#like. ough / neg

[mindshelter]

miguel's body language in the comics makes me genuinely ill. here we have a childhood abuse survivor who was absolutely fuming right before this deny any anger and immediately making himself seem smaller when accused of being upset because he's haunted by memories of a huge aggressive man who used his body as a threat. he sits down. instead of looming over people, he looks up.

dana what is your fucking problem

#miguel o'hara #marvel comic blogging #gabriel is the most guilty of repressing any negative emotion but ough miguel actually also likes acting unruffled #when you're both afraid of becoming the angry man in your home! yippee!

[themagicalghost]

(Scribbling noises) I hate him

#dave brubot #major player #ttcc #toontown #toontown cc #toontown corporate clash #corporate clash #toonblr #my art #I'm not genuinely negative about him I'm just like #’’I AM DOING ALL THIS WORK FOR HIM’’ in regards of me having to spend days training gags before fighting him #Ough #timezone queue

[goldensunset]

a rather heavy destiny for someone so small, isn’t it?

#kingdom hearts #kh #sora #kh sora #sora kh #kingdom hearts sora #sora kingdom hearts #kh1 #kingdom hearts 1 #i have lotsa feelings about the way sora wasn’t very enthusiastic about his role as hero at first… #like the way it just seems like one huge burden to him and he’s just so racked with anxiety about his friends the whole time… #Ough and the way that like. kh1 era sora is the most expressive of his negative emotions but also has the least of them at that moment #while by like kh3 sora is running on fumes emotionally but has learned how to smile through it all #it’s crazy frfr #my art #mine: kh #i have never properly drawn any sora before that needed to change #also if you happen to know where i stole this pose from i’m shaking your hand. no you don’t #but it’s also thematically relevant so y’know

[chilschuck]

`✦ ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ not doing so hot today but i’m still going to try and get a request out!! in the meantime if you guys have any ideas/requests or even some rambles it would be great to hear from you!! need to distract myself hhhhghvjvkbknk

#✦ lilia speaks 🌱 #feel like my brain is melting #negatively. ough… #hearing from u guys always cheers me up though!!! #just feeling down but it’ll pass! #always remember that!!

[littencloud9]

honestly i love that they changed the secret tunnel episode to focus on katara and sokka instead. love comes in more than one form and their sibling duo is so underrated 🫶

#when they were fighting and katara said youre not dad to sokka. OUGH. #atla #katara #sokka #atla spoilers #(?) #edit: i forgot i was on the hater website. everything in the current atla tag is so painfully negative it’s miserable #i actually liked that it wasnt exactly the same as the cartoon. it makes for an interesting watch #it’s definitely not as great as the original but people are so over critical over the minor things #theres certainly parts i didnt enjoy as much but overall it’s like a 7/10 u know?? geez #also some parts were quite funny. and they kept iconic scenes like the cabbages or secret tunnel #i think we need to be more open-minded lol #edit 2: i take that all bad it sucked. it kept going downhill and i was like HOW CAN IT GET WORSE and it got worse

[ashes-in-a-jar]

Mixed feelings about the Jon mention in this one tbh

#like i know it could be jot jon obviously. just an ai that took his voice #but i wanted to enjoy protocol fully separately from tma #and there are already wayyyyy too many references for me to do so #and i love jon so much and my heart when that name came up omg #but i dont know if i want to mix him in this story. let him rest T_T #also who's the big guy dressed in black hmmmmm #i wish i didnt immediately go to martin or gerry in my mind but because jon was mentioned. and celia recognizing him. i cant not go there.. #ough mixed feelings #tma #tmagp #negative #kinda #tmagp spoilers

[bizarrescribblez]

been having a rough past two days and its corny as shit but thinking about skwisgaar comforting me/him being there in general helps a lot :,( i cried a bit earlier (tldr cat stuff) and after i just thought about his hand on my thigh or back and giving me comforting rubs as i let all the tears out cuz i was just covering my face bawling 😭 i feel like he’d understand me not wanting to move/uncover my face/eyes and that i just gotta dump the wave of sadness/sad thoughts out and that ill be fine once i do so.. and after that he’d hug me and tell me how its all going to be okay and that even tho its a sucky situation he’s proud of me for cleaning up all the mess that was made and waiting till i was alone/not overwhelmed with stuff going on to let it all out instead of exploding in tears immediately :,( myskwisgaar ouhhhh

