#like please listen to how much i mean it

[cum-padre]

#glass candy #beautiful object #music #the lyrics are so good and i love how solemn the outro is #like please listen to how much i mean it #SoundCloud

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Do you think Wei wuxian listens to weezer?

I don't know...I don't know...I really don't know.....

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan sizhui #blood #I mean this in the most sincerest way possible: This ask has become my 'does bruno mars is gay' to me and anyone in close enough proximity #I first read this after having just woken up and it rattled me so intensely #would he???? I don't know??? It's dad music but it also sort of works for someone a little bit out of step with time? #I'm a bit of a wwx kinnie and I love music but I don't really have any headcanons for what modern music he'd like #other than 'unironically classical music and its one of the first things he bonds with lwj over as teens' #(they get into very heated arguments about composers and arrangements) #but also. the concept of wwx really liking wheezer to the point its the first thing he's gotta check in on after 13 years dead? #*that* did me in real good #I hope people enjoy this one as much as I did #'Does wwx listen to wheezer' Please oh god wheezer and mdzs fans please come together to tell me what songs wwx would like #my money is on 'lost in the woods' its so campy #EDIT: just been informed weezer doesnt have an H in it..this is how much i know. thank u everyone who left weezer recs in comments and tags

[algrenion]

i know everyone and their mother is talking abt the Kendrick vs Drake beef but I just need to add to the conversation that I truly believe those three drops from Kdot (especially “Not Like Us” bc it’s so fun, though “Meet the Grahams” and “Euphoria” were DEEP call-outs in the beats & lyricism) were probably the best disses in rap since Ice Cube did “No Vaseline”

#I can’t stress enough how much I mean that #I thought diss tracks were a dead art for YouTubers only at this point #listening to these has been insane #and unfortunately Drake just does not meet the cut #not for me at least just like he never has musically #more importantly I like many ppl think he’s a nonce so 🤷🏽‍♀️ #Ps also dear god I recognise the issues in the bars on all these times especially the old ones please don’t come for me #I’m talking about skill that’s all I’m not backing up anything else but anti-drake-bc-he-fucks-w-minors issues

[p4nishers]

can we actually take a moment and remember swan upon leda? can we actually shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down and think about our lord and savior swan upon leda because i'm tired of doing it alone every single day guys

#the title itself!!! THE FUCKING TITLE #swan UPON leda #god he's an actual genius THANK U HOZIER SO FUCKING MUCH #i hate how that myth is portrayed and received and objectified bc they make it out to be such a funny little chuckle story like 'hahaha led #is SO easy that she fell for a swan isn't that actually the funniest thing you've ever heard omg like women are literally so easy to please #whatever whatever blahblahblah yes that's fucking hilarious matthew thank u SO much for that absolutely fascinating commentary on a women #getting raped by a god really truly an amazing insight into ur pea fucking brain #like fuck sorry but i just absolutely despises how this myth is made out to be and i remember learning abt it in class and being literally #nauseated bc guess fucking what it's literally not hard to understand wtf is happening and while u r laughing away about i repeat a WOMEN #getting RAPED some fucking of us have brain enough to be mortified #jesus ANYWAY #hozier dropped that song after roe v wade was over turned and i just i love him so fucking much he cares SO MUCH and before anything else #he's an activist and he actually gives a shit about women's rights and he dropped this song as a comfort as something to hold onto but also #as a social commentary and he linked charities and resources to help women and keep them safe and this song just means everything to me #bc greek mythology often gets reduced to children stories bc most ppl know myths from children books and obviously a book for kids not gonn #outloud say the word rape or even imply that that's what's happening and that's fine ig but bc so many ppl know it from there it gets #reduces to a joke and a raped women gets ridiculed but hozier actually took one of the few poems about leda being raped and it being a rape #at all and made it into a song during a time that was so traumatizing for ever afab person in the world basically and it just says 'i see #you i see what you're going through and i'm listening and i actually care and i want to help you' and he's helping by writing a song yes bc #he's spreading the word that way bc that's how movements are spread and people listen to him when he's singing and that's how he helps and #i did i mention that i love him? bc i'd actually do anything for him and to meet him and tell him how much he fucking means to me #the line that always gets me is 'a crying CHILD pushes a CHILD into the night' bc yes she was a fucking child who had to deliver 4 KIDS BC #AN ASSHOLE DECIDED SHE WAS PRETTY ENOUGH TO FUCK and nobody ever cares that she was just a child and her child helen was just a child when #she was abducted and raped and impregnated (JUST LIKE HER MOTHER) by theseus a supposed great hero and im genuinely sick she was just a #child like so many women or girls in greek mythology and ik it was a different time back then or wtv but they were just GIRLS and nobody #cared about that or cares now. but this song does. #bc of course it does it's hozier. #hozier #swan upon leda

