#ok getting too sad

[spending-life-pretending]

i don’t want to linger on this too long bc s&b stuff makes me sad rn but i’ve seen a lot of posts appreciating the work of Jessie and Ben and the crows’ actors, and while they deserve it 100% i do just want to take a second to shoutout Archie Renaux and Zoë Wanamaker for their work specifically; Mal easily wins most improved player from the books to the show due to Archie and Zoë stole literally every scene she was in

#me #shadow and bone #shadow and bone netflix #s&b show #zoe wanamaker in her scenes with ben barnes is literally unmatched #I think about the delivery of ‘yes…but where is she?’ from season 1 every day of my life #and I do think people overlook how good archie’s performance as mal is #it affected the way I thought about mal when I read rule of wolves the first time #god and don’t get me started on the s2 new actors jesus I’ll cry again #ok getting too sad

[wardingshout]

Zelda goes mushroom girl

#tloz #a link to the past #zelda #link #my art #I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one... #I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea #I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat. #it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd #if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl...... #I'm falling back into my old ways rn though #anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends #like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder #they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it #in a proper way that might make sense.... #if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth #and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh

[dapper-lil-arts]

uh oh!!!!

#what would it take just to be by your side!!!!! #too much #ok so like i sad before this ship is a drug and im smoking it #and now yall are getting second hand inhebriated lmao. #sunsetsparkle #mlp #sunset shimmer #twilight sparkle #mane 6 #my little pony #sunlight #<- still think this should be the ship name #haha if you're on patreon you know theres more like this incomic #im going insane #pony posting #sunset sparkle #equestria girls #midnight sparkle #scitwi #twiset #sciset #bisexual #saphic

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

practicing for scares, i imagine!

#sorry this is so scribbly i couldnt be bothered to clean it up! #too much effort for my ancient soul <3 #ive been entertaining a little Scene in my mind #of barnaby helping wally practice halloween etiquette pre-party #somebody says boo! you say aah! somebody says trick or treat! Obviously you say trick! #damn now im sad that in my years of 'weening i never said trick. i should say trick next time i get the chance #scribble salad #welcome home #i continue to Massively enjoy drawing barnaby with claws #thank you mr. were-beagle for the opportunity #ok i admit i do just like drawing claws in general #half the time my hand practice turns into Monster Talon practice

[angelmichelangelo]

thinking about that one episode in 2012 where leo has that nightmare where he watches mikey get stabbed and then flung off a cliff and then he cries in the rain whilst cradling his body… yeah wtf was that about

#were…. were the 2012 writers ok????? buddy?????? WHAT WAS THAT #NO WAIT BECAUSE JT WAS SO SAD AND FOR WHAG #HE SAID ‘…no 😨’ AND THEN HELD HIM WHILST SOBBING #LEO??????? BRO??? ARE YOU GOOD #anyone else just think about this #todays emotion is: pain apparently #THE SOUND EFFECTS TOO??? when mikey gets stabbed you can just about hear the squelch of guts and then metal coming back out of him like. HUH #💀💀💀💀 #tmnt 2012

[fisheito]

collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS

#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo. #says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking #my immediate thought was #i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him #bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent #but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally #it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched.... #so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti. #configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying #the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias #then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought #i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him #AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND #originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went #WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN #BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing. #plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS #but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it #i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding #so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown #i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said #kuya #yakumo #yakuya

[heartslobbf]

hater alert! far too many people say that juri’s character arc ‘isn’t about her being sad about being gay, it’s about being sad about unrequited love that happens to be gay’ and. well. that is not true and by saying that you are completely flattening the brilliance of juri’s character arc which literally culminates in her being able to accept her own lesbianism despite her unrequited love, despite all her shame and self-loathing, despite this pursuit by Some Fucking Guy to try and ‘save’ her from these feelings. like if you think juri’s entire character is just ‘sad about shiori’ how do you appreciate even a modicum of the emotion packed into that final juri duel. it is both about shiori and, even broader, her lesbian identity and what that means to her intrinsically as a person, removed from romantic relationships and just purely as like. you know. Who She Is. the idea that even when juri’s locket is cut from her neck she is still a lesbian that’s still who she is and she cant change that and, crucially, she doesn’t want to even as she is agonised by these feelings. that’s why she forfeits the duel!!!! she’s clocking out she’s quitting she’s saying no!!!!!! this is me and ive got to be ok with that this is me and i can accept that this girl might not love me and i can keep living despite that. like. god im so normal arisugawa juri im so sorry that no one understands you and your intrinsically unapologetically lesbian storyline like i do