#its ok guys dw about me tho whatever happens happens bouh :( #trying to think of the positives of today cuz i got to doodle sm for my friends and i got to ramble sm about my mtl lore to jen eheheheh #and a lot of sweet mutuals on twt asked to draw me and skwisgaar and its like ough 💖💥💖💥💥 #so im trying to mentally outweigh the negative with the positives bough #self ship #self ship community #f/o community #self shipping #bizarre.ramblez

[2bu]

i wish we collectively could have an honest, open discussion about how unfriendly rp spaces still are to people of colour even if they are lead by people of colour, or well-meaning whites.

like, idk, there's still like antiblack events/scenes/dialogues that take place or biases towards white/white passing characters. this doesn' even begin to cover the cliquey nature of rp spaces as is and again, how biased people are and can be even if they claim otherwise. you could have the most open, friendliest space in the world, sure, but even then, they'd still be guilty of at least either: petty gossip or snobbish rpers who think they and the characters they portray (original or canon) are better than you and yours, or hell, just cliquey, exclusionary behaviour.

also, too, usually (i've experienced this myself a lot), if you're a person of colour in an rp space, 9/10 people who are not the same race as you will do just about anything to get your approval with portrayals/creations of characters solely to appease you and not because they have a desire to branch out or challenge themselves to make a character or portray a character that's nothing like them.

#ducky.txt #i don't like rp as much anymore and i still maintain that i was right to leave the space when i was a teenager #because like imo nothing has changed #it just genuinely hasn't #in my experience in the last what? fucking... 3-4 years? it hasn't changed #and i'd been rping since i was 10 on warrior cats forums/rp sites #i stopped at 16 in the msa fandom because the people there were fucking diabolical abusive racist assholes #like. ough / neg #honestly laughs i don't? rp at all anymore to be quite frank #i just headcanon with like holo carlton and randy if im lucky #because like. getting back into the rp space is just not something im sure i can handle anymore and its a hobby that's brought me nothing #but misery most of my life #and usually a lot of rpers make this their sole hobby which also just causes tons of issues if they get crazy about it which they do #literally it's just always been this way! as much as i love oc interactions im not sure i have the heart for it anymore. #been let down and hurt too many times!

[gamer-paramnesia]

what the fuck is up with this islanddddd BRO

remember that qsmp website that was like an email exchange or something about a failed music section of an amusement park(?) thing?? n everyone was theorizing that the island was a failed/repurposed amusement park???

now we have an evil cucurucho nether bear thing?? and purgatory? and eyes???? and mysterious code circles that have yet to be explained?? and the black concrete communications?? WHAT?

#qsmp #so many questions and no answers #i really hope a piece of info gets revealed n everything falls to place like dominos #bc its getting so much ough #not neg btw just WOUF

[the-kipsabian]

would appreciate someone telling me my fic writing efforts are not completely in vain or whatever

#im trying. it just feels so meaningless #i dont even know if this fic will ever get posted cause im just so done with the disappointments #but the urge to write hit and i got down like a 100 words before the negative bad doubtful brain got to me again and just. yeah #is this really worth it? i honestly dont know anymore #i should probably take a nap. i know i just feel worse afterwards but. ough #night is an absolute mess on main

[wri0thesley]

just a reminder that if you are Mad i am not writing as much content for whatever fandom, you are free to:

unfollow me

block the tags of fandoms you are not interested in

pay me to write stuff you want

and whilst you CAN send me angry anons about it, i would recommend not doing so, because i will just block you from them and then you won't see ANY posts and there is no chance of you seeing the content you wanted!!!

