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feminist-knuckles · 1 year

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Honey, you’ve got a big storm coming…

#the last of us #last of us hbo #Joel and Ellie #joel miller #ellie williams #tlou series #tlou part2 #tlou part 1 #tlou2 #me crying after every episode #even tho I know what happens #imagine part 2 #pure sadness

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hopeinthebox · 4 months

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tagged by the fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jimin-gaon <33 here's the december list

apologies for being late again new year same me: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @btsbs @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 and anyone else who feels so inclined MWAH p.s. please do tag me anyway if you've already done it

#superfluous commentary in the tags as per usual:#i feel you - ADORE THIS TRACK i can't even explain what it does to my psyche except that it initiates a beach episode.#noso is a phenomenal queer artist and you should check them out #smoke and mirrors - ms faith back in action on the rotation i loved this album in 2009 and it still hits. for the love of GOD take me back #loving you - i am a paolo nutini stan if nothing else. exceptional #love is all around - i am in my frazzled english woman era hence the romcom soundtrack #and tell me who could possibly embody that frazzled english spirit better than four weddings hugh grant #boys don't cry - it's the cure by name and the cure by nature for one listen and i am FIXED!!!#she's always a woman - now billy joel is a great name for a cat or hamster but i digress. the stranger album of the year 2023 (again i fear)#little bird - was annie lennox in the last one?? i still have this on repeat.#googling the lyrics and it thinks i want the jonas brothers and it makes me want to sit right down and cry cry cry i'll tell you that much #jenny - paolo again can you blame me? i cannot express how much i adore his entire discography.#these scottish italians... deadly combination for my mental health. peter capaldi sit down #white flag - dido save me.. save me dido... my jihope anthem because i WILL go down with this ship #eternal flame - banger after banger it's almost as if i made this playlist myself!! can you feel my heart beating??? i apologise #as for the artist list #norah jones and jamie cullum christmas albums on repeat lord forgive me for i have listened to jazz #hozier and abba seem to make it without fail every month. for those who aren't familiar hozier is like if abba were irish. and bitchless.#NOW I'VE SAID TOO MUCH #the rest of the artists are fab of course but does olivia dean know i would die for her?#anyway. insert closing statements #tag #receiptify #MWAH

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biblionerd07 · 14 days

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I tried watching some of the Ian/Mickey scenes from season 11 and it made me ill. These are IMPOSTERS. That is not Ian and Mickey!! Especially Mickey!!! Look at how they massacred my boy. But one of the most frustrating parts is that if you watch the deleted scenes it shows that someone in that writers’ room DID know how to write Ian and Mickey but the producers or whoever makes that decision were like “nah, no meaningful conversations that show how much they love and respect each other and are working on their relationship. These fans who’ve been watching the characters struggle for a decade want them to continuously argue and beat the shit out of each other and act like they hate each other!”

#John wells if I ever catch you #there were a very few small spots of goodness and I credit ONLY Noel and cam for that #they were doing their level best #some of the things they had coming out of Mickey’s mouth made me want to drive my head through a wall #in what world am I supposed to believe Mickey was getting blow jobs from other guys #and making a joke out of Ian’s bipolar????#like the one time they remembered they even wrote Ian as bipolar and it was for a shitty line where Mickey throws it in his face #it feels like every season is a whole new show and not connected at all to the others #and then it starts feeling like every EPISODE is a whole new show that’s not connected #why was there like a goofy soundtrack as Mickey’s literal Nazi abusive rapist father moved in next door #Noel was giving us everything and they made a joke out of it #and then they made a joke out of Mickey being conflicted and crying after terry died??????????#I want to kill them #Ian saying frank was worse than terry????? girl in what world??????#Mickey was NEVER insecure about bottoming and he was always adamant about how much he loved it but suddenly it’s an issue #from ‘liking what I like don’t make me a bitch’ back when he could barely LOOK at Ian to…this #also Ian used to be very sweet even when he was being stubborn and self-righteous and even violent #but they really lost his sweetness #and I know it wasn’t just cam growing up bc there were glimpses of it in the way he chose to have Ian move and hold onto Mickey #but the writers seemed hell bent on all of the characters being so horrible to each other #in the early seasons they could sometimes be cruel and selfish even to each other but underneath it all they loved each other #and it feels like when they decided to lean solely into goofy comedy that lost that #it’s just sad to see a show that started so good end so badly #I’ve seen people talking about a spinoff with Ian and Mickey and I don’t even fucking want it with these writers #maybe if cam and Noel were producers and got to choose the storylines #they’re the only ones I trust

