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noxtivagus · 2 years
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A MILLION THOGUHTS RUNING THROUGH MY HEAD RN !?! sometimes i just think about myself n wonder WHY TF ARE THERE PPL INTIMIDATED BY ME 😭😭
#🌙.rambles#sometimes it's funny esp when online n these ppl are older than me#ffxiv in particular i think i've encountered several ppl that have been intimidated by me ??#but then w others when they talk w me i swear i'm such an airhead#like i came across a weirdo in ffxiv once n i was just like 'huh?'#idk how to explain but several things just easily pass over my head#even when being direct my overthinking mind is probably gna come up w some bs 💀#i feel like rambling rn#i tried some omegleast night bcs an irl decided to as well#just text ofc n i find it funny how i trolled some random strangers w the uhh ffxiv copypasta#& uk 💀#WAH LMFAO that aside tho#(apollo n i got matched together once n the outcome was chaotic .)#UH I MADE A FRIEND THO !! they like pjsekai n like rui n we have similar music taste omg#sobv whenever i meet new ppl i think the perception they have of me is shy/kind or intimidating#i rmber i used to not talk /a lot/ back on twintania ffxiv a year ago but#my friends wld often call me cute :<<#I WANT TO KNOW WHY?? DONT JUST TELL ME THAT N TELL ME Y PLEASE 😭😭#sorry i slept at nearly 6 am i think n woke up at 10 idk n i'm going a bit insane today but i don't feel braindead in a sad way nymore rn#nah tbh i think i'm going a bit insane#gotta get out of the car rn tho so ill stop typing while walking#hmmm do you ever wonder though abt what passing strangers think and remember of you#that's interesting to me wah n i wonder what music they think i'm listening to#but maybe a lot of people don't think of strangers like that ?
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Tengen with a Tamaranean! Reader
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Fandoms: DC, Demon Slayer
A/N: YEAH, NO, MY BRAIN HAS BEEN HAVING THOUGHTS. If you don't know what Tamaraneans are; they are an alien race in DC comics that Starfire comes from. Obv a Tamaranean would be too OP in Demon Slayer. ANOTHER GREAT THING ABOUT TAMARANEANS IS THAT POLY RELATIONSHIPS ARE NORMALIZED
Warning: Reader kisses characters out of nowhere (this is because Tamaraneans CAN speak other languages but they have to kiss someone in order to do it)
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- NAH, BRO, HE AND HIS WIVES ARE INSTANTLY IN LOVE AND YOU CAN NOT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE.
- THE WAY YOUR HAIR SETS ON FIRE!? AMAZING. THE BEAUTIFUL GLOWING AND CALM AURA AROUND YOU!? IMMACULATE. YOUR STRENGTH AND KIND HEARTED NATURE!? FLASHY.
- He was probably fight a demon and you had just crash landed on Earth and while you had no idea what was going on, you stepped in when you saw the large and ferocious demon looming over him and used one of your star bolts.
- To be honest, I honestly think Tengen wouldn't think too much about aliens (my guy is wearing crystals) probably thought you were a demon at first but then you smiled at him and his brain went blank. Yeah, no, definetly not a demon.
- HIS WIVES CATCH UP, THEY'RE CONFUSED ABOUT WHO YOU ARE but are very fascinated by you. But then when they ask you questions, you can't understand them and you try to signal that to them with your hands but then you sighs and kiss the nearest one.
- That one happened to be Suma and she was shocked and when you pulled away, her face was beat red and she looked like she was about to faint. EVERYONE ELSE WAS BAFFLED BECAUSE THIS HAPPENS IN THE SPAN OF, LIKE, 30 MINUTES.
- "I'm sorry about that, I couldn't understand you before and I could not speak your language. My people overcome that obstacle through lip contact, I hope you understand."
- And they just accept it tbh. You seem very earnest and noble and you did save Tengen's life.
- NO BECAUSE YOU STAYING WITH THEM AND HELPING WITH CHORES. Lifting Hina up when things are too high for her to reach so she doesn't have to deal with smug Tengen, Holding Suma because you're so warm and your arms feel so strong and safe when she gets a bit too hysterical, and Makio getting all flustered when you tell her how beautiful she is when she's angry and she reminded you of a fierce war queen.
- TENGEN LITERALLY THINKS EVERYTHING YOU DO IS FLASHY. The way you can lift up all three of his wives and HIM with ease, the way you fly around with such joy and look so angelic as you do so, and how you try to support his fellow Hashira against demons and is always impressed by your strength in battle.
- BRO, IN ALL FAIRNESS, They were hesitant to confess to you because yeah, you were kinda flirty and free in your own sense due to the nature of your people, but then when they ask about polygamy and stuff and you tell them that it's not uncommon on your planet and that you wish to find your love or lovers, then they all perk up and bring up the idea of you becoming their partner.
- AND OF COURSE YOU ACCEPT. They have been nothing but kind and gracious to you and it didn't hurt that they were all so attractive.
- At night, they all definetly cuddle as close as possible to you because of how warm you are so you often times have to be in the middle (Tengen and/or Suma are the blanket stealers, I know it-)
- Your people are very affectionate so sometimes your lips might heat up during kisses and leave light burn marks on their skin. You apologize as Makio just pouts and gives you the silent treatment, Tengen is just smirking because tbh it's kinda hot to him, and Suma is a flustered mess along with Hinatsuru whose currently helping apply ointment.
- But yeah, no, Tengen would be showing you off all the time and ALSO, THE EGO BOOST HE'D GET WOULD BE INSANE BECAUSE HE'S LIKE: "DO YOU SEE THIS!? I HAVE FOUR WIVES, ONE OF WHICH IS AN ALIEN WHO CAN EFFORTLESSLY KILL DEMONS." to anyone who'd be listening.
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softhairedhotch · 7 months
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Aaron genuinely not understanding how yu could have a crush on him and feeling baaaaad abt having one on you cuz he's yur boss and much older than you, plus has a bit of a low self-esteem is like my jam and bread
Like he genuinely feels bad that in his head he refers to you by your first name cuz ummm that's inappropriate, in his opinion. He can't help thinking of you tho and he's yearning harddd for you :((( so you turning round and saying you are into him and want to go on a date with him ?? Brain short-circuits cuz?? He's fucking shook. Takes a few dates for him to realise that yeah nah you genuinely are whipped for him 🥺🥺
i think about this so much!! like he'd feel so unprofessional about it bc he's your superior AND he's much older so he never wants to tell you because he thinks you deserve someone so much better than him (and someone your age) </3 he'd be so insecure too, thinking stuff like "how could they ever love me?" and "i'm too old for them" AHHHHDSKFHSDKJ I'LL CRY JUST THINKING ABOUT IT
so when the two of you find out that you're into each other, aaron is just like,, fully taken aback. absolutely flabbergasted. he thinks it's a joke tbh because in his mind it's in no way possible for someone like you to love someone like him :(( god if only he knew how incredible and beautiful and perfect he is :(( tbh he'd say the exact same thing about you bc you'd also go insane over HIM ACTUALLY LIKING YOU BACK!!!
it definitely takes a few dates for the fact you like him to fully sink in. he kinda doesn't wanna pursue the relationship at first because he really thinks you deserve better than him. but after a while, he realises he'd be so stupid to pass up going on a date with you, even if it only ends up being a one-time thing. after two or three dates, he's somehow MORE in love with you, something he didn't think was possible, and he's even beginning to think that maybe you really do love him back (which you obviously do)!!
when you do something really thoughtful for him, like getting him something he really likes or giving him flowers on the fourth date or buying something for jack - OR OH MY GOD even telling him that he doesn't have to cancel the third/fourth date when jack gets sick because you can just go over and have a night in with him (instead of going to a fancy restaurant like he wanted) and you even go to check in on jack when you hear him wake up!!! - it hits him that you love him just as much as he loves you and he thinks he might just be the luckiest man ever :')
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isa-ghost · 23 days
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Hey, do you have any Phil & Charlie hcs or perhaps Phil & Foolish?
