#missed checking up around here

[puppyeared]

delphox that you find on the side of a van

#remember when pokemon variant art was popular circa 2016?? can we bring that back pls???? #no this is not one of those male/female version pokemon things. if pokemon wants to make a witch/wizard pokemon they gotta commit #i was poking around fakemon art when i was coming up with puppierrot/houndrels design and i found a cool delphox design based on zorro #it was made by darksilvania here on tumblr actually!! their designs are top notch go check it out #i love how the ear tufts were used to make the hats brim. nintendo missing out fr #that part of the design actually inspired me to make this. wizard brim….. #played with halftone here and i think it turned out great!!! #my art #myart #pokemon #delphox #pokemon variant #pokemon design #idk if ill commit to drawing the entire fennekin line with this design but it has crossed my mind

[3-aem]

I spent 3 hours this morning doing the final master trial level in botw and died on what was apparently the last level of it i am just gonna draw gojo nobody talk to me ever again

#i fucked up critically in 2 areas apparently #one was i missed a chest with 3 ancient arrows #2 was when i killed a lynel for the multishot #forgot i had it #panicked at the level where they make u face off with 6 guardians and did not use that bow with the multishot #that was great #great so Nice #I'm not gonna be attempting that any time soon again #also will be doing my taxes to feel like a normal adult #i still need the government to explain why i have to do them #if they're gonna just do them anyway to make sure I'm not lying #are we creating jobs here or what #bc i think those jobs can still exist even if society doesn't do them #like maybe we can just check the math that the government does #and not the other way around? #is this system here to aid and abeit tax evasion

[muselexum]

<3

#sending you all so much love #it's crazy how a year has zipped by #every so often i'll come by and check up on the dash and i love seeing all the familiar names <33 #I'll prolly write a more official post in the new year at some point #but im so eager for this work contract to end at the end of this year #im grateful for the job in many ways but in others it was really burnt me out and drained me #ready to turn a new leaf in the new year #and hopefully get some of my creative motivation back when my mind clears #ive put even art/painting on the sidelines as well this year which is something im sad about #but on the positives I think ive had a lot of personal and emotional growth this year that im really proud of!! #(still dont have a driver's license though.. LOL OOP) #and ive really worked on my anxiety and depression. like even if this job is burning out and depressing me// I don't feel DEPRESSED ya kno. #ive just been experiencing a lot of personal growth and change #and the people around me in my life have told me that they've seen changes in me this year too so :') #BUTTTTTT #I so so miss my creative outlets and I feel like I've neglected that this year #I went from escapism to fully avoiding the outlets so now I think it's time to transition into the healthy middle #anywaaaay #hope yall have been doing amazing #love u all and ill probably pop in here for the holidays <33 #blows u all kisses #ooc #tbd

[burningcomputerpersona]

I CAN'T BELIEVE BELMONT RELEASED A NEW BANGER AND NONE OF Y'ALL THOUGHT TO TELL ME ABOUT IT

#gotta do everything by myself around here #anyway go check them out they sound amazing #it's amazing how they keep their sound fresh #while still keeping the core sound of pop punk #a lot of bands that try to experiment with their sound end up feeling bland and overproduced to me #so it's awesome when I hear bands making new music that hits that perfect zone #anyway easycore my beloved please come back to me #i don't even know if they call themselves easycore anymore tbh but their shows go harddd #saw them live last year with can't swim and the pit was wayyy harder than I expected and it was fucking amazing #also they came back for an encore and played country girl which i had not been expecting at all #bc a lot of reviewers had been hating on it and it did sound kinda out of place in the album with the whole country song parody vibes #but lemme tell you #they fucking killed it with the encore they had absolutely no right going that hard #anyway I'm gonna have to go check if/when they're touring so i can get tickets #their live shows are an experience i do no wanna miss #especially with the way the new album is sounding #belmont #liminal #pop punk #easycore #crabcore #metalcore #post progressive #look im not very good with genres okay i just added everything I've heard fans call them #anyway go check them out I'm gonna be here listening to this song on repeat #Youtube

