#just putting this out into the void to get it out of my brain

[chaos-bringer-13]

Alright. So. Brain fried after lessons today, got stuck on a tree, am sleep deprived and exams are soon BUT mom allowed me to show y'all the best forest spirit ever, my favourite, my sweet little child, plz don't run away I promise he's adorable

LOOK AT HIM

This is BABY. He is tiny. You don't understand how tiny baby is. You wanna know how tiny baby is?

HERE.

"Is that a hole in his body?" - yes. And you know who lives in there?

THAT'S A BIRD Y'ALL

"Wait, but how little is the bir-"

It's so little that the camera doesn't pick it up, but there are very small wings drawn on it with some light pink colour. Also I had to get it out with tweezers because my fingers are too big and it must be very cozy in there because the bird doesn't like to go outside (relatable)

(I am so afraid of losing the bird tbh. Gotta put it back in its tiny little hollow)

If you wonder what he looks like from the back - here.

Now please appreciate the ears with me. He has four leaf-looking ears on top of his head and two more human-like on the sides (the ones on the sides are pointy and have dots)

Hope y'all also noticed grass on his boots. And leaves and dots everywhere. And cat-like pupils. And that little drawing on his chest that kinda looks like the letter B? That's Berkana, a Norse rune that means birch and is all about safety, rebirth, peace, growth - ya know, a perfect fit for a forest protector spirit.

He also has an incredibly boopable nose.

And when he lifts his hands, they're the perfect width apart to hug someone's finger

*sniffles* b a b y

Now. I need to show you something else. Mom wants to make a better little house for him, but right now he lives in a paper nest in a pretty box. And he keeps his stuff with him. And I need you to see that stuff.

There is a pine cone, and a pretty little branch with some other cones, and a stick with a nice smooth texture (it's soothing and I love it). A little tree pendant, a cabochon with a bird, a picture of a faerie boy, a tiny bottle with pretty stones inside that rattle soothingly when you shake it, and a feather. I put the feather on him as a blanket when he's in his box.

I'm gonna cry. He's the cutest little creature. I love him. He's forever my favourite of mom's dolls. He deserves the world. When mom sells him, I'll legit cry even though I don't really play with him often.

I need to show him to as many people as possible because he deserves to be loved by everyone, so. Dear mutuals, I'm sorry but you have to see my tiny little baby. @void-of-unparalled-chaos @daydreamsandcrashingwaves @boopjuice @bloggerspam @lovelesslittleloser @ashoutinthedarkness

Just realized that I never explicitly mentioned it in the post, so attention everybody: MY MOM MADE THIS DOLL. MY MOM. SHE'S THE BEST. SHE CARVED IT OUT OF WOOD. I DON'T KNOW HOW. IT'S MAGIC. MY MOM IS SO COOL. LOOK AT THE DOLL SHE MADE. MY MOM. MADE THE DOLL. I LOVE MY MOM.

#driada toys #forest spirit #dolls #cute #look at this #handwork #woodcarving #art #craft #magic

[the-lady-writes-what]

The "Historical" Disney Costume Rant that Nobody Asked For

To fairly preface this, I am not an expert on Arabian/Middle Eastern culture, pre- or post-Islam. I'm not a fashion historian as in having a degree, only a vaguely passing knowledge and ability to stay up at all hours of the day and night to research obscure topics such as this. However, I am not dismissing or invalidating the feelings of Arabs, Middle Eastern people, or Muslims in regards to Jasmine from 'Aladdin.' I AGREE with them that Jasmine's clothing is neither accurate to the "period" and culture of the Middle East (generally speaking) or appropriate. Jasmine's costume design is viewed through the lens of orientalism, exoticism, and stereotypes of Middle Eastern and Arabian culture.

HOWEVER...

I take issues with this design:

Original Pinterest Post here

Right off the bat, could we not have slut-shamming, please? For five minutes? I understand that 16 year old Jasmine probably shouldn't be exposing that much shoulder and midriff, but that's not a call for slut-shaming. Could we not?

