#oh hey i'm crying

[egophiliac]

innocently logging in to look at the Twst schedule for May like

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers #tsumsted wonderland #i-is that enough spoiler tags #anyway twst just absolutely obliterating me with the schedule again #i saw the story completion campaign ended in june and was like 'oh okay that'll be when we get the next part' NOPE HA HA #oh my god rook. oh my god savana rook is real. #w...why is this a story card. hey twst wHY IS THIS A STORY CARD -- #is rook dreaming of still being a rowdy boy or #and why is he...(squints) why is he in a pomefiore bedroom #never mind i'm actually terrified of this card now #god. the STETSON. i'm crying. #he really is just applejack huh #also vil i don't know what your problem was this man's mane is LUSCIOUS #and what's this? it's twst following up that first punch with the right hook of EVEN MORE of the best and silliest event #malleus is going to be in the middle of an angsty flashback while dangling us over a pit of spikes or something #and then we're going to cut directly to him having a charming little tea party with a small plush version of himself #oh twst your sense of pacing remains exquisitely incomprehensible #(no i love this though)

[lunarharp]

qifrey's birthday and silly stuff

#witch hat tag #orufrey #excerpt is from my 30k failing eye fic (link in pinned) which has a birthday scene. i revisited and edited it again and it is now 30k :) #kerplunk thing is because of a mysterious game that shirahama has drawn orufrey playing before and to me it looks like Kerplunk. #a kids' game from this 'Real World' which we live in. card game is Cheat from neopets. but it's a real game. i want to play it for real.... #you lie and cheat in it..hence the name..and 'branston the eyrie you are a bold one' classic neopets tumblr post...no....ok then..... #'hey qif i know we're obsessed with witches' kerplunk but we used to play cheat all the time what happened to that??' #'oh. i just..don't like lying to you. i don't like how it feels.' 'oh haha i guess that's a good thing. ok let's play kerplunk instead ^_^' #'mm. *dying inside crying in the rain in my soul*' #i dislike trying to illustrate my writing. i resent myself for having described oru's captivating mysterious smile so perfectly #i can't draw that. i know what it looks like perfectly in my mind and i am right there on that roof but i can't draw it satisfyingly enough #writing comes from a different part of my brain. there's different things in there. i'm glad i wrote out some of what i can't draw. #then there are things that i don't write or draw but which are still a crucial ongoing facet of my orufrey mindscape. #the Written orufrey the Drawn orufrey and the Unspoken orufrey... three faces of a beautiful irreplaceable jewel in my heart... #could a depressed person do THAT.

[ilmhist]

Now, I have learned my lesson The price of this so called perfection is everything

commissioned the lovely @rickety-goose​ to paint Eirian (he/they) and I am simply blown away

#c: eirian #others' art #wayfarer if #wayfarer art #i am literally just blown away by this honestly #yes i did just slap some SAL lyrics on here to try and make it more aesthetic so sue me #oh hey if you want the primo viewing experience get akmigone's running up that hill cover on while you look at this it's peak vibes #this is THE eiri art now tbh #look at the steel on oatmeal! #have you ever seen alassar steel so pretty! #i scream i cry this is my desktop wallpaper forever now #i'm gonna just... schedule this to post at a decent time to be seen

[mozart-the-meerkitten]

GUYS

BILLY BOYD IS GONNA BE IN THE WINGFEATHER SHOW

aka PIPPIN. FROM LORD OF THE FREAKING RINGS

I HAVE NO IDEA WHO HE IS IN THE SHOW BUT HE’S GONNA BE IN IT

AYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Link to the article! https://www.awn.com/news/exclusive-angel-studios-reveals-wingfeather-saga-season-2-cast

tweet from Andrew to back it up!

also I met him once he’s a really nice guy HE SIGNED MY LOTR BOOK AND COMPLIMENTED IT

#the wingfeather saga #the wingfeather saga tv show #billy boyd #lord of the rings #pippin took #WHO IS HE #I NEED TO KNOW #I'm gonna have to meet him again now oh my word #'HEY REMEMBER ME YOU SIGNED MY BOOK YOU'RE IN THE WINGFEATHER SAGA NOW?!?!' #this was. too much for me tonight #but I HAD to confirm this was real somehow #my mom sent me this link and hhhhhhhhh #I'm crying now I'm overwhelmed #I need to sleep #mom why #ANYWAY #I'll be happier about this in the morning ajghkadajfsld

[volivolition]

reading Kim's Disco Inferno and i absolutely needed to read this fic earlier than im reading it right now. this is so fucking interesting.

