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[accio-victuuri]

xiao zhan - GQ February issue cover story Q&A 📝

They have experienced real things. There is no camera facing you. Without lights, you are living your own real life.

GQ: When did it become clear that you wanted to be an actor?

Xiao Zhan: When the public paid more and more attention to me, I want to say, why can’t I do it? I think I can. Sometimes I get shaken and think it’s so difficult. Why can’t I do it? For example, when it comes to lines, why are my lines just not good? Why can’t I speak well with others? Is it because I'm from the South? I don't think so, and then I think, how can I say it well? I can do it, let's give it a try.

GQ: In your opinion, what are the professional standards for actors?

Xiao Zhan: First of all, being professional is an unavoidable topic. You can have a non-major background, but you must have excellent professional skills. This is what I want to do, this is who I am. I feel that I am not enough, and i’m too far behind.

After becoming professional, attitude is very important and whether you love it is also very important. Do you just treat it as a job, or do you really like it? These are two concepts. When you see it as a job, you may not be able to go very far. But if you really like it, you will cry for it and laugh for it, which may be the motivation for you to stick to it.

I also have a strong body (laughs). I used to not feel tired when I was in my twenties, but now I feel very tired after staying up late. It's a terrible thing to be. A strong body is important, it is your foundation.

GQ: When you acted in which role or drama, did you feel recognized?

Xiao Zhan: When I was working on "The Wolf" at the beginning, I was under a lot of pressure. My acting teacher would give me a lot of advice and guidance, and I would constantly overturn my own performance every day. t was a period of confusion. After you get over it, you will find that you have grown. When you start acting later, you will gradually find a little bit of feeling, and then step by step — this is a cumulative process.

I feel that I have acted too little. Compared with some of my predecessors, who have acted in many works in their thirties, my current works are still too few and I have not accumulated enough.

GQ: Are you anxious?

Xiao Zhan: Yes, because I think (improving acting skills) is a cumulative process. You can’t make a big step forward with just one movie. This is difficult for me to happen. So you have to keep filming, but you have to keep filming good films and don't consume yourself.

GQ: What are the considerations behind the expansion of the three film and television dramas to be broadcast in 2023 from costume dramas to period dramas and urban dramas?

Xiao Zhan: Actually, I didn’t think anything about it. It just happened naturally. I didn’t deliberately change the themes that I had acted in before. I just read the script and the script was handed to me at the time. I felt attracted to a certain script at the moment, so I chose it. It just happened to be a subject that I had never acted in before.

GQ: Do you feel tired after always acting in costume dramas?

Xiao Zhan: There are many types of costumes. Don’t divide them into costume dramas and modern dramas. It’s nothing more than putting on a hood and changing clothes. In fact, the core is the same, but also just completely different.

GQ: Once your drama is aired, will you follow it?

Xiao Zhan: I won’t follow it, but I will watch it, and I will choose the scenes that I care about to focus on, so I can find problems for myself.

GQ: Will you be able to watch the barrage?

Xiao Zhan: I used to really know how to do it. I felt very happy and laughed with everyone, but now I can’t do it.

GQ: What kind of role do you want to play now?

Xiao Zhan: If I could choose, of course it would be the best one I haven’t tried yet. I need freshness. If I ask you to do the same thing every day, you will be bored.

GQ: What kind of actor do you want to be?

Xiao Zhan: I want to be an actor that the audience can like.

GQ: Have you already done this to make people like you?

Xiao Zhan: No, no, I think it’s far from enough. I once thought about whether to be an actor with a personal style or to be an actor that the audience likes just by looking at you. At present, I want to be an actor who makes the audience like you. Maybe everyone is not your fan, or even not particularly interested in you, but you know that he has a drama, Do you want to watch it? His dramas are all good. I want to do this. This is my current goal. Is it possible to become the actor I like? This is a rule.

It’s a long road, take your time.

GQ: Who are your favorite actors?

Xiao Zhan: There are many. For example, Zhou Xun has always been my favorite actor. I recently watched her play ("Waving in the Poison of Anger"), and it was really great.