#ok got that out of my system now (rewatched ep 29 duel too many times) #revolutionary girl utena #rgu #idk i just see that argument so much and it makes me so sad #bc i get where ppl r coming from there r a lot of unnuanced ‘sad bc gay’ narratives out there #but juri’s whole arc is about actively challenging and deconstructing that idea #and it deals with the sadness that comes with being closeted with knowing youre gay and not really liking that about yourself #and eventually she does accept and embrace that aspect of herself but CRUCIALLY she doesnt do it via romantic validation #in fact she does it in the face of like. All Opposition Ever #no one says hey juri if you were gay that’d be totally fine actually haha #ruka tries to save her from her lesbianism!!!!!!!! like!!!!!!! #it is juri and juri alone who makes this resolution and that is just So Fucking Important to me #shes so. she is the queer character of all time to me i literally dont care no one else will ever come close #LIKE!!!!!!! THE CASTLE WEEPING ON HER WHEN SHE MAKES HER CHOICE!!!!!!! #accepting that part of yourself and having the symbol of matrimony and heteronormativity WEEP over you #no one ever validates juri’s choice to accept her queerness but she keeps making that choice #and her in episode 37…….. god i just might keel over and die girls when juri utena touga parallels…… #anywayyyyyyy love and light i love juriposting #shut up daisy

[bonetrousledbones]

i think. i want to focus on the idea of roaring knight papyrus where he knows exactly what the roaring entails

#trousled rambles #MAYBE spoiling my papyrus says fuck idea i havent decided if i have the spoons yet or not #but. maybe just maybe i deserve an antagonist papyrus who knows damn well what he's doing #maybe he wants to be pals with the roaring titans huh ever think of that #or maybe he just thinks dark worlds in general are Better and even if darkners all turn to stone in the roaring- #-the light world will then become its own dark world #and well . wouldnt that be nice for a social recluse like him? #he already lives in darkness in his house so it cant be that bad #OR hell maybe he's feelin bitter and he wants everyone else to be lonely and sad too #he didnt actually get a whole lot of genuine development in undertale ok i want him to SHOW why he thinks anyone can change so firmly #i want him to know from experience ok. alright

[arkiwii]

very sad still see the saria/silence divorce headcanon still going around

have you ever tried to consider that they never dated before lone trail because it would be unrealistic with the timeline and the events and also because it would be overshadowing the actual truth of why they couldn't get along

#i'll elaborate #firstly it's ok if you headcanon this i don't want to invalidate what people think #it's just that I think it's a fanon joke that have been going around for way too long #and I can't help but shed a small tear when I see people really headcanoning it #I personally think it's way more interesting if we consider that they never had something going on before Lone Trail #mostly because it's weird that they started dating in like some months when they barely knew or saw each other #but also because it adds nothing but just makes things even more harder for them #my personal headcanon is that Silence was maybe having feelings for Saria but like #you know these very premature feelings #like just “oh wow she's pretty and nice” #but nothing like really deep #but they never had anything going on before the diabolic crisis #and after lone trail after they made up and saw each other's true person #they start to actually get real feelings #I'm just complaining but I've been still seeing it around somehow and it's sad to me that this joke became a fact for many people #there's still a lot of fanfics about how they had been dating and now they're on bad terms #I think that going on the “they're exes” route is way too easy and actually hides the potential and interesting reason #of why Silence was mad at Saria #it's not because she hates Saria or blame her #it's because she's mad at herself for being so weak #really making them appear as exes just hides this really interesting truth and makes it all seem to be a sad love story #consider that they never had any of this and that this tension between them is because they blame themselves!! #their story is not a love story but above all a story about self love and acceptance #just my two cents enjoy my rambling i go back to bed now #(not putting this in the main tag I don't want to start a war I'm just rambling)

[lunarharp]

scribblezone again testing out brushes, early grey oru, and ace attorney-style psychelocks

