#man im so tired i dont want to fight

[the-kipsabian]

#kip sabian #penelope ford #renee paquette #hangman adam page #hangman page #aew #all elite wrestling #aewedit #wrestlingedit #wrestling #night gifs #i wanna point out. even tho i know this will get lost in the shuffle in the tags but i dont want to add it into the actual post either #but kip doesnt hide behind penelope actually #i know its the 'haha funny man hiding behind his wife' trope but im tired and im sick so i have something to say #thats not whats happening here. yes he is dodging hangman by backing away #but you can see penny purposefully stepping more between them clearly instead of kip backing away behind her #they all know hangman wont hit her. but she will protect her husband come hell or high water #compare her to renee stepping away for example - for penny its the fight instinct. renee has the flight instinct as a non-competitor #kip is just fucking dumb but he aint hiding. its penny thats stepping up instead #sorry ive seen this take so many times im just irritated and nobody will read this so yeah okay carry on #my beloved #kip in a box #vampire wife #boxman saga #(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)

[bonnieisaway]

seven's the best protag ever because i could make a million "get you a man who" jokes about him. get you a man who looks at him the way thirteen does. get you a man who has undefeated whimsy and love for the world like seven. get you a man who holds his friends above everything else. get you a man who'd rather go broke and hungry rather than tear apart the bonds between people. get you a man who'd get himself killed for someone who barely knows him. get you a man who'd get himself killed for an island which he's barely familiar with. get you a man who'd dress up as you and settle the arguement between you and your girlfriend including a really long serenade. get you a man who could both save the girl in white like that and also let thirteen save him like that. get you a man who's driven purpose in life is loving others

#i think i shouldnt limit it to just “best protag” but im too lazy to think of better phrasing #i know very little medias who would be willing to write a man who's that loving and empathetic and caring and also have him have killed #literal thosuands and those two points of his characters dont contradict his very personality because his actions have genuine sensible mot #a character who is the victim of his own narrative and continues to fight it over and over and over even if he's tired #because being tired does not mean he gets to stop fighting for what he loves #the s4 op lyrics literally say something along the lines of “who's tired of fighting evil?” i cant check the netflix captions of it rn #god i just love seven as a character i love how he's written #i cannot interract with the tiktok side of the fandom because #i feel like i'm pretentous or a gatekeeper when i say this #but some people just wanna see funny badass who should be feared and will not comprehend how empathetic and adoring he is #and that's ok. that's an ok character to want and love #and i will not be the person to burst the bubble but also the bubble chokes me alive LOOK AT HIM /j #explaining the intricacies of his character takes so long and its so fun but also some mfs jsut dont wanna hear it i need mfs who need it #scissor seven #wu liuqi #seven

[dilfsuzanneyk]

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#i genuinely hate that the urge to. Die never goes away. #i wish it did but it never does. it's just that some days it gets so so bad #i cant deal man. i cant do this #im tired of fighting it all the time and #im sure people are tired of hearing me talk about it like so much too like #im sorry to everyone who has ever had to deal with me #i dont know why i try. i dont know why i Still try #all i do is annoy people we'd all be better off if i were just Not Here anymore #idk. i dont want to do this anymore. it doesnt feel like it'll ever get better. #im tired #and im so sorry. to anyone who reads this #delete later #suicide mention

[hecksupremechips]

Girl like. The reason he said "this is how it should be" and faced death with a smile....is cuz he wanted to die. For 2 years he sat there thinking he was worthless and deserved to die. If he hadn’t be shot, his death would’ve been suicide, he was fully planning to die in a gutter somewhere undetected. When saying "this is how it should be" hes literally saying "don’t cry because I’m dying, my death is a good thing actually because I fucking suck and you are better off without me". I don’t think that’s badass even slightly, it’s actually really sad and really shitty. Shinjiro is so convinced that he deserves to die and hates the idea of anyone giving a shit about him because he literally can’t wrap his mind around the idea that he will be missed when he’s gone, that his death is a bad thing actually. And his last words were meant to be comforting because he fully did not intend for anyone to be there when he died, he intended to die alone, so he says them as a reminder that he’s not worth crying over