I'm having such a struggle picking which fucking one to do bc on one hand Foolish probably has more material to work with but on the other I've seen Phil and Charlie interact so much (but like outside of qsmp) that I'd have a way better idea of their dynamic. Charlie Slimecicle log on qsmp more often you talented fuck.
Anyway we're gonna attempt some Phil/Foolish ones. I think they're called Immortals or some shit?? Idr.
qPhil headcanons masterlist
Phil had no fucking clue what Foolish's deal was prior to being paired with him on Bolas. He knew he was a goofy happy-go-lucky and talented guy that?? Maybe had allegiances with the Feds?? Hard to tell?? He thought it was a bit tbh. But Purgatory opened Phil's eyes up and he learned that yeah, he's kinda right to a degree. But there are still layers to Foolish despite how Just Vibing he is.
And holy shit can he TELL Foolish has the capacity to be terrifying. You're telling me an immortal shark-totem hybrid doesn't have the ability to kill a motherfucker violently??? NAH. Phil can tell if enough of the right buttons are pushed, Foolish would snap and tear a bitch to shreds. Likely for Leo.
Phil's not entirely sure he can trust Foolish bc he's so unclear about where his loyalties lie, but Phil CAN tell that Foolish keeps it that way for a reason, and Phil thinks it's smart. Despite not entirely trusting him, he believes Foolish wouldn't like. Sell out his friends for a corn chip, yknow?
Now when you take all the serious out of these two though, THEN it gets interesting. Foolish is one of the islanders that has the easiest time getting Phil to let loose. It's just contagious, Foolish is too silly.
At the same time Phil looks at him and is just like ???? How the fuck does he smile through the horrors like that ???? Like clearly he's aware Situations suck and he's anxious like anyone else so how does he have the willpower to be silly and chill???? Phil envies it. He's too full of anxiety. Survivalist's curse.
Foolish's laugh is pure serotonin to Phil. And kryptonite, Foolish's laugh makes Phil laugh. He can't help it. Motherfucker sounds like a window washer squeegee thing when he's dying.
They have 2 very different flavors of immortality to me and while I don't know how a conversation about it would go bc Foolish is so casual and Phil is so? Not secretive but like. Not nonchalant about it? There's still something there that the ccs should cook on. I'm begging them to, in fact.
Also something about how one of them has deep ties to the air and the other technically has deep ties to the sea. Something about that. Especially when used in like, a serious situation. Like spying on the Federation or some shit. Do you see my vision. Using their inborn abilities to their advantage while in collaboration with each other for the sake of them and their friends. Do you see it.
Phil: Gifting shed feathers to trusted loved ones 🤝🏻 Foolish: Gifting lost shark teeth to trusted loved ones
I don't headcanon Phil as a short king like the entire rest of the fandom apparently does but obviously Foolish is fucking enormous compared to 99% of people, Phil included. If Phil could fly he'd spitefully hover just a little higher than Foolish's full height just to mess with him.
FUCKING. TALENTED BIG BUILDS DUO. SHAKING THEM BY THE SHOULDERS WHEN WILL THEY COLLAB. (The kids beg for this often)
Foolish has no idea if he's some kinda deity or if he's just immortal with some kinda weird totem roots and it drives Phil insane bc the hardcore deities have such a different energy than him yet you're telling him (maybe) both are divinity??
Speaking of the hardcore deities, Phil desperately wants to introduce Foolish to the Ocean Overlord bc they're (maybe) both himbo gods with some sort of tie to the ocean that are just vibing their asses off. (Oh my god wait I'm cooking on that idea. Doozers let's cook together on this).
Phil is jealous that Foolish can still swim, the thing he's deeply connected to (esp with those cosmetic fins he has) but he can't fly, the thing he's deeply connected to. But really it's just that Foolish is lucky bc the Federation would have to horrifically butcher him more or less in order to take away his ability to swim properly. Phil's easier to forcibly contain.
Believe it or not, if a situation arose where it was necessary, Phil would pick Foolish for his team (again) in a heartbeat. He may not be as passionate about fighting as Etoiles, or as ruthless as Fit, but hes powerful nonetheless, a trusted friend, has been in that situation with Phil before, and is a beacon of positivity; excellent for morale. Silly disposition and weird alliances aside, Foolish is an invaluable addition to a team from an objective perspective.
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sentientcave · 2 months
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The Good Ol' Rugby Game
It's the middle of the so called "work week" and you know what that means:
IT'S WIP WEDNESDAY
I was thinking about Rugby AUs because have you seen the thighs on those lads? But I don't know anything about Rugby tbh this is just vibes and thots. Something somethin elaborate rituals. But it's also fun. Pardon my errors I wrote most of this on discord today
Reader is a trans man - No name but he's referred to as Ripper by Simon and Johnny because they think he's like a little terrier/ankle biter on the pitch (It's a pitch for rugby, right?). And he is.
Contains: Mentions of alcohol, mentions of rugby, takeout food, Johnny and Simon, bros being bros, you know how it is
You've won.
It takes a minute for the cheering to register, for you to realize that the whistle's been blown and the game is finished, and by the time you do realize, you're in the air, brawny arms hooked around your middle, flying until you hit the ground hard, Johnny on top of you. "Fuckin' beautiful!" He shouts, his voice hoarse. And then an even heavier weight drops down on the two of you, squeezing all your air out.
"Brilliant, lads," Simon growls, knocking his forehead against yours. "Fuckin' perfect play."
"Riley, you're going to break me if you don't get your fat arse up," you grouse. "You too, Tav. Fuckin' muppets."
"Aw, love you too, Ripper," Johnny lands a wet, sweaty kiss on the side of your head before he shoulders Simon off the two of you and pounces on the giant, kissing him on the mouth with zeal.
You get up with a groan, your whole body one big fucking bruise. "Shoulda picked football," you complain to no one in particular. "I'm going to feel this forever."
Johnny swats at you blindly as you limp off, somehow managing to connect, his hand a guided missile that's only capable of targeting asses.
It’s just an amateur league— You know that, everyone on both sides of the pitch know, but it feels like your neighbourhood never got the memo. As the seasons gone on, more and more people have been showing up, wearing green and white, and when you go out to the pub after games, you never have to buy your own pints. It’s almost like being a girl again, except now you feel at home in your own skin, and the only person that tries to grab your arse is Johnny.
You know it’s Johnny and Simon that everyone’s there for, and you don’t care— You’re proud of your huge friends. They joined the league a little after you did, newly retired from the military, both of them with too much energy and muscle and training to not play some kind of sport. And they rope you into training with them. Runs with Simon so early in the morning it’s still practically dark, running drills on free afternoons in the park, tagging along to the gym and watching Johnny lift insane amounts of weight. It’s more fun than you think you’ve ever had.
You’re definitely a third wheel, but they’re good about it, obviously together but obviously wanting you around, careful to include you.
And it feels good to be one of the boys.