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idk-i-want-mcl-content · 7 days

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WHY DID NOBODY TOLD ME YOU CAN SEE THOMAS IN HIS BIKER OUTFIT AFTER PLAYING EP 3

this man is soo fine to my eyes istg this is another winnnn (am i yelling just because he put a black jacket on? yes, let me be and continue with your day xoxo)

#mcl new gen spoilers #mcl new gen spoiler #i also wanted to say that this episode's illustration is my fav c:#before it was ep 1 idk it's just so cute #and ep 2 is cute too but in ep 2 i prefer amanda's illu #but in this one??? the flower crown??? i live laugh love fluff it was so sweeeeet #atm i'm using only those 2 tags but after this week i will add some post to the main tag #not every one because some are just me fangirling/crying (thx roy)

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dbphantom · 8 months

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so i just got home after an extremely long and tiring day of travel and of COURSE i put on the new one piece episode because what else am i meant to do- REST?

this is making me BAWL

#i've been pausing to get a good look at every shot and #JIMBE IN THE BACK WITH EVERYONE AND THE LYRICS JUST MADE ME BREAK DOWN CRYING #im going to bed after i watch this i promise #when i tell you i was sitting there for the entire 7 hour train ride going 'i could be watching op right now' i MEAN IT #cruddy rambles #opspoilers #op spoilers #one piece spoilers #spoilers #one piece episode 1074 spoilers #don't wanna main tag this but i WILL spoiler tag it

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rosalie-starfall · 1 year

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Picard/Crusher

Star Trek: The Next Generation - Attached

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basslinegrave · 26 days

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im thinking about divorced sam and max and imagining how its just because theyre at a low because theyre getting old and its all too much and all too sudden and its not really a going distant thing and losing feelings but rather the worry of tying the other one down for so many years practically their whole lives so making a decision to split and stay just friends so to not take all freedom from the other but it doesnt work it just turns them very cranky and they eventually find their way back to one another cause they just cannot be apart nor with anyone else ans they cant have this work/friends only relationship they just have to talk it out and realize they both just want the best for one another but the best thing that happened to both of them Is the other and having one another and they simply cannot split. and thats where the another marriage happens.. i wonder how long they would be apart and if it would be abrupt or starting from stupid misunderstanding arguments

#longest sentence known to man #coping from ttiv again #i hate their shitty situationship there #prescription of 3 snm cartoon episodes could heal me #crying kitten exploding head gif my reaction to their banter in ttiv #the thing is its fine its just my brain being too focused on like 3 lines honestly. and the nausea i got while playing once that comes back #everytime i think about it. ttiv motion sickness ttiv situationship sickness. ugh they need to be dissolved in acid #this isnt for anything in particular since i cant write a fic or anything this is only my thoughts after seeing that divorce post #they divorced in the cartoon too but its fine <3 because they got back stronger than ever #and hey i love old man yaoi its just so weird seeing these two specifically as old. they need therapy more and more every year they age #thoughts are being thunk #dni. im just printing out a photo of them from ttiv tacking it to my wall and shooting a bb gun at them

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uniformbravo · 2 months

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the natsuyuu manga is so funny the volume will be like "natsume grapples with his desire for unconditional love versus his fear of burdening those around him, knowing the more he opens his heart to the people he cares about the more he stands to lose if something goes wrong; these people are the warmest he's ever known and he's the happiest he's ever been and that scares him because he can't shake the feeling that it's fleeting and fragile and could all disappear at any moment, so all he can do is fight to protect everything he loves and hope one day he'll deserve the precious happiness he's been given here"

and then the blurb on the back is like "natsume climbs up into the attic to look for some books, but... uh oh... is that a... g-g-g-ghost??!? things are about to get freaky deaky in here if he doesn't do something... quick!!! will natsume be able to handle it before the clock strikes thirteen, or will he become... gulp... the ghost's next meal?!?"

