#my thoughts at 4:30 am

[mandofury]

One of my true desires is to have one peaceful night of restful sleep

No insomnia, nightmares, hallucinations, sleep apnea, paranoia, and possible sleep paralysis getting in the way. Just one night of peaceful rest is all I ask. Even if someone has to knock me out, I'm ready. Give me those Zzzzzz's

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#oscar isaac #sleeping issues #sleeping is hard #let me sleep like this gif #oscar isaac sleeping #my thoughts at 4:30 am

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Late Night Talking

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#poorly drawn mdzs #MDZS #wei wuxian #lan wangji #This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy #thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects #Nor does LWJ play with ants B*( #I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all #My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants) #also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there #We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what #and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone #He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run #gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?' #cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter #Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others #you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home #I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep' #wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride. #He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years #gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue! #(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)

[osoreruna]

you look up and see ALL MIGHT charging at you full speed, intentions: unknown. what do you do —

#𝗦𝗠𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 + [ ooc ] #it is...4:30 am.... #i am just now finishing the bathroom project #i am miserable. #but even as miserable as i am rn #i couldn't get this stupid thought out of my head. #y'all know he does this shit #on purpose too. #just because he knows he can. #and because he knows it'll scare the shit outta anyone. he thinks it's funny. #man child. #anyway. i'm heading to bed #i'll be around when i wake up eventually :peace:

[mentalmeles]

I swear, one of these days I'm going to just snap and tear into one of/the majority of my coworkers bc I am SO sick and tired of their behavior

#today the newest girl messages me two hours before her shift and tells me she's going to be late #the time for her shift to start comes along and she messages me again saying she's going to be a bit later than she thought #at this point i'm like fine. whatever #30-40 minutes pass and i finally take my 30 minute lunch break #while i'm going she arrives at 4 (a whole hour late) #she clocks in and then proceeds to make a phone call #despite the literal owner telling her to end the call and come work she does not #he leaves and i tell her she has 5 minutes until she needs to hang up #5 minutes come and go and i tell her she needs to hang up now #i then had to tell her 3 or 4 more times before she finally did #and then she starts stalling and asking if she can call her mom or the boss or this and that and i tell her no each time #i also tell her that she doesn't get a 15 minute break bc at this point she was on the phone for a whole hour in addition to being late #but guess what this girl tries to do anyway!!! take a 15 minute break!!! #i confront her while she's trying to leave and she tries to lie and say that i told her she couldn't take a 30 minute break #she also tries to insist that she wasn't on her phone for an hour when i literally checked the time she clocked in #and the time i finally got her to come work #when she realizes i see through her bullshit she tries to say she's going to call the owner and ask if she can go home early #jokes on her but since he was gone that decision was up to me and i obviously told her no #she got mad at me ofc but i am just so fed up with this shit #my boss might put up with it but i have HAD IT!!! #legit going to tell him that we shouldn't allow phones anymore. period. #i hate to do that but at this point it's so much more trouble than it's worth with these kids #earth duty stuff #vent #negative

[disasterinbound]

oh jeez fantasy with a prophecy au

idk whatever kind of prophecy my brain can spit out but it has something to do with a sun-blessed prince of the Hanamuras trapped in a tower and a mighty beast to guard him or something like that, which is why everyone thinks it's teddie at first. like, blond hair, blue eyes, extremely sunny disposition?? there ain't no way it isn't him.

This makes his parents very sad, because they know he's going to be stuck in a tower at 18 (at least thats how the prophecy went) but at least he'll be safe. but in the meantime, they'll have to lavish all the love they can onto him while he's still here.

unfortunately, this means that they kind of priorise teddie over yosuke. doesn't help that teddie is more or less beloved by the kingdom and anyone that has heard of the prophecy goes "oh you poor thing" to teddie, which makes yosuke feel like hey! everyone clearly likes teddie more, why do i even exist! i'm kind of a fuck up compared to him aren't i!

until like idk few months after he turns 18, yosuke is literally right outside and a tower cage starts growing, and captures him. as it turns out, some wicked witch having heard that teddie is supposedly the prophesied prince, decides that it really wouldn't hurt to take the other prince as ransom or for power or something idk and teleports him somewhere not quite far away, but not quite close to the Hanamuras' kingdom.

unluckily enough teddie happens to be caught up in it all as well, but the thing is. the witch has never seen the hanamura princes before. they have no idea what teddie looks like. which is why they have no idea that he's like legitimately the so-called sun-blessed prince. the moment they spot him, they go "well i do need someone to chase off any knights and whatnot the king and queen might send this way" and turns teddie into a dragon.

the spell fucks up a bit so teddie still has complete control over his thoughts and control over his new... dragon body. if the witch shows up tho, he doesn't really have anymore free command over his body. the witch kind of binds him to the tower as well, so he can't really leave. not that he would want to leave yosuke behind, of course.

now yosuke's panicking because a) teddie's now a dragon and b) this is ALL my fault oh god what do i do this is such a massive fuck up in the big fuck up that is me

he can't really escape, theres no way out and if teddie's bound to the tower like hell he's not going to try and find a way to get him unbound. and hey, at least the tower has food and someplace to bathe.

like a month passes and yosuke still hasnt found a way out of his situation. it's easier to beat himself up, but even that's grown mind numbingly boring. all he can do is sit there and wait, like some damsel waiting to be rescued. teddie however is kind of having a nice time being a dragon. he does not tell yosuke this tho.