You grab your bag from under the bench and head off the pitch, eager to go home and shower the grass stains and flecks of someone else’s blood off of you, maybe curl up with a pint of dark beer and a pint of chocolate ice cream. Everyone’s likely going out for drinks, but you’ve been jostled around plenty for the day, head still ringing a bit from an elbow you took to the side of the head during a scrum.
“Hey, Ripper,” Johnny yells after you. He has lungs, even after a game of shouting himself hoarse. “Ye comin’ to tha pub?”
“Nah, not tonight,” you shout back. “Can’t be arsed. Goin’ home to order a Chinese.”
He’s about halfway deflating, and perks back up at the mention of greasy take out. “Order for Si ‘n’ me too, aye? We’ll be round in an hour.”
“Alright!” you call back, because that’s easier than shouting across a crowd that you were really looking forward to cozying up in front of the tv and— Oh, right. “Bring beer!” That saves you a stop on your way home.
You get home and scramble to clean up a bit-- Johnny doesn't mind a bit of mess, but Simon will stare at clutter like it personally offends him (because it does), or worse, just start tidying up. He always tells you you're not as bad as Johnny, but it's not much of a consolation. Half the mess is your roommate's anyway, who is at her girlfriend's for the weekend, again. It likely won't be long till she moves out, and you'll have to leave your cozy little spot. But at least you now have large friends to help you move.
That done, you order takeaway and pop into the shower, tossing your sweaty uniform into your hamper, and you're just getting dressed again when someone knocks at your door. You nearly forget to tuck your packer into the pocket you've sewn into all your boxers, remembering only as you almost reach the door. If anyone on God's green earth will notice that you suddenly don't have anything in your pants where you usually do, its Johnny.
"Takin' ages," he complains when you finally do answer the door. Behind him, Simon is paying for the takeout, making the delivery man look so nervous it would be funny if you didn't feel bad.
"Didn't have pants on yet. And Si, you don't have to--" He shoves the paper bag at you, cutting you off. Okay. Fair enough.
Johnny kicks his boots off haphazardly at the door. Simon takes his off neatly and sets both pairs neatly to the side.
Johnny's already in the kitchen, stowing beers in the fridge, then banging cupboards open and shut looking for plates. You'd think he'd remember by now, but he never does.
"You guys didn't have to skip the pub, you know," you say, unpacking the bag of takeout on the coffee table. "Everyone'll want to congratulate you."
"S'no fun without our little Ripper," Johnny says, tossing you one of the few beers you did have in the fridge, grinning. "Wouldn't even bother with the league without you."
"Don't be ridiculous," you say, laughing. "You guys are good. Best we've got."
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sapphickittykatherine · 10 months
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⚠️ somewhat nsfw
okay i have an Agenda™ fr so i'm biased but. ppl talking about how arthur loves it when people can beat him, physically or verbally - merlin, gwen, lancelot - then saying that this means he's a sub or a bottom? just. like. you've got a point. you're so right but also so wrong. merlin would probably dom the hell out of his royal ass, because merlin is absolutely fucking insane (which is, of course, the defining trait of a dom 🤡), but gwen and lance? nah... they out-sub him tbh. i think arthur loves the idea that someone could beat him in some respect. that lance can best him in a fight and gwen will put him in his place if necessary. he loves that they can, but... won't? they'll hand over control despite that. they'll let him take care of them despite the fact that they aren't weak at all. the man is surrounded by deferential, obsequious people, and has been all his life. he literally entered a tournament anonymously so no one would go easy on him. people like merlin, gwen, and lance are a much-needed breath of fresh air. but... that doesn't make him a sub. if anything, the man's got a thing for brats (*cough* merlin *cough*) and strong ppl relinquishing control. like damn i love me a bit of merlin domming the hell out of arthur but. brat!merlin? a serve. and gwen and lance? absolute babies. badasses, but babies nonetheless. not a chance. also it's worth mentioning that frenemies with benefits arwaine would switch bc. they just would.
idk someone with dark hair topping someone with light hair just feels wrong to me now. i have been conditioned by yaoi manga 😔
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thevikingwoman · 2 months
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tag people you'd like to get to know better!
thank you for the tag @hylfystt!!
tags for @galadae @lilas @janzoo @gefiltefished @fantasmagoriam @consulaaris @impossible-rat-babies
LAST SONG: so a thing about me is that eventhough I love music, I do have a hard time with noise, it gets too much for me easily, so I don't tend to just have music on. Sometimes when I drive. If my husband puts it on. When the kids play something. Or when I go to the opera. I don't really recall my last song - unless CT raid music counts. It counts right? The music is great tbh.
CURRENTLY WATCHING: I am watching a bit of the Star Wars Clone Wars animated series while on my exercise bike. It's fun and lowkey!
THREE SHIPS: Meryta/Tansui (ffxiv), they make me insane. I've lost it over these guys, I have so many thoughts, so many things that compel me, so many ideas about their dynamic and the implications. I'm in a one-man rowboat for this ship and I appreciate everyone who is taking interest and cheering me on. Solas/Iwyn (Dragon Age), they just always and forever live rentfree in my brain. Sarkan/Agnieszka (Uprooted), they're delightful and their dynamic is so fun. I was waffling here, and ended up picking a ship I've written for and not just one that compels me or some of my fave friend's OC ships because there is a few. Also *this* close to picking Magnai/Hien, it's not a ship tho. It's not that would be madness, right?
FAVORITE COLOR: Green and purple
CURRENTLY CONSUMING: Cold tea. I made tea this morning, went back to bed with a cold, didn't let it stop me from consuming my tea now I'm up again
FIRST SHIP: Spike/Buffy (btvs) - the first ship where shipping was an active sort of thing I was aware of.
PLACE OF BIRTH: Denmark
CURRENT LOCATION: Washington, USA
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Married! 25 years this summer, where did the time go
LAST MOVIE: We used to watch so many movies, but we don't so often anymore. I miss it, but I'm also often just - nah, meh about it. Anyway I think the last movie I watched was the last time I was sick and I watched Marvel's Eternals. It was - a Marvel movie. The costumes were nice? Some of characters were nice too , but the plot man, just a bit mediocre. I feel like I've seen another movie since but I'm not sure what it is.
CURRENTLY WORKING ON: A piece of Tansui and Rasho with Tansui being drunk and missing Meryta thought he's not really happy to put words on it. I love writing friendships and I have a lot of ideas about their dynamic and no one can stop me :D
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madaranuii · 14 days
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YEAH I'VE SEEN ALOT OF PEOPLE COMPLAINING ABOUT THE NEW CHARACTERS😭😭 enstarries dont know how to experience whimsical fun..!!! (/j) BUTTT tbh im like . in the middleee i think? like im VERYY excited for the new unit but also as a yuzuruP.....,.,.new unit before he gets any big character development ooooouuu yuzuru get UP!!!! . still very excited tho >__< they look very fun !!!.! ALSO .HIMBO !.!!! I NEED NEEEEED ONEOF THEM TO BE A HIMBO OMG (guy whos insane about any and all idiots)
I RLLYLIKE THE LONG HAIRED ONE TOO their my second fav i think . i think...my prediction for the one onthe left . i want them to be alittle bit of a brat i cant explain why . like a cute chr with a >:3 face whos ready to complain about everything LMAOOO . i don't have any predictions for the long haired ones personality yet but im sure i'll love them no matter howthey act (≧▽≦)
i am also apart of himbo loser nice guy wanters ... hes already got the loser part down now go through with it and make him a silly old man too I YEARN FOR HIM TO BE JUST A LITTLE GOOFBALL . like when parents make a joke that they clearly dont fully get cuz its not from their own generation like if hes not like that whatsthe point
ALSOYAYY even more excited for miss calis dead dove..!!!.! i've already got mr nice in my grasp cant wait for the new unit for more ^__^
doll :3c
GIVE SOME ENSTARRIES JOY AND WHIMSY ON A PLATTER AND THEY WILL BE LIKE. NAH I DONT WANT IT .....(⁠˘⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠˘⁠)</3 MORE FOR US!!!!!! (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)
OHMYGOD YUZURUP..... YOUR TASTE DOLL!!!???? WAAAAH PICKS YOU UP AND SHAKES YOU AFFECTIONATELY!!!!!!!!! BUT WAAAAGHHDHFD 。⁠:゚⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)゚⁠:⁠。 I can definitely understand not wanting the new charas in that regard!!! I think (I might be wrong I only like took a lil itty bitty glance at the new stories) but I think they're going more into character lore now so!???? YUZURU DEVELOPMENT WILL BE REAL SOONI BELIEVE IN IT!!!!! IM MANIFESTING IT FOR YOU!!!
