#like that so uselessly.

[wiklm]

drawing a bunch of side profiles for funsies !!!! i’ll reblog with more eventually

#i will never ever tire of drawing noses #anyone who doesn’t like drawing noses or side profiles you are missing out on so much #needed this validation that my same face syndrome is improving they actually look like different ppl. crying tears of joy #i think this is the first kaeya i’ve drawn since 2021 wtf #anyways can u tell cyno is my favorite i’ve spent so much of my time uselessly redesigning him #albedo too but mostly subtle stuff and his clothes and i didn’t draw clothes here so it’s not noticeable #anyways. #thanks for coming to my ted talk #i’ll be here all week #talking about noses #i love noses #kaeya alberich #albedo #cyno #genshin impact #gi #wiklm art!!

[peaches2217]

Okay! I thiiiiiink I can have a fic up by week’s end! If I don’t follow through this time y’all are permitted to excommunicate me.

#gotta stop being ✨useless and worthless✨ gotta start being ✨good and productive✨ #it’s like… 90% done! I’m just struggling with the ending because it kinda. doesn’t have one #I never planned out an ending and I have no clue what kind of note to end it on. but if I end it at where I’ve got it #then there won’t be any impact. my writing’s already low-stakes low-impact but this one would be entirely uselessly self-indulgent #with nothing to show for it other than just… I dunno. I think what I’m saying is it’s not good? #but! I’ll figure it out! I will figure it out or die trying so help me God!

[starflungwaddledee]

i need to stop drawing things that i cannot share and won't be able to post for weeks or months because they are huge spoilers... but will i??? 😭😭😭

#i am not immune to the instant validation of posting something that i think is Banger so that other folks might tell me that- #they also think it's Banger. but alas. ALAS. god. #if only my brain weren't so stuck in the Spoiler Dense Rut right now. well at least i know it'll be good once we get there #there are things i SHOULD draw that i CAN post that people have ASKED FOR #but instead i'm just out here like ___ _____ ___ ___ ________ _____ uselessly

[invinciblerodent]

The PC, lying on their back by the campfire and staring up at the stars: Souls existing separately from physical bodies, and people being able to be resurrected or reborn implies that the material body, and other, immaterial substances that make up a person, also exist separately. That would mean that Cartesian dualism is pretty much the accepted truth of our particular plane of existence. But, that sort of leaves me to question whether calling the illithid mind-flayers is correct nomenclature, I mean... they primarily consume brain tissue: that's a part of the material body, rather than strictly the mind, which would be an immaterial substance. Physically ingesting something immaterial, and using it to generate calories that sustain their real, living bodies, that would require for their digestive tracts to generate matter from nothing, which is... a pretty profound violation of the laws of physics. Although that kind of doesn't matter, I guess, since magic also exists on our plane, and that alone already violates the laws of physics. Unless I guess we consider the Weave and the outer planes to be sort of a halfway point between material and immaterial itself, but that's a whole separate thing. Of course, one might argue that illithid also require "psychic energy" to live, but then the question is, just how esoteric is that really? How strictly is it tied to the victims themselves? Because if psychic energy is to be considered another part of the immaterial minds of creatures that exist in the material plane, we run into the problem of the illithid sort of... spontaneously generating material from the immaterial yet again, and that doesn't feel like it should be possible. But, if we approach it as primarily a source of nutrients, it more or less has to be something material, like something relating to the electric conductivity of the brain itself, which then means that it... kind of no longer adds up to being part of the immaterial mind? ... so I guess what I'm getting at is that maybe, it'd be more accurate to call them brain-flayers. Technically. Because it's... it's the brains, that they eat. Mostly.