Personally, if it were me, if I was holding my dying best friend in my arms who was deeply depressed and suicidal and he said "this is how it should be" uh. I wouldn’t admire him for it??? Like am I losing my mind when I say the way this game handles Shinji is bad or is anyone else seeing this too 😰

#its like okay listen i understand the basic math of any persona game they say things and everything they say is actually #very bad when you think about it for more than 3 seconds #like what theyre intending to do with the death of this character is be like oh no your sad friend dies tragically thats so saddddd #but that doesnt mean you cant live a wonderful life full of meaning you cant let grief consume you life is beautiful awagga #and i guess shinji is a specific character whos used cuz i guess its more tragic that he never realized he was worthy of life and shit #and i guess its also like ‘dont be like this guy who let grief consume him and then died you gotta Be Different’ #which i dont. love. that last part cuz if you think about shinji and what led him down this road #its like. of course hes depressed! he accidentally killed a woman with a child when he was 16! #he himself is an orphan and he just made some other kid an orphan as well and it happened cuz his persona went out of control #which very much can translate to ‘this must mean im dangerous and can hurt everyone if im not kept under control’ #so of course he isolated himself and believed he was evil and became suicidal like who wouldnt feel that way #like am i supposed to be mad he left sees and took drugs cuz uh while i dont think isolation or Evil Drug is good for his mental health #i dont think him continuing to fight in sees is something he can just easily do again given how he killed someone like he shouldnt have to #be a part of this thing anymore like how would he even safely get castor to not do that??? he cant kill more people on accident! #so yeah like using shinji as an example of bad coping mechanisms is already just. a big fucking oof to me like it just feels like the game #is saying he shouldve gotten over it and simply not be suicidal and stayed on the team. idk if thats the intent but uh it wouldnt faze me #cuz persona games are notoriously awful at writing characters who are traumatized and abused #but what makes everything even worse is how the game kinda like. acts like shinjis death is a stepping stone #like we’re supposed to use it as a wake up call and understand the stakes but keep going on anyways #and akihiko and Ken get. ‘great character development’ according to the game telling you they have now developed #but damn all akihiko is is just repressed he cries for 3 seconds and then is like I SHOULD MAN UP and then neglects a depressed child #shinjis dying words are words to live by now even though they piss me the fuck off like girl am i crazy HES FUCKING #HES TELLING ME NOT TO CRY OVER HIM BECAUSE HE SHOULD BE DEAD ACTUALLY AND THIS IS A GOOD THING ACTUALLY #like if the game wants us to still find meaning in life despite losing someone it just really hurts that shinji has to die for that to work #apparently. cuz the character i see myself in is shinji. not some perfect prettyboy who does everything perfectly and has 4 gfs #his death seems like a punishment for bad behavior. the bad behavior being of course depression and drug use. and im simply supposed to be #better than that if i want to live. and we dont get to form a connection with him cuz thats gayyyyy #and his death is like a NOBLE HEROIC SACRIFICE idk its just such bullshit to me i hate it so bad #how is killing a suicidal guy and then treating it as admirable that he said ‘this is how it should be’ supposed to make me feel #makes me feel sick personally and it ruins the entire game’s theme to me because its fucking shallow and the story is bad and im tired

[arcadequeerz]

the fact that people in power in this country care more about acting as if queer people are any risk at all to kids, instead of how often school shootings happen- makes me sick.

#the fact that kids can be scared to go to school because of: some random person coming with a gun #or that kids are scared to go to school for being bullied for who they are- #or scared of the adults that run it- #byt yeah lets go after the queer people who are just fighting to fucking live. who just want kids to know #that its ok to be who they are n its ok to be proud about it. #lets take resources away from kids who need it. #i'm so fucking tired of this country man. they dont care how many queer kids die- they dont care how many suffer #they dont give a shit about any child queer or not #this country fails us time n time again n then people act like we need to be so grateful for it #idk if i worded this well. rbs off because im just mad. and upset. #i want queer kids to be able to find joy in who they are with out fear. i want there to be places they can find #answers- i want them to be fucking safe.

