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[muttmurdock]

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[honestlydarkprincess]

stiles didn't know they were dating - sterek 👀👀👀 pls thank u and love u

for you, anything<3

Derek was sitting on the couch with Cora, listening to her rant about her least favourite coworker for the second time that day. He tried to pay attention, really he did, but he couldn’t help but let his thoughts wander to his favourite human.

Stiles had been…off for the last week or so. Derek didn’t want to push or make him uncomfortable but he couldn’t help but pout a little when, after months of Stiles being in his space, his thoughts, for most of the day there was suddenly this distance between them. It hurt. Derek had been wracking his brain for days, trying to think of something, anything, he could have done that would upset the younger man.

He knew he should probably just talk about it with Stiles, ask him what was wrong, but this thing between them felt fragile, he didn’t want to do anything to upset it. He was mostly confident that his boyfriend would come to him if there was a problem. Stiles was a talker, no way he didn’t talk about what was bothering him. It was just a matter of when.

And then Stiles walked in and Derek realized he was wrong, very wrong.

ask me about my wips

#I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU I HOPE YOU LIKE IT #hehehehehe #rawie tag #monsterrae1 #sterek #sterek wip #stiles stilinski #derek hale #teen wolf #teen wolf wip #stiles didn't know they were dating #jess gets mail! 💌

[devirnis]

Asthma attack fic? 👀👀👀

Hi Rae & friendly anon!

This is a prompt from another anon for the sneezing square on my Bad Things Happen Bingo card. They suggested Buck develops some new allergies post-lightning strike, and at the scene of a call he and Eddie get trapped somewhere and it escalates into a full-blown asthma attack. There's definitely some medical handwaviness going on but it will have:

worried Eddie!

competent Hen!

Buck being like "dear god why is this my life"

I haven't worked too much on it, but it'll probably be the next thing I focus on once the big WIP is out of the way. Have a teeny little tease:

“Here, drink this.” Hen thrusts a paper cup into his hands and Buck brings it up to his lips without another thought as she climbs past him and into the ambulance. He takes a few deep gulps, only registering after the last mouthful that he’s tasting coffee and cinnamon.  Chim’s going to be so pissed I drank his coffee, Buck thinks distantly as he takes another swig. Hen is suddenly beside him again. She takes the cup from him and fits a mask over his face. Cool mist begins flowing into his nose and Buck feels the pressure on his chest start to ease a bit. 

#monsterrae1 #mywip #wip ask game #asthma attack fic #ali answers

[the-likesofus]

🖊️🖊️🖊️🖤

THREE! Very sneaky Miss Rae and yet because ily I'll give you even more than that 💕

From the Besties Babies fic:

“I hope you've started baby proofing.” Eddie jokes. “Shannon used to find Christopher trying to get in the kitchen cupboards all the time. He liked the pots and pans.” “Yeah, Maddie said Jee was like that too. I need to get some of those cupboard suction cup bracket thingies.” “Is that the technical name for those?” Eddie raises an eyebrow and Buck swats at his shin.

Send me a 🖋️ and I'll add a line to my wip

#besties babies fic #aka girl dad!buck w/ wanna be cupid kameron #buddie #wip tag games #ask meegs #meegs writes stuff #lovely mutuals #monsterrae1 #💕💕💕

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

Hi Ryan, May I request 22. “Your lips are really warm.” Pls and thank you. If it sparks joy, totally okay if not!

Hello lovely! It did indeed spark joy 💖

For context, this is set post-shooting during Eddie's recovery and he has already broken up with Ana for reasons

The granite of the sink is hard underneath his thighs, and Eddie shifts uncomfortably.

"You do know that you are going to have to stay still in order for me to do this, right?" Buck asks with a little smile on his face.

Eddie grumbles and rubs at his face, scrunching his nose at the feel of his prickly beard. This is the longest he has gone without shaving. Today, he finally had had enough of it and shyly asked Buck if he would help him.

Buck, as always, agreed so softly and genuinely that it made Eddie ache.

Buck sets everything by Eddie's side, between him and the sink.

Exhaustion and the throbbing in his shoulder have put Eddie in a bit of a haze so he doesn't notice the first touch of Buck's fingers against his thigh.

Buck places a little more pressure, gently nudging his legs apart so he can stand in between them.

