#no problem i'll try my best

[which-qsmp-egg-would]

Today's the day we finally move to the new house! It's been a rough journey and a very stressful one, but I'm happy to see it's almost over <3 Our cats are... less than pleased with us lol.

Taking a hiatus has been a huge help, and I'm so glad that many of you have stuck around! Doing Poll's Egg Playdate has been very fun and I hope it continues further! I'm not going off of hiatus just yet; I plan to make my grand return on JUNE 1ST, with the (very short) April recap posting on June 8th.

All of this is to say:

If anyone has poll ideas, requests for accessibility, formating changes, or just any ideas, my inbox is wide open!

I can't wait to come back and make polls again ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

#qsmp #not a poll #I'm trying not to make huge plans because it's just me working here #but I really do want to make things better! #maybe I can squeeze something in for pride month when I come back? I don't have any good ideas right now though #I can't think of anything else to say here #but I plan to start stocking up my queue so I have less to worry about in june #I'm hoping we don't get a new egg until then because I won't be able to edit any of those polls #The problem I'm having with nacho is bad enough #I think Nacho will just have to be in the 'other/combo' option #okay I think I'm done just throw questions into my inbox and I'll answer them as best as I can #although if I ignore any its because I don't have a good answer

[a-had-matter]

badly summarized wip poll

open tag from @emabatis originally from @blind-the-winds

sounds fun sooooooo

idk if these are badly summarized or not T-T but i tried the last option are the wips i'm doing with my partner in crime, ofc, they're based on our chaotic friendship

open tag <3333

#whichever yall like the most will be the one i'll try my best to finish #so thx for helping my indecisive ass #writeblr #writeblr tag games #my wips #wip game #writer problems #writer's block #writers and artists #writers and poets

[vorbarrsultana]

this user is trying and failing to process tonight's the last trial

#this was hands down their best show i've been to #and i've heard that there were sound problems during the broadcast but everything was perfect live #and raistlin was perfect and crysania and takhisis and caramon and DALAMAR #(raistlin and dalamar's little interaction at the meeting with crysania was so 💔) #(and during the fall of istar he ran to caramon first! AND THE HUG i'll recover from it next month probably) #(and caramon & crysania finally felt like genuine friends! like they had a connection that wasn't raistlin!!) #and raistsania..... i can ramble about them the whole night they were amazing and he was so gentle with her and she trusted him so much😭💔 #her worried /raist... raistlin?../ when they entered the abyss will haunt me #also THE KISS he was so enamored yes he fell in love he cannot deny it #AND DALAMAR MY BELOVED #he was so funny and endearing and dramatic and he got to coughing raistlin first #dalaraistsania(??) rights! #anyway i'm going to sleep #or try to sleep more likely #dragonlance #the last trial #dragonlance musical

[moonscape]

okay i'm going to be nicer to totk for real now *deletes most of my drafts*

#bwark #god i'm fucking trying to have some kind of epiphany here where i can have it all click and be like ''even if i have my problems i can still #get enjoyment out of it'' but this game makes it so damn difficult #''i can discuss the story'' wait nope can't. story sucks ass and butt #''what about the exploration? that was the best part of botw'' uh no can't do that when the surface is practically the same and there's no #substance to the sky or the depths #''gameplay?'' i don't like ultrahand. which sucks when that's 90% of the gameplay #i respect the work that must've gone into it and the creativity it's drawn from fans but making one gameplay aspect literally ALL YOU DO #runs the risk of alienating people who can't get behind #and sure other zelda games have their gimmicks but it's different #like take tp for example. i get that the wolf mechanic isn't for everyone. but aside from the early game twilight sections and a few sparse #puzzles in the later game you're never really forced to play as wolf so it doesn't overstay its welcome #god i just remembered that totk turned wolf link into meat chunks. another thing they took from us 😔 #actually on that genuinely why couldn't they just bring him back? #like you're reusing a ton of shit from botw anyway?? #which brings me back to my main point is that anything that isn't new is just. botw again #shrines are back but they're uglier. dungeons are the divine beasts but in a new coat of paint #why did they add more shrines to the game anyway? like you'd think they'd at least lower the number because fans didn't want them to return #the SINGULAR leg up i can think of id the bosses. yeah i love botw and i'll hold my hands up and say that a lot of the common complaints for #it don't bother me personally but yeah the blights absolutely sucked #divebombing colgera with the dragon roost theme playing was the closest thing that this game came to giving me an experience #okay i'll shut up now I'M GOING TO BE NICE EVEN IF IT KILLS ME

[reddiamond505]

pmd ocs part 2

Vivi the Reuniclus and Lin the Natu

Vivi is a dungeon researcher, and Lin is a Natu who is training his clairvoyant powers. they are also part of ibe and ale's team (name to be written) since vivi advised them to create it even though they can't enter the dungeons for reasons.