Gale, visibly vibrating with carnal lust: .... so I was thinking of a spring wedding

#squirrel plays bg3 #in other words i think I finally figured out why gale falls so quickly and so hard for my boy #oc: arvid trygg #it's not because he's kind and gentle #not because he listens very intently and is always interested in what gale has to say #not because he's really hot when he's chopping wood in his shirtsleeves #no it's because he has 18 wis and uses it to philosophize uselessly #like this is all act 1

[swordmaid]

anyway I really do like the idea that his darling spawn shri’iia who’s whole job is to adore him forever and an eternity becomes his very undoing bc he fails to account what that would mean to her. like baby girl you just validated each and every one of her flaws and ugly side just like she validated yours. now you’re stuck with that 🫶🥰🤭

#like the reverse uno card of her telling him to stay as he is forever bc he’s perfect that way… and his slow realisation that he can’t ever #change bc she won’t let him .. and the anger that will surface bc it’s another person controlling him but it’s disguised under LOVE ????? #but then he treats her like a pretty bauble that sits uselessly at the shelf. just there to love and adore him and look beautiful and love #him forever and forever … the realisation that she reverse uno card him and she sees HIM that way too #like yes he has power over her quite literally she’s his spawn but she doesn’t see him as someone to be feared #nope. in her eyes he’s there to be loved and adored and to be praised so why would he change perfection? she doesn’t understand that ..! #now they’re stuck with each other for eternity 🥰😭🤭 and she wouldn’t have it any other way lmfao #like if he was smarter about it maybe he could’ve utilised her the way the matriarch did but he’s not a details guy ok he’s not a planning #person.. and I think if he ascended he’ll just grow worse lol #shut up about bg3.

[quietwingsinthesky]

the way the beginning of s10 tries to push dean & sam being equally dark falls so flat with how sam is. literally just doing the same job they’ve always done. and demon!dean is Pathetic and his on-screen kill count is one douchebag and a bunch of demons that normal dean would have killed anyway.

but actually, i think the best way to fix this would have been keeping demon!dean as he is and making it so that sam genuinely does go dark side getting him back. sam sacrificing multiple people to demon deals on purpose. sam torturing and killing not just demons but other hunters who he knows are on dean’s trail. sam trying so hard not to dose himself with demon blood again, but he gets desperate, he takes a drink, and by the time he catches up with dean, he’s powerful enough to trap dean like a mouse before dean even realizes how dangerous sam has become. demon!dean getting loose later and thinking he’s hunting sam through the bunker only for the tables to turn when it’s sam hunting him, sam dragging a knife across his throat and taking his blood while dean struggles and fails to fight him off. sam dragging dean back telekinetically to the dungeon and waiting to cure him until cas is there to heal the fatal wound sam put in him.

if we have to make a big deal about sam being “just as bad” as demon!dean. i think he should have been much, much worse, actually.

#like ideally demon!dean would also be worse BUT. if one of them had to remain as they are in canon. it should be dean. #he should flounder about uselessly and get drunk and be an ineffective asshole. #while sam hunts him down like a dog and nearly tears him apart to drag him home #crowley watching from the sidelines like 😳 #sam deserves to go dark more he really does. let him do fucked up things in the name of saving his brother #let him lose sight of everything except his goal <3 #sam killing other hunters and telling himself that they would have killed dean. they would have killed *sam*. because most of these people #still think of him as a monster for letting lucifer out. so why not. why not be a monster right now if it gets him where he needs to be. #sam winchester #dean winchester #spn

[starlitwishes]

Trying to Romance Wrenn is like playing a Dating Sim set on the highest difficulty. This icon will forever remain to be a rarity.

#muse: Wrenn #v; maybe I've Had One Too Many #boy #BOY...... #he's so difficult to ship #I have ships that I like!!!! #But!!!! MY god!!!!! #Wrenn is so.......... uselessly stubborn and hard to ship with argh #he's such a slow burn

[unforth]

I'm an OTW member again!

THANK YOU @petralemaitre !