[andthebeanstalk]

ur post about queerbaiting and the dismissal of people in fandom to critical analysis is so incredibly true thank you. i feel like marcille's writing in the anime has been super misogynistic a lot of the time and every time i bring this up all anyone wants to say is "well maybe this isn't for you! and you shouldn't watch the show!" like. i don't think this is about taste lmao, i am analyzing the text in front of me and coming to conclusions about the craft of it.

[This is in reference to this post]

YES!!! THANK YOU!!!!!

It is so so frustrating!!!!

It's like being at a restaurant and being served a bunch of delicious appetizers, but then one of the bread appetizers is literally just a plate of crumbs; and then when you're like, "Hey, uhh, why are we being served literal crumbs?", a bunch of the other folks eating at the restaurant are like,

"WELL HOW ABOUT YOU JUST DON'T EAT HERE THEN??!? YOU MUST NOT BE THAT HUNGRY, SO JUST FIND ANOTHER RESTAURANT AND DON'T EAT WITH US!!"

And maybe they say it politely, but "Aw, sorry, maybe this restaurant just isn't for you 💖" is just trading out an aggressive dismissive tone for a patronizing dismissive tone. It's the same message.

And it's like! I was honestly happy to move on from the crumbs once my complaint was acknowledged because the meal overall is still delicious, but then all these folks got SUPER WEIRD AND DEFENSIVE ABOUT IT, so now I find myself double-checking all the other dishes -- and, actually, you know what those eggs DO look a Iittle misogynistic undercooked!!!!

#original #queerbaiting #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #falin x marcille #marcille x falin #marcille donato #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi marcille #listen i like marcille but u r right she is basically there to be a wet blanket a LOT of the time and that is a sexist trope #i think the bar is super super low for female characters in adventure anime and the lack of constant ogling maybe makes the female #characters feel better written than they are. i mean falin basically has no personality. she's got an innocent heart but that's nothing. #and i think these conversations are worth having bc no piece of media is perfect and this is how we learn to do better #also like. I've seen media criticisms that make me go 'oh you straight up should reserve commentary bc you #haven't watched the show and you're wrong' or 'i see what you're saying but you are simply incorrect' but like #i don't think I'd tell someone to just NOT watch Hazbin Hotel bc they have a bad take - and certainly not bc they have accurately #pinpointed a real flaw about the show (of which there are more than a few but frankly not what became the biggest subject of Disc Horse) #Angel is actually an amazing character & i think people mistook a criticism on the way abuse is glamourized as actually glamourizing abuse #like his song about abuse is called Poison and he's trapped in an abusive performance contract - bringing to mind Britney Spears #i think it is a wildly triggering and painful scene but i think a lot of people took the pain it gave them to mean it was bad art #but tbh they are still allowed to eat at the table if they so choose!!! #sorry i got sidetracked - as an abuse survivor Angel just matters a lot to me. i have a couple serious criticisms of vivziepop's work but #Angel is very much not one of them #also in regards to the actual subject of this post i think the most audacity of the responses i got was the one that said #that by complaining about queerbaiting I was 'de-incentivizing writers to write any interaction b/t women that could look even a little gay #and I'm just like. good. I hope they stop writing entirely. if the takeaway from 'please don't sell me bread and then serve me crumbs' is #'WELL NOW I JUST WON'T BAKE ANY BREAD PRODUCT' then that person is a bad chef. they should find a different job. #or at least do a whole lot of work on themselves. but either way i wouldn't be too broken up to know i won't be getting any food from them. #'just leave then' is so obviously a gut reaction defense mechanism & it implies media criticism should only be for things you don't like

[kamuikunt]

he doesnt.

