#jfc it's like 5 am

[skitskatdacat63]

As aforementioned, please take my Leyendecker type Nando bcs that recent Boss pic has brainrotted me

+ ref:

#wish i could be even half the illustratator Leyendecker was 🤧🤧 #i wasnt trying too hard to copy his style but i felt myslef subconsciously imitating some stuff #i feel like i always go look to his art for ref so it was nice to directly draw smth!!! #Nando's fitted waist 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 reminded me so much of early 20th century clothes #so i HAD TO bcs my god #i don't think ill be able to get over that pic #as i said before can they make him do a shoot with full suits???? #i love the mix of race suits and dressy clothing but god...imagine him in a full suit #and they should also add in the flowers from the gq shoot god.... #okay anyways jfc its almost 8 am why do i do these things 😭 #i think this took me about 5 hours ah.... #well im very happy w it :) #i never draw masc men so i think i did pretty okay with this???? #maybe now i will feel confidence enough for the 007 au haha #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #f1 art #formula 1 art #catie.art. #*OH ALSO did you notice i gave him his fluffy hair back??? #^ i think thats eveyrone's only complaint w the boss pics. no fluffy :(

[velouriawrites]

Click on the source link below to be taken to #189 gifs of GLENN HOWERTON in A.P. Bio (S01E01). All gifs were made by velouriawrites for roleplaying purposes. Glenn is a White cis man born in 1976, please cast him accordingly or do not use these gifs. Do not claim these gifs as your own or add to a gif hunt, you may edit them into gif icons if you credit me within the post. Please like and/or reblog if you are using or intend on using these gifs. Thank you and enjoy! Special thanks to @hdsources as this gif pack would not have been possible without the footage provided by them <3

content warning: violence/threatening actions, partial nudity/shower scene, alcohol consumption, bruises/black eye

#glenn howerton #gif pack #olderfcs #glenn howerton gif pack #glenn howerton gifs #gif hunt #ap bio #a.p. bio #jack griffin #dennis reynolds #iasip #* mine : gifs ! #* shit i made ! #* mine : gif packs ! #resource: gif pack #resource: gifs #resource: faceclaims #character: frank kelleher #jfc. i started working on these at like 5 pm while at work.. didn't finish until 7 am the next day... #i made these entirely for me lol but hopefully someone else can get some use out of it!

[wikiangela]

living with people is just so loud jfc I need to move out again, I just get so weirdly irritated when everyone's home 😭

this is why I didn't live in a dorm in college and rented an apartment instead, couldn't fucking do it fr

#like why am I so angry rn when I was just fine 5 minutes ago #I couldn't even enjoy most of my day off alone bc I had to go to the city #I just wanna stay in bed the whole day jfc #idk gonna delete #just suddenly got so frustrated and I'm getting a headache and needed to vent lol

[thosetwofirefighters]

✨tag game✨

Rules: tag nine people u wanna catch up with/get to know better so they respond the same things💗 tagged by the lovely @watchyourbuck tysm! &lt;3

last song: "Praying" by Kesha - it was the last song that played on my way home from work

last film: The Parent Trap (1998) - for some reason I impulsively watched this last week while falling in and out of sleep after driving my sister to the airport at 2am and not wanting to go back to bed after getting home at 8 lmao

currently reading: mostly fanfiction tbh buuuut in terms of an actual, physical book, Jurassic Park (for the seventh or eighth time? idk, I pretty much re-read it every year)

currently watching: Archer, ANTM (hate watching, naturally), and 9-1-1 (like always)

current obsession: the girl I'm going on a date with on Sunday lmao uhhh fanfiction, weed, the usual I guess? lol

no pressure tagging @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @diazblunt @elvensorceress @poughkeepsies @911onabc @menace-behaviour @leslieknopeinthepit

#jfc it's only been like 5 minutes but i realized i didn't tag 9 people i totally ignored that part of the rules #i could totally tag two more people buuuuut it's too late now i am too lazy lol #me #tag game #mine

[agayconcept]