From what I can find, not even slaves or concubines wore the kind of things Jasmine does in any period of the Middle East or Arabia. Her father wouldn't be called "king," he'd either be Shah or Sultan, but that's just a tiny nitpick for me. The meat of the issue for me is the "information" provided between the two figures.

There's not concrete evidence that the characters of Aladdin are Muslims just because they use Arabic names, though some of those names aren't, in fact, Arabic.

Jasmine = Persian (Indo-Iranian dating back to the 5th century BC)

Iago = Spanish

Rajah = Sanskrit

Arabic wasn't invented in the 7th AD. The language is a branch of the Semitic language and emerged around the first century BC. The Arabic word for "God", Allah, is older than Islam. Evidence has shown that "Allah" has been around since at least the 5th century BC. Which makes it entirely possible that use of the word Allah and Arabic names does not definitely indicate that Aladdin takes place after 6th-7th century AD Middle East. Furthermore, I have a suspicion that it takes place much, much earlier than that. Being as old as I am, I have some canon that younger Disney fans might not know. Back in the day (late 1990's and early 2000's), Disney produced cartoon series for Aladdin and Hercules around the same time. Aladdin and Hercules CANONICALLY meet in a crossover episode of their series in an episode of Hercules, "Hercules and the Arabian Nights," which aired in February 10, 1999.

Source 1

Source 2

Since Hercules and Aladdin have canonically met in the same universe, it can only mean that Aladdin takes place in, at least, the Bronze or Iron Age alongside Ancient Greece.

Ergo, the characters in Aladdin do not necessarily represent Middle Eastern or Arabian Muslims from the 7th century AD and beyond. If we were going to set Aladdin in a more "historically accurate," Agrahba would take place in either a multicultural pagan Middle East or one ruled mostly by Zoroastrians, which is equally misunderstood and underappreciated by the West as Islam.

But I have digressed far enough. It kind of bothers me that Jasmine is repainted to be so much "fairer" looking. Not all Arabs or Middle Eastern groups have dark skin, but making her paler to make her appear "better" is...certainly a choice. Furthermore, Arabian and Middle Eastern costumes vary by region, but all are beautiful and colorful.

Source

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Turkish is not the same thing as "Arabic." For example:

And if we consider pre-Islamic fashion, Jasmine probably would dress more like this:

Supposedly, this is a recreation of Parthian dress (Parthian Empire, 247 BC-224 AD).

Combining different cultures such as Turkish, Arabic, Punjabi, and Persian together does the historic costuming of Arabic, Persian, and the Middle East in general a great disservice. The Middle East is not a monolith of culture just because currently it is majority practicing Muslims. Punjab is on the other side of the Indus Valley, and it's Indo-Aryan (not THAT Aryan) in origin, not Arabic. Curious why it's included beyond the fact that many Punjabi today are Muslim.

I'm really not trying to bash the artist here. They have the right idea, but I think with a little more research creating a "new" Jasmine would be far more interesting than pulling from various cultures around the Middle East and Islamic cultures from different regions and slap them together. Thank you for hearing me needlessly ramble coming to my TED Talk.

#don't mind me #just putting this out into the void to get it out of my brain

[ranger-kellyn]

team star's boss battle music is actually so fucking good???? hello??????

#turns out i was just literally never in battle with any of them long enough to actually hear the whole thing lmAO #i dont think refrain is the right word here but #that second refrain (or w/e around the 2:15 mark up to it looping back around) is just. so fucking good????? it's subtle but good??? #maybe around the 1:48 mark but again-- idk what music terms i'm thinking of it's been. a while. #good shit. can't believe i would beat these goobers in less than 2 minutes khdfkjs #had no clue the official theme was closer to six minutes long fjkhasdlkjf #anyways nobody look at me i'm not here #djdksfhl #i just need to talk into the void but like where else am i going to put this???? on facebook????? for my aunties to read??? #unsuccessfully fighting off another scarlet fixation #was doing so well on getaway car but brain demanded we think about the sv kiddos again #i'm blaming it on i've been getting back into running and i had to put penny's boss battle music on my running playlist #it'll be a long time until i get to this point but i've already decided it's going to be my push to the 5k finish line music dshfklj #looking at my old running playlist the push to the finish line song i used was the Victory Is Right Before Your Eyes! from bw2 lol #anyways x2 nothing new under the sun here folks #talking tag #hope y'all are good i've genuinely missed you #but being offline is def better for my brain

