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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Ok thoughs on an au where Apollo dies and Will is offered immortality to take his place? Because I cannot stop thinking about it but at the same time I am a little bit head empty today.
oh that is such a big brain idea you are so smart
i wonder if will would feel even guilty about that. like “damn my dad just died and they’re already trying to replace him with me?” and maybe he’s also like “have i done anything that’s ‘god-worthy’????” would they offer to make him the god of everything apollo was? would he be the god of something else entirely? 
and i wonder if he’d feel guilty about leaving his own siblings behind. he knows what it’s like to lose someone, and even though he’d technically still be alive, he doubts that he’ll be able to see kayla & austin & his newer siblings all that much. or even his mom!!! he won’t be able to see her that much either!!! 
not to mention, i’m pretty sure like 95% of the demigods learn to. very much dislike the gods. would he even want the throne at all? to be surrounded by people who have made his own life kind of a living hell? would he want to be in the presence of the very man who abused his own father? 
i honestly don’t think he’d accept it... i feel like for one, he’d be too angry towards the gods to actually become a god himself. but also, i feel like with being a god, a lot of them lose their sense of humanity. they don’t know what it’s like to be human and they don’t have a grasp of the issues that humans face. this is like a lot of the reason that apollo was so self-centered in the first place, too - he doesn’t understand the human experience or what it’s like to feel guilt or joy or any of that. as bad as human life is, i don’t think will wants to become like his father or the other gods - i think he still wants his sense of humanity, and i think he’d be terrified of becoming a god for that reason. he doesn’t want to forget what it’s like to be human.
god that is such an interesting idea thanks so much for sharing it with me!!!
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Pjo dilfs/milf time! Paul x Sally x Poseidon headcanons?
oooh!
okay so i honestly don’t think paul even realizes he’s bisexual until a while after he proposes to sally 
anyway, i think poseidon still comes by every now and then, and especially when he finds out that sally’s getting married 
and at first paul is a little iffy when he finds out that poseidon is coming over cuz like “damn im human but my fiancee’s ex who’s a god is coming over can i even compare ://” 
but when he meets him he’s like “???? i don’t??? feel that jealous strangely???” 
that’s cuz he’s actually attracted
he actually doesn’t really understand why he’s feeling this way??? he thinks that maybe it’s just poseidon’s godly power and shit but like after a while he realizes that “oh fuck??? i think im actually attracted to him??? weirdly??” 
so yeah basically what i’m saying is that poseidon is paul’s queer awakening <3
poseidon does end up coming to their wedding! it’s actually by paul’s insistence that he comes
 anyway they all become pretty good friends along the way and kind of ruminate over percy’s absence 
technically poseidon probably wasn’t able to really come down but i think he truly made an effort when he could just to let them know that their son was safe, or at least show them that he was ready to support them
okay that was a pretty bad set of headcanons and im really sorry!! :((( my brain is so fried rn but!!! thanks for the prompt!!!!
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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For literally no reason I have been thinking about Darren Knowles all day. Would you do me the honor of coming up with a few headcanons for him 👉👈
absolutely my beloved <3 
he’s not an asshole just to start off because i firmly believe that all the mortal parents from the apollo cabin are actually really sweet they’re just too busy to be able to take care of their kids sadly :(
favorite color is green because??? idk i feel like he would be?? OH and maybe that’s why kayla dyes her hair green!!!
kayla’s short (also she reminds me of @chaoticandfriendly no lie) because darren is short. short king 
his favorite hobby is baking!!! kayla usually loves to help him out. they love to bake cookies together
he absolutely adores horror movies (it’s how he and apollo went on their first date i don’t make the rules)
every time he and kayla meet they always do some fun archery practice!! 
he loves flowers sm but he hates keeping actual plants so. he buys fake ones. and he feels so bad but also he doesn’t have the time to take care of them :(
i hope you liked those!!
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Is there anything better than Will trying to teach Nico about the 21st century while Nico complains about "kids these days"
there is literally nothing better than that 
will: so these are vines
nico: ?? these aren’t........ vines. these are short videos.
will: yes but it’s, like, just the name of these kinds of videos. like they come from an app.
nico: you mean. you are calling short videos filled with absolute idiocy. vines. which have nothing to do with actual vines.
will: yes
nico: and you just. quote these. all day. and everyone understands them even without context.
will: yes.
nico: KiDs TheSe DayS And TheiR StrAnGe SlaNg
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Any headcanons about Will helping Nico make friends at camp/ putting people in their place for judging him so harshly? I've been thinking about Nico being an extrovert lately but I'm too sleepy to write my own 😔
hell yeah i got you!!