#i dont know if this appeals to anyone but Me and My specific hcs. whatever. my blog my bullshit #obito #kakashi #mine #id in alt #important to the punchline is my old little post canon transfem kks hc/au/whatever. something something heres how transfem kakashi can win #idk i just think 'im just a tool for the village i will not have real emotions' kakashi would not have the sense of self you need to like #think about Gender #meanwhile. anti system uchiha outcast obito? listen hes so deep in his own head and plays with identity so much In Canon that like. cmon. #hes so transgender im like a little sad the common fanon is like oh hes the well meaning cis guy friend. like thats still a reasonable- #interpretation of him but like. Cmonnnnn let him be a little transssssssss #anyway. obito. #its nearly 5am as i type these tags do not take this as serious analysis Please

[uselessnbee]

saw my favorite bylers talk about the relationship between Mike and Joyce again and now i just can't stop thinking about it

not just if she saw the airport fiasco but what if she saw the conflict between willelmike

or after they're all finally in hawkins again maybe she saw there's something going on and asked Jonathan and he told her some things he knew he could let her know

and then she comes to Mike and he expects it. he expects her to be angry to start criticising him cause he fucked up and hurts everyone and he knew this was coming but god does it hurt. this is the woman that feels like a second mother to him the woman that sometimes feels more like a mother to him then his actual mom and he knows being criticised by her is going to be the last straw and a part of him is dreading this but a part of him also thinks he deserves this. of course he does he fucked up he's the bad guy he hurt people he hurt her children she loves more than anything of course he deserves this

so he can take it. it will hurt. it will be like a punch in the face but he can take it it's what happens after that's the real question

but Joyce just smiles at him so gently and asks if he's doing okay. if everything is alright if something is going on. she tells him she cares about him and she knows he's been through a lot but if he needs her she's here for him. if he needs to talk she will listen if he just needs someone to be there for him she will be and she's just so caring and gentle and loving to Mike and Mike just. fucking. breaks.

he doesn't even remember when was the last time someone treated him this way like his feelings matter like he matters and he just can't help it. someone finally sees more than his snarkiness. someone finally sees more than him being a jerk. someone finally sees there's something more going on. someone finally sees the pain behind it and cares enough to actually ask him of he's okay and so he just lets himself cry in front of someone for the first time in years

#byler #mike wheeler #joyce byers #mike and joyce #my favorite mother and future son in law relationship to think about #i love to think about Mike seeing Joyce as his second mother and Joyce seeing Mike as if he's her own son #like god this is the kid she saw grow up since he was like 5 this is the boy that made her son so much happier #and i bet she never invalidated his feelings or anything because Joyce would never #and Mike just feeling safe around her and Joyce being one of the few people who never see him as the bad guy because that's Mike #and she only sees him as the kind boy who is always so caring and gentle with her Will #and of course she wants to make sure he's okay and that he knows she's there for him #and how much that must mean to Mike his parents never show interest they always invalidate his feelings and never ask if he's doing okay #they never make him feel safe like he can talk to them but Joyce god she's the exact opposite #she always just shows him care and never makes him feel wrong for just being himself and i'm sobbing now #where is my own Joyce to adopt me please #Also about Jonathan telling Joyce some things no he totally wouldn't out Will or anything #he would say what he knew he could but he doesn't know much about the situation himself #and Joyce totally already knows about Will so it would probably look like #Joyce: i see there's some tension between Mike El and Will is everything alright? #Jonathan: we had to listen to Mike's shitty unhonest love confession to El and it was so bad it got Max killed :/ #Joyce:😰 #anyways sorry for rambling i just have many thoughts about this #blue's 'Mike's extreme defender' ramblings

