#its so heartbreaking and wonderful

[jakeperalta]

literally obsessed with abc getting hold of buck and immediately going "before we do anything else let's just make it clear that man is NOT straight"

#obviously the show was wonderful in its time on fox but what we've already had from the first normal non-disaster episode #makes it clear that fox was holding them back soo much #like buck obviously but also sort of retackling the previous athena and harry stuff #and I've always found it very noticeable how gun related calls were essentially non existant #so being like 'here's a heartbreaking story of how an ordinary person having a gun in the home had terrible consequences' felt Significant #and to think we have a whole s8 coming from abc too..... what a time to be alive! #911 #911 spoilers #talking

[ctl-yuejie]

a taste

#only friends #only friends the series #ofts #mark pakin #papang phromphiriya #i am obsessed with how good papang is #trust me to read too much into it but to me he clearly has an idea who 30 sth year old Dan is #seemingly out of the dating scene since at least his graduation so doesn't know the current lingo #feeling a bit too old but also unsure how he likes being called old but hot #very charmed by this junior but not used anymore to getting butterflies in a club #lowkey knows that the boss thing might be a bit hmm... #(listen: i love that again the show doesn't give us a clear line of 'dan is a creep' because there is a lot of room for him to essentially #be a good option for nick as well as the possibility of accidentally acting unethical) especially within the community it is worth to #observe whether the power imbalance on its own speaks against the person #he's also a bit shy wondering whether this cute guy would actually be interested in him because he is sweet and obviously aquainted with #going to bars so surely he must have options #and mark is also so wonderful ;A; even before he spots boston you can see that there is still some heartbreak lingering #but also that he liked the kiss but it was a very different feel to boston #also: somehow papang in mlc and papang here kisses absolutely differently and it makes so much sense to me that he at this point in his #life would kiss like this?? idk how to explain it better #this show continues to bring out the best acting out of everyone #(to derail: maybe why i want the writing for top to be that he's still in the grey so badly because i think that is the kind of difficult #acting force is actually mastering in this series)

[koetjingwarrd]

You're my baby, say it to me...

#gundam witch from mercury #gwitch #wfm #sulemio #suletta mercury #miorine rembran #i bet on losing dogs as per gwitch current story progression aka ep17 do you see my vision... #i have particular mixed feelings on ep 17 most of which i feel that the story is done a bit sloppy i think it started around ep 16 or 15 #i really need to get this out so i could study damn it !! #first of all with miorine with the one who's losing a lot by being complicit with prospera's quiet zero significantly trapping herself furt #er in the cycle of revenge and also losing the friends she has come to cherish and also... at the same time knowing hal truths of what real #ly happened prospera true plan. vanadis. aerial and suletta true nature. earth as a spacian battleground. and the whole lot #i feel like she's rushing thru her birthday to eject sul asap from prosperas plan and now whats done is done i feel like she underestimate #what conviction on how suletta values what family means to her. prospera lines where she wonders whether sul will give aerial up #easily is giving vibes that its possible for suletta to take drastic measures to get her family back. miorine grows up on a world that #is defined by strict rules but suletta does not... that is after she's starting to get over her heartbreak i think... #whats interesting about gwitch is that although it considered utena as one of its base material it mixes said materials with how gundam sto #ryline works while simultaneously keeping up with today's themes. so honestly... when this happened today im a bit pissed #another thing that even though on a surface level suletta plays the role of utena with miorine as anthy they are also anthy and utena #respectively. suletta and utena with their kind hearted and naive self with a sense of justice left behind the insidious plot of the school #anthy and miorine titled the bride who adored their respective partner up to the point of deception and betrayal for their own good #SULETTA AND ANTHY GOD THE WITCh. red motifs. i find it funny they both have siblings okay this is messed up. the character shrouded in myst #ery. SCREAMS AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS THE CHICK WHO IS YET TO HATCHH !!!! RAHHH #insert utena student council theme somewhere around here #and lastly utena and miorine. the “princess”that is ready to take on a world that is threatening her loved one. both are only child god no. #this is my personal feelings but i will find it heartbreaking that despite everthing suletta will runs to miorine no matter how much she #push her away... but i also want and find it interesting where despite loving and believing in her suletta will slowly will ALSO despise #her for letting them drift apart kind of like anthy and utena on the akio apocalypse arc....... do i want this to happen...? do i....? >yes #regardless augh what a heartwrenching lovely episode despite me knowing it will happen at some point during the show #im like the surprised pikachu meme with tears in my eyes

[cathedraldecay]

Wait wait ray has a solo project???? This is literally the first time I’ve ever heard anyone mention it????