Heat floods Eddie and he tries not to think about how easily he complies with Buck's direction, opening his legs wide.

Buck gives him a gentle smile and starts lathering the bottom half of Eddie's face with shaving cream.

As Buck glides the razor across his face, Eddie can't help but think no one has ever treated or touched him like this. Gently, without presumption, careful and so so soft.

Buck is wholly focused on his task, putting as much concentration and effort on shaving Eddie as he would rescuing a victim. His tongue peeks out of lips in the way it does when he's really focused and it makes Eddie smile.

"Stop smiling," Buck says through a little laugh.

Eddie murmurs back, "Stop being cute."

Buck stop and blinks at him.

Oh, fuck. Did he say that out loud?

Pink spreads across Buck's cheeks, making both his eyes and his birthmark brighter. He ducks his head and smiles Eddie's favorite smile.

Any panic fades.

Buck finishes with no more words passed between them. He gently wipes Eddie's face with the softest hand towel Eddie owns (his favorite) and places it haphazardly on the counter, not looking away from Eddie.

Eddie's breath catches in his chest as Buck raises his hand and runs his fingers across Eddie's clean-shaven jaw. He can feel Buck's fingers trembling slightly and for some reason, that calms him.

He grabs Buck's wrist and places his hand more firmly against his face. Jesus, he could drown in Buck's eyes, which have darkened with desire.

Buck slowly moves his fingers across Eddie's cheek and stops at the edge of his lips.

Buck licks his own lips and quirks an eyebrow at Eddie, silently asking, 'This okay.'

Helpless, Eddie nods.

Buck traces Eddie's lips.

Eddie is on fire.

"Your lips are really warm," Buck murmurs, gaze fixed on where his thumb gently drags Eddie's bottom lip down.

Eddie whines. He squeezes Buck's waist with his legs and swears he might pass out at the feel of all that muscle and strength.

"Becuase of you." Fuck, Eddie has no idea what he is saying. All he can focus on is all the points he and Buck are touching, setting him alight and also bringing the most exquisite peace.

Buck snorts and drags his eyes away from Eddie's lips. "That doesn't make any sense."

Eddie smiles and rolls his eyes. Using his good arm, he wraps it around Buck and pulls him closer. Once he is as close as Eddie can get him he whispers, "Kiss me, please."

Buck does as Eddie asks.

The first touch of their lips simultaneously takes his breath away and makes him feel like he can breathe for this first time since he got shot.

Buck kisses him as gently as he touched him. Soft and slow, then quicker and more desperate when Eddie places a hand on the middle of his back and opens his mouth.

Eddie bites at Buck's lip and the sound of Buck's moan nearly makes him come right then there.

Eddie pulls away but doesn't go too far. He rests his forehead against Buck's and whispers against his full, bruised lips. "Take me to bed."

Buck obeys.

valentine's prompts

#buddie fic #911 #asks #ryan gets mail #ryan writes #this got a little out of hand #monsterrae1

[housewifebuck]

More hats added to my website!

Happy small business Saturday!! If you haven’t seen my other posts about it, I finally started an online shop to sell my handmade (knit and crocheted) hats and tote bags etc. They would make great xmas gifts! Currently I can only accept US orders (though I’m hoping to transition to Etsy eventually) but all shipping is free!

I appreciate everyone’s support so so much 💝

#pls clap and also reblog #craftposting #personal #small business Saturday #tuserrae #tuserjw #jeeyuns #shitouttabuck #eddiebabygirldiaz #steadfastsaturnsrings #giddyupbuck #monsterrae1

[prettyboybuckley]

Hi bestie 🖤 glad to have u back in the tumblrland ✨

Gimme your favorite bucktommy headcanons anddddd something youre excited to write next ?