#chemi chats #AIRHGHGHHHHH THE SKILLS THE SKILLS I WILL SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST ABOUT THEM ARUGHGJHGKJFHF!!!!! #okay im normal. back to it #kissing voli on the forehead. my friend. this is how i imagine my life these days. voli sitting on my shoulder as i do things #echem's also there but he can't do shit except go ''hey you should get a treat today'' so he just keeps voli company. #EMPY HAS ARRIVED AND I LOVEEEE HER. CRIES AND CRIES AND CRIES AND #''Stop fucking around Esprit'' LMAO. LMAO. THANKS AUTH APPRECIATE IT. oh my fucking god this fic is so cool. this is so good. #SUGGESTION YOU SILLY FUCK GET OUT OF HEREEE!! oh thats FASCINATING!! 'I'm not... shit. I am.' THIS IS SO COOL. OH NO WAIT DON'T LEAVE VOLI? #oh of fucking COURSE ITS ECHEM. OF COURSEEE. oh hi halflit. little kiss on the head before you scamper off sweetheart #i miss voli i want voli back. voli come back please. oh there he is hi little guy!! oh echem. silly guy. i love you. this fic is so fun?!!! #oh hey!! composure. nods. ''Harry; Kim. We're Harry.'' YEAH! YAHHGKJGH!!! like i sure have my faves (empy; voli; echem) but #OUGH. MOTORICS AS A WHOLE. MY FAVORITES i love the team smiles :) oh they were all so sweet hahskj motorics have never done anything wrong #NO VOLI CAN'T COME WITH US?? WHAT'S THE POINT EVEN. STARTS CRYING. oh nvm hes with us in the glasses WE'RE ALL GOOD #this fic. is so cool. good morning lieutenant. OKAY!! DONE!! COMMENTING TIME!!! thanks for looking at my spontaneous liveblog lmao

[fourteenthz]

man...... man. 30 tags are not enough so under the read more I go

these screenshots are what ALWAYS got me about Thancred's character. like yeah all the scions trust you and all that but Thancred is just so loyal in a completely different way than others might be. specially after shadowbringers like he always try to do things together and it's always the "there's no other way" that he let's the wol do their thing - and still he's always the one to go to them after the deed is done and to sacrifice whatever it takes for the deed to,, you know, be done or whatever

and what I find sooo charming about all of it is that he's so discreet about it all. he very rarely goes out of his way to express his feelings to you or whatever but then you have moments where Ryne talks about the things he said about the WOL and he truly hates her leaving her side (because he's a terrible worrier) but MAN the trust the "As long as she accompanied you." shows just. man.

The whole "it's not about your blessing" is just such a perfect example as well, to his loyalty and faith. It was never for what the Scions had for him, just about their story together and the trust he has earned in that time.PLUS because his view of the world has slightly changed here, he's the "I've done bad things" kind of character but in a "I need to do better form now on" and not the "I'm done for" YOU KNOW? he's just so sincere in his need to just do better and half of the time that makes him have a difficult time coming to terms with that really is right but man. man. He wants to do it. The "tell me what I must do" to Minfilia is SUCH a perfect example. His sacrifice is not martyr-like, it's trial and error until he gets it right, for everybody, not just him. He's not doing it alone, he needs help!! He knows that!! And it SUCKS because he's so used to being better off alone!! But it's the entirety of shb of him saying "we're in this together" that ALMOST feels like he's convincing himself of that AT LEAST until he has to deal with it by himself, and then MAN if he DOES IT and he comes back like "now I can fix things. better even." HES SO

There are far too many traits of perfectionism in him, in the worst ways. He doesn’t know how to deal with his feeling at the beginning of shb, everything seems to get under his skin because it always keeps reminding him of the past he lived/the wrongs he has done/ the things he failed - BUT despite it all, he has time to care so deeply about the First's cause and Minfilia's and even the WOL's to the point were he is always make sure they know: they are together, that if their blessing fails they know the WOL won't, and if they do, it doesn't matter because AGAIN; they are together.