[laomelettedufromage]

Note to myself so I can articulate some stuff out of my brain this evening:

There is a future waiting for you where you will get to see and make new memories with the loved ones you miss that you’ve had to leave behind for the moment and there’s a future where you’ll make many more new lifelong loved ones. It seems so very and annoyingly far away right now but it’s waiting and you will get there. There’s a future where you’ll get to live with old and new loved ones where movie nights are common place and casual nights out and other hangouts and field trips are as expected as you like. Life will still be hard but it won’t be lonely. There will be people who will let you lay on the floor of their bedroom and complain and will come to yours to do the same and they will be within walking distance, either down the hall or down the street. It won’t happen today or in a month or maybe even in three years but it’s there.

#okay to reblog #don’t mind me just yearning #im sure others can resonate lmao #by yours truly the omelette of cheese #affirmations #I do love the people I know here but they’re always so busy #I miss having roommates #I miss my college friends #I miss having a friend who’s always down to do almost anything at almost any time #I miss MOVIE NIGHTS #god I miss movie nights #I’m not drowning here but I’m also not thriving #and I know if I put in more effort I could definitely find a community here but… ugh yknow? #anyways I stay yearning #my brain just really got into a pit about it today and I’m having a hard time getting it out #so I’m hoping writing some affirmations down and releasing it into the void will help :P #it’s weird I’m just havin a moment today #me and one of my aroace friends were talking about QPRs and the future we want #and I had some evening plans canceled on me #and I’m missing some people #and it’s all cumulating into my brain being like ‘heys let’s obsess over the people you miss and your jealousy and the future you want’ #which like cool but then it gets in a PIT about it and won’t let me move on #and if I do move on I feel like I’m forgetting something Important #and so it’s a very obsessive and kinda exhausting thing?? #not at all productive either tbh #anyways I’ll cook dinner after posting this and eat and hopefully feel better #and get set Back To Normal

[warmspice]

Thinking about a girl in my tutorial class last year who was soooso cool and that I wanted to be friends with soooo bad. and also how she lingered a bit after I was chatting with her but then had to chat with a friend I ran into... sigh..

#And then I made like an.. In class friend who was in this tutorial so I say w her but she wasn't actually very nice #I saw a tiktok the other day and now I think abt.. Lingering alot #And I'm just like. Man I so had a chance to be friends w her. Maybe. I feel like yes. There's always hope #But there's also that like. Whole year of time passage that removes all the bad parts and distorts your memory like water marble #I don't even know if she's graduated. But now I'm like. I'm putting that out there.. We could be friends.. I'm so cool and nice.. #I've just been thinking abt her a lot even though she like. Has not existed to me for almost a year #I just like. Have been sitting and thinking #I'm so like #In a mood. I'm in a i don't want to talk to anyone nor do I want to see new people #But when I get like that I'm also a bit like.. But what if 💕💕💕💕💕 true love found me 💞💓💘💕 #Ouuaghh. #Girls are feeling lots of emotions and maybe they should um. #I don't know. I'll take suggestions. #Void talks #Melts into a little puddle #I've been in such a delusional mood lately it's so crazy. What's in my head and why is there an evil little mouse controlling my brain

[sygneth]

.

#rant time #trying to figure myself out but this shit fucking impossible #only recetly i realised that half of my problems is probably undiagnosed adhd #but something tells me it may be asd and adhd together #although adhd traits are much more prominent in my case and looking at asd diagnostic criteria they don't fully apply but AGAIN #it looks to me more like they don't apply because adhd things come in way? like the typical spontaniety fucking question yeah #ughh i wish there was more audhd proper info because i'm going crazy trying to put this all together #i am planning to get adhd diagnosis as soon as i gather money and i could possibly try to get asd too but #a. good fucking luck getting a proper asd diagnosis as an adult trans dude in PL lmao #b. good fucking luck trying to find a place that does crossdiagnosis #well i'll try anyway but until i get a job i'm like. stuck with it in my own head #and as far as i feel like i probably won't get anywherw further with figuring this out on my own i can't. Fucking. Stop. Thinking about it. #my brain decided this is a Main Theme TM now and will make me do the research until we get sure that's It ot that's Not It #i... i'm tired. #not even gonna tag this as personal post because i just wanted to scream into the void thb