#witch hat tag #orufrey #doodly. i like one of the brushes tho. #oh and i was thinking how the girls have qifrey's hat design but oru's (current) tassel and how that makes me feel #ppl will surely be thinking umm WHY do they have a different tassel to him unlike every other atelier ever. the whole tassel thing is just. #whatever. *keeps the rest to myself as i fall down a zelda-style chasm of emotion* #i JUST wanna know if tassel swapping is a cultural witch sign of commitment OR if it's something they just made up. JUST TELL ME. NAAOOOOWW #the girls are too young to hear about it because oru has the inbuilt belief that kids will mercilessly tease ppl #ok what is going on someone said the psychelocks art made them laugh and someone else said it made them smile #sometimes when i try to get out depressing ideas ppl are like hehe aww and then for those pink clothes i got surprisingly much sad response #it wasnt THAT sad........maybe. anyway genuinely interesting . this world is a mystery #i think its bc i mix humour & tragedy more than i ever imagined i would. i mean witch hat is like that so thats why im doing it. well anywa

[simmyfrobby]

― ”Salt”, Margaret Atwood, Dearly.

Hockey Poetry Post 21/?

(Photo credit: Andre Ringuette, Francois Lacasse, Jean-Yves Ahern, Francois Lacasse, Paul Chiasson, Kevin Sousa, Jean-Yves Ahern, Philippe Bouchard, 9, 10)

#who is the prettiest hockey boy in the whole entire world and why is it Carey Price #I Am Not Immune To Dimples #id be sad to leave him too if I was PK #anyway: tags #hockey poetry posts #pk subban #carey price #montreal canadiens #habs #the fact that Lot´s wife is looking back at the city of Sodom is not supposed to imply anything. ill just get that out there now #before someone decides to be clever in the tags #I KNOW OK

[spacedlexi]

when u want to like a character so so bad but theyre a cop so its impossible

#sorry even if theyre hot my first thought will always be 'cop' and it kills all desire #slams head thru wall #vi arcane i want to love u so bad......but i look at u and see COP and its over for me 😐 #and her cop gf 😐😔 #before anybody gets mad at me im just sad 😔 shes great otherwise like she fits my fave types but this wall is insurmountable #she grew up in the SLUMS and they make her an ENFORCER??? die #she was wrongfully imprisoned for like a decade and they make her an enforcer 😐😐😐😐 #after finishing arcane i went to read her lore 😐 #felt so Liberal 😐😔 weh weh both sides bad type beat #girl its not too late please dont be a cop and cait pls leave the force PLEASE i cant defend you like this #anybody else trapped in this torture prison abt her or is it just me please tell me im not alone in this #every time i see her on my dash it pains me so much like physically mentally.... #its ok at least i have my other vi who fights ex military with her gf to avoid becoming soldiers in a pointless war :) blink blink #it speaks #only posting this bc i need to know who else is suffering over this.............. it cant just be me

[siyuri]

@not-poignant 's The Raven Prince. Sometimes you read a story. Then move on with your life. But in a chaos of things you suddenly understand that some characters are now travelng with you. So this one made a crow's nest in my head. And couldn't be more grateful for it. Thank you, Pia! <3

#meditation #new #mine #things I dream about #The Raven Prince #forever and ever in my head #No matter what I want to do yk be sad or meditate or just feel calm waves or need some blackblue colors for agitated mind - he is there #helping #spinning the world around #anyways #thank you Pia for this gift to us all #so it wasn't my intention to time it for birthday #and lets be real #this is kinda too stormy and gloomy I think to it to be happy birthday present #but if you are OK with getting such things then I will be happy to make it a birthday present)) #i am bad at animation #but I needed it to move for it to bring the whole spectr of my feels to this image #this and My Skin by Natalie Merchant

[khytal]

waaaahhhhhh :(

(alternate version w/ blood:)

#kamen rider #shin kamen rider #takeshi hongo #khyt.art #it's been 4 days and I am still so broken up about it #I also haven't. like. drawn with this method in several months so it's a bit rusty but [shaky thumbs up] #(also I did this a few hours after I finished the movie but I didn't pull up any refs so. eeeehh. but it's ok) #if I think about hongo or anything from shin kr for too long my brain starts trying to self-destruct #in a good way (it's not good I am so sad all the time get me out of h-)

[worstloki]

To be clear Thor and Loki are BOTH the team baby

#they’re both the youngest members and o don’t think people are taking enough advantage of that #like yea ok Loki is sad and all but Thor could be too let them both cuddle and complain about getting up too early etc.

[eskildit]

i have a feeling we're gonna meet cams dads in alecto the ninth. theyre both members of the oversight body and were canonically on new rho. we just didnt meet them because...

...yeah. i dont think theyre going to be happy to see paul.

#like genuinely if i think about this too much i get very very sad #the locked tomb #eskildit posts tlt #ok to rb