#just a little nerd I love him so much

[m-o-o-n-f-i-r-e]

help i’ve fallen for another ship comprised of two insane autistic queers that want each other dead despite also being willing to do literally anything for the other even at risk to themselves

#nygmobblepot #i literally never gave a shit about the penguin and the riddler #but the moment my brother makes me watch a show where they are portrayed by theatre nerds who care about the characters #i become obsessed instantly #i would watch the show out of the corner of my eye while my brother and dad were watching it and see oswald and id just think #that little weirdo is the only thing that makes me like this show its so fun when hes on screen #then ed starts showing up more and i start to love his autistic ramblings and general energy #then ed kills a guy and i think fuck i love this show so much #then i see them interact and find out that they are semi canon??? #like oswald is canonically in love with ed but the show seems to want you to think that ed just doesn’t reciprocate #but he obviously does and just doesn’t realize at the beginning because he thinks hes straight #but by the end that man is NOT hiding how much he loves oswald #like what the fuck was that hallucination scene if not his concince trying to make him realize how much he loves oswald #and there scene in the last episode in the car??? #like that man has finally accepted that hes in love and is finally ready to act on it #anyways rant over they are just like hannigram and danbert and i will never change my mind #also their actors fucking killed in their rolls i love them #and fun fact: edward was cory michal smith’s first role outside of theatre and it fucking shows in the best ways #him being a mostly theatre person just adds so much to edward and makes him just so enjoyable to watch #now the rant is actually over #gotham #gotham tv

[fictionalsownme]

I put In Space with Markiplier on in the background when I work on my captain x engineer long fic (I have my favorite path set to a playlist and play it on mute) and even after watching the entire thing god knows how many times, I still find myself giggling and smiling at my favorite parts when I catch them out of the corner of my eye heeh

#kenna talks #in space with markiplier #iswm #markiplier #engineer mark #literally kicking my feet like a lovesick school girl #engineer is just so bby girl #a little nerd I love him so much #especially the parts on Wug’s ship??? #when the captain rushes over to check on mark #and when mark makes those little faces trying to mime if he should attack wug??? #literally so cute

[sysig]

I did some Souichi studies because I’m love he <3 (Patreon)

Bonus:

Here are the Studies compared to their Originals btw :3

So like, not a joke, not an exaggeration, I’m pretty sure this is my favourite panel in the entire Challengers/KoiBo continuity (and I decided to draw it first lol - it’s ‘cause I have such big feelings about it!!) It just hhhhhh, it so perfectly encapsulates everything he’s feeling in that moment; disbelief, betrayal, uncertainty, distrust, conflict - every moment of love he’s built up to that point has been thrown into immediate relief to what he’s been told and it’s all there, right on his face, it’s such a masterfully done expression ;; <3 I legit cry every time I reread, that whole scene is just so good, I could actually talk forever about his relationship with Morinaga in that one moment

The rest aren’t nearly so intense lol, mostly just grabbed from moments when I thought he was being especially cute <3 Concerned lad! His hair is so swoopy in Challengers hehe <3 <3 It’s actually even fluffier in his super early-on appearances, which are also excellent >:3c But I still like his KoiBo look best ♪ You can also see it’s a bit of a challenge to make his face as slim as he actually is, just thicken the lines inward until it almost looks right! Lol

I love this panel haha, everyone so silly chibi’d out. You can also really get a good look at how ridiculous his hair is, look at how the tuft that’s tucked behind his ear joins up with the tie! How does he tie it up like that, consistently?? How is he allowed in labs like that!! He’s ridiculous <3

Confused and blushy Souichi ft. Morinaga, I just kind of filled in the details he was covering lol. I love Souichi being dumb and having no self-awareness <3 He’s actually quite intelligent and emotionally aware a surprising majority of the time! But his blind spots leave big gaps haha

I love when he has his eyebrows in a relatively neutral position, he’s normally so grumpy! He looks so friendly even with just a neutral expression :D Plus his hair!! The way it’s communicated to be thin and feathery by being able to “see through it” to his lab coat, ah <3 Handsomest

Shy boy <3 I also really love the way his hands and wrists are shaped, such cool lines ah

I could’ve sworn he and Morinaga were like, almost the same size in Challengers... I guess Morinaga did have a second growth spurt, but still! It’s just an excuse to see him being cute!! Oh noooooo (lol)

Grump man <3 Beauty boy <3 His hair flows so beautifully!

