#not technically bad but ya know

[avatar-aaang]

oh okay yea im going insane actually

#personal #youll never guess but. im thinking about phil of the future again #mostly bc i ashamedly sought out fanfic and its...... really bad lmfao #also most of it is well over 10 years old so like. some of it just old and kind of crazy #found this one author tho that would write these absolutely insane opening sentences #they would grip you and punch you in the gut bc they were so goddamn good #and then the rest was utter baffonery #one was really bad content wise but the style it was written in was so funny i just had to keep reading to see what new sentences came next #one person seemed to have deleted all their fics rip that just super sucks #one person had a kink that i cannot condone and was not tagged so imagine my surprise upon reading it #and then like maybe 2 whole fics have been really good #but people are still very much getting characteri #*characterization wrong lol #anyway. i dont think ill write any #anyway i think the issue mostly was it was written by kids or teens so. #not technically bad but ya know #kinda unreadable lol #also idk if its just me but stuff posted on fanfic dot net is borderline unreadable anyway #mostly bc of the format and the browsing abilities or rather inabilities lol #i very much prefer ao3 if we compare these sites #its weird tho bc the stuff on ao3 is from within the past decade instead of being from before my sibling was born lmfao #anyway. ill go be mentally ill in the real world now goodnight everybody

[3-aem]

MY BRAINS NOT WORKING AND THE CUTE BOY I WORK WITH KEEPS CORRECTING MY GRAMMAR THIS IS SO AHAIWIAKSDHDGRRRRHRNE

#dhakaksdjs fuckdwkufeisfjsjajsueei #im using a translator and it keeps outputting 您 instead of 你 and he keeps calling it out like bro ur making it awkward #AND IM LIKE SORRY I CANT ACTUALLY WRITE IN THIS LANGUAGE IM REALLY DU M. BB #also he offered to take over the last part bc i was like hi its almost 9pm here and i literally cannot think anymore #like i am certain its a very easy last part my brain is just finished #i feel so bad bc i wanted to push this proj over the line #this company is so intense i am so baby i am so tired #hugging my cat and rubbing my gross face all over his gross body #me in vc trying to figure out how to say: it was broken earlier idk how it was fixed u saw it was broke tho right #but all that came out was: in the past it was….problematic… *20 yr silence* #before he awkwardly went: um its okay i dont think this is necessary also u have lint issues #and i was just like ya….i know 😭 #its ambiguous to some of my teammates if i just dont understand them or if im fking dumb #its probably both im ngl #the blank stare i have on my face is first from trying to comprehend what the actual words they are saying mean #and then to comprehend what technical concept they are trying to convey #using like 50% of the information i managed to parse out #also im used to literally spending 30-40% of the working day talking smack #now i try to crack and joke and everyone is like three this isnt the time #three we are all gonna be hear past 9pm working this isnt the time

[spectresaurora]

Decided To Draw These Gay Asses In Pen

#iltv #iftv #I'm in love with the villainess #im in love with the villainess #wataoshi #watashi no oshi wa akuyaku reijou #rae taylor #lily lilium #philine nur #these are TECHNICALLY my first pen drawings that aren't just scribbles and sketches in my schoolwork lmao #i wish i had lighter colored sticky notes so it isn't so hard to see philines face but ya know #no closeup of the chibi rae in the corner because that one is Bad #might go over it or redo it and make some more chibis but i dunno yet #pen sketch #my art

[sora-of-uranus]

Iroh would jokingly refer to himself as bee keeping age and Zuko would have a heart attack because who incorectly taught his uncle these terms??? it was Toph.

#although she actually taught him the terms CORRECTLY he just purposefully misuses them for comedy sake #....technically Ozai is beekeeping age #ya know beside the whole wanting to destroy the world and being a bad father he is rather.... ;) ya know? #im sorry. #avatar last airbender #uncle iroh #toph beifong #zuko

[lovecoredeity]

alright so on the actual webbed site I can upload 30 images at a time, I have now amassed 44 oc diary entries, do y’all really want 44+ badly written and doodled diary entries made by my oc?