Playing ng+ and knowing how thancred ends in this expansion is so nice, you can clearly point out the signs of his change and signs that he didn't change at all. How he's always the one to take charge and lead when the WOL isn't around, he makes sure to teach that to Ryne ("Thancred once told me that if the efforts to summon you failed, it would fall to me to face the Lightwardens"), how he deals with change so promptly but fails to really express all of it ("I have no doubt that he understands. The question is how he feels.") He's flawed, he knows that but MAN if he doesn't try to fix that.

#this post makes NO sense like ALL of my tags so pls don't consider this anything formal besides me rambling #I wanted to make this unrbed BUT it's under read more and if ppl want to rb just the screenshots it's fine #I just............ UGHDFGLSFIATFG MAN. he's so HES SO #haven't even got to /his part/ in shb yet but everything he says makes me want to CRY I just ADORE him he's so tailored to me specifically #90% of this applies to my hcs abt my wol and when he turned out like that I was like “YEAH THAT'S WERE WE ARE GOING ALRIGHT” #also I'M NOT DONE WITH IT but putting this here in the tags bc endwalker spoilers bc: this is why his visit to the WOL room in EW just hits #so hard. HE KNOWS what is at stake HE ALWAYS HAD and he's so realistic about it but that was the one time he went “I need help” #he's discreet about loving the scions and his NEED to protect everybody he loves because that's how it has always been to him #(him seeing minfilia safe from work everynight when they were young etc etc) #and in ew he really goes “hey i trust you guys with my life and MAN I hope it's mutual so if it is please do this thing I can't do for me?” #IT MAKES ME SICK #i have so many screenshots this ng+ that's just text bubbles and it's mostly him and ryne talking about him and and just these points were #get “oh. there he is. my most special man.” #I'm so normal about characters that repent but not in a martyr way. YEAH LIFE IS A BURDEN YOU GOTTA LIVE IT TO MAKE THE MOST OF IT YEAH #everyday I think rn thancred is far away from the scions and ryne it makes me want to throw a fist. anyway. #kelly says #kelly plays xiv #thancred waters #(for me. I hope this doesn't appear in the tags since it's far down here LOL) #5.0 spoilers

[lesbianlotties]

FINALLY going to watch barbie tomorrow. going with my least favorite cousins because nobody else loves me and i'll die alone but i'm so excited!!!!

#i'm being over dramatic and petty but hey at least i had some cousins left!!! #it's not that i don't like these two it's just that they're the ones i've least hung out in my life so it might be a bit awkward #but oh well #wish me luck!!! #i'm SO excited i will cry

[thestarswhim]

What do you mean the core and obsessions stuff aren't canon???

I distinctly remember Danny having an ice core or something like that going on ever since it aired on TV AND YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT WASN'T THE CASE-

#like when I saw someone talk about Danny's ice core I'm like oh YEAH he has that #BUT I GUESS NOT I'M SO BAFFLED #anyway- I'm rewatching danny phantom and now I'm discovering a new world LOL #danny phantom #y'all are called the phandom? I'm gonna cry that's perfect what the heck #IT'S SO SMART TOO GOSH #dp au #??? #IDK I'm new here sobs #but hey! I preordered the comic I'm so excited

[warlordfelwinter]

emet-selch always enters the scene at the most batshit camera angles

#also hey emet i think you know precisely what drives the hero of the source #its ur dead husbands various proclivities toward being a helpful nuisance #oh man #i was so focused on the exarch i really forgot how much shb murders you emotionally with emet #and ardbert #and everyone #i'm going to cry so much #fel's ffxiv #shadowbringers lb

[just-some-trans-nobody]

Who are you and what are you doing in my trashcan?