It’s also fun to see a younger Souichi in a flashback, rather than in the Challengers style haha. He was a mess by himself, he’d hate to hear it but he really only does well with others haha. I also love how this scene is from the POV of one of his admirers, Momo is such a good girl and she’s so right <3

He’s being such a meanie to his sister in this scene lol, he’s the worst! <3 I was going to leave it at that, but adding his little frameless-glasses stem holes really made it look like Spamton’s googly eyes and I about lost it lol

#Doodles #Koisuru Boukun #Warning: Mushy design and characterization love ramblings under the cut lol #My beautiful trash boy <3 <3 #So I actually have a folder specifically dedicated to just Souichi's beautiful face/interesting behaviours lol #They're mostly collected from the last big reread but I have some from years and years and years ago! #The last big reread also included Challengers because Morinaga >:| Fucker Supreme (derogatory) #I needed to look at his characterization from original to spinoff #But Souichi is the only one with the dedicated folder lol #He deserves it <3 Little insect man <3 <3 Poison nerd Engrish enjoyer Idiot man <3 <3 <3 #He actually really fun to draw??? I ran out of room on my paper but I was like ''Well I could fit just one more...Well maybe just one more!' #I ended up with several half-finished sketches because I just straight up could not fit any more on the page lol #If I'm able to capture even a little bit of the reasons that I find him so beautiful and lovely and interesting in my own art then I'm happy #His hair! His eyes! His caring nature! His opinionated blind spots! His childishness and his trauma and his self-expression hhhhhh #I love him so much what a beautifully flawed character <3 <3 <3 #Watching him grow into himself for over a decade has been such a wonderful experience as a reader hh #Plenty of bumps along the way lol but I don't think I could stop loving him even if I tried hehe

[ineed-to-sleep]

Ok but this ⬆️ vs this ⬇️

I'm sorry the shift in vibes is sending me

#these are roughly 2 years apart I think?? god he's changed so much #I really appreciate the changes too like #he started out as this sort of chaotic asshole with a heart of gold #all snarky punk guy etc etc #but now look at him #he is my soggy wet kitten #my depressed little scrimblo #he's so sad and sweet it hurts #intimidating and quiet but kind and humble and responsible #pretty boy and a huge nerd a loving son a caring friend #I love him so much I'm gonna have a stroke #sleep.txt #he's just an entirely different person now. to me

[taylorshope]

Listen

I will fight any haters who call Andrew boring

But it's okay when I do it cause it comes from a place of love

#i do not think he is at all boring as a character #im just saying like. sometimes people are just boring little nerds and that is their personality and that is ok #like that's just who he is and i love that #i love that for him and i love him for that you know? #he's just very inexpressive and part of that is probably cause you know the concussion but also that's just who he is #anyways i love him so much #the dark pictures anthology #supermassive games #little hope #andrew little hope

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Lovely Ari,

What do you think of this dynamic?

Prissy, prickly, grumpy Reader x Suguru? Bonus points if Reader is a little nerd who speaks like a Thesaurus and quotes Sartre without realising it.

AMAZING PERFECT INCREDIBLE LITERALLY UNBEATABLE TBH???????????? anon i am so so SO weak for this dynamic…… when it comes to sugu i think my favorite readers for him are either silly or grumpy :33 i just think it’d be so cute!! and reader being a little nerd is also so sweet…..

i genuinely think suguru would find it so endearing. it’d definitely be a slowburn but i think that’s how he prefers it anyway!! and he’s nothing if not a man who enjoys a good challenge 😤 so at first i think he’d just be really sweet and patient with a grumpy little reader, hoping they’ll eventually warm up to him… the process is enjoyable for him.

buuuuut once he falls for them….. and once they’re in a relationship……. he somehow gets even sweeter. he’d be so perfect for this kind of reader bc again!! he’s just so so patient :((( even if you get all hissy and prickly he just gives you a sweet smile and maybe some space. or a kiss to throw you off <33 i picture all grumpy readers as easily flustered tbh so he would just thrive off of teasing you…. thinks it’s so cute when you get all embarrassed. T_T he’s perfect!! sugu would make a grumpy reader feel so safe and comfortable… to the point where they aren’t nearly as hissy around him as they are with others. and that would just be.. suguru’s favorite thing ever??? the idea of being your safe space. the only person who can calm you down. i think he wants to be that so badly!! it makes him feel so cherished :33