ABD YESSSSS YOU GET IT!!! I LOVEEEE IDIOTIC PRETTY GUYS HEHEHE.... ♡♡
HAPPYELE!!!!! PLEASE GIVE US MORE DUMBASSES TO POINT AND LAUGH AT AFFECTIONATELY I AM STARING AT THEM LIKE THAT BOBA EYED HAMSTER
OHMYHOF we were thinking the same thing for the left chara!!! They just give off bratty vibes in the silhouette.... Rubs hands together.. man I'm going to make some yummy ass brat taming bots about them HEHEHEGS I feel like they'll be REALLY nitpicky idk why and probably affectionately (or not....) have one chara they take their brattiness out on WEEHEHEHE
With long haired guy I'm on my hands and knees PRAYING pretty guy no brains but he's having the time of his life.......... or even just that he has that fuckass hair strand going over his nose all my faves have HEHDHSHD
YESSS FUCK YEAH!!!!! FELLOW NICE YEARNER HEHESG I love him so much already I love this looser dumbass dilf,I would peg him♡♡ i will loose my mind if he canonically cracks dad jokes like WEEHEHEHE he seems like the type of guy to be like "Where my hug at? ☺️" Then proceeds to accidentally activate the sprinklers and still smiles as his suit gets progressively soggier and soggier..... Very oddly specific but HEHSGS
YESS!!!! MORE DEAD DOVE IS DEFINITELY HAPPENING!!! HEHEHDG I've been having a little break from cai to kinda regain my motivation with it and I'm like coming up with so many ideas !!! And the moment the new guys drop it's going to be CalicOver for everyone >:3c HEHEHEGEH
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alan-p-49 · 7 months
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Ranking Each Sims 4 Trait On How Psycho The Sim Would Be If They Had That Trait
now girlies (gender neutral) this is going to be a VERY long post so I'm going to put all the deets below a read more line (not anymore because I want everyone to see this) but the traits I'll be going over is the personality traits. Not the traits your sim got from completing an aspiration or those traits from the rewards store or any other traits. no no no this is ONLY personality traits. if you're ready just press the read more and buckle up. Btw this is based of my opinion and if you headcanon traits differently that's fine but that's how I think about them
also i'm using the word "psycho" very loosely so just keep that in mind
Emotional Traits
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Ambitious - 5/10
You can argue that having ambitions makes you a psycho if your ambitions make you delusional, but sometimes they aren't delusional and very much grounded in reality. It really depends on how you look at this sim
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Cheerful - 8/10
Girl, how are you happy while you're about to be homeless? When your life is in shambles? When you are about to DIE from embarrassment??? Being optimistic is one thing but I feel like cheerful sims are so optimistic that is getting to the point they're delusional
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Childish - 3/10
I'm only giving a little bit for childish because there's a slight chance the sim is childish because of trauma and/or age regression but most of the time the sim is normal
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Clumsy - 0/10
There's no way in hell a clumsy sim is a psycho unless they have the other traits that I rate highly in the psycho scale by using their clumsiness as a manipulation tactic but by itself? Nah
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Creative - 0/10
Same thing with clumsy: by itself isn't a problem but dangerous if the sim has other psycho traits and ESPECIALLY DANGEROUS because they would get inspired for no reason thinking about an elaborate way to torture you
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Erratic - 2/10
Now, you may be wondering, "Alan! Why did you put erratic on such a low scale? Isn't that trait THE psycho trait?" And I say yes and no. Yes because that is what someone who doesn't know shit about mental illness would say but mainly no because that's more like having a mood disorder which is, for the most part, is actually harmless. Not to mention, alot of people, including myself, use this trait as a indicator of neurodivergence even though it is a very bad trait to represent it. The main issue in general with this trait I have is that sims with this trait will be mean to people for no reason and its not as fun as how the insane trait works in sims 3 where your sim will fish in a swimming pool as an example. Also, talking to yourself doesn't mean you're insane. It's just a bad trait tbh
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Genius - 0/10
Same with creative and clumsy. Harmless unless there's other psycho traits in there
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Gloomy - 3/10
Now these sims might THINK that they're psychos but they aren't. They're just sad boys and sad girls and sad enbies. Now, if they don't think they're psychos and use their sadness as an excuse to manipulate people then yes, they are psychos. Most of the time these sims aren't psychos however so that's why I rank them lowly on the psycho scale
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Playful - ?/10
I give these sims a question mark because I just don't know about these sims. They're always in the verge of dying by laughing themselves to death so they're more of a ticking time bomb than them being psycho. You can decide however you think these sims should be in the psycho scale
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High Maintenance - 10/10
OMG THESE SIMS ARE THE CRAZY ONES! they will just wake up in a bad mood. they'll complain over a hang nail. if the toilet water gets on them, they'll complain over that. The sun? The enemy. These sims need THERAPY and I'm pretty sure they will be the kind of sims to gaslight people too
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Hot Headed - 9/10
Omg these sims need therapy too but for a different reason. Why is everything pisses you off?? are you raw sodium? Because it seems you explode just because the humidity tickled you
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Paranoid - 3/10
These sims can be delusional because of Big Pharma and whatever but like these sims are just trying to survive. Leave them alone. They see everything as a threat so there is little chance they actually abuse you because of their paranoia
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Romantic - 0/10
They aren't psychos they're just horny all the time
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Self Assured - ?/10
I give these guys a question mark mainly because I don't know how to spin them. They can be both innocent or they can be delusional but idk what the ratio is
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Squeamish - 0/10
They're just babies. They even get sick after a fight whether or not they won it or not
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Unflirty - 0/10
Just because they aren't into the horny doesn't mean they're psychos
Hobby Traits
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Art Lover - 0/10
Just because they like art doesn't mean they're psychos
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Bookworm -0/10
Nothing psycho by liking books
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Dance Machine - 0/10
I feel like these sims have adhd. Like they need to dance. It's their life essence. No they aren't psychos
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Foodie - 0/10
I don't see anything wrong here
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Geek - 0/10
They require video games like dance machines require dancing. Nothing psycho here
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Loves Outdoors - 0/10
Can be sus if they are already a psycho bc they know where to bury your body but other than that they're fine
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Maker - 0/10
They just want to make things. Nothing psycho here
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Music Lover - 0/10
Nothing psycho there
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Recycle Disciple - 7/10
OMG ok ok. so I don't play with trait and I will never play with this trait but I've heard that these sims will just see something and they recycle it. They are OBSESSED WITH RECYCLING. That diamond you found? Recycled. That collectable you found? Recycled? That precious thing you found? Recycled. They will have sex with that recycler ok. Very high on the psycho scale but I feel like a reason for their obsession is their belief that they are the only people that will save the earth from a climate disaster and refuses the fact that its the fucking oil companies and capitalism that is the problem
Lifestyle Traits
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Active - 0/10
They just want to do their push ups in peace
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Adventurous - 3/10
Now, usually these sims are normal about wanting to climb a mountain...but some of them are crazy to the point that the murder weapon is your lack of skill of climbing mountains so they'll lure you in to a hiking party in Mt. Konorebi, tell you that everyone can climb mountains and then they wait until you slip off a rock and die
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Child of The Islands - 2/10
Now if this is a Sulani native they're fine but if they're white and have this trait? Hawaiians know. Hawaiian weeabo that what these sims are
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Child of The Ocean - 0/10
They just won't eat fish leave them alone and let them turn into a mermaid
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Freegan - 3/10
Now, if they are in a financial situation this is fine but if they're living the dream and still feel embarrassed that they didn't get their own ingredients for a fruit salad and used money instead then that a they problem
Will be continued in a reblog bc I ran out of amount of images I can post on desktop~
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ravenbloodshot · 1 year
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Hi ravenbloodshot! Nice to meet you :) I just came across your page because I typed Lee Soo Hyuk into tumblr. I recently got into him because I've seen his drama, you can imagine I was incredibly drawn to him! It was nice coming across this reading you did: https://www.tumblr.com/ravenbloodshot/709342946115354624/lee-soo-hyuk-love-languagehow-he-acts-in-a but also pretty scary!!