first of all, i think will is really the only person nico’s actually comfortable with at first, so when will isn’t busy you’ll usually find the two of them hanging out. when will hangs out with his other friends, nico usually declines and goes off to like practice or something. 
part of that comfort has to do with the fact that i headcanon they had a friendship even before blood of olympus and before nico left camp the second time, because they already have a history together, so i think nico would find the most comfort with will if anyone
nico prefers to be alone when will goes off with his other friends, but i think will gets a little sad. he’s not like pitiful of nico because a) nico would hate being pitied and b) will understands that he’s been through a lot, so ofc he’s just gonna want some time to himself. but at the same time i think will just feels like he spends a little too much time on his own, and some part of will thinks that’s not always the best way to be, especially after you’ve been through so much shit
so he starts inviting to hang out with him and his friends, but this time a little more persistently. he’s not forcing nico or anything, but it’s like “hey, i’d really like it if you came by the beach tonight because we’re doing a small little thing there.” like, instead of being like “do you want to come?” it’s more like “i would like it if you came.” again, he’s not forcing - he’s just prompting nico. and at first nico is really hesitant to go, because he doesn’t know will’s friends that much. 
i think one more thing i should note is that nico is at camp half blood not only to make himself comfy, but also to truly take the time for himself and sort out his issues and figure out who he truly is. it’s his first break in a long time. so i think for this reason, he’s also looking to improve things for himself, and one way he probably thinks of doing that is by being a little more open to having friends & trusting each other. so when will starts being a little more persistent, nico starts coming around and hanging out with them
also one thing i want to note is that it’s not all will’s pushing that makes him an extrovert; it’s also his desire to be more open and, again, make things better for himself. will just prods him in the right direction, but in the end it’s nico who kind of works for himself
he doesn’t come every time will asks him, but he starts slow and steady. then he starts going a little more often, and then over the course of a few months, he actually gets closer to lou ellen and cecil, and probably even to will’s siblings.
they make a pretty strong friend group, and i think through them, nico starts being a little more open not only to people within his friend group, but also to others. he starts talking to more people outside of his inner circle and probably tries finding connections with other people.
when he first tries to make more friends, he’s obviously not going to be totally great at it. he just doesn’t really know what to talk about with other people, and i think at times this discourages him from making friends. but then he’s like “well, ive been through so much shit and made it through alive. if i can do that, then i should keep pushing to make friends. think of it like a quest!” 
he’s still a little slow on his people skills, but he gets a lot better and more open. 
and actually, if you remember chiara benvenuti from the hidden oracle, i think she’s also one of his first true friends outside of the small friend group. i think they’d get along because i totally think nico’s into art, and chiara seems like she’d be into art, so they meet in the arts and crafts room, and he finds out that she’s italian, so they hit it off completely and gossip with each other. and they form a pretty close bond, especially because they both remind each other of home and good memories from italy. 
and through his friendship with chiara, one of the first people outside of his inner circle, he feels a little more encouraged to go out and make friends
by the end, i think he’s still pretty reserved; he still has a bit of a hard time making friends. but even then, he’s come a looooong way from where he once was. and there’s nothing wrong with being an introvert! he still keeps that part of him, but now he’s just trying to trust people even more. after losing so many loved ones, i doubt it’s been easy for him to try to make connections after discovering that almost everyone he loves he ends up losing, so making these friends is kind of bittersweet to him. he’s nervous he’ll lose them, but he’s really excited that now he has more people to love and trust and support him, and he can do the same to them, too. 
i hope you liked that!! 
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Ok I'm 5'1 and I cannot agree more that it is so fucked up that all the riordanverse characters are fucking tall (stan Nico and Hazel our short icons). Real comrades redistribute the height.
exactly!! suddenly i feel like making this a discourse thing but yk what i don’t feel like getting into discourse but i will say that it’s so unrealistic that we don’t have like actual short people except for when they’re like children?? and even then i think nico’s supposed to be 5′6 (but that’s more a fandom interpretation i think? not sure. i do know it’s on the nico wiki page but wait is it canon?) and 5′6 isn’t that short??? and hazel is literally 13/14 she’s still gonna be short but ugh i just want more short badass people??