#deity dialogue #the only people who really wanted to see are xena who I’ve sent them to on discord #and peach #so if I made the post for anyone it would be peach but also. #I’m not the best at writing and also like if only two people (one technically) wants to see them I don’t wanna post them #I don’t wanna out my shitty writing on blast lmao #I don’t even show them to people in the campaign at this point #so idk showing them to tumblr for one person seems :/ plus it’s just. so many pages of bad writing #I just really hate sharing stuff I make it it’s like. not something people wanna see ya know

[archersartcorner]

Am catching up on Neverafter and got to Pib and the wolf’s conversation in episode 11… Just found it very endearing. I like seeing Pib’s relationships with other beasts and his interaction with archetype vs character. Also he’s like, A Little Cat Dude Who Made Biscuits On A Lion, so like. Excellent character, a shame I don’t feel confident in how I draw Animals 😔

#my art #my doodles #dimension 20 neverafter #pib neverafter #I did not look up any wolf or cat references for this so I apologize if it’s incredibly anatomically off 😭 just strongly wanted to draw them #zac fully committing to playing a fucking catboy is so funny. the meowing?? the biting??? the BISCUITS????? incredible. #I know this is technically the horror season but I think that as a genre is a bit harder to capture when the medium is dnd and incredibly- #-improvisational and interactive. I know others have talked about it; I think for me I see this season more as a tragi-comedy than a horror. #which is totally fine! honestly I think one of the things that did it for me was the insistence of it being horror. feels like that should- #-be far more ‘show’ rather than ‘tell.’ but I also get why they openly mentioned it as far as trying to give appropriate warning to the- #-audience ya know? #have some complicated feelings about the season storywise so far but the gang is excellent as always! #also the fucking zac oyama is playing a lil cat dude so it can’t be BAD

[international-sunrise]

I LOST MY FEAR OF FALLING

CHAPTER 12: when the searchlights find us drinking by the mausoleum doors...

Fandom: 외모지상주의 | Lookism

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Hong Jae Yeol | Jay & Park Hyung Suk | Daniel, Minor or Background Relationship(s)

Characters: Hong Jae Yeol | Jay, Park Hyung Suk | Daniel, Hong Jae Hye | Joy, Lee Jin Sung | Zack, Lee Eun Tae | Vasco, Choi Soo Jung | Crystal, Park Ha Neul | Zoe, Kim Mi Jin | Mira

Additional Tags: Character Study, Relationship Study, Pre-Relationship, Canon-Typical Violence, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Canon Compliant, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, It Gets Worse, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, POV Hong Jae Yeol | Jay, Spoilers for Lookism

CHAPTER 12: WHEN THE SEARCHLIGHTS FIND US DRINKING BY THE MAUSOLEUM DOORS...

Summary:

“But if his calculations are correct... Then this might hurt a little bit.”

#lookism #lookism spoilers #lookism webtoon #lookism fic #hong jaeyeol #park hyungseok #daniel park #jay hong #jaeseok #ao3 fanfic #fanfic update #I LIIIIIIVEEEEEEEEE #and i have developed a strong distaste towards travelling in a bus #seven days inside a bus does that to a bad bitch lemme tell ya #anyways heres the update hope you like it yes i know i updated last night technically but like i had no brain power to post the update here #for some reason #it makes sense in my brain you gotta trust me alright #international sunrise presents: i lost my fear of falling

[sanstropfremir]

if you could bring back one styling that you think wasn't appreciated in its time or the fans weren't ready for (but are now) or just think should be around again, which would it be? (hard round: something other than TVXQ's "Triangle" styling) (and I already know the #1 is Pink Gumby)

(kicks rock) ok FINE i won't immediately say triangle.........

my first instinct is actually something that DID get its due appreciation: arario!! it was genuinely ahead of its time (both in styling and musical composition), and if vixx hadn't done shangri-la we might never have seen a traditional/hanbok styling trend in kpop. but realistically this is kind of a tough question to answer because most trends in kpop styling have been recycled already in some way. i could say something like we should bring back the goofy looks for the early '10s but realistically that's already happened as much as it's going to without completely reverting silhouettes and clothing construction, which is not going to happen. and also i don't think most of those looks were underappreciated at the time. the most frequent type of look that is oft derided by fans and underutilized by creative staff are the infrequent forays into science fiction concepts. songs like 100%'s beat and more famously vixx's error were quite controversial for no legitimate reason, although honestly i don't remember how beat was received since vixx overshadowed them significantly (justice for 100% actually. the beat styling is better), but considering nobody remembers 100% even existed i'll consider it underappreciated. tbh in the current styling landscape of kpop my beef is less with fans not appreciating a styling (bc fans know exactly jack shit about costuming and will accept anything, even obvious garbage) and more with stylists who are unwilling to actually flesh out a concept. this applies to pretty much everything but i see it most obviously in scifi (and fantasy/horror etc, anything that's not boy/girl next door or school) concepts. one of the few cbs that i do desperately want to have a go around again is obsession bc please god can i finally have ksoo and minseok on the song, but also it's a fantastic concept that got most of the way there, it just could have been so much more interesting out if the stylists weren't cowards.