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#im in so much fuckin pain i cant move ugh #like. typing this is excruciating #but i cant just stare at the wall or im gonna lose it eventually ugh #my pain is getring progressively worse these days and the last 2 months have been hell #doctors r worried this might be my new normal for the time being #which. uh #SUCKS #bc i cannot stand or walk for more than 5 mins #and i need a walker w me bc my cane isnt enough #and most days i am trapped in bed (or on the couch if i can make it there) unable to take care of myself #bc everything hurts and i feel like i'm being tortured #oh and my lordosis & the related pain is now at a level that might need serious medical intervention #my migraines r out of control #my joint problems r also way worse #and u kno what ? i would like to die now #thanks #truly and genuinely #im so done #i cant keep going this way #my doctor has no idea what to do #and the pain clinic im a patient of refuses to help further unless i sign up for their ridiculous pain education program #which is 8 weeks long with mandatory in-person weekly attendance (i do not live near it & cant afford transportation) #where they tell u all the ways ur pain is ur own fault and give u unrealistic and ridiculous advice abt exercise and lifestyle changes #that u Cannot do bc of said disabilites and pain #jfc #our healthcare system is broken and nobody cares if i live or die or suffer #AND im stuck dealing w my mother complaining abt my existence nonstop bc she resents me for the things i cannot do independently #so u kno what ya i am done. im so done. i give up #catch me rotting in this bed forever until i die. thats the only option being given to me

[piplupod]

mum's so fucking messed up from her current medication cocktail, like she's genuinely high or something. she's always talked over me and interrupted me (my entire family does it and never seems to even notice they do it half the time) but yesterday it was like that was cranked up to maximum. i just gave up talking at some point in the early afternoon after she'd talked over me as if i hadnt even been speaking when we were the only two in the room together, like ten times in less than fifteen mins. it was fucking brutal.

anyways she's apparently going to be drinking during our early new years party, and that makes things so much worse in general when she's had any alcohol so I'm uhhhh terrified to see what the mix of meds and alcohol is going to do to her !!!! this is going to be Unbearable yayyyy

#it is 5:30AM when im typing this out bc i cannot fall back asleep bc i cant stop thinking abt this fhfkfll #i hate having triggers around alcohol djdkdl i hate that mum's been such a fucking awful person my whole life esp when drinking #i feel like such a wuss bc im an adult and i cannot handle being around alcohol or hearing family talk abt drinking #or being around ppl who are drinking fjfkld it sucks shit man #how am i supposed to be an adult w triggers like that!!! #part of me. a very ugly very desperate part of me. is like ... what if the meds and alcohol don't mix well. and she ends up very sick. #but thats horrible of me. so i have to stop thinking that. this is medical emergency in october all over again jfc im tired of this thought #yesterday is just a big ol blurry mess with gaping holes in it. sigh. we were so switchy and it was fucking exhausting getting through #but we did it !!! got through the day !!! without having anything go horribly wrong!!!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #mother mention #drugs and alcohol

[holyluvr]

She said that my 5 or so year old ball python has to be re-homed which is like, lol not the nicest best thing to say to someone who’s already about to snap. And you can never tell when it’s an empty threat or not, so.

#… #like am I gonna get home one day and Lily will be gone? #I’ve had her for 5 years. she fit in my palm when I named her. I was 19 and I was homeless with her and like jfc she’s already accidentally #killed multiple of my pets. or taken them from me or told me I had no choice for rehome or she’d throw them outside #so yeah it could be an empty threat to change my behavior but she also is very capable of carrying it out

[lovedeluxe92]

i literally don’t even know how to shop anymore. like it’s so god damn expensive to buy shit for ONE meal. add in snacks and other little treats for outside the meals literally 3-4 of them cost as much as a meal. like..how are we supposed to eat?

#lmfao am i not shopping right like am i not looking hard enough #like. everything is $5 now and for what #as in we i mean all of us like do they not understand that we’re all starving out here jfc

[publicuniversalenemy]

well well well. isnt THIS a rare treat >:)

#i thought i had Permanently burned out all my media analysis braincells on my stupid fucking LDR essay #(that i still need to fucking finish. that shit is. literally already like 5 pages and im not even halfway done jfc) #but i am having THOUHGTS about eat your young #rejoice!!!! the braincells have RESPAWNED!!!!! #also i Will be off my hozier shit soon just gimme a week or so #whatever the fuck

[skitskatdacat63]

“Constantia et fortitudine” - Emperor Sebastian I “der Sieghafte”

