#natalie mariduena angst

[isthisthingeven0n]

content, baby : n.m

brief summary: whilst filming for one of david’s vlogs, you end up injured and natalie tries to help (528 words)

requested: yes by the sweetest anon, i hope you like the outcome! warnings: none that i’m aware of

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Hopping over to the sofa, you hold back a cry as you Natalie stands in front of you, her arms crossed.

“Natalie, it’s fine.” You assure her, not daring to look down at your ankle as her brows remain knitted together in concern.

“Babe, I think it’s broken.” Natalie states with a short sigh, looking past you and over to David. “We’ve got to get her to a hospital, now.”

“It’s fine, it’s a sprain honestly.” You comment, trying to stand up on both feet as an involuntary cry sounds from your lips and Natalie forces you back down, her hand holding yours tightly.

“Nope, that isn’t a sprain.” Natalie tells you, watching as your jaw clenches. “David put the fucking camera down and go start the car.” She yells across the room, taking you by surprise.

“I know I’m in a lot of pain right now but that was hot.” You mutter to Natalie, smiling up to her, catching her eyes rolling.

The front slams open and David runs back in. “I’ve got the car ready, you good to go, Y/n?” David asks hesitantly, his eyes widening at the sight of your ankle now swelling dramatically.

“As ready as I’ll ever be.” You breathe deeply as you stand up, keeping your foot up as Natalie wraps her arm around your waist, helping you toward the front door. “God, this is shit.” You chuckle as David appears on your other side, helping you out the front door to his Tesla.

“You fell down three flights of stairs at Scott’s house, Y/n.” Natalie reminds you. “You’re lucky.”

Shrugging your shoulder, you slide into the backseat of David’s car whilst Natalie sits in the front. “But you got it on camera, right, Dave?” You laugh, hearing David chuckle in response whilst Natalie glares at him, cutting his laugh short.

“You do realise you’re going to have a cast babe.” Turning her head, she pouts at the sight of you in the backseat, spread out with your leg resting on the other seat as you hold back tears forming in your eyes.

“Yep.” You curtly reply, your adrenaline now wearing off. “Are we almost there? I think I’m gonna pass out.”

Natalie stretches her arm out, grabbing your hand in hers as she rubs her thumb over your hand. “We’re almost there, okay. Just keep breathing.” Natalie softly tells you, the soothing motion providing some comfort as you watch the city pass you by.

“We’re here.” David announces, and you sigh in relief as they both help you out of the car.

“Hey, David?” You speak up before you hobble through the doors.

“You okay? I’m not hurting you am I?” David asks, but you shake your head.

“You better have your camera on you, this is content gold.” You joke, and Natalie shakes her head in disbelief.

“Sometimes I worry I’m dating a David clone.” Natalie states as she looks to you.

“But you love me anyway?” You pout as you enter the ER, David leaving your side to go and speak to the front desk.

“Yeah,” Natalie squeezes your side lightly. “whatever you say.”

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[missleahlin]

Second chance?

David Dobrik’s first love

Summary: Growing up in Vernon Hills with David, Natalie and Ilya. Y/n and David become friends when Y/n and her family moved to David’s neighborhood in Vernon Hills. Growing up, the four friends David, Y/n, Natalie and Ilya are inseparable. David and Y/n are both each others first, they had plans on the future both moving to L.A together, until an unforeseen circumstances happen that Y/n moved away without any explanation. Until years later, Y/n and David’s path crossed again. When Y/n is ready to explain everything to David, she found out that David has moved on. 

(hey guys! I got an idea for a series, please let me know if you are interested in reading it. This story would contain a lot of angst and heartache, but also about family and friendship).(message me if you are interested)

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[pattinsonsgurl]

It’s True - D.D. Blurb

Small blurb: I was listening to this Mexican Banda song that reminds me of my ex so I translated it to English and as I was writing it it gave me like a little bit of David Angst vibes. The part where David talks is the songs lyrics.

You’re in bed trying to fall back asleep but you’re anxious, since tomorrow’s a big day.

Your phone rings and you see David’s name flash across the screen so you answer unsure of what he might want.

David starts speaking obviously drunk,

“I want you to know

That I don’t love you

Even being drunk

I don’t remember you

You were just a fun time

Something not important

I don’t suffer your absence

It was easy to forget you

I want to yell in your face that I have someone else

And she does it better than you

I don’t need you, who told that I love you and that it’s still you who’s the owner for this heart

That’s not true, I’m not a dead man

I’m doing better without you

If you think I’m lying and I love you still

Well guess what, it’s true..”

You hear David sobbing and hiccuping on the phone uncontrollably then you hear Natalies voice trying to calm him down. She gets on the phone and says she has to go and that she’s sorry he’s calling again especially tonight. She hangs up the phone.

You sit there with the phone in your hand staring at it. You look at the time. It’s 3am and you have to be up at 6am to get ready for hair and makeup. Then you look at your left hand with your shiny engagement ring and wonder if you have cold feet.

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[zanesgirlfriend]

Fuck, Marry, Kill | Vlog Squad

Requested by anonymous: no rush or anything cause i know ur busy with requests but if you feel inspired could you maybe write something where the vs decides to play fmk and david or maybe corinna keep saying they’d marry/f the reader whenever her name comes up!!

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"I would be down to play spin the bottle, but how do I know one of you doesnt have a disease?" You joked around with your friends.

"Jonah has to have something!" Corinna pointed at him, recieving an offended scoff from him in return.

"Vlog squad dies from STD they gave to eachother. I already see it in the headlines!" Jason laughed.

"Okay, what about Fuck, Marry, Kill?" David glanced around the living room, that devilish smile on his face. Everyone agreed and Zane started it off.

"Fuck, marry, kill, Natalie, Y/n, and Corinna." He smiled, the hardest one right out of the gate.

"This is nearly Impossible." Jeff pointed out, thinking for a moment. You and the other subjects of fmk perked up, eager to hear their responses. "Fuck Natalie, marry y/n, kill corinna because she's the most annoying." Jeff smiled and shrugged. Pouty Girl pouted for a moment as she awaited Zane's answer.

"Fuck y/n, marry Natalie, kill Corinna."

"Hey!" Corinna screamed, not used to being the one who gets killed in this game. Growing up she'd always been the F in FMK. You could see the disappointment on her face and you felt bad.

"Okay, fmk, David, Zane, and Jeff." You shouted over the room, hoping to change the subject so Corinna wasn't hurt. "I would fuck Jeff, marry David because he's rich, and I guess kill Zane because he has nothing to offer." The group laughed at your response.

"Kill David for sure," Natalie smiled, rousing laughs from everyone, "Marry Zane and fuck Jeff." She smiled, nudging Zane.

"I would have to Marry David because he has the most money," Matt explained in the way only he can, going on with elaborate answers and somewhat logical reasoning. "Okay, fmk, Carly, Erin, and Y/n." Matt suggested when he finished.

"How come nobody puts me in them?" Jonah butted in, cutting David off from answering.

"It'd be too easy because everyone would kill you." Corinna jabbed at him. Their rivalry was unmatched and quite hilarious to watch. "I would Marry y/n, fuck Erin, and sorry Carly but I'd kill you." Corinna winked at you when she said your name.

"None taken." Carly laughed.

"When you marry someone you still get to fuck them right?" Matt asked the group.

"Of course you would think of a question like that." Jason pointed out.

"He has a valid point there." Jeff interjected. "The person you fuck, you only get to fuck once, but if you marry someone you get to fuck 'em forever."

"Only if they want to! You could just be legally married and still see other people on the side, like an open relationship." Erin also brought up a good point.

As the game went on you noticed how nobody ever killed you. Most people married you or fucked you, giving you winks along the way. You couldn't help but wonder which one of them would actually go through with it.

"Okay, hypothetically, if you had to seriously, legitimately, deadass, fuck one person in the room, who would it be?" You posed the question to the group. A few people said Natalie, Jeff, and David, but quite a few more people chose you.

"Imagine if we had an orgy right now." David laughed.

"David!" You and a few other people screamed.

"Okay, I'm out." Jason stood up, jokingly walking towards the door.

"I'm just saying, what if?" David smiled at you, causing you to blush.

"Um, some of us are like siblings, so no." Natalie added, glaring at David before she stood up and went to her room.

Another hour of talking and laughing commenced and people slowly started to leave. It was late, and most people were tired.

David, Corinna, and Jeff stuck around with you and continued playing. "Are we actually having a foursome, because I'm down." Corinna brought up the forgotten subject again.

"I mean, I wouldn't be opposed." Jeff's high pitched laugh filled the room. "I'm kidding, I'm going home."

"Me too, unless. . ." Corinna looked at you for a moment, laughing and turning towards the door.

You noticed David typing something on his phone, not thinking anything of it until your phone vibrated.

It was a stupid gif from David. A gif of a lizard winking, with which he wrote 'So just us two then?'

"You're stupid, I'm going home." You looked up and smiled at him.

"You love stupid." David reasoned with you. "Please? We don't have to do anything, just stay with me."

It was hard to resist a boy who begged.

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[harryhubba]

having a thing with Jeff on the dl but he wanting to make it official?

Ok but that’s so cute like he wants to show you off and have everyone know he’s got the sweetest and most gorgeous girl on his arm ☺️😥

Maybe you were a little hesitant, maybe you’re scared of hate or people’s reactions or feeling a bit insecure. And with the pressure from him, and you still denying, he starts to get a little frustrated.

“Doll, I don’t see what the big deal is” he sighs, his hand reaching to rub over his face and through his hair. His thumb rubs over your hand in his, resting on the console between your seats. He’s got a little crease between his brows, which even while feeling irritated you want to kiss.

“I just don’t feel comfortable!” You counter. “It’s easy for you!”

“Easy how? We’re doing the same thing, Y/N.” Your name comes off his lips in a plea as his eyes flicker away from the road to your face. Your heart sinks a little knowing you’ll have to explain. You’re coming back late from David’s. It’s at least one or two in the morning and the lack of sleeping feels like it’s getting the better of both of you. 

“I’m just- I don’t know what everyone will think of me…” you trail off.

“The fans already know who you are, you’re in the back of Dave’s videos all the time! And that one yeh did with Carly and Erin?”

The car pulls up to a red light and Jeff slows the car to a stop.

“Jeff, it’s-” You pause and look to the side for a minute, trying to pull your words together. “It’s one thing being in the back of all your videos than it is to be seen as your girlfriend. Don’t you see the amount of speculating and analyzing the fans do when a girl even hugs you? I just don’t want to be picked apart for not being funny enough, or pretty enough, or smart enough for you.”