If y'all want to get a membership scholarship before June 30th so you can register and be able to vote in the next OTW election, get all the deets here:

(the post is worth reading even if you don't want the scholarship; it's about End OTW Racism and it's such an accurate write-up of my own thoughts on why I'm involved too, I was like, "wow sharing a brain with a total stranger is so heckin' weird")

Very much lookin' forward to exercising my right to vote! Let's dooooo this!

#unforth rambles #i haven't been a member in a few years cause money's been to tight #and i'd been thinking about trying to scrounge up the money this time because it feels really important #so i was so so so thrilled to see this offer going around and I jumped right on it #it's also aptly timed cause i have to vote in my local election today or tomorrow too #time to uselessly vote against our mayor again lmao #to be fair i don't mind our mayor he's a democrat and he usually runs unopposed in the general election #i've met him a few times and he officiated our wedding he's an okay dude #but he's an old conventional white dude and every primary he gets challenged by someone and it's different people each time #but they're always black women who are much more liberal #one guess who i vote for #the black women keep getting closer to winning so maybe one of these years??? #two of the past elections the black woman in question was actually our neighbor down the street so that was a plus #i'm less familiar with this year's person but I'll still vote for her she's the current city council president i think #also i'm lmao this makes where we live sound sooooo small #it's not there are like 65000 people here it's just a coincidence

[ittybittybumblebee]

Having adult resposibilities seems so daunting how do any of you do any of it i mean this genuinely as someone who could be considered a baby adult how thw fuck do you do anything without being severly and utterly overwhelmed please tell me how do you adjust to beihn able to do all That in this fucking world how do you even live alone this is a desperate cry for answers on how do you survive out here im doign my best to survive right now and im not even dealing with any hard stuff im just crying at the thought of the hard stuff what. And can i stress, the utter, fuck.

#eveyroen my age in my life is doing so much has so many plans and i just sit in bed and feel uselessly lost and strange in my existance #its like im a new animal being birthed in the most wretched horrible way. im a numb little pink thing and i can only cry #i have no future i can form right now im a little pink thing and i only cry i only have pink little paws that are nubs on still numb flesh #wow bring out the poet in me why dontcha huh

[fooltofancy]

head hurts enough that i can't look at brush strokes so finishing this commission has to wait but i've also slept so fucking much today so like what in the goddamn else am i supposed to do

#vibrating rapidly and uselessly #i'm so close to finished but it's the little finicky stuff that requires me to Look At It and i can't ): #it's so much headache lately what if there's actually something wrong with me #something... else.... wrong with me #i wouldn't be stressed because my whole family gets migraines #but i DON'T really #at least nowhere near as often #and not with this kind of regularity or longevity #weh #i was not aware that motion sickness is also a migraine symptom also so that's new and fun and i don't like it

[midnight-moth]

I feel like her sometimes (all the time)

#cw blood #it’s not blood of course but it looks like it #I can’t help myself by sun yuan and peng yu #the videos at the end of her life are so much sadder #her arms flails uselessly #there’s red splattered all over the walls and crusted all over her body #this piece gives me big feelings

[kyouka-supremacy]

There's something about Beast Akutagawa that is just. I don't know. He just feels so hard to connect with others and wild and untamed. Like in canon he definitely isn't an extraordinarily social person either, but he can at least handle conversion, and can manage to somehow normally talk with his Port Mafia co-workers. In Beast, on the other hand, it feels like he can't even connect with his fellow ada members, as shown in chapter 2. He's completely unable to engage in small talk– his dead-end replies to Tanizaki, although funny, are really indicative of a person who isn't able of the minimum relating and feeling sympathy towards the next person that is necessary to build a conversation. And it's not only that; he's unable to express his feelings, to reassure Tanizaki he's not angry at him; he's so unreadable past his killer aurea that when he went to help the waitress serving them everyone in the room soon assumed he would have killed her.