THIS IS WHAT I’M SAYING. everyone go listen to ray’s solo album “remember the laughter” right now. he performed, mixed, and engineered the entire album on his own and it’s a perfect example of his genius that goes ignored.

#its such a genuinely incredible album and the concept behind it is so heartbreaking #ray is the only person who could ever execute it #it makes me SOB #the fact that theres an album out there that is entirely ray toro vocals and everything #and no one talks about it #HM I WONDER WHY THE SOLO PROJECT BY THE ONLY PERSON OF COLOR IS THE ONLY ONE THAT ISN’T TALKED ABOUT #INTERESTING. #asks

[botanicallyinclinednerd]

I'm watching DCs Legends of Tomorrow and dying inside over Mick meeting his father and how hard he's taking it

#mick is a character that snuck up on me i didnt like him at first but at this stahe in the game i adore his character #he develops so much as a character and its wonderful to see #however right now its heartbreaking #liv talks #legends of tomorrow #mick rory

[charrfie]

Read Laika No Hoshi and sobbed my fucking eyes out

#i like to read/look at art about laika all i can and this was such a beautiful work of art i really have no words #i mean i do have words. plenty. i wrote them all down outside of this post and i think ill format my thoughts here properly another time #but it was such a wonderful heartbreaking piece of media that gave me so much closure on something i very much needed. #its so rare to see works which surround her that focus on rage and vengeance and hate and hurt rather just the solemn and “noble” tragedy #its really special. i recommend it. it hurts a lot #laika originals #goodnight everyone i hope youre treating yourself with kindness and that you let yourself love

[felixcosm]

130: Compound Storage Will Protect Us has some of the best voice acting performance ever.

The switch between comedic and witty, to terrifying and gut wrenching is something Dylan does so well in his writing, but then he and David took that script to a whole nother level in their acting

It's hands down one of the best woe.begone episodes out there

#woe.begone #wbg spoilers #i recently relistened to it for fun and then for that one web weave #i could talk for hours about it #the first back and forth between ty and mikey has some banger lines (mikeys little 'you cant do this to me ty' lives rent free in my head #he sounds SO dejected #or ty's 'they already hate me' YEAH I WONDER WHY #and then the second time around theyre a bit more agreeable and it even ends with mikey sort of accepting whats happening #and by the third time he even greets ty in a friendly manner only for the worst possible outcome to be confirmed #ty's anger at mikey's fate and mikey's reaction to being told everyone he loves is gone #its so heartbreaking god #his worst fears literally come true and ty doesnt do anything but apologize and eventually promise to leave him be as mikey asks #and then ty's decision to save him again #and tex coming in to get mikey out of there and its such a relief and the tension deflates as they riff back and forth #the whole thing is amazing - season 11 had some of the most emotionally difficult to listen to episodes in the entire show #ty betteridge #mikey walters

[girlypsyop]

Man. Leaving a toxic relationship is just an exercise in learning how to live in your own head again.

#lot going on in here folks :'( #but also :') #for a few weeks i couldnt be alone couldnt be in silence couldnt just. think. #im loving myself again. im laughing and connecting and god im so excited for what comes next #june 19th lana..... you are my soulmate my rock my queen you are everything to me #bc june 19th lana had the strength to leave #june 19th lana swept me off my fucking feet and she fought and yelled and stayed up for 4 days straight #so that 4 days later i could be free again <3 #i will work so fucking hard for june 19th lana.... i never want her to have any regrets... any whatifs.... #im going to give june 19th lana the life she hopes shes fighting for #those four days were torture... moving... yelling... crying crying crying... more moving... driving... #she did that... for me.... #literally she talked to me often... she would sit amongst the boxes and fear and heartbreak and shed talk to her future self #which ig is me <3 and shed tell me how she loved me and how i better not screw this up and she begged me to love her again #god i love her again. i love that mess of a girl. beautiful and strong and terrible! and she got out despite the torture. #june 19th lana. also june 20th 21st and 22nd lana. i hear you. you will have such a beautiful wonderful life i swear #one you will never ever second guess #he fucking killed us! he killed you! the connection the devotion the love it masked the insidious truth that you had to die for that shit #the life he could give you...its pathetic compared to what im gonna give you. #and unlike every promise he ever made... i never go back on my word :) #ok bye