.. also tbh . i think…. cult leader!geto would eat this up……….. like any kind of sugu would love it but i picture him specifically as unbelievably smitten and endlessly patient and maybe a bit of a masochist so it’s just really funny to me. imagine reader being all >:c bc he had to cancel their date to do Cult Things and he’s behind them like ^_^ …. apologizing and stuff but he just thinks you’re so cute. the Cutest. worships the ground you walk on. doesn’t mind if you curse him out bc he knows you’ll soften up eventually and that melts his heart down to the marrow. he loves it when you’re grumpy and a little mean and he loves it even more when you suddenly get shy and crave his attention. (he makes me feel ill actually)

#TY FOR THIS ANON !! #sugu loves his silly little readers and his grumpy little readers <333 #i need him so badddd hhhhh :((( #aaa i didn’t talk abt the nerd thing much but!! sugu would be soooo endeared by that too. #he just loves everything abt u tbh #but yeahhh cult leader!geto is another creature entirely i just had to mention him 😭 #he’s the type to get jealous when you chew someone other than him out #freak. weirdo. (i love him so bad) #no but he would also love the softness of it all :3 being ur safe space!! #i have a fic abt this concept kind of and i have both a sequel and a prequel planned .. eventually probably … maybe ….. #anyway it just means a lot to me!! lovee this concept so dearly <33 #ask tag ✩

[milogoestogreendale]

i love movie hobie a lot but smth i hope to see in the next movie is more of his personality. i absolutely adore the nerdier side of him that’s shown in the comics. i get that they needed hobie to seem cool to motivate miles’ jealousy, but i like that being punk is inherently countercultural. naturally, we’re gonna be considered a little weird, offbeat, because we don’t conform to the social norm. comic hobie is a great example of this, being openly nerdy about the punk subculture. after all, what makes a nerd is being weirdly passionate about something, and what is being punk if not being unapologetically passionate about the music, diy, attitude and politics?

i think a lot of the subtle changes in his character can be attributed to his writing being moved from a punk creator to a larger studio with less of a personal position in the community. im not one of those people who thinks good characters getting public recognition totally devalues them, but there is something to be said about how punk characters are often edited to be more appealing to general audiences.

#i don’t know if i worded this well but i wanted to ramble #i have complex feelings about hobie brown as a punk #don’t get me wrong i LOVE him #but there’s something inherently paradoxical about something “alternative” gaining mainstream popularity #i just find this shit so interesting #anyway let hobie be a nerd in btsv!! #he means so much to me as a punk nerd #the subculture is made for us weird little punk freaks #and hobie is absolutely one of us #shocking news: not caring how cool you are often results in you being a fucking loser!! #and that’s not a bad thing! #that’s kinda the whole point #spiderpunk #hobie brown #atsv #across the spiderverse #spiderverse #punk

[katadastical]

I AM DATING HARVEY IN STARDEW ON DAY 3 OF FALL YEAR ONE I AM SO HAPPY

#he’s my little nerd #I love him so much #I just wanna give him little kisses #sdv harvey #Stardew valley #sdv #stardew valley 1.6

[carcarrot]

i lied i did watch the oscars

#came into it an hour in bc i forgot they started an hour early #frustrating and alluring as always. the in memoriam part was filmed so bad like just show us the scream damn! #as much as i bitch about the current state of movies damn if the oscars dont get me every time. i want to be at that silly podium #anyway. other thoughts abt the evening #swann arlaud people i get it now. i get it . #they should have given that dog from anatomy of a fall an award too idc that the dog wasnt nominated #al pacinos fucken delivery was hysterical i love the new yorker drawing that had him like a fortune teller saying 'i see oppenheimer' #robert de niro apparently not having a good time it seemed. annette bening slayed w those glasses #oh bc im a movie nerd i of course fill out my own little ballot and somehow miraculously got 11 right (beat my dad who had 7) #my strategy is i pick the people i want to win which usually has me getting very few right #oh loved the 0.3 second glimpse of willem in the audience! love him. his crazy makeup in poor things won them that award #trust that if and when i get to the oscars sometime in the future ill be liveblogging it. i promise #EDITED TAGS the SCREEN of the in memoriam not the scream. sorry

[crybaby-bkg]

broke and busted boyfriend Dabi that bugs you so he can come to your lash, hair, and nail appointments only to sit there on his phone and complain about how long the process is. the only thing he pays for are snacks when you get annoyed with his complaints, and conveniently disappears when it’s time to pay for the actual service. he does buy you your favorite candy bar tho so it balances out