+ a little reuniclus sprite edit i tried to do

its minuscule but idk how to scale it up without it looking awfully blurred asfdf

#pokemon #my art #pokemon mystery dungeon #pmd #pmd oc #oc #reuniclus #natu #i am SO PROUD of vivi's design it turned out amazing #not rly happy with lin but it was the best i could with this orb hhh maybe i'll change it #i rly gotta try to write down the story for my ocs but i cant for some goddamn reason #its hard to write down the mess i have in my head esp when i dont have good ideas for why the Situations® happen #anyways #this is a problem for future me if i ever decide to resolve it and do smth serious or just leave these designs as concepts #but srsly i need to learn how to do it i'll continue saying it to myself until kingdom come i alr know it #vivi #lin

[mulletmitsuya]

y'all, sorry for the random hiatus. i get on this app like atleast once a day and try to post but i just can't dawg😔.

#guys i'm so sorry my depression's getting worse and i've been trying to make gc's but i haven't been able to make anything funny #i'm quite miserable actually #lot's of personal problems #forgive me #the best i can do for myself these days is get out of bed and shower #and i can't make anything funny if i don't have the will to #i'll try to make a real good one when i'm better :) #thank you to everyone who voted in the polls <3

[b4kuch1n]

1/ true to luner new year tradition I've caught a cold after finally getting home and being able to unclench my cheeks. minor one probably so its just gonna be very annoying for a while 2/also true to luner new year tradition I've jumped into something new with No preamble so. hopefully I get this one done fast and we have a 12pg scribbly comic on hand 3/ I'm on bluesky now. do not ask abt what Ive been posting on there u will see

#bakuspeech #one small thing I can tell u rn is. the comic is a fancomic. if ur on my bsky u will probably know of what #listen. every few years I'll return to my roots like this. idk why Im trying to excuse myself or something I can do what I want forever #probably first sign of me not feeling Perfect yesterday was me drawing on my current tablet with. the previous one's stylus #and complaining Out Loud that the pressure was. not fully fucked? but Really weird. a whole stylus of a different color in my hand #sketch comms will still be fulfilled inbetween and after drawing this! but ngl I wanna be on my full faculty for that. it requires a lot of #quick thinking and problem solving that I dont think I can manage with a cold #well. more like if I'm not on my best mind I get frozen up and do Very boring things bc it feels safer #and with sketch comms I feel like that betrays the sentiment of it #we were doing good work. we gotta do right by each others #anyways! anyways. I'll treat myself to this comic for a bit. not even gonna draw much bgs for it lol I wanna test a technique #learned it from my friend truc... always wanted to figure it out since I saw it #stay tuned!! have a good day!!! enjoy hot drink!!!!

[periodiccompletionist]

Round 1, Side 1, Match 1:

#not a tally #Periodic Table Tournament #i'll be trying my best to space these out so i dont flood everybodys dashes #theres gonna be a lot of these anyway so i figure that a week wont be a problem

[fudge24-7]

Wondering if tumblr is really good for me

#fudge does a talky talk #idk im just thinking #i keep on going to reply sections (bad idea) #and find myself getting into arguments #but what im most concerned about is how #idk harsh i feel im becoming? #like i try my best to somewhat be polite even in repkies but I find myself failing #and i feel like the hostility in tumblr reply sections in general might be a part of that #idk i probably just need to stay away from replies #i geuss whats concerning as well is that i usually tried to avoid arguments in the past #it felt like a pointless waste of energy that wouldn't change the other oersons mind anyway and woukd juetclead to anger on both sides #maybe in some ways its better that I'm more open to the idea people won't always be closed minded but #idk if thats worth the amount of aggression that usually comes with using tumblr reoky sections #or if replying and argueing at all is really worth it #or maybe I'm just blaming tumblr for a me problem idk #because I'll admit deep down kindness is not my first instinct #it is unfortunately to insult and attack perceived threats #i try to manage that but i don't always succeed #maybe tumblr doesn't help but idk #I know I don't usually make posts like these but #i geuss i should in case this leads to me not using tumblr as much? idk if thats going to haooen honestly but I'm thinking #In case it does i felt i should post this so people would udnerstand whats going on #i geuss i don't exactly owe anyone that but #I also wanted to get this off my chest #the more i think about it i think this is more of a 'tumblr bringing out the worst in me' then 'tumblr making me act a way i usually wouldn #idk what haplened with the reoly sections though i really used to not do that #geuss I've been desperate for human interaction? and getting into arguments is easier then starting a freindly conversation with someone #and idk maybe I've been feeling frusterated and like I can't really express my feelings to the people around me #so I've also been craving being able to actually say I don't agree with something #vent post