[phoebelovingcare]

"gee, bee, it's been a long while since anyone's seen mage sister art from you! isn't that something you used to be known for? what happened?" well you see someone came into my inbox to ask me why actual, genuine, in-real-life incest was bad, not exaggerating, and well that was it for me

#negative #vent #incest ment #dont mind me im tired and in pain #but jesus fucking christ man #loving these characters has taken s fuvking toll on my psyche i swear #i s2g the mage sisters have done so much fuvkinb damage to me indirectly because people have no respect #for boundaries or nuance or otherwise #i had a fucking mental health crisis because i had to defend myself from triggers over abd over and over #i started seeing literally everything as a threat to me #i say ''dont talk to me if you ship them'' abd people come yo me and say ''but why not?? i like it'' #cant uou just listen the first time??? cant you see the problem??? #i just couldnt keep doing that shit man #abd when i would move on to other things abd people would devate me there #id fucking fight them!! because im scared!! because ive done so much research abd been in so kuch pain!!! #i cut off a friend because no matter what she could not grasp what had been DONE to me #and she just kept tearing yhe wound back open #i have nightmares of her being let back into my spaces. ive been separating myself from her faves. #people are noticing. i just cant TAKE it #i dont want to have another dream about her. just go away. let me forget.

[bunnyb34r]

Honestly don't know why I'm surprised...

I'm so fucking tired guys

#this is ab The News™️ #like i know it wont really affect ME bc if i ever needed one i have the resources to leave the state or something but 1.) i fucking care ab #the people who dont have the resources who are in states they can be arrested in for having one and people who are surrounded by #NO states so they cant reasonably drive to get one and 2.) you know its not gonna stop here theyre gonna keep rolling back more and more bc #fuck everyone who isnt a cishet white republican Christian™️ male in this country i guess #im just so tired of fighting man bc it really feels useless when we have literally no say in this shit it doesnt matter what we do man #like yes we can help out our local communities and all that shit but in the grand scheme of things... we're powerless... we really are #im so not looking forward to work tomorrow bc i know people are gonna be talking ab it snd its like i just want to crawl in a hole and hdie #hide* away from all this yknow? i wanna stop having debates ab it i wanna stop having to defend the right to safe legal ones and our rights #in general like... idk i just wanna not exist for a bit not like suicidal just... tired #marquilla

[the-kipsabian]

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#today was such a long fucking day and i was made so fucking uncomfortable i literally threatened to walk out of a fucking funeral #i got told im dressed inappropriately just because im perceived as a girl and i was wearing pants #PANTS. #theres no such thing as a funeral dress code that prevents me from wearing pants. people just didnt like it #i got told by two extended family members that i was inappropriate. and later also by my mom #who didnt say anything when they picked me up. it was fine by her at that time but later when others said it wasnt fine? yeah #im so fucking tired man #i know the extended half family doesnt like me ive always been a black sheep but this just. yeah #at a funeral no less #i dont want to see these people ever again im so fucking tired. i dont want to see anyone ever again tbh #just let me sleep forever and rot away please im tired #sorry my headache makes me angry and upset just. its all just so much #im just glad this whole hassle is over and i dont have to think about this anymore. but between all the stress and anxiety and grief #and everything else? yeah this. this aint it fam #im so mentally fucking shot i just want to sleep but my body is still kinda in a fight or flight mode with this and the grief its so hard #and my head hurts. so yeah. i dont fucking know #i just need someone to hold me before i combust #again sorry #night is an absolute mess on main

[earth-to-ezra]

i feel like my brains ripping itself apart so imma put a lil rant in the tags so i can maybe possibly feel slightly better without people having to come across this accidentally! :)