#I thought about this earlier and legit laughed so hard #he sits in the chair beside yours at the nail salon and complains SO LOUDLY about how long it takes #he’s so ROOD and your nail tech person is just side eyeing the fuck outta him #and when he leaves they’re like #‘is he at least paying for how much shit he’s been talking????’ #so embarrassing when you tell them no and they just do that little disappointed click of their tongues and shake their heads LOL #he’s a bum that I cuss out on the way home but let him blow my back out the moment we get home #he does compliment how pretty your nails look around his dick so it’s another win ig #I’ve been so obsessed with that stupid nerd I love him #I wanna write about him being a virgin and seeing your bobs for the first time #but I think that’s been done before ajdhdjfjd #I never know if I should count this as writing #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #dabi treats! 🍬

[twistedappletree]

am i alone in thinking lan sizhui would not make a better sect leader than lan jingyi or nah

#my reasons for thinking this are actually beyond blood btw #first of all i just thinks it’s OOC af for LSZ to even want to be sect leader #he’d do it if he absolutely had to but #with that wen streak and having so much to see and do #i strongly believe he’d prefer traveling and night hunting so he can see different parts of the world #and be free to study and do all of his funky little nerd shit #but Jingyi????? #he’s literally what the Lan clan NEEDS in a sect leader #he’s different he’s innovative he’s literally insane #enough with these perfect elegant quiet goody two shoes sect leaders #that clan needs CHAOS #ok but real talk #LJY is incredibly strong in mind body and spirit and doesn’t let anyone walk all over him and his friends/family #he’s unfiltered and direct and NOT afraid to take charge or say no or tell someone to piss off #and i know the lan clan is all about pushing peace love and kombucha but i really think they need the change fr #and LSZ just wouldn’t be that change #also LSZ being sect leader would drain the kid fr I genuinely think he’d resent it #ALSO ALSO #SECT LEADER JINGYI WITH NEW-GEN LAN DUCKLINGS OMFG #HE’D BE THE BEST TEACHER FOR THE NEW BABIES #HE’D BE SO FUN LIKE P L S #ok I’ll shut up now I swear #lmFAO #apple babble 🍎 #anyway #just my personal onion 🧅 #it’s okay if yours is different I just wanted to scream about this lmao #I love sect leader Jingyi sm 💞😭

[teddybeartoji]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh i just get so upset sometimes bc i don't know how to express my love and adoration in a way that isn't just "omg i love that" or "omg that's so cool" THAT'S NOT ENOUGHH IT ISN'TTTTTTTTT THIS GOES FOR ALL OF MY BELOVED WRITES AND ARTISTS AND FILMS AND DIRECTORS AND COMPOSERS AND CINEMATOGRAPHERS AND SOUND DESIGNERS AND FICTIONAL CHARACTERS AND POEMS AND STUNTMEN AND JUST ABOUT EVERYBODY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#I APPRECIATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU #I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SHOWWWWWWWWWWWW ITTTT #OR TALK ABOUT ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT #PLEASSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #JUST #BELIEVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #I ONLY KNOW CAPS LOCK AND YELLING BUT MY HEART IS BEATING SOO LOUDLY JUST BECAUSE I WATCHED A LITTLE VIDEO ABOUT HOW FUCKING GOOD STEVEN SP #ELBERG IS. HOW GOOD OF A DIRECTOR HE IS AND JUST HOW GOOD INDIANA JONES IS ANDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #LIKE HOW DO I TELL MR SPIELBERG THAT HE'S AMAZINGGG #THAT I LOVE INDYY #MY ICON MY MUSE MY ROLE MODEL #HOW DO I TELL HIM THAT EVEN NOW AFTER BEING AN INDY FAN AN INDY LOVER FOR OVER A DECADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT I STILL LAUGH JUS #AS HARD AS I DID WHEN I FIRST WATCHED THE FILMS AT LIKE THE RIPE AGE OF 6 #MAYBE EVEN YOUNGER #I'M TWENTY TWO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #FOR MOST OF MY LIFE I'VE KNOWN INDIANA JONES AND I DON'T EVEN JUST MEAN THE CHARACTER I MEAN THE MOVIES OVERALL #AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I CANNNNNNNNNN'TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT #THE WAY SPIELBERG USES LIGHTING AND BLOCKING #AND HOW HE SETS UP THE SCENE #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #HOW GOOD OF A CHARACTER INDIANA IS. HE'S SO COOL HE'S SUCH A LOSER HE'S A NERD HE'S BRAVE HE CARES SO MUCH ABT THE ARTEFACTS AND HE JUST WA #TS THEM TO BE HANDLED WITH CARE HE DOESN'T WANT TO KEEP THEM TO HIMSELF HE WANTS TO KEEP THEM SAFE. HE GETS HURT AND HE GROANS ABT IT LIKE #HE OLD MAN THAT HE IS. HE MAKES STUPID JOKES AND HE'S AFRAID OF SNAKES EVEN THOUGH HE SPENDS SO MUCH TIME IN JUNGLES N SHIT #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #yeahh #long dreamy sigh #i'm having a bit of a moment #ceo of letterboxd says hello #mayor of loserville