[skhardwarevers1]

I think my main issue is I wanna be in love but I’m too scared of getting into a relationship that hurts me again

#Vent #ish. Kinda #Idk I’ve been thinking about it alot #I’ve been like….just completely void of any sort of feeling of “love” that I had with one person #And I know I love her. I do. I really do. But I don’t want to end up in the same situation with my last relationship #Or accidentally put them in that situation #So I’m kinda just stuck doubting my own feelinfs #But that’s okay cuz I probably should focus more on breaking my habits (aka focus on yourself bitch!! Don’t date anyone for the love of god #I keep forgetting I can post and like nobody fucking cares. Like I won’t get spammed with messages the second I’m active somewhere #It’s a lot to get used to I feel like it shouldn’t??? Maybe??? Idk maybe it’s the eight months I spent being used to it #Plus now I can actually have friends??? And interests that I can talk about??? Without anyone being petty and jealous ???? #Like my brain can’t fathom that. I’m getting used to going out with people more. It’s weird #Idk. I don’t talk out my issues enough so I kinda just wanted to get my feelings out. #I’m not like in a sad mood or anything. It’s just late and I’m thinking a lot. #So I’m good Dw just thinking abt myself like I’m not myself so I can figure out what’s wrong (with myself)

[bibiana112]

I'm going to draw wktd fanart (to cope with a highly specific situation) while I still have the time for it (looming employment) and that is a promise to myself (I probably have something else I said I'd work on but whatever)

#I strt at the end of the month and I'm #I'm not even gonna say I'm scared I'm not I'm just not quite excited either? I'll pull through #and hopefully eat better and be able to buy fun things thaNK FUCK #however also taxes. I am not looking forward to taxes #like it's literally an ideal position if I don't manage it for whatever reason that'll be uh. something big for me to find out limits wise #but it's whatever I'm curious and I gotta try #and like I said god I'll be so happy to be able to afford hyper specific autism approved food that's gonna make everything so much easier #oh also the hyper specific situation? don't worry about it. just know I'm going to cry into whatever I draw for that game atm #I mentioned it in the post I made about it these days I literally skimmed through lines of one of the endings and immediately cried a single #Annoying tear. I feel like I don't cry about life things as much as would be healthy to and when I do I don't cry right #so I just get so annoyed at these sudden single tear moments when I'm not even putting effort into anything they just leak out #because something on a screen hit too close to home in an instant but I can't even properly Feel it because I'm focused on something else #and the thing in question has well been Acknowledged and rendered Irrelevant #it's not satisfying like crying for being engrossed on a story and/or characters and I absolutely hate how idk picturesque? it feels #people criticize drawing crying with a pretty single tear all the time it feels so fake and forced to fit the medium in a way that's still #appealing and consumable but I'm just a person with depersonalization issues. reverse derealization. everything's real except me #anyways I wasn't spiraling I will continue to not spiral about that at this moment but that's constantly there in my brain #and I'm going to draw the body horror lesbian polycule about it #Void fala aí #oh yeah I promised field sib content uh I can easily do that as a warm-up on a work day obviously pfft #''end of the month'' she's so pretentious you mean next week

[sophiasharp]

Me:

My brain:

Ciamo con Clavi… (ciamo con Dio…) Ciamo con ll’Nostro Dio Scouro…

Me: God Fucking Damn it, would you please shut the fuck up??

My brain:

Me: Thank you! Fuck!

My brain:

My brain: *guitar riff*

Me: oh son of a-

My brain: *sick synth*

LUCIFERRRRRRRR-

#the band ghost #shitghosting #Sophia and her shit #idk what else to say #I got brain worms and homework to do so I hope putting this out into the void will get it the fuck out of my head #Probably not. in fact it'll probably just make it worse. but I have to try right?