[skunkes]

hi im gonna sadpost for a bit

#talkys #down here hee hee #anyway #i keep getting really sad about like. I'm Only Getting Older. When Will I Find My Person. #but its not even in a ''older = no one will want me'' way #its more like. i want them Now. we only have so much time on this earnth i want as much time with this person as possible and im missing #out on so much of it #literally that ''i wish id met you sooner'' post. with the carly rae jepsen lyrics and everything. #i dont even Have em yet and i already wish id met em sooner #i dont even have em yet and im already wondering how i ever lived life without em. bc im living out the answer right now #and it is‚ well. very miserably. im doing very miserably without em. #im optimistically jealous of future me #while also hoping this future me is very very very soon into future me #i want to be there Now. time is being wasted right now without you‚ wherever you are #(saying this as if its ever gonna happen again + as if i wont have to go thru heartbreak 50 more times before ever MAYBE finding a good fit #but whatever. im really trying to stay in the deluded ''im excited for it to happen'' boat instead of the Get Real Lmao. If It Had Never #Happened Once It Still Wouldn't've Happened/No One Is Around or In Line to #Date You Soooooo Get Used to Another Few Decades of Nothing and No One boat. wah #anyway. sad !

[milimeters-morales]

Venom: we’ll eat you ALIVE

Miles, meaning it as a question: he was talking to me

Peter: fuck he was, he’s actually talking to ME. go do your homework or something KID.

#peter no stop . he didn’t mean it like that he’s genuinely asking #the flat affect strikes again!!!! #miles morales #spiderman #spider man #peter parker #venom #eddie brock #idk i think it’s hilarious for like 4 seconds to imagine Peter being like ‘to make sure Miles doesn’t act on his crushes i will sleep with+ #all his adult crushes and hopefully the heartbreak prevents him from ever liking anyone again 👍🏻’ and thinking it’s like 100% the right+ #thing to do and morally sound #like yeah you’re getting rid of the crush. but it’s kinda fucked up goinf about it that way??? #peter doesn’t even like these crushes. he just doesn’t want anything to happen to miles so it’s FINE ITS ALL GOOD #also he’s dating/married to mj in almost all these instances so. wonder how she’s doing

[strangesickness]

getting a ps3 and a TV fundamentally changed me as a person. not because of all the new video games i suddenly had access to, but because of all of the movies i can now go out of my way to pick up once a week at the library that i've always had instant access to on my computer.

#okay but for real #i never ever watched movies before i got my ps3 #like i only ever watched movies socially #i think the last movie i watched by myself before i got my ps3 (a month ago) was alice in wonderland over a year ago #watching movies was only ever a social activity for me #i'd watch the same 5 will ferrell movies with my dad and i'd go to the theatre with my friend #but other than that? i had little to no interest #whereas now its like i can't get enough lol #pre-ps3 i can think of six movies that i was ever genuinely excited to watch (not for social reasons) #and those were barbie (2023) rocky horror the sonic movie IT chapter 2 frozen 2 and the batman movie #thats it. my entire life. those were the only movies i was ever genuinely excited to watch #and now its like every week i'm beyond excited to pop in a dvd and watch a movie #reminds me of being a kid and going to the video rental store with my parents #really heartbreaking to me that kids these days will never get to experience that #scrolling on netflix will never capture the same wonder as spending 20 min in the store carefully considering your options #i'm really not very old so it's weird to think that “kids these days” will have such a different childhood to me #anyways i love watching movies and have so much stuff to watch so thats cool

[queen-mabs-revenge]

ok but one of the joys of good omens: putting your favorite historical figure in the 'other tags to include' field on ao3 for funsies