One day later, Seta Souji is summoned to find Prince Yosuke.

(- theres a part of the au where teddie thought that if he went along with the prophecy it would make everyone happy, especially yosuke. but he's happier being a dragon than the sun-blessed prince that he's apparently meant to be.)

#persona 4 #yosuke hanamura #souji seta #teddie #souyo #im very very tired #my brain feels like soup #half thought out au #dont think yall might understand this because yet again i am not englishing correctly #it is 2:30 am im not built for this #feel free to ask me about any of the aus on here #i might need to create an au tag for all of it tho god damn it

[kakusu-shipping]

Another big Mario Self-Insert sketch page I’ve just been doodling on for the past few days. I’m obsessed.

#Emile's Arts #Mariocest #YES it gets the tag leave me alone #I haven't even made like a proper POST for this S/I yet I've just been making things for him #I have three different decent references already posted but no actual about #I'll get to that in the next few days. Hopefully #The whole thing is eating my brain it's 4:30 in the AM and I am just #Running thoughts around my head #I put him in the first two Paper Mario games AND Sunshine already (not a big roll just there) #I'm also running with Partner's in Time because I LOVE that game also not a big roll just there but the concept is so cool I keep going bac #Because you know. Babies. #I have no idea what else to do honestly I don't have a lot of other thoughts about other Mario games #So it's unique scenarios time. Like babysitting Junior and such. #I want to isolate and color the Uncle Mario sketch so bad you have no idea #I love Mario and his many many children that he's not the DAD of per-say but he IS in their lives forever now #He takes them to McDonalds and Orders Pizza and Shows them cool secrets in Video Games #And also chucks them like 20 feet in the air he's the kinda guy to just throw a baby around #I love him so much #I also love Toadsworth I love you Toadsworth please come back sir #Nintendo really wants that old man dead it's unfair to me who loves him

[iliacium]

happy birpth.... to the tale from under.... 8 years man

papyrus is now 28 years of age.... amazing

#edit: why did i write 25 💀 #silencium #hes almosg thirty guyssss #utp #depending kn how busy i might draw somethin for ut :3 #i specifically stayed up tonight to speedrun all my work for the weekend so i can have a free drawing day tomorrow :D #technically today since its 00:30 lol #hoooo man. i am not prepared for the whole '4-6 hrs of homework and study' thing #who would have thought college was hard XD #wddit: bad news guiys. i dont think i wanna think about chem ever again

[max--phillips]

An idea I had earlier tonight: I know I have an idea in the works for a fic abt a very experienced dom introducing a very inexperienced vanilla person to kink and all those dynamics, and tbh I feel like that’s a pretty common overall premise.

So what if we flipped it?

A very experienced sub who knows what they want meets a cocky inexperienced… “dom,” you know the type, doesn’t actually know how to tie rope or choke correctly or do the power exchange thing and thinks the pinnacle of being dominant is spanking someone in doggy. The sub ends up teaching the other party a lot rather than the other way around, which at first seems a bit antithetical to the point of a D/s dynamic but also makes the dom realize the nuances of power exchange. Idk there’s something here man

#it’s 4:30 am and I don’t know how to articulate the rest of my thought #max says things #tori says things #my fic

[oswaldddavis]

(They think the other is a idiot)

#asktotag #sonic exe #xhouse #((No idea how to explain we have like way too many interpretations and spoofs of the guy)) #((Like I could ramble about the ''Master File & Distributions'' or ''Spoof'' variants but honestly talk so much I end up saying nonsense?)) #((Main reason why my art seems to have no context is because I literally voice chat and ramble for 4-6 hours)) #((Essentially about the newest hyperfixated multiverse we've created-)) #((-for our far to energetic ideas for us to narrow down & ''choose'' one because there's no singular correct interpretation of art)) #((There's far too many variables to consider one universe as the most canon so obviously we have to branch from every possible angle-)) #((-and end up with at least 30 of the same character but in different flavours)) #((NOT ACCOUNTING FOR THE FACT THAT IT'S ADDICTING TO MAKE SPOOFS FROM JUST ONE INTERACTION TO SEE WHERE THEY GO)) #((Like. There's so much potential in the morality and development of a character based off of one or more events-)) #((-that derail from their original situations! ENVIRONMENTS & SITUATIONS SHAPE SO MUCH FOR A PERSON & I HAVE TO SEE EVERY POSSIBLE ANGLE.)) #((Sorry for the rant/ramble here-)) #((-I never usually have the confidence to express how much I love making things.)) #((I tend to bury my thoughts and say so little cause I usually think no one would be interested or would think I'm annoying for it)) #((Sometimes you hear voices say the most stupid take & feel so enraged by its obsurdity that you temporarily lose your social anxiety)) #((It'll probably return eventually because the moment I post this I can guarantee it will cause it's happened before. I am not immune.)) #((Unrelated but I like having a variety of papers to draw on again. I can't share much yet due to conceptuals but Soon!!))