#monster in my trashcan #who is he and why is he eating my trash? #no hey get out of there you'll get sick #someone get me a broom whack him #oh no he's crying i didn't mean for that to happen i'm sorry would you like some real food? #come inside i'll give make you some hot chocolate you poor thing #guys he's not that bad i think i'll let him stay #monster fucker #monster boyfriend #monster stories #cute monster #trash monster #should i give him a kiss? #gay monster

[nadiawritessomething]

Okay, but just tell me that Miles G. wouldn't have burst into tears watching The Lion King. ESPECIALLY at the moment of Mufasa's death.

I don't believe you.

#atsv #across the spiderverse #miles 42 #miles morales #prowler miles #miles g morales #earth 42 miles #spiderverse #aaron davis #LIKE #I can imagine him and 1610 come to his home and watch some of Disney classics because you know because pair of sibling nerds and all of it #But GOSH they chose the Lion King and that was their worse decision #Cause Miles didn't want to hurt anyone of course #He just thought about some songs #characters and animation (AND Timon and Pumba lol) #And was like ok that's the world masterpiece let's watch that it's gonna be fun bro #Spoiler: It actually WAS a little fun #Up to a certain point aka THAT very moment with Mufasa's death and Scar's betrayal #And Miles just gonna be like “OH MAN I'M SORRY I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT ALL OF THIS HEY-” #Miles G actually sitting there trying his best not to cry #Aka your normal siblings movie night except that they chose the wrong cartoon and one of them has loosing parent trauma #jefferson morales #yes I put this tag on the end and what

[skyloftian-nutcase]

I cannot draw worth a darn, but I wanted to visualize the one scene from Paradox where Time chooses to hold the Master Sword to help Sky, so have my crappy art skills on display.

I decided that I suck at drawing faces so I just focused on his hand and the sword with Time vaguely in the background lol. I know he's left handed, he's holding the sword with his right hand because he's holding Sky with his left.

#I don't even know how to tag this #drawing #? #fan art for my fics #?? #Even though I'm the one who drew it so self art for my fics LOL #but at least then it puts it into the tag with art for my fics that way so whatever #what even is shading #or linework #or anything #good grief #I also just realized I didn't do any shading at the bottom of the hilt oops #haha oh well #hey all my art friends and followers try not to cry LOL #I just felt really compelled to draw this scene #linkeduniverse #linked universe #lu time

[heymrspatel]

Do you ever worry that the friendships you have made here will fade after everyone eventually moves on?

oh... um... I'M WORRYING NOW!!!!!

#hey 🥺 why- why would you ask me this 🥺 #this is something that i truly want to be fully and completely naive and idealistic about #maybe thats not the smart way to go about things. but things are so lovely right now! & personally i latch on until i'm given reason not to #if i love you literally too bad. because i'm sticking around. but obviously that's just my side of things. #loving hard has backfired many a times #SO MAN ANON IDK OK OH GOD #guess i'll cry #anon #asks

[o-wyrmlight]

Fun fact: If you don't call somebody by their preferred pronouns even when someone else repeatedly attempts to correct you about it, and then proceed to excuse it by saying 'I don't feel comfortable calling (him) a he' before laughing about how the person doesn't look like their preferred pronouns to you, you're probably transphobic.

