#kind of barely sorta

[blogalreadydoesntexist]

more more nimona thoughts

okay so!

peep the background! theres (more notably) a trans flag, but you can also see the colors of the genderqueer flag between the two buildings. (note that this scene is focused on nimona and trans allegory and trans allegory and-)

i always questioned the use of this shape but! its the eye highlight for nimona and gloreth (before the betrayal) and bah bah bah im stupid and pretty art distracts me from looking from pretty art

the use of nimonas shapeshifting just fucking s. she goes from big, scary, brutish to looking so comparatively fucking small i just i cant god fuck god shit i miss my silly ha ha daughter son

no fucking gif of it but the fact that ''ballisters sword'' shatters here from Not Very High but when he drops the actual sword off of Very Probably Fucking Height it just clatters and oough pufferfish noise also i only realized now that ambrosius dropped his sword (im too busy crying for silly big brown eyed silly cringefail dad shhhh)

the fact this establishes 'nimona will do pink stuff as a sign of her existence' for the silly ha has, that yeah shes just being a goober and acting and then she doesnt have a speck of pink on her for ambrosius showing how mf dedicated (other than the death but cmon shes nimona) she was to the fucking bit like damn and she was improving most of it too since i doubt they realized the director was going to be that..violent?? uncaring?? anyways i just i need ballister freaking out over the fact that 'she was willing to kill him'

i love how all the knights have silver armor while ambrosius has nearly all gold and ballister has neither also id like to note that he took his sword from the cart by hand even though we saw the squire getting onto another knight for doing so also how ballister, little fucking geek he is, IMMEDIATELY noticed 'hey, what the fuck is up with this' when taking his own sword also how the squire called him 'mr ballister'

my baby. god. she (especially in this scene) in the whole flash back scene acts A Bit Too Much like me when i was really interacting with people for the first time (i talked to one singular person and was too timid to talk to anyone else amd god how wasnt i diagnosed sooner)'

hes such a fucking dad holy shit ambrosius hadnt even done the 'what is she' and hes still being so fucking worried over her AND ambrosius hes such fucking s god also i love how the eye thing is reoeated throughout the movie for nimona

cough cough i adore. its placing of 'item here item there' but it just it fucking i s okay? fuck. i love how it places 'true villian' a normal amount okay? singing killed my grandma okay?

crying and sobbing and shitting over the referece to the comic and they fact that even in the movie alone they still look related i just i fucking????????? Mine.

im so fucking normal (i am not allowed to speak when we watch things but my ass picks up on so many little things or consistencies that i just Need To.)

#longer post #ive gotten 31 damn notifications just while writing this my ass is going insane with 'the people agree!?!?!??!' #nimona #nimona movie #nimona film #gif #media analysis #kind of barely sorta #I FORGOT TAGS FUCK PISS BALLS #ballister blackheart #ballister boldheart #ambrosius goldenloin #going to s

[graegrape]

for my own sake decided to make some refs for sissel + lynne (very very slight redesigns). i think almost all the original game designs are perfect but i wanted to put my own spin on them!

#ghost trick #gt #lynne #sissel #my art #some notes: #sissel barely changed... i only gave him a swag little earring and an extra strand of hair #sorta based on one of his beta designs #i changed lynne's bangs to have a similar shape to her ponytail because erm.. i like repeating shapes. heart emoji #altered her weird zipper dress into a more casual kind of skirt + sweater with a zipper jacket on top. also changed the color of her coat #because.. i dont like it #swag little earring for her too. i think she was gifted this by cabanela and kamila got a matching pair :-)

[a-s-levynn]

(source)

#sleep token #here is a thing #there are certain moments when Vessel looks.. no he rather feels.. small #i mean his.. aura? presence? but not in the non-captivating way but as in an emotionally vulnerable way #i don't really have the words to describe this but just like on this picture #bear with me for a minute because this is either gonna sound completely unhinged or make some sort of sense #it's probably just me having a little more time on my hand than i should and just want to see things but.. #sometimes he feels so present in a here-i-am as-i-am take-me-as-you-will this-is-all-i-am i-can't-give-more-nor-less it's-just-me sorta way #he feels so human in the rawest sense possible and yet so deep in character maybe even more so than when he creatures or teefs and all #like.. he is just vessel in it's simplicity and without the 'divine' if you will.. simply just vessel #in his barest of existance #a shadow of someone who used to be but not quite anymore #he is in pieces and it is willingly laid bare under the mask and all that bodypaint oh so clear to see for anyone #and that is not the outstreched hand of you-are-not-alone but the outstreched soul that cries you-can-find-yourself-in-me #and that is what i find so heartbreaking about him #this kind if raw openness because the lore says vessel is a conduit for sleep #for us vessel (and the the others) is the conduit of our emotions #and he is there somewhere inbetween the truths #just him a simple human being who sometimes seems to wish not to be human which makes him more human than anything #and that is what i can't describe better than 'sometimes he feels small' and at time even maybe makes me cry a little