[alternativeulster]

swiftie mutuals please know that i still love you i just cant help but be a hater

#my opinions on ts are complex #like i think she's an insanely good and hardworking performer #you cant ignore the amount of work it takes to perform something like her eras shows #AND i think that when she puts her mind to it she can really knock it out of the park with a great song #every album has at least one A+ song #like genuinely i think anti-hero was her best ever lyrically #and she's at her best when she leans into the sappy over the top vibe like w love story or ybwm #my main problem with her is ofc her excessive private jet use #i understand that shes too famous to fly commercial bc she'd get mobbed #but when travelling within a single country she could at least be using road travel #anyway #wrt her music my main issue is that a good 80% of it is very... bland #she doesn't really do anything new or push any boundaries artistically #just plays it safe #and her lyrics can be genuinely awful when she takes herself too seriously (1830s but without all the racists) #and that sucks bc when she DOES decide to explore a new concept or play a character #she generally makes something interesting and fun! #blank space was fun bc it was a play into the media's constructed narrative about her #reputation was. a choice. but i'll defend it for being something different and actually taking a risk #this is a long ass tags ramble but i guess my point is #shes a pop singer. shes a pop singer who makes catchy pop music and thats okay #but she has a habit of taking herself too seriously and trying to be a deep meaningful 'poet' type songwriter like phoebe bridgers etc #which is just. not at all what she's good at #her music needs an ounce of self awareness to be good but her new album completely lacks that #sigh #dont ever get a diploma in music theory worst mistake of my life

[sentientstump]

Hello I am loving ur posts lately but I have no clue what hylics(?) is and I’m Very interested! Can u share what exactly it is/where I can find it?

Hey!! thank you for enduring this much 人(u.u )

Hylics is a surreal RPG game series that provides experience compared to no other. The first one was made in RPG maker! Here is the trailer for it:

The second one is in 3D and it's amazing! Parkour can be on unreachable levels but it's worth the struggle to perceive such forms and shapes perform a linear storyline with more details:

These two are pretty cheap on steam and itch.io if you want to experience them with your own abilities or you can check youtube for playthroughs, there's a pretty decent amount I'd say! (or a secret free third option but I don't support it in this case, apologies u_u)

loud round of applause for the entirety of OST btw, it's really awesome!!!

#sorry for the long wait for the answer i was collecting my thought this whole time 😭 #the daily problems of a stump... lol #anyways hope this is a decent answer! if not then oh well ask me more then I'll try my best the second time 🙈💀 #answeringstump #textstump

[drysauce]

the big-eared dendro boy

#manifesting him coming home in the first 10-pull #every day i change my mind 19376 times about whether should i pull on his banner or wait until he spooks one of my 50/50s #so best case scenario is that he will drop after only a few pulls #he has to. or else i'll have a problem nshxhsh #anyways now i kinda want to draw collei #since he's her teacher and all #and also she's so pretty and awesome :] #i guess I'll see #and off topic but i messed up the arm AGAIN #i hate it i should've draw him only until shoulders #but his outfit is so fun to draw and color that i had to draw a bit more of it hahhah #maybe i should try to draw at least one drawing a month and maybe i'll somehow learn how to draw arms #though it would be really hard with my motivation that makes me unable to draw more than 10 artworks a year lmao #genshin impact #genshin #tighnari #my art #doodlen

[thegreatyin]

gotta say i didn't start out all that personally attached to wyll but im getting increasingly defensive on his behalf. that's my fucking bestie. he's an icon. he's literally so niceys. leave him alone

#people on twitter are complaining that the reason for him making a pact wasnt enough?? #??? THERE WAS A TIAMAT??? #yin-thoughts #baldur's gate 3 #i haven't used him in much in my own durge run but that's just because reggie's already fulfilling the rapier-wielding warlock niche #i do enjoy his character and i do love the guy #im not usually a fan of the 'just a decent guy who helps people' sort of character. he's not my favorite i'll admit #but he's good! i respect the guys who love him. he's like the only bg3 companion i'd probably wanna marry irl #he's literally my bestie. he's trying his best. what is twitter's problem (im sure it has nothing to do with his appearance /s)

[tokyoteddywolf]

22 isn't very much at all, I think.