[nuvomica]

sometimes i look at the whole Thing that western gay culture got goin on and just. man. none of that's for me bro idk

#on the funnier and bitchier note its always the Top Musicians for lesbians nd queers like. oh honey that's not..... h..... #on the more isolating note. there is a weird nonexistent space between being a super mean gay and a Softe Baby Gay #(gay being an umbrella term here ofc) #and i sit in that grey (gay) area #straight up rich gays thinking it's cunty and cool to be rude to poor people or queer ppl who dont have the money to live their lifestyle #(or who dont want to live their lifestyle) #lesbians hating men. including queer men. so so much that its cruel and horrible #gay men sayimg shit like the one comment I saw that went “this was a good video until the girl came in” and it was just some random #clip of people chilling or whatever. stfu #and then on the other spectrum its like. these eternally victimised softe baby beans that are so clearly on tiktok and Tumblr too much #and think being gnc or queer has to Look or behave a certain way #i feel SICK. but maybe its not so much the queer spaces i hate. as much as americanised cultures in general #anyway flashback to when i was seeing Genuine Posts about how if you dont listen to girl in red ur Not a lesbian #or the opposite being like. if she listens to girl in red she's gay she's just in the closet #and they were dead serious abt it every time #now im seeing it about ch*pelle r*an and just. guys please shut up fr 😭😭😭

[atlas-dr0wned]

it really bothers me that so many people know the song achilles come down but don't listen to any more of gang of youths' music like ??? achilles come down is an absolute masterpiece by itself but youre missing out on SO MUCH if you dont listen to more of their music!!!

#i cannot put into words how much their music means to me or what its done for me but. oh my god. theyre incredible #anyone who hasnt listened to the rest of go farther in lightness is missing out so bad im so serious #angel in realtime too like please!!! listen to their music!!!!! #same goes for everything else they're put out they have no bad songs #and their lyricism is something else like the lyrics can hurt so bad but also be so comforting #dave le'aupepe the man you are #gang of youths

[youremyonlyhope]

Who gave Sondheim the right to write a song as bittersweetly perfect as Sorry-Grateful?

#company #company musical #stephen sondheim #please please let me have the chance to work on that show someday #even ​if only so I can sit and hear that song from backstage #it’s one of my favorite musicals but if I’m choosing to listen to it it means I’m very confused or stressed in my (lack of) romantic life #in this case I’ve gone on two dates with a really really great guy but am unsure how to move forward #and it’s like deciding to date him opened my eyes to other possibilities and I’m like Hope what is happening #including a new guy who I’ve only JUST met like barely 2 weeks ago but in a few ways he’s like perfect on paper #including the fact he works in the same field as my dad and has actually emailed him in the past #and at the bar we and a bunch of other people were at he took the time to rave about my dad to everyone at our table #and explain how much he admires him from the few email interactions and his general knowledge of what my dad does #and I’m like ok ok major green flags #and yesterday was a hard day for him and I was witnessing it throughout our performance #and I was just finding myself feeling really really concerned and wanting to make him better #and now I’m listening to company and I’m like Hope. what. is. happening.

[suncaptor]

there's something specifically inside my head that is closing up that makes trusting anything so hard. i have to manually keep my mind open to the potential of anything being significant. i am so used to things being bad and things hurting and things not working and being powerless that it takes an exorbitant amount of mental energy to make sure I don't let myself shut down possibility. and I do it because I never want a certainty inside of me besides love to rule anything. but I want my brain elastic again. i want it open like breathing. it doesn't erase the unfairness or the critique or any of the bitter-built philosophy.