The light turns green but Jeff doesn’t move. Instead, he turns his body to face you.

“I don’t want to go public for the fans. Or for our friends. Or for anyone else.” His voice is serious and the eye contact he’s holding makes your heart flutter.

“They-none of them matter. Fuck the fans that talk shit. They’re not real fuckin’ fans anyways. All I know is that for the first time in my life… you’re the only thing that matters to me. And if I’m ever doing anything, all I want to do is share it with you.”

He lets out a rough breath.

“I could keep doing all the same crazy shit I do every day with David and all of them, but if I can’t kiss you when I’m happy because fuckin Joe is recording then what’s the point.”

The love you had nestled in your soul for him felt like it was bursting through your chest and you had to blink a few times to get rid of the water threatening your eyes. 

“Okay.” You whisper.

“Okay? You don’t mind?” Leaning over the console, you cradle one side of his face in your hand and press your lips gently to his. He kisses back in reflex and any sign of tension evaporates between the two of you.

“Yes! Now drive dumbass we’re in the middle of the road.”

Let’s talk about Jeff!

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[dirtydobrik]

second priority - d.d.

plot: david goes on a weekend trip to vegas with the guys and doesn’t answer any of your calls or texts, and when talking to natalie about it, she tells you not to worry about it because his priority this trip getting footage. this leads to you going to new york to clear your head and a couple of fights between you and david

requested: yes, by anon! I needd angsttttttt what about david leaves for vegas with the guys and during the whole trip he doesn’t answer your texts/calls and you’re pissed bc he’s been posting stories. When he comes back you’re not at the house you decided to go visit your friend in new york to change your mind or something like that :(

author’s note: hi! this was requested anonymously. hopefully it was similar to what you had in mind. if you want to send in a request for an imagine, send me a message!!

word count: 2164

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David hasn't been answering your calls or texts for the last two days, which was unlike him. And it was driving you crazy. He had gone to Vegas for a weekend trip with the guys, but he was posting on his Instagram story, so he was purposefully dodging your calls. You two weren't even on bad terms when he left, so there was no reason for him to be ignoring you.  

"Have you talked to Dave since he left for Vegas?" you asked Natalie, popping a pineapple chuck into your mouth. You were sitting at the island in David's kitchen as Natalie was cutting up pineapple.

"Yeah, he called me last night and he texted me this morning," she replied. "Why? Have you not talked to him?" Her voice was filled with concern as she set the knife down on the cutting board.

"He's not answering any of my calls or texts. I thought maybe he wasn't talking to anyone, but clearly, I was wrong," you pouted. You didn’t want to be upset, but you knew David was using his phone so you didn't understand why he wasn't answering you.

Natalie's smile turned into a frown for a brief moment as she thought. "I'm sure it's nothing to worry about. You guys will be fine. He's just out with the guys. You know his priority is getting content." You rolled your eyes as she talked.

Of course David's priority was getting content. That was always his priority. It was a slap in the face to know that you weren't as important to David as his vlog was, and you hated it. For the most part, David was good at balancing you and his vlog. He knew when to put the camera down when you were around. But that boundary didn’t exist when he was with the guys. David didn't know when to stop when he was out with the guys, which sucked because that meant he would be M.I.A. for hours on end when he was filming.

Natalie noticed your eye roll and gave you a sympathetic smile. She knew how committed to his work David was and that it would be his only focus, especially when he didn't have enough footage and needed to edit and upload the next day.

You were about to answer Natalie when you heard her phone chime.

"Speak of the devil," she muttered as she turned the screen towards you and you saw David's name. "He needs me to buy a plane ticket for Ilya and Dima to go to Vegas right now, and he wants me to change his flight home to tomorrow."

"I bet he won't even tell me that he's extending his trip," you sighed loudly, getting another sympathetic smile from Natalie. "God, Nat, I just don't know what to do? Like, I know that this is his job, but he's never ignored me for this long. And it's not even like he has a reason to be doing so. He didn't leave when we were on bad terms or anything." you rambled, just needing to vent about your feelings.

"Do you want me to ask him what's going on?" Natalie asked, and you immediately shook your head.

"No. That makes me seem desperate."

"You're his girlfriend. You're allowed to seem 'desperate' when your boyfriend completely ignores you for two days."

"No, Nat. It's fine," you tried to reassure her. "I'll talk to him eventually."

Natalie pouted, not thrilled with that idea. "Are you sure?" she asked, and you nodded, pretending everything was fine. But Natalie saw right through it, and she held her arms out for a hug.

 A couple hours later and after another ignored facetime from David, you were sitting in the airport, waiting to board a flight to New York City. You were pissed off at the fact that David was still ignoring, and you didn't want to be around when he came home. You needed a distraction and one of your close friends had just recently moved to New York so you were going to meet up with her.

It was an easy flight, and your friend was waiting at the airport to pick you up when you landed. You explained the whole situation with David on the way home. She jokingly told you to dump him and you said you probably would if he would call you back. When you got to your friend's apartment, her roommate was waiting up with a bottle of wine and a pint of ice cream. You dropped your bag on the floor and the three of you squeezed on to the couch to watch a rom-com, spending the entire night successfully avoiding the topic of David.

The following morning you turned your phone on, having a few texts from Natalie asking if you were okay, but nothing from David. You sent Natalie a text that you were in New York and that you were fine. She, of course, freaked out at first, but completely understood your need to get away. She promised not to tell David where you were, even if he offered her a raise, and said she would pick you up from the airport to give you an update on David if he was still ignoring you.

 David landed in LA around 9am. He had called Natalie earlier and asked if you were coming with her to pick everyone up. Natalie covered for you, saying that you were still asleep and that there wouldn’t be room in the car for everyone anyways. David and the guys piled into David's Tesla and after Natalie dropped everyone off, there was an awkward silence between her and Dave. He knew she was hiding something from him, but he couldn’t figure out what it was. She pulled the Tesla into the driveway, tossing you the keys and getting into her car.

"Nat, wait," David stopped her. "What's wrong? Why are you acting so weird?"

"The fact that you even have to ask that. God, David, what's wrong with you?" she spat, turning her car on and driving off, leaving David alone and confused. He didn’t know what Natalie meant.

He brought his suitcase inside, hoping you would be sitting on the couch waiting for him, but all he found was an empty house. He tried calling you and when he got no answer, he decided to head over to your place. Your roommate answered the door when he knocked, confused as to why you didn’t tell him you were in New York.

 Your phone buzzed with a text from Natalie saying David was back in LA and that he didn’t know why you were mad. You told her that he was calling you nonstop and that you were now ignoring him since you weren't in the mood to deal with him. She encouraged you to talk to him, and you were dreading the conversation. You spent twenty minutes debating with yourself whether you should call him back or not, and you finally decided to give it a shot.

The line rang and your breathing was getting heavy. You tried to take deep breaths to calm yourself down, but you could sense the rage building up inside you.

"Hi, babe," David said when he answered the facetime. His brown hair was floppy and covered his forehead and his eyes lit up when he saw you. For a moment, you almost forgot that you were mad at him.

"Hi, Dave," you said, your voice cold as ice.

"What's wrong?" he questioned, genuinely confused as to why both you and Natalie were being so cold to him.

"Oh, I don't know, David, " you answered sarcastically. "Maybe the fact that you went to Vegas for three days and I didn't hear from you once."

"I needed to film. I was barely on my phone," he said defensively.

"Bullshit. You called Nat at least twice a day, not to mention the countless Instagram stories you posted," you shouted.

"I'm sorry, okay? It was a trip with the guys and I didn’t want to have any distractions," he yelled. He instantly realized what he said, and his face and eyes softened. "That came out wrong," he said, his voice quiet.

"You're an asshole," you whispered, feeling your legs weaken. You slid on to the floor of your friend's apartment, your back against the kitchen cabinets. You were trying not to cry, but it had come full circle. Vlogging will always be David's top priority and he had just made that perfectly clear to you. He saw you as a distraction, and even though he retracted the statement, he still said it.  

"I didn't mean it like that. I just didn’t want to miss out on good vlog footage if I was on my phone," he argued, although all he was doing was burying himself deeper. You felt a sharp pain in the heart and you could barely breathe. David had now admitted that you were a distraction twice. Your emotions ranged from upset to angry to horrified. You couldn't believe the words that had just came out of your boyfriend's mouth. Did you even want him to be your boyfriend anymore?

"Fuck you," you spat, ending the call and throwing your phone across the kitchen. You pulled your knees to your chest and let a single tear rolled down your cheek. You tried to stop the rest of your tears, but you couldn't. You couldn’t stand either, feeling weak and lightheaded.

Your friend came home from work an hour later and you were still sitting on the floor, although your tears had stopped. She dropped her purse on to the counter and sat on the floor next to you, not bothering to ask what was wrong, because she knew you would tell her when you were ready. And when you eventually did talk about it, it was nice to have someone else in your corner. She had taken your side long before you said anything and the support was exactly what you needed.

She got up to get your phone after it had rang for the tenth time since she had been home. A few calls were from Natalie, since she knew the situation, but a majority of your missed calls were from David. You sent Natalie a text explaining that David said you were a distraction from his ability to get vlog footage and that's why he hadn’t talked to you when he was in Vegas.

"What a dick," your friend muttered as she read over your text to Natalie for you hit send. You nodded in agreement and let out a slight laugh when Natalie's response was also "What a dick."

 You had Natalie pick you up from the airport the next morning, begging her not to tell David you were back. She agreed, but a few hours later you heard a knock on the door to your apartment. You let out a loud groan as you got out of bed, assuming your roommate had ordered food and accidentally sent to home instead of work. You weren’t expecting to see David standing in the hallway with bloodshot eyes and a bouquet fresh flowers.

“What do you want?” you sighed, not in the mood for a romantic gesture that proves he does actually love you. It wouldn’t change the fact that getting content for the vlog will always come before you.

“I need to apologize.”

“It’s a little late for that, David.”

“Can we please just talk?” he begged, and you opened the door to let him in. You stood in the entry way of your apartment and shut the door behind him. “I’m sorry.”

“You should’ve thought about that before you said I was a distraction.”

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean for it to come out like that. I just, I haven’t had anything serious with someone since Liza and my only focus for months has been my vlog,” he paused to catch him breath since he was rambling on. “I forget sometimes that I need to make time for you and that my life doesn’t revolve around the vlog anymore.”

