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lilyharvord · 9 months
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Once again I am screaming and crawling up the walls like Evil Dead over the fact that all the electricons grabbed onto Mare in Harbor Bay when she saw Cal’s body and the healer trying to resuscitate him.
Like everyone around her (except for her) knew her dumb ass was so in love with him that if he died she was going to go off like a fucking bomb and kill all of them and to avoid that they literally were fully prepared to either knock her out with their own ability or contain hers as much as possible.
Which just leads me to believe that if he had died, like if the healer had failed and he had died on the sand Mare would have turned immediately to Iris’s war ship and we would have gotten the duel of the fucking century. Because Iris would have been fighting to just survive and Mare would have been blindly fighting to kill at all costs in as painful of a manner as possible. And she would have taken so many lakelanders and nortian soldiers with her. So tbh, if Dane/the Scarlet Guard was smart, they would have let Cal die in that moment and they could have ended the whole thing in Harbor Bay.
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fleething · 7 months
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i do not care how they make it happen but aziraphale and crowley deserve tenderness in s3. Not necessarily another kiss but just… az putting his hand on crowley’s neck as they look at each other, crowley being allowed to run their fingers through the angel’s hair, sitting together on the sofa with crowley’s head in az’s lap, az calling crowley ‘darling’ or ‘my dear’, crowley bringing their angel flowers, they deserve the opportunity to show the other how much they love them
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kedreeva · 2 years
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Make him pay. (insp.)
Gif 1: An image of Eddie Munson from Stranger Things celebrating in the forest by pumping his fists and then pointing toward offscreen. Text reads: "The world should have protected you"
Gif 2: An image of Dustin Henderson from Stranger Things in the woods, opening his arms in invitation. Image switches to Eddie's face as he squares his shoulders in resolve. Text reads: "But you have been asked to protect it."
Gif 3: An image of Eddie in a green, grassy field, testing his new shield, made from a garbage can lid and spikes. Dustin sits in the background, watching. Text reads: "What an Honor..."
Gif 4: An image of Eddie in the Upside Down, dressed for battle and looking worried. The color slowly fades from the image until it is in black and white. Text reads: "What an Injustice"
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julykings · 2 years
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do u have any tips for staying off social media? i feel like its not hard for me to go without it but i have no idea what else to do when i’m not on it and i get so bored! any suggestions?
hiii! this is a big struggle for me as well - some of the only things that have really worked for me are 1. implementing rules for myself about when i'm allowed to check my phone. for example, i'm not allowed to check social media for at least two hours after i wake up (instead i walk my dogs, do dishes, read, work out, etc), and i'm not allowed to check it after 5pm every day (fill time in similar ways - cooking, hiking, talking to someone on the phone) and 2. spending time with people in person. i always find that if i'm going on my phone a lot during the day it's because i'm avoiding things i should be doing (working...)! if you feel bored when off of social media i think that's totally natural - our brains are so used to being so stimulated all the time by our phones that when that's gone other stuff feels so underwhelming. i sometimes just let myself ease into that discomfort, embrace the quiet etc.! if you don't know what else to do, my go-to's are always going outside, on a walk, reading, or making art/some other hobby!! good luck!
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millenniummmbop · 2 years
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rivalshipping is about healing to me but like in a “well-meaning yet still ill-advised codependency” way
#*pulls down projection screen and extends my collapsible pointer stick thing*#Yugi was a lonely kid with unresolved anger issues who went too far w the whole revenge fantasy thing#until The Power Of Friendship TM mellowed him out and he finally landed in a more emotionally stable state#*clicks to next slide*#meanwhile kaiba over here is ALSO a lonely kid with unresolved anger issues who ALSO went too far w his own fucked up revenge fantasy#*quickly shuffles through slides of Death-T*#but two mind-shattering comas later and yugi at the very least was willing to bury the hatchet and try to start over again#the whole 'kaiba vs peg sus' fiasco was where everyone finds out kaiba's motives up to that point and where it all finally clicks for yugi#*clicks to next slide to reveal the 'he just like me fr' meme but it's yugi crying on the balcony inside peggy's castle*#it's after this that yugi starts thinking 'Well friendship fixed ME so maybe it can fix HIM too'#*clicks next slide and hits play on the embedded video*#Yugi: good morning kaiba-kun! nice weather we're having today huh?#Kaiba: I'm going to beat u in the face and in the ass#Yugi: haha alright bud I'll see u at regionals tomorrow#Yugi said so himself that he wanted 'friends he could count on and who could count on him' (paraphrasing)#i think he saw this mess of a human being recklessly barreling towards the edge at 100 miles an hour and said#'yeah this looks like something i can personally fix'#bc he's the type of person to just selflessly shoulder a mountain of burdens if it means helping someone he cares about#like his heart is definitely in the right place but i don't think he realizes that kaiba also needs like#therapy and mood stabilizers or some shit#*a voice rings out from the back of the class*#'op they had like 10 minutes of conversation MAX over the entirety of duelist kingdom this is literally all in ur head*#no no the groundwork is there for all of this i PROMISE#lion king rafiki voice: look harder#like yes i'm delusional but i'm also RIGHT#(⓿_⓿)#ignore me
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madney wedding. chim is a mess but he’s alive, he’s holding jee with one arm and has both of maddie’s hands in the other. we can hear the officiant talking but the camera is focused on his face, on maddie’s, tears in their eyes and so much love between them.
wide shot shows the whole wedding party, the guests — all the decor is destroyed, flowers blown apart, because chim insisted tommy land the chopper as close as he could.