#'I don't feel comfortable substituting one word in my catalogue for this other word for this person's comfort' #yeah and i don't think that the person you're referring to feels very comfortable when he's being misgendered all the time #jesus #'hey you should respect his pronouns' 'but i feel uncomfortable' #'shut the fuck up and get back to work. find something to do. don't even fucking talk to me' #'oh what are you going to cry about it?' #no but i am NOT going to speak to you again #fucking hell #same guy when i first corrected him last week and told him that the person in question is a trans guy #first words he said was 'wait a real one? an actual trans person? what's in (his) pants? how does the trans thing work?' #not your fucking business and not my job to explain it to you and trans people are not like wild animals #'oh a real one? an actual one?' why you sounding so shocked #the trans coworker has also been taking more steps towards a masculine image #cutting his hair and stuff like i could TELL he just had The Vibes #I'm. so fucking frustrated fml #vent

[ivy-saurs]

the ios uplift alarm tone gives me war flashbacks. do not be fooled by its name.

#the first time i used it was after i went clubbing #i went to sleep at 3 or 4am and it went off at 7am for my first ever uni lecture #i wanted to cry #it took my dumb ass nearly 4 months to realise oh hey i can just. change this ringtone that's making me miserable to a different one #changed it to marimba and haven't looked back since #the uplift alarm will always be my depression alarm bc good lord my depression was even worse back then #the worst part of it is that it has an end to it so you think it's over and you're like oh thank god #and then NOPE it starts all over again #sorry i'm feeling insane tonight

[fourteenthz]

LOVE AND PEACE ON FUCKING PLANET EARTH

#kelly plays ykz #yakuza 0 spoilers #I'm stopping now its like 7am I prefer to believe they are going to have a dinner and plan a trip to Europe and never come back actually #IM SO OBSESSES WITH THEM IT'S MAKING ME SICK IN THE HEAD #i didn't start this game expecting anything other than brother^tm but you know what. IF #they every single one of majima's old boss can say tell this guy has feelings maybe i can too. yeah. YEAH. #OBSESSED SO BAD with chapter 16 first cutscene... he has absolutely NO hesitation in running up to her. #and the second she goes past him he immediately refuses to let her go. #ITS SO INSANE how he has been so lifeless the last chapter and accepting his fate as a pawn for the next one #to show that fucking face he makes while looking at her. ITS SO WEIRD IN A FANTASTIC WAY my man is having too many feelings he can't #she** can't even see it and it KILLS ME bc he is making the world's puppiest eyes at her IM SO AUAAGAHHAHH SLAMMING MY HEAD ON THE TABLE #I NEED THEM. TO BE. SO NORMAL RN. I NEED THEM TO HAVE SUCH NORMAL DINNER RN. #I'm stopping playing bc i'm not sure that's going to happen so enough tears for today but I JUST. REALLY NEED THEM. #TO HAVE DINNER. HOLDING HANDS. AND THAT'S IS. CAN SOMEONE HEAR ME. #she really is like my top3 favorite characters in this damn game I adore this woman to death. #feeling so majima by his sigh in realief as soon as she stopped walking away when she tripped. the way his damn face changes from pained to #'IDEA!' and imediatelly offers to take her out........................... i'm so unwell at this momento. #I thought if they met again I wouldn't be able to trust majima bc he was so set in being a damn pawn in the previous chapter but man..... #the amount of thoughts behind his eye everytime he looked at her. if they end up playing that as him bring in pain #bc he has to win her over im going to kll a guy. there's no way NO WAY U HEARD ME #thry are literally my everything. there is NO way she is going to survive this game and I'm trying sk damn hard to get #used to that idea but it just sucks i love her so much. and thw worst part i have no idea what's up with majima on the other games #is her dying being his villain storie??? his hero redemption? HELL IF I KNOW. IS SHE EVEN DYING FR?? #i truly think they could get away wih shipping her to another country. and it would make sense for majima to insist her to go. #but oh I doubt so hard they are giving me anything but pain with my favorite relationships in this game. i really do. #until then..... lying down in bed.... thoughts abt majima soft expression at her.... abt the weight her voice #carries rn.... abt the way he said 'hey' and she said 'you think I'm emotional because I'm hungry again'..... they. are. so. #the way they dont even give a choice to walk faster when she is accompanying majima. #I have such low standards at this point. if they don't at least hold hands again i will cry. #he doesn't need to guide her around anymore so... u see my vision? him asking for her hand bc he wants to... hello?