[dandyshucks]

I think this is another case of b&w thinking actually fbfjdkdl I think it's probably worth talking about but ALSO I am being a little insane abt it because I keep getting so agitated stressing myself out abt it that Kam's (another system part) pulled me out of front like twice today for it and oh no not again lads dbfjdmkl

#Chase was fronting for pretty much the entirety of today (impressive tbh) and he thinks I'm being a little ridiculous fbjfdml #i simply just worry that I'm going to fuck smth up by either talking about all of this or not talking abt it #so i sit here unsure of what to do #Kam is Staring Me Down rn LMAO she's like u need to stop stressing urself out and go draw or ur getting yoinked again #I'll go draw and then think on the ramble post some more tomorrow when i have hopefully slept more than four hours fjfkdkl #i think i worded things in a decent way but I want to check it over to make sure it comes across the correct way #anyhowdy !!!! i hope everyone is doing well fjdkdl i have missed being around today fbdjdl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[newkiqx]

Oh my god Heart is confirmed too?

the hype is real

ok i'm making a music post

So Graspop is a metal festival on paper, which is not usually my go to, but there's also a bunch of rock and some other genres. First confirmed name was tool, which i have been a sucker for since I was 17 when they completely blew me away with their live performance

my watch list so far includes:

Alice cooper Avenged Sevenfold Babymetal Body Count (Ice-T's metal band! it fucking slaps) (heres another one) (gotta include this one too sorry) Bruce Dickinson Deep Purple Electric Callboy (if you don't know them please watch these videos. They're hilarious and their upbeat power/europop x metal mixture shouldn't be this catchy, fun and genuinely good, but it is) Heart Iron Allies Judas Priest Limp Bizkit Megadeth Pendulum Scorpions Tool

and more!

it's been so long since i've been to an absolutely stacked festival. Can't wait

#personal #music #txt #GMM 2024 #probably forgetting a bunch here #one thing about me is that i listened to a lot of metal in my teenage years but sort of don't do that anymore #I still like the genre a lot though #and in recent years i'm discovering bands I missed in my initial metal stint! Like night verses - body count and igorrr #so this is a nostalgic (re)discovery tour for me #a colleague actually sent me an igorrr song (nervous waltz) a couple of years back thinking there was no way i would like it #then i discovered i already knew them from the meme video 'very noise' which is the song right after on the album #ended up listening to the entire album because it was very complex and interesting. Genuinely liked it. #definitely not something for sunday tea with your parents though they'll think the radio is broken #went to see them live last year with some friends too and ran into the now ex-colleague again and yeah. Good show #I like uptempo stuff and i love it when artists are obviously fucking around with ideas. Igorrr is very much that. #if you want to hear a funny igorrr track check out musette maximum btw. I laughed out loud and was completely baffled on my first listen. #i should put rambles under a fold maybe and not in the tags but who knows #graspop #graspop metal meeting

[someone-else-entirely]

Today was an Adventure:

-ordered alcoholic beverage online a couple days ago, culminating in me running out into the wet street without shoes to catch the UPS truck

-impulse bought a heart-shaped mini Bundt cake maker (not just a pan, but a MAKER - you plug it in and pour in the batter and it cooks the cake for you)

-also impulse bought Lindoor truffles whose flavor was listed as "dark strawberry" and I know that that's just dark chocolate with a strawberry filling but "dark strawberry" sounds amazing as a concept

