October 21 2023
Still sick so let’s talk about birthday boy Jere and the transflag. In Berlin Jere picked up a transflag and he was so confused. It turned out he had no idea what the flag even means so we (the audience) had to tell him. Jere really listened to us and genuinely seemed honored to have been trusted with the flag. I can’t type this without crying. I love this man. I took so many pictures of this moment. It was magical. (btw love the ‘Jere can’t be labelled bc he doesn’t know gender’ theories).
Got to see my boys again this time with my wonderful bf @cotton-corduroy and it was truly the most wonderful night i could've imagined <3 We laughed and cried and danced and screamed and I can't wait to do it again !!
Pics I took at MCR Warrington when I wasn't too busy screaming. Thought I'd never see these boys live and now I've seen them twice. Well worth the wait 💜💜
March 25 2024
Today I finally edited my transgender vlog. To nobody’s surprise it turned into 90% joker out concert footage. Hearing myself scream along on camera is sort of odd. I mean, it doesn’t necessarily sound bad all the time: I just sound silly singing half gibberish when I don’t know the Slovenian lyrics by heart. Good thing I don’t have voice dysphoria otherwise this editing process would have been a nightmare. I mostly just smile at myself while getting lost in the good memories (take me back!!!).