#the x exo shit goes fucking crazy like how could people sleep on that. it's lived in my brain rent free since 2019 #also i think the timing for obsession was p bad. i think next year when kai and sehun get back they should just do the whole thing again #rerecord the whole album the mv new promo cycle everything. i want ksoo on ya ya ya and i will fight about it #i also want more prop stages. and also costumes that use interesting technical elements #like would love a revival of catch me + lighted costumes #even though they are so so so so unreliable. but you gotta sacrifice for art #i cant remember if its janus or witch that used the panels but more shit like that #its less i want to bring back specific stylings and more i want to bring back an era where stylists were more willing to be experimental #oh actually you know what people also hated for no reason: shinee symptoms/close the door. but that styling has also made a come around too #kpop styling #text #answers #kpop questions #i won anyways i got a real triangle hair revival this year 😌

[altaria-andthe-two]

Thanks for the follow! I'm not sure what to ask, but how well do Skye and Flow get along with other Pokemon?

Yeah Skye has a few friends she can rely on.

Baby Ralts guest: 1/?

#pokemon #mewtwo #babytwo #altaria #delcatty #skitty #answered #ft Piper #This question was technically asked before the Ralts thing but #ya know #Fun fact! Before I decided on an Altaria #Delcatty was one of the pokemon I was thinking on being part of the blog #but the only reason i didnt choose them is because I struggled so bad to draw them #so there ya go a little trivia xD

[littleperilstories]

Part of me really wants to apologize for the upcoming medical inaccuracies in The Prince of Thieves, because I am kind of a perfectionist who fears judgment. However, it’s constantly at war with the part of my brain that’s more casual—who cares, it’s fun?! These two sides of my brain are locked in an eternal battle…and while there’s no clear winner there, Will and Bree are most certainly the losers.😂

#lps the prince of thieves #like I don’t know how bad it is?! #and I also kind of don’t care #but I also care a little bit. ya know? #whatever #anyway #we’ll tag this as #lps-teaser #since it’s technically teasing a little bit #but mostly just rambling #🙃

[gatsby-system-folks]

So sometimes duo tropes aren't meant to be 100% accurate. They're like equivalency math problems.

5 is to 10 what 50 is to 100. 5 and 50 aren't the same number, but they share the same relationship with 10 and 100 respectively. And ships/duos are like that too.

Sometimes the duo isn't perfectly the Sun and the Moon but A is the sun to B's moon, uniquely.

#ship tropes #duo trope #equivalence #mathematics #because thats a relevant tag lol #sun and moon trope #fanon things #also technically a relevant tag #this isnt to say Media Literacy Bad (duh) because dumbing a character down to singular points is iffy but like #ya know #~ finnick

[kurisus]

Just finished my first C*lleen H*over book

#live update #technically I finished reading then checked to see if the chapter was translated (it was) but ya know #doing a monthly bad book club with friends this year and this was so miserable I had to post about it

[pinkpuffballdude]

me, writing poetry: I will now pepper in the fact that I'm a linguist*

#*not professionally. truly an amature in all senses #but reading my poetry like hm interesting I really do focus on How Words Work a whole lot huh #true story #espesh in my fuckin. dragon age poems? #I love dorian sm it's unreal #and like every single time I write a poem for/about him I include smth about how 'amicus' in latin #*technically* means friend #but has similar connotations to 'boyfriend' in english #german has the same thing where if you want to say 'this is my friend' you have to say smth like 'this is a friend of mine' #cause if you just give the possesive it implies you're dating #now. as an aromantic. but Not asexual. ohhhh my mcfucking god I am gonna milk the shit out of this #cause YEA he's my friend!!! but also. he's My Friend ya know #'he's my boyfriend' NO!! weird. gross. bad. too allo. 'he's my friend (homoerotic undertones'? absolutely sign me UP

[rosicheeks]

hmmmmmmm torn on valentine’s day gifts… do you want to be kidnapped and facefucked and played with and used as my personal pretty toy? or, since distance is so homophobic, maybe just get some nudes? or just soft cuddles and reassurance of how beautiful you are and how perfect i know you are, how you deserve the world and more? or heck, just a few hours of casual and gentle pussy eating? so much to do, so little time!