“David,” you started, but he cut you off. “It’s not fair for you to have to put up with it. I just, I get into work mode and nothing matters more than getting content. And I wish I didn’t.”

“You were in Vegas for three days, Dave. I don’t think you have 72 hours of footage. You could’ve at least sent me a text.”

“I know. I know I should’ve,” he said, raising his voice, although he was mad at himself and not at you. “I’m a fucking idiot. I shouldn’t have ignored you, but I didn’t mean to.”

“I can’t be your second priority,” you said in a low whisper, watching as David’s eyes softened. His heart sank at your words, feeling horrible that he made you feel like you were. “I’m sorry.”

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[loveylangdon]

What’s Clickbait again? pt. 3

Word count: 5.2k+ 

Shawn Mendes x Reader 

Story Summary: You’re dating Shawn Mendes but was in a long term relationship with David Dobrik and met Shawn through a collab David was supposed to have with him. David is now collabing with Shawn finally and finds out you’re dating the pop sensation and doesn’t know what to do.

Authors note: thank you guys sooo much for reading this again it’s just been floating in my head and it's nice to be able to have it out there for other people to enjoy. I know by this point it's going to be a mini-series and I have a lot of ideas, I don't want to drag it out and make it boring so I’m thinking I'm going to shoot for 6 parts and see what happens after that. If you guys have any ideas or suggestions feel free to leave it in the ask box or dm me :) Xxx

Pt. 1 

Pt. 2 

*Not my gif credit to owner*

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Davids p.o.v

“Natalie give me the keys” looking down the hall where they left hand in hand, I turn to Natalie “Nat give me the fucking keys,” I say a little louder this time but quiet enough so the guy Shawn was talking to wouldn’t notice

I quickly steal a glance at the table and see the redhead staring at me. I roll my eyes and hit Nat’s arm “The keys Natalie” I say in a more demanding tone then needed but how could she not be listening to me at a time like this. 

A year, we’ve been broken up for a year and she's walking around with one of the nicest people in the industry on her arm, and by the looks of it, he gives her the world. I feel sick, it should be me, it was me until it wasn’t. I look from the hall where they disappeared back to Natalie ready to hit her arm again.

She looks at me with a look I’ve never seen before. I go to open my mouth again but she stops me 

“David,” she sighs defeated “She’s happy” she’s looking me in the eyes trying to communicate that whatever I’m about to do isn’t worth it.

“Not that you seem to fucking care but I haven’t seen her in a whole year, a year Natalie I need to talk to her so stop playing therapist and give me the fucking car keys” I look at her, staring down the hall again, they’ve only been gone for about five minutes but it feels like an eternity the longer Natalie takes the farther away they get.

 What the fuck did she know? I look from the hall back to Natalie who still hasn’t made a move to dig my keys out of her bag.

“Natalie, I will say this one more time” I stop lick my lips pushing my hair out of my face getting closer to her sitting figure “Natalie, give me the fucking car keys. I am not going to ask again” I glare at her until I see her shrink in her seat. Jack is looking at me like I'm stupid but I could care less I need to see her. 

“Davi-” 

“No one asked for your opinion Jack so stay the fuck out of it” I snapped back quickly, turning to look at him with annoyance and anger.

Some people were staring now but I could care less I need to talk to her. 

I quickly look down the hall and back at Natalie and down the hall again, I look at the redhead and he’s texting on his phone. I look down ready to grab Natalie's bag myself but see her with the keys in the palms of her hands, looking at the redhead one more time he’s still distracted, I snatch the keys from her hand and head down the hall she disappeared down. 

Walking down the hall I realize I don’t even know where I’m going, they couldn’t have gone far. I push open the door to the sound studio the sun momentarily blinding me and quickly scan the cars in the lot. I look for hers but can’t pick it out of the lineup. I quickly get in the Ferrari and drive slowly down the street hopefully seeing her car or her. 

Suddenly my phones ringing and it's a FaceTime from Jason, looking down I decline it. How could they be trying to stop me from talking to her? 

I’m about to turn down a street when I see them, I see Shawn first but his head is in her hands and she’s littering his face with kisses. 

I feel sick, what the fuck am I doing. 

I watch as he pushes her face away in a playful manner and reaches to kiss her hand. I feel like they’re about to kiss again and I can’t take it, I rev the engine and quickly pull up to an available space in front of the cafe. I don't even know if this is a parking space but fuck it. I know they heard the car and broke away, I smirk.

I get out of the car and I feel someone staring at me but I know its not her. 

I hear Shawn mutter “Is this a joke” and y/n shushing him I smirk knowing whatever they were doing was interrupted by me.

I quickly pull my glasses on she always liked when I wore glasses and do the most cliche car click over the shoulder douchebag move as I’m walking up to the entrance, I completely ignore them but when I hear her ask for a kiss I go to lock the car again making it beep loudly. I hear Shawn groan. Smirking to myself and walk inside. Glad I ruined their moment.

I can feel her staring at me through the glass now as I walk up to the counter, I pretend to study the menu but I’m not focusing. I take out my phone and call Corinna.

“Hello” She answers on the other side of the line 

I shrink softly “Corinna I’m a dumbass, I don't even know what my coffee order is how am I going to go to a coffee shop and pretend like I didn't follow them when I don’t even know what my order is-”

“David where the fuck are you” She cut me off 

“I saw y/n, She has a new boyfriend and I followed them to this cafe because I wanted to talk to her” I bite my lip “I didn’t think this far ahead I didn’t even think I was going to find them, I didn’t think and- ” 

She cut me off again “You never think David that's the problem” I hear her sighing on the line “Ok where are you I’m coming” 

“By the time you get here, they’ll be back at the studio it’s at the Warner Brothers lot-” I notice the girl behind the counter eyeing me. “Corinna hold on” I move the phone from my ear and look at her 

“Hi, by chance do you know who I am” I speak and my eyes widen “I meant that in the least douchebag way possible” I chuckle 

“Actually yeah I do, and I think least douchebag way possible went out the window when you prevented your ex-girlfriend from kissing her boyfriend who is out on the patio” She says in a joking tone but follows my eyes from the couple on the patio to her, she looks over at me and sympathy is all over her face. 

“Ok got me there, Do you know my coffee order by chance?” I ask hopefully 

“Iced Cappuccino with almond milk, I'll give you a few extra coffees so it just looks like you’re on a coffee run” she smiles at me and puts the order in the register. 

Putting my phone to my ear again I hear Corinna in her car “Ok mini-crisis averted, the barista helped me. It's sound lot 7 call Natalie and tell her to put you on the list tell her I’m coming back with coffee” I hang up the phone and sit on the bar by the counter.

My knee won’t stop shaking as I watch the barista make my drinks trying not to look outside. 

In my peripherals I see another girl walk out and give y/n and Shawn their food. Their hands disconnect while their plates were set in front of them but as soon as the waitress walks away, Shawn moves his opened hand laid out onto the table with his palm facing up. I feel like I'm intruding on their moment but I can’t help it. y/n giggles at him and puts her hand in his he quickly takes it and pulls her hand up to his mouth kissing her knuckles. He puts their linked fingers back on the table never breaking apart. He keeps stealing glances at her and staring at her intently I look over to her and she has a big smile on her face and her eyes are lit up, by the look on her face I know she’s talking about something she loves and I feel like I’m going to throw up, I look away quickly. 

The coffees are set in front of me all 5 of them. I sigh and rub my face in my hands. What the fuck am I doing? The barista places the last drink in the tray.

she looks at me sheepishly “I don’t mean to be inappropriate, but can I get a picture please, I’m a huge fan” 

“Yah, of course, thank you for helping me” I smile as she comes around the counter and hands the phone to the other barista who snaps the picture and thanks me. 

As she rings me up I glance back outside. Their eating, smiling and laughing. My heart drops. 

“Your total is $20.25” She smiles at me

I reach into my pocket “Here I only have a hundred dollars,” handing her the bill “um can I pay for their bill please” I say pointing towards Shawn and y/n. I close my eyes and try to remember what they said at the soundstage, “and I think they said something about getting coffee too so add $10 onto it and then keep the rest as a thank you for helping me” I smile at her and grab the coffee. 

She stares at me shocked “Are you sure, you don’t have to honestly that's like a fifty dollar tip” 

“Don’t worry about it, oh and please don’t post that picture we took until they leave. Thank you so much.” I turn to walk out but she stops me

“Don’t worry about it too much,” She glances outside to Shawn and y/n laughing, “I know she still has feelings for you, she kept stealing glances in here. He may seem like an angel but he has to leave to tour eventually and who leaves their girlfriend for more than half the year. It gets better even if it feels like your heart just left your body.”

I give her another smile and head to walk outside. As soon as I open the door a bell rings that I didn’t notice when I walked in. 

Fuck.

I don’t even look at the eyes that are watching me and continue walking to my car. I set the coffee’s on the floor next to me and back out of the spot. 

Making my way to the sound studio I feel my heart breaking all over again, I don’t even notice I’m crying until It gets blurry. Luckily I’m in the studio lot and am already parking. I sit there and pull out my phone before I can even text Natalie to get the coffee my hands start trembling and I punch the steering wheel. The horn going off but I could care less. I don’t even notice Natalie until the stage door slams against the wall and she’s running to me. 

I look up at her standing over the car “You’re a dumbass you know that right” she gives me a soft smile before pulling me out of the car and giving me a hug. 

I bury my face in her neck and can’t help but cry. She rubs my back. “I know it hurts Dave but it's going to get better I promise,” she tells me as she holds me. I feel useless and broken. 

—- 

y/n p.o.v. 

Me and Shawn finished eating lunch on the patio, once David went inside and didn’t cause further problems I saw Shawn visibly relax. While David was inside our food came out and we ate and talked about random things. 

We were interrupted by the sound of a doorbell dinging signaling that David was leaving. Me and Shawn both watched as he carried a tray of coffee’s out to his car and left without a glance or a sound. 

Shawn’s eyes followed his car glaring until the car vanished and once it was out of sight he squeezed your hand.

“You owe me two kisses,” Shawn says seriously 

I reach over to hold Shawn's jaw in my hand and give him his request and he hums happily 

Moving to sit back down he’s deep in thought when I squeeze his hand “You know he’s not a bad person, he wouldn’t do anything to hurt or interfere with us. He just needs time to process things, he doesn’t react kindly to things he can’t have or things he’s not used to”

Shawn sighs leaning his cheek on his free hand that was resting on the table. “So he does want you, still?” He looks at me while his eyes go wide “I mean of course he still wants you, I mean who wouldn’t” he sighs and looks at you lovingly. He’s playing with your fingers now. “Maybe if he wasn’t acting like a total douchebag you would consider talking to him” Shawn mumbled 

You laugh “What was that prince?” His eyes go wide confirming you weren’t supposed to hear it. His ears tint pink and he just stares at you sheepishly. It's cute when he gets all worked up.