#always gives me a little heehee chuckle after the Emotional Damage inflicted by the story #just finished vol 11 uuuuuuu........ the one where he goes to visit his parents' old home uuuuuuuu.........#it was the first episode to make me cry when i watched the anime but i didn't this time #i did tear up at the end tho when natsume asks to retake the family photo with sensei in it this time 😭😭😭#like stopppppppppp im gonna die #retag later #ny blogging #moment was ruined when i turned the page and fuckin Matoba was there like WHO ASKED U KGJSLDKSDKGN #(lil mini drawings after every chapter. the theme this vol was characters when they were younger and. matoba & natori were up next ig)#it's fine there were already other parts of the manga that made me cry that didn't in the anime #like when the little fox travels all the way out to see natsume again and finds him having fun w his friends #and loses courage and walks away thinking ''i guess the one who was really lonely this whole time was me...''#AND THEN natsume finds them anyway and asks for directions to their forest so he can come visit next time LIKE COME ONNNNNNNNN #the natsume observation logs are everything 2 me u hear me EVERYTHING #main character from other characters' pov is ALWAYS 1000/10 good shit 👌👌👌#i wanna get to nishimura and kitamoto's chapters again rhrngnghrnggh vibrates in chair #cant be doing this again Except That I Can #where are my boys. SHOW ME THE BOYS

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inniave · 3 days

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after surgery i'm buying myself pentiment goddamnit

#reasons to live #also new doctor who episodes #i've been wanting to play for soooo long but haven't really had the money to spend #so i'm using this as an excuse #trying to focus on all the fun/good/cool things that i can do after #seeing hozier later in the summer #watching the wild flowers come up in the backyard #this is hell but i will get through it and there WILL be an other side i will make sure of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#there's a chance we can get it done tomorrow if the doctor thinks it won't be super complicated #i hope we can cause the longer this goes the more we suffer #i just want it to be over #once i'm all healed i am going to smoke a cigarette and savor every fucking puff i haven't been able to smoke for over a k month now :/#another thing to look forward too #and i think i have a vinyl preordered???? am can never remember what other parts have bought #oh and i'm going to binge rewatch the hunger games (all of them) after surgery #been meaning to do that & im using this as an excuse to do nothing but watch movies all day #got some audiobooks downloaded that hopefully they'll let me listen to during (unless it's going to be loud (??) then i have music)#i'm taking my puppy stuffie husband got me when we had to live apart for a summer before we got married #puppy is so special to me #he goes everywhere with me #i love him so much #i would just hold him and cry and cry and cry when husband had to leave :((((#i am so scared #there's so many young parts too who are just i mean they are the ones holding a lot of this shit like i cant imagine what it's like for the #the little bit that leaks through to me is horrific and makes me want to fucking vomit #i'm worried for them #they're splitting bad :((( and i don't have any way to help #we're doing our tapping and tre and everything but idk how much that helps on the inside #idk man #it's all so much

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yumedoca · 1 year

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#Urusei Yatsura #うる星やつら #lum #lum invader #ataru #ataru moroboshi #lum x ataru #ataru x lum #atalum #yucaillusts #my art #Episode 10 was wonderful #Literally every version of this story is a masterpiece #The fact that it was able to make me and other people cry even after we knew the truth about the situation is insane #Like I tear up every time I watch or read this story #So I had to doodle my AtaLum babies to calm my emotions #Im not good at radios or maple leaves so forgive me #I love the entire momiji (the maple leaves) bit the added to the moment #I really like it when the environment is used to create the mood #Also the scene where he was remembering about the moments with Lum and going to the places of their various memories and #Then breaking down by the momiji tree broke me #I love them so much #theyre so cute and perfect for each other

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tinknevertalks · 1 year

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It just struck me, as I got out of the shower, that in ten-fifteen years time, some teenagers are going to be doing their Music GCSEs (or whatever the group of exams will be called then). They'll remember the first time they heard that specific bit of classical music...