[omaano]

My art and art style sure have gone through something this past month and I’m not sure how to deal with this realization

#I’m not dealing particularly well if anyone’s interested #it is so weird and is forcing me out of my comfort zone and I’m confused most of the time #it’s not fun #I want to go back to it being at least some kind of fun and feeling like I know what I’m doing #like I know at what point and what layers and settings I need to have to be able to call the drawing done #I don’t do flat colours or intricate lines #but this seems to be where we are going #and I’m not doing well with flats and multiply layers and airbrushing #I’m distressed where can I put my favorite little messy textured brush?? #and my drawing style didn’t get all that stylized to match so my brain screams for texture now that I had the tiniest hope to learn it #Alex rambles #I should. e a good little guy and save these rants to journaling probably #but that’s just not the same #gotta throw it out into the void that’s the right feeling

[vagueiish]

i've been told a number of times that mental illness is a dirty, filthy, no good liar. but like..... what if it isn't?

#to me anyway. it's lying to the rest of you. dont use me as a guide #but. anyway.... #im much more inclined to give the mental illness and negativity the benny of the doubt than not yknow? #there's a non-zero chance (for example) that im right about the people around me merely tolerating my presence #and theyd be much happier if i were to just.... not be there #there's a non-zero chance the opposite is true i suppose but... #i know im awkward and off-putting and weird and also Not Good Looking #so evidence suggests the more negative scenario is true. right? #idk. what if i choose to believe that people do appreciate me and want me around only for it to be revealed that i was right the first time? #this kinda thing has happened before lol :'') #it was a situation i created myself i think so maybe it falls under self-fulfilling prophecy but. it still happened #the brain doesnt care if shit is homegrown lmao #i just dont want to be wrong #yknow? #im fuckin terrified of doing the stuff and working on loving myself #only to come to a point where all the alleged bullshit nonsense i used to believed about myself turns out to be true #is there proof somewhere? something refuting what im feeding myself?? #i know confirmation bias or whatever is a thing. maybe i need to be more vigilant looking for evidence to the contrary but. like.... #i dont know what im looking for really. or that i expect to find much of anything.... #i guess people are nice enough to me but it's horrifyingly easy to find ulterior motives behind being nice #they pity me. theyre nice to the weirdo to feel good aboit doing some good deed. theyre a masochist. etc etc. #and if you ask people straight up why theyre being nice to you they get defensive. understandably i guess but. #why would someone else be genuinely decent to me (says the 'liar' in my head) im not even nice to me #i suppose i should just trust other people but. lol. trust does not come easy #i want to believe people are genuine. i can kind of believe it from a distance #but.... #idk. i need sleep. i need to be up early #save me nyquil #to the void with love

[secondpersonpoetry]

Franziska Linkerhand, Brigitte Reimann

#do you ever start reading a novel and not even get past the first page before shrieking 'LEON' #incredibly niche content. this is for real just for me #and i understand this HOWEVER it bothered me and rotated in my brain so much i NEEDED to come put this here. stupid!!! hrrrggggghhhrrrh!!!! #and i was just going to put the verdreifachen line and i'm not happy with how it's edited but it's FINE everything's fine it's just. #LEON. #and like granted does this totally hold true no i don't think so it just slots into the terrible terrible universe of quotes i have for him #but i can't articulate it right. also we're throwing this into the Heimat thesis breakdown pile for leon &wherever the brainworms r crawlin #<- that is the one i mean thank you. yelling into the void ash & alice u will never be forgiven for starting this ily #ich möchte mein Leben verdreifachen / um nachzuholen / die lange lange Zeit / als es dich nicht gab #do i put this on the actual hockey blog to have the breakdown there and figure out what i mean? maybe. #but then i KNOW i'd have to translate it so people can read it and already i wouldn't know if i want to say my life in triplicate #or my life thrice over and if it's there was no you or you weren't there. save me translation theory save me (smacks me with a steel chair) #also it is SO raw. #i'm not afraid of the present but the memories i can't fight back against the pictures in ur head i can't see a pain i did not share w/ u.. #and i do think the reason it hits so hard as a c/l to me is maybe the idea of this not as i didn't know you then at all #but that they did grow up together. and it's that he didn't have him in the way he does now he doesn't know him like he does now and now #he has to think about the life he had with connor&he want to do it once / twice over now to know to make up for the time he missed with him #but it also falls into the one in every dream i have of you you are making breakfast that even when i dream i'm dreaming of you inside them #(the life thrice over) #anyway. multitude of others it could be however bc it's auf Deutsch it got assigned leon even if it may not fit as perfectly. OH TIME LOOPS #THE JAMIE/TREVOR DUAL TIME LOOPS FIC OH MY GOD YEAH THAT'S THIS HOW DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO GET TO TIME LOOPS WITH LIFE THRICE OVER yesss