[steelthroat]

💢👁👄👁 < huh.)

#I just noticed it's 4 am #i woke up and i thought it was 5 30 am #i have less than 1h 30 min before my alarm gues off #fuck. #insomnia why do you do this to me????? #i just ask you 6 or less hours of UNINTERRUPTED sleep #steel rambles #good night again tumblr I'll try again😭

[3vwritesthings]

NEW WRITING IDEA!!!

Couldn’t think of what else to add for CW.

If you’d like to use this prompt with other characters, plz send in an ask (for permission)

#no because last night I just had this thought at 4:30 am #i need sleep #my sleep schedule has gotten out of hand #genshin #genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin angst #genshin smut #scaramouche #scaramouche x reader #scaramouche smut #echa’s miscellaneous

[chans-room]

Who would be in your gang to investigate where a sound came from inside the house?

Alright the first person in my Mystery Gang line up would be Choi Minho (SHINee). He's level headed, he'd take the lead, and would a) he'd pretend like he didn't hear the sound just so no one else is scared and pretend like he's just humoring you by going to investigate b) he's making sure everyone is safe the whole time big caretaker vibes and c) he's ready to fight whatever and whoever is there. I mean have you seen his body??

Second is: Changbin. He's loud, he's beefy, but he's also cracking jokes and making sure that no one is too scared. He's right behind Minho, protecting the group, but turning around to whisper jokes to you OR he's telling the ghosts "make a sound if you want a kiss" and giggling about it. But if there is something lurking: you'll never hear it or anything else again rip your ear drums bc he's screaming and picking you up and runninggggg

Third is: Yeosang for the aggressive skepticism. He's keeping everyone cool and has all of the plausible deniability to keep the group in check. He's got answers for why the lights are flickering, what the sound was, and a reason that the knives randomly went flying. He will rationalize everything to keep you and the group calm and level headed. Even when you're running away after Minho punched a spectral entity in the face.

and finally: Hyunjin. He's throwing salt over his shoulder and banishing los espookies as y'all high tail it out of there because, and I quote, "I'm too pretty to get cursed and I'm making sure none of you get cursed either." The blood mage really does come in handy sometimes.

#answered asks #minttangerines #i thought about having chan in there but you'd spend the whole time reassuring him #and i know who i am #i am a scaredy cat and i HATE being scared #i would lose my patience with chan in .4 seconds #i would be sandwiched between hyunbin and be holding yeosang's hand #and asking minho if he's sure we should be down there every 30 seconds #in this mystery gang: minho is fred changbin is shaggy hyunjin is daphne and yeosang is velma. and i am scooby but a tiny chihuahua #shaking and terrified #spookyfest

[graysongraysoff]

i actually for real did a lot today can i please go home now

#the way it's not even 4:30 yet #i miss my kitty #i am sure the thought of washing the dishes in my sink at home shouldn't make me fully want to cry And Yet

[ashitshowforalot]

i hate having to be the voice of reason with my mother

#rain’s thoughts #you are MY mother why am i giving advice to you about YOUR kids #like lady i’m in college doing college freashman things why am i helping you understand your 30 something daughter #i’d like to remind everyone i’m child 4/5

[astrxealis]

of course it's on a school night when i feel a little sick (i'll be better in the morning dw!) and am rather sleepy but am reviewing again for a quiz that i end up writing prose when i haven't written such a thing in a while

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #by a while i mean like... two weeks...? oops #it's always at night !! oh my god. and in a really weird circumstance #the last time i crammed two pieces for my app to my school's publication thing for the lit dept #and now i'm in that publication ^_^ in my first time for applying and against idk at least 10 others but probably around... 30 or so #even 50 considering what my friend w Info said but that was for online years so unsure about now! but at least 10 others for sure #and only 4 of us got in and both me and arti did oh Man #tbf. i am proud of my writing :P sometimes i write so nicely that it surprises me #and. okay wait new post i want to say something !!

[asterlark]

today has been like. 2 weeks' worth of days.

#mine #woke up at 3:30am left for the airport at 4 got to my gate at like 4:45 boarding was supposed to be at 5 for a 5:45 takeoff #but the whole airline's system was down so it was delayed 2 hours #finally got on the plane and got to the las vegas airport #thought i was gonna miss my connecting flight but that flight was delayed too so i caught it #got into chicago around 6:30pm local time (i was originally supposed to get here at 3:30) #[warning for vomit mention in next tags] #i get motion sick and tbere was turbulence and i aaalmost made it the whole 3.5 hour flight without puking but when we were landing i did #i frew up and i was flying alone so it felt so pathetic 😭😭😭 the flight attendants were v nice to me tho #FINALLY got out of there and had to pay for a super expensive uber to get to my hotel #so i am here at the hotel now and waiting for my food to arrive and i am so so soo tired #prob gonna collapse in bed after i eat tbh #i hope tomorrow is a better day #reminding myself that long travel days like this always suck #AUGH