... And the episode of Bluey it was in. 😂🥰

#bluey #music #classical music #this post brought to you by #my listening to Holst's Planets and (almost crying in the shower) remembering Sleepytime #but it's not just Jupiter and Sleepytime #there's pachelbel's canon from the claw game ep (and the one where muffin misses a sleep)#or in the very first ep rondo alla turca or the toreadors song from carmen in the faceytime ep #i hope the exam markers appreciate people using muffin's running around with stripe's phone as an example of how to use music #or the emotional resonance the engulfing crescendo in jupiter causes by being in the major key (and having Chili say she loves you over it)#i'm in my feels #(mostly because i'm clean after a long due shower - why is it so hard atm?!)#but also because music is a massive memory aid for me #ho hum #i should find that megamix video of classical music in bluey and save it to my phone #also if you haven't bought it yet bluey dance mode is worth it because it has the beeewop walk and rain and the music from grandad #*the grandpa episode including the bit where he says 'nah. it was yesterday'#damn that gets me every bloody time #put the onions away i don't need to cry tonight! 😂

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astral-catastrophe · 10 months

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Being the way I am, I ignore the shit I haven’t processed, but now I’m crying because I don’t want to go to camp

#Last year I was alone #Like earlier I mentioned that I was so upset with being alone that I cried almost every time I wasn’t with someone #Bc it was the first year without my best friend going #Then my next closest friend came to camp late bc she was on a cruise #And she said she felt bad bc she didn’t know I was lonely #And even tho she and the crush are both gonna be there this year #I’m gonna feel so fucking alone bc the bad memories always creep in and I don’t want them to hear that.#I don’t want to go #last year sucked #And it was at the height of my middle of the summer depressive episode #which is coming back #So I’m gonna be depressed again and feeling bad #And I keep remembering my grandpa #Gods I miss him #I keep thinking that he’s still here but it’s been four fucking years #And I had an anxiety attack this morning because I saw someone who looked like my ex best friend #So I’m not doing okay #And I’m alone at home crying #After nearly two weeks of always having a friend right next to me #I want to stop existing

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fazcinatingblog · 3 months

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More like IF I come back amirite, also stop making me feel guilty, also learn to spell (paralegal? Parallel? ...never mind doesn't parramatta), also like it's my fault she hires 53 accountants that can only do accounting and 1 admin person to send out the tax returns and invoices and

#this whole thing makes me mad #like I'm sorry okay i didn't want this to happen #other people are mad at me too and have to fly to Sydney alone and sit next to strangers at Taylor and #I'm letting down more important people than one little suburban accounting firm #like my parents have to deal with a week where all three of their kids are going through stuff #plus my nana needs stuff as well #and Charlotte needs looking after but she's got her childcare and the other grandparents but still everything's a mess #and then there's my housemate i mean she's okay i hope i didn't infect her and if so thank God i didn't infect her BEFORE taylor #no idk all round it's a pretty shit situation #Sophia have some perspective #oh and Collingwood just lost to norf Melbourne #Angus Brayshaw retired #There are no rules anymore it's all chaos and anarchy and we're living in the unknown #tom Phillips is at Carlton #Trent bianco has disappeared off the side of the earth and his mother has every mystic in the country looking for him #and I'm just alone watching modern family episodes trying to remember how Haley and Andy get together #when he's sitting outside the wedding in a taxi asking Haley if she meant a specific person or just in general #and Haley's crying because she wants him and finds him funny and cute but Alex told her off for having a crush on him and getting involved #fuck Alex #anyway where was i #oh yeah i don't know #discussing IF i come back and not when #wait no #i don't know #I've lost the plot

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larry-ben-kenobi · 5 months

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I just cannot escape the yearning to die

Its almost been a decade and if I think about it it still brings my mental space into the molten core of the earth

I'm just so tired of being depressed im not depressed like I used to be, though, it just gets duller because I'm so damn used to it unless i let myself think about how much I don't want to be alive

Bleh. Ive said it for years and still true, if I could find 18 year old me id tell him to do the attempt better, rather than anything about how life is worth it. It's been eight years and honestly it only got worse. Was supposed to have done it when I was 14 probably, and never bothered anyone.