#i dont ever want to look at his face(blatant lie) #i love him and i love staring at pics of him but jfc trying to draw them. absolute murder to ME #well anyways. happy with this. took too many late like 4 hour sessions tho LMFAO #watched uhhhh animal documentaries and casino royale again :) #OKAY ANYWAYS ITS NOW YOUR FAVORITE! CONTEXT! INFO! LORE! #so ive mentioned before seb is charles vi. obviously. but i love to steal stuff from Joseph I as well 🥰 #seb is a mix of both bcs he obv doesn't have an older brother in this au so yeah! #'Constantia et fortitudine'(by persistence and courage) was Charles motto! #i think that fits seb so well no? 🥹🥹 #'der Sieghafte'(the Victorious) comes from Joseph I! bcs he was so successful in battle 🥰 #again! so seb right??? #i think so fucking often about him and nando's nicknames in this au #'the spirited' for nando's perseverance....'the victorious' for seb's well. victories haha #i think they fit them incredibly well both in this au and real life!! #even if this fucking murdered me to paint i like it a lot :) i thinm the hair was a lot of fun #actually im not even mad w this one! it was pretty fun once i got past a certain point honestly! #but the secondary expression whoch will be in a different post....jfc i wanted to throw my ipad away 😭 #it doesnt help that it was 4-5 am when i was working on jt LMAO #but i believe in courage and perseverance! i will paint constantia et fortitudine 🥹 #anwyaysyyyyys!!! hope you like!!!! i think i got him pretty accurate???? im pretty happy w the fsce tbh #wish i could draw his crown but i dont think ill ever subject myself to painting thay monstrosity #also dont really undertsand how they wore crowns back then alongside their giant periwigs?? dont crush the curls :< #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #boy king au

[anonprotagging]

side note for everything tho I start work on monday and I’m so anxious I feel like I’m gonna pass out

#personal #it's not exactly negative but jfc I am so scared for so many reasons #1) what if I lose all my personal time #2) what if I discover that I'm so bad at my job that I can never make it in the field and I have to start over from scrath #scratch after 8 years of college and grad school #and all of that time was wasted #3) what if I ruin everything they've been working on this year and they hate me forever #4) what if my colleague who's in the same grad class as me and is also at this site does such a good job that even if I do an okay or even #mediocre job that I look like an unprepared dumbass who doesn't care about it in comparison #oh I guess this is #negative #I am Afraid!!!!!!!!!! #5) what if I actually /am/ just lazy and unprofessional like my last manager kept implying over and over and over

[smileymoth]

i built my career on drawing furry femboys and now im doing it with minecraft youtubers

#not really but i did draw my fursona in like exclusively fem clothes for a while when i was 13. hes was a guy for some reason. #now i made him non binary bc fucking hell mate i am non binary #and more context so no one thinks im a freak i think i did it because i didnt realise i liked women so i just put men in dresses #like ah yes thats :3 totally cishet :3 of you :3 deviantart user funnylekitteh named Daniel #but it is funny dont get me wrong. and now i also exclusively draw my fursona in fem clothes or what is deemed as fem clothes bc i dress- #him up just like i dress #lol #im making a ref for him and im gona give him sooo many cute outfits #its 5 years overdue the last one i made in 2018 #like jfc i was 16 what the heeelllllllll #moth post

[kaeyaphile]

fingers crossed that the wind calms tf down so we don’t have to deal with another outage, especially considering the temperature is going to be down in the low teens with the wind chill at like -10℉ 🥲👍🏻

#kayleigh.txt #i had a panic attack at like 1am last night #and have been having a prolonged anxiety attack ever since lmfao #i am... exhausted and miserable and stressed #i am going to stay awake though because i need to take advantage of this time #i am going to write and read and relax #we got the woodstove going earlier so if the power does in fact go out again we’ll have heat #we couldn’t get it to start last night because the wind kept blowing all the smoke right back down the chimney and smothering it #hopefully the wind won’t smother it this time if it’s already going ����🤞🏻 #HOPEFULLY we simply do not lose power again ugh #hopefully the worst has passed for us central new yorkers!!! 😭 #this wouldn’t even be that big of a deal if i didn’t have any godforsaken reptiles #but they are SO sensitive to temperatures and can’t get cold #they also can’t get hot lmfao #so every time we lose power i just... absolutely mcfucking lose it tbqh #like the rabbit and the 5 cats? idgaf they’ll be fine with just the heat from the fire in the one side of the house #but my three geckos and seven snakes... they’re the real issue #i adore them to bits but jfc they’re high maintenance and stressful af lmao

[gravityflops]

y’all ever just.

y’all ever just self-insert.

y’all ever just force your way into a videogame.