back to maddie as she says her vows, a moving speech, improvised, about loving someone through anything life throws at you — about always coming back to each other. cut to buck, over her shoulder, her man of honour, an absolute mess himself (not bachelor-party mess but helped-rescue-his-brother-in-law mess); he’s grinning, tears in his eyes, so happy for his sister and her family. he glances out, and we see his pov: tommy, also post-rescue mess, smiling softly
cut to chim, the most heartfelt vows cut with perfect snippets of humour about the chaos of the day, jee-yun’s head resting on his shoulder. as he talks about love and family and how grateful he is for these things he thought he’d never have, we get shots of the whole extended firefam; bobby and athena, hen and karen, eddie and chris, ravi, tommy, josh, sue, linda, and back to chim/maddie/jee-yun as he wraps it up, as the officiant pronounces them married, as they hold each other and share that first kiss.
the same wide-shot, whole party framing as everyone claps and cheers. back to madney. cut to the crowd from madney pov, jubilant, relieved. cut to buck, turning from the crowd as the diegetic sound is overtaken by the soundtrack, glancing out at everyone; shot from buck’s pov, focused on tommy as the music swells, as the lyrics talk about finding love or opening yourself up to love or or or, and the focus pulls, tommy blurring into the foreground as eddie comes into perfect focus, applauding, cheering, just a touch of halo lighting to catch all the edges of his hair and suit, drawing the viewer’s eye to see him in a new light.
cut back to buck, smile morphing from a huge grin to something smaller, tender, private. then he turns his head to his sister/her husband/their kid, and the camera follows his gaze as the chorus hits, jee cheering as chim presses his forehead to maddie’s. wide shot of the whole crowd once again, zooming out further and further until you can see a sweeping vista of los angeles, creating a sense of potential for the viewer, of optimism, of hope. roll credits.
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izzymalec · 22 days
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step 1: buy a touch screen laptop step 2: use it to control your phone with the touch pad
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apricote · 7 months
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service top halsin 🫶👌
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blueish-bird · 17 days
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sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive
#lighthearted but also serious bc what is going on here buddy#been feeling weird as hell these past few months#like I can remember some stuff… but it doesn’t feel normal to forget the names of anyone I haven’t seen/heard the name of in a few days#or forget about basic interests and personality traits and experiences and feel like a blank slate every day#idk like ultimately life goes on and I’m happy to live in the moment but it would be nice to understand why my brain is doing this#just thinking#meposting#I think my brain just. does this sometimes when I’m stressed. which is annoying#I recall (lmao) feeling similar during earlier parts of life so this isn’t *new* it’s just unexpected and much more disruptive as an adult#I’m feeling better about it than I was. after like. acknowledging it. bc my mind has not always felt like a sieve it isn’t always this bad.#whatever#I’ll tag as dissociation just in case it’s related/reminiscent and ppl don’t want to see that#dissociation#me and her go way back… haven’t seen each other in years though#she wasnt all bad! coping mechanisms can provide relief and a sense of safety#and as far as coping mechanisms go it’s not the most unhealthy. though it ranks high in ‘socially stunting’#I kind of miss the distance sometimes to be honest everything’s just So Much all the time#I’m so solid now#so stuck in the ruts of capitalism#fuck capitalism#I wish my imagination didn’t feel so dulled#sorry I love talking#and I don’t miss dissociation when I feel mentally present because I feel so Here with the people and things I love but rn?#it’s like a lose-lose bc I am not Here nor am I untethered. I’m heavy yet hold nothing#I enjoy being dramatic/poetic about it — I feel pretty fine. I just hope this isn’t a permanent and/or long-term state of existence.#like it makes me awful at my job I went from remembering a solid amount of the student body’s names (built up over a few years) to. like 5.#overnight it felt like. like Stressful Thing happened and I went to work and I couldn’t remember anyone’s names.#can’t believe I have to start from fucking scratch AGAIN I’d be better off quitting and working at a different school#bc at least then my lack of knowledge/remembering is justified rather than strange and seemingly rude#I’m getting better now but at the beginning of this it was blue screen in my brain all the time
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dykedvonte · 19 days
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Fallout New Crashes
#this is a post of rage hurt and betrayal that is not quantifiable#Bethany Estha Oobleck are developers that love toying with my emotions like I’m a wind up Easter toy#twisting my key until it’s a struggle even for them but they don’t stop#not until they can’t turn anymore but they do not set me down when they let go#they hold me just above it so close my little plastic feet just barely scrap the floor#incessant the sound is scrapping as all the wound up energy is exerted#as I run in the water swim in the air all meaning I go no where#and just then I dropped and I teeter but I do not fall I run as far as I can with whatever is left#but there isn’t much progress there never is#an inch or so is made as my key stops and my legs do as well not tired but unable to move until wound again#and they do and the cycle repeats and by the time I run#a plastic wobble all the way there I can only ask if it was worth it#if letting them play with me like I was the game was worth seeing the screen of my pip boy again#helping Boone settle his loathing and Arcade come to terms#Cass look to the future and Veronica to make her own#Raul find new purpose and Lily to make up her mind or keep it#to save Rex and Ede to improve the Mojave#and I say yes it is#and then I am picked up and carried back for it will begin again#if you can’t tell my game keeps crashing for some reason today and I can’t figure out why with every mod and guide known to man#and it’s making me deranged cause it’s all I wanted to do toady and night#fallout#fallout new vegas
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sysig · 11 months
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Sleep tight <3 (Patreon)
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roimp · 2 years
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hi I watched jab we met
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