I feel a bit sick to my stomach tbh 😞 I think I was attracted to him because I accidentally trauma bonded? He sounds like my ex completely. It's actually really scary 😟 My ex is a narc and this is verbatim what he's like. Lately I've been trying to work on myself and do a bunch of shadow work, so I've been seeing where I'm going wrong and all of the unhealthy patterns that I'm trying to undo but I get so upset because I tend to be drawn to similar men? My dad is also a full blown narcissist and for my own sanity and self-love, I've completely cut him off but my heart sank a little here not gonna lie, I can't believe it translated onto celebrities as well, that's how serious this shit is?
I was magnetically drawn to this guy and I didn't know why, I've also come across another reading on him where a reader says he's a cold partner and will leave you unhappy and unfulfilled. I feel as if I can't pick out anymore what men are normal and which aren't, it's almost like I lack discernment and I hate it because I never used to be like this until I met my cunt of an ex. It's completely put me off dating until I get healthy because I cannot go through what I went through and I want to learn how to un-condition myself from these types of toxic people and men and with my toxic empathy and conditioned self thinking I can change them and seeing hope in them, hell nah. I do not want to see me like this anymore.
It's so crazy because idek this actors real personality and I've been able to be so drawn to him while he was playing another character? Imagine the narcissism peeking through at moments like that too and I absolutely don't have any concept of him during his "real" interviews either, I feel cold and he confuzzles the shit outta me? INSANE! I couldn't understand why it felt so intense and thank god that I analyse everything with my Virgo ass (yes including my emotions) it didn't make sense why I felt so fucking strongly but well here I find myself trauma bonding and being drawn to yet another ass!
I'm trying my best and I know I'll get there! I'm actually afraid to look at him now and I feel repulsed because I was so infatuated with him, I wanna run and hide, he scares the shit outta me 🥺 May I ask you a question? I don't know how you feel about this but just this one? Are my gut instincts right on me feeling he's a narc? I'm trying to calculate which patterns I'm drawn to in men and pick up on and "find appealing", so I don't have to go through this all the time and stop in my tracks before it becomes too late!
It may be different than other request, I'm not sure but I was pulled to this reading for this very reason! At this point I'm just trying to brainwash myself into liking healthy "patterns" the way I do "negative" and "unavailable" ones. If you have any tough advice or life lessons to share from personal experience perhaps that would be awesome too, I'm trying to connect to see how I can overcome these things! Thanks 🙃
I'm sorry to hear about your struggle with discernment in men/ppl, I hope you can learn to see through the mask of others (it takes time and patience but it's possible).
But.....I think you are wrong about Lee soo hyuk being a narcissist (it's a personality disorder that I'm not too keen on ppl throwing around so freely), he can be cocky, materialistic and controlling but hes no narcissist. I actually sense an underlying insecurity and lack of a personality in him, surprisingly. The man is so damn mutable that if he doenst know who he is now, he will soon not know. Also, his energy is very nervous/unsure especially in relationships, hes definitely out of his element when it comes to love. And that's what creates a bad individual to date, that unsurity of his, that I dont know what the hell I'm even doing here energy, leads to all of his insecure and weirdo behaviors in a relationship. And its something he needs to work out (or he could choose to remain a bachelor forever 🤷‍♀️). And those personal issues of yours will need to be worked out as well before attempting to return to the dating scene or you may continue the cycle of bad relationships etc....
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thank you to the loveliest of lovely baby babes: @skateyoulater for the tag (: I love doing these so much hahaha
❥ name: (My first name would literally dox me cuz she is unique as fuck) Just call me Peach or Lychee whatever fruit you prefer lmfao
❥ sign: Capricorn
❥ height: 168 cm which would be???? 5'5? 5'6?
❥ time: 8:51PM
❥ birthday: January 19th (Which is soon and I am not happy about it) 1998
❥ fav band/artist: Band: Sticky Fingers, Ocean Alley, Young Monks, Loose Bricks (if you think: This does not mean anything to me... I listen to Australian Surf/Garage punk/Reggae lmfao)
Fav artists: Jon Bellion, Tash Sultana
❥ last movie: I think Gremlins... It was Christmas don't laugh at me
❥ last show: Ehhh I'm halfway through day 3 of Safe House season 1. But I'm currently also following: Between us, Manner of death, My school president, Never let me go, the director who buys me dinner, the new employee.
❥ when I created this blog: Ehhhh this specific blog is about 4 months old?
❥ what I post: On this blog it's BL with a little bit of language/linguistic stuff mixed into it... Although I have been thinking of just making a separate language blog but I suck at managing more than 1 blog
❥ other blogs?: Yes @pitchiness is the blog I created about 12 years ago. It has been through a LOT. From 12-year-old me just reblogging pretty pictures for the aesthetic to 14 year old angsty/emo me, to my K-pop phase, to falling back out of that and just shitposting random shite I found funny... It holds almost 50K posts...
❥ do I get asks?: Not enough (((((; nah but to be real, not that many. I am always so insanely excited to get asks because it means I can pop off with the answer and I often times write a massive answer that will probably overwhelm people... and I'm doing it again now... Eh...
❥ followers: On this blog: 212... I would say maybe 200 followers because I might have missed a pornbot here and there
On the other blog: 2986 but I think about 50% of those are no longer active.
❥ average hours of sleep: I'd say about 5-6-7 hours?
❥ instruments: I wish.
❥ what I'm wearing: Right now? Sweatpants, fluffy socks, a shirt and a hoodie. If you're asking my style normally: It differs so much, one day I wanna dress up in funky vintage blouses, the next I wanna look like sherlock holmes, and next week I want to look like a forest elf... My closet is a mess.