#okay so imma start this off with a trigger warning for suicidal thoughts! #because its gonna slightly be touched on at least #but i am about to turn twenty which is fucking crazy? and i thought by this time id be okay and id have my shit together #but i guess fucking not #nothing is okay in the slightest #im not doing anything i want to be doing because i am a fucking pussy #i dont even know if i WANT my degree anymore??? #i know what degree i would definitely strive in because i take my electives in that degree #but its not even a full degree offered by my university #so even if i wanted to switch and strive i couldnt #and if i do it itll be like less stable than my current one #but also (this is where that tw comes in) i dont even w a n t to be alive past 19 let alone past 20 or past getting a degree #like i dont wanna make it to my birthday most of these past couple days and im gonna make it there because the mental illness is not winning #but damn is it fighting back #and man do i feel like absolute shit #but like how the fuck am i meant to know what i want to do and what degree or career i want in life if i dont even want to live #how am i meant to find something that makes me happy when im so tired of being here in the first place #ill just continue on as is #like i always do #but god i just hope that by the time i reach 25 im actually feeling better #like what i told myself when i was 15 about when i turned 20 #one day maybe things will improve #and im just gonna have to keep sticking around until then! #i got this i think #i can do it

[29121996]

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#deciding fuvk it il #kms within the next week #bc im Literally Asking for Help from people without begging for it. #and im twlling people how i feel and no one seems to fuckimg GET IT or they keep . brushing me off #like i feel like im beimg swallowed by a black hole. and iys threatenung to consume me fully #but ita fine right !!! #im not actibely depressed !!! im just suicidal #whats fucked is that i wasnt suicifsl for months n now i am and . no one cares lol #and im tired. sp fucking tired and over feelijg like this #and like i gave to fucking fight for help so i dont feel like this. #and i dont . want killing myself to be the option i have. but . i either jeep downplaying how much pain im in #or no one actually gives a shit enough to like . care. #so its fine. #im determined to make it tjrougj august wuthout an attempt bc itll b my first aug sunce 2017 whete i HAVENT #or 2018 #whuchrber it is #but . i am not gonna lie i literally cant keep going anymore #this is a cycle atp and i want out of it bc its no fun i hate wanting to die and not knowinh how to fxi it #like man i was feeling so good for like 5+ months #i went so long without being actibely or passibely suicifal and now its back in full swing anf Angry and trying to destroy me. #i juat hate this.

[strawberrymatchawhore]

baby

summary- babying your "tough" hubby rafe.. maybe some freakydeakyness at the end

note- this is the complete opposite of the rafe ive been writing about LMAOOO.. this man is SO BAD help me

it was 2am and you were in your bedroom scrolling on your phone, a random netflix show playing in the background. you've been waiting for your husband to get home for hours, being the wife to the chief of police did have its negatives. this was one of them.

you heard footsteps walking up the stairs and immediately turned off your phone, throwing the covers over yourself you pretend to be asleep. the door opens and you feel the weight of the bed shift.

"hey baby. sorry for getting home so late" rafe says giving your forehead a kiss, you jokingly ignore him.

"c'mon now i know youre awake.. get up and hold me." he begged tiredly, you couldnt help but giggle at how desperate he sounded.

"fine." you mumbled into the sheets but stayed in your position, he hugs you putting all of his weight on your body.

"okay okayy, i got it. now get off me you fatty." you whined, pushing his large frame off of you. you leaned against the bed frame and opened your arms, the both of you adjusting to a more comfortable position. which was the both of you propped up against a pillow.

"im so tired." he yawns into your chest, you played with his hair as the both of you stayed in silence.

"i know you are, you need a day off. youve been working too hard." validating him, his hand plays with the ribbon of your pajama shorts.

"see? youre still in your uniform, youre gonna make the bed dirty." you patted his back and drew circles on it.

"what, you want me take it off? if you wanted to see me naked you couldve asked sweetheart." he looked up at you and smirked. you glared at him, lightly slapping his arm.

"not what i meant.." you blushed.

"youre so cute you know that rafey, honestly when i look at you i just want to eat you." you confessed and massaged his temples, his face nuzzles into your chest even further. clearly he was blushing as well.

"i dont know how i got so lucky, im so glad i have a such a beautiful boy in my life. everything about you is just perfect." you cooed admiring his sculpted face, the way his plump lips curled into a smile.

"stopppp" he whined. you couldnt help but pull out your phone and take a picture. because if you didnt, who wouldve believe that your 6'2 husband loved to be babied like this? not like you were going to show anyone, its just for your eyes only. you wanted to cherish this moment forever.