Hate being such a stereotypical zoomer freak about my own existence though.

#delete later #obviously #i dont know im jus #just tired of being tired of being alive #i dont even have horrible spiraling episodes anymore #i just dont have anything #almost miss crying and loathing what little i had and being so mad that the only feeling i had was despair and the strange hopelessness of #iunno loneliness in a communal sense too even #friends who kept me alive for years who we stopped really being in touch after covid #theyre all humans. doing good. and im glad #but im. actually worse than when they had to talk me down every three weekss #like im arguably worse #i was once very mad at one of them for getting me to promise to live until that next easter #after he spent a damn few hours trying to keep me going and vibing #so much effort from much better people just to have me waste years more oxygen

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gumipoid · 1 year

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i am not joking when i say this, i was sending my friend some clips from episode 135 and i cried not once not twice but FIVE separate times doing this task. i cried for a while then stopped then i had to look at images again and cried for a while. then i had to cut up the clips and i cried again. and this went on for an hour (i enjoy crying about them)

#i really really like meruem and komugi #every time i watch the -will you hold my hand?- scene it gets more and more painful #like. the after credits scene is such a vulnerable thing …#komugi soothing him im just so ill #i was born for this moment…#i don’t even have to be looking at images. just THINKING about the episode makes me bawl #listening to the ost also makes me hysterically cry #the ost is Understanding. that one my hugest weakness

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raystie · 1 year

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wow my last post was in Feb so despite not really having a following here I still feel obligated to say I'm going through a Bad Time both mentally and physically rn I can't even be bothered to think about or play Yakuza or do anything really. not dead but I sure feel like I'm on the way there rn. won't be here for a while take care everyone

#ray txt #well if you really wanna know the tmi details I'm putting it in the tags because I love overshsring #short version is entered depressive episode couldn't regulate my emotions constant crying and racing thoughts and mood swings #eventually psychosomatic symptoms caused by anxiety gets bad enough I start also having health anxiety and freaking out that I had some #disease or illness and that I was gonna die #if you've ever had your body feel like it's dying because of anxiety it's the typical shit #chest feels tight and like it's being crushed and like I can't breathe #random pains all over sometimes muscles or stabbing pains across torso #random nausea sweating and constant loss of appetite but maybe that was the depression #anyway after multiple crying sessions and nights where I couldn't sleep until like 8am and my parents considering putting me in #psych rehab (idea got scrapped) I go see some specialists #they check my blood piss uterus (irregular cycles I only get it every 2-4 months for years now)#and x-rays and they tell me actually everything looks fine physically! there's nothing wrong anywhere they can see and all my Levels are #perfectly Normal and Average I don't have a disease or illness or deficit #so all those pains and suffering really was just psychologically manifested and my brain made it up #andi know it's true because after that visit the chest pain was a lot less Andi can breathe better now #wait but that's not the end of it!#the gyne thinks I could have PCOS but can't confirm so I get my hormones tested and turns out I have more prolactin than normal #that fool made it sound like I Needed to get a MRI scan to check the gland that produces it in my brain or whatever #i go see an endocrinologist who says oh actually the extra prolactin is most likely just from your psychiatric medications #turns out if you take those it's commonly seen to go up so I didn't have to get scanned #this was optional but he suggested I take cabergoline to lower it and also get my menstruation regular again #and that's what I'm doing now but I feel like I had forgotten what having a period is like after always going for months without it #Oh and then I saw a new psychiatrist. because I had serotonin syndrome before and my body reacts badly to medications I've taken #he suggests a sensitivity blood test which I agreed to IMMEADIATELY because I've spent almost a whole decade taking all sorts of meds and #none of it working out #I haven't gotten the results back but he also said SSRIs are out of the question #although I've tried a bunch of antipsychotics and (prescribed) ADHD medications and they didn't work out #really want this fucking test because taking a med and then getting blasted with side effects makes me feel like a guinea pig being #experimented on

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