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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I am coming to you on my knees to humbly request platonic perachel headcanons
o great friend, i shall grant thee your request.
also im so in love with platonic perachel like oh my god theyre such a brotp
rachel definitely draws percy some tattoos after he realizes that she’s been drawing some for nico and will (and this kind of comes from another headcanon that i saw somewhere)
percy and rachel totally go clothes shopping together and like get literally the most ridiculous hats but also they get matching hats
percy definitely teaches her how to skate and then once she’s become pretty good at it they go on little field trips to the skate park 
they LOVE to go on car rides together and like they go to absolutely nowhere. they just. drive. probably to like some edge of a cliff or something and just sit there as the sun sets down. they listen to music while they do it. they talk about deep shit. it’s so fun. they both look forward to it.
i don’t think they actually see each other that often (especially since rachel’s going to paris and percy’s in college) which is why those cute car rides are something they both look forward to a lot when they’re both back in nyc for a bit
she likes to doodle on percy’s jeans (when he consents to it, ofc) and then they both have matching pairs of chaotic doodled jeans :D
along w/ rachel desigining percy’s tattoo, i think the very first tattoo that percy gets is actually matching with rachel but it’s probably some dumb shit and fits their vibe 100%
god i fucking love platonic perachel so much like i wanna write a fic but i have something else im working on but hhhhh i wanna write one so bad but anyway i hope you liked those!!
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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I mean this in the kindest way possible but I just associate you with Will bc every time I get on this app you are projecting on that bitch in one way or another lmao
“i mean this in the kindest way possible” babe anytime i get associated with will i am bursting with happiness and you’re so right im literally like always projecting on him he and i are very similar in my brain
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Ok yes desi will but also desi Naomi Solace shattering every glass ceiling in the music industry while Apollo simps for her so hard
you’re fuckin right and also i really like your username!!
maybe that’s even one of the reasons he’s super attracted to her. she literally does NOT give a damn and gets what she wants. she will break down every barrier she sees if it means she gets to pursue a career that she truly loves. 
i think also if we think about maybe how her family might see her... i mean, this obviously does not apply to every single south asian family out there and i’m definitely not trying to generalize anything, but i think a common thing that i see with my friends and myself is the fact that parents tend to pressure their kids to always be “on top of the class” and like get them to pursue medical or engineering careers (i know my parents kind of fall into that category, albeit a little less extremely than other parents i’ve heard about). 
so, like, not only is she breaking barriers in Western society, but also with her parents. i’m kind of thinking about the fact that her parents may have wanted her to pursue, as said earlier, a career in the medical or engineering field, and for a long time she must have felt so repressed and silenced about her dreams of being a singer. her parents may have laughed at her, told her that it’s only a phase. she probably felt so deflated because of that. and not to mention, around the time that she was probably born (and, like, even now), she probably didn’t see that many south asian celebrities in her lifetime within the US and must have felt really discouraged. it was only pretty white women who really got known in the nation, especially in Texas. “maybe i really don’t have what it takes... who’s going to like an unimportant brown girl?”
obviously, she is such a great artist. and she totally wows her school, but uh oh... racism. she has a voice loud and bright and beautiful enough to probably get every fucking solo in the choir, but she’s shut down because some other people are “more qualified” or some shit idk. 
she loses a lot of hope. but she also gets really angry, too. why is it that she’s supposed to be so unimportant to America? why does she have to be so overlooked? why does everyone assume that she only wants to get the best grades, that she’s some super smart human because she’s brown? she’s so done.
so she keeps pushing, keeps trying to make this career happen. she’s tired of feeling like she’s unimportant, like she’s forgotten. she probably auditions for some band (outside of school) one day and the members are so fucking wowed that there is no way they won’t include her. 
that is her big break. they’re not a huge band, but i think this is where naomi feels in her element. she’s never been happier. fuck what her parents think, she was made to be an artist.
as she grows older, she keeps going with this career. she gets onto radios and when youtube starts up, she starts posting videos of herself singing. she gains fame. people love her. little girls - especially little girls of color - look up to her as an idol for what she’s doing. 
but she still finds it hard to get fame, because there are still lots of other artists who get more fame. but that doesn’t stop her. she’s getting ahead in her career, and really, as long as she’s doing it, she’s happy. 
after some time, music companies start noticing her. they’re probably a little hesitant to include her (cough racism and misogyny cough) but she gets her big break somewhere. she still feels like an outcast, since she’s one of the only desi artists there, but she hypes herself up because it means that she’s one of the few desi women to be getting a chance like this in the US. she wants to show other girls that they can do the same. 
and apollo... well, he is in love with that. when he discovers her at some concert, he’s like “??? how have i never heard of her??? she’s so??? amazing?” and when he gets a bit closer to her and learns about all that shit she had to go through, he’s probably really livid. he’s literally the god of music, and he’s so disappointed to realize that people in the mortal world are setting up barriers to prevent specific people from getting in. 
but he’s so in love with her courage and persistence. because naomi solace is like awesome <3
and i also just realized that like. if apollo and naomi had a child, i think her parents would... not be that happy with her, either. and naomi probably feels even more upset about that.