#gonna tell the Ordering Alcohol Online saga in the tags #mostly for my own sake/posterity #so I wanted to buy a bottle of a particular alcoholic beverage as part of a Valentine's day gift #but they don't sell it around here so I had to order it #now of course you have to show an ID and sign for the package when you receive it on account of alcohol #but I live on the third floor of my apartment and the doorbells don't work #so I had a distinct feeling I was going to miss the delivery #and I TOOK EVERY PRECAUTION #before making the order I called the company and asked if they could call or text me upon arrival #and they were like ''well we work with UPS etc. so it's up to them but try sending us an email about it it might work'' #so I made the order and sent the email #yesterday I popped down to the business on the first floor and was like ''hey I'm ordering alcohol'' #''if they knock on the door would you be able to sign for it?'' #the person was like ''well I'm here from 8 to 4 so if it arrives in that time then sure'' #today I see an email: order is out for delivery #THE EMAIL IS IN MY PROMOTIONS FOLDER MIND YOU. I WOULDN'T HAVE FOUND IT IF I WASN'T LOOKING CLOSELY #so I'm compulsively checking the tracking page all day #it says it's supposed to arrive at 7 pm #4 pm comes and goes and no dice #I leave a post-it note on the door: ''dear deliveryperson the doorbells don't work please call/text the number on the back of this note'' #6 o clock rolls around. I am still compulsively checking #and then in the middle of watching a Brennan Lee Mulligan video with my bf I compulsively check one more time #''delivery was attempted'' #so I hightail it downstairs in the hopes I can catch the UPS people #I don't even stop to put on shoes #I open the door; no one's there but I see the UPS truck across the street #I run out onto the Very Wet sidewalk in my socks #wait for a break in the oncoming cars and jaywalk straight to the truck #it's empty #I sit on a nearby low wall and wait until I see a couple guys in UPS uniforms coming around the corner

[pepprs]

misery despair suffering etc etc

#purrs #delete later #two thoughts about separate things both causing the despair. thought / thing number 1 which i think ive talked abt on here many times before #but im saying it again: i am not good at being a friend in the ways my friends need me to be a friend. and in the ways friendship is thought #of societally i guess. i isolate myself constantly. i pull away from the opportunity to get closer with people i don’t know as well. i don’t #text back and then when im finally ready it’s been so egregiously long since it was appropriate for me to respond or reciprocate or #whatever it is i am so crushed by guilt and shame and embarrassment that i can’t bring myself to do it. i have so many unread messages and i #wont even let myself open them. and ive been like this for years. and i hurt someone very badly many years ago by being that way. and it was #more complicated than that but sometimes i remember it and how i acted and how i treated them. and i wonder sometimes if they check up on me #and i don’t want to be immature or weird or whatever for talking about it or wondering that openly. but if you do read this and you know who #you are: i am so sorry. i meant whst i said that i would never stop wishing you well and hoping the very best for you. and i hope you have #all of that and more. and im so sorry for not being brave enough to communicate with you or stick around. i really really am. and im sorry #to all the other people i have hurt by pulling away and shutting down and shrinking inside myself and not talking. ik it’s weird to post #that instead of just telling people directly but it’s the guilt. i am fully aware of how many people / groups of people i owe things to / #for but also just… miss. a lot. and want to talk to even though i won’t let myself. i don’t know why im like this and i don’t know how to #stop. but im sorry im not a good friend or even acquaintance or community member. and im talking to everyone now i guess including anyone #reading this bc god knows how many asks and messages i have on here. im sorry. i want to be a better friend. but i also never have spoons. a #and i also want to stay spoonless and cocooned on myself forever and never come out. and i hate that. i want to be a friend. i want to be #kind and giving and loving and generous in the ways you all have been with me. i want to hang out with people and send messages and be there #to lift people up and celebrate with them. but all i can muster is tapping like on social media and it’s horrific. i have gifts to make and #hello / checking in messages to reply to and roleplay starters to post and i just can’t do it right now and im scared i’ll never be able to #again. but it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. if i say i can’t do it then iwont. it’s not enougu to just be aware of it i have to act on it #and change it. but im exhausted and hurting right now and i have been for years and i need to heal first but what if this is healing. #idk. i rambled on that for much longer than i thought i would so nowim gonna say the second thing in a separate post. and it’ll be weird to #post about that in light of this and it’ll be weird to post this at all. but its been weighing on me so heavily today and i don’t want #anyone to think im ignoring them or not aware of being like this or whatever. and posting into the void is easier than telling individual #people to your faces even though i know it’s cowardly. im really truly sorry. i will try to get better once i have the strength to try. #actually yeah no not gonna say the second thing yet. it would be weird to say it now. this needs to sit a little first

