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ravewing · 5 months

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thinking about flame again (as per usual).. genuinely i dont and never will understand wof fans who saw him be bitter and angry and cold and shut off from years of never having a home or real friends and feeling isolated and say "yeah, no, he's evil."

he lived his whole life in the talons, constantly moving and never having any place to tether himself to emotionally. imagine the impact that must have on a literal child. i know i like to headcanon that he and viper and ochre were friends but nothing in the books actually indicates that he found any emotional consolation in ANYONE with the exception being his mother, who probably never even really got to spend much time with him. i dont really remember what exactly the talons did though so idrk. he probably had to witness the horrors of war via the aftermath of battles that he likely saw when traveling, and even though he was shielded from being drafted into the skywing army that still doesnt lessen the emotional impact that that'd have on a fucking kid.

imagine you go through years of that, and finally, one day, some big, majestic, 'allknowing' nightwing shows up and tells you that you're a part of the fabled dragonet prophecy, and you finally have some hope that maybe it was worth the struggle, that you are actually worth something, just to find out that you were nothing but a replacement. and don't even get me started on when he and the other alternates were transferred to the nightwing volcano, where they went without food for DAYS and were forced to fly nonstop to some remote island and for probably the first time in his life, flame met other skywings- just to watch them burn alive in front of him. all while he is STILL A KID.

then the literal NEXT DAY he is forced to fight the other alternates, and winds up with an unimaginably (both physically and emotionally) painful scar that makes him feel like an unlovable, weak, ugly monster. all while he watches a dragon who's essentially his sister die right before his eyes in the lava.

this all makes him wall himself off from other dragons, because he's scared that they'll think he's as weak as he sees himself; it makes him angry and bitter at the world, it makes him hate himself and it eats him up inside. we get a really good insight on this in book 6 when moon reads his mind, where he thinks that he doesn't even deserve his mother's love because of how scarred he his, where he thinks that nobody takes him seriously, where he thinks that he has no friends nor allies.

and then people still have the sense to call him evil because of, not despite, the emotional barriers he has from the turmoil and trauma he's experienced.

#rant post #ramblings #wof #wings of fire #flame wof #me when im not normal about my favs #hash tag stop the flame slander #free my boy #rave rambles

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skitskatdacat63 · 6 months

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"The body and face of this sculpture are in idealized youth, with plump cheeks and round face, and his hair is usually unkempt..his youthful appearance, large eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead are some of the iconography that can be used to identify him"

^ this quote is genuinely still fucking plaguing me. THIS IS LITERALLY SEB???? LIKE LITERALLY 2010 SEB SPECIFICALLY????? It is actually fucking me up how it is literally quintessentially Seb. Like big eyes...plump cheeks and round face...unkempt hair...pouty lips...okay okay okay!!!! And that Antinous is basically the peak perfection of pretty boy from that time, I'm like, yeah that's Seb to me 🥹🥹🤧🤧

But god the "youthful appearance, big eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead" Does that quote not evoke pictures like these in your head???????

I feel so unwell about it 😭😭 I am going through it 😭😭

#in march i think i compared seb to the david #which i still think is just as good a comparison #but this makes me infinitely more insane #bcs the david one was more just about looks and so is this one #but the fact that theres so many statues of Antinous and his image is so consistent and perfectly matches seb??? okay.#and also in that post i did compare seb to an antinous statue as well hahaha #but i think the statues i picked for the recent drawing i did were a lot closer #basically: seb is a masterpiece. a piece of art. to me.#but i really like making historical comparisons(as you well know by now) but gah when it fits so perfectly like this #it makes me emo for some reason 😭😭😭#i think boy king is still my fav au and i always feel like a maniac abt all that historical basis #but this one just gaahhhhh like hes just a pretty boy 🥹 the prettiest boy #lmfao i come back from the race wknd and im like yep back to normal procedures: crying over seb #catie.rambling.txt #sebastian vettel

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couch-house · 1 year

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sequel to this because now I know what he REALLY does off the clock is go sicko mode to thrash metal

#sonic frontiers #sonic the hedgehog #super sonic #sth #fanart #posting this at a STUPID hour but i spent two hours playing arcade mode to s rank 1-2 and then decompress from s ranking 1-2 #so i had to draw Late #but i needed to draw it i neeedeedddd #anyway undefeatable + break through it all are my top fav vocal tracks from frontiers #i mean theres only 7 to pick from but like. those two make me insane #'think im on 11 but im on a 9' such a FUN lyric im so normal about it #anyway. need to start doing more painterly stuff with mspaint i decided #my favorite things abt my art have been my colors when i Try #and i would like to try again i think #id in alt text #music draws

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got-the-cool-shoeshine · 9 months

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it's always seinfeld in philadelphia ?