Hi bestie ❤️

Buck is the one always losing or forgetting stuff and Tommy is the one who finds it/remembers for him

Buck really loves that he's dating someone whose hands are even bigger than his, it makes handholding so much more fun

We all know that Buck loves to have girls in his lap, I'm pretty sure we've never seen him on top, but now that he's dating someone his size (and lbr, same height but Tommy is a tank even compared to Buck) he loves to sit in Tommy's lap. Not just for kissing or sex, but also just to cuddle 🥹

Tommy is a service top and you cannot change my mind about this

For the fic: I know what you want me to say (high on you pt 3) which kind of but also I'm riding the bucktommy high so it's gotta be the kidfic where Tommy has a daughter 🥰

✨ sleepover weekend! ✨

#oh look the mailman came by! #monsterrae1 #rae.tag #sleepover weekend

[sunshinediaz]

Any soft buddie headcanons you have ?

yes i actually have so many?! i’m only sharing 5 though, otherwise we’d be here for ages

1. they’re GOOFY romantics. eddie has a bluetooth speaker in the kitchen that he listens to when he’s cooking, and buck likes to come up behind him and talk him into dancing with him for a few minutes while the food simmers or cools. it’s devastatingly wonderful. chris hates it.

2. buck didn’t like shannon at first. he’d only known eddie a few months before she came back into his life, and so all he knew was that she’d left—and to leave eddie? awful. it took eddie a while to talk about her after her death, but when he did, with fondness and love, buck realized that his distaste of her was unfounded, and now he loves to listen to eddie remember her whenever he wants to.

3. when they get married, eddie’s perfectly happy to hyphen their names to buckley-diaz, but buck is adamant that he wants to be evan diaz only, and it tickles eddie to no end (and feeds into his tiny possession kink)

4. adding on to 3, after their wedding they buy a house with plenty room and begin adopting as soon as they’re able. it’s a path for both of them, one that keeps eddie up at night listening to his children—his children—as they talk in the next room when they’re supposed to be asleep, reminding him of him and his sisters, and when he looks over he sees his husband is doing the same thing. it’s sweet memories they share together.

5. through it all, everything, they’re still best friends and they never stop having a crush on each other. they’re the first person the other wants to tell something, and eddie still gets butterflies when buck smiles at him and buck’s face still goes red when eddie gets close to him. yeah, they’re 40 and 50 and 60 and 75, 80, gray-haired and wobbly, but they’re still as head over heels for each other as they’ve always been.

sleepover asks

#i got SOOOOO soft at the end could you tell #i’m losing it over them i love them so much #talk #monsterrae1

[911angstinautumn]

the last time (I won't hurt you anymore)

By: @monsterrae1

Rating: Explicit

Relationship: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz

Characters: Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley, Christopher Diaz, Bobby Nash, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Maddie Buckley, Josephina "Pepa" Diaz

Additional Tags: Insecure Evan "Buck" Buckley, Evan "Buck" Buckley Being an Idiot, Miscommunication, Lack of Communication, They're both idiots tbh, idiotness amplified due to angst reasons, Pining Eddie Diaz, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt Eddie Diaz, mo one makes good decisions for a bit, Angst with a Happy Ending, Explicit Sexual Content, Getting Together, First Kiss, First Time

Summary: Eddie waited until he was sure that Chris was out of view before turning to Buck, wrapping his arms around him and leaning up for a kiss.

Instead of a smile and a kiss, like Eddie had expected, Buck tensed up and looked away from Eddie. Eddie frowned and let go, taking a step back and trying to tell himself that it was okay.

“Something wrong?” He asked, and Buck shook his head.

“Last night, Eddie, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have, I was a mess, you said something nice to me, and I shouldn’t have kissed you, or…”

Eddie swallowed down his broken heart, “It’s okay Buck, I wanted it, I did” I still do, he wanted to say but he was sure that Buck would run away. “But I understand, if you don’t… if it’s not what you want”

*

Or, Eddie's in love with Buck and somehow finds himself in a weird friends with benefits arrangement with him, every time Eddie tells himself this is the last time they're doing this, but he can't deny himself having the man he loves, even if its just for a few hours.

#angst in autumn #911 #911 fic fest #fic rec #monsterrae1

[thebestbooksaround]

you're on your own kid (you always have been) by MonsterRae1 (@monsterrae1)

Buddie | 16k | Mature

Evan had rehearsed this a million times, he was supposed to say: My name is Evan Buckley, I’m 13 years old and I want to be emancipated from my parents. They had me to save my brother, and all my life that’s all I’ve been, spare parts, they don’t even look at me twice unless they need something for Daniel. I’m not allowed to have friends because they need me to be at home in case they need anything for him. I’m not allowed to play outside because I’m not allowed to get hurt. Because I don’t belong to myself, I belong to them, and I want to belong to myself. He had just taken a deep breath to start his speech when his mother stood up from her seat and started to yell at him. “Stop this nonsense, Evan! You’re taking time away from Daniel! He needs you; he needs you to help him, that’s why we had you” That’s why we had you. * Evan had been born to save his brother, until he got himself out of his household. 20 years later, Buck and Eddie are trying to adopt a baby who was born to save her brother, and the trial opens up a lot of old wounds for Buck.