[thissying]

Christian Horner interview, GP Brazil, 2023

with the answer to "Will Perez still race for Red Bull next season?" and the Fernando rumour

#at this point i'm just accepting the status quo as a given for '24 because i'm tired of the constant speculation. #if it's true they're actually supportive of checo i will only say that i just don't get it. #because where was this kind of support for nyck de vries this year? #it just doesn't make sense. not even with a (barely there) second place in the championship. #f1 #christian horner #checo perez #fernando alonso #daniel ricciardo #(sorta)

[seekingthestars]

me: man my shoulder/neck have been hurting for weeks, i'm gonna sit with the heat pack on them to see if that helps

my body: oh that's cute, guess what's that gonna get ya? mild heat rash HAVE FUN

me: okay well at least they don't hurt anymore, right?

my body: INCORRECT

me: okayyyy well nothing ELSE hurts at least?

my body: FOOT PAIN

me: _(: 」∠)_

#personal #this all sounds very dramatic and it's not quite as dramatic as it sounds lol #but my shoulder/neck HAVE been hurting for weeks #and i did accidentally give myself what i'm pretty sure is mild heat rash from the heat pack in my attempts to make that feel less awful #so that's annoying #but i also got it to a place rn where it barely hurts (KNOCK ON WOOD PLS DON'T CURSE THIS FOR ME) #so now it's mostly just the prickly/stinging heat rash annoyance #foot did start hurting right as neck started to calm down a bit though but it's not bad just sorta mildly annoying?? #i am simply tired of being in some kind of pain lol #i have also taken to ignoring my to do list and instead just laying around playing video games/watching things when i can #and that's a nice change of pace lol #i can't ignore the list forever but it's getting ignored for a little bit at least jfieowafew

[piesa2]

im always in between not considering myself a comic artist and then also when i do make a comic im like wow i love comics

#maybe its cause yk. i get better at it and i feel more comfortable with the process now than i did yk a couple years ago #enrolled in this school barely ever having drawn a comic nor having done much research into the course #just kinda based on ‘i want to draw lots’ and what the application process was like #didnt even really read many comics #and then after a year or two of sorta doing comics wanting to do other stuff but also #occasionally making a comic still #in the end its really not that weird at all i think. the course gives a lot of freedom and make whatever kind of art you want. #im not graduating with a comic for example but rather a sort of transmedia exposition #but then. i also do like comics. learned to like them. i like panelling (but storyboarding is so hard) #above all i think i just love drawing. i want to do more than that as well but an empty piece of paper is my home #its my home! and i love my home

[peach-pot]

i know most of us find it annoying when people say shit like “there’s no way these characters/celebrities/etc are ‘just friends’” after seeing them like. show any sort of fondness for each other, as if it’s impossible to have a close bond with someone that’s exclusively platonic, but have you ever dealt with someone saying that shit about YOU? like face to face about you and a friend as if it’s still an appropriate little joke to make? really makes you reconsider your moral code…. <- this last bit is a joke, but it does make me absolutely furious lol

#it hasn’t happened much to me but every time it does I’m like. floored. #someone I’ll barely know will say something like that and I’ll think: #‘how could you think that’s appropriate to say to me! you barely know me!’ #and then someone I know well will say something like that and I’ll think: #‘how could YOU think that’s appropriate to say to me! you KNOW me!!!!’ #hannah talks sometimes #OH OR SOMETIMES it’ll have the same sorta joke set up as the whole ‘historians will say they were just friends’ thing #like ‘oh you’d have to be an idiot to think their relationship was platonic’ #but instead of saying it about historical figures or fictional characters you’re saying it about ME AND MY REAL LIFE FRIENDS. GIRL. #and I’m not even very visably affectionate with my friends! i don’t like most physical touch with most people #imagine the kind of bullshit I’d have to deal with if I was more physically affectionate with my pals… I think I WOULD turn to murder