#okay but i am so fuckin proud of this #i love it sm you don’t understand i have looked at this for seven hours now fjfbkxbx #my art #genshin impact #genshin impact self insert #genshin impact oc #self insert #self insert community #self insert art #genshin impact wish #i actually used textures this time #they’re literally free and they’re right there why don’t i ever use them #they make everything look so much better fjhfkfhd #ALSO JFC THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THIS AND THE LAST TIME I POSTED AN S/I TO THIS BLOG #I IMPROVED SO MUCH?? IN THAT AMOUNT OF TIME?? #GOD i love this so much #the last one looks slightly like anne boonechoy tbh #i’m not sure abt the pumpkins they aren’t mine but they were also free so at least i’m stealing legally— #but i wasn’t sure how to go about the anemo swirlies #i tried to make my own but it looked too grand and 5-star-y #and i don’t wanna be a 5-star i don’t want that kind of pressure fkfjkfbfkfbd

[bi-moonlight]

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#nura rambles #idk somehow it's easier to tap on tumblr post button and type in tags then open the journal and write there #my friend met someone and they r already talking serious topics like marriage and stuff and i'm happy for her but it's also a sign that idk #time is ticking and our lives are progressing and changing #and i am once again filled w anxiety and regret?? and thinking that i missed smth and am continually missing smth lacking smth #and also i finally accepted the idea of it being my choice to stay here and that the moving abroad ambition wasn't mine after all and now #that i'm past that i can see another thing that is and was anxiety fuelling and that's this constant not fear but just silent notion that #if my so in the future happens to be not a man there's a huge possibility of us moving abroad cause i'd want my kids to be able to exist #lmao i'd want to be able to marry my partner #but like it's out of my control rn so why am i worrying about smth that might not even happen and making it a huge problem and isolating #myself even in my thoughts uhhhhhh i haven't realised until now that it's been worrying me constantly tbh #and when i tried telling my mom about my anxiety framing it as time passing worrying me because i think our family's life hasn't changed in #the past 5 years at all and it's depressing and that it shocks me that my friends are apparently soon gonna start marrying and their older #siblings did and are having babies now while i'm a nervous mess only now figured i have sad and lost winter months of past few years to it #and my older brother is apparently stuck has been for 5 years #and my parents aren't getting younger and her takeaway was that i'm thinking of marriage and it terrifies me lol #yeah mom u should think of it when u tell me my character is difficult and wonder how anyone will fit me?? #anyways time isn't real and i think i'm a little baby #this week is so long jfc

[dan-crimes]

Y'know Twitch ads wouldn't be so bad if they didn't BLAST MY FUCKIN EARDRUMS Twitch really said fuck poor ppl RUPTURED EARDRUMS BE UPON YE

#I don't watch Twitch btw I just don't wanna wait for the YT VOD bcuz spoilers for the new Sonic game lmao #I hate Twitch with a passion the mobile interface and structure of the app SUCKS #they play 3 ads in the span of like seemingly 10 minutes between a 5 hour VOD #all of which are 30 seconds long and unskippable and about fuckin car insurance or some shitty gamer lingo shit #and then they fuckin BUST ur fuckin EARDRUMS for some FUCKIN REASON !!! they have it so fuckin LOUD and for WHAT !!! #I could deal with like a minute and 30 seconds of ads if I didn't have to TURN MY VOLUME DOWN EVERYTIME #and if it fuckin WARNED ME FIRST I just have to have my finger on the trigger the entire time in fear of an ad jumpscare #jfc this is why I do not use Twitch #also what the fuck is the deal with having a 30 second unskippable ad @ the start of a livestream from a streamer u don't even know #like I am not gonna sit 30 seconds to watch a stream I might not even like there is like no discoverability on this fuckin app #hell I don't even wait 30 seconds to watch someone I DO know bcuz I DO NOT KNOW IF I WILL LIKE THE STREAM !! #even if it is someone I know of I might not like the game or it might just not be the vibe at the time #and if u accidentally close out you have to watch ANOTHER 30 second unskippable ad and it's like whatever I'll go watch YT instead #like fuck off the ads on that app are vile #plus it is a LIVESTREAM so the ads are even MORE invasive and you can't fuckin scroll back to see what you missed #like ads are fine if they PAUSED THE FUCKIN STREAM OR SMTH !!!!! #or if u could go back or if u could fuckin speed it up or SOMETHING like it is just kinda shit isn't it #fuck Twitch I'm stickin with my homie YT where I can skip ads and speed up parts of the videos and the ads are sparse #still don't enjoy the ads on YT but at least it is better than fuckin Twitch man lmao