i kind of personally headcanon that she actually has will a little young, like probably early 20s, and like... imagine what kind of hate she’d get from some fans just for having him a little early. and that just makes her angrier.
but she doesn’t let that issue in her career stop her from loving her son. she wanted him. fuck racism and misogyny, she’s going to have will, she’s going to love him, and she doesn’t give a damn about what others think about her. she’s done with everyone’s shit.
wowowoowowo i just. really feel for desi naomi solace. desi solaces. god i love her so much alksdjflsdfh
bruh i did NOT expect to get so deep into this LMAO my bad but you really unlocked something in me so thank you for indulging me because the desi Solace family is something that is making such a huge space in my heart <3333
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Op is literally indistinguishable from certified white boy William Andrew Solace but go off I guess
i cannot BELIEVE you called me a will kinnie in such an offensive way </3
send me an ask!
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Not good at making people flustered but you seem like that kid in class who is mostly quiet but nobody ever has anything bad to say about and when you do talk everyone is like wow she's so smart and interesting I wish she talked to me more. Like you have such friendly cozy vibes and working to get to know you is worth it.
awwww!!!! okay that got me like 20% but omg!!! that was really sweet thank you so much i’d like to think that’s what people thought when i was in school 😭
try to make me flustered
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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What demon did you sell your soul to for your writing skills? And can you put in a good word for me?
SLKDFJLKSJDFLJKSFDJK STOP HAHAH THIS MADE ME BLUSH <333 thank you so much lkjsldfkjsjlkd
and i spoke to the demon, he said he’ll bless you with a burst of writing ideas
i literally don’t know how to take compliments im sorry aslkdjfjklfd but ahhh that made me so happy thank you so much
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Commit too many simp crimes and you will be shipped with Octavian. Consider this a warning.
this is very unfortunate for me because. i am. the big queer. and. all i every fuckin do is simp. 
take me away officer
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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My little brother gets mad at me because he collects Pokemon cards and I only like the cute ones and not the super mega rare ones. But you give off the vibes of like a really cute Pokemon. Shaped like a friend 🥰
the way you gave me an entire life story and then went “hahah well anyway you’re friend shaped <33″ 
but thank you, i like to think i’m a cute pokemon too 
send me what kinda vibes i give you
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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Omg going off of Nico's love language being physical touch and the two of them constantly touching each other in some form or another... Maybe it also helps Will when he's dissociating. Like holding Nico's hand or leaning against him helps tether him to the real world so he tends to be more clingy when he's feeling anxious and Nico is totally fine with that
Yeah!! I’ve always seen Nico’s love language to be acts of service but I also love the idea of touch being one as well.
In terms of dissociating... I don’t do it often but like when I do idk I tend to not like touch just cuz it feels really strange to me and makes it kinda worse but I think that’s an interesting idea to consider. But the being clingy part I think is really intriguing because he probably just needs something to tell him that he’s still here in the real world. Just an anchor to keep him semi-conscious that he’s still here. So I guess touch is even Will’s love language
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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OH 100% nicos naturally an extrovert, he likes to meet people he enjoys getting to know them. He’s in his element when hes around people. He’s caved in onto himself and presents more as introverted due to the sole reason of people not liking how ‘dark’ and ‘scary’ Nico is but naturally nico prefers being around people
anon my beloved <3 
and i saw @nico-di-angelo-isnt-vaccinated added tags to that extroverted nico post about how it was really with the specific environment he was in that made him seem more introverted and honestly i have to agree. like you said with the whole “dark and scary” thing, i think it’s really people’s own premonitions of him that make him shy away from camp half-blood and all those other places where demigods thrive, you know? he’s already seen as scary. 
as amazing as it is that nico’s found a home at CHB again, i think that him being rogue actually may have helped him find himself and be comfortable with who he was. we don’t get that much information into who he met, but it seems like he knows a lot about other pantheons & people, so i think him being rogue helped him find himself a little, to get lost in this new world and dive into all the corners. he’s an extrovert but i think that a part of the reason he seems introverted to people was really as a result of that environment he was in b/c he was so closed in and too many eyes were on him at all times. 
i wonder if like... freedom is a thing that goes into his personality & his character traits? does he enjoy freedom? did he enjoy being rogue (aside from all the issues that he had to face)? i wonder if even now nico feels a little uncomfortable at camp, not because others don’t like him but more because he feels restricted. like im sure he’s grateful for a place to stay but does he ever miss that act of being able to go out whenever he pleased and discover new things and meet new people and absorb all kinds of new information? 
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