#it's so hard to describe what I mean. i think it's the combo of the like. specific part of my brain's development + the amount of trauma #I have endured + the degree of which that has been taking place on a backdrop of the world being incredibly injust no matter what I do #this is very very silly but the extent of how much this impacts me was made clear by how like. closed off I was to even liking an album by #my favourite singer. like obviously I am obsessively keeping myself open I would never let my preconceived sense of doom and stubbornness #control my willingness to let things in #but it shouldn't be so hard to keep my mind open to things like... liking my favourite musician of most of my life's music........... #and that's a VERY silly example but that's why it's easier to talk about. it takes so much work to be open enough for things like therapy #or religion because they've damaged me so much #how am i supposed to handle this on a backdrop of constant constant helplessness in the face of living insecurity and illness and trauma? #the problem is if you try so so so hard again and again and remain hopeful regardless of how illogical that hope is #but you get let down so constantly since you're never stop trying ever even when systems fail you again and again #and you're watching horrible things happen and everything that shapes you is horror #then regardless of how much you try it's so hard to let yourself let go of the very realistic lived experience of doubt and critique #and I DO. do NOT get me wrong. I am obsessive and refuse to be my own problem #but the act of doing so shouldn't be like this. it's in everything i do. from simple things like listening to new music to even the mere #possibility of a future #i am very worried this one is going to be misinterpreted bc I AM NOT saying I'm stubborn in the face of systems that have repeatedly failed #me. I AM NOT. I am saying to not be shouldn't take this work when it envelops the rest of my life. #if anyone reads this far please please acknowledge the degree of which I almost pathologically try again and again when I can guarantee #nearly everyone wouldn't and still fight to keep myself open to hope because that's just something in me that is like that. but BEING like #that is. repeatedly putting yourself in situations where you are powerless already and helpless to get better and then are hurt more and #there's no way to escape it's just the repeated nature of it and then trying to not be the issue. #it's the problem in itself. #my ambition SHOULD be smarter. #god I'll go into this when I fully understand it another time. i don't think i have this phrased in a way to make all the dots of what i #mean correlate in the significant ways to anyone but me #but hey i guess i'm expecting anyone to read this in a light to misperceive me in the first place instead of accept maybe I'm not explainin #well or giving me the benefit of the doubt. see. #delete

[s0ckh3adstudios]

if Noisette doesn't get more content in future updates/DLC I'm going to MAKE IT MYSELF.

#/j #listen to me #listen #they can't give us all that charming concept art and comics #and GIVE HER TWO APPEARANCES IN THE GAME. #YOU CAN'T DO THAT TO ME #i mean #if noise is supposed to become playable #maybe that means more noisette stuff idk.. #she's his gustavo /j #noise being playable sort of confuses me a bit #like i don't know how that would. logically work #considering the story #maybe playable noise has a separate storyline LMAO #probably not that much effort #anyway. noisette content please #pizza tower #sock talk

[tragedykery]

I hate. complicated friendships

#I love her but also. #I feel like such a bad friend for complaining about her but she’s just so. incredibly inconsiderate #like we planned to hang out ish at 1 pm today. suddenly she texts me like ‘hey I’m coming around 14:30 instead’ #she knows I’m autistic too she knows how important having a schedule is for me and she pulls sth like that?? #maybe it’s the fact that she’s an only child but ​she just expects the world and everyone else to accommodate for her #one time we were on a school trip and I was nauseous and I mentioned that to her and she just. made it all about herself??? #like I get she’s got emetophobia but turning the conversation into a fifteen-minute-long rant about if I vomited to please not do it #anywhere she could see bc if I did she would cry and feel absolutely terrible for the rest of the day and etc etc etc #like bestie IM the one who’s sick here??? #and like 50% of our conversations are just her venting at me (even more if you count the ones over text) and it’s. I don’t mind it when it’s #a normal amoun but she just treats me like an object for her to vent at and I Understand there’s stuff she can’t tell her therapist/coach bc #he knows her parents and she’s afraid he’ll tell on her if she talks about gender stuff (she’s not out) and I’m the closest trans friend she #has so I’m the person who understands it the best but it’s just. SO much #(but the moment I vent for once I just feel like she. doesn’t listen and that she thinks I’m just being too sensitive) #and that’s definitely my fault too bc idk how to communicate when she makes me uncomfortable with stuff like that #and she’s autistic too and doesn’t understand hints at all so I’d need to just State it and that feels so incredibly mean but. #there’s more instances I’m not typing out but just. ugh. I love her I really do and I feel like such a child for complaining about her on #tumblr dot com and I know I’m at fault too for not communicating when she makes me uncomfortable I’m not pretending I’m not to blame at all #but she’s self-centred and inconsiderate and. ugh #vent #elli rambles