[cescalr]

I LOVE HOW YOU TAG PARAGRAPHS THEYRE FUN TO READ!! /gen

Thank you!!! I love to ramble!!!

#i'm so wordy. i am SO wordy. i never ever fail at a minimum word requirement #but oh god the second my uni says no MORE than 2000 words i freak out. what do you mean no more than 2000 words. does less than 2000 words #and tumblr not yelling at me about tag length even exist? #is it possible to not type out an entire paragraph when i have even a single thought? do people really go around with one word sentences in #side their heads all day? do you see a cool thing and go oh cool thing! and move on #instead of oh cool thing! this reminds me of my very specific brainrot! #which is to say chronic inability to shut the fuck up #so i'm glad. you are entertained lmao #that's all i intend! i'm literally blogging tumblr is a blogging platform. the point is to put my thoughts out there! throw them out! into #the void! the dark abyss (i use the goth rave dashboard theme so this is literal) and hope #just hope i get like a call back. a little nod. and i got one <3 thank you <3 #also (genuinely) i'm assuming /gen means /genuine but like it could also mean /general or some kind of acronym like pos (piece of shit) so. #am i right? im not. up to date. the last time #i paid attention to txt spk and it's ilk was like 2015 #i make assumptions but i am Often Wrong (i still don't know what tfw stands for my brain just goes 'time for when' and it's like 'yeah that #sounds legit' and i'm like 'what the fuck are you talking about? time for when? that doesn't even make sense. #why do you think that sounds legit?' #but i'm asking myself that question so i dont' get an aswer. ah well #you can tell i should be sleeping rn. i get even more verbose and use words like ilk when i'm tired. hence: sleep time now yes. #but again; for real all jokes and minor japes aside: thanks! i'm glad i'm really not just shouting into the void for nobody to hear here.

[avelera]

If posting fic online has taught me anything, it’s that I have no idea how the reader will react to anything. Nada. Zip. Zilch. Not the faintest clue.

Fics that I think I scribbled off just to get them out there get the kindest, most rapturous feedback. Fics I slaved over, agonized over, bled my soul into get a couple tepid replies. Fics I thought were me revealing the darkness and weird kink that lives in my brain, scared to even post it for fear of judgement, get, “Aaaw that’s so sweet!” replies. Baffling.

My conclusion? You just never know. You really just can’t know. When I did a workshop with 20 other writers I would try to guess what their critique of my story would be and I was right maybe 1 in 20 times. Only one other writer would have the same critique for my story that I had. And it wasn’t even always the same person.

The encouraging part about this is, if self recrimination, the fear that you know what people won’t like about your story, is holding you back, just say fuck it! You’re almost certainly wrong! All you can do is make it the best story you can for the energy you have. And yeah, sometimes that means scribbling it out in an evening and kicking it out to the void of the internet before you can change your mind or worry about editing it more than once because then you’ll never post it.

It’s all chaos, man. You don’t get to decide what the audience thinks. All you can do is create it and put it out there for them to decide.