[bookishmuggleborn]

hello?🧍🏻‍♀️

#I'll write in the tags because uhhh- #idk #sorry for being gone for so long #I MISSED TUMBLR😭😭😭😭😭 #I'll reply to msgs/asks/everything in a while #thanks for staying around #and to everyone new?? idk why you're here but heyyyy hello #the last time i left was for some very random reason idk but those sem exams weren't so difficult that I had to get off tumblr??? #I would've returned last year around Jan but then I had to move out and everything was overwhelming and and and #I'll try not leaving again because it's so difficult to return once you see it isn't necessary??? #(I'm not using the right words but I hope it makes sense somehow) #ALSO if you've dropped by at some point then there's a good chance that it was noticed #thank you for checking up on me <333 #it didn't always feel like that but I was okayyyy #just too lost #lol #and btwww missing tumblr meant I would come back sometimes and stalk people/posts so my already-filled drafts are more filled now haha #all the notifications I'm going to drop will be annoying #bear with me :3 #AND OKAY what's with tumblr and its updates? #@staff are OKAY?? #what's this mess T-T #+ issokayyy if you didn't notice i was gone. HAPPENS <3 #(assuming you care) it's so much easier to not know you have to miss someone until they are back and you no longer have to do it

[luciality]

iggypan

#shut up luci #delete later #i cant keep thinking of alice going to japan for a meeting but deciding to arrive early to do some casual tourist things bc its been so long #since shes done tourist things. anyway this is like the early aughts or late 90s whatever. she goes to the bridge to see all the cool fashio #fashion and maybe take pics like a rude tourist. maybe even check out the shops and buy something cute. and shes like WOAH so many cool styl #styles. heavily inspired by me england i am england i invented punk me personally i did that. and goth. whatever the hell this lolita is #is also clearly inspired by european fashion. and vw's mini crini line. #she just thinks jfash is neat. doesnt rly get all of it but she likes it. its cool. but then as shes taking picture like a rude person #she notices one girl look straight at her and then duck and turn around and speedwalk away. and iggys like oi wait im sorry i'll delete the #picture im sorry miss i didnt mean to be rude! and when she catches up to her shes like ?!?!?! sakura??? why are you dressed like this??? #and sakura is like ahhhh i didnt know you would be here. sometimes i dress up when i am not working. it is fun i have some friends who like #to meet up here. yes humans. ahhhh >_< i really didnt mean for u to see me like this..... and iggys like oh its no big deal i dont mind. #i think this whole lolita thing suits u. hahaha remember when i used to dress all punk and gothic and whatnot? what you wear outside of work #is your own business. plus its cute :3 like u :3 hey maybe next time we can dress up together and go clubbing or to a concert. er... #a live as u say. haha lol. and sakura is like mmm perhaps. that might be fun. and then alice is like Right now how do i get to the maid cafe #from here. and sakura is like >_> ok um which one. #i love them

[akkivee]

so apparently???? the opening talk to the cinema version of bat vs mtr was uploaded on youtube????

#this is vee speaking #i was thinking about hirono-san today too i miss his chaos lol #despite the sound being the way it was and made me check tf out of their conversation for my own sanity it was fun to watch them lol #esp the last like 5 or so minutes where they did a quick photoshoot lmao #if you’ve seen those pics floating around here’s the context it’s very funny lol #man i kinda wanna know if bb vs dh got uploaded on youtube too and i just missed it idk if this vid will stay up or not ;w; #Youtube #c: seiyuu stuff

[charlesemersonwinchesteriii]

🔥unpopular charles opinion

The thing is, it’s not an opinion, really. The question isn’t meant to be a complaint or a rebuttal or anything. I just genuinely don’t get it! The question goes something like this.