“I love you Shawn Peter and I will continue to say it until every little doubt leaves your beautiful little brain,” I say squeezing his hand “I'm here for the long run, there is nowhere I would want to be, please stop doubting yourself it hurts my heart.” I pout 

He looks at you with admiration “I know I’m sorry, I just-

“Let me stop you right there prince, never apologize for how you feel” looking him in the eyes and reaching for his chin to hold “Your feelings are valid and mean something to me, thank you for sharing them with me, and if for some reason you can’t I'll be here waiting until you can.”

“How do you do that?” He tilts his head in an adorable manner and gazes at me in awe 

“do what?” I chuckle 

“Make me feel like the luckiest man on earth, you’re so encouraging and understanding, I'm working on being better for you. I know my little uncertainties have really been popping out today but you have been nothing but supportive and patient so thank you” he’s rubbing my ring finger something he does when he’s deep in thought and I smile at him. 

“Ready to go rockstar we need to get Gerty his coffee before we head back” Shawn leans his head back behind his chair and groans 

“Do we have to” he whines 

“Yes, you told him we would take 15 more minutes if we got him coffee” you laugh at his childlike behavior 

“Ok let me go pay and order it I’ll be right back” He walks over to me and holds my head in his hands, placing a kiss on my forehead and turns around to walk through the door of the cafe.

I check my phone and Shawn’s that's still in my pocket, Shawns was on do not disturb and I snort, only a rockstar would have his phone on do not disturb while he’s technically working. 

There's 4 missed texts and 2 calls from Brian, I unlock Shawn’s phone and look at the messages 

Brian: The idiot is yelling at his assistant I think he’s asking for car keys 

Brian: he caught me staring but he’s definitely asking for car keys 

Brian 1 missed call 

Brian: where did you guys go? Need me to pick you guys up

Brian 1 missed call

Brian: okay he came back with coffee? His face is blotchy like he was crying but he came back with a blond. Call me when you can.

I laugh at Brian, always a protector. I sigh and rub my face. How is Shawn suppose to work with David if he’s being unprofessional and causing problems? 

My thoughts are disrupted with the bell on the door ringing. Shawn comes out with 3 iced coffees. 

“One for my princess, one for me and one for Gerty, and they were paid for already?” Shawn looks at you shrugging his shoulders. 

“Wait actually?” 

“You sound surprised” He laughs

“Shocked is all, did you tip her at least?” Taking your ice coffee from his hands. 

“I did thank you very much, I’m not rude I made sure he was nice to her too, our meal was paid for already, she said a man came in and handed her a hundred dollars,” he snorted “Even though I asked about David and her lock screen was a picture of her and David from about 10 minutes ago, she still said a man” he laughs putting emphasis on ‘a man’ looking at you lovingly

‘Ready to go?” You question looking up at him through your lashes

he looks down at the two coffees he’s holding and whimpers 

“What, what's wrong?” You look at Shawn trying to search for what's bothering him 

“How am I suppose to hold your hand if I'm holding Gerty’s stupid coffee?” He mopes 

“Oh my prince, you have the biggest hands on the planet but can’t hold two coffee’s in one hand” You giggle taking Andrew’s coffee and holding it between your body and elbow, holding your own coffee with the same hand. Intertwining your hand with his. He sighs in content 

“Mmm much better than you princess” He kisses your forehead as you guys head back to the studio. 

Touching was definitely his love language. You roll your eyes at your greek god of a boyfriend.

By the time we made it back to the studio some cars are gone but most of the crew is there. Shawn insisted on giving me a piggy back ride so now I’m about 7 feet tall trying to open the stage door with two iced coffees in my hand. 

Shawn starts laughing “Shawn stop moving unless you want me to spill coffee on your head” I pout he’s not helping whatsoever I'm trying to balance two coffees in one hand while reaching down for a door handle that's about 2 feet below me. Why is my boyfriend a giant “Shawn open the door” I say louder getting annoyed

“Princess if I open the door that means I have to let go of your thigh or my iced coffee both of which I am not willing to let go of so please open the door” he looks up at you with a smirk 

“Shawn Peter Raul-“ I don’t have a chance to finish before his hands off my thigh and I feel myself slipping, I let out a scream and quickly wrap my arms around his neck. He’s swinging the door open and running through the hall back to where we left Brian and Andrew. 

“Shawn Peter Raul Mendes put me down before you drop us both” I start screaming into his neck scared to look, knowing his clumsy ass would drop both of us and with a boyfriend who is a literal giant and all muscle, those are not the types of bruises I would like to have. I feel his body tense and I'm about to take my face out of his neck when he comes to a complete stop.

I hit my face on the back of his head and he’s laughing loudly. He picks up speed again and sits down on the couch with me still clinging onto his back and squishes me between the back cushions and his body. 

Brian is laughing hysterically, you can’t even see me at this point it's Shawn, 2 pairs of legs wrapped around his torso, a head and 2 coffees around his neck. He’s breathing heavy and laughing Andrew walks in and gives us a questioning look. I hold out my arm holding Andrew’s coffee above Shawns head and Brian laughs harder 

“Shawn where’s your girlfriend” Andrew smirks and takes a picture of Shawn and your arm reaching out holding his coffee. 

“I don’t know Andrew I think I lost her” He takes a sip of his coffee and he’s pinching my legs that are still wrapped around his waist. I yelp “Shawn!” 

Brians dying laughing and Andrew is telling us to be quiet and pointing to the couch across from us. I try to maneuver over Shawns big biceps to see what he’s pointing at but it's no use, I just slump deeper into the couch cushion and pinch Shawn’s nipple to get his attention and I hear him yelp. 

“What the fuck was that for!” He turns his head to glare at you 

“wait y/n do it again I didn’t record it, Where's Con when you need him” Brians chuckling recording the encounter, Shawn glares at him 

“Shawn I can't drink my coffee can you help me” He melts 

“Oh yeah, here ya go princess” He takes the cup out of your hand and angles it towards you behind his back so you can drink from the straw.  

“You guys are ridiculous Shawn get off of her” Andrew commands staring at both of you 

“You’re not the boss of me, If I want to turn my girlfriend into a pancake I will” Shawn challenges him laughing along with Brian who is rolling on the floor 

“I work with literal children” Andrew pinches the bridge of his nose and walks away 

“Ok wait actually Shawn, your Princess can't breathe get your huge ass biceps off of me” I start to push him off but it's no use he dead weights 

You yelp not expecting it “Shawn Peter Ra-“

Oh shit “Shawn don’t let her get to Mendes get off of her man,” Brian says frantically getting up and tugging on Shawn’s arm to help pry him off of you 

Shawn is laughing so hard his girlfriend pressed into the couch under him and his best friend scared he’s going to face the consequences of not listening to you. He starts laughing so hard he’s crying when Brian finally pulls him off they both fall to the floor.

You’re left with rosy cheeks and messed up hair while Shawn and Brian are rolling on the floor laughing. 

You huff and look around, David is sitting on the opposite couch cuddled into Corinna’s lap while she plays with his hair, she’s glaring at you and he looks like he’s about to sleep. He notices you staring at him and pull’s the drawstrings of the hoodie he’s wearing closed and turns over so his face is in Corinna’s stomach away from you. 

Andrew comes back “You guys are all good to leave” He looks at Shawn on the floor in-between your legs and Brian sitting next to him. 

“We just got back though are you sure,” Shawn asks confused and points towards David, communicating why was he here if we did nothing with him. This earns a look from Corinna. 

Andrew shrugs “They said they got enough of your good energy or as I like to say hyperactivity for the promo pieces, once you two decide who you want to film with they’ll send the footage to those youtuber’s and they’ll edit the video promo in the way they do” typing at his phone “You guys are good to leave honestly but please discuss who you want to film with and let me know by tomorrow afternoon you guys are only here for the summer so we need to find a time to film that fits with everyone's schedule within the two months” He points at you and at Shawn.

“Me! why are you pointing at me Andrew I'm just the girlfriend” I laugh putting my hands up in defense 

Shawn’s head snaps to me quickly “How dare you talk so lowly of my princess” He goes to pinch your legs again, but you’re too quick and hug them to your chest 

“Better luck next time Mendes” You snicker at him and stick your tongue out

“Ha Better luck next time Mendes” he mocks you and your hand movements in the sponge bob meme form

You go to hit the back of his head but he pulls your hand before you can and you land on your butt next to him on the floor. Shawn and Brian are rolling

That’s definitely going to leave a bruise “Shawn Peter-“ you raise your voice waking David up, Shawn notices you glancing at David and realizes you woke him up too, knowing you hate being a disruption in any situation he quickly looks back to you staring him dead in the eyes

“Oh shit” His eyes go wide “Bri you have the car keys right” he rapidly gets up and so does Brian confused 

“Yah wh-“

“Run” Shawns standing to avoid your arms trying to grab him and he heads down the hall laughing with Brian following him down the hall. 

“Your boyfriend is a literal 5 year old” Andrew deadpans and snickers watching the door fly open and them screaming outside. 

You hear the door close and start to stand, Andrew reaches his hand in offering to help you up, you gladly take it and look to see David also stood to help you get up. You just stare at him. 

Andrew clears his throat “Okay girlfriend you have an important job, make sure he chooses 8 creators to film within preference to highest rated to lowest pick 2 backups and mark the ones where you think the video will take the longest if we need to reshoot we need to schedule it” he states handing you the paper  

You hear David snort next to you, you’re about to open your mouth to defend Andrew when he speaks up 

“I'm sorry, is there something wrong Mr. Dobrik?” Andrew turns to look at David whose eyes widen 

“Uh no sir I just it's funny you think Youtuber’s reshoot with collaborations its either there or it's not the video is useful or it's trashed. It’s a video not the end of the world”

“Noted, while you may not take your profession seriously by viewing potential projects as useful or trash, with professionals “trash” isn’t an option, we get our work done and better than the standard we set it at. Thank you for your unauthorized input Mr. Dobrik please excuse me” Andrew looks at him smiles and turns to walk out 

David shrinks in his seat as Corinna glares at Gerty walking down the hall. 