#writing #this baffles me with every story #EVERY STORY gets a different response than I expect it’s bizarre but oddly comforting too when I remember #to get out of my own head and stop thinking I know how others will respond to my work #you just can’t know you really really can’t

[p0rchc0ll4ps3]

Actually a lot of y'all ftc peeps seem really cool and I'd like to talk and plot with y'all but I am so shy and scared of fucking things up coz lord knows I've fucked things up before 😔

#something something every time I make a friend and trust them there's the potential for my evil nasty side to leak through #and I get so fucking ruined by rejection I'm always scared to reach out #worst they can say is no is a really good saying but for me coz of my stinky brain i take no as oh I'm hated of course they don't like me #I'm unwanted my ocs suck Etc even tho I KNOW that's not it #this sounds like a me begging for attention but it's NOT #just throwing my symptoms out into the void to explain part of the reason I'm so shy #also I just have this innate thought in my head that all of y'all already have good friends and stuff and if I talk I'll be interrupting #which is also probably not true but yeah #I've been closed out of so many circles it's just .. like I always think man is it worth it?? #but yeha not necessarily a vent! just an explanation #also I know what I have I just don't want to put it on my blog. it's my personal brain issues n only people I trust trust get to know #but yeah don't take this as a me vagueing to beg for attention #this is justa thoughts in the void #feel free to ignore (genuine and non threatening)! #it just takes a lot of energy for me to connect with people and then a lot of energy to keep up the connections and a lot of energy to push #out the thoguhts that I'm not wanted #so then at some pt I just give up coz I have other things to do haha #like draw! or write! or apply to grad school! etc #energy must be used wisely. one only has so many spell slots a day

[honeywiththemoneyloa222]

MY LONG AWAITED SUCCESS STORY PLUS RANT/YALL NEED THIS STOP WHAT YOU’RE DOING AND READ

First things first

I’m tired of being nice

I have took time out of MY day to help you guys

EVERY DAY

I have given tips methods

Advice answered questions

Replied to countless amounts of DMs

Etc etc I’m not providing false hope here I AM trying to help you guys

I’m getting so many different suggestions and asks

Let me say this

STOP

from now on

No more questions

If it’s urgent

Like you really wanna know something

DM me

I WILL respond

No more questions asking how to enter the void

My account is literally talking about HOW TO ENTER THE VOID STATE

Are instructions not clear?????

Get off your butt and fucking do it!!!!

Stop procrastinating stop being lazy stop asking questions you spreads know the answers to

And for the love of God

STOP ASKING ME TO ENTER FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!

I’m doing what I can to help you all manifest

But it’s YOUR job to make it happen

Y’all used my kindness against me and it’s pissing me off I’m tired of people not even asking anymore

Just begging me

I AM NOT A MAGICIAN

I was literally YOU

not too long ago

I am a nice person but I am at my limits

Stop repeating questions

Look at my page for the answers you need

Stop asking me to enter for you

If it’s not happening

DM me for ADVICE

I used to be the kid that got asked by others to do their homework for them

If I didn’t put my foot down

Y’all were gonna drive me insane

Literally

I love y’all but stop depending on me

Just ask

For advice

But stop treating me like a Genie

And I manifested for someone and it doesn’t work

Then what

Am I a liar now???

Am I fake??

Like are you serious

Bruh I’m serious when I say

I’ve had enough

Read this story to see how YOU CAN ALSO

Transform your life

I literally went from

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

I went from slitting my own wrists and going in my closet trying to hang myself EVERY FUCKING NIGHT

I used to stare in the mirror

Crying about how my body looked

I used to go to school scared because I was getting abused by guys there and bullied by girls

All my friends turned their backs on me and I literally said

FUCK IT

I don’t deserve this fucking life so you know what I did????

I changed it

It’s so easy it’s insane

I too over complicated it

I too was desperate

But your desires are yours

They just are

Ignore them MF negative thoughts

Matter of a fact don’t even call it that

You are giving your “intrusive” thoughts power by saying they are negative

Don’t label them as intrusive thoughts

THEY DO NOT EXIST

THEY WILL NEVER MANIFEST

And I’m not just saying that it’s true

It’s soooo fucking true

By labeling them as “intrusive” or “negative” you’re giving them power

To take over and control your life

When this is not what you want

Don’t fear your own head

Bitch it’s YOUR BRAIN

It can’t NOT listen to you

Change your goddamn assumptions

You are a bad bitch you’re hot beautiful

You’re THAT bitch

Bad bitches don’t beg we make shit happen

Get off your cute ass and go get your dream fucking life

Bitch you can have it all

You can marry Shawn Mendez

Be the sexiest model on the planet (but you’re only 5’3) OK ANDDDDD

Marissa Rose is the first 4’11 runway model

You mean to tell me it’s not possible???