#Fics I love #Buddie #Eddie Diaz #Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley #Evan Buckley #911onfox #911 fan fiction #buddiefanfiction #buddie fic #911 #911 fox #monsterrae1

[bigfootsmom]

Hi Molly have some words for the game: blue, eyes and regret

Thank uuu

hi rae!!! good guess I had all three (kinda)!

from elevator fic:

“Just let them help you, Buck. I’m not going anywhere, okay?” Eddie’s words seem to have an effect and he watches as Buck takes a tremulous breath, blue eyes never leaving Eddie’s, before relaxing back against the gurney.

from angry sex fic:

He tugs on the still locked passenger door, raising an eyebrow at Eddie who only rolls his eyes at Buck’s antics before unlocking only his side of the car. Buck stares in disbelief as Eddie takes his time sliding into the driver’s seat before leaning over like he’s got all the time in the world to unlock Buck’s door. What a jerk.

also from elevator fic (i'm stretching this one lol):

John’s look is calculating, dark eyes roving over Buck’s face like he’s searching for the truth there. Whatever he finds there makes his face curve up into that too many teeth smile of his –– the one that Buck has become regrettably familiar with. At least he’s no longer looking at Buck with that burning fury in his eyes like he wants to wrap his hands around his neck.

send me a word and I'll find it in my wips!

#wip guessing game #ask game #molly writes #911 #911 fic #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #molly got mail #monsterrae1 #rae tag #mwah mwah thank you beloved <3

[muttmurdock]

#one thing about this show is they do a dramatic zoom like nobody else in the game #marveledit #daredevil #matt murdock #mattmurdockedit #charlie cox #daredeviledit #marvel #daredevil netflix #eddiescowboy #monsterrae1 #strwbrrysauce #dykedoctorfifteen #murdockbuckley #singlethread #thequeenofcarvenstone #gilmorelivie #my gifs #🪐

[honestlydarkprincess]

🌻🌻🌻🌻

They turned towards the nearby alley at the same time and there was another meow, this time a little stronger. Tommy moved first, heading towards the alley and Buck followed. Even knowing that what they were hearing was a kitten, Buck was still surprised when, on the other side of a dumpster, there was a little black kitten curled up. “Oh my god,” Buck whispered, feeling his heart swell with concern for the little creature who was all alone.

make me write

#im second guessing everything about this fic so i hope it's not trash #the kitten fic #bucktommy #911 #rawie tag #monsterrae1 #jess gets mail! 💌

[devirnis]

Ali bestie 👀👀 I need to know more about Buck comes back from the dead (BTHB fill)👀

@jeeyuns also asked for this!

So this is actually inspired by a news story I read about this happening in Canada only last year, but basically a patient was misidentified, the wrong family was informed they were in the ICU, they passed away, and then the family got a call from their very not dead family member who was still alive

Gonna use it for “parting words of regret”, still working out the logistics of how it will all work, but Buck & Eddie are together, have a fight and Buck leaves, only for Eddie to get a call from the hospital a few hours later that Buck’s been brought in in critical condition

I am obsessed with the drama of it all and the image of Buck, completely unaware, walking back into the house only to find everyone there comforting Eddie to be like “hey guys, why are you all in my house?”

#monsterrae1 #jeeyuns #buck comes back from the dead #ali answers

[loserdiaz]

me and @monsterrae1 are frfr, she's the love of my life actually

#rawie 🐯 #monsterrae1 #ily bitch im never gonna stop loving you *guitar out of tune* bitch

[bibuckbuckley]

Sorry about the pain KJ! Favorite Eddie diaz silly expression he’s made on the show ?

Rae my beloved!

thanks babe 🥺

My goodness, there are SO many silly little expressions that this silly little man does that I love and am obsessed with but here are a few of my faves:

tysm babe!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

send me some fun asks

#eddie diaz #i swear there's so many from past seasons but my mind is mush rn ajshsg #kj gets an ask #monsterrae1 #the rae tag