[torchiiko]

things i want to happen in toh s3

harpy lilith??? helloe???? she has the curse too now. shes been in owl beast form. its only fair and epic that she gets a harpy form as well

sillies and funnies to balance out the Everything Else going on i need them to have silly human realm shenanigans

i also need luz hunter sibling momence !!! licking someones hand when they put it over your mouth is The Sibling Thing Ever its basically canon i said so

i also also need gus hunter sibling momence . hunter big brother frfr

ikk theres probably gonna be a conclusion to the wittebane arc at some point but i hope. hunter does Not suffer any more than he already has (unlikely but i can hope)

he also better not die!! no more casualties. if anyone dies ill cry forever

raeda :) they didnt work out in the past bc eda couldnt bring herself to ask for help but now shes grown and she can be more open so like,, let em get back together

odalia and alador divorce /j. but something better happen with the blights bc aladors on his way to a redemption but odalia doesnt seem willing to change

hunter gets adopted by everyone

luzs palisman hatches and gets all cute and cuddly with amitys palisman :)

camila and luz teach all the kids spanish

collector actually just being a kid whos too powerful for their own good and not like. actively malicious. perhaps they can be persuaded not to destroy the world so long as they have a willing playmate

hunter sees a cardinal !!

grimwalker lore??? hunter was reading up on them in the school and we still dont know exactly how they work

gus sees a giraffe :)

in general luz just introduces everyone to human world things

a happy ending please god i wont be able to handle it if the ending isnt happy. if its even bittersweet ill sob for years let these kids be happy

#can you tell i like hunter #hes the punching bag oc the creators put him through so much.... #remember how they pushed for him to just start sobbing when everyone was talking about the owl house game #how they wanted him to be in the 'belos chunks splash zone' #hes just a little guy who loves his bird and wants to talk about magic (and is severely traumatized and needs therapy) #(but! he finally has a support system he is on his way to a better life) #also yeah harpy lilith :) like come On!! imagine?? harpy clawthornes fighting side by side???? itd be so cool #inn conclusion: this show brought me so much more emotions than i ever thought and ill die if the ending isnt warm and fuzzy #the owl house #toh #nerd time #ramble

[unproduciblesmackdown]

eddie bracken as orville wingait in summer stock (1950)

