any of the characters from heroes of olympus. and weep.

#the sun and the star #will solace #nico di angelo #anti will solace #i guess...? #got nothing against the guy. i'm just bitter. #idk it just makes me sad that leo got completely fucked over #meanwhile will's getting flowers for doing absolutely fuck all #riordanverse #solangelo book

[lylethewaterguy]

He’s so pathetic, I love him.

#bruce wayne #alfred pennyworth #harley quinn the animated series #harley quinn spoilers #I guess...? #but its from last weeks episode #like father like son #both him and dick are complete losers #and i love them with every fiber of my being

[saintsenara]

Having just immersed myself in your jily, prongsfoot, jegulus takes, marauders are on the brain.

Thoughts on Peter/Regulus? Snape/Regulus?

thank you so much for the ask, anon!

regulus black/peter pettigrew

i will admit to finding this rather compelling [and certainly more compelling than jegulus, amirite?]

the immediate similarity between the two is - i think - that sense of always following the biggest bully on the playground, which sirius berates peter with in prisoner of azkaban. he's gentler when it comes to regulus - he describes him as "soft", rather than outright cowardly in order of the phoenix - but he still makes clear that regulus became a death eater because of a desire to be part of a group which made him feel important, and because he was convinced by social forces he admired [above all, his parents] that being a death eater would make him impressive and offer him advancement in society.

this is, it's clear from canon, what brings many potential recruits into voldemort's orbit - snape among them - but both regulus and peter can be set apart from their peers by this shared sense of being rather weak-willed. snape is out for revenge on the posh peers who have wronged him, and is susceptible to voldemort's lies that being a death eater will enable him to transcend his blood-status and poverty and have his enemies cower at his feet. both peter and regulus just want to be protected from the potential of voldemort's wrath. i think you can do something very interesting with that - especially when thinking about how peter might react to regulus' disappearance, and how he might think about his long-lost lover once voldemort returns and moves towards treating him with open contempt.

i also think you can do something very interesting with the fact that both of them seem to be particularly close to their mothers, and the way that their desire to be protected by voldemort would be in tension with their gendered expectations of themselves as male protectors.

regulus black/severus snape

i've written about this here.

#asks answered #asenora's opinions on ships #pregulus #i guess...? #regulus black #peter pettigrew

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Anyway, I've been thinking about things lately and I wanted to ask...

*'Something to show' as in, drawings, fic, posts explaining new concepts, ask games, whatever. Ya know, something more substantial than a random post about a random thought about a random thing*

I'm mostly just curious. I understand that this may not be very interesting anymore and it sure does feel boring to even me now sometimes, so I was wondering what people were thinking. I won't be offended or anything, don't worry! As I said, I'm just curious

This mostly just apply to things from before the years surrounding security breach so things like former animatronics, discontinued attractions, and things about Roxy discovering all that old stuff. Things like my most recent DJ post about the cut Hive map wouldn't count unless I'm referring to the Hive's place in the Plex history, because ya know... It's a map that does exist in the game and can have nothing to do with that's stuff. On that note, the Carnival WOULD count because all it was in Ruin was grey terrain and placeholders, I've made that area entirely my own so it's pretty far removed from whatever canon decides to do with it.

Make sense? Cool! Let me know what you think I should be doing with it! I'm super curious!

#pop rox asks #i guess...? #i dunno just been thinking lately #will this impact posting? maybe a little bit #wouldn't shut me up no matter what though lmao #anyway yeah it just hit me that there's probably more interesting things to talk about for people #so i thought I'd ask and find out! ya know?

[pomegranarchy]

out of context hyaf screenshots from me and my sibling's dms

#most of our convos are out loud so i dont have more sorry lmao #hyaf #hyaf meme #i guess...? #meme #screenshots

[henryzin]

Just to break out of the hbomber chain of reblogs I'm making here (I wasted my entire day watching his video and the Tommy Tallarico one) I'm showing this quick doodle I did in the morning before getting sucked into the rabbit hole

Ahhh such simpler times....

#just another pist about how my life suck wow i shoulf stop tgat #its not even a vent i just find it funny #its funny i have contracting behavior that will make me feel physically sick #chronic pain #i guess...? #adhd #yeah that guy too! #ughh this is getting too long bye