[drewsaturday]

a reboot etc is a good idea when it's for something where a reboot or continuation fits the kind of series the original had been and/or it's something i enjoyed and was not so attached to that the thought of it getting screwed up in a new form doesn't completely tear me apart from the inside, but gives me something nice to look forward to.

a reboot is bad when it's for literally anything i am mentally ill about. hope this helps.

#txt #ajl;sddfj i feel so hypocritical being excited for xmen 97 while being Terrified about these kinds of things that #have happened for other beloved shows #where .... i mean ok listen tss gave me so many trust issues i cannot get into ongoing shows #whole heartedly bc the trauma of an unexpected cancellation is forever haunting me #so i get into older media with the idea that i can know what to expect both in terms of runtime and story #it is safe it is nice #but when u take something that stands alone in preserved archived form like that and dig it up and zombify it #i am going to cry a little even if it does end up being good bc change is scarey #but for smth like x-men it's fine bc comic based stuff gets new iterations every couple years anyway a;jlksdkfj #continuations are quite different bc of how they fuck with an original's canon at times #whereas reboots scare me bc they change fandom landscapes and... other things depending on how it happens #but idk i think there is just a certain level of what i expect to happen mixed with how attached i am to a thing #that determines how much a reboot/continuation/etc will either terrify or excite me or both #and i feel like there is always an expectation that more = good but in reality please just leave it alone #so i can write fic in peace for the things i care enough about to write fic for #(also i do think ive learned enough that reboots/continuations are not the end of the world #where i am less terrified of them now generally even if i am tired of them #so that maybe helps)

[purble-gaymer]

sorry for imagine dragons posting but my birthday is next month and it’s making me weirdly emotional about this line in trouble

#rhyn rambles #i mean..probably for sort of the same reason ‘it’s time’ still gets me #like that song came out when i was seven and here i am twelve years later #like i would listen to that song and think about being my current age #and then when i was 16 listening to smoke and mirrors #this song came up and i would think about being 19 #and how much things would change by then #(please see 2020/2021. not a good time) #now i’m almost done being 19 and it’s like huh. time to move on i guess #that being said i’m pretty excited to say i’m 20 instead of 19 #not excited about anything else really. i just get to say a new cooler number

[edelorion]

okay so i maybe have a type

artists for syokamori: knifedragon, kamei for pandoria: tonamikanji, monolithtk for sucrose: official art for io: 須影 (R18 artist)

#and it's not even just how they look. i mean yeah they're super cute and they all have impeccable taste in fashion but aside from that #like i didn't even know who sucrose was until several months ago #until i stumbled upon a bunch of asmr roleplays of her and. #okay. i can just. listen to her ramble for hours about alchemy. please tell me more about what dandelion seeds can do. #i have less than zero interest in genshin impact because predatory gacha. but her? brilliance. #as for pandoria she's. well first of all she's kinda chuuni to mirror zeke which already elevates her to ''really great'' in my mind but #while she can be a little negligent at times she's also. really caring. she's silly but she'd lend an ear and a hug. #syokamori sadly is literally a blank slate as her creator has done nothing with her yet but. #for some inexplicable reason she resonates deeply within me. #and io is. listen i'm not sure if i want to hug or if i want to be io #probably both honestly but. listen my profile pic literally is her #if anyone would be considered my ''blorbo'' it's her. i want to flood these tags with exactly why i love her so much but i need to go sleep #anyway... i love them. so much.