They have plus size models

Shirt models

Models with tig ol biddies

Models with tattoos models with piercings models with scars etc

ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE

You can get a call back from that job

Better yet fuck 9 to 5s

Bitch YOU ARE RICH

You are literally Jeff Bezos

Don’t manifest “small shit” cuz if you can get an apartment and a job

You can also manifest $100 million and 2500 square feet mansion

You can have superpowers

You can be a master manifestor

You can become a celebrity and overnight

You can meet your favorite celebrities at awards shows

You can sit next to Ice Spice at the Grammys

EVEN SHE MANIFESTED HER DREAM LIFE

There’s proof in her old tweets and in your interviews

YOU CAN HAVE HARRY STYLES TICKETS FOR WHENEVER HE DECIDES TO DROP AN ALBUM

YOU CAN BE THE NEXT BEYONCÉ

YOU CAN MEET OR EVEN PERFORM WITH TAYLOR SWIFT

YOU CAN HAVE ALL THE MONEY YOU WANT

YOU CAN SHIFT TO ANOTHER REALITY AND MEET MICHAEL JACKSON

YOU CAN HAVE THE SINGING VOICE OF AALIYAH OR MF MARIAH CAREY

YOU CAN MANIFEST THAT YOUR DOG NEVER DIED OR THAT

YOUR EX STILL MISSES YOU

KANYE WEST MANIFESTED KIM K

TOM HOLLAND MANIFESTED ZENDAYA

YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU CANT HAVE

MICHAEL B JORDAN WAITING ON YOU HAND AND FOOT????

YOU CAN ENTER THE VOID MANIFEST YOUR Sp

AND WAKE UP NEXT TO YOUR CRUSH

YOU CAN MANIFEST BEING IMMUNE TO BAD SHIT BEING A GODDESS BEING SO BEAUTIFUL THAT PEOPLE FORGET MEGAN FOX EXISTS

YOU CAN MANIFEST LOOKING LIKE MARILYN MONROE

OR MADISON BEER

YOU CAN MANIFEST TALENT

BITCH ITS ALL POSSIBLE

You OWN THIS SHIT THIS IS YOUR LIFE BOO

Go fucking get it!!!!!!!

SUCCESS STORY

I was tired of own shit so I used the method that I created

I already posted it

Go read it

Here’s what I manifested

1. SP

I manifested a girlfriend because I’m bisexual asf

And I created her on my phone

Just write if list of what she looks and acts like

I manifested my dream career

I manifested platonic SPs

As in friendships

Money

A strong intuition

More knowledge

A better self concept

Immunity

The ability to hypnotize with my eyes(OK I HAVENT TESTED THIS OUT BUT IM EXCITED TO)

Meeting a celebrity

Can’t say who but I manifested it for the future

I even got pets now!!! A puppy two kittens and two snakes!!

I manifested lots of cool talents

I improved my dancing!!!!!!

I was insecure about my voice

So I changed it

Deadass I sound kinda sexy now

I wanted a whispery ass voice😭😭

So I got oneeee

I also manifested a LOT of personal stuff that I won’t share

Unfortunately I’m SUPER protective of my soul and just overall self

And I’m not posting a face reveal

This might seem surprising to most

My passive aggressive behavior but this is literally how I am daily

I really am nice but y’all just make me ANXIOUS

But still

I love you darlings soooo much

Like for real

But please just pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Don’t make me your wish granter

Make your own wishes come true

If it’s cool with y’all

I’ll manifest tonight

That entering the void will be easy for you guys

But you HAVE to do it yourself I can only guide you

You got this babe

If you got offended it’s working

That means you needed this

Take this tough love and go use it for good

I better see some goddamn success stories this month or we gon fight

(Not literally that’s just my humor talking)

Love you bitches

Now go meditate before I appear under your bed tonight and yank yo shit

Love youuuu💗💗💗💗💗

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