#iasip #seinfeld #charlie kelly #dee reynolds #mac mcdonald #dennis reynolds #frank reynolds #im soo normal about sitcoms <- lying #me when i draw various characters on a blank background #my art #cakyon's favs

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taegularities · 7 months

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some men are textbook villains fr

#tw religion?#kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on #some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago #liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not #tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much #i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different #things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how #id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet #but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that #and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on #you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding #things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc #life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam #me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you'#AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you'#even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that'#and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone #(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it)#(nothing even ever started you bitchass)#also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it #mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal..#but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared #my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN #'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean #i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective #but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back #and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever #anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol #def gonna delete later #but ty for reading if u did <3

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ilovemesomevincentprice · 11 months

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Happy Father's Day, Vincent, and to all the fathers (and single mothers who have to be both mother and father)...

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firstofficerkittycat · 2 months

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forcing autistic people into hugs as a cute trope die in a fire challenge

#im going to draw clara getting off of 12 when he asks her to lol #like yes her appeal to me is everything that is wrong with her but i could do without that bit tbh #my fav character trait is when people are the worst people in the world but are normal about autism

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flovverworks · 9 months

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(person whos exhausted and thought of chloe a second too long) u know how im 70% sure chloe has an area convo where akira says something nice and chloe goes "is this what its like to have a big sibling?!?!", i need rustica to date someone n chloe to go "is this what its like to have (loving) parents?!?!?"

#stardust speaking !#DO U SEE THE COMEEEDDYYYYYYYYY #im not gonna word it better. imagine the superior wording in ur minds #also since figaros june bride has that...' oh id like to have that role one day. 'do u think ure good enough for my rutile?!' like that'#training ep. can i have that for chloe. for rustica. since theres alrdy that entire summer event where chloes so concerned rusticas #getting scammed #AUGHHHH 1.5 MY FAV MOMENT FOREVER WITH CHLOE N RUSTICA......PARENT CHILD DUO OF ALL TIME #im not normal when i think about oz n arthur for long either #mhyk said heres a billion family relations and i was the target audience #i think mitile should accidentally call figaro or leno dad one day and Die on the spot #at the same time i do think a lot of my views r on them r more complicated than 'haha parent child'#its just that rustica n chloe especially......since rustica took care of chloe since chloe was like 13??#n they get along so well that im always kinda. yeah those 2 r family in the very sense of the word #its why im so annoying with them in my own modern aus cuz rustica raising chloe....T_T #I JUST like them a lot #massages temple mhyk and the older wizards raising/looking after the younger kids oh i have a headache #(neros care for heath n shino n riquet comes to mind always)#oh im so tired id like to write all of them so i couls properly explain how i feel about all of their relations #cuz i just cant in posts like this #oz is not a parent but. also. ALSO. u get me dont u

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isaacathom · 7 days

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finally reading lord hornblower and got up to The Chapters 👍 its going well in here. i definitely didnt take pictures of several pages to capture the paragraphs about how hornblower was feeling, noooooo

#everythings super normal in there #ive seen that quote about how hornblower and sharpe are all plot/action and no character float around #and tho ive not read sharpe that does broadly hold true for hornblower #with exception largely to small interludes like this. hornblower being fucking consumed in grief and rage #plot still occurs but now its feeding character. its coping. its GREAT #it rules. lord hornblower shaping up to be a high favourite on my list atm. still half the book to go mind #and we'll see what happens when marie shows up as to how im gonna sit on this haha #fav is still lieutenant though. bush is such a comfortable narrator for me

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mashed4077 · 1 year

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