"did you just take a picture?"

"let me see it." he shot up and reached for your phone. you put your phone under your pillow and laid on it, making sure he wasnt able to grab it. the two of you started play fighting.

"nooo please, you look so cute. let me keep it!!" you laughed, he started to tickle you. and you slowly started to fall off the bed. your legs wrapped around his waist and dragged him down, if you were gonna fall he was going to come down with you.

the laughing coming from you both died down and you looked up at him, what a funny position. you both were on the floor and he was in between your legs hovering over you.

rafe leaned downed and passionately kissed your lips, his hand starts to play with your shorts. you eventually pull away and slap his hand.

"nuh uh. go shower first. you stink." you got up to your feet then helped your boyfriend get up as well. you looked up at rafe with your head tilted, what was this man plotting?

"not unless you join me.. you cant say no" he quickly said and grabbed you by the waist. hoisting you over his shoulder and carrying you to the master bathroom.

"ahhh! rafe stop!!" you busted out laughing, kicking your feet as he practically dragged you to the shower. he put you down and turned on the warm water, it poured over you both. you furrowed your eyebrows.

"great now my clothes are all wet." you pouted crossing your arms over your now soaked tank top.

"more reason to take it off... lift your arms f'me"

#rafe cameron x reader #rafe fanfiction #rafe outer banks #rafe x y/n #obx fanfiction #outer banks #rafe cameron #rafe cameron imagine #obx #rafe smut #rafe cameron blurb #rafe cameron prompt #rafe cameron concepts #rafe cameron headcanons #rafe cameron smut #rafe cameron obx #outerbanks blurb #husband!rafe

[the-acid-pear]

Had a huge fight w my grandma and what hurts is not as much what she says but how she refuses to acknowledge what she did was wrong. I'm so tired of that behavior. I'm so fucking tired.

#luly talks #my jaw HURTS #IT HURTS *BAD* #its so frustrating its so angering its 💥 #qnd you can see them in real time pushing you away and what you fucking do as you fight with teeth and nail to make them change #and they refuse #and what's CAN ONE FUCKING DO!!!!!!!!!! #WHAT CAN ONE DO PLEASE TELL ME SO PLEASE CAUSE I DONT KNOW ANYMORE #WHY AM I FORCED TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO BE PUT BETWEEN THE WALL AND THE SWORD WHAT CAN I FUCKKNHBG DOOOO !!!!!!!! #LIE???? I CANNOT LIE. AND I TELL THEM THE TRUTH AND THEY DONT LISTEN. I TELL THEM THAT THEY ARE HURTING ME AND THEY DONT LISTEN #AND ONE CANT STAY THEN. IF YOU WANT TO HURT ME I CANNOT STAY AND BE HURT. I CANNOT. ITS SO UNFAIR #IM SO ANGRY IM SO TIRED WHAT CAN I EVEN DO ABOUT THIS ANYMORE WHAT CAN YOU SAY TO SOMEONE THAT WONT LISTEN #you will cry you will scream you will do anything and they will just look at you like you aren't their kind #like you are a child throwing a tantrum #i can't do this shit anymore i dont know what to do it's too much man

[cables-and-wires]

trying to apply for government assistance programs and i remember now how much the american government hates disabled people

#im fighting to stay alive rn man. #no health insurance waiting for a response from medicaid #signing up for SNAP eligiblity bc 1. im poor 2. gluten free food is expensive but i dont wanna get stomach cancer yknow #im sorry i cant work. does the system want me dead? i think it wants me dead #i mean i HOPE i can be able to work someday. but not without accomodations #...which isnt really a thing in america. im just so tired #considering doing freelancing so i have at least 2 dollars to spend #sorry for ranting im just. why are they making it so difficult for me to survive

[ars0nism]

something about writing a couple who loathe each other as much as they still love each other. something tore them apart years ago and they havent healed, how could they, they were apart the whole time, but then they reenter each other's lives and they want to fix it, they really do, but every attempt at fixing it just makes it worse, every "maybe this time we can get back together" ends in a fight and its over, really, but maybe its not. sometimes while fixing something you end up cutting yourself on the pieces or whatever