#it is THAT easy folks!!!! #nat.txt #negative cw #discourse cw #just in case #ough i do not like this new tag editor on desktop..... #influx of OH SO YOU WRITE FOR [fandom] WHEN PEOPLE PAY YOU like. yeah. yeah i do? there is v little i will not do for cold hard cash #[thats a joke theres a lot i wouldnt do] #i looove the new 'have to be logged in to send anons' lmao. blocking ppl left right n centre

[anemoflower]

Is *checks calendar* 3 months too soon to think about marrying Elias

#;babbling phia #I actually wanted to write something for their dating phase... #but PROPOSAL AND WEDDING THOUGHTS #The next tags will be a bit negative so #tw negative #I had to listen to people get engaged/prepare wedding/visit friends weddings for the last few weeks #I'm actually so so sick of it #because it puts the pressure on me that I should have this too by now #it's this disgusting feeling of jealousy I guess #I never wanted to get married #because I can't imagine myself to get married irl (I mean doesn't work without a partner anyway haha) #so I did not care before #but hearing it almost everyday at work is just... idk #I'm happy for them I am! #but I can't switch off these thoughts of 'pls don't let my single ass in on your happy relationship life' #gosh I hate feeling like this #I'm very emotional recently and easily annoyed ough #idk what's wrong #disclaimer: this only applies to people irl- not selfship #If you and your f/o get married I'M CHEERING FOR YOU #anyways HAPPY 3 MONTHS ELIAS MY BELOVED #(I think it's still a few days actually- around the... 15th? I can't remember the exact date I just know it was around valentine's)

[gr3y-plays-ttrpgs]

Ashton was so protective of FCG 😭😭😭😭

#critical role #bell's hells #fresh cut grass #Ashton greymoore #like ashton struggles with friends and has been abandoned before and fcg is their best friend and he grapples him ans tries to stop rhe har #m without hurting him and he wants to let him down and he hesitates telling him about the thing like he gets the anger! he has that rage a #and maybe he sees some of himself there like all the negative feelings and the upset and ough

[aofikofi]

realizing the i miss life series brain was also just a i miss fandom-ing brain

i was so busy last year nov-dec i didnt have the time to do anything other than draw fanarts dhfhdhfhd

#ao text #like i usually can read fics or read character analysis/brainrots online but noooope #even drawing was a bit hard at times #ough school /neg #anyways tomorrow is my last christmas break so im going to make the most of it and catch up on all the fic updates ive missed #I HAVENT READ ANYTHING SINCE END OF OCTOBER CAN YOU BELIEVE ITTTTT #so sad so tragic

[dandyshucks]

once again trying to decide if i should show counselor/therapist my selfship art bc she asks to see any art I've made that i want to show her each session fjfkdl ,,,, i probably won't because I'm still terrified of being judged for it but mannnnn that rly has been almost all I've made these past two months ( ╥ω╥ )

#urgggfhhh idk if ppl will judge plus shes a counselor so she's not supposed to judge #but like. u know ? ppl still do fnfkld and i am hypervigilant to any changes in behaviour or body language #so if she acts even a little different in a way i interpret as negative after showing her... #well i think I'd simply have to crawl under my bed and get stuck for a while. for the second time in three years. SBHDJDL #(i thought it'd be safe feeling under there a couple yrs ago bc i used to hide there frequently as a kid. i got stuck. u know how it is.) #(very silly behaviour on my part but I am also a person who has climbed on top of my fridge just to see if i could do it) #(sometimes i just want to see if i can fit into spaces DBJFDKL i also hid in my school locker several times in highschool 😭) #ANYWAYS. turning off oversharing mode dhfjdl #i am just. HMMMM. she wouldnt even necessarily know that my s/i is me. but ... i think it looks too much like me to deny dhfkdkl #OUGH. I'll go to sleep now and then i will have a couple hours in the morning to decide ! #i think i probably will not show her but ... maybe that'd be a fun brave choice for me to make in a safe(ish) environment 🤔 #SORRY FOR RAMBLING BTW. im weirdly talkative tonight and the one friend i talk to consistently has fallen asleep sbdhfkdl #dandy.cmd

[starsbits]

thinking about the fact that people used my art from middle school as icons. does anyone want to take me out back like a sick horse

#not even like art i made FOR them just like... my fan art..... ohhh my godddddddddddddd #also the fact that my art has never gotten as much exposure as it did back then i truly fell off #*thinking about [the fact that] #not that i make art for exposure it's just like. ough #i sometimes feel like my art only ever gets worse. LOL #🪼 #negative