❥ dream trip: Tbh anywhere with the right people is always good... But Tokyo is high on my list. Seoul, Edinburgh (again), Australia would be nice to see some of my fav bands live too.
❥ fav songs right now: Ziggy Alberts - Heaven Muroki - Open up Jon Bellion - Blu Ocean Alley - Lonely diamond And like a million more HAHA
And since @skateyoulater basically tagged the entire group of besties already... I'll just say: If you see this and you want to do it too, you can just say I tagged you in it (((((: !
@neppu, @jimins-crooked-tooth, @alt-drama, @hello-n-goodbye, @ieroween1031, @chimerasinourskyline Here is mine btw lmfao
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Affection and lust.. What's the difference..?
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꒷꒦꒷꒦𓆩 ♱ 𓆪꒷꒦꒷꒦
TRIGGER WARNING- MENTION OF SA
CHARACTERS- Laito, Ena
AUTHOR NOTE- Not a long fic (I hope) just a small scenario to hopefully boost this blog a bit (ngl it do be kinda a ghost town ere☠️) but I just wanted to go into Laito and Ena more cuz I like their dynamic tbh (tbh they really just are like Reiji and Chousoka but with more genuine teasing and insulting each other-) So I very much hope people enjoy this :) (I gotta get better at protraying Laito's character-)
@crimson-mayhem tagging u cuz CAN'T BELIEVE U FORCED THIS UPON ME 🙄 now u gonna face the consequences 😈 JKJKJK Nah you just inspired me to write this-
꒷꒦꒷꒦𓆩 ♱ 𓆪꒷꒦꒷꒦
Love is real, no matter how you seem to look at it love exists. It's like a unstoppable force of energy that hits you in the chest so painfully. At least... It hit Ena in the chest so much it hurt. Not a good hurt.
Love exists, love is more painful then pain itself. It brings unwanted emotion that makes you grow insane with lust, affection. Sometimes you have to step back to then remind yourself of the difference between lust and affection. They both go into the love category. But for some reason we are told they are two different things.
When trying to bring someone up into adulthood. Lust should not be the first thing introduced to them first. Affection and lust are different, if your introduced to the wrong thing your idea of love gets boggled with.
𓆩 ♱ 𓆪
The room was quiet. Nothing but the sound of Ena combing his hair, the sound of Ena sipping on Champaign. Maybe if you listened hard enough you could hear him drowning himself in his own sorrows, drinking himself dry.
The feeling of his hands caressing Ena's shoulders, up and down moving to his face. Hands so cold like no other as if these hands aren't there, they aren't there.
"Don't touch me..."
"But I'm not..? Fufu..~ What are you thinking about hmm..? I'm all the way over here I can't possibly touch you." Laito chuckled. Ena could have sworn he was alone but no, here he was sitting in Laito's bedroom. He was simply to busy wondering off into space to notice. "Maybe the champaign is making you go crazy, or.. Perhaps your thinking about something dirty..~? Ohhh I wonder what that could be." Laito teased.
"Tut... Don't be stupid, I just... Thought you were touching me, just go back to your stupid word game things or whatever it is that you find interesting.." Ena avoided the question, he could have sworn he was touching him.
"Hey hey don't ignore the subject..! Come on tell me, pleaseee..~ I won't tell anyone okay..? It's just me and you after all."
"Piss off.. I'm interested in making conversation." He sipped more from his glass, suddenly his cup was snatched right from his hands. "Haah..?! Hey give that back to me..!" Ena reached for his cup but Laito put his arm back.
"Ah-ah-ah~ Not until you tell me what you were thinking about. Come on I've grown bored sitting in silence." He smirked, something about bothering Ena breaking him till he fell to his knees. He liked watching him cry or burst out emotion. "Come on, tell me."
"Tch.." He sat back leaning back into the chair near the bed. "What do you think about love... Laito."
"..?" He looked at him, confused. He fell back his bed on his back looking up at the ceiling thinking about the question. "Love.. Non existent I'd say, 'I love you' why you can say that to just anyone and it might just get them to bed." Laito spoke. "Why do you ask..? Don't tell me you've started to 'fall' for me..!"
"Haah..? Don't be idiotic as if." Ena scoffed. The mere thought of loving Laito made him sick to his stomach. "I have no particular reason, my perception of love is similar though I believe it exists."
"And why's that..?"
"It just is.. I don't the energy to explain further." Ena looked down, at his pale ghost like hands. "My father.. He was gross and the object of my hatred. So he found things to love."
"Hmm..? I've heard stories of that man. I truly wonder what being raised by him must of been like. So what did he love..?"
"What do you think..? That brat of course, everyone likes that thing.. Everyone I can tell from looking at you with it that you like it to." He clutched his hands. "However it seemed it wasn't enough so he ravaged at other things as well.. He was a monster a demon even though he was human."
"Really now..? Just what else did he like to ravage on..? Do tell could that be what you were thinking about..?" Laito smiled, sadistically.
"Nn..." Ena grabbed onto the wine glass, finally being able to grab it from Laito's hand. Pouring more of the toxic liquid he oh so loved. "Anything and everything that moved.. Me to be exact, my mother. I heard even watched him attack and ravage her like a animal.. Yet..." He paused, the thought of his childhood memories circling back to those times made him feel dizzy. "His attention... His affection, he felt... It always went to the brat.. Always... It wasn't fair...—"
Crack. The glass in his hand broke splattering all over the floor, his hand bleeding mixing into the champaign liquid onto the floor. He breathed heavy, he hated that Laito could crack him open like a nut cracker. He hated his eyes, his sadistic smile, teeth and voice.
"Fufu..~ Seems I asked too many questions.." Laito laughed "I got what I wanted to hear though.. Me and you are alike in a sense aren't we..?"
"Don't be ridiculous... A human and a vampire alike..? You sound idiotic." Ena's hand grew numb, maybe it was just the alcohol in his system talking making his body feel numb. Could have also been the talk of his past as well.
"I suppose it does" He tilted his head looking off to the side, he had to admit it did sound a little stupid. "But that's not what I'm really getting at."
"Then get to the point..."
"You and I both know what it's like to love someone so much it hurts.. So much so that it just turns into burning hatred." Ena blinked in confusion. "You can feel them right..? You hear them whispering into your ears and you can't do anything but listen.. Me and you are alike because we grew up from lust and bad affection."
"..." He stayed quiet for a moment, then laughed for what felt like a long time. "Comparing yourself to a mere human..! A human from a clan whom killed most of your disgusting kind. Honestly you really are something Laito..! What a joke..!!" Laito continued smiling, Ena truly hated that.
Ena found himself in hysterics laughing himself senseless. At this point it was most likely the champaign. Laito reached for his bleeding hand. Not to care for it but to grab it. Ena smacked his hand away. "I don't your sympathy...!"
"Pfft... I wasn't sympathising with you, far from it actually. You're a sad human but I can't help but be interested in that sad person you are." Instead of his hand, Laito grabbed Ena's wrist pulling him to his bed, climbing on top of him. Their green eyes both aligned together.
"I'm not sad... I'm not angry... I don't care about Sumire or my father... None of them... No one..." His voice quiet. Ena's feet touching the glass and champaign on the ground cutting his feet a bit.
"You're right, you are a mere human, a human with human emotions.. Emotions you let run your life" His face closed in near his ear, his hand tightening Ena's wrist. "You're sad, an angry person.. Fufu..~ I know just from the way you are that you do love Sumire. No matter how hard you try you'll always love her."