So Charles/Klinger seems to be the one actively disliked ship in the fandom, discounting the h*nn*hawk vs p*erc*ntyre gang war and that one rabidly anti-hawnk person (lol). Most nobody has any love for the ship, because it’s stupid and OOC, of course, but mostly because it’s egregiously obviously racist and gross, which is the critique that seems most common, and to be of most importance to people.

And to be clear, for the purposes of this post I am wholly agreeing with all that! It’s distasteful and immoral and people who are into it are insane, including me. I’m not arguing against this line of thinking, I just wanted to look at its inner logic. Because when I first heard people saying this, I thought, “Yeah, makes sense, Charles is truthfully a terrible person with abhorrent opinions. Nobody watching this already unfortunately bigotry-riddled show is obligated to try and look past that! It is Always valid to hate Charles’ guts.”

But it turns out most of the fandom (I assume it must be most, given how shockingly few people here have blocked me) actually don’t hate Charles, in general. It’s the specific ship, not the character, that’s distasteful. (Not to say any Charles ship is anything resembling popular, but like with most ships, that’s just a result of the general population’s Hawkeye BJ Laser Focus Gaze. I’ve never seen anybody actively dislike these ships when they’re brought up.) And the more I think about it, the more I wonder why, because well. to put it bluntly. It’s not like someone stops being racist when they’re not actively interacting with a nonwhite person.

You know what I mean? I feel like Charles’ bigotry would be a turn off for all of our generally morally sound protagonists, not just one who happens to be personally affected by it. But it only becomes an issue when it involves Klinger. I’ve heard people say that any Charles/Klinger ship fic would obviously have to go out of its way to address Charles’ racism, but I’ve read a few Charles/Hawkeye and Charles/Donna (and Charles / other strange and varied choices too, because of course I have) fics–really, REALLY good fics, that captured the characters very nicely and are very beautifully written–and I’ve yet to find one that discusses The Bigotry In The Room with any degree of seriousness.

(Pssst this is everyone’s chance to absolutely dunk on me by sending me fics that do this if there actually are a bunch and I’ve just never read them because I would in fact LOVE to read some fics with that topic regardless of ship!)

And to be clear, that’s fine with me! I truly do not care. When I read Charles running away to Maine or romancing Ms. Parker and I don’t see his love interests stop to ask “Hey, um, so any updates on the fact that you and your whole family are eugenicists?”, it doesn’t bother me in the slightest, because I just assume that Charles has already gone through the cult deprogramming step of his character development at some point prior to this, and either the love interest in question has already confirmed this off-page, or they are making the same assumption I am. After all, at least in Hawkeye’s case, the mere act of admitting romantic interest in a Democrat from the back of beyond would necessarily imply a shift in values, right?

(Admittedly, for all we canonically know Donna could be a fashy scumlord herself, so this reasoning doesn’t wholly apply there, but it obviously does to her fanon background/personality.) (Which is adorable, by the way. Everyone go check out the collective oeuvre of AO3 user onekisstotakewithme.)

So that’s all cool! It’s just that the same thing applies for me when it comes to Charles/Klinger. If anything, it applies even more, because you can have a fic where Charles’ whole family attend his and Donna’s 2nd wedding (Everyone go check out the collective oeuvre of AO3 user onekisstotakewithme!!!) but if Charles gets with Maxwell in any capacity, his father is at the very LEAST never going to speak to him again, ever. And personally I think that is SO fun and sexy, because Charles’ father is a white supremacist and I want him to die painfully forever and ever amen. <3

I got sidetracked a few times here and I just realized I never actually asked the question, which is, TL;DR: If it’s immoral–or at least gross and nonsensical–to ship Charles/Klinger, because Charles is bigoted, shouldn’t the same also apply to shipping Charles with many other characters too, given that they should logically also have a problem with his bigotry?

For what it’s worth, I have a bit of a theory about the answer to this, all to do with the incompetent way Charles’ bigotry (and other characters’ reactions to it) are portrayed in canon and the deeper Doylist factors that I think forced the showrunners into writing it like that, but I wanted to stay strictly on the topic of fandom attitudes for now, because it may be niche and silly, but I find it interesting. And I’d love to hear other people’s thoughts on it!