You turn to look at David, “Thank you for lunch I’ll get your Venmo from Ilya and pay you back when I get back to our apartment.” 

He goes to say something but you cut him off “Bye Corinna if you’ll excuse me my boyfriends waiting, tell Natalie bye for me.” You fake smile one last time and grab yours and Shawn’s coffees and start to walk towards Andrew who was texting and waiting for you at the end of the hall. 

 “Go Gerty don’t take anyone's shit” You smirk at him 

He chuckles, “I don’t take kindly to people with a poor work ethic and childlike tendencies. Have one or the other, not both, and butting into our conversation when we’re doing his career more of a favor than Shawns and he still chooses to act like a prick even after visibly seeing you happy is beyond me and is someone I don’t look forward to working with.” Andrew goes to open the door for you “On a positive note, you handled that very maturely y/n I'm proud” Andrew gives you a side hug as you guys walk outside the soundstage

___ 

David’s p.o.v 

After y/n leaves I groan and fall into Corinna’s lap 

“David, what the fuck just happened, why were you even here if you didn’t film anything?” She looks down pissed at me

I sit up and rub my eyes sighing 

“I heard Shawn was doing a youtube collaboration but had a list of youtuber’s to pick from, I found out I was on that list and wanted to come by to ask him to collab with me since our last video fell through, when I got here Nat texted me saying y/n was here but she failed to tell me that she was here but with Shawn,” I say groaning into my hands 

“So that's when you lost your shit and followed her to some random cafe with no plan, no backup or any idea what the actual fuck to do?” 

“Yah..”

“You’re a dumbass, come on we have to go, wheres Natalie?” she gets up dusting off her jeans 

“What where are we going” I get up and follow her 

“Well if y/n was an idiot she wouldn’t pick you for Shawn to collab with, but y/n isn’t an idiot so you’ll be number one on the list. We need to make a plan and a filming schedule where you’ll be spending more time with her than with him so you guys can talk” she looks at me like it’s obvious “you do want to talk to her right? that's why you went all Slovak spy on her following her to a cafe like a creep”

“Yah. But Corinna, I really fucked up,” I'm defeated. 

Remembering y/n being calm and collected as she threw her clothes into a suitcase, while I was frantically trying to stop her, tears streaming down my face and she’s not talking to me or paying attention to anyone in our living room that witnessed the whole thing. How she just packed her things, her life and her love for me and walked out of our front door without a goodbye. 

“I want her back but I want her to be happy” I look down. If what I did made her get straight on a flight to leave the country so I couldn’t get to her, what hope is there really? 

“David you’ve done a lot of stupid shit in your life, letting go of the women you were planning on proposing too is definitely at the top of the list, you and y/n have something her and Shawn don’t. History. We just need to figure out how to make her talk to you okay? We can do this, we can fix this, she’s back now you know where she is. If Shawn agreed to do this youtube thing it means she doesn’t completely hate you. That's a good thing” she claps her hands together as we exit the stage heading into our cars. 

I feel my heart skip a beat, for the first time in a year I’m hopeful. Corinna’s right y/n is back for the first time in a year. That was the challenge finding her to talk and explain, now she’s here at arm's length. Smiling like an idiot I'm screaming at the top of my lungs driving down the 101 on my way home.

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I’m aiming for 6 parts so hopefully, this hasn’t bored you yet, more drama to come again this has just been floating around in my head so thank you for reading Xx

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[leilakisakabiri]

I Only Want You (d.d)

SUICIDE HOTLINE: [phone]

REQUESTED: I really hope you like this, if not let me know and i’ll make another one. 

plot: the reader lets a few comments believe she isn’t good enough for David. 

SEND REQUESTS

warning: angst, insecurity, hate comments, 

word count: [ 1697 ]

“I don't want somebody like you. I only want you”

You hated yourself for doing this. For getting sucked down the rabbit hole of hurtful messages and insults, but you couldn’t tear your eyes away. 

You read the same comment over and over, eyes glazed over as you engraved it in your brain, “You’re honestly such a big waste of human life. Honest to god you don’t deserve David in your life, he’s way too good for you, you’re just holding him back, everyone can see in the vlogs that every time Y/N is near David he looks so uncomfortable. She should just be selfless for once and disappear. Everyone would be better off without her in their lives, especially David.”

You let out a quiet sob as you stared at the message, you felt hopeless. You had known the second you had started dating David that the hate would be insane, however, you had not expected that even after a year of you two dating and three years after David and Liza broke up, the hate would still be a daily occurrence, flooding your dm’s constantly. Everyone loved David and Liza, and everyone hated David and Y/N, or the rebound as they liked to call her. 

You scrolled through the comments soaking in all the nasty remarks as you went, god why were you such a pussy?

You shut off your phone, tossing it on the bed next to you. You harshly rubbed at your face, trying to get the tears to stop. You looked around your bedroom, everywhere you looked all you could see was David. His clickbait sweatshirt lay on the floor from when he came over a couple of days ago, a picture of you two sat atop your dresser, both of your smiles wide as you posed at the beach, a velvet box with the ring David gave you for your one year anniversary rested on your desk. Reaching over you grabbed the box and opened, watching as the sunlight hit the ring making it glisten.

You chewed on your lip. a sense of dread filling you the longer you stared at the ring. They were right. David was too good for you. 

You bitterly chuckled to yourself. He was a successful millionaire while you were just a broke college student, struggling to make ends meet. While he got you, Cartier, all you could afford to give him was a shitty Target gift card, and you hated that. David deserved so much better than that, he deserved to be showered in all the luxuries, and unfortunately for you, you couldn’t give him that. 

You felt yourself go numb as you realized what you had to do. 

This wasn’t about how you felt, this was about ensuring that David was happy. If there was one good thing that you wanted to come out of your life it was that at least you made the boy you loved happy. You weren’t going to be selfish anymore. 

Standing up you grabbed your keys and headed out the door towards David’s house, somehow you had gone from sobbing hysterically to feeling oddly calm.

You arrived soon after and let out a sigh of relief when you saw no cars parked in the driveway. You opened the door to his house with your spare key and walked inside, the nostalgia hitting you immediately, Even though you had only been here a couple of days ago it felt different now, it reminded you of the past, not the future. There wasn’t a future here for you anymore

You passed the living room and were reminded of all the times you and David had laid on the cloud couch, him editing while you did your school work, or when you watched horror movies together, David screaming in fear but still pretending to act manly to impress you.

As you opened his bedroom door you were reminded of the sweeter, more private memories, like when you told him you loved him for the first time, hands shaking and heart beating violently against your chest, or when you lay in bed together on rainy nights, the lightning from outside illuminating Davids features with your limbs tangled together as you talked about whatever was on your mind.

You pulled yourself out of your thoughts and started collecting your things from his room, removing all traces of you. Once you were finished you quietly made exited his room taking one last glance before you shut the door. 

You almost dropped your bin of things when someone called out to you, 

“Y/N?”

You spun around and found Joe staring at you quizzingly, “What you got there?”

You roughly swallowed, opening your mouth to say something but no words came out, “I-uh-uh I um didn’t know anyone was going to be here.” 

Joe shrugged, “Ya I just came to grab my laptop, left it here yesterday. What are you doing?”

You nodded your head, shifting your weight from foot to foot, “I-uh uhm nothing.” 

Joe raised your eyebrow at you playfully, “Really? Then what’s in the bin?” he said pulling it from your grasp before you could object. 

His face scrunched together before he looked up at you, a serious look plastered on his face, “What’s going on Y/N? Did you and David have a fight? Why are you taking all your stuff?” 

You suddenly felt like you were two again being yelled at for spilling juice on the carpet. You shrunk into yourself and your voice came out small, “We didn’t have a fight, not yet anyway.” 

“Then why...” Joe started to question you more but you had you didn’t want to answer anymore of his questions, “Bye Joe.” you called out, willing yourself not to cry in front of him. 

You walked past him and got into your car, glancing up at Davids house one last time. This is it. You weren’t going to turn back this time. 

Hours later, and you had gone through multiple cycles of tears, eerie calmness and then nostalgia. You had finally started to drift off to sleep when you heard loud frantic knocks on your door, confused, you got up and swung the door open ready to swear off the person behind the door, however, your words got stuck in your throat as you realized who was standing in front of you, David.

Before you could say anything he pushed past you, running his hands through his disheveled hair, “What’s going on?”

“What do you mean?”

“Goddamnit Y/N,” his voice was wavering now, “Joe called me this morning panicking because he told me he saw you take all your stuff from my house and leave, and then he asked if we had a fight and I didn’t think we did so I-I didn’t know what to do. So I came here.” 

You were still in shock that he was here, “You flew all the way from Chicago to come to talk to me?”

He looked at you, his voice softening as he took you in, “Of course I did, I love you.” 

You sat on your couch, glancing up at him, “Do you though?”

Now it was his turn to look shocked and within a second he was sitting on the couch next to you, pulling you into his arms, “Of course I love you, I love you so much, you mean the world to me.” 

You sighed falling into his embrace, willing yourself not to do what you were about to, but the words spilled out of your mouth before you could stop them, “I think we should break up.” 

You felt his arms loosen around you, and you halfheartedly pulled out of his embrace, “Whaa- Why? Did something happen? Did I do something wrong? I- I thought everything was good.” 

You felt your heartstrings pull as you watched the boy in front of you slowly break, but you needed him to know that it was you not him. “No, you didn’t do anything. It’s all me.”

He huffed, “Oh don’t give me that bullshit Y/N, why are you actually breaking up with me?”

You swallowed, you could always lie so easily but somehow David could always see right through it, “I think you should go.” 

He started shaking his head rapidly no, as you pulled him up and led him towards the door, “please, please, please don’t do this, I love you, I want to be with you, Y/N please, at least tell me why.” 

You felt yourself start to cry as you watched David beg, why did doing the right thing have to hurt so much?

You watched him step into the hallway, head held low, your hands shook as you closed the door after him and at the last second you heard him whisper, “Why wasn’t I good enough for you?”

Your body froze, you couldn’t let him believe that he wasn’t good enough for you when the truth was that he was too good for you. 

Noticing that the door still hadn’t shut fully, David pushed it open slightly to see you sitting on the wood floor near the door, legs pressed to your chest, you looked up at him, “I’m not too good for you, you’re too good for me. You deserve so much more than I can give you, you would just be better off without me.” 