"Haah..."
"It's funny.. Such a proud figure easily broken down if you pull at the right strings... Right memories, oh those painful painful memories.. Haah..." Laito opened his mouth, near Ena's neck. "You're weak.. So very weak.. You'll never admit it but me and you are alike even if it's only slightly.."
"...!!" Ena swung his left arm up, pushing Laito off of him he ran out of the bedroom. God why did he even go into that cage in the first place..? Maybe it was because he liked the smell of the room, not the room maybe it was Laito he enjoyed the smell of.
He slammed the door behind him. Leaving Laito alone once more in his bedroom. He smiled, he smiled once again. There honestly just was something about pushing that man to the breaking point that amused him. They were alike, even if only slightly. Laito wanted to see every ounce of emotion come out of him. Because it was funny a sick joke to him.
Raised on lust, no matter where they went. They felt hands crawling up their spins, the tiny whispers of no one in their ears. The feeling of being unclean, dirty and all.
Love is real. But it's painful, so mindlessly painful not even physical pain can compare. Ena and Laito knew that much.
꒷꒦꒷꒦𓆩 ♱ 𓆪꒷꒦꒷꒦
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thefunniestguy · 2 years
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Got any thoughts about Minerva ? I’ve been thinking ab her lately :] /nf
OUUUU YEAYEA , I LOVE HERRR !!!! I also ,,, need to draw her , but !! hmm , where do i even start ,,,, /pos
SO !!!! OK OK , !!!!! Minerva is ,,, man , such a great person. I know one of the guys who worked on AT said her wanting to help was essential to Finn's hero role , which i LOVE . I also love her selflessness ,,,,,, her being willing to upload her mind to a computer in order to keep helping people is ?? insane ??? like , just thinking ,,, man , she had to be partially against the concept at least ??? living forever sounds fun at first , but ,,,,,, tbh is living on the islands really doing much living at all ? /hj /lh NAH BUT ,,, i dunno , something about her being willing to work for forever ,,, just cos she's got a hero's heart and is a really sweet , caring person in general . i mean you kinda HAVE to be in order to fall in love with martin ,,, or maybe he just had that ,,,,,,,, conman charm idk - /lh /hj
OHOH AND !!!! i feel like i've seen people say they didn't like the whole ,, pacing of her going from overprotective to not , BUT i personally just ,, appreciate that it happened ?? tbh i don't remember the pacing too well , tho i had thought it maybe was a bit rushed , but HONESTLY ? i'm just glad she changed her mind !! /gen I was really worried she'd be like martin ? not LIKE martin , but like him in the fact that "ouuugh here we go with awful parenting" /lh so really ,, in the end , the pacing didn't bug me too much - i kinda just accept "welp , it's still a cartoon w 10-ish minute episodes" HEHE ,, /lh
ANYWAY YEAH !!! I also ? i mean , after ,, however many years of living on the island where it's basically programmed (no ,,, no pun intended) in their mind that the island is the only safe place ?? i'm proud of her for letting finn go <3 and also glad for the fact that she didn't force finn to get in the . chamber whatever . she was just kinda like "ok son" which ,, is far better than "no son haha you're . getting in the chamber" that , i'm sure plenty of things pull /lh ALSO ON THAT NOTE , HER JOY WHEN SHE SEES FINN AGAIN ,,,,, KINDA MAKES ME WANNA CRY /POS jake crying after she explains her story is ,,, mecore
ALSO ANYWAY ,,,,, gonna add that some of my facts / opinions may b off , since it's been a while since i watched islands , and i haven't gotten around to rewatching it yet !! BUT i need to rewatch it ,,,,,,,,
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lamonnaie · 6 months
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hi!! gmmtv anon again ✨. i’m sorry for disappearing but real life was kicking my ass
the amount of fanmeets a lot of them do in general is insane. i do understand that this is how the company and the actors make a lot of their money, but come on they are overdoing it at this point. they are actors after all and not idols even tho p’tha called them “idols” 🗡️🗡️🗡️
i remember gem saying that he will have two shows next year, but idk if they will pair him up with a girl for the second one or if it will be another show with fourth. tbh before part 1 aired i was so sure they were gonna give winnysatang their own show with gemfourth as a side couple plus their own show as mains lol
i might check out some of joong’s scenes, but since it’s focused on the girls those scenes will very likely always involve film in one way or another. ugh it’s so annoying 😩
oh speaking of joong, a fan asked him at a fansign if he will have a show with dunk next year and he was like “no <3. Or maybe?” (https://x.com/allaboutnia_jd/status/1716433598008684595?s=46). i know they can’t spoil anything but this made me want to fight him hahahahah
so true! i’m glad we got a lot of new faces and that they’re actually giving them lead roles!!! you go gmmtv!!!
yeah mark was doing the most this year, and i love that for us and because i do5 think i would ever get tired of seeing his face. i’m still a bit sad about him having to drop out of cooking crush because getting more of neomark would’ve been epic. but it was also understandable because he had OF promo and shooting for last twilight going on at the same time. anyways, i do hope he will get offered more serious and maybe even lead roles now that he’s established himself an actor who can do more than just play the comic relief.
i’m praying for part 2 having even better shows than part 1 and pls it would be so funny if they gave taynew and offgun another show 😭😭😭
Hii!! :) Don't worry about it anon, no pressure at all to reply, life happens sometimes <3
nah the idol thing is so funny actually 😭😭 like some of these people are amazing actors, but extremely mediocre singers/dancers/etc at best hajskdj. i swear as soon as someone is even slightly marketable, off they go. i remember there were a couple markford intl fanmeets, even though i dont think they're gonna pair up again for a show
I definitely was expecting a het show for one or both of gem4th, but since the lineup's in 2 parts, it would make sense to save that for the 2nd installment (can already see the delulu fans not being too keen on it... gemini hung out with bimbeam recently and some people on twitter were.. yeah 😬) hopefully we get my love mix up soon after to kinda calm that 😂 (and then i'm completely wrong and we get another gem4th show 👀 i wouldn't be opposed either)
and another gem4th wnst show sounds so cute actually !!! i was honestly expecting a wnst leads show (not an ensemble), is it bad to still have hope for pt 2 🥺 at the very least, they seem to be going the full established cp route with wnst, they're gonna be in LOL next year + the logo. soooo if not pt 2, at the very least we'll surely get a wnst show in gmm2025 🤞
real, and given how many characters there are in ploy's yearbook, i can't imagine they're all gonna get a lot of screentime anyway. Also i didn't realise joong was paired up with film?? not the biggest fan of film (i'm sure she's lovely, i just don't vibe), sooo not looking too good for me 😅
JOONG WHYY 😭😭 he looks so smug, i dont know what to make of that <//3 ppw essentially spilled everything about their series before pt 1, surely he can give us some crumbs, not cryptic nonsense like that LMAO althoughh we've technically gotten a jd show 2 years in a row so maybe they're giving it a rest??