#Did this sound rude? Was I totally incoherent? Is everyone mad at me now? All these questions & more swirling around in my brain right now #It seems like such an obvious thing I feel stupid even bringing it up because there must just be some huge thing I'm missing #but I can't figure out what it is! #There was so much more I wanted to bring up here as I said but I had to Stop haha #like sometime I also want to do a post on how most people seem to envision Charles fitting back into his family and his old life very well #and I always picture the exact opposite! Not just from a ''what I would want to have happen'' POV but also just #what I think would complete his arc in a satisfying way and build on the things that happened to him in canon #not saying he's gong to go home and become a commie immediately (ah! if only!) and I think he WOULD try DESPERATELY #to have everything be exactly the same. but I just don't think it would work! #like Margaret and unlike BJ or Hawkeye his pre-war life was not built on healthy sustainable or even ethical foundations #and that life is going to collapse in on him! #but ghdsjkgdsj STOP I will make a separate post later. enough controversy for today I'm sleepy #(but I also do SOOO want to make a post examining the insane inconsistencies in how the protags treat Charles and his bigotry cause it's #SIMPLY RIDIC #) #Hawkeye when he wants to have a little bonding moment with Charles: #I can excuse racism but I draw the line at failing to flirt with a 6'4'' millionaire. A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do! #and the thing is Maxwell also does this. but of course THAT isn't ok. wheezing. #Charles: god I fucking HATE [checks the list of protected minorities to find an ethnic group that's not on there] uhhh MEDITERRANEANS #Max who is used to long odds and is already mentally rehearsing his teary ''But officer! My husband was in that house!'' speech: #haha yeah ok Major. I think we are soulmates btw :) #THIS POST IS A DISASTER. APOLOGIES TO EVERYONE AND HAVE A NICE DAY. #Charles Emerson Winchester III #MASH #Starky loves answering questions #marley-manson #CHARMAX #Starky's Original Posts

[friendshiptothemax]

Look who was REALLY excited we came home from Toronto today :)

#cats of tumblr #Sproggo #we’re picking up Benson tonight #Sproggo’s kind of a loner and he has FIV so he stayed here and the cat sitter checked up on him #but the cat sitter is fostering several kittens around Benson’s age #so he got to spend his vacation at what we called cat summer camp #he’s gonna miss his new buddies but i bet he’ll be happy to see us too!!

[noxtivagus]

Final. Fantasy.

#🌙.rambles #oh no. i accidentally ended up rambling so much on my priv twt bcs of drk. again 😭😭 #i think that's uhm enough for tonight though bcs i shld srs sleep soon (will definitely not but Still) #looking at old notes i have other ff quotes here n. vivi. sob. i rlly. rlly. want to replay ffix soon #this is embarrassing reading these n i srs see how much ff has influenced me. it's actually. really really embarrassing #my attention span help #ffxiv eden's promise. specifically promises to keep oh my god it's so. perfect. it's. heaven. to my ears. #i miss raiding T_T #NOOOOO SORRY MY ATTENTION SPAN JUST CHECKED MY SWITCH RQ #my aunt indeed has chrono cross the radical dreamers edition & girl oh my god that 225 hours on octopath #i. am just listening to music rn i cannot write i'll just do more later yeah FR THIS TIME #fr though just. i miss raiding so much. i rmb me n apollo being so woah bcs like. our static back on twintania had ppl from over europe ofc #from uk to france to germany. n some had turkish blood too iirc. damn i still rmb the accents oh my god. #apollo n i were like around 14 when we were raiding. which is pretty impressive oh my god we cleared the whole of eden's promise #i rmb how they'd ask how school was 🥺 n our fc/static lead was so kind i rmb how he'd check up on us too #I STILL RMB LIKE. smth like 'you two have been sick a lot lately' & 'you good? :c' or smth. #n then awww the way they'd say gn bcs we used to raid till 12 am n apollo n i had school yeah #i'm. really happy w my improvement. from sprout drk me i was so anxious to tank n now look i've cleared uwu <3 #i miss the old twintania static. honestly i still wish that. i cld've unmuted even once yk? but. anxiety. #my social anxiety was really so bad back in 2021 but i guess i had to manage yk. ffxiv rlly helped a lot goddamn #i miss those days a lot. but i'll cry if i think more on that n of other stuff too so i'll just sleep soon #i. genuinely do know that i ramble too much but. actually nvm i'll ramble even more if i say that #i'll just. leave this at here. i'm really going to organize myself this week #sigh i wanted to do. more before i slept. like work on smth rq or. idk. but nah. anxiety. i'm tired. nah. gn #my playlists r a mess my notes r a mess heck even my room is a mess n i look like a mess n my mind is. even more of a mess #but being self-deprecating isn't.. really me but. oh no if i go on i'll ramble to myself abt my dilemmas again fuck this i need to shut up #rn at least i just need my mind to shut up. n oh in the end i guess tonight i won't rlly be able to do anything again but #nooo fuck it i'll just end it at that. so much to do.. so much to think about. but. nah sorry tonight i think i'm too tired. sorry #tbd