[unproduciblesmackdown]

oh yeah also have to shout out the young queer theatre-enjoyer (as doer or audience) with christian parent experience of "at least i can be in the choir & be one of like 2-4 tenors & enjoy singing harmonies & most of practice is just chilling b/c it's 95% playing the melody 50x for the twenty sopranos who still don't have it down" while also not having to deal with sitting in the midst of the pews or whatever

#an annoyance was the battle b/c [i'd want to sing louder anyways] & on the one hand kind of subsuming the Bass part b/c there were like #four or six of them & that was kind of a writeoff like they'll just be kind of singing whatever lol #on the other hand after the sopranos had sorta learned the melody line after 65 min the like two dozen of them also could be too readily #drowned out by a few tenors harmonizing. like that sounds like yet another them problem.... #like i'm not singing loud loud Loud like whatever soprano would show up at the basilica in dc on xmas & treat it as a concert solo but. #like; i'm gonna be singing; okay #meanwhile moments in Nonbinary But Not Out Yet when my incredible irritation at the authoritative prescriptive comments lol like #i'm telling my roommate who asked I'm A Tenor. they're going wellll tenors have to be boys so. #like well either this is about vocal range or it isn't and already i'm like No Gender Binary even when it's [vocals] edition #serendipitously for kitchen karaoke singalongs (rarer recently w/no aux capabilities...) in essence i have will roland's range lol #ofc i can't sing like That & he's probably got like more comfortably a half step lower; but i can get on that half step sometimes lol #the way ewm son of a gun is too low for me & will roland's is not; moved it up a key or so for him then lol #[handshake] tenors higher than that. and in maybe having a just barely higher range: then; what; singing along with george salazar? #there is a pattern here....suddenly the range of Altos if they just so happened to not be understood as men #also [choir with the benedictine nuns] >>>>> [choir at the more nearby church] #but strictly the Mass at the monastery....only maybe quicker for being a little smaller #more tragically; further away meant an earlier wakeup. bad. but all other instances of hanging w/the nuns chill to fun #also the like [could you not go concert mode here] basilica reverb xmas dc soprano lol it's always like #this podcast talking abt like ''& then the amazing professional dancers in this show would go to the club & be putting on their amazing #dance performances just out there for any randos to see. how amazing'' like people can be impressed with the dancing in a show when they #have chosen to go to the show with the dancing; they didn't go out to a club to stand around watching anyone's pro performance & like what. #should they also all stop & clap in recognition lmao Like. too akin to [guy at party pulls out guitar] even if you're an amazing guitarist #This Is Not The Occasion; Others Didn't Sign On....ofc there's plenty of room for flexibility / spontaneity / ppl totally ready to enjoy #any such event dropped into their laps even if it's not part of their plans....but like. doing your own thing vs requiring everyone else #now Have to be an audience. guy at party who pulls out [i have to loudly insistently say things i want Everyone to laugh at. so that i win] #like i'm not judging the peons who didn't all stop their clubbing to gather round & acknowledge your superior; transcendent clubbing

[sonippep-hohu]

only one girl in this game. only one girl in this game, and it's the Noise's fucking girlfriend. hilarious

#the only girl and he has it #it could be a good or bad thing depending on how you view it #bare bones its kind of bad #but like I ship noisecouple so #it's just funny to me #that the only girl in this game kisses the fucking noise of all people #im still... im still on hiatus kinda sorta #but I just #im giggling

[solradguy]

I talk about my fursona a lot in tags and stuff but I’ve never shown him off here before. He’s sparkly as shit and I never draw him consistently lol He’s a spotted hyena/Indian boar hybrid with a Terminator endoskeleton and laser sword hands hahahaha Whenever I find something I like a lot I slap it on to him and have 1000% stopped caring if it makes him ridiculous or overpowered or whatever rofl 