#good omens #this post inspired by my having a lot of heartbreaking thoughts about keats lately #(he's in rome from 31 oct till his death on 23 feb so he's often on my mind in the winter) #and then wondering what if the ineffables were at the dinner where shelley was being That Atheist #ohhhhhhmg come on the hilaRITY #sdkfjsfdfs the whole dinner being a conversation about god's existence and shelley being obnoxious about it #and baiting v devout haydon about whether shakespeare believed in god or not #that's soooo the two idiots in a tiff over smth and crowley egging shelley on to fuck with aziraphale #(not that he needed much egging - oh peebs) #aziraphale in a spite parry miracles haydon the inspiration for 'christ's entry into jerusalem' #keats watching the interplay and kind of half-repulsed/half-enamored by shelley-as-nudged-by-crowley #something something so much demon imagery in keat's poetry something iDK #'the last whom i love more the more of blame is heap’d upon her - maiden most unmeek - i knew to be my demon poesy' #something something 'i should have been a rebel angel had the opportunity been mine' #LAMIA? HELLO??? #GOD OK OK OK OK #which would make keats kind of being always a little wary of shelley and not taking up his offer to convalesce with him in pisa #and going to rome instead kind of a consequence of aziraphale and crowley bullshit #oof ouch it hurt itself in its confusion #goD aziraphale's take on keats given his whole victorian charity schtick in the edinburgh minisode I AM FASCINATED #esp given keats's background as a pharmacist and surgeon's assistant - my guy was def on the scalpel side of the resurrectionist trade #MANY THOUGHTS #anyway there are only two tagged appearances of keats in good omens fic but aziraphale fucks shelley once so like

[ssreeder]

I am obsessed with your Liab series and watching the moulin rouge recently I couldn’t help but thin of your rod when listening to ‘ come what may’

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

I want to vanish inside your kiss

Every day I love you more and more

Listen to my heart

Can't you hear it sings

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change

Winter to spring

But I love you

Until the end of time

Come what may

Come what may

I will love you

Until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

It all revolves around you

And there's no moutain too high

No river too wide

Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather

And stars may collide

But I love you

I love you

Until the end of time

Come what may

Come what may

I will love you,

Until my dying day

I feel like it fits your Zukka perfectly

OH MY GOODNESS!!! Thiis does fit perfectly!! WOWWW…

It has been so long since I have seen this movie but the song fits the boys so well, thank you so much for sharing I have officially added it to my ‘the boys’ playlist :) You’re amazing & I am so glad you’re enjoying LIAB!!! I hope you continue to enjoy :)

#sorry this took me 45 years to respond to #I have been stupid busy #& lazy… #but this kind of makes me want to watch this movie again #but I want to keep the context for the boys so maybe #I will be selfish and not watch it haha #THANK YOU for sending me this ask #I love song recs #especially when its semi-heartbreaking for the boys lol #you’re wonderful #kookykey #song recommendations #liab #ask

[boyfeminism]

i think one of the reasons i really adore kglw's music is that. well there are 21 albums and a lot of the songs are like 10 minutes long (or more, dripping tap my beloved) and having a Lot scratches my brain in a very good way but Aside from that, i do genuinely think the actual instrumentals could stand fully and completely ny themselves and still be absolutely incredible. i personally did not think the lyrics are the Point of the art for me mostly bc i have a hard time comprehending lyrics in the moment in general so they fade to the background. which is why when they have a 10 min song and over half of it is the most incredible instrumental that makes you feel like youre gnawing on smthn the lyrics dont feel as important. its why the microtones are so neat.

but then when you Do pick up on the lyrics theyre kind of out there in a good fun way?? sure theres "lava, sticky like peanut butter" which. okay. hard to take that one super seriously (and "polygondwanaland is full of dinosaurs" makes me laugh) but the mouth feel of some of them is just absolutely unmatched. robot stop is an absolute pleasure to sing. "subterranean tsar, the scimitar and the neutron star" has such a good feel to it. and Then you start finding the self referential stuff, outside of just music riffs (which, finding the melody from hot water in robot stop delighted me immensly) and its even cooler! theres lore??? you open genius lyric and theres someone claiming "yeah man clocks are So crucial to gizz lore" like wow okay sure we can say that! like i still think the sound of it all is more important to me than the words and the lyrics tend to just add to the actual sound but like they are both important and cool just in different ways and in differing magnitude depending on the album.