[orcelito]

When i was examining the tips distribution calculations yesterday I found a discrepancy that put my tips cut off from what it should be. By like $15 lower. & I fixed it but it makes me very annoyed bc who knows how long this discrepancy was there

Excel literacy is a great thing in that it allows me to make sure I'm properly fucking compensated

#speculation nation #like $15 isnt That much but that's still a solid meal for every paycheck that ive missed out on #i noticed the discrepancy bc we have a section based on deductions. which is performance based #and my number was at like 64 points deduction. when the 2nd highest was 13 #and i was like '???? i literally havent even put any deductions why is my number so high' #we have a section for quality rating. which factors in general performance & makes up the biggest amount of the points distribution #and every single one of them were off by 2. referencing blocks 2 rows up from what they should #which wasnt a Huge problem for most of them. bc quality ratings are typically around the same thing. assuming youre working well. #except for the top two. which were referencing empty boxes. #& im listed 2nd so Essentially ive had a quality rating of 0. which is Kind Of Infuriating bc i have NO idea how long it's been here #i fixed it and then analyzed the spreadsheet to understand what the calculations were so i could double check them #found a few other minor inconsistencies. but thankfully nothing as major as that #cant fucking trust a 'dont touch the calculations because theyre complex and easy to mess up' kind of thing #im capable of looking up what a fucking sumif function is and figuring out its purpose in excel calculations #almost insulted now that the assumption that i wouldnt need to know how to deal with the calculations let smth like this exist #it's just $15 but i have no idea how many $15s ive lost. that shit can add up.

[spacialrznd]

well i am now in possession of a Creature

#👻*⊱ ┇✧ ❝ paranormal activity ;; out of character ❞ #( and here on today's episode of loop's bad decision making- ) #( actually i have no regrets my brain short circuited when i felt how soft their wings were </3 i am obsessed with this fictional dragon ) #( anyways i'm super loopy [haha see what i did there] tonight so nothing besides this low effort shitpost ) #( i would've gotten around to the plotting calls i kinda forgot about earlier this week but i ended up driving to kelowna as well ) #( bc my aunt got in an accident and me and my mom were already in the area she lives in which we are usually not :v ) #( anyways i drove home wednesday and for the last two days i've been dealing with work accomodations for my injuries ) #( bc i also got in a [not severe] accident a little while back and my injuries haven't fully healed :v ) #( my boss does not seem to realize that despite the fact that three licensed medical professionals do ) #( long story short my week has been hectic and i also gotta do shit tomorrow bc my mom is also not accommodating at all lmao ) #( so i'll work on ic stuff and dming ppl about plotting either tomorrow or sunday ) #( i'm also gonna go through my followers bc i think i missed checking out a few people's blogs ) #( thanks for reading my rant </3 )