#ough #valerian is having the worst time of his fucking life #its so much fun though #they were married for nearly 3 decades before splitting up #and then theyve been apart for what. 5 years? 6? #and it wasnt like an 'i dont love you anymore' breakup it was a 'the path ur on rn is endangering one of our kids so im protecting them' #val spends 6 years YEARNING PINING for a man he believes to be dead for the latter half #and then when they do meet again & their goals align again & valerian thinks yk 'maybe its not too late maybe its still fixable' #and yet. when his husband admits to messing up. 'i hate to say i told you so'. no you dont you BITCH #because even if he still loves him there is also the lingering resentment. they fought! literally! #and theyre just so fucking tired #theyre SO tired. they dont want to fight but it just happens. emotions overwriting logical sense #etc etc #they eventually do manage. im too attached to their relationship. they just needed to get all of that out of their systems #valerian is one of my favorite ocs rn i cant just torment him forever

[citrusvein]

i'm so jealous of a life i wasn't even given the option of living

[cyb3rspyd3r]

E! 42 MILES HEADCANONS ☆.

summary: e!42 miles relationship headcanons , whats its like being in a relationship with him.. , slightly suggestive !

! implied black fem reader

a/n: these are from my dr , so they're probably not accurate to how he actually is but you can leave if you dont like it .. anyways enjoy !.

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hates seeing you all happy happy with boys other than the ones he trusts , he WILL come kiss you , hug you , ect

nigga is hella protective of you , watch someone get flamed for speaking bad about you 💀

his mom teased him for weeks about how he liked getting his hair done by you more than he liked getting it done by her

"mm , someone's in love huh? you normally only let me do your hair mijo." "mami she's my girlfriend chill"

he lovess seeing you in his clothes like he ill take pictures of you/with you with it on and giggle at it for hours .. days .. weeks ..

he know how to do braids , including box braids .. where my black readers at? he DEFINITELY sometimes does ur hair for u

"babyy , you got $180 for my hair?" "goddamn $180? go sit down ma i'll go buy the hair rq we not doin ts"

he is REAL serious about your attitude , this man Will grab you by your neck and tell you what place you're in ..

he only accepts your attitude when you're on your period , but he'll make sure you tone in down by sayin "ight mami chill .. i get it u on ya cycle and shit but chill"

KISSESS KISSESS AND MORE KISSESS .. this nigga LIVES for kisses. always kissin you in public or not and does NOT care

loves neck kisses , he started doing them to u when you're busy and he wants attention so when he saw you doing it to him it made him giggle

yall are the GOOFIEST AND FUNNIEST couple ever , wholee buncha play fights and laughing and shit

you can't take him seriously for shit , yall end up crackin up in the middle of an argument

"yo im sick of this shit bruh unadd him this his 3rd time textin u" ".. shess minee you stay away from her its not her timee ! head ass" "yo gtfo 😭"

he let you do his edges one day because you thought it was funny and begged him to , when he found out you tried to take a picture he stayed in his room until you agreed not to (you secretly still have one)

ARCADE DATES ARE A MUST (saying this cs i love them..) he always teases you before the two of you get there on how he's gonna beat u in every game

his hugs are the best , u could be breaking down and one hug from him is gonna make u feel all rainbows and sunshine ..

nigga is ALWAYS spoiling you.. you want it? mention that you want it around him? you gon get it within the next week/few days ..

ur house is his house .. his house is your house .. yall always at each other house..

"lets go home now im tired .." "which one?"

any insecurities? he gon kiss em

your #1 supporter no matter what you do or how wrong you are

whenever yall play roblox and someone stands on your head he WILL shoot them if its a game where he can kill people

he actually gets jealous so easily

HES ACTUALLY RLLY CLINGY

i had fun making these .. ill make more some other time

taglist: @marci-jean @gw3ndyswonderland @hiimayee @nokkihy @spiderheartzz @all444miles @444morales

#miles morales #atsv #miles x reader #spiderman atsv #e42 miles #earth 42 miles x reader #into the spider verse #across the spiderverse #earth 42 miles morales x reader #miles headcanons