#my stuff #ocs #oc 7oby #I made a ref sheet for him last year but with tumblr compression it would be illegible.... #He's got limited magic abilities outside of the laser hands (which are powered by his robot battery) too #and I kind of combined him with my like 'art mascot' which is a nebulous monster dog wolf ghost thing #that functions sorta like a JJBA stand I guess? But my fursona can't tell it what to do so really it's just there #to make cool drawings and stuff #I don't draw my fursona a whole lot and I'd say I'm like only just barely a furry tbh #But having a fursona is a lot of fun and most of my friends are furries so #being able to have a character to draw hanging out with their characters is really neat

[polyphonial-old]

status update yeah he's gone from front. u guys will have to do with me 👍

#olly.txt #<- still not accurate #vent (sorta??) in tags #perhaps. perhaps i should make some sort of. tag system for us? hmm #anyway. #believe it or not but living life as someone you're not kind of sucks ass! #smth smth feeling alienated from any community because u share memories and don't fully belong anywhere #like. i'm gay and host is lesbian #and. i remember what wanting to kiss women is like and they remember what wanting to kiss men is like so neither of us feel like a real #gay/lesbian and we feel like we don't belong. bc how can they put 'lesbian' in their url and let me post about liking men? #pair that w the fact we don't want to publically declare we're a sys and u get hell 👍 #ahem but i don't have time to b sad. time to do shit so embarrassing host will literally kill me with their bare hands 👍😎

[chisatowo]

MOCAAAAAAAAAAA (<- filled with rage (and love))

#rat rambles #band posting #you bastard you god damn bastard- #its such a god damn kind and caring person Im gonna fucking cry #ngl I feel like the 4 stars here rly should have been moca and lisa since yukina and ran were like. barely a presence in this story #I liked their interaction at the end but idk if that justifies them being the four stars dhdkgdid #although I guess moca and lisa have already sorta had a moving forward talk before but also idc they could talk a billipn times abt it and #Id still lose my mind I love them sm #also rly baiting the mocalisa fans with that moca flirt then no homo /j #but yeah I love yukiran with all my soul bit this should have been a lisa banner gkfnshbdh

[nouru-vi]

Baby want... SPACE HORROR

#you'd think especially with the analog horror boom that youtube would be full of this but nope! #there's barely anything or i dont know how to find it #as for games i also looked and. idk #i want THE PLANETS ARE ALIVE type of space horror kinda like nephthys media #not the usual 'omg carnivorous aliens' or 'omg carnivorous aliens but they also mutate people' kind of thing #i mean that can be an element but i want some supernatural aspect and a bigger scale to it? #not 'these are deadly aliens that evolved naturally' but 'these were made by incomprehensible space gods' #the nomads in freelancer have that sorta vibe but theres only so many hours i can put into fl discovery single player #ramblings #oh also by space horror i mean horror in space. spaceships space colonies what have you #stuff like gemini entertainment is GREAT but i want it to be scifi and not set on earth

[byronicbi]

i can't believe i'll be finishing ACFD in the same exact place i started it like. what are the odds.

#texts. #i actually wanted to finish it before i leave so that i can spend that week working on the singularity project #but alas. i want to keep working on my blender tutorial project while still at home. #after this chapter the other two will probably go super quick since they're sorta 'epilogues' kind of. #i'm sure house sitting in the middle of nowhere with barely any signal or internet and working on a horror project is gonna great for me.

[fearsomegaybeast]

fnaf movie kinda mid I fear

#spoilers for ferby forber sorta #the movie peaked when the robots were out for blood and just #freddy voring some woman and chica using the cupcake as some kind of guard dog #otherwise it was....kinda boring #AT LEAST THE DREAM SEQUENCES #i did not care for the dreams they were so repetitive I was going insanse #i dont care abt this distressed white boy in the woods #also afton appearing in the last 10 minutes and barely doing anything #it was....okay either way

[melvinthedepressedrobot]

u ever watch a video and it makes you want to completely overhaul one of your stories

#I've felt kind of #I guess stuck? conflicted? #about one of my oldest originals #because I developed a lot of it #and made some of it really well-rounded and original #whilst leaving some bits that are #well overly-simplistic and derivative #i sorta felt like I'd painted myself into a corner #but I just watched a video and like #idek it barely even relates but somehow it flicked a switch #so now I guess that's gonna be my hyperfocus for the evening #wish me luck #this is either going to smooth the whole thing out #or completely unnecessarily overcomplicate everything #we shall see! #jamie's chitchat