David sunk down on his knees, his hands gently grabbing your face forcing you to look at him, “Hey, I’m not too good for you okay, I don’t want anyone else. Fuck Y/N, I don’t even want somebody like you, I only want you.” 

As you stared into David’s eyes you felt so stupid, the love for you was evident and you couldn’t believe you had let some nasty comment come between you two. 

You felt yourself fall into him, the sobs racking through both your bodies, “I’m so sorry, I love you, I just let some things get to my head,” you hiccuped. 

He let out a small laugh and then brought you flush against his chest rocking you both back and forth, you could hear his heart beating erratically against his chest and you felt a small smile grace your features, he really did love you. 

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[dobrikburrito]

Being david’s girlfriend and being super close to natalie and like hanging out with her. So when you and david break up its difficult but you still hangout and its like from natalies pov where she sees two of her best friends sad and like david asks natalie how his ex is doing and stuff so basically sad and angst lol

a/n: sorry about the delay guys, will start posting right now. ♥

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“Oh my God, do you even hear yourself right now?!” You yelled at David in the living room. “You really don’t see what’s wrong here?”

David shook his head, rolling his eyes and sliding both his hands all over his face.

“It’s the same argument, over and over again.” David said out loud, throwing his hands up in the air. “What do you want me to say, (Y/N)?! For once in your life tell me what you want instead of playing games waiting for me to guess.”

You took one step back, shocked. “You’re a big boy, David. Just because everyone else does what you want and says what you wanna hear, doesn’t mean I need to.”

David growled in frustration. “You always find something wrong with everything. How am I supposed to keep up with all that?”

“Oh I’m sorry to be the only one to pop your precious bubble.” You walked all the way over to David. “But sure, you want to hear me say it, I’ll tell you everything.”

“(Y/N)…” David closed his eyes and sighed.

“We canceled plans four times this week because you had to shoot. You take hours to answer one text from me while you’re editing, but I saw you getting one text from Liza and stopping everything to answer back. I have to drop everything to follow you around, when I ask you to come with me to my sister’s wedding, you need to check your schedule.” You told him all in one go, shooting flares from your eyes, but also holding back the tears. “Your friends needs always come first. I’m always second. God forbid I have something that will help my own career that can get in the way of what you need. You say you don’t want to come out publicly to protect me, but I hear you talking to Jason that you don’t want to have another break up video in case this doesn’t work out.”

The tears were rolling down your eyes and you couldn’t stop them. Your voice was angry and hurt. David was staring back at you, listening to everything you were saying, but not even trying to argue back. He knew you were right.

“It’s your world, David. And I’m just a convenient pawn to distract you and entertain you whenever you feel like it.” You finished, clearing your face from the tears. “It’s very tiring to have to fight a raging stream alone to make this work.”

You saw the tears in his eyes, the hurt, the disbelief. There was a shade of disappointment there, from himself. Yet, he didn’t know what to say nor what to do. Everything seemed too broken.

“(Y/N)…” He took one step in your direction, but stopped himself when you took one back away from him. “I’m…”

“I can’t do this anymore, David.” You shook your head, completely destroyed. “And you don’t know how hard it is for me to say those words because I love you so… so much.”

“(Y/N), don’t do this. We can… We can work this out… We…” His voice was shaky and he cleared his blurry eyes filled with tears. “Don’t give up on us.”

“I didn’t, David. All I did was fight for us.” You picked up your purse and keys on the couch. “You’re the one who didn’t even try.”

David stood there, watching you leave. His whole body was hurting, his heart completely torn. Deep down, he didn’t really think you’d ever leave him, but seeing you do that exact thing right now was crushing his bones.

The moment he heard your car drive away, he ran to his room, crying and shutting the door harshly.

Natalie

Two days have passed since they’d broke up. David was barely eating anything. Lying in his bed all day, either sleeping or distracting himself with some Netflix show. He barely spoke a word, neither wanted to talk about it.

Jason looked from the hallway back to me. “How is he today?”

I shook my head, taking a sip of water. “I’ve never seen him like this before. I got him to eat three bites of a burrito yesterday. One sip of water. He won’t talk to anyone about it or her.”

Jason closed his eyes and sighed for a second. “This is bad. I tried calling him so many times and nothing. I tried bargaining with vlog ideas to shoot, turned me down each time.” He stopped to think for a second, looking back at me. “Have you heard from (Y/N)? I know you grew pretty close to her as well.”

I nodded, looking down. “I’m meeting her back at her apartment in a couple hours. Barely heard from her either, but Stass said that it’s bad.”

“Stass has been there?” Jason asked me.

“Yeah, she’s been sleeping on the couch, taking care of (Y/N).” I explained to Jason, but was quickly to shut my mouth when we saw David turning around the corner to come to the kitchen.

“Oh. Hey David. I was just about to go over to your room to see you.” Jason said, hopeful, getting up from his stool.

David didn’t acknowledge his existence, neither said a word. He was wearing the black merch, hoodie on. His hair was a mess, his beard growing, the bags underneath his eyes showing he hasn’t been sleeping at all. He made his way towards the fridge to grab a few cold beer bottles and go back to his room. Jason furrowed his eyebrow and looked at me.

“This is a first.” I answered the question in his eyes. “I don’t even know what to expect anymore.”

I left the house to go to (Y/N)’s place, being received by Stass with a worried look. I sighed, already expecting the worst. I walked all the way over to her bedroom, but stopped on my tracks right by the door when I heard her crying.

“It’s been about half an hour.” Stass informed me.

I knocked anyway, entering the room with an offering of her favorite ice cream. We talked for three hours and I could hear the heartbreak after every word. Unlike David, (Y/N) shared her feelings, but was just as confused and hurt.

“I know he’s sometimes a pain in the ass. He has a lot to learn, (Y/N), specially when it comes to relationships. It’s been a while since he has prioritized anything else other than his work. Not to make any excuses for David, he knows he fucked up.” I tried to reason a little. “But I’m really sorry you had to go through all of this. He really loves you, you know.”

I stayed over until 8 pm. Checking my phone every time and talking to Jason to see how David was doing. When I made my way back, the house was silent and Jason was taking a nap on the couch with the TV on. I assumed David was sleeping, so I grabbed a bottle of water and walked to my room.

As I passed his door, I heard it opening and it startled me. David stared back at me, wondering for a second.

“Where were you? It’s been hours.” It was the first time I heard his voice in two days.

“I…” As I was about to answer, he cut me.

“You went to see her, didn’t you?” His eyes were hopeful and eager, but also damaged and proud.

I was going to make up an excuse, but he knew how to read me. “Yes.”

David took one deep breath and slid his hands all over his face. Looking to the ground, his voice was shy and begging. He was really going through all the emotions at once.

“How…” David sighed. “How is she?”

I took one second to think of what to say. That was enough for him to look back at me, desperation shining through his brown eyes.

“She’s completely broken, David. She won’t stop crying all day, won’t leave her bed or apartment, any little thing that reminds her of you hurts her again.” I decided to be honest. “She’s not good at all.”

David bit the inside of his cheek, looking down again, trying to hide the tears. Shaking his head, he rested his body on the wall and leaned down. My words were cutting into him like knives, but lying to him would only make it even worse.

“David, did you eat anything? Do you want me to cook something for you?” I tried, practically begging him to let me help him eat.

David shook his head and walked inside, shutting the door harshly again. I looked back and saw Jason, who immediately sighed and looked down. Neither of us knew what to do to help them.

“Time… Time heals everything.” Jason said, walking away.

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[sundarksposts]

Someone new (She’s not her Part 2) (David Dobrik Imagine)

A/N: I’m writing again yay. So guys, before I get started, please be reminded that English is not my main language so I am sorry if the story is not that good. And I am sorry if  I’m not a good writer.

Y/n drive all the way from David’s house like a crazy person with tears and sobs. And ‘a song about being sad’ by Rex Orange County is playing on the radio which makes her more upset. She thought she and David had a chance to be together, to be the power couple. But turns out, it’s just one sided love.

She’s not her.

That particular sentence keeps playing on her head again and again. It’s just like a bad song that won’t go away.

Y/n has finally arrived to her apartment and quickly went to her bedroom to breakdown and cry again when someone knocked violently on her door. She already knew who was on the other side of the door, but she doesn’t want to open it.

‘ Y/n I know you’re here! Open the door!’ David shouted but Y/n stayed still.

‘God damn it Y/n! You got to listen to me!’ He yelled again and banging on her doors. She finally hopped out from her bed in fear of that the door will break and she doesn’t need that now.

Y/n opened the front door and see David who has red eyes and puffy nose. He’s been crying.

‘ Y/n please listen to me will you? That list is nothing. Todd make that list. Please you got to listen to me’ He said holding her hands but she just stayed still, feeling numb.

‘ Y/n please say something’ he continued.

‘Y-you want to know what I feel David?’ Y/n finally found her voice.

‘I feel betrayed, humiliated and I feel not good enough. To you or anyone else’ she continued.

‘Y/n you got to believe me that Todd made that list’ David said still holding her hands.

‘Did you contribute for it? Did you tell Todd what to write? About me?’ she asked looking at David’s eyes and she can find guilt on his eyes.

‘Y-Yes I did. But if you were on my side, you would too make a list about me with the girls’ David tried to argue and now, Y/n can feel anger rising up to her. How can he said that to her?

Y/n dropped her hands and let go off David’s hands.

‘See that’s the difference about me and you, Dave. You see, I won’t make a list of of you David. Because I love you so much that I don’t have a reason why I shouldn’t be with you’ Y/n’s voice started to cracked.

‘Maybe we just need to be friends’ she continued.

David widened his eyes. He cannot believe that she just gave up on him.

‘No, no Y/n we can work this out’ he begs her. But she turn away and prepare to close the door.

‘David. It’s already late. Go home okay’ Y/n bids her last good bye to him. She lock the door and slides into the floor. Y/n cannot hold her tears anymore. It’s too much for her to handle but he really hurt her this time.

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It’s been 4 weeks since Y/n haven’t talked with the Vlog Squad. Well except for Carly, Erin, Natalie, Kristen and Corinna. She haven’t talked with the boys since the incident and it’s killing her.

Now she’s at the mall’s music store while waiting for Corinna shopping. Y/n definitely don’t want to accompany her shopping since she’s always take a lot of time to buy something. So you decided to go to the music store, the one place where you feel that you are belong.

You have your headphones on and listening to ‘Under the sea’ from the Little Mermaid and you are wandering at the vinyl collections.

Y/n were about to grab one of the collection when someone else also reaching for the collection and their hands touched.