#5am rambles #anyways ignore this as per usual im just thinking in a post that i'll delete soon. i just worry and writing it helps. #you ever wonder when you'll “grow up'? and then realize youre not even fully grown? #that theres still more to learn in life and that the mistakes you make are just that? mistakes? #that you are still so very very young in a world that is so very very old? #im almost 23. barely a quarter of my lifespan. im still a child in a way- my brain not fully formed. #you ever wonder how many mistakes you can make before you figure something out? #I dont know much of anything really. that's the sad part. and the adults who were supposed to help me learn... didnt. #i was failed. and now im a failure. at almost not quite 23 years old. Maybe i wont be a failure in another few years. #i still have a while to go before I die. I'm not going to waste time thinking about it. im just going to try my best. #I have time. I can learn. Grace and patience are not endless but damn if i dont try to figure things out #first step though is meds and therapy tho. we're done with the pity party. some things you just have to accept are okay #cuz my whole life i was taught that being emotional is a weakness. its pathetic and stupid to be upset or angry about anything. #any time i wanted to show i was upset or angry i was 'wrong'. i was 'selfish' and 'dramatic' #so i suppressed and pretended i was fine. that i wasnt weak and pathetic. that i was good and not an annoyance or burden. #i am not weak. i am not pathetic. i am fine i am fine i am fine you dont need to worry about the inconvenience at your door. #sometimes the shame is so much that i cant look at myself or even think i deserve help. that therapy is for people with real problems. #that i feel like ill just be told im like this for attention or dramatics. that im such a disappointment and selfish too. #ive been a “problem” my whole life to the point i dunno if i CAN be fixed. that anxiety eats me alive every day. #therapy is supposed to give you methods to cope #i dunno if it'll work though. I forget my appointments a lot. i struggle to talk sometimes. i may be autistic but its hard to get diagnosed. #emotions are so hard to figure out.

[alectoperdita]

Hey I just wanted to send u a big internet hug. Thx U so much for all the amazing fics and art u create u reignited my love for Joukai pls don't be disheartened u R amazing thx u for everything u create and share.

Thank you for the kind words, anon.

As much as I appreciate the sentiment, please understand that the ranting is not about me. It's for all the other amazing writers and artists that I can't help but feel are passed over and under appreciated. So if you have the time/energy, I highly encourage you to reach out to others who have made things you've enjoyed and send them your love. I'm sure they would be ecstatic to hear from you too. 💜💜💜

Seriously, anyone who's reading this, consider sending an ask to another creator or reblogging someone's work(s) with some nice tag(s). I've queued up a bunch of joukai works by others so you can look at those or through my tags. Or just any work of art you've enjoyed created by someone.

Fandom is a gift economy, so please spread the love.

Thanks again, and I hope you have a stellar day/night, anon!

#replies #anonymous #look I understand I am loud in this tiny corner because I have been tenacious and prolific #but prolific should not be the best measure of quality #and I wasn't always prolific just in recent years #and in no small that that was because people were willing to appreciate the effort/time I do put into my art #I want that for everyone else in this corner too #and maybe part of the problem is I'm too prolific and crowd other voices out and don't boost other people's work as much as I could #but I can try #okay I probably really should eat and drink water so don't worry I'll log off and shut up for a while

[h-a-unted]

Just a reminder that I'm not around much if at all and don't really know how to revive blogs these days. This might be the only one I will try to keep at least sporadically alive because I have a soft spot and very special people around here (glances at Ladybug and Vonny, but also others but them especially lol).

So, please feel free to softblock (or hardblock if you want of course) this and any other of my blogs you follow if little to no interaction is bad for you.

#➹ out of curses ✼ (ooc) #On another note if you want to keep interacting a lil more consistently #you could ask me for my discord we could come up with stuff there #JUST KNOW THAT I ASK FOR PATIENCE #LIKE A LOT OF PATIENCE #my attention span to stuff changes drastically and sometimes my muse is just not there PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME #I've had problems with people saying they are patient and then complaining about my delay so it throws me off from rp on Discord #but if you ARE patient I want to try since it's more accessible on mobile and stuff #i'll still be trying my best to get to stuff here so no need to try it out there it's just for the people who'd like for more of a chance #to talk and to write doesn't have to be rp I'M RAMBLING