-🌸

Is all of the above an option 👀

#cause I honestly don’t know what sounds the best #but but but keep in mind if you kidnap me then you won’t have to me limited on time! #you can do all of the above and more while I’m your cute little pet 🫣 #lsksmmdnskwnsmxmd #the dream #idk why or when this happened but man oh MAN I have a fantasy where I’m stalked by someone #maybe a follower or mutual and somehow they find out where I live #and they just kinda follow me around all the time????? 🫣🫣🫣🫣 making sure I’m safe and also ya know seeing what I like and my habits #that way when they actually kidnap me they’ll know exactly what I like!!! they’ll also take my stuffies when they kidnap me #and maybe a few other things to make my little cage feel like home 🥺🥺🥺 and then they’ll know exactly what food I like/etc #ok ok sorry fantasy over but going back to your ask #if you kidnap me then you can start with facefucking me and using me however you want and then eat me out for a few hours making me confused #and then finally end with a huge cuddle mess - hold me close into your arms and tell me how pretty I am and all the sweet things 🥺🥺🥺 #and then I would just melt into your arms and never want to leave anyway #so yes I’m technically kidnapped and I can’t leave the house unless it’s with you #but it’s just cause you care about me and don’t want anything bad to happen to me 🥺🥺🥺 #also you take care of everything anyway so what do I have to worry about??? oh just being the best little pet that you could ever ask for #getting super excited whenever you come home and wanting to listen to you talk about your day while I worship you #kdkdnsnsnkdkdns #so many ideas #so uhm when are you going to come here and do all these things huh???? #ask #🌸 anon

[sayakxmi]

I like to headcanon that Rufioh has quite flexible morality based on whether he likes somebody or not, as well as how much he likes them.

Damara breaks his spine and kills him? Well, that was kinda fair, he can't really blame her, can he? (Horuss was unnecessary, though, please don't do that again?)

Meenah bullies Damara? Hadn't it been for my crippling lack of confidence and self-worth I would have slaughtered you.

Mindfang is like Top 10 Worst Trolls Alive? Well, yeah, but you're forgetting one thing. What thing? I love her }:(

#*rufioh voice* they're my poor little meow meows ok }:'( #like he knows technically that some stuff that was done by then was like super shitty #but he just doesn't really care #and he knows he doesnt care and that this on itself is pretty shitty and he does feel pretty bad #but what can ya do #rufioh nitram #the summoner #homestuck #HS: PFH

[mrfoox]

Just remembered how after my autistic diagnose every offical person was so careful to approach me about it at first. I know that's probably standard bc not everyone will like those news or know how to handle it but I legit just had doctors go 'hey... So... Are you okay? How do you feel?' and I was like 'haha, nice, so I haven't just been faking/now I know why I'm so different'

#miranda talking shit #And i mean... I wouldnt be diagnosed at all if i didnt personally call for it. I wouldn't have been able to see anyone unless i brought it #Up. Bc ive always been good at masking no one even considerd i was on the spectrum. And it wasnt until i got friends who was diagnosed and #Discussed it with me and their experiences + me reading up on it myself ... Where i was like wait uh ... Actually lol that's me haha #But i know plenty of people probably don't like to get the diagnosis. For me personally it was 90% a gopd thing #It felt a lot like... Ive always known i was 'diffrent' and ive always felt something was so wrong with me bc i didny work like other peope #And then it was like .... No im different but this is the thing that makes me different and its not something 'wrong' with me #For me it felt very freeing to get i guess a label or name on why im different. Before iy was all just... On me? #Like it was my own fault. Why couldnt i do this or just act normal why couldnt i just handle things others could? It all felt very. ... #Personal. Like it was my own fault ? Idk man. It was just great to get a reason to why i was diffrent and that it actually ... Made sense? #There were reasons behind why i got so overwhelmed or behaved weirdly etc yeah #My relationship with my own autism is the weirdest shit ever bc i dont personally think there's many positives with this diagnose #I can think of 10 cons per 1 pro basically but i also... Never had any bad feelings about getting it on paper that i have it? #I know my life would be much easier if i didnt have it. But i also know it cant be cured and is just part of me so #I have a fairly good or at least neatrul general feeling about it. Before i was diagnosed I'd cry and have breakdowns as to #Why i was so weird and why i couldnt be like everyone else. I got that on an weekly basis. After my diagnose? Very rarely. #I guess thats why im so... Supporting and maybe pushing others who think they are on the spectrum to check it out #Many will think oh but it doesnt DO anything. It doesnt change anything. It doesnt help to get it on paper ya know ? #And well yeah i guess technically that's true but man idk. If you have ever felt alienated like ive been my entire childhood and teen years #Getting the diagnose was so nice. And i got to learn about myself in much different ways than before. And understand that i am in fact not #Alone and not so misunderstood by everyone on earth lol. #@anyone who think they might be autistic give me an message and lets talk tbh if you want and need someone to discuss that with #Autism tag