She glance to the owner of the other hand and see a guy with a glasses.

‘Sorry! You were trying to grab it first. Here, have it. I’d probably don’t use it anyway’ the guys said while handling the collection to you.

Y/n looked at the guy who thinks that he is awfully familiar but she cannot put the finger on it.

‘Oh no. I was only looking at it and don’t have the intention to buy it’ she smiled to the guy in front of her.

‘Great. Then I can buy this and use it as a reference for the new song’ the guy suddenly said and that makes Y/n curios.

‘Wait. You write songs?’

‘Yeah. I’m in the band, AJR if you have heard about us’ the guy replied and that’s when it hits you. Of course! He is the one of the member from the band of the 3 brothers.

‘Oh yeah! Now I remember where you from. You went to one of David Dobrik’s party the other day’ she exclaimed and regretting it instantly since her voice is too loud.

He grinned and nodded his head. ‘Yeah. We went to his party for one of his friend right? The one with the bull and Kendall Jenner. No wonder you seems familiar. Anyways, I’m Ryan’

He reached out his hand to you again and shake hands with him. Huh. Weird. It’s not clammy at all. Maybe only David’s hand feel like that.

‘I’m Y/n. Is it true that you guys from New York?’ Y/n asked the tall guy.

‘Yeah we are. We’re here to record our new album’ he pushed his glasses.

‘Oh that’s so cool. I’ve been in LA for couples of years but never went to a concert before’

‘Well if we ever play in LA, I will let you know’

Y/n smiled and nodded.

‘Hey. If you are free tomorrow, can I take you out for a dinner together?’ Ryan asked sweetly and he seemed very nervous.

‘Sure. I’m free tomorrow’ Y/n said grinning.

‘Cool can I have your number?’ Ryan offered you his phone and you take it and type your number.

‘Great. I’ll call you. I have to go now since Jack, my brother is waiting at the car’ he said with a smile.

‘Okay. See you tomorrow’ Y/n waved her hand to Ryan who bought the vinyl collection and walked away from the store.

Y/n sighed and felt so happy. Finally someone asked her out and he wasn’t the one who made a list out of her.

Y/n walked out from the store and sit by the nearest chair where suddenly Corinna popped out.

‘He’s cute’ she exclaim with 2 bags on her hands.

‘Yeah and he’s taking me out tomorrow’ Y/n sighed and put her hand in her forehead.

‘Wait what?!’

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[isthisthingeven0n]

support : d.d x n.m

brief summary: you are trying for a baby with natalie and david yet the support you thought you’d have from your friends isn’t quite what you hoped for 

word count: 1.2k requested: yes by a real sweet anon - i hope you like it! warnings: none that i’m aware of 

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“Okay,” You release a shaky breath as you sit with the pregnancy stick in your fingertips, looking at the small clear space that will determine whether you’re pregnant or if it’ll be another negative. 

To your left, Natalie sits with her hand resting on your thigh. She can’t help but rub circles on your skin as her anxieties rise. “It’s okay, Y/n.” Natalie mutters as you nod in response. 

“What if it’s another negative?” You ask, lifting your head up to see David in the reflection of the mirror as he sits on the edge of the bed as the door remains ajar. “I don’t know if I can take another one, Nat.” You admit as tears brim in your eyes. 

David hesitates from scrolling on his phone as he homes in on your conversation. 

“Whatever the result, Y/n, we can try again soon.” Natalie knows it’s been trying on you, but you wanted to be the one to do it. “I can always try you know.” She adds with a small shrug of her shoulders. 

“Is it time yet?” David calls out, cutting your worries short as you look down at the stick, concealing the result from Natalie and David as he walks in with his hands in his pockets. 

Natalie rises to her feet and steps back into David’s arms. “It’s okay,” Natalie mutters to David as she wraps an arm around his waist, resting her head on his chest as you drop the stick. 

“Y/n?” David calls out as you stare at the wall in front of you, your whole body froze as tears fall down your cheeks. 

Reaching out, David picks up the stick and his eyes widen. “Well?” Natalie quietly asks. 

“It’s positive,” David mutters before turning to Natalie who shakes her head, not believing it. “no really, Nat, look.” 

Leaning forward, Natalie looks at the stick and goes silent for a moment. “Oh my god,” She eventually gasps and reaches out to you. “Y/n, baby?” 

“I’m pregnant.” You mutter in disbelief as two pairs of arms hold you tightly as it begins to set in. You’re going to be parents. 

*

“Are you sure you’re ready?” David asks as he walks over to the front door and hesitates.

You force a small nod. “No better time than the present.” A weak laugh leaves your lips as you rest your hands on your stomach, on the tiny bump that will only get bigger with each passing day.

Closing your eyes you take a deep breath as you hear joyous voices filling the house. “Hey, Y/n,” Todd waves as he takes a seat, followed closely by Scott, Jason and Matt. “Heath and Mariah are on their way, they had to go get Zane from the studio.”

“Might as well wait til everyone’s here.” You rub your hands over your thighs as you glance over to Natalie who gives you a supportive smile. “Are Carly and Erin able to make it?” You ask as the guys just shake their heads.

“What’s up with you, you’re acting all mysterious.” Scott jokes and you try to shrug it off, but the paranoia of it all is starting to set in.

“Who died?” Todd blurts out as his eyes wander over the three of you, watching as Natalie’s eyes roll into the back of her head. 

“Did you guys break up?” Mariah walks in with coffee to hand and passes it to you as she hugs you. “Please tell me you didn’t.” She pleads. 

“No, Mariah, we’re all good.” You reassure her as she sighs in relief before sitting down beside Heath. “Okay, we’ve got something to tell you all and just hear us out first, please.” 

Everyone remains quiet until Zane sips his coffee loudly, breaking the rising tension. “Sorry,” Zane mutters as he places his coffee down. “rooms all yours, baby.” 

“Well,” You start, but suddenly the words refuse to leave your lips.

“You guys know we’ve been together for three years,” David takes over, and you silently thank him as he carries on. “and recently things have gotten more serious between the three of us.” 

You can’t help but look around at the mixture of expressions focusing on you, Natalie and David. Suddenly it doesn’t feel like you’re in a room with friends, but with strangers. 

“We’ve been trying for a baby.” Natalie states, wanting to get it out as she nervously smiles to everyone. 

“Oh, I was not expecting that.” Todd chuckles whilst Heath stares at you with wide eyes and Mariah rests her hand on Heath’s as a smile spreads across her face, the only one greeting you in the room. 

“And, we had a lot of negative results,” You speak up once again, avoiding the gazes of others. 

“Probably a sign or some shit.” Zane shrugs his shoulder, only to be scolded by David quickly.

“Dude,” David scoffs, and Zane lifts his head up to see you with glossy eyes whilst Natalie glares. 

“I didn’t mean it, chill.” Zane holds his hands up in defence. 

“Anyway, I’m pregnant.” You laugh, feeling overwhelmed as you slap your thighs and stand up. “If you cared to know, but if not, that’s okay.” You swallow the lump in your throat as Mariah tries to follow you, but Heath holds her hand and shakes his head. 

“Not now, bubba.” Heath mutters sadly as Mariah jumps at the door slamming shut down the hall. 

“Thanks, guys,” David sighs. “you could’ve just said something, anything.” 

“Congrats?” Todd speaks up, but David just rolls his eyes in disappointment. 

“Y/n has never been more vulnerable right now you guys,” Natalie huffs. “like if you don’t agree with it that’s your problem, but at least be there for us.” She states before walking to the bedroom and David follows closely behind.

“Wow.” Scott whistles as he leans back. “Do you think Natalie-”

“Don’t finish the sentence, Scott.” Mariah warns him, holding her hand up as yelling can be heard down the hall.

“It’s not fucking okay!” You cry out as Natalie and David try to calm you down. “No one gives a shit, they don’t care!” 

“They do, baby,” Natalie tries to help, but as spit clogs your throat, you scoff. 

“Like fuck they do, Nat.” You retort coldly as you forcefully wipe your face, burning your skin as you continue to rub away the tears.

“Hey, stop,” David reaches out, taking your hands away from your face as he walks you over to the bed, Natalie sitting on the other side of you. “what we decide to do is on us,” David starts and you sniffle quietly now, trying your best to focus on his comforts. “We have each other at the end of the day, and that’s what matters the most.” 

Natalie nods in agreement as she rests her hand on top of yours and David leans closer, holding both of your hands in his. “We can do this, right?” Natalie mumbles as David squeezes her hand. 

“Yeah,” You whisper. “cause we have each other, and that’s all that matters.” 

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[daviddoughbrik]

BLURBS.

Hey so I’m gonna do a thing tonight because idk what I wanna write. So. I’m gonna do blurbs.

What would (activity/verb) be like with (your person of choice)?

Hit up my inbox and personalize it how you want. I’m ready to write some blurby dudes.

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[rosewatcrs]

          𝐓 𝐇 𝐄      𝐕 𝐋 𝐎 𝐆      𝐒 𝐐 𝐔 𝐀 𝐃  —  also    known     as     youtube     royalty.    a    very    tight-knit    group    of    best    friends   that    could   practically    be    a-list    celebrities.    with    awards    such    as    best     ensemble,     best    collaboration,    best    directing,    best    editing    and    more    these    creators    are    on    top   of    the    world.   with    many    personalities    in    one    group    there's    bound     to    be    endless    amounts    of    drama    behind    the    scenes,    the    fans    don’t    know    about.    from     breakups    to    hookups    and    everything    in    between    things    really    can    get    messy,    but    hey,    anything    for    the    vlog    right    ? 

𝐌 𝐎 𝐑 𝐄    𝐀 𝐁 𝐎 𝐔 𝐓

i see so many people talk about wanting this type of verse and i thought why not ! it’s just a simple group about a group of youtube friends much like the real-life vlog squad. they do stupid and crazy things together and go on trips together and some even live together. some are exes. some are friends. some hookup. some even don’t care for each other that much. there’s just a lot of room for all the ic drama and angst and safe space for us all to become good friends ooc. so please read the rules and consider applying !

𝐓 𝐇 𝐄   𝐑 𝐔 𝐋 𝐄 𝐒

you MUST use discord since this rp will be taking place on tumblr AND discord. 

NO being an asshole. i.e forcing ships, god-modding, starting ooc drama etc. ooc drama won’t be tolerated. 

all muns MUST be over the age of eighteen. 

muses MUST be between the ages of nineteen and twenty-six since they’re all young adults. no supernatural muses, canon character muses or cartoon muses.

face claims DO NOT have to be youtubers. also no fc duplicates. 

no banned faces yet BESIDES the obvious rapist, abuser, the deceased, people who don’t like to be used and really problematic people.