#king gizzard and the lizard wizard #like theres a venn diagram for importantness with lyrics in one and music in the other #and not all the songs fit in the middle but theyre all very good #long post #sorry i was giving an imaginary lecture on kglw on my walk back from the store </3 #i could probably talk for hours abt it #i did also change my opinion a bit i had to like defend rattlesnake to my roommate bc she was like oh no wonder they have so much music ol #*if the lyrics are this simple n it made me prickly like. the lyrics are not the only form of art at work here #do you not hear how absolutely rad the music itself is. hello. do you not feel like you are chewing on a stim toy rn. #anyways i could probably genuinely write essays abt their music. #its just so funny to me that like. the vast difference between for example. jack it and mycellium. hdhshfhssh #i know theres a many year difference but still #12 bar bruise my beloved </3 heartbreaking its not on spotify anymore ): #like. like the lyrics are a fun treat for me but not the point #speaking

[kabutone]

people are so shocked when they learn about the absolute depravity of the world thats right in front of them. not that its Good to be desensitized to horrific shit but like i am not surprised. every new bad news thing that comes out i am not surprised. yes, they will ignore death. they will let you die without a second thought. i'm sorry you are only just now learning this.

#like yes things are horrible right now and i get it #but ive seen two posts that are like how can people ignore this!!!!! #thats all the gov does. ignore shit and make problems worse #they do not fucking care who dies. UNLESS your death brings them money. then they actively encourage it. #like. did you know we did in fact have “the tools” to stop covid from becoming a pandemic? #did you know that we could have ended the pandemic fairly quickly too? #we didn't use them. they sent everyone “back to normal” so you can all die for capitalism. #unless you have kept up REALLY WELL chances are you have no fucking idea how high the covid death toll is. its higher than what's reported #the public has been being fed to the fucking wolves for years now. before covid too but for the entire pandemic especially #we have been left behind!!!! im sorry you only see that now and its a harsh reality to wake up to #like absolutely continue to call your senators and reps and whatever. like thats still a completely viable option #continue to educate yourself and talk about issues and keep it in discussion #but like. idk. its heartbreaking i get it. #especially to see people incredulously cry and wonder “how could our leaders see this suffering and ignore it?” #people have been left to “fall to the wayside” for years now and its just that now you see it #i understand the betrayal of “i thought those in office were there to PROTECT us and i thought they cared!” #anyway. idk i don't want to say things are futile . like keep trying cause thats all we Can do

[djsadbean]

Are you ever gonna continue your The Return Of Miss Power AU? Btw your art and writing are amazing!! I can't believe there is another person who's in the Wordgirl Fandom :)))

Yessir!!!!! 💛💛💛

(/neg for this paragraph) I’ve been going thru a bunch of stuff behind the scenes that I try not to talk about bc I know my page is an escape from bad stuff for a lot of people. One fraction of it is that the ao3 curse is real and im glad I did all that research for chapter 5 xD but there’s a lot of other stuff too…

I’ll get back to it soon :D I have like 60% of the next chapter written! I’ll post when there’s an update ready.

Waahhhhhh thank u sm!!! 💛💛💛 that means a lot /gen /pos Hell yeah worg fandom!!!!! The kindest fandom ever!! 🥺💕💕

#tank u for the message! #it’s understandable to want to know if it’ll continue #it’s always unfortunate when a fic u like doesnt ever get updated again #I rly wanna finish this though!!! #I want to make sure my words are meaningful and make sense. i don’t want the pain from irl stuff to make its way distastefully into my work #i wanted to have time to process everything and deal with it before getting fully back into it #I’m rly scared of trauma dumping on readers xD #it should be a wonderful experience to read!! gonna try my best to make that happen! #like I didn’t want the angst to feel guilty or uncomfortable if that makes sense #the angst should be poetic and heartbreaking LOL #rn I’m trying to take things slow and draw on paper as silly as that sounds to write out so bluntly #when I was 17 I got rly popular in a big fandom for my art and I started treating it like a job which was cool experience but I never #slowed down. i think if I want to keep this love for art and writing alive I need to slow down every once in a while idk #so I’ll eventually go full force again but rn I’m just trying to be thoughtful and organized #I think that’ll reflect nicely in my art :D #anyway thank u for reading these tags luv u byeeee #djsadbean answers