(also i was so confused by the person repeating himself in the background in english, took me way too long to realise it was dunk 😭😂)
(also anon, my bestie, this is kinda embarassing so keep it a secret for me <3 but i've been watching way too many of those jd tiktok compilations on yt lately 😭😭 i am the fan and i am being serviced 😌😅 hopefully we get another show soon tho)
i'm so glad mark's managing to make that jump!! he's such a good actor, both in comedy and more serious stuff :) i do hope we get more neomark at some point, i wouldnt want them to become a fixed pairing but i do wanna see them act together again
yesss i always see people not too happy about the lineups, maybe my expectations are too low but i'm pretty optimistic for pt 2 !! i rlly loved a lot of the shows in part 1, so hopefully they can match or top that :]
also anon did u see the last twilight trailer getting delayed 😭😭 gmm why (seem to be asking that a lot lately ajskdj) i rlly like jimmysea but i know they aren't as popular as other cps, and this isn't helping :((
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insidious-apple · 9 months
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Fic writer ask game 11, 24, 56 ❤️
Thank you for asking!
11. Link your three favorite fics right now
good god this is difficult, it's gonna be more than three
Passerine by blujamas is probably my all time favorite. It's MCYT and it made me cry SO HARD Safe and Distant by Lindzzz is bagginshield and my god its got everything you could possibly want Reputation be Damned by Fantasyinallforms bestie, you SLAYED here. the open ending is killing me in the best way possible, so many possibilities!! I reread it so often Living Stone by northerntrash is also bagginshield and its FANTASTIC so much to think about!! Remembrance by Fantasyinallforms again, SLAYED and I'm currently working on my own sequel to this, but I honestly could only dream of it being half as good. I cried. It was amazing. You're definitely one of my top three favorite authors of all time
24. Worst writing advice anyone ever gave you?
This one's tricky because everyone writes so differently and- nah just kidding, the worst writing advice someone ever gave me was to give up. They said I have too much going on and that I should focus on what's "really important".
My problems with this are threefold: first, having a creative outlet is really important to me and this casual dismissal of one of my favorite things (and something I consider to be one of my talents) really hurt me. Secondly, I'm pretty good at time management and while I do have a lot of stuff going on, I am still able to make time for my passions, so this advice wasn't helpful at all.
Finally, I think that if you love or want something, never give up until you get it. This belief comes from over a decade of competitive team sports and my coaches always told me that if I wanted something, I should work as hard as I could and try my fuckin best to get it, and never ever EVER give up. (Within reason of course.) I want to create stories, and I'm not going to give up. I might take breaks, but being creative is important to me, and I don't know how I could quit.
I don't know if I phrased all that correctly or got my passion/point across in the way I hoped to, but yeah. I ain't quittin :D
56. What’s something about your writing that you pride yourself on?
This one's actually tricky because I don't think I'm that good at writing. I'm a math major and my job is in data science, so writing fictional stories isn't necessarily my forte; I've been told my stories read like a captain's log sometimes lmao.
That said, this actually helps me a little. For every hour of writing I do, I probably do 2+ hours of research. For whatever reason, I'm insanely good at figuring out what keywords to search and where to find information I need to make my stories as accurate/consistent as possible. I'm also a bit of a grammar nerd, so I rarely make spelling and grammar errors, and a lot of my friends irl pay me (in gummy bears, usually) to proofread their essays for spelling/grammar/clarity/formatting. I also help them with research if needed, cause tbh i fuckin love it (and I love helping others succeed)
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Y5's plot is a little messy from there being five protagonists, but I feel things converged pretty well regardless of that. Even though I wish they had more time to interact with each other aaaaaa. But I did start to get a bit confused around the end of Shinada's part because I was trying to keep track of who was actually important to stuff overall. And also baseball. Trying to understand all this terminology what's going on I don't have time to learn the plot anymore, game 🙄
Gameplay? God. The moment I was starting to get used to Saejima finally I had him snatched away from me by the story. So it felt like I was relearning his moveset every time afterwards 🫠 Akiyama is so easy to fight as, but Shinada was giving me slightly similar problems to Saejima. The enemy rate encounter in the old games was insane and they should go to jail for making the decision to do that tbh. I got into nearly 200 street fights at the start of the game. And kept running into fights right after I finished one. Directly. After. I found myself not doing a lot of side stuff. I think part of it was from trying to get to certain parts I really wanted to see, and part of it was because of who knows what really... The only character's side story I did was Saejima's, and I did almost all of their substories, tho. Besides Haruka's. I can see how someone who wants to do everything would get instantly burnt out. I just didn't
Story? Why the F U CK didn't they bring up Kiryu's thoughts and feelings on Majima after he hauled ass back to Tokyo to find answers. That was the whole initial reason he was there, and the writers were like "nah. Let's not touch that with a ten foot pole but here's Kiryu threatening to end that twink Baba." He didn't even directly react to knowing he's still alive. Like, that's one of the most glaring problems I have with it. It feels like someone ignoring an elephant stomping in the room. However I have to admit I didn't care for the out of left field relationship drama Majima had in the past. It was like a huge brick was dropped on me and then am anvil
Five catches some weird heat from people who want to pretend the whole thing never happened, and those that gave up on it super easily. To each their own of course. I just don't think it's nearly that bad, personally. Four is definitely my least favorite of the bunch. Next to six
my thoughts below the cut cause this post's already long </3
unfortunately for the rest of this website, shinada's baseball scandal was easy for me to follow on account of me being a baseball lover myself. BUT yeah i can totally see how the typical player will get lost on things like 'stealing signs' and either might take too much time googling terms and rules to pay too much attention to the plot, or not bothering to do that and just proceeding with the story without fully understanding what's happening
on that note though like i said in the last post, shinada's the strongest point about this game for me: him and his co-stars are just such fun characters, and my favorite thing about shinada is that his play style reflects his i'm-just-a-guy-fghting-for-his-life character. it's incredibly rough, unrefined, and sluggish- nothing you'd expect from a regular fighter like maybe kiryu or akiyama. from purely a gameplay standpoint though i get how it could be irritating when you're shifting from characters you're familiar with who move relatively similar to. Shinada. (affectionately). especially if you weren't using weapons beforehand and now you're trying to become accustomed to them if you don't want to raw dog his gameplay
speaking of akiyama though, while i did like how he and haruka get to team up (i also think the protags shouldve had more time to hang out, if not at least invite each other to karaoke </3) his part felt so short. t'was foreshadowing for being sidelined in y6, but yk even for the three seconds we get to play with him, and despite the minor nerf done to him, i love him too much to be too upset. plus that air-combo shit's Wack
all things majima related in Y5 were weird, but park was especially. Off. for me. as an antagonist, she's great- hell, even NOT as an antagonist she's great. but it's just a weird feeling how the game wants us to sympathize with her and ignore how she's been threatening kiryu and haruka this entire time and treat her like a martyr. i dont think park's the worst charcter and most evil character ever, but that's prob a post in of itself honestly. what does make me feel weird though is her and majima's relationship- i guess it's just weird hearing about it after y0 though, but i'm not forgetting this game was made way before y0 was even conceptualized. it sucks that we don't get to know about majima's reaction to her death though, and honestly i was hoping they would get to reunite at haruka's concert: he said he wouldn't see her until he was dead, and according to every news outlet at the time he sure was dead, if you catch my cold.
back to majima though, it DOES suck how we don't get to see how kiryu reacts to majima not actually being dead. it's as you said, that's the reason why he even came back in the first place, and now that he's fine we're just going to have to assume how he felt
for me, five was alright. yakuza game plots are hardly anything to write home about (unless it's 7 tbh i love 7 sorry not sorry), so i'm not overly pressed about the plot being the way it is. besides, i cant be mad about the plot when part of the plot is 'daigo's on thirteen doses of copium so he runs away and decides to give 20 mil yen to his old classmate cause Dreams'.
the only game plot that actually does deserve a 'that's so stupid' comment from me is Y4's plot 🥴
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