𝐓 𝐇 𝐄     𝐀 𝐏 𝐏 𝐋 𝐈 𝐂 𝐀 𝐓 𝐈 𝐎 𝐍

this is just a simple app and we will definitely go into more details about our characters when this gets started ! you can send me your applications through asks !  

FIRST & LAST NAME — the age in letters year old that is played but face claim. they have been in the vlog squad for *number of years/number of months but has been making type of videos they made videos on their personal channel for number of years they’ve been on youtube. played by ooc name. age. @blogname

* THE VLOG SQUAD HAS ONLY BEEN ESTABLISHED FOR FIVE YEARS SO NO ONE CAN BE IT IT LONGER THAN FIVE YEARS.

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BIANKA CASTILLO — the twenty-three year old that is played by natalie mariduena. they have been in the vlog squad for three years but has been making beauty videos on their personal channel for five years. played by ava. twenty two. @rosewatcrs 

SHAY MARTY — the twenty two year old that is played but sofia jamora. they have been in the vlog squad for two years but has been making beauty and fitness videos on their personal channel for three years. played by lauryn. 23. @shjningstars

NATHAN MADDOX — the twenty-three year old that is played by crawford collins. they have been in the vlog squad for five years but has been making comedy/commentary videos on their personal channel for five years. played by ava. 22. @rosewatcrs

GISELLE RICHMOND — the twenty two year old that is played but madison beer. they have been in the vlog squad for three and a half years but has been making lifestyle vlogs , including beauty , dancing and fitness videos on their personal channel for six years. played by cheyenne. 24 @mclodrma

#HERE I GO DJKNEKJFE

[zanesgirlfriend]

Pain Doesn't Last Forever | Jeff Wittek

Requested by @contentandclickbait : :) inspired by david's vlog #593 where everyone is filming with nick the scientist and something goes wrong like the reader inhales too much helium and faints or gets burned by some explosion and jeff gets all protective and yells at david about how his bits go too far or something like that.

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Jeff was always the protective type. He seemed chill and mysterious, but when things got real he fought for who he cared about. Y/n wasn't an exception, in fact she was the epitome of "things Jeff cared about." The one thing he cared about most. Seeing her get hurt was the scariest moment of his life.

Of course he knew how adventurous she was, and didn't mind when she volunteered to pour some solvent into another solvent that would cause a big explosion and an even bigger housekeeping bill.

Nick 'David's scientist friend' Uhas was over, trudging along a trunk full of test tubes and beakers and various bottles of multicolored chemicals that nobody could pronounce.

He tried to explain the science but Jason did his little "that is so boring" bit, rushing them along to the fun part. Once everything was set up, y/n volunteered, giving Jeff a dramatic goodbye kiss, joking about how she might die. He laughed, playing along.

"Do we need to be wearing goggles or something?" Y/n asked.

"If you run fast enough, no." A chorus of laughter bounced around the group as she put on a pair of goggles.

"I'm wearing the lab coat because it makes me feel like a scientist." David grabbed the coat from her, more so wanting it to protect himself and his camera from whatever was about to happen. Y/n laughed and picked up the small bottle, holding it over the beaker.

"Three, two, one, go!" David screamed. Y/n poured the chemical into the beaker, turning around quickly to run away. The chemicals reacted, causing a huge explosion of orange foam to fill up most of the entry way, covering the ceiling and raining down onto the floor.

Time moved slowly as y/n tripped over her shoelaces, landing right under the brunt of the explosion.

Foam rained down on her bare shoulders, a stinging heat electrifying her nerves as her skin was burned. She felt her skin welt up, blisters forming and immediately popping, feeling like ten bees were stinging her at once.

She was so focused on the pain that she couldn't even hear herself scream. Meanwhile, that was the only thing that Jeff could hear. A million thoughts ran through his head as he wondered what happened. Soon enough the foam and the smoke cleared and he could see her laying helplessly on the ground. As he approached her, he noticed the blisters already forming on the skin of her shoulder.

"What the fuck?" He screamed. "Are you okay?"

"Holy shit, get her a wet towel!" Nick yelled at Natalie, who rushed off to find something to ease her burns.

"It really fucking hurts." Y/n croaked as Jeff helped her get up.

"This wouldn't have happened if you let her wear the lab coat." Jeff's concern suddenly shifted into anger towards David. David's eyes widened as he saw the look in Jeff's eyes. Jeff was pissed and was coming right at him.

"I didn't think it would actually hurt her! Shit man, I'm really sorry. " David's back was pressed against the wall as Jeff ran up on him.

"You shouldn't be apologizing to me, you should be apologizing to her." Jeff pointed forcefully back at the entryway where y/n was being treated for chemical burn. David nodded nervously, not wanting to piss Jeff off even more. "Do you ever think about safety? She really got hurt and it's your fault!" Jeff continued to yell at David, not being able to control his anger anymore.

"Maybe you should stop yelling at me and actually go help her!" David snapped at Jeff, not thinking about the consequences.

"I'm gonna kill you." Jeff's face was blank, a seriousness in his voice that none of them had ever heard before. Y/n sniffled as she turned around, looking at Jeff.

"Jeff, please don't." She begged.

"You got hurt - "Jeff started, but she cut him off.

"It's not his fault, I tripped."

"You shoulda been wearing the lab coat." Jeff justified himself.

"Even if I was wearing a lab coat I still would have tripped. I also still would have gotten burned, just not as bad." She reasoned with Jeff as Natalie applied some burn cream to her shoulder. David seemed to have slinked off into a corner to avoid being yelled at. Jeff cursed at himself for having such a nice and forgiving girlfriend.

He wrapped some ice in a towel, gingerly placing it over the burn. She drew in a tight breath, feeling it sting, before eventually the cold felt good.

"It just hurts to see you get hurt." Jeff was hugging her now, refusing to let her go.

"Pain doesn't last forever." She smiled, comforted by his skin and the smell of his cologne.

"You're too good for me." He left a small kiss on her forehead.

"I know."

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[mymindswriting]

Request Guidelines

Requests are: OPEN (As of 10/06/19)

PSA: I hold the right to refuse to fulfill any request that I do not want to write, or that makes me uncomfortable. I am a full-time university music student, which means I don’t have much free time, but I want to write and get better at writing for YouTubers, so please be patient with me!

Send in requests HERE

PEOPLE I WRITE FOR (* I prefer to write for them)

Smosh

Damien Haas*

Shayne Topp*

Wes Johnson*

Noah Grossman

Ian Hecox

Keith Leak Jr

Courtney Miller

Olivia Sui

Mari Takahashi

Smosh (As a whole)*

The Vlog Squad 

David Dobrik*

Heath Hussar

Zane Hijazi

Scotty Sire

Alex Ernst

Toddy Smith*

Jeff Witteck*

Matt King

Corinna Kopf

Natalie Mariduena

Other

Sam Golbach

Colby Brock*

Jake Webber

*If you have any questions about who I’d write for, and if you don’t see a person on this loist you’d like to see, please don’t hesitate to send me an ask!*

AS OF: 10/06/19 I mostly write for SMOSH. Please know I haven’t written for many of these people before and it may take me some time to be completely happy with how I capture them. 

I WRITE

Fluff

Angst

Mental Illnesses/Self Harm (Here’s the thing about this: I feel comfortable writing about these topics, but graphic scenes won’t be in my works randomly, or untagged. I have struggled with both these things, as well as suicide, for over 8 years so I myself feel comfortable writing about them, or including them in someway if someone would like to request such a thing.)

Smut (I have written smut for real people, I am comfortable with doing so. I know some people are not comfortable with that, but all of my works will be PROPERLY TAGGED and warnings will be given correctly as needed. Please keep in mind I only write smut for people I am comfortable with, which means not everyone in my character list is someone I would write smut for. For more info, message me/send me an ask)

WHAT I WILL NOT WRITE

Incest

Rape

Suicides (Possible mention if a story needs it, but no graphic depictions of suicide scenes)

Underage Smut (Pretty sure everyone is of age, though)

Uncomfortable kinks (I have written a lot of smut, and feel comfortable writing a bunch of things, but I have a right to refuse things that make me uncomfortable. Bodily functions are a no go for sure just so you know.)

WHAT TO SEND IN

When sending in your request, please consider including:

The character you want me to write, obviously (see list above)

If you’d like it to be platonic or romantic, please specify. Otherwise, I will just do what I think is best for said request

Send in a prompt you like, a description of some sort or a scenario. Basically anything I can turn into a story for you

Be as specific as you would like, so I can really write what you are envisioning. I always try my best with every fic!

If you have any questions about who I write for and what I write about, please message me! I’m pretty open about most things, as long as your request doesn’t go against what I don’t write for, or it makes me uncomfortable, I’ll most likely write it!

My fics are written with a female character in mind, I try to keep all details vague. If you would like specific details to be included (plus size, impaired, tall, short etc) please let me know and I will try my best. Male readers will be a bit difficult since I don’t have much practice but I could try my best if you’d like!

Of course, if you have any questions about this, and are looking to request something but are not sure if I’d be able to write it, please send me an ask, or message me! I promise I will not judge and will just be honest with you if I do not feel comfortable writing it. I’m pretty flexible, so all you gotta do is ask!

Thank you for supporting me! Much love x

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[toddysdiaries]

toddysdiaries’ masterlist

* - Smut # - Angst <3 - Fluff

David Dobrik x Reader

Sweet Boy - Part 1 * Part 2 * Part 3 * 180° - Part 1 * Part 2 * (w/ Jeff & Reader) Caught Red Handed * (w/ Natalie & Reader)

Jeff Wittek x Reader

Good Person <3 - Part 1 Part 2  Too Young <3 Over # 180° - Part 1 * Part 2 * (w/ David & Reader) Off-Camera <3 Family Ties - Part 1 # Part 2 #/<3 Yours #/* Not Together Anyway # Perfect to Me #/<3

Toddy Smith x Reader

TWO?! - Part 1 Part 2 <3

Zane Hijazi x Reader

Dry Spell - Part 1 *

Scotty Sire x Reader

Natalie Mariduena x Reader 

Fourth Time’s a Charm <3 5,245 Miles #/<3 Caught Red Handed * (w/ David & Reader)

Corrina Kopf x Reader

The Perfect Dress <3 Accidental Acquisition *