I think it's a meaningful difference with his canon self born from all the time Beast Akutagawa spent alone that never took place in canon. Although never being an open person, canon Akutagawa was never alone, having always either his childhood friends, Gin, or the Mafia co-workers by his side. He's used to spend time with other people, independently from whether he likes it or not. On the other hand, I believe the four and a half years Beast Akutagawa spent alone must have effected him throughtfully, making him lose the already small ability to relate and connect with other people. It never occured to Beast Akutagawa that his default expression may appear threatening or frightening, because for years he never had any chance of interaction with other human beings that wasn't conflict. After having spent such along time all on his own, when joining the ada Akutagawa has to learn to communicate all over again.

#Edit: Beast Akutagawa has autism swag change my mind #bsd #bungou stray dogs #ryūnosuke akutagawa #Just assorted thoughts idk #The only times we see him normally talking with someone is Atsushi which. Uh #I mean ahah it's obvious they have a... special bond– #but then again it's clear by then Akutagawa had already spent some time with the ada so he must have already made some progress #bsd beast #mine #tag later #q. #2:06am I have an exam the day after tomorrow (or rather technically tomorrow) #I need to wake up in five hours for a four hours long travel and I have an headache so bad my head feels like exploding but like. okay #@myself stop coming up with uselessly in-depth analysis at 2am challenge

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early. #and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed. #went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done. #I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding) #actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so… #I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired. #I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die. #is this relatable? #just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda. #gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[infizero]

kills you kills you kills you kills you kills yo

#listening to the audio on the page again gawdddd i feel ill im gonna throw up #kris' frenzied discordant playing. you usually play the piano a bit more beautifully. they didnt have a piano at their house #they loved to play the piano and there was no piano in the house there was no keyboard in the house nothing #and now their hands' movements are not their own their fingers uselessly mash against the keys in the clumsy frustrated way #they cant even do the one thing they were good at anymore. you usually play the piano and bit more beautifully #and then noelle listening in from the other room. there were times when i wasnt even sure if we were friends. maybe they werent thinking #about me at all. we're friends. we're something else. we havent hung out in so long but i know how you like your eggs. what your favorite #color has been throughout the years. the first movie you cried to. i know you better than anyone. i dont know you at all #your voice isnt your own. what happened to your voice? what happened to the beautiful music you made? what happened to you? #why are you telling me to do these unspeakable things? why am i going along with it? (we're getting stronger) why do i let the blood drip #down my finger from the ring you slipped onto it? (we're something else) what happened to us? #we used to play tag in your backyard. there's blood on my hands because of you. i dont know whats happened to you and i cant stop it #maybe they weren't thinking about me at all #you usually play the piano a bit more beautifully #but when i closed my eyes it felt like a concert just for me #i need a drink #serena.txt

[llycaons]

is this not a little overdramatic. like this person can speak for themselves, I got a kick out of the weird early neural net stuff and there's AI stuff that I like nowadays too yes even if it wasn't produced by a human being lovingly hand-painting it 🙄 pregnant gollum and gay sex cats have brought me ple ty of joy. and this is really the GREATEST tragedy? not the environmental impact or the misinformation spread or the people who have lost their livelihoods? get over yourself, LAUREN

#how quickly we forget gay sex cat pic.... #frankly the convo around ai has become so much more uselessly moralistic when its trying to focus on #~the pure essence of Art~ and not like. capitalism #cor.txt

[vampiregokudera]

COWBOY TIM! COWBOY TIM! COWBOY TIM!!!!!!

Boy deserves more cowboy time and also the battle horse from gem world.

In this AU the bats are identifiable by a signature ring that's engraved with a bat 🦇

#tim drake #tim drake robin #batman #batfam #vampiregokudera #he turned out so pretty #i couldnt find it but in one of the issues he offhandedly mentions his dad taking him to Gotham's annual ranching games #or something along those lines #cowboy festival? rodeo show? who knows. if i ever find it i'll update this #it was just a throwaway line in a text box and i spent like 5 hours uselessly searching for it and not finding anything #if anyone remembers that particular bit of info plz tell me #dc