#don't get it wrong abigail whacking orville upside the head is during their comedy backstage 5 sec to Resolution ending rush #literal last minute conclusion crunch in unsurprising formatting lol; i chose a more peaceful gif to end on. note the prior one's [feet Up] #i hope this illustrates There Is Much Material. more clips than this & truly as good or better a role as any others to choose from here #summer stock #conveniently it's apparently wingait in the movie but via that casting news this (2023) role is wingate #tcm fancam life...we've all been there. akd talking abt meet me in st. louis like maybe i should rewatch lol. have to muddle through someho #anyways there's for sure room to like grab a little thread of plot and enhance it in this story. e.g. orville & abigail could talk Thrice #their B-plot / more idiosyncratic romance there is still >>>>>> the main JUDY & GENE one unsurprisingly even w/o a third convo lol #whoops the main guy is an asshole. judy/jane learns she loves show business so just kinda may as well be in love w/the show guy ig #like girl you don't have to be...but ofc already although her & orville's dynamic is pleasant enough she seems somewhat disinterested #while fascinatingly for our purposes though orville is framed a bit like [this NERD] he can't be too dunked on b/c [romantic B-plot] #meanwhile abigail's Undeserving Of Gene/Joe (she is but she's too good for him) qualities being just that she's been too Indulged so like #in her lack of protestant ethic farm work she's so conceited & sensitive that she wants to rest & not be yelled at??? #smash cut to for real judy/jane on Opening Night like asking tentatively like oh romantic interest you're Not gonna yell at me..?? #but she's been Hard Working so she will tolerate the physical AND emotional demands. but she's also more Talented than abigail #so joe need not be mean to her Anyways like. okay wild maybe we could rework that but congrats abigail for NOT ending up w/him fr #meanwhile orville's arc (joe has none to speak of save realizing he wants to make out w/this other woman now) is as clear as anyone's #extricate himself from otherwise only getting to be an extension of his father who is generally interfering / directing / demeaning him als #another ''well i don't know about that'' element in that when orville Does tell him to cut that out his dad actually just rolls with that #and becomes more amicable lol like well that does work out & it's unsurprisingly like cmon orv you can't LET him treat you like that... #and if you didn't? he'd just be like ''oh haha okay''...like is abigail supposed to be ''right'' abt uhh romance there but yet she's just #too sensitive to handle Tell Don't Ask / No Apologies? maybe; but they both end up getting to Not Stand For It lol. i think that that would #ofc still be fun to develop. whereas w/joe it's like uh maybe make him Not a huge asshole in the end / judy p much in love w/Showbiz.... #abigail & orville out here decidedly Not About Nonsense....but still a bit zany ig such that after the [imagine the foley] hit: it's good #like i'm sure it's ''orville's still enough of a NERD to be chill w/that'' & ''abigail's still DIFFICULT enough to put her foot down'' #['50 gender politics] we all know that couple whose flaws & idiosyncrasies allow them to Apologize & Ask & use their inside voices #and be all upset if someone's trying to demean them. unlike True Romance of the man who won't bully his wife if she earns it :') #joe could instead uhh be a harried director who's actually Wrong for being a dick to his gf (if we even include that) w/the various sources #of pressure to make a show Work but there's all this req'd spontaneity / flexibility anyways & he learns that even if he's clenching throug #it he can Not take it out on other people / Make it succeed by Making ppl do anything. & also jane reminds him of Passion for this.

[zipzaptoastainthebath]

All the characters I kin are fucking traumatized losers.

The one character I thought might be cool? Turns out he’s a nerdy little pathetic guy and I relate to him even more. Also haha parental-sorta trauma, identity crisis, and losing his best friend hahahahaha HANAHAHA

#laugh through the pain #This is abt Hunter Noceda btw #I love him so goddamn much #and he’s a little nerd who loves wolves #me too buddy #(actually I rlly rlly like maned wolves which aren’t even wolves) #(they have such long legs they remind me of me) #(and they’re just so hdndjkdmdm) #<— SEE THIS IS WHY I KIN HIME MORE NOW #Zap rambles #TOH #the owl house #Hunter Noceda

[agentmmayy]

i am having Thoughts about the hellfire club t-shirts. dustin said they [the hellfire club] make them themselves. is there a printmaking/screen printing studio in the high school? does eddie have a friend in a college that might have one? does he barter with a store in town? who does he know that prints t-shirts. does he know how?? does he do it himself?? does he make his own band t-shirts too?? his own posters?? we saw the clearly homemade one in his room. i want to see the designs he doodled in the margins of his class notebooks. i want to comb through his room and see if he has a sketchbook full of them or scraps of paper he’s saved. i want to drench myself in the knowledge that eddie loved the arts. 

#he loved music and stories and art and probably (most definitely) theater and drama too #god. #he had his OWN BAND #he wrote his OWN LORE for the roleplaying fantasy game he DM'd FOR #a club HE CREATED #just. #i am so emotional over eddie having so much love inside of him and so much to give that he shared it with everyone he could #the little dive bar that let him play? the club of nerds and outcasts in highschool? #HE MADE HIS OWN CLOTHES!!!!!!! #HE PROBABLY DID HIS OWN TATTOOS!!!!!! #JUST TO SHOW HOW MUCH HE LOVED TO CREATE #AND SHARE WHAT HE LOVED #I'M FINE. #eddie munson #stranger things #eddie just wanted to be seen #isn't that what making art is all about? #isn't that what existing is all about too? #i love you. i love this thing inside of me that won't let me stop creating. let me share it with you. please see me. please love me. #i reblogged a post earlier today that [in summary] said eddie being loud and taking up so much space #was because he didn't want anyone to know he was so vulnerable #but if they just LOOKED #they would have known. they would have seen it. #and i WILL make this an eddissy post by saying that it took chrissy one not even five minute meeting in the woods to see him #when eddie went his entire nearly 7 years of highschool without being seen