GQ: What are your career plans in 2024?

Xiao Zhan: Make more movies and work with more good teams. This is the only goal at the moment, and I won’t consider other things for the time being.

GQ: Do voices on social media bother you?

Xiao Zhan: It doesn’t bother me. It’s been so many years and I’m still worried. I’m still alive. (English) It’s really okay. Just like I know exactly what I'm doing, every time. To make a choice, you have to clearly know what you are doing, what you want to give up, and what you want to make. So, fortunately, the team may have more troubles.

GQ: Your personal life has not been affected?

Xiao Zhan: Very normal! I can go out for a ride or a walk. When you walk on the street, no one really cares about you. It's really not what everyone thinks. Like this, then I can walk around freely,

GQ: Is this an escape moment for you?

Xiao Zhan: It’s time to relax. Why do you want to escape? I am also in the third dimension. Where do I want to escape? This is my life. I am the same as everyone.

There are many things I particularly want to do, such as taking the subway and shopping in shopping malls, which are very similar to when I was in school, and maybe I will do them in the future.

GQ: Do you miss the ordinary life very much?

Xiao Zhan: It’s not that I miss it, it’s that I think I should do it. It’s because of my popularity. I will really take the subway, maybe tomorrow. It’s so normal. I used to take the subway every day. for me there’s nothing I can't do. What do you think I can do? Say hello and leave. It’s just that I don’t want to cause confusion and trouble for everyone or cause a bad reaction.

GQ: You have not appeared on variety shows in recent years. Is this a conscious choice?

Xiao Zhan: Because it’s not suitable. With my personality, people get tired in variety shows. I want to take care of everyone’s feelings, which makes me very tired. Now that I know this is the case, If there is a result, then just don’t do it.

GQ: What was your original intention in entering the entertainment industry?

Xiao Zhan: I really came in inexplicably and ignorantly. I used to watch talent shows and interview the top contestants. How did i get to this point? I accompanied my friend to participate in the selection, but my friend failed and I was selected. When I was a child, I thought these things were far away from me, but when it comes to myself, it is really like this. I think it's amazing. I participated in the draft and got to where I am now. It's amazing. Life is really interesting.

GQ: What things have you not thought of before after entering the industry?

Xiao Zhan: It is a very cruel thing not to eat wantonly. When I see my former high school classmates who have children and gained weight, I will sigh, I want this too— eating recklessly, their living conditions make me feel that if I had not chosen this path at that time, maybe we are all the same, having to socialize and endure hardships — rushing to design at night, you don't know how tiring it is to do design, but life is like this, there is no way.

GQ: How did choosing this piece change you?

Xiao Zhan: Maybe I lack a lot of life experience. In this regard, my classmates and friends are far better than me. They have experienced real things. There is no camera facing you. Without lights, you are living your own real life.

GQ: Are you an emotionally stable person?

Xiao Zhan: It's relatively stable, but once I touch some points, I will become very unstable.

GQ: For example?

Xiao Zhan: It’s just... some things that cannot be said. Haha, maybe when something incredible happens, you will think, what are you doing? I will be very angry when something happens. Maybe it's some privacy issue. If this point is exceeded, I will "run away".

Everyone has their own boundaries, and some people have no sense of propriety. I stay away from such people, but when the boundaries are broken again and again and the bottom line is touched, I will get very angry.

GQ: You once said that you have a particularly strong side in your personality. What do you mean specifically?

Xiao Zhan: In principle, I am a very rigid person. If I insist on something and I think it is right, it will be difficult to be convinced. For example, if I want to be an actor, I don’t want to do anything other than being an actor. If you come to Siam, let’s debate. No one is right or wrong, the team is also for your own good, Isn't it a good thing to have a lot of work? But for me, I have to subtract because some things are really not what I want.

GQ: Do you have a perfectionist side?

Xiao Zhan: I just want to do it well, just try my best right now. Maybe the result is not good, but what should I do? This is all I can do.

GQ: Can you accept failure?

Xiao Zhan: I can accept it. I might not have been able to accept it a few years ago, but 30-year-old Xiao Zhan has learned to accept it (laughs).

-END.

#xiao zhan #accio victuuri translation #THE FONT IS SO SMALL I DIED LOL #MY POOR EYES #DO NOT TAKE OUTSIDE OF TUMBLR WITHOUT CREDIT #this is a good candid interview the manages to discuss serious topics! #my heart broke with that answer he gave so i used it as a main quote for this post

[st4rry-fruitz]

max and pierre um..... having sex??!$&@"/&

#qsmp #qsmp clips #my poor eyes

[betta-phish]

lil something I made for the Triton art event :)

[please click for better quality tumblr being tumblr making it blurry af]

#took me around 3 hours #my poor eyes #and back #worth it tho #also not me deciding to join literally last second 💀 #solarballs #solarballs fanart #solarballs neptune #solarballs triton

[anna-hawk]

There's nothing sweeter than finding the dark mode option.

#it should be mendatory #my poor eyes #dark mode

[tiger-in-the-flightdeck]

I am so so sorry to bother you about this but I am absolutely baffled by the apparent existence of tentacle monster Jason Todd?? You are the only person I’ve seen mention it and I would love to know what comics he appears in if you are willing to share lmao

Ahahahaha!!

Okay, I'm prefacing this by saying that it literally came out of left field in the story line. Like the plot is Jason disguising himself as Nightwing and killing pimps or something, and him and Dick fighting (while Dick is working as an underwear model, I believe?). So it's angst, dark jokes, angst, angry Dick, Dick in skimpy costumes, more dark jokes, Jason being a little shit, then BOOM! Tentacle monster! Actually, not just that. Tentacle monster that eats and then regurgitates bad guys.

It starts in Nightwing (volume 2), issues 118-124. The arc is called Brothers In Blood. This is set during the time when Jason is trying to be a good guy, just really violently.

I mean this in all seriousness, don't read it. The writing is awful, the art is worse, the characterisations are shit, and genuinely the only thing it has going for it is the fact that Jason calls Dick 'Dickie-bird' the whole time. To put it in context of just how bad it was, after the arc, the writer didn't write Nightwing again.

I'll save you the trouble:

#jason todd #dick grayson #tentatodd #my eyes #my poor eyes

[rms-himmel]

When I’m watching Good Omens in the dark and there’s a scene in Heaven

#please I struggle so bad #my poor eyes #good omens

[honestlydarkprincess]

love how hannibal is dark dark dark dark dark can’t see shit dark dark BLINDING WHITE LIGHT dark dark dark dark dark

#you’d think i’d expect it by now #my poor eyes #jess watches hannibal #nbc hannibal

[ah-bright-wings]

“Why did you come if not to murder my king?" "I came to steal his magus." "You can't," said the magus in question. "I can steal anything," Eugenides corrected him, "even with one hand.”

-The Queen of Attolia, Megan Whalen Turner

#have you read the queen's thief series yet? #no? #what are you doing buddy??? #go read it #my love for this series is unending #also pls stop reblogging my old Eugenides art and forcing me to see it lolllll #my poor eyes #that's a joke you can still reblog it #but I WILL be cringing every time #the consequences of growth #anyway #queen's thief #eugenides #digital art #yes the oranges symbolize Irene

[m4rs-ex3]

pre-possessed hunter had giant, thick, dark scars on his ankle, his bicep, and his face, all of which are insane lacerations. those scars didn’t come from accidental scrapes.

what the fuck did they do to him.

#i have done #SO MUCH research on scars #my poor eyes #well #his poor life ig #hunter #hunter toh #hunter the owl house #hunter owl house #hunter noceda #the emperor's coven #emperor's coven #emperor belos #belos #toh #the owl house

[boltun-tkn]

people still make mods of leo where theyre wearing dresses and make them look feminine with big boobs 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩

#thats transphobia imo #even saw people leo making wear make up #my poor eyes

[dark-elf-writes]

I’m sorry but I just pictured Sakumo marrying Danzo and literally threw up a little. I had to think it, so now you do too.

***“My Dad Married All The Hot Villains And Now They’re All My Stepmothers.”

I fixed it.

#the elf talks #naruto #my poor virgin eyes #well #my poor eyes

[lady-of-imladris]

When he vacations in the shire, thrandy the soccer mom carries a random hobbit in his purse exactly like this

ANA 😭😭😭😭

This is cursed

#my poor eyes #ana <3

[sinnabunii]

what is fanservice in this anime istg

#my poor eyes #so g;ad it’s 2am so no one could walk in and see shirtless Fukuchi on my screen #I would have died #bsd #bungou stray dogs season 5 #bungou stray dogs #bsd fukuchi

[nikkiissleepy]

accept moscle as the handsomest and get a redeem code for 50 gems

#my poor eyes #shining nikki

[self-indulgent-paw-patrol]

ITS THE PORTAL AND PAW PATROL ANON HI all i did out of extreme brainrot of my two faves i kind of like roleswapped the characters so the entire thing about portal is a test subject who tries and succeeds to escape a laboratory; in the first portal the one who overviews (an AI robot) the testing wakes this test subject and makes her undergo a bunch of tests before attempting to kill her, the test subject shuts this AI down and escapes but gets dragged back in the facility, and in the second portal she and along with a friend (also a robot) accidentally re-powers up this AI but she DOES escape but not before going through a Miscommunication Saga with the other two characters (you should actually go see portal 1 and 2 its so cool and lovely)

so like i was just thinking Rocky being the test subject character Chase being the AI (there are lore reasons /pos) and Marshall being the one who assists Rocky in escaping which kind of leads to this funny interaction Chase: Hey, who turned off the lights? Marshall, opening a wall to help Rocky escape: (Horrible accent) Hey buddy! Ahm speakin' in an accent that is beyond his range of hearing! Rocky, in pure disbelief: ... Marshall: Ah know ahm early, but we gotta go RIGHT NOW! Walk casually towards my direction, and we'll go shut 'im down! (Rocky approaches Marshall) Chase: Hey, metal dog, I CAN hear you. Marshall: Run! I don't need to do the voice! Run! RUUNNN!

and this (Rocky tries to escape through a door, the door then falls revealing it to be a trap.) Chase: I sincerely, truly, did not think you would fall for that. (He starts to corner Rocky) In fact, I devised a much more elaborate trap when you got through this easy one. If I had known you'd let yourself get trapped this easily, I would have dangled a turkey leg on a rope from the ceiling Rocky determined not to react because he doesn't want to give Chase the satisfaction of a response:

and finally

Marshall: (To Rocky) AH! I just looked down, I do not recommend it. AHH! I just did it again!

all this really stemmed from how i think marshall and the test subject's friend would get along really well,,, but I hope this didn't cause too much discomfort on your end! (very ooc im aware, but it was fun)

OH MY GOOOOOOOOD

I'll end up looking on Youtube or whatever to watch as I can't buy games XDD I always see people talking about these, my friends on Telegram too, now you got me curious too LOL

These interactions seemed absolutely PRICELESS to imagine XDDD I can picture Rocky like TRYING SO HARD TO NOT REACT it physically hurts AUSHAUSHAUSHAUSHAU

Dude you're cool, no discomfort at all, no worries! You had some cool ideas there and I'm so glad you shared them!!!

#TALK ABOUT A CRAZY FUN CROSSOVER RIGHT THERE #PEOPLE ARE CREATIVE I LOVE IT #Also I accidentaly nearly murdered my eyes bc I hit Shift+P outside of the reply box and changed Tumblr color palette to that Pride one #ALMOST INSTA-KILL TO MY EYES #I'M STILL BLINKING IT OUT #There's a reason why all my stuff is dark mode lol #My poor eyes #ANYWAY #Thanks